ranting (not about my mental health for once) ignore if you want. trigger warnings will be in the tags
i genuinely think that some people need to stop writing fics about rape. i’m not gonna police what specifically people write about, but if you’re gonna write content about an underage/aged down character being raped repeatedly, you need to be conscious of the kinds of people that content will attract.
i saw a fic like this and i looked at the comments purely out of curiosity and the fact that someone was allowed to sexualize the relationship between the victim and an older man trying to help him because *checks notes* they like the characters together? first of all if the character is a minor, that’s rape. full stop. there’s no “if he wanted it it’s not” no. minors cannot consent. do you not realize how disgusting that is to say?? second of all why are you sexualizing a minor, and one who has been repeatedly sexually abused no less? there’s no justification for that.
i am fully aware that this is fiction, but the way people consume fiction can affect the way they react to things in real life. it’s disgusting to talk about things that affect real people in this way.
i’m just so squicked out and genuinely disgusting that i ever contributed to a fandom that regularly puts out content like this. writing to cope with trauma is one thing but romanticizing traumatizing and disgusting acts is another and i worry that a LOT of people in this fandom have crossed far beyond the line and are allowing the people who have crossed the line to express these messed up beliefs and thought patterns uncontested.
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Self ship doodles at work? More likely than you think!
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okay my darlings, you know what time it is…..SURPRISE SONG GAME TIME!!! except this time it’s extra super duper special because this post is actually queued because today is MY SHOW 🤭🫶 aka it’s atlanta n3 therefore i am BEGGING you to manifest the absolute best of your best picks and leave them in the tags or replies for me to see later and then give you an internet smooch if you win 💗 HAPPY GUESSING
i’m going to guess my absolute dream combo of hey stephen and dorothea
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hiii mini announcement time!
recently ive been doing some thinking about nicknames since ive been posting more poetry and things like that where I use the pen-name ‘angel’. originally, I used the nickname ‘starry’ because it connected to my old url when I first joined the fandom and some of my followers liked calling me starry. when I switched to my angel era urls, I changed the nickname from starry to ‘angel’ and that was cute. but now im with the deancaskiss url (which is my everything <3) and I feel like the nickname ‘angel’ just doesn’t fit me anymore. so ive been thinking about it for weeks, and I finally found a new nickname that i feel fits me and feels like it captures my personality and my writing style, along with not necessarily connecting it to a url so I can continue to use it whenever I change urls in the future.
the new nickname is bubbles 🫧
im going to be using the name bubbles with content like poetry and edits (and maybe even some new doodles and other creative content in the future!). I really hope y’all like it as much as I do! as with everything, y’all are welcome to use the nickname bubbles, or continue to call me bex jasmine or oliver since these are still the two names I prefer using on a day to day basis. I just wanted to find a new nickname to use as my pen-name and bubbles feels perfect. all 3 names are now in my bio, so please use any of these names that you’re comfortable with <3
I love y’all, thanks for always supporting me and being so amazing 💙
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BEYOND EVIL (2021) + Ocean Vuong quotes
for @petekaos 💛💙
RAHUL !!!!! this will be only half a surprise i think, i’m sure you got that i was giffing beyond evil from what i said skdsnd but i really think the quotes will be a surprise eheh anyway time to get sappy ! damn it’s been 2 years already. when people say time flies they really mean it!! honestly these 2 years have been some of the happiest of my life overall, despite the bad and the ugly, and a huge part of it is that i got to go through them with you alongside me :’) you’ve been with me through thick and thin, we’ve laughed so much together, made dumb jokes, shared so many passions and brainrots, been homophobic towards mek’s 2022 costars together (JK!!!) and also we’ve supported each other in everything. i know i tell you all the time, but i’ll never stop saying it: i love you!!!! you are such a kind, funny, sweet, talented, supportive, fantastic person. i never get tired of talking to you, if anything when we don’t talk for a bit i miss you a lot. you’re my best friend and honestly i couldn’t ask for a better best friend like absolutely no one could fill in this role but you !! sure, maybe someone else wouldn’t tease me about pigeons (🙄) but we’re bonded by that pigeon shit so 🥰 i think i’ll never have the proper words to tell you how much you mean to me, but i hope i’ve somehow showed it to you in these two years and i hope i get so many more chances to in the future. here’s to many many more years of getting anons about our friendship 💙💛 love you so much !!!!!!!!
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i think it's beautiful how different everyone is and how we can all work together in our own little ways to help each other out but the fact that it's so easy to feel ashamed of your own difference makes me so sad
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I'm really sorry to ask, because the topic obviously makes you uncomfortable and I don't want you to be, but I don't know what blankshipping is??? I also never figured out what proshipping is, and have been too embarrassed to ask...
You’re fine, mate! Nothing to apologize for, though I appreciate your consideration.
Proshipping is usually described as people who don’t mind/support any type of pairings/ships, which tends to sound like a good thing. However, this means that they turn a blind eye to/like stuff like incest, adult/minor ships, and other content of the like, usually darker topics and pairings.
Blankshipping is the name used for the romantic pairing of Ingo and Emmet, who are twin brothers.
I’m not one to tell others what to ship, and some may have reasons for making that content that isn’t just for enjoyment — frankly, that’s none of my business. However, I do believe in curating my online experience and following (as much as I can), and I don’t want to see any of that kinda stuff or interact with people who like it, so I’m respectfully asking for those that like that content to please block me or let me know so I can block them.
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i am SO full of love and i am SO full of rage and sometimes those things are extremely connected and sometimes they are extremely at odds
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former cop finds out his partner has adopted the local monsters he has been trying to hunt, more at 11-
ft gabe trying to sneak away with his snacks and six/stanley/tv man popping by for a visit at like... one of the hand full of working televisions in the county.
thatcher just wanted to watch night.mare on elm street
also gabe left the kitchen light on agAIN-
real talk i would unabashedly live in a house with ugly 70s decor. that is all.
literally no references used + this isnt great but i think its hillarious :)
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Dysphoria but like. If I were born another gender it wouldn’t be any better. It might be worse. If I were born something not human it might be better but I don’t know what to wish I was. I know who I am and what I am but not in a way that is translatable to my understanding. I am myself but my self is fundamentally unreachable from this life. I am fully myself but always disconnected from it.
Dysphoria like I know who I am but it’s a memory lost to me, like moments in your childhood you try so hard to remember but can’t at all. Dysphoria like when I act like myself then people perceive me as myself but it’s not the right self. Dysphoria like loving my body but everything’s subtly off. Dysphoria like the only way I take joy in my presentation is by making it an act, putting paint on my face and pins on my clothes so it’s obvious it’s all a costume and you don’t have permission to see beneath it. Dysphoria like if I live the rest of my life like this I don’t think I can. Dysphoria like I don’t know how else to do it, what would make it better.
Dysphoria like a summer day that’s empty, empty in the sky and the air and the short cut grass. And you long for the river like nothing you’ve longer for before but you’ve never seen water and you don’t know what it is you want.
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i think maybe it says something um. not good. about me that my entire life and future just exploded & my first response was reblog a lot on tumblr dot com
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Sometimes I wish I would just please shut the fuck up I much prefer talking over some stuff with myself just stop talking now!!! I need to get away and completely reinvent the me I show to the world ughh
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Do you think Jessica ever thinks about some of the weirder murders she solved and just thinks what the actual fuck? Because the dog murder and the self driving car just has to be things she thinks about often right
NOT TO MENTION THE FACT VAMPIRES ARE ACTUALLY REAL IN THIS UNIVERSE DOES JESSICA EVER THINK ABOUT THAT FACT
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