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moriwood · 5 months
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top!park jongseong x btm!male reader smut 1.5k words
Working at the most exclusive gentlemen’s club in the city, you’ve gotten various influential bachelors lining up each night to have a private show with you. Tonight, you might just be meeting your new favorite client.
includes: jay is the mayor of the city n u suck his cock like the dominant slut that u really are ✨
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The decade-old air conditioner whirrs, droplets of refrigerant pooling in a repurposed paint bucket. The stupidly cold and dingy room pricks at your barely-clothed body as you attempt to pose salaciously like the club’s matron told you to do so, but there's not much that you can do when you're sharing the cramped space with others dancing to white noise with awkward fervor.
You play with the waistband of your black mesh briefs, thumbs languidly stretching it around as you wonder who the hell is that man behind the heavily tinted window. You see his silhouette pointing at you, probably whispering something to the matron Heechul with the way he's leaning towards him.
"That one's a new recruit," you hear the muffled voice of Heechul, then a guffaw. They talk more, but the rest’s unintelligible. It takes a few more dull minutes before the man leaves and the door creaks open. The matron Heechul skips — scratch that — hops to you with a gummy smile.
He squeals, “you’ve got someone waiting in the executive suite.”
“Who’s the client?” one of the older performers asks. “Must be a big shot if he doesn't wanna lounge at the front like the rest of 'em.”
Heechul rolls his eyes and harrumphs, “Chitchat later. Our youngest just secured us our wealthiest client tonight." After tousling your hair, he gives your shoulder a friendly pat, accompanied by a hearty cackle. “Make us proud, kid.”
With a cheeky salute to the rest of the men in the room, you grab a bathrobe from the coat hook and make your way to the warmer hallway. A faint red light seeps out the door of the executive suite at the end of the corridor, a mixture between an alluring invitation and a subtle warning.
What meets you inside is a man handsomely dressed in a black suit. He hasn’t noticed you yet, busy unbuttoning his suit. His face is strikingly familiar, as if his image had been plastered on the streets months prior — during a political campaign…
“Mayor Jay?”
Finally, his eyes meet yours; his eyebrows furrowed as he seems to struggle with the buttons of his cuffs. “Shouldn’t you be helping me off my clothes?” he grits, ignoring the fact that you recognized him quite quickly. You smirk, untying your bathrobe and sauntering toward him with an air of nonchalance. His stare locks in on your peeking bulge, beating against the constraint of your skimpy underwear. You help him take his coat off, your hands soon settling on his belt strap.
“First time in a place like this… Sir?” you tease. “I tend to go overboard with the attractive ones so tell me what’s your limit.”
He laughs, “My limit? Don’t boys like you just lie down and stay quiet?”
You wrap your arms around his neck, leaning so close a retort spills from your lips. “You wanna play rough with me?” you sweetly ask. “Wanna fuck me so hard I bleed? Leave me limping so my next clients know how much you fucked me so good?”
An arm envelops your lower back as he pulls you in, a cold calloused hand tickling your warm body and your cock laying flat against his clothed erection. You fall into silence, a gulp escaping. The mayor seems to be intimidatingly well-endowed. “I guess your matron didn’t tell you that I’ve got you for the whole night? You’re only mine tonight.”
Your brain short circuits at the sudden assertion of ownership, hands nervously hovering over his belt in eagerness. But he holds you off, looking around the room, noting a black king-sized bed, a black velvet sofa, and a wine bar with a marble counter. Settling for the sofa behind him, he kicks off his shoes and slips off his socks, sprawling comfortably across the cushions. 
“Give me a glass of that,” Jay commands, pointing at the bottle of Belvedere at the side. You oblige, pouring him a healthy amount in an old-fashioned glass as he undoes his long-sleeve shirt. “Now, you drink it,” he directs. You tilt your head in confusion, but you comply, a single sip already burning your throat. “Drink it all,” he adds.
You’re too weak with alcohol to start drinking way before the client, that’s not a good tactic if you want to milk the mayor’s wallet dry. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, Sir—”
“I won’t let you suck my dick until you finish that glass,” he warns you, his hand lazily palming his bulge. Your cock twitches in anticipation, chugging the contents of the glass, some of it spilling over the corner of your lips. You pour yourself another one as some desperate act of establishing dominance over the mayor. “Give it to me, Sir,” you beg, eyes slightly blurring and speech slurring with the two meager glasses. Liquor truly hits hard on an empty stomach, you realize. Or maybe the mayor’s just hitting all the right notes with turning you on.
He beckons you over with a finger, making you crawl towards him. His legs spread wide for you and you finally get to unbuckle him, cheeks nuzzling his crotch. The button and the zipper go next, revealing a glorious masterpiece standing on a thick bush, adorned with thick veins and a leaking head. You grab him from the base, as you inhale his musk. Your cock twitches for the nth time tonight.
“Can you fit it all?” he whispers, sweeping your bangs away to look at you in your eyes. “I’ll try,” you mumble, hand gently stroking him up and down. Jay laughs in response, putting his hands back to his sides. “Try to take control and if you can’t, I’ll just fuck your throat.”
You lick his leaking precum, ending at his tip as you start to suck on his head. His precum tastes sweet and bitter at the same time, reminding you of the cum of a man who smokes cigarettes often. Then you notice the slight smell of smoke mixed in his strong perfume, nothing new with your clients. He shivers from pleasure with an inaudible praise. You suck eagerly as your hands roam his thighs, eventually making him tangle his fingers on your hair. 
“You’re such a good boy,” he mumbles, “but you haven’t sucked it all, haven’t you?”
He pushes your head down slowly, tears beginning to spill from the sheer girth and length of his cock. You try to say something in protest, but the vibration of your throat only makes him lean his head back, mouth open and panting like an exhausted athlete. Your nose now lays flat against his pubic hair, and while you weren’t choking, you were struggling to enjoy the experience. Your tongue tries its best to cover the huge expanse, finally withdrawing with his cock fully wet and a string of spit following your tongue.
“Don’t stop,” he begs, hand cradling your face as he stares at you with this new face of desperation. “You’re doing so good, so fucking good.”
You go back to sucking on the head of his dick, this time with your hands stroking the shaft and your best skill, tongue darting across his frenulum. Now, Jay is making a lot of noise, hands clawing at the velvet sofa, a bunch of broken praises and incomprehensible requests falling through deaf ears. You decide you’re still in control, despite the slight inebriation.
It’s beginning to sound all sloppy, precum spilling from his cock like a bottle of lubricant being squeezed. Likewise, you feel yourself spilling through the mesh of your briefs, probably messing up the carpet you were kneeling on. You look up at Jay, and while the poor guy tries to keep his eyesight on you, he’s tilting his head back and gasping in overwhelming pleasure.
“Fuck,” he screams, finally managing to hook his fingers again on your hair and pushing you down. Your hands let go of his cock, your throat now easily slipping the whole length in. “Lap it all up, you fucking slut,” he manages to let out.
You lower down your underwear with your free hand, stroking yourself at the same pace as he pulls and pushes your head on his cock. At an erratic pace. Both of you were about to climax, with the way his cock is throbbing at an abnormal speed and your body tensing up in cold shivers.
“I’m cumming, shit!” he cries, exploding into your mouth. You greedily lap his cum up, swallowing every single drop despite its honestly awful taste. You wish he would’ve cummed in your ass instead, but barely an hour has passed and he promised the whole night for you. You jerk yourself into completion at the same time, squirting cum all over the carpet.
You wipe your mouth with the back of your head as you let go of his cock, both of you breathing rapidly while you stare at each other with still-unresolved lust.
Jay grins as he points again at the bottle of vodka behind you. “Another glass of that and I’ll fuck you in the ass.”
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author's note: sry for d inactivity, i jus lov it when exam week suddenly turns into exam month. :') read the very distant sequel here: [Stealing the Spotlight — k.sn + p.js] and stream sweet venom. >:VV
— moriwood. || [My Carrd]
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h4kufilmz · 17 days
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⌨ . . . ꧇ ՚՚ 𝟕;𝐌𝐈𝐇 | 𝐏.𝐉𝐒
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𓂃 PAIRING(S): park jongseong x tall!(m)reader
𓂃 GENRE(S): fluff, (very) suggestive, lowercase intended.
𓂃 WARNING(S): alcohol consumption, profanity, extremely suggestive, making out.
⋆  ࣪ you never expected to find yourself in this type of setting. neither did you expect to find one of the popular guys on campus straddling you, in a cramp, secluded closet, ready to take your first kiss.
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it was hot, your heart thundered loudly in your ears as a storm of new sensations came hailing down at you. you didn't know how to react or how to even move, your body was stiff as a stick and all you could ever focus on was the feeling of his lips, they were soft and full, they pressed against your own unmoving pair.
you could feel a small smirk start to shape his lips, pulling away he held your face in his hands, your skin red from the neck up. “relax,” he whispered, his soft voice cutting through the relentless beating of your heart. your wide eyes met his, a glint of mischief and amusement within those dark pools, his thumb caressed your cheek gently, you could feel yourself slightly leaning into the touch, it calmed your anxiety. your heartbeat grows steadily, yet the warm sensation on your face never leaves.
you still couldn't process everything properly, you hadn't anticipated the twist and turns the night of one not so thought out decision could bring you. one second you were with your friends, the next you began loosening up and dancing along and not long after a game of seven minutes in heaven commenced, and now you were here, in a secluded room with one of the most popular people on campus—park jongseong, or jay as everyone calls him.
and he was undoubtedly, to your standard at least—for someone whose lips were still just a mere virgin moment's ago—good. he of course had more experience, that was a no-brainer, this must've been so basic to him.
your attention drifts back to jay as you felt him shift on your lap, his thumb then brush against your bottom lip, your blush deepens.
“just take it slow,” he whispered, reaching for your hands and placing them on his hips, “no one's watching us.” good grief why did he have to be so nice about it? it would've been easier to calm down if he was indifferent or even hell an asshole. but no, he was patient, he cared, and he understood your predicament, letting you go at your pace even while your time together was limited.
unable to voice a response, you responded with a meak nod. exhaling deeply your tongue swiped across your lips nervously. jay smiled at you as he cupped your cheek, mouthing a quiet coo at your innocence before his head tilted to the side and leaned in.
you squeezed his hips, unable to contain the surprise when he caught your lips once more. willing yourself to pull through, you finally reciprocated, your eyes tightly shut trying not too hard to overthink your lack of experience or technique, letting jay the lead.
his hand slid off your face, roaming down to your neck deepening the kiss.
he didn't go too fast nor was he too slow, you couldn't fathom how he could just find the right pace just like that but it felt great, intimate, and it made you want more. you almost wanted to be mad at yourself that you didn't do this sooner. but you were also glad, glad that it was jay and not someone else, you feared that others won't be so kind.
despite the tremble in your hands, you pulled him closer, you heard jay chuckle softly, his hands slowly move down to your chest as he wanted to check how hard your heart was beating, making you shift back onto the chair.
and all of a sudden you both were falling.
your bodies hit the floor and your heart drops upon processing how badly you fucked up.
you sat up quickly, scrambling to piece your words together. “a-are you okay? holy fuck i’m so sorry—”
“pftt—” you heard him stifle, his hand covered his mouth yet it futile, like raging dam his laughter bursted out loudly.
he wasn't mad? you blinked, your head lowering slightly, unable resist the cherry blossoms that dusted your cheeks.
jay's laughter slowly ceases, propping himself up on his Infront of you, a finger hooks beneath your chin making you look up. “you're seriously so cute, y'know that?” he coo’s, stealing peck from your lips.
“i’m not..—” he stole yet another one, making your eyes grow wide, “you can't just do that—!” you tried to toughen up yet he doesn't listen, your own attempts to stop him crumbling at the next kiss, and onto another. he didn't seem to want to stop and neither did you.
lying on your back, jay quickly straddles your waist, taking the initiative to pull him down your lips barely met when a series of knocks came from the door.
“uh - guys your past seven minutes, get dressed and get outta there!” jake spoke through the door. you both shared a look before laughing, feeling slightly flustered at the prospect that everyone else thought you two were doing a little more than making out.
a small pout forms on your lips, a pit of disappointment started to form in your stomach. you didn't want to go, but you respected the rules enough, as you began to sit up yet jay pushed you back down, a hand on your chest. “just a second,” he held his hand out and you stare at him in mild confusion.
“phone,” he says and it clicks quickly.
“password?” he pushed you back down, his his hand pressing down firmly on your chest.
“uhm 08600”
“your birthday?”
your eyes furrow, “nah it's my dogs.”
jay spared you a look of surprise, “is he still alive?”
“yeah..she is…”
“no fucking way.”
you laugh softly, “don't say that! you’ll jinx it.” you roll your eyes playfully, hearing him laugh in return he hands you back your phone.
“let's talk more.” he smiled down at you.
you nod, your lips curving a smile of your own. “yeah i’ll like—call you or whatever.” you respond awkwardly, pleasing jay enough for him to leave you one last kiss before getting up.
you watched him leave, eventually standing up yourself, tugging down at the hem of your shirt. you weren't too sure what this was, and you couldn't exactly fully trust it yet you knew you were soaring higher than you intended.
let's just hope when you fall, he's there to catch you.
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star-suh · 7 months
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★ here is the list of the groups/idols i write for and my fics:
GROUPS I WRITE FOR (until now):
NCT 127
ATEEZ
IDOLS I WRITE FOR:
(i'm not gonna write fics for all the members of a group, so here's gonna be the list of those idols)
Christopher Bang Chan
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too strong to handle
hardcore
Lee Minho
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one jerk off a day do not keep the doctor away
cops and robbers a short story
Jay Park (EN-)
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welcum day!
good friends share
Park Sunghoon
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enemies to fuckers
good friends share
Kim Mingyu
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welcum day!
the phone call
y/n's sexual adventures a short story
blackmail
a new "friendship" has born
Wong Yukhei
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happy anniversary!!!
not a birthday cake
ménàge a troi
Na Jaemin
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not-so-opposites attract
jae-mean
Winwin
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tasty
cruisin' for a fuckin'
Kim Jiwoong
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the masseur
Seok Matthew
Choi Minho
Jung Sungchan
Yangyang
Jackson wang
Jeon Wonwoo
Lee Hoseok
Lee Minhyuk
Lee Jeno
Park Jisung
Park Jinyoung
Hong Seunghan
Lee Juyeon
Lee Sangyeon
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clouddd-hannn · 11 months
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Boyfriend Material - Park Jongseong
CHAPTER INDEX
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PAIRING: ENHYPEN Park Jongseong x M!Reader
GENRE: Fluff, Angst
WARNING(S): Use of profanities, all members are aged up, they're all freshmen students
OTHER(S): Soc med AU, band au, university au, all members are college students, fake boyfriend trope, has narrations also
SUMMARY: It seems you've totally messed up when you uploaded a picture of your "lover" in your Twitter post and your "lover" happens to be a famous band member
*inspired by Best Mistake (or Marked by the King Bs)
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
Character Intros [ callboiz | twt accs 1 | laser | twt accs 2 ]
ch OO1: life is boring
ch OO2: settling a score with the 'boyfriend'
ch OO3: the message
ch OO4: almost late
ch OO5: strawberry milk
ch OO6: lee heeseung
ch OO7: as a friend?
ch OO8: who is it?
ch OO9: looks small
ch O1O: hold tight
ch O11: unknown is jay
ch O12: finding out the fan
ch O13: making it up to you
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jameui · 2 years
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BEGIN AGAIN
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PAIRING: Park Jongseong x M!Reader
GENRE: Angst, Smut
WARNING: jerk Jongseong, smut not properly proof read, prepare yourselves for the ending, physical abuse and verbal abuse
SUMMARY: Jay has been nothing, but a bully to you. Having been the one to ruin life. Although ome day, he suddenly wants to change everything.
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"Hey, Jay. Look it's your boyfriend." Jaeyun nudged the male's side to tease him, only causing Jay to glare at him, despising the whole thought of being in a relationship with another of the same sex. Jaeyun, or Jake being the person who likes to make fun of Jay, started getting into his nerves every opportunity he can get the moment Jay had told him about the freshman, which is you who gave him a chat telling him you like him with no context. You just plainly told him you liked him and left it at just that.
Although, you were totally unaware about this whole confessing ordeal with Jay, because if anything you hated his guts with all your life and wanted him choked to death, rather than having heart eyes for Jay. For context, Jay was the total reason your life was ruined in the first place. It all started when you came out to him that one faithful day you told yourself you could trust Jay, considering he was the only friend you had. Jay was disgusted by that, to say the least. He even started to hate the fact that he ever chose to be your friend and left you without a word, only being a tattletale and told your parents about it who wasn't very happy knowing about it. What once was a happy family, was now in distraught that was caused by Park Jongseong himself.
After that great scene of regret, every night when you came home from school, it wasn't the usual being greeted at the doorstep by your parents anymore. They never even welcomed you inside the house either, instead they had suggested building a very small hut at the front porch perfect for you to fit in next to the only friend you could ever run to when you're so knocked up by these maltreatment, Josh, your pet corgi. At least you were grateful they didn't throw you out into the streets.
Josh. Well, you treated her more like a sibling to you than a friend. You'd even sleep with her during occasions wherein you couldn't find yourself drifting off due to stress or from your anxiety kicking in. You truly, madly, deeply loved your only friend and family member left. You just kind of hoped none of this was happening and wished that you hadn't told Jay you were into guys. You should have known than to trust anyone, but now that it's out of the closet, why not make the most of it, right?
Nope. You were having the best moments of your life. Going out on parties, drinking 'til you drop, making out with numerous men, but the moment there was another report sent to your parents about your behavior, and as though your life wasn't already the worst, they had to send Josh to a foster home and told you that you can only have him back once you have finally started acting like a real man that you're supposed to be. That same night when you found out the reason why you couldn't find Josh, you locked yourself in your tiny hut and never came out, even for food. Your parents never cared nonetheless.
You are holding a grudge against Jay and not for only telling your parents about your sexual orientation when it wasn't his place to do so, but because of what he has done, your life had turned into a shitty whole ass life. Jay never even apologized to you due to his big ego always telling himself that he is always right.
"Jake, Jay. The poor guy's done nothing wrong, so stop messing with him." Heeseung, the mother of the group turned to look at the two, then facing Jay who only rolled his eyes exactly knowing where this was going. "And, Jay. Can you at least apologize for what you've done? It was never your place to tell his parents about him being gay. That's just wrong."
Jay raised him a brow, picking up his bag about to leave scoffing at Heeseung's statement. "He deserves his fucked up life. No gays deserve love." He left this words to them, then opting to walk away when he suddenly bumps into you after not watching where he was going. "FUCK!" He yelled as he fell on his bum, looking up only to catch you staring daggers into him before picking up the books that fell from your hands. Once you have all of them in your arms, you threw at him the thickest textbook you held right to his head, making everyone flinch.
"And you deserve a life worth of karma. Asshole." You spat out in agitation, turning on your heels to continue heading your way to your classroom, halting on your steps to move back to Jay to pick up the back you hit him with. Jay whilst on the middle of getting back up, you decide to hit him one last time. Jay was about to curse you, but you cut him through it. "Oh, Jay. I should have known you have a crush on me."
Jay chuckles in disbelief. "Says you. You sent me a private message telling me you like me."
You blinked your eyes several times, couldn't believe what you heard from Jay's mouth, you bursting into fits of laughter making your stomach hurt as you held onto it for dear life. "Fuck, Jay! You're so funny. Never knew you'd get delusional." You were still yet to come down from your euphoria, Jay left feeling confused. You sighed, wiping the stray tears from your eyes. "Sure, sure. You can keep telling your self that. Yeah, you go do that. Convince yourself more THAT YOU'RE A FUCKING EGOISTIC JERK!" You yelled, using your feet to beat him right in the middle of his crotch.
Jay felt himself lose all the air in his lungs, holding onto the cause of his great pain, groaning out loudly. "You better watch yourself, Park. It can get pretty crazier than that." You said, then leaving to get to your classroom.
Jay started bore holes into your back with his eyes, brows knitted together. "Well, two can play your game."
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It was a really tiring day in school for you, having to deal with Jay (at least his friends were a little nice), a sigh moving past your lips. You were stretching your limbs to ease your tense muscles, but when you arrived home you were met with the sight of your father waiting for you at the front porch. Commonly, you would've been happy, but things aren't the same anymore and you know when that happens, you're in big trouble. "H-Hey, da—" Before you got the chance to even finish your sentence, a harsh slap to your face was delivered, your face turned to the side, the impact leaving a stinging sensation on your cheek.
"You have a minute to explain why you're still bothering Jongseong. You're cursed, I tell you. You're fucking cursed! So, don't rub it in on Jongseong." He shows you a picture of what seems to be a chat sent to Jongseong. You looked over through the side of your eyes and saw your name written as the sender of the message, your eyes widening in fear before gazing up towards your father who had an expression full of anger.
You snapped your body around, taking his phone from his hands trying to find any clue of it being fake or edited, but there were none. You could only form a sound of confusion, unable to find the right words to tell your father. "Dad, I... No, this is not me. I told you that I—"
Attempting to defend yourself to prove that it wasn't you, only gave you one more round of his palm hitting the skin of your face. You got surprised by the sudenness of the action, holding your cheek while giving your father a face of disbelief. "You even dare lie to me, child!" He yelled out, taking you by the arm with a strong grip you can't escape from as he dragged you to your own tiny hut. "A naughty child deserves a good beating."
"Dad, please. No, no! NO!" You yelled out, screaming out mantras of the word 'stop', attempting to convince your father to retreat from beating you with his own hands. You have been used to them ignoring you, but you never expected for them to go this far and it's scaring. One hit followed by another, as quick as how a second passes, endlessly hurting you, loud cries coming out from your throat, getting louder with every strike.
He would slap, punch, and kick you in whichever part he considered useless, which he always told you was your whole existence and would throw you, drag you, and even to the point of restricting you from breathing by wrapping his hands around your throat with a very tight grip. When his wife had called, he groans angrily slamming you against a wall before leaving you almost left for dead. "You would be better dead, than alive." He muttered to you.
Once he was finally out of the door, you crawled your way up to your bed finding yourself at the corner bawling your eyes out, letting out quiet sobs in fear that it would now be the two of them storming into your room to hurt you even more. After all, they do always find fun in your pain. You curled yourself up into a ball, all the comfort hidden inside that circle. "Josh... I miss you so much buddy." You uttered out between sobs, voice hitching.
The following day, you hoped you wouldn't run into any problem or trouble, but as though the world was toying with you, Jay comes out from a corner as you fastened your pace not wanting to deal with him at all so early in the morning nor any time of the day. "How's princess doing, huh?" He mocked you, following closely behind you while you tried your best to ignore him, but the older male was so persistent. "Did your old man give you a good beating?"
The way he knew immediately took you aback, halting on your steps so did Jay who was proud of hismelf with your reaction. "You... were the one who was..."
"'course. Could there be anyone else?" Jay rhetorically questions you with a smirk glued to his face fully aware of the situation he had intentionally put you through. "Spe—"
"Fine, you win. I won't bother you anymore." You told him, not even sparing him a glance, your hood over your head so he wouldn't see the state you were in. "Just... I hope you do the same." You said for the last time, then moved to somewhere far from Jay who was only getting himself warmed up. Satisfied that he's putting you in such a miserable life.
Jay was born living with hatred for homosexuals, mainly since, well for no apparent reason. For all he knew, they were bewitched or cursed; either of the two. He was taught they weren't supposed to exist and just a mutation in their genes, so as he grew older he realized these homosexuals were just jokes and was not here for a reason. In short, he thinks of them in a pretty harsh way as though they weren't humans at all.
Your retreating figure, Jay could only feel his chest swell with pride. Later on, Jay was accompanied by his friends who didn't look so happy at all with him. "JAY! WHAT THE HELL?! HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH?!" Heeseung couldn't believe Jay would go to this extent on taking his revenge on you, to the point where you would come to school with wounds and bruises on your face.
Jay only replied with a roll of his eyes, not prepared for hearing one of Heeseung's nagging again, but what he didn't expect to happen was to hear Jake agree with Heeseung. "Jay, Heeseung's right. The poor kid was beaten up half to death. Shouldn't you feel a little guilty with what you've done? This has gone too far, Jay." Jake stated out, Jay's brows furrowing watching his bestfriend tell him he was wrong when he would always support him with whatever he does.
"But, guys. He's gay. He does not deserve to have a great life." Jay blurted out without any hesitation, trying to convince his two friends that you were a person deserving to be put in a hell of a life, but the two was shocked that even with their words Jay still found it difficult to open his eyes and realize you were human and a living creature.
Jay was so fixed on his belief that it was getting out of control. It was not right to hurt a fellow human person just based on your beliefs. There's nothing wrong with gays, lesbians, queers. They're pure human with a heart filled with love, just like any normal person heart does. "Alright." This was the only words that left Heeseung's mouth, then pulling Jake closer to his side catching the latter off guard all the while Jay raised a brow in question. "Then, I and Jake must not deserve to be around a jerk like you in the first place."
Jay was confused. He didn't know what he meant, until the next words fell from Heeseung's mouth was he only able to understand why those words were delivered in such a way to hurt him. "We're dating, Jay and we kept it a secret from you because we were afraid you'd lash out on us for being into each other."
"Wha..? Guys, this is not funny at all—"
"Exactly the reaction we despised the most to get from you." Jake states out in disappointment due to his expectation that Jay would be able to understand the two of them, but no, he went on still thinking all of this was a joke; like it was a fantasy story and was unreal. "We dated for almost a month now, Jay. So, if you've got a problem with that, we'll be the one to adjust and leave your circle of friends."
Jay was speechless. His friends were dating? Behind his back? That's crazy. Jake is too straight for Heeseung nor the other for Jake. They're straight! Maybe they're just fooling with him, but Jay was suddenly brought back to the day when he caught the two almost kissing each other just a few days ago, but only thought of it as the two playing. Now, he's able to confirm that they were in fact in the middle of a kiss if he hadn't interrupt that one specific day. No, no, this must be dream. This can't be real. Jay tried to tell himself that, but this was so real. "Guys, I..."
"Jay, it's alright. You're old enough to handle yourself. We'll come back once you've woken up to reality." Heeseung told Jay as a goodbye, then left with Jake, Jay feeling dumbfounded losing his only friends with just one stone. Jay felt a slight ache in his chest, but it would be better off if he weren't around with any homosexuals, right? It's for his own good, isn't it?
"F-Fine, like I need you guys anyways." He convinced himself, but deep inside he knew he will feel really lonely and alien to the feeling of him being all by himself, missing out on the jokes Jake and Heeseung would always tell him.
He knew he was right when he was seated by himself during lunch, while he could see how much fun Heeseung and Jake was having by themselves. It looked like they were more comfortable without him around. It was as though, all this time Jay was making the two anxious and uncomfortable—For pete's sake he did make them feel anxious and uncomfortable the whole time. That was probably one of the reason why they always hid something from him and kept everything a secret from him, so he wouldn't see them in a bad way. Now, Jay was asking himself whether it made any difference if they had told him earlier.
Now, looking at the two, Jay could only think... how perfect the two are for each other. I mean, looking at them, Jay could tell they are so cute. Feeding foods together, laughing with each other, it almost seemed to Jay as if... they are the luckiest people. The most perfect couple. "Jay! What the fuck?!" Jay snapped himself out from his thoughts, then filled his mouth with his veggie salad. Why was he feeling sympathy for them? They don't... But, it's fine if it's them, right? They are his bestfriends. Surely they're an exception.
Later that night, while Jay was doing his daily studies in his room the sound of a dog collar clanging as they walked to his room took his attention, turning his head to look at the dog that just cutely made its way to his room with a cute bark after. Jay softens, leaving his chair to pick up the pup who happily wagged its tail licking the boy's face which got the dog a giggle of happiness from Jay. Maybe he was too dumb or blind to even notice the collar around it's neck as he gave it a check seeing a name engraved to the pendant. "'Josh'. Hm. Did Mr. L/N name her before he gave her to me?" Jay asked himself, fully aware that he's all alone in his house.
Just as Jay was about to put the dog back down, a paper fell to the floor as a curious Jay took it. With the dog still in his arms, he opened the neatly folded piece of paper only to find out that it was a letter. He exchanged looks with the dog who only panted with her tongue out. Jay decides to start reading the letter.
To the reader of this message, my name is L/N Y/N and my location is at (STATE LOCATION). Josh is her name and I'm her past owner and if it doesn't hurt you, can you please bring her back to me? Josh was the only sibling I had and was the only family member I could ever run to, since basically my parents had already disowned me as their child. LMAO, what parents they are, am I right? Anyways, I hope I'm not asking for too much, but I really do hope you can give her back home to me. She also helps me go to sleep after mom and dad beats me up every night. :)
Was this... how badly your parents treated you? Well, he did know about the part where they wanted to mess with you, their own child, but he never really expected they would actually hit you. Sure, he did mock you about being beat up, but he didn't know he was correct. When did it all start? Was it when he first told your parents about your coming out or the first time your mother started telling lies about you to your father?
"Y/N. I don't know what this feeling is, but I fucking feel sorry." He mumbled to himself, hearing Josh whimper when he saw a picture of you from the letter. It was a 1x1 photo of yours, the smile on your face looking problem free. Jay started to feel his walls one by one break, empathetic towards you wanting to make things right. "Fuck it. I'm doing this for Jake and Heeseung." That's what he told himself, but somewhere in his heart he knows he wants to fix what he had broke.
When the next day came, Jay chose to wait for you by the gate, Josh who was hiding inside his bag yelping excitedly. "Don't worry, Josh. You'll have your owner back." Jay told the corgi dog, only mentally slapping himself for talking to a non-human living creature.
After a few minutes of waiting, Jay suddenly felt himself grow tense at the sight of you turning from a corner with your head hung low. Yesterday night, when he wanted to give you Josh back, he chickened out due to his nervousness of facing you, since you were out on the porch, gazing quietly at the stars unable to see your face clearly. When he saw you and if he didn't know you, he would have thought you were so peaceful and lived a quiet life, but you were walking on eggshells because of Jay.
This time he was gonna make it right, he will do it. "Y/N." You raised your head up to see Jay right in front of you with a grimace on his face, a wide shock coursing through his whole body when he saw your black eye, busted lips, and bruised face, but he kept it subtle. It looked horrible. He now just realized that Heeseung was right, only fueling up more his guilt.
Going back to what he intended to do, he clears his throat, pocketing one hand, feinging his cool demeanor. "I came to give you something you want back." Jay went straight to the point, afraid that if he didn't you were gonna run away. He took his bag from off his shoulders and passed it to you with that same expression still on his face, covering the concern he felt towards you. "She seemed to have missed you a lot." Jay said, then left.
You flinched when you heard a rustle in his bag, the zipper coming undone until it came open and jumped out Josh who pounced at you happily, licking your face with so much joy. "JOSH! Oh man, I'm so glad to see you." You hugged her tighly in your arms, not ever wanting to let her go again. You don't want to lose her again, but your parents. How will they react if they see Josh was home? You can always lock your door. That way they can't get in and take Josh away from you again. But, you were wondering though how Jay found Josh and if ever that were answered, why did he give her back to you? What's his deal now?
Meanwhile, Jay hid behind a pillar wall as he could feel a smile of satisfaction creep its way up to his face when he heard a giggle full of joy emit from you caused by your long awaited reunion with Josh. It was like he just made a customer happy and it made his heart—Nope, no. She was your dog and you only deserve to have her back. Plus, this is only the result of Heeseung and Jake leaving his side.
Moving on, Jay afterwards made his way to his classroom to get away from all the prying eyes who might get the chance to witness him acting ALMOST nice to you which he despised the most to ever happen.
On the other hand, Heeseung who had the initial plan to catch your attention to apologize in behalf of Jay, since he was just a few meters behind you, but the chance was taken away the moment his eyes caught it all unfold right in front of him. Which was actually a tad bit weird. Just yesterday he was proud of himself that he was successful on making your life a living hell and now here he was gifting you a dog? Just exactly what is up? Heeseung knew he had to talk this one out with Jay.
Later during recess, Heeseung had told Jake about all that just happened this morning, the Australian extremely astonished at the out of the blue change and it's a big deal, considering he finally made a decent conversation with you rather than arguing with you and hitting you like you were just trash. A piece of unused box.
You, while still alone in your classroom, also was thinking of any possibilities that could have caused the sudden change in Jay's heart, but you doubt he had changed. Maybe he's trying to impress someone. Possible, but the question will be who? Who in their right minds would hit on a fucking douche like him? With what you consider the right answer, you sighed with your nose, shaking your head lightly until you were smacked at the back of the head, adding more pain to what you already have. "WHAT THE FUCK?!" You yelled out in disbelief, whipping your head around to see three of Jay's so-called wives. "Oh, please." You let out frustratedly, having to deal with them instead of Jay. Right now, you'd much rather have a verbal fight with Jay, than having to deal with three idiots who loves to shower themselves with compliments and bask in their own fantasy world instead of their reality.
"Why is Jongseong-sunbae giving you gifts?" You have never knitted your brows so fast before in your life, quickly taking down her accusation before she raised you a brow, picking up your pet dog who whimpered for help. You glared at the three, attempting to get Josh back, but was stopped by one of them, sitting you back down your chair. "Then, explain this."
You grunted in pain, one of your bruises in your stomach being hit by them. "Th-That's my pet dog. Her name is Josh." The one girl who was holding Josh scoffed, then started to choke the poor innocent pup by holding it by her collar, Josh whimpering loudly, using her tiny limbs to help herself up, but to no avail. "NO!" You were able to free yourself from being restraint, but once you did, you got a powerful kick delivered to your stomach which caused you to fall down to the tiled floor of the room. "LET HER GO!" You screamed out, a foot pinning you down to the ground.
The girls only laughed at your misery, finding fun in it while tears started to form in your eyes. You had just gotten Josh back and now you're going to lose her again, but now permanently. You can't let that happen. When that happens, you'd have nothing left to live for anymore. You had no friends, no brothers, no sisters, you are basically hidden from your whole family tree, in turn you had no one to call your family at all.
Soon, not longer than a few seconds, Josh was rescued by the arms of an unfamiliar man, judging by the special features on his uniform you're free to assume that he was a senior here in your school. "Going against the law again, ladies? This is an illegal treatment towards humans and animals." He said, carrying the corgi in his arms, all the while caressing its soft thin fur. "I must say, I am greatly disappointed with the three of you."
"It was Jinsoo who planned all of this." The last introduced girl confessed, Sunghoon shaking his head hung low with a small laugh.
He lifts his head up to face the trio who had given you so much trouble so early in the morning. Sunghoon tuts his tongue, putting the dog back down noticing it shake with fear in his arms, Josh running back to you where she always found it safe. "Girls, girls. Now, there's no point in pointing fingers. You all were still on it, right?" The girls replied with a guilty silence, proving himself correct. "Run along now, girls. I'll be the one to clean the mess you made." They all nod their heads and left immediately, embarrassed.
He lays his eyes on you, you getting back up with a groan, every second felt like a torture. He approached you to lend you a hand, you taking it needing any help you can get right now. "I'm sorry you got brought into this, sunbae."
Sunghoon gave a tight-lipped smile. "It's alright, Y/N. You really don't have to apologize. Park Sunghoon, by the way. I happened to be passing by and saw what was happening. As your upperclassman, I can't just stand still and watch. I must do something." He replied.
"That is true." You added, Sunghoon smiling.
"Plus, I can't handle watching a cute pup get harmed." Sunghoon told you, the edges of his lips reaching up to the sky. "Oh, and do please just look for me if Jay ever causes you any trouble again. If you need anything, I'll be at the football practice later." You reply with a nod, acknowledging his help putting a smile on your face.
Later, Sunghoon leaves after he had made sure that you were doing just fine. Even though there was only one addition to the person who you assume cares for you, you were grateful for it; it makes your heart full.
After classes, you were tired and so drained, almost able to fall asleep in your class unintentionally. Either way, you had thought of thanking of Jay who is probably now at his football practice, since an upcoming competition against another school was announced to commence in just a few days, so they need to prepare.
You are hesitating whether you should go for what your guts is telling you or not, because the last thing you would want right now is being punched to death, but at least Sunghoon will be there. Jay can't do anything under his watch. So, you finally decided to go to the field in a haste, a smile on your face while Josh happily yelped in Jay's bag. "Yes, bud. I'm happy you're back as well." You told him.
You fastened your pace on cleaning your desk and putting your things back into your bag and ran your way to the football field. All the way you had a smile on your face and thought of what you wanted to say to Jay, but you thought it would be better if it was made on the spot as it would mean it came from the heart.
You soon arrived at the place and just in time to see that the team was in a practice break. "Jongseong." You called to the older male who had his brows knitted at the sight of you, then excusing himself from the team to find his way to you. As soon as he was here in front of you, you gave him a smile and bowed. "Thank you for bringing Josh back." You thanked him, Jay only falling silent.
"Is that all you wanted to tell me?" Jay asked with a raised brow before you bent your body back up and nod your head in reply. Jay inhales deeply before letting it all out through his nose, clicking his tongue. "Alright. Then, if it's not too late I would like to apologize." Jay said, too straightforward and a straight face as though he didn't even mean it. Sure, it seemed to look like that, but Jay was honestly feeling sorry. He certainly didn't want to feel that way, but he couldn't help it. Your fucked up face and your fucked up life, it was all his fault and if he wants his friends back, he needs to make amends with the people who have done wrong. "It's not what it looks like. I just... feel like I'm too blame for your broken relationship with your family. So, if you don't mind, you can stay over at my house—"
"Oh, that's totally unnecessary." You quickly turned down his offer, cutting Jay off mid-sentence, the other male simply knitting his brows and crossed his arms.
Jay squints his eyes, whilst you only kept the smile on your face and laughed softly. Jay rolls his eyes and opted to leave, but decided to add something to his offer. "My house is always open for you. Just.. call me, I guess. But, this doesn't mean we're friends already." Jay continued, you nodding your head.
Then, what made you change your mind happened that same day during the night. "MOM! WHAT THE HELL?!" You yelled at her in disbelief, as she had took all the money you have saved up 'til today that you have planned to use on buying yourself a new phone. You have earned and deserve every penny and cash in your stash of piggy banks you owned and here you are hearing the news about your mother and father losing it all in their new hobby of gambling. "I NEVER COMPLAINED ABOUT YOU FUCKING UP MY LIFE AND HERE YOU ARE TAKING THE ONLY THING I HAD WANTED FOR MYSELF! YOU ARE BOTH SO SHITTY AND FUCKING SELFISH!" After you had lashed out on them, your father struck your face with his fist causing you to fall to the ground, head hanging low with anger rising in your blood.
"You have no respect!" Your father yelled at you, then soon started kicking you on the stomach, making you groan in pain with every strike. That's when you knew, you need to get away from this house, but in the most unexpected time so they wouldn't know you would leave and won't get the chance to even catch up about your whereabouts.
So after a few days, while your parents were asleep and unsuspecting, you decided to pack your things as silent as possible so you do not wake your parents up, although they probably can't hear you doing so. Better safe than never. Secretly, you snuck out of the house to make your way to Jay's, so they would have no idea of where you went and won't be able to chase you down. It's the least place they would be thinking of.
Jay woke up to the sound of someone knocking on his front door in the middle of the night, disturbing his well-deserved rest as he got up to check who in their right minds would go out knocking on people's door in such a time of the day. Anyone who would must have already lost their minds a long time ago. Anyways, he made his way downstairs, hearing another knock on his door. "Who is it?" Jay asked in a loud, yet tired voice, putting on his pink and blue bunny slippers.
"Jay, it's me. Y/N." Upon knowing it was you, for unknown reasons his heart made a somersault, quickly hurrying up to the door to open it up for you, startling you from the thud caused by Jay's body slamming his body on the door accidentally due to his eagerness. The door opens for you to see Jay who looked like he had just finished running a mile without stopping, you giving him an awkward smile. "Hey... did I disturb you with anything?"
Jay shakes his head in reply, your smile growing wider to become a more genuine one. "No. I was... uh, I was playing games on my computer." He excused himself, you simply nodding your head understanding. For almost about a minute, Jay couldn't stop himself from staring at your face. Now that he was this close with you, he asked himself why he had hated you in the first place. You had a literal beauty of a goddess and your eyes were so enticing that it only drew him in more. His eyes fell down to your lips as you talked, but his mind was hazy and all you said to him was just a blur. Nothing went into his head. He doesn't want to admit it, but to him you are beautiful when you smile.
"JONGSEONG!" You snapped him out of his train of thoughts making him flinch, your brows furrowing. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." He blinks his eyes several times trying to process what he was just thinking, then suddenly becoming conscious of his own thoughts and widened his eyes, denying everything that had just circled inside his head. "Jay? Is anything wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost."
He shakes his head shyly, then gestured for you to get inside you acknowledging his kindness with a nod of your head. Jay flashes the lights on, you in awe with the surroundings, your mouth falling agape in shock. You never guessed Jay would keep a clean house, instead you kind of thought of him as a dirty, unclean type of guy, but this wholly proves you wrong.
You heard a rustle of clothes behind you, turning your body to look at Jay who had placed his hands in his coat's pockets. "M-Make yourself at home." He told you, then making his way up to his room to start solving his problems and his sudden panic upon realizing he was just admiring you a few minutes ago. "What... in the actual... fuck?"
He, for million of times starting this day moving forward, told himself that he only felt pity and guilt towards you that's why he was able to think like that, but why in the world does his heart always skip a beat whenever he sees you or hear you call his name in your voice? Whenever you talk with him, he felt a very unfamiliar feeling of butterflies swarming in his stomach that he always felt nervous when you're around him that he starts to sweat profusely that even Heeseung and Jake can sense that something was up and it was rather good, than bad.
Everyone seemed to have been shock that friendship between you and Jay had started to bloom, the whole campus covered in rumors about you being friends with benefits with Jay and you'd simply shut these useless assumptions, saying you were only mending the broken bond you once formed with Jay back in the days. Although, it started to become more stupid, referring to the rumors, that you weren't even bothered by it, neither was Jay and turned a blind eye on every comment about the two of you.
Days pass by quickly and each day, you and Jay started to become closer, but the latter still seemed to be uncomfortable around you and you can't help, but think that Jay still had a beef going on in his mind for you that you felt like all of this was just fake and Jay never really wanted to be friends with you in the first place. So, one day, having had enough, you started to confront him about it, face to face.
"Hyung, can you tell me what's bothering you? Is it me? Because, even before I could notice how you're avoiding me." You told him with furrowed brows and a small pout on your lips, that Jay would just want to kiss away. His eyes flickers from your eyes down to your lips that looked so kissable as of the moment. "See? This is what I meant. Do you hate me?"
Jay's eyes grew a size wider at your suspicions and stutters out a static noise as though a malfunctioning robot when he snaps out of his thoughts and starts to find excuses to get himself out of this situation. But, if he really wanted you to understand why he's been like this all this time, then he must tell you the truth. But, he was scared at the mere thought of admitting it to you and shrugged it off as just a phase, but it's already been months and this undying feeling whenever you're with him continued to spark and grew each time.
He opens his mouth to tell you another excuse, but found himself sighing in defeat. "No, Y/N. I don't hate you." He started, you crossing your arms and raised him a brow to tell him to keep going, knowing he'd still be going with an excuse as per usual. Nothing new with that. "The truth is, I... How do I put it?"
"Spit it out—"
"I think I've grown to like you, Y/N." Jay cuts you off, taking you aback at his confession, your confidence faltering almost immediately as one side of Jay's lips is lifted up to a smirk, his eyes all on you with pure admiration. "Every single time you are with me, it made my heart swell with joy that it felt like it was going to explode the longer you are with me. I wasn't trying to avoid you and I'm sorry I made you feel that way, but I always felt nervous around you, because I was afraid you'd find out the feeling I have for you that I kept as a secret. I know it's stupid, but I realized my mistakes and learned from them. Thanks to you. In fact, I haven't felt anything like this before. I didn't know it'd only take one genuine smile of yours to thaw my frozen heart."
Was he being serious right now? Or was this one of his excuses again? If it was, he didn't have to make a long ass speech for it, but the way he would blush and smile every now and then, you could pretty much tell that he was telling you the truth, but you didn't want to believe it. If you could name the best manipulator in the world, you'd say it was this man in front of you. "Jay, that won't work on—"
"When you open your mouth, it just makes me want to kiss you." Jay's words took you off guard, mouth falling shut, unable speak. "I'm serious, Y/N. I do actually want to kiss you." Your silence was too defeaning that it was too much for Jay to even wait for any words of confirmation from you, one of the older's hand finding its way up to the crook of your neck, angling his head to the side as he slowly starts to lean forward. You were frozen in your place, too shocked to even move, but kissing the ravenette wouldn't be so bad, would it?
Unconsciously, you wrapped your arms around Jay's neck and pulled him towards you, smashing your lips onto his as though you needed it so bad and have been wanting it for so long. Though it had ended for only a few seconds, Jay was grateful for every milliseconds of it.
Blood rose up to your cheeks in embarrassment, before realizing what you had just done, then running up to your room to think about what you've done, slamming the door shut while Jay stood in place with a smile glued to his face. That was the best kiss he had ever had and the first, too. "I'm inlove."
After that day, you couldn't even look at Jay straight in the eyes, for whenever you do all you could ever think of was that one kiss you should have given to some other guy as your first. Jay was the least person you could ever think of and well, last night had to happen. It was unexpected and it felt like you were drunk and you didn't like it. AT. ALL. The question is though, why does it make your heart flutter whenever you think of that time? That kiss that made your heart thump so rapidly you thought it was going to come out of your chest? Why does that one thing always keep you up at night?
Take this for example. On a night before your exams for your finals, you had just finished studying and were now reviewing for another run through. Sure it would have been easy, but then all of a sudden, Jay's soft lips is in your head, that one night replaying inside your head. Without noticing it, your face would split into a smile and start giggling to yourself, not until you grow conscious of your actions and let out a loud groan, hitting your face with a pillow as hard as you can and until you forget all about it. It turns out, this will become your daily routine every night.
To you, it is so frustrating given that it can be a possibility of you being in love with—"Sunghoon. I like Park Sunghoon." Your denial of your feelings only gave you a roll of the eyes from Jake who, then hooks an arm around your shoulders and clicks his tongue.
"I gotta say, you have a thing for Parks, huh? First, mah boy, Jay, then now Sunghoon? You're a funny one, Y/N. Let me hand it to you." Jake comments, you only groaning in annoyance shaking your head vigorously. Since the day you have started to stutter around Jay, the latter the one who's been clinging to you now. The roles have changed.
You eyed Jake who had a pursed lip smile, another groan moving past your lips as you slammed your head on the table. "Hyung, I just..." You trailed off, trying to find the right words to say, but couldn't, a simple sigh leaving your mouth. "...Fuck. I don't even know why I'm trying so hard to deny my feelings." You sighed, Jake furrowing his brows.
"What do you mean?" Jake asked with a raised brow, you looking at him in pure disbelief.
"Hyung, I meant, let's say I have feelings for Jay, but what if I'm just forcing myself to like him just because of that one kiss? What if it suddenly all fades away and we forget about each other's existence? Hyung, I don't want that to happen. Not again." You admitted to Jake who was amused with your practicality and realistic, rational thinking. Jake was able to find the problem. You liked Jay, but you didn't want to hurt Jay and yourself with just one simple mistake.
"Would it hurt you if you tried?" Jake questions, you opening your mouth to retaliate, but got none in your head and shook your head. "Then, how about you give it a shot, yeah? You're already thinking of what should be ahead of you that you're overthinking all about it. You should focus more on the present. Whatever happens next is up to fate." The foreigner gives you a light shake of encouragement making you smile, before nodding your head in reply.
When your classes had aready ended, you made your way to the usual place where you and Jay would meet with each other to walk home together. You thought it would be a great chance to tell Jay about what you feel about him or what's been leaving you confused for days. It's been eating you alive all these days that if you kept it going for another more day, you'd feel like you have already lost a battle.
While you were so deep in your thoughts, you barely noticed Jay coming up from behind you to cover your eyes with hands, a soft noise of laughter coming out of his lips. "Guess who?" Jay asked, changing the sound of his voice.
"Jongseong-hyung." You answered, Jay mimicking the sound of a correct siren button, a bitter smile creeping its way up to your face before he made a turn to face you, noticing the faint sadness in your face.
Jay furrows his brows in concern, wanting to know the reason why you had a frown on your face. "Oh? Y/N, why do you look so sad? Did someone hurt you? Tel me. I'll be the one to beat their asses up."
You chuckled all the while shaking your head no as an answer to his question. "No. Nobody. I've just been meaning to tell you something." You told him, Jay looking from left to right to check if anyone was around who could hear the conversation between you and him. He takes your hand and drags you to a place where it's not crowded with people and free from any ears that could be eavesdropping on what you and Jay are talking about. He tells you 'go' and you start with a sigh. "Hyung. Before I lose the courage I have mustered up right now for this moment, I want to tell you that I..." You trailed off, looking up only to discover that the older had his eyes already on you, eyes coming in contact, all of your confidence drained.
Jay gestures for you to continue, but your mouth remained quiet. "Y/N. 'You', what? Don't leave me hanging." The ravenette asks you in a curious voice.
You're brought back to reality and smiles. "Hey, hyung. Are you hungry? Why don't we—"
"Y/N. Finish what you wanted to tell me. No one's leaving this place until you've successfully told me what you've been dying to tell me." Jay told you with a stern voice, you gulped in fear Jay's brows knitted.
You bit on your bottom lip, head hung low. You tried to tell him, but only a laugh came out of your throat. "It's funny, hyung." You said, trying to sound really convincing, but Jay knew there is something that has been in your mind that's causing you to have problems in your life and he wants to help you resolve it. "Am I really that easy to get? All it had to take was one kiss and I'm head over heels for you." You let out.
"What? No, no. What do you mean by easy to get?" Jay asked you, then placing his hands on your shoulders. "You're not easy to get, Y/N. There's been many guys who have taken interest in you, but you chose me. The newest contender."
"That's... exactly what I meant." You said, Jay blinking his eyes several times, you unable to find the point in what he said.
"What I meant to say is, you were meant for me and me for you." Jay explained, your face distorted in disgust. "Call it cheesy, but it's the simplest way to put it. Do you want me to elaborate?" You shook your head vigorously, knowing just how 'elaborate' he can be. It'd take him a full whole day explaining himself and suddenly turn into a mini Shakespeare. That's the last thing you want to happen. "Besides that, it makes my heart full knowing we have a mutual understanding. I'll be sure to make you the happiest, Y/N and of course serenade my way to your heart before I officially become your boyfriend." You smile with a blush on your face, not even able to face Jay.
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After a few years, Jay had graduated from college and you couldn't be more happier for that. Jay decided to enter a job as soon as possible for the two of you, so he can sustain for you and for himself; his priority is you. He had the goal to fix the house for whenever you decide to have kids for your own, be it a furbaby or not. Either way, he would be happy with what he has, since he got you.
Now in the present, you were seated comfortably on his bed, watching your wonderful of a boyfriend type away on his laptop, a little pout forming on his lips as he concentrates on his work. You fiddled with your fingers nervously, not knowing how to start the things you want to tell Jay. You were grateful that he was so patient with you and respected your decision of a sexual free relationship, but as your love for each other grows day by day, you start to contemplate whether what you did was right and wouldn't stop thinking that maybe Jay goes out with different people to have sex with and just wouldn't tell you. So, you've decided to swallow your words and take back the wish you had told Jay to follow.
You cleared your throat subtly, Jay still busy on working. "Jongseong. We've been in a relationship for more than a year now and I think... I.. I'm ready now." You told Jongseong, who was currently working on his office papers, with a shaking voice. When he heard what you had just said, his ears perked up in excitement as though how a dog's would when they hear that they're about to be served with food, but he thought about how sudden this all was. I mean, you did say that you wanted a relationship avoiding any type of sexual intercourse and he fully understands why you wanted that out of the picture and well, just learned to live with it.
Although hearing you right now saying those few words, he was surprised and felt as though there is something wrong. Without any hesitation, Jay looks over at you, his eyes catching sight of your anxious expression as he sighed sadly, taking a break from his work, then joined you on the bed, taking the space beside you, holding your hand. "Darling, you cannot—"
"I-I'm serious, hyung. I want you to fuck me." You stuttered out, but it was clear as day how you looked so nervous and he didn't like seeing that the most. You heard Jay sigh, as you glanced up at him from your staring at the mattress, Jay opening his arms wide open so you could get in between him for a cuddle. You complied, feeling all your anxiety dissipate as you engulfed yourself in Jay's warmth, the latter caressing your back in a comforting manner.
Jay smiles, planting a quick, but affectionate kiss on top of your head. "Y/N, is there anything wrong? You always told me if there is anything bothering you and I immediately run to your aid, so how is your problem now any different?" Jay asks you out of concern, whilst you only nestled yourself further into his care, unable to reply. "Darling." He calls you out in gentle, but almost stern voice only because he wants to help you with whatever is making you so anxious.
You heaved out a sigh of defeat, laying your head on his chest. "It's just... I'm scared that since you don't get any chance.. you know for a release, you go and fool around with other people." Jay to say the least was shocked with your words, you burying your head on his arm when he fell silent. "You can hurt me now."
"WHAT?! No, no. Y/N. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt you, again. The last time I did was like ages ago and I never want that to happen for another time." Jay furrowed his brows, pulling you closer to him. "But, that's besides the point. Y/N, listen. I would never go behind your back and fuck other people that's not you. I may look like it, but I'm a man of dignity. I don't ever want to ruin my image to you." He added before placing a soft kiss on your cheeks. "Please, remember that. And if you'd like, you can even check my laptop for any evidences, no wait, I'll give you all the gadgets I own just to be sure."
You laughed lightly at Jay who was certain with what he was saying, but you only thought of it as if he was joking. "No need to go overboard, hyung." You told him, Jay smiling upon successfully putting a smile on your face, showering you with kisses as you giggled. "But, Jongseong. I really do want to do it with you, disregarding the fact that I was overthinking over useless things."
Jay hums. "Are you sure about that, darling?" You nod your head in reply shyly, one side of his lips lifting up to the stars. "As much as I want to, unfortunately I can't. At least, not now, though. I still have a lot of office works to do that's due tonight." Jay told you, you nodding your head understanding.
You carefully moved away from him, so Jay could return to what he was doing minutes ago before he came to help you with what's worrying you so much that it's causing your brows to meet together. Feeling more relieved, you chose to sleep and wait for the morning to arrive, but you're suddenly dawned upon with realization that tomorrow you had classes and it starts at seven in the morning. Still laid on your bed, you stole a glance towards Jay who was already starting his computer works, now being on a call with one of his co-workers.
Out of nowhere, you had a wild idea appear in your head caused by your constant indulgence in reading rated 18 comics. Maybe, that's one of the reason why you suddenly had the courage to be fucked—Anyways, you were merely watching them talk before mustering up all the strength you had left in you, then as though your body had a brain of it's own, you got up from your bed to make your way to Jay. Your mind and eyes completely filled with lust, like it had taken possession over you, feeling your whole body start to heat up.
Hearing a snippet of their conversation, you could tell it was all about their office tasks, but you could only care less, sneaking under his desk with the older male too busy to even notice the movements below him. Only was he able to realize when he felt a gentle, yet warm to the touch feeling in between his crotch, telling the person he was on call with to wait a second so he can check.
He peeks under to gently take your hand away from him, making you sad a little, muting his mic. "What are you doing, Y/N? I'm on call." Jay laughs lightly at you, finding your desperation way too cute and tempting
"I noticed... erm, you were kinda stressed and I wanted to help." Jay rolls his eyes with a smirk, turning his camera off and pushed his chair away, you sitted cross-legged on the floor while Jay carried you into his arms with no trouble, as though you weighed nothing. "Jay~" You whined, but the said male didn't listen and continued carrying you to your shared bed, so he could tuck you in.
"You have classes tomorrow, darling. You should get more sleep. Plus, there's plenty of time for us to do whatever you want. Just not today." Jay winked at you, tapping the top of the blanket lightly. Then with a tone of a mother's gentle and caring voice he bids you good night and smiles with a kiss on your forehead after. "Good night, darling. I'll join you when I'm done." You dejectedly nod your head, Jay brushing away the stray strands of your hair that stuck to your forehead. With that, in a matter of a few seconds, you soon drift off to dreamland.
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As of the moment, you were only dozing off only wanting for your classes to end. The teacher in front was only speaking nonsense, talking about her daily life as if it would help their students be able to pass their exams and get a higher grade. They always stray from their lesson and start gossiping about events in school, which you weren't complaining, but it will really give you a hard time to study and review, since you really didn't learn anything during the discussion. Only the fact that your teacher had slept with 20 grown up men in just one night. That is totally sick and greatly concerning.
Throughout the whole class, all you could ever do was sit, yawn, and stare at nowhere in particular. Just too bored to even do the inititiative to move your ass to find an excuse to get away from this class. This is wasting a lot of your time in learning if you ask me. You merely sighed out, hoping that would help you out of your boredom.
Just this morning, you woke up to an empty bed, knowing Jay had to leave first so he doesn't run late for his work. He does not prioritize his work nor is a workaholic, but he is simply making a living for you and him. You decided for yourself that once you graduate, you'd find a job immediately to help Jay, but that plan went down the gutter when you realized it was never that easy.
Although the bed was cold, you were certain that Jay had just left judging by the warm breakfast meal that was seated on the table with a fly cover to prevent those insects from stealing your food. A note was left stuck to the side signed by Jay.
'If food runs cold, just microwave the food, darling. Don't be shy. ;)'
You chuckled at the text, taking the food from the table to microwave it for just a minute. You really didn't find halfly warm foods any appetizing at all. It just makes you lose your appetite. In conclusion, you seem to be a picky eater when it comes to food you want to eat, but Jay's was an exception. He just makes everything taste, smell and look delicious. Like you'd practically drool by only watching it. You wished this was always your life.
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Finally, the most awaited event has arrived, everyone being all giddy and happy, especially because of the amount of food there was. It was the day of their office's Acquaintance party and all were super excited, bringing all their families and friends whoever they wanted to bring. There was just so many food for everyone. Jay asked you to find a seat for the two of you, telling you he will be at the backstage since he will be performing for all the eyes present in the room. You teased him a lot about it, while he would do a secy dance in front of you, purposely making it cringey for you, so he could make you laugh. The sound was so beautiful to him, even though in your opinion you though you sounded exactly like a whale.
Anyways, you kinda felt awkward and shy around all the other people, basically since you knew no one and seemed like they were all getting along just well, but here you were all alone in a table for five with no one to talk to. If anything, you guessed you were the youngest in the room, judging by the appearances of the other people inside. You weren't saying they were old, rather you thought they were around their mid-20s or in their early 30s, so with that, you would guess all that's in their head is about work and you'd just feel out of place.
Until one cheery person came to you to talk with you when he noticed you were all alone in a distance. "Hey, there. The name's Kim Taehyung or you can just call me Taehyung. You're Jongseong's boyfie, huh, huh? Are you, are you?" He nudged you, making you chuckle nodding your head. "I knew it! Lucky! Every girl at my work always talked about him and tried to make a move on him, but he rejected every single one of them and always replied he already had a lover he is satisfied to be with and let me tell you that's the most precious thing a person could ever say." He informed you, you smiling as he talked.
"He really does?" You asked him and the other only nodded his head cutely, red tinting your cheeks. "Guess I wasn't the only proud person in this room." Taehyun laughs at you, before going on telling you more stories about Jay at their workplace.
After a few more minutes, it was announced by the emcees that Jay and his group was about to perform, so you braced yourself and prepared to watch your soon to be husband perform on stage. He did add though that they were to sing the song they were performing as well.
Soon, they were on stage and everyone started cheer in chains, including yourself shouting out your boyfriend's name, who saw you immediately in the ocean of people. Sending you a flying kiss, but one girl had stood up pretending to catch it and placed it on her chest, her friends squealing which made your eye twitch in both anger and jealousy.
You poked the inside of your cheek at how annoying they were to you, getting up from your seat and placed yourself in between them. You squealed along with them, maybe more than usual that it made them look at you. You sighed, wiping a fake tear from your eyes. "Isn't my boyfriend handsome?" You said, hoping they would get the idea.
She scoffed in disgust. "You mean MY boyfriend? Who are you even?" She acted as though she was trying to correct your statement, Taehyung widening his eyes behind the current ongoing drama happening.
You looked at her in shock, opening your mouth to say something, but only a chuckle moved past your lips, finishing with an exhale through your mouth, then glancing back at the clueless girl. "I'm literally that man's boyfriend.
She rolled her eyes at your 'stupidity' and laughed it off, thinking you were just another person who has a crush on Jay. "Liar does suit you better. Keep convincing yourself that, but you won't be going anywhere." She told you, your blood boiling at her. In your anger, you got back up from your seat and started to pull on her hair while the girl screamed in pain. "AHH! LET GO!"
"Not so brave now, are ya? Want help from someone else to defend you? What a wimp!" You degraded the female who dared try to insult Jay's boyfriend, you, and pulled even stronger, you at the advantage side as you had no long hair like this woman who's screaming like a witch.
This caused a ruckus to take place inside the venue, the commotion dragging the group of men who was on the stage checking what was going on. Jay was surprised to have caught you with his own eyes fighting with another person, getting down from the stage and to you to break off the fight. "GUYS, GUYS! WHAT IS HAPPENING?" He said, you taking her hands away from the lady, as she pointed towards you, as you hung your head low in guilt.
"He said you were his boyfriend, baby. Tell him he's wro—"
"I am his boyfriend. Is there a problem with that?" Jay raises a brow at the lady who only gasped and started to cry in her place, before facing you and took your arm, but gently, not wanting to hurt you. He takes you outside of the place announcing that everything is alright and there is nothing to be worried about. His eyes fell down to you and he could see how you were too guilty to even lift your head up to look at him. Once, you two were outside, Jay starts off with a gentle voice consulting you. "Y/N, what happened back there? Did she hurt you in any way?" He asks you, you replying with a shake of your head.
"She... told me she was your girlfriend and insulted me, telling me I was a liar and it just made me so angry. Trust me when I say I tried so hard to pounce at her and pluck every strand of her hair out. Well, I was successful, but the hair plucking maybe wasn't." You told him everything in full detail, Jay sighing in relief upon hearing your explanation and pulled you in for a warm embrace, you feeling confused.
You faced up at him curiously. "Hyung, aren't you going to defend her and tell me I shouldn't have done that?"
Jay shakes his head in reply and caresses the back of your head in a comforting manner. "I'm just happy it wasn't you who started the cat fight. Otherwise I would be very angry." The taller male said. "Come on. Let's get back inside. Everyone's still probably waiting for me." He laughed softly, you nodding your head, Jay ruffling your hair.
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Soon, after the party, you and Jay pretty much went back to your respective hotel room drunk and wasted, slurring out words you can't even understand, only laughing at each other when one would trip and fall to the ground. You two were almost like children playing in the mud as you both made your way to your room.
The moment you two arrived in your room, you flopped down on the bed with you on top of Jay still laughing your asses off until your eyes met with one another and your laughter died down, admiring each other's faces as Jay lifts a hand to tuck a stray hair behind your ear. "You're so beautiful, my dear." Jay said, you leaning into his touch with a smile on your face.
Without wasting any second, you hungrily pressed your lips down on his, Jay quickly matching the same vibe, teeth clashing with each other, badly needing the heat from the other. You let out a pleasured sigh, moaning in between kisses, Jay swallowing every noise that came out from your throat. The older male groans, feeling his lips stretch into a smile, him biting on your bottom lip to as for entrance.
You set your your lips apart, Jay starting to explore your cavern with his tongue, immediately dominating over you. Your wet muscles danced together in a rhythm only both of you knew, every once in a while pulling away to take a breathe, then coming back for more. Tongues swirled with each other, your salivas mixing with each other as euphoric noises echoed through the thick walls of the room, not worried at all about the others posisbly hearing what you two were up to.
You finally pulled away to a stop, a string of viscous transparent liquid connecting both of you. You used the back of your palm to wipe your lips, then feeing something poke from under you, a smirk making its way up to Jay's lips, staring up at you with his eyes filled with a need for lust. "Did you feel a knock, Y/N? Why don't you give it a check?" He gruffed out, running his fingers through your hair, you simply nodded your head in reply. "That's a nice, boy."
It all happened so fast. The second all your clothes were discarded, you immediately went into action and here you were having yourself get roughly fucked, even though it's your first time, by Jay who was grunting out in pure pleasure, fastening his pace with every passing minute. "Do you think you can still tease me, darling?" Jay smirked, his thrusts getting more rapid.
You felt weak in his arms, Jay almost as if he was using you as fleshlight. "Too fas—AH! J-Jay..NNNAH!" You moaned out in pure bliss, your eyes rolling back to the back of your head, vibrating in place.
Loud squelching noises resonates along the walls, skin slapping against skin mixed with the sounds filling the whole room, Jay completely turning you into a moaning mess, feeling the pleasure all at once. Jay only waited for you to adjust to his inhumane size and when he received a go sign from you, well that practically led you to this. Jay fucking you into oblivion, pleasuring himself using your body as though you were just a toy to him.
Beads of sweat starts to drip down from Jay's forehead, some of his hair sticking onto his face, as he grits his teeth from exerting so much force on his thrusts, while keeping you in place with his strong, muscular arm by the waist. The constant stimulation made you excrete loud, lewd noises that only brought sensations to Jay's manhood as he continues to drill your asshole with no remorse.
Jay leans his body down towards you, coming in contact with your back as he started to shower you in kisses lavishly, then finding a good spot in your neck to use his teeth and bite to mark his property as you let out a silent gasp from the shock. You soon fall into his arms, out of strength having already climaxed for the third time from getting your prostate endlessly abused by Jay, yet the taller male still had to.
"Oh, you're still not tired, are you, Y/N? I'm still not done. We were just starting." He smirked into your skin, a shiver running down your spine, as Jay pulls out until it was only his tip inside of you, only to slam himself down to you, a boisterous moan leaves your throat as Jay does it for a few more times, before he moves back to hammering his cock in a rough pace.
"AH, ANNH! AAH! HYUNG!" You yelled out without a care, tongue rolled out from your mouth with a lewd smile plastered onto your face, body moving to the movements of Jay's strong thrusts. "Y-YES! SO BIG—AAAH!" You screamed, when Jay gave you another thrust to rile you up even more.
You felt another coil in your stomach, meaning you were close to another climax, but Jay sudden stops with no notice at all, you whimpering at the loss. Jay chuckles at you, approaching to whisper into your ear. "Darling, don't worry. I know you want more." He give your earlobe a lick, his voice causing chills to overwhelm your whole system. If you had known earlier, just how sexier Jay could be, you could have done this with him a long time ago.
Jay repositions you whilst he gets himself lying down on the bed, propping himself with his elbows, now you were the one on top of him. "Hy-Hyung, is position..." You panted out, your hands on his abdomen, the sight of your state right now, already sobered up, it only made Jay feel more turned on. He wraps his arms around your neck, pulling you down to him for a hug, his dick still buried deep in your no more virgin hole, Jay fully lying down on the bed. "Hyungie..?"
"Just relax, babe." Jay commands of you in a gentle voice, unable to comprehend everything he meant when his arms fell down to your waist, then locking you into place as he thrusts his hips up, feeling his cock dig deeper inside of you. "Fuck, shit! You feel so good, darling." Jay says out into your ears.
Soon, before you could even reply, Jay was back to his unusual speed and all you could ever muster to say was nothing, but your boyfriend's name, repeating it as though it was a mantra. You felt Jay grow bigger inside of you when he caught the look on your face, fucked dumb. "J-JAY, AAH! TOO DEEP, DEEP! AAAH!"
And for the whole night, it went on without stopping, trying out different positions every passing hour, the other people in their rooms unable to even get a wink of sleep they needed caused by the screams and noises in your room.
The following morning, Jay was the first one to wake up, finding you all cuddled up in his arms, smiling at the cuteness that is you which he owes his life with. He caresses the soft skin of your cheeks, your eyes fluttering open at the mere touch. "Good morning, darling. Did you have a good night?" Jay teases you, you only burying your head in his chest out of embarrassment, but he did receive a nod as an answer from you as he start to play with your hair. "That's good to hear."
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"SIM. JAEYUN!" Heeseung's voice boomed from inside the room who had just arrived from his work, the door slamming open as his presence soon came to be known, the said male widening his eyes in fear. His lips turned pale at the look Heeseung had applied on his face. "Are you telling bad things—"
"Daddy! Father, just told us about uncle Y/N's and uncle Jay's love story." Their youngest son, Niki ran up to Heeseung to give him a hug by the leg and smiled widely up at the adult. Heeseung's anger subsides at the memory of yours and Jay's story, finding it so sweet and destined. Jay apparently had changed a lot since that day you became his.
Heeseung carries Niki into his arms, the child with his small arms wraps them around his daddy's neck. "Sorry, Jake. I thought... nevermind." Jake's expression softens and closes the photo album of you and Jay and nears Heeseung to give him a hug to assure him and get rid of his overthinking, though Heeseung was right. Thanks to Niki, his father was out of trouble.
You had just made your way down with their boyfriend, Sunghoon who gasps dramatically and crosses his arms in disappointment. "Wow. That's really offensive." Sunghoon said with a poker face, Heeseung rolling his eyes before he gestures for the man to join in on them and the male smiles jogging his way up to them and wraps his arms around them.
It had already been years and you had applied for a job as a babysitter and nanny for Niki who was now in kindergarten. "By the way, I'm so proud of your son, guys." You started, taking a place down their sofa, Niki brightening up and asks for Heeseung to let him down sp he can make his way up to you, his most favorite nanny he ever had.
Once Niki was by your feet, you took him up and held him into your arms while Niki squealed. He whispers a 'tell them, tell them' as you chuckled and nodded your head. "He was made fun today for having three fathers," You said, making the three males frown once he heard about your news, but was confused why you would be so proud about it. "But, he told them off by saying at least he had a family to live with. We were visiting the orphanage."
"NIKI! You grow up so fast!" Heeseung said as he takes him from your arms and twirls him around.
Then, the door opens with a loud creal and a small little girl comes in holding a person's hand. When she pulls the person her hand was holding onto, you saw that it was Jay as your face lights up with joy and runs up to him to give him a hug. "Hey! I didn't know you were coming for the Christmas."
Jay hugs you with his free arm and smiles widely. "I can't bare going back to the states for my work without having to see the people first before I go." He explains the situation as you slapped his arm playfully, then his eyes fell onto Niki who Jay had remembered to have only been a year old and was still small, now he was already big. "Oh my. Niki has grown so much already."
"Yeah, I mean it had already been five years since you left." Jake rolls his eyes and scoffs. "You didn't even bring any gifts for us or to Y/N at least. You broke up with him over the phone!" Jake speaks out without thinking, breaking the comfortable atmosphere in the room as you slowly removed your hands from Jay and looks at him, having the same sad look.
"Y/N, about that. Can we talk in private?" Jay asks you, you replying with a nod. Jay first tells his daughter to play with Niki for a while. Later, you were outside at the front porch, Jay not knowing how to start the things he wanted to tell you. "Y/N, I'm.. I'm sorry. I truly am."
You smiled sadly at him at his apology, remembering all those nights you had to go through in pain, crying and depressed. Let me tell you a little story. Once Jay was promoted to a higher position in his work, he was stationed to an abroad working program, so without much any choice, to provide you both with the finance he and you needed, he had to leave. There was no problem for the first year he was away, but during your birthday you had received the worst news you could ever get from Jay.
Their team had threw out a party, so obviously they were going to get pretty much wasted after that and with that being said, you already know where this was going. On your birthday, he called you over the phone and without ever considering what you would feel, he tells you that he needed to break things off with you all of a sudden, you not even knowing the reason why he was doing this, but after a few months you had seen a post of him and his newly wed wife holding their very first born.
For the whole duration, you couldn't get rid of the grief and have already thought of killing yourself due to the pain you felt in your chest. It was unbearable, that it always left you in a miserable state, as though you were back to the past where you were beated up until you were broken. "It's okay, Jongseong. I was able to move on from it already. It wasn't easy, but I was glad the guys were always there for me." You replied, clasping your hands together.
"Y/N.." Jay let out of his guilt, deep in his heart, hoping he could have done something to his out of control hormones.
"Jongseong, it's alright. I swear. I don't want to be reminded about it anymore." You told him, then stood up to get back inside the house, your lips quivering at the sudden pain in your heart, as though there were strings being pulled from inside your chest, breaking your heart even more. Maybe, one day. You hoped, there would be someone who could treat you better and hoped it comes, soon.
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ENHYPEN x male reader
Hello everyone. I'm back with another enhypen fic. I hope this is suitable to everyone's taste. I also want to thank the people who read and liked my moonbin post. It means so much to me as a writer. I hope you enjoy it!
(note:pink chat letters are y-n speaking. I also put a game reference in there. Mind guessing? It's a fun side thing.)
In the middle of the night when the moon is shining brightly, 3 boys were casually talking to each other at a bus stop. They suddenly stopped when they gazed at a direction before leaving.
A boy walk up to that place, wanting to get home. He sees a book, just sitting there and waiting for someone to pick it up. Curious, he picks it up and opens it. It was blank and nothing is written in it, but there is a letter.
"You are invited to our bloody birthday party"
He stood there dumbfounded as two figures emerges behind him. It was two other boys. Under the bright light of the moon, their shadows turn into something sinister, a blood hungry werewolf. Unknown to them, the boy who received the letter licks his pink plump lips as his eyes turn into a bright pink color.
"This is gonna be a fun night."
Y-n arrived at the party as all eyes were on him. I mean who wouldn't stare at such a god?
He scans the surrounding area, quite a lively party with many people thirsty for him, not that he can blame them. Y-n smirks as he spot the drinks table and helped himself to some wine. He gently sips it down as he sits on a sofa.
"Quite exquisite, very flavourful."
The air shifts around him as he open his eyes to look in front of him to see a boy in front of him.He raised his eyebrow and put down his glass. The boy approach him and spoke in a very harsh tone.
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Why are you here, Vampire hunter!?
Y-n just smirk as he just stand up and walk close to the boy.
My my, you're a smart one. You've already figured out who I am. However, I won't tell you anything, well not while there are audiences around.
They look around to see many people looking at them, whispering among each other.
The boy sighs before tugging on Y-n's hand.
Follow me!
He lead y-n to a secret area of the party house.
Once they entered, y-n flicked his fingers and multiple strings surrounded the area. The boy in front of him jumped a bit because of this.
Now now, you can't expect me to not do anything when I see 6 other suspicious individuals.
Y-n slowly let the individuals go as he walk to the center of the room to face 7 different men.
They're pretty good looking.
One of the 7 men step forward, his tall appearance and buff arms made Y-n flinched a bit.
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Why are you here?
Y-n sighs as he motions his arm as if he's telling the guy to go away. *Shoo shoo gesture*
I had a mission to neutralize every vampire in this party. It is practically a house full of vampires, with my skills I could wipe this place clean. However, I had a change of heart after meeting him.
He says as he looks at the boy from earlier.
I can tell that you don't want trouble, so I won't go around the bush. Will you help me neutralize the vampires here?
All 7 of them were wide eyed as if y-n was asking such a stupid question. One of them shouted at his face.
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And why would we do that?
Y-n's instincts were triggered. He looked around ,but he didn't see an opening... Unless..
Out of the way!
He pushed the guy who screamed at him out of the way and pull out his blade to slash the mirror. After a brief moment, the corpse of a vampire replaced that area.
Y-n exhales as he turn around and look at the vampires.
Are you guys okay?
The men were stunned at his actions. Despite being a vampire hunter, he had just saved one from dying.
You didn't let me finish. Like what you just saw, The vampires here are about to be out of control soon. I was sent here to neutralize them and save those who can be saved.
The 7 men look at each other then at y-n who is visibly stressed. One of them spoke to him.
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What if we don't help you then? What will you do?
Then I'll take care of everything by myself, like I always did.
They smiled at the vampire hunter's sincere words and approached him together.
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We will work with you. For the better of our clan
It is an honor, yang jungwon.
The leader was surprised.
Do you already know us?
Y-n halfheartedly chuckled
Silver wolf told me you guys would be friendly. You are jungwon the leader, the guy to your left is jay, the other guy near him is heeseung. The people on your right are sunoo Jake and ni-ki.
Then Y-n eyes the dark corridor on his left.
And the guy standing there is park sunghoon.
Slowly sunghoon emerges from the shadows revealing himself. Y-n gulped.
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Those muscles look like they could kill!
We will help you take care of the out of control vampires for you. Sunoo is specialized in healing so he will stick with us.
Y-n halfhearted laughs as he look at the 7 vampires. He never thought that he would get help.
I appreciate it, truly. Now let's take care of them now.
He looks at them all and they nod.
The other 6 vampires go their separate ways to handle as many vampires as they could.
Y-n and sunghoon were the front lines, going down to the main party area to see all the vampires already out of control. They swarmed them, ready to take a bite out of each and every skin. Sunghoon was fairing quite well against them with his punches and kicks, while Y-n was immobilizing them with his blade. Y-n was tired and it reached the breaking point when he and sunghoon got bitten. The crowd was simply too much. Y-n laughs darkly as he pulls out his guns and he looks at the crowd, eyes glowing pink.
Good times never lasts, time to say bye!
He twirls around while shooting his twin guns, immobilizing them with strings and suffering multiple hits.
He stops and turns around to look at sunghoon in the face.
BOOM!
The strings pop as more gun shots were heard as the vampires scream in pain. Sunghoon was shocked of how strong y-n is. The screams soon ends as an arachnid forms under him.
Y-n falls onto the floor as sunghoon dash to grab him.
Tired....
Sunghoon pitied the vampire hunter, he went through all this way just to save their kind. He looks at y-n breathing heavily as he raises his head, showing his neck.
Sunghoon had to bite the urge to mark that neck as his own, but he calmed himself knowing that jungwon will not be pleased.
He teleports them to a safe area within the house and lay him down in one of the resting bed. He sat near the bed as he watched y-n resting, breathing still irregular but better than before.
He sighs as he waits for the others to arrive.
They arrived soon enough and were shocked at the vampire hunter's condition.
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Sunoo immediately rushes over to heal him as they discussed about y-n and the events so far.
Soon however, they were flooded with a scent so sweet they had to groan and control themselves. It was coming from y-n who is now awake and grumbling miserably.
I can't believe I had gone into this side of me here.
Jungwon managed to choke a reply.
W-what do you mean?
I have another side to me that I don't usually show. I called it my "seductive side". My scent will be more sweeter and will be more difficult to resist. I usually only use this to lure in vampires but it seems I lost to much power that I automatically switched to this.
If I want to get out of this form, I need some emergency supplies and luckily I have plenty, right in front of me.
He says as he gets out of the bed and walk towards sunghoon.
He smiles darkly as he kisses sunghoon in the lips, who returns the gesture almost immediately. The others couldn't resist anymore as well as they also pounced on the vampire hunter.
You want supplies? We'll give you your supplies!
Let's just say, feasting is what happened that day.
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sutang-hoon · 2 years
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Can u possibly make jay x actor reader, where jay and the other members react to a movie horror movie and is the unexpected survivor, hehehe
movie star — park jongseong x male!reader (m.)
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PAIRING: park jongseong x male!reader (he/him)
SUMMARY: you're a rising actor, and you've just finished your biggest project; a horror movie. now that the movie's out, you and your friends were invited over to another friend's house. park jongseong's, to be exact. little did you know, you're his one and only movie star.
SONG REC: movie star - cix (he’s a movie movie star, everything with you, is like a dream right now)
AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is my first ever fic, and i hope you guys like it! hope it isn't too cheesy lol and i know the original has "she" but for the sake of this fic, let's make it "he" instead (also i can't put a keep reading button without the pictures being messed up for some reason)
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"and... that's a cut!"
the entire cast, including you, has finally finished filming your biggest project, a horror movie. this was your biggest project yet - grueling and long, long hours of filming, lots of lines and dialogue and several hours in the waiting room. it was stressful, that's for sure.
"good job everyone!" the director and the other staff applauded. you and your castmates gave your thanks and walked off the set, while you reach for your phone, texting your friends.
:readmore:
"everyone, the movie is done." you sent the message.
soon enough, the group chat was filled with typing and message bubbles. you smile as you read through their messages. heeseung was congratulating you, sunoo was excited for the movie's release, even going as far as asking you when the exact date it would be released, to you replying with a "i literally just finished filming it a minute ago" followed by him sending a sad emoji.
through the sea of messages, one particular message caught your attention. it was from park jongseong, although everyone calls him jay.
"wanna watch his movie at my place?" the message says.
in an instant, the group chat was flooded with messages. sunghoon replied with a "hell yeah!", sunoo being overly-excited, jake promising he'll bring the popcorn and jungwon worrying if his parents would allow him to come over to jay's place.
and jay was excited, to watch the movie and to see you.
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"i'm here." heeseung message reads.
you step out of your house and you try to get into heeseung's car as fast as possible. you were a rising actor after all - the last thing you needed was to be surrounded by fans and paparazzi.
"all good?" heeseung takes a glance at you, and you reply with a "all good." he puts the car in drive and starts driving towards jay's place.
in the car consists of the following; heeseung as the driver, you in the shotgun seat, jungwon behind heeseung, sunoo in the middle back seat and ni-ki behind you.
"can you pass me the aux cord?" you figured that playing some music would make the ride to jay's place less boring. you scroll through your playlist and press on the song called "movie star".
the song starts, and all of you start bopping your head to the song since it was pretty catchy afterall.
"he's a movie movie star, everything with you is a dream right now, he wants it, he wants it"
"i mean, we got a literal movie star here." heeseung blurts out loud and you smile sheepishly.
"yeah, yeah."
sunoo suddenly cheers, "congratulations to our movie star, whose horror move blew up!"
and now, everyone in the car is hyping you up which results in you rolling your eyes. although you didn't want to admit it, you were flustered at how supportive your friends were.
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you knock on jay's door. it takes a few minutes before he opens it - you all greet him and he greets you back with a smile. "come on in."
jake and sunghoon were already on the couch, preparing the popcorn jake promised to bring. you supposed that sunghoon was the one who brought the drinks.
the five of you take your shoes off and walk towards the living room. jake and sunghoon greet you warmly and you sit down on the couch.
"so, are you going to say anything to him?" heeseung whispers to jay, who has been staring and ogling at you ever since you stepped into his home.
"i don't know. he's too pretty, man." jay whispers back, resulting in heeseung scoffing. heeseung and jay watch as you chat with the group. too pretty. jay says to himself as he watches you smile and laugh to something jake said.
"now's your only chance, jay. you've been stalling for so long. it's about damn time you tell him how you feel."
"i know, i know."
jay likes you, a lot. he's down bad for you, he could say.
jay never thought he'd fall for someone like you, a guy, even. but he couldn't help it. he remembered the first time he met you. the way you smiled at him, the way you were so handsome for him. that day changed him. something tugged at his heartstrings that day.
"i'm telling him." jay whispers to heeseung, turning to face the latter.
"that's my guy, good luck." heeseung gives him a pat on the back and walks towards the couch.
jay stares at you for one last time, before walking to sit on the couch.
"we're all gathered here and we know why." jake starts, and you can help but laugh - he looks like he's hosting some type of event.
"we're here to watch a movie. a movie starring none other than.." jake points at you, and you just wave back.
"that's right. and with that, cheers!"
it's funny, since the cans were cans of soda and not beer. you and the others play along anyway, and you press your cans together. jake turns on the tv, dims the lights, and starts the movie.
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everyone is silent and on the edge of their seats. the movie has reached its climax. the characters (including you) are currently escaping from the antagonist.
the characters have already arrived at the main location, which was a building that was rumored to be occupied by a serial killer, the main antagonist. the characters finally found the killer, although since they were the main antagonist, after all, they did not hesitate to attack.
jay was switching between watching the movie and staring at you. he kinda cared less about the movie and cared more about you - so much that sunoo had to remind him now and then to focus on the movie.
"no!" a scream made by sunghoon made jay focus on the movie.
a major character was captured and killed by the antagonist. this resulted in the other boys to let out simultaneous "no!"s.
the movie goes on, and more characters get killed. at this point, only three characters were left and that included you.
the entire room was filled with silence once again as the boys were nervous, nervous to know who'll make it in the end.
the three characters on screen are currently running towards the exit. as cliche as it sounds, one character trips, and unfortunately gets killed. the two remaining characters continue running.
"i wonder who makes it out alive, i feel like both of them will make it." ni-ki remarks, to which the others silently agree.
the antagonist surprises both characters. the other character who isn't you starts a one-on-one fight with the antagonist.
currently, everyone was cheering for the major character.
the major character manages to defeat the antagonist. everyone cheered. sadly, the major character was heavily injured - everyone gasped in shock.
"does that mean..." jake trails off and just decided to watch until the end.
the final character left, which was played by you, escaped and the movie ends.
the entire room was dead silent for the nth time until jay spoke.
"you're the one who made it?!" jay almost yells and the other boys turned to look at you, who had a smug grin on your face.
"guess i did."
they were all of shocked and frustrated. jake said that this specific character should've made it since they were so smart and good. the others just sat there in plain shock.
while the rest were still talking about the movie, jay tapped you on the shoulder. "i want to talk to you. follow me."
heeseung notices this - he gives jay a thumbs up and mouths him a "good luck" as the two of you walk into his room.
jay closes the door and you sit down on his bed. jay was obviously nervous, he couldn't stop fidgeting. he clears his throat and stands in front of you.
"uh, i just want to say that... your movie was good. and, your acting is amazing." jay refused to make direct eye contact with you. his cheeks had a red tint to them.
"thanks, you think i looked good?" you teased jay. that just made him more nervous, his red cheeks deepening in color. you laughed. jay was down bad.
"i know you like me, idiot." you watch as jay makes an expression that's a mix between relief, shock and shyness. you laugh and fall back onto jay's bed.
"c'mon, join me."
jay awkwardly laid down on the empty spot on the bed next to you. he resists the urge to stare at your face. he knows that he likes you - you pointed it out. you turn around to face jay and the both of you stare at each other.
swiftly, you give jay a kiss on the lips. the guy was obviously taken aback. his eyes widened, his heartbeat was faster than ever and he feels like he was floating on air.
you pull back and giggle while jay just lies there in disbelief. jay was so flustered you found it adorable. sitting up, you look at jay one last time before leaving the room. jay was still lying down on the bed.
the moment you closed the door, jay screamed into his pillow while he kicks his legs on the bed. he lies facing the ceiling while placing his hand on his forehead, his breathing filling the room.
"holy shit. he kissed me."
jay smiles and bites his lip. he'll definitely remember that.
his first love. his first kiss.
his one and only movie star.
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lilacnini · 1 month
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— IT'S OKAY, I'VE GOT YOU
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₊˚⊹ notes ~ bf!jungwon x fem!reader ⋆⭒ warnings: kisses, reader having anxiety and stress, ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 word count: 200+꩜⋆ ˚。⋆˚ genre: fluff, comfort | | LIBRARY FOR MORE...
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THE ROOM IS QUIET, THE SOFT GLOW of the moon flooded through the window, casting shadows across the floor. You sit, hands trembling, the weight of the world pressing down on your shoulders. Anxiety runs through you as you felt tears running down your face. But then, Jungwon steps into the room.
"Hey," he says softly, his voice a soothing melody, "I'm here."
You manage a small smile, grateful for his presence. He approaches, his eyes filled with concern as he takes your shaking hands in his own, sitting in front of you in bed.
"You're shaking," he observes, his voice a gentle murmur.
You nod, unable to talk about the emotions swirling within you. But Jungwon understands without the need for words. Leaning in, he presses a soft kiss to your forehead.
"It's okay," he whispers against your skin, his breath warm against your cheek. "I've got you."You lean into his touch, finding comfort in his embrace.
"It's just... everything," you admit, your voice barely a whisper.
Jungwon nods in understanding, his fingers tracing soothing circles on the back of your hand. "I know," he murmurs, his voice a comforting presence. "But remember, I'm always here for you." With a tender smile, Jungwon leans in once more, his lips brushing against yours leading to more gentle kisses. Each touch is a reminder of his love.
And in that moment, you feel the warmth of his lips against yours. For with Jungwon holding your hands and pressing soft kisses to your trembling lips, you find not only comfort but also the strength.
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heeseung-min · 1 month
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You woke up from your sleep and stretched your body until you finally can get up and went out of the room. You walked to the kitchen and found your boyfriend, Sunoo was cooking fried rice for the breakfast.
"How was your sleep, baby?"
Sunoo asked as he felt you hugged him from behind and snuggled on his body feeling his scent. You nodded lightly and continue hugging him. Both of you stayed like this for couple minutes until Sunoo hold your wrist to let yourself go and asked you to sit on the table.
"Don't forget to eat your medicine, okay?"
Sunoo said as he handled you a pill and a glass of water. It's your daily routine to take consume the pill before you eat. Apparently, it was because an accident you had two years ago and the pill is to reduce your symptoms like nausea, fever and headache. Sunoo always monitor your condition and make sure that you will not skip it.
Sunoo watched you swallowed the pill and pat your head gently. He then brought the fried rice that he cooked to the table so both of you can eat together.
"I need to go out today. Need to buy some groceries. Make sure to not open the door to anyone, okay?"
"Okay!"
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You started to felt bored after an hour Sunoo went out. None of the channels at the TV caught your attention. Usually you will spend your time building blocks but you were too lazy today. You wanted to sleep but suddenly gasped loudly when you heard a loud knock from the front door.
You wanted to open but stopped when you remember Sunoo never knocks since he just need to enter the password to come in. You also don't have neighbour nearby. You flinched again when the second knock came. It was louder this time and the person outside even called your name.
"Y/N! Are you there?! Y/N, open the door. I'm coming to save you!!!"
Save? You were not in danger. What was this person talking about? However, despite feeling confused and curious you started to walk closer towards the door and started to unlock the door. Your curiosity towards the person made you really opened the door despite those warning that your boyfriend gave.
When you opened the door, you were met by unfamiliar man. He was panting like he just ran miles even there is nothing to run from. But before you wanted to ask something to him you were shocked by a sudden gun shot from behind him. You gasped feeling the blood splattered to your face and watched the man in front of you fell down to the floor and you were met by his shooter which was your own boyfriend, Sunoo.
"Fuck man. Why would you come here and disturb us?"
Your boyfriend said as he let down his gun and slowly walked to you. Your nervous started to kick in and made you stepped back when Sunoo became closer to the point you fell down on your butt while your body shaking.
"You okay, baby?"
"I'm....I'm sorry..I- I don't want to open it but I-"
You flinched so hard when your boyfriend make a contact with you. You thought he will hit you when his hand reached your head but instead he pat it.
"I know it's not your fault. If that man didn't knock, you will not open it."
He wiped the blood on your face with a cloth. You were still trembling after what Sunoo done just now. The way he didn't feel bothered is scaring you.
"Please don't kill me."
"Kill? Baby, I love you too much to do that. Let's get you fix, yeah?"
He said before you passed out on his arms.
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You woke up while panting and immediately looked at your surrounding. You were still in yesterday's clothes that you wore when you woke up from bed. You stared to the digital clock and today is Monday. What? Monday? Shouldn't it be Tuesday? Yesterday was Monday but what is this.
What was happening?
Were those are just your dreams?
Fuck, it's just a dream?
"You okay, baby?"
You quickly turned to your boyfriend who just went out from shower. He was drying his hair with a small towel and stared worriedly at you.
"What day is today?"
"It's Monday, silly."
He smiled and started to walk closer. Sunoo fixed the mess on your hair and caressed your cheeks gently.
"Did you have bad dream? You are sweating."
"I- I did."
"Really? What happened in your dream?", Sunoo said as he laying down beside you and hold you closer. His gentle pat on your back really helped you to calm down from the nightmare you had just now.
You became silent at his question. You don't know whether you should tell him the truth or not.
"It was traumatize. I just don't want to talk about it."
Sunoo didn't say anything and pushed your body up so both of you are staring to each other.
"I'm so sorry for you but now I'm here beside you. There's nothing gonna happen as long as I'm with you."
And you finally felt relieved knowing that all of that were just a dream. Of course your sweet lovely boyfriend aren't psycho. He's not like that.
Or was it really just a dream?
Sunoo smirked when he felt you sleep again. Ah, thank god he was quick to call Heeseung and do some hypnosis on you yesterday. He can't believe some people really brave to come here and cause ruckus. You were literally fine living with him.
"Nothing's gonna come between us, baby. I promise you that."
ahahaha how is that? Sunoo on yandere mode is a 🤌🤌🤌🤌
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luvkyu · 9 months
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what are we? ( park jongseong/jay )
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jay x male!reader
jay and his best friend define their relationship.
content : 1.5k words, fluff, high school!au, bub pet name toward reader
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a long, drawn out yawn left y/n's mouth as he looked out of the window in his last class of the day. his closed palm supported his chin on top of his desk, completely spaced out.
"y/n?.. bub!"
y/n snapped of his trance to see his friend standing by his desk now.
"class is over?" y/n asked as he looked around to see everyone gathering their things. jay snickered and nodded.
"daydreaming again? you can borrow my notes again if you need to," jay offered. y/n clicked his tongue as he stuffed his books carelessly into his bag. jay smiled to himself, watching him struggle with the tetris game that is fitting everything into one bag.
"sorry that i don't really care when some not-really-that-important person in history took a shit in 1875 or whatever," y/n responded with another yawn.
jay rolled his eyes and stuck his hand out for his friend to take. y/n finally stood up from his desk before seeing the gesture. he happily took jay's hand as he swung his bag over his shoulder. jay then led the way out of the classroom, following other eager students who were ready to get home.
y/n felt his heartbeat intensify just like it always did when jay held his hand. no matter how many times he silently scolded himself, the feeling never went away. the pair had been friends since their first year of middle school, and y/n's feelings seemed to grow by the day. it didn't help that their peers would ask frequently if they were dating yet, as they were usually holding hands or displaying other kinds of affection. y/n always assumed jay just didn't care what others said or thought, but he was starting to grow desperate to know if the male really only saw him as a friend.
"oh hey, i forgot," jay's voice cut through the noise of the hallway while the two stopped at their lockers, "tonight is the film festival i told you about like a week ago. i know it's short notice, but do you wanna go with me?"
y/n's eyes brightened in excitement at the invitation. there was nothing he'd rather be doing on his friday night than spending time with jay.
"of course, that sounds fun!" he replied. jay nodded, turning his face away from the other to hide his smile.
"cool. well, i have a study group i'm meeting in five minutes, but i can pick you up later and we can go together?"
"sure, that works!"
jay closed his locker while nodding again at the reply. he ruffled y/n's hair fondly before putting his newly filled backpack on.
"i'll text you, bub."
y/n nodded and watched him turn to head toward the library. his nerves, as usual, were left a mess from the nickname jay frequently used. he finally looked away when jay turned a corner, out of sight. he then resumed moving the rest of his books and materials into his bag and closed his small locker door.
before turning to leave, he saw another friend skipping toward him energetically.
"woah, this is the first time i've seen you not with your boyfriend, y/n!" sunoo exclaimed, stopping in front of him. y/n rolled his eyes.
"not my boyfriend, sunoo."
"tsk, sure. not yet."
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y/n scrolled through his instagram feed as the opening credits of a film began to play. he was now sitting on a blanket that jay had brought along to the festival. the male had just left to get them snacks and drinks, insisting that y/n stay and relax.
the weather was perfect for a movie night. there was a large screen set up and fairy lights streamed in a few places. many other people were scattered across the grassy hill with blankets and comfy chairs. y/n couldn't help but notice all the couples. he hadn't thought about the fact that the film festival would be filled with couples on dates. the idea of this being a date with jay then seeped into his mind, and it made chills go up his arms.
"okay, i got popcorn and some candy and drinks!" jay's eager voice brought the other out of his thoughts.
"oh, thank you," y/n responded. his cheeks now glowed with a bright pink, which didn't go unnoticed.
y/n watched jay sit down closely next to him, getting settled with the snacks. jay took another large blanket and draped it over their legs while y/n decided to brush off his thoughts for now. if he focused on such things, he knew he wouldn't be able to really enjoy their night together, date or not.
"you okay, bub?"
y/n looked at him and gave him a convincing smile.
"i'm fine!"
jay grinned at the cute response and nodded before the duo turned their attention to the screen and began eating.
throughout the movie, they managed to finish their popcorn and naturally move closer to each other without a thought. jay's arm soon hung around y/n's shoulder while the latter's head rested on his chest. this was nothing abnormal for the pair, having cuddled many times before, but something felt off. something different was in the air between them tonight and y/n couldn't decide if he was crazy or if jay could feel it too.
"open," jay said quietly as he held two pieces of candy in front of his friend's mouth. y/n smiled and obliged before jay fed him one piece and popped the second into his own mouth. y/n looked up at him, but jay's gaze was already turned back to the film.
y/n's line of sight suddenly landed on his other friend from a ways away. sunoo was comfortable with sunghoon on their own blanket, but sunoo's view was trapped on y/n and jay, making kissy faces toward them. y/n felt his anxiety rise, hoping jay wouldn't see.
to y/n's relief, sunghoon saw sunoo's teasing. unsurprised, he simply turned sunoo's head back to the screen and pat his head as if saying, 'now stay'. y/n made a mental note to thank sunghoon later.
eventually, the film finally ended and chatter filled the area. jay yawned lightly while y/n stretched in his arms.
"there's another one playing right?" y/n asked.
"yeah, but i think there's a small break before it starts."
y/n nodded and sat up to stretch a bit more. jay gazed at his friend, a little disappointed at the loss of closeness. he watched y/n run a hand through his hair and then check his phone for any notifications. jay felt mesmerized by the view, but could feel nervousness sprout in his chest. he didn't think this was how just friends were supposed to feel. he'd been unable to decipher his feelings in the past, but lately they'd become much clearer.
jay's thoughts were cut off as y/n set his phone down and went back to cuddle him. he now laid on top of jay with his head on his chest again, jay's hands going to play with his hair.
jay couldn't stop a smile from curving on his lips. he somehow felt his confidence bubble up in that moment, deciding to finally go for it. but before he could speak, y/n beat him to it.
"jay?"
"hm?"
"what are we?"
jay's heart skipped a beat.
"oh.. well," he paused. what exactly were they? y/n meant the world to him. he was the first person he thought of in the morning. he was the first person he shared good news with. y/n was just everything.
"we're best friends," jay finally said. he couldn't quite read y/n's reaction, but decided to continue anyways.
"but i'd like to be more."
y/n's face brightened now, a little shocked.
"really?? like.." he stopped while jay smiled again and nodded.
"like boyfriends," jay finished for him.
y/n's whole face went red, unable to stop his own smile now.
'boyfriends', he thought. the simple word ran on repeat in his head for a minute. this couldn't possibly be reality.
"boyfriends.. jay's boyfriend. y/n and jay boyfriends," y/n mumbled in awe. jay laughed lightly at his disbelief.
"you're so cute.. is that a yes, then? ..boyfriends?" jay asked. y/n finally looked at him again and nodded happily.
"boyfriends," he replied as he tightened his arms around him. jay quickly hugged him back as they laid on their blanket in content.
"y/n?"
the male looked up again at the sound of his name, meeting jay's gentle eyes.
"can i kiss you?" he asked. y/n's smile somehow grew even bigger. he nodded again before jay moved to press their lips together softly.
once separated, jay pulled their second blanket back over them as the next film's intro began playing. y/n's head rested on his chest again, not really caring much for the film as nothing could quite amount to the comfort of his new boyfriend.
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oracle-of-dream · 4 months
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Something Special
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Summary: You've been getting closer to Jay, a wealthy businessman, as you've been booked to sing at multiple events for this business dinner. He invites you as his plus one this time, but you have a song written just for him prepared...
Notes: Some non-sexual works are in order since I haven't released any in a while, so I hope you like it <3
Wordcount: 2.8k
Sitting in a cafe, in a corner seat near the window. You could feel the sunlight shining through the window warming you up from the cold winter air. You came here to find some inspiration for your song. You wanted to write something special for a man who you met here. You could remember the day he walked into the cafe. It was an open mic night, which you went to every single one to practice singing on stage. Most people didn’t really pay attention to you, but one man couldn’t look away from you. It felt like you were singing just to him like the two of you were alone in the room together. That was months ago. The man introduced himself as Jay Park, the CEO of one of the businesses in the area. Some fashion company, and judging from the clothes he was wearing you could tell it wasn’t a lie either… Jay asked if you’d be interested in working a few gigs, promising very generous pay for some classy late-night singer vibes to come to his studio events. The first event was something to remember. It was on a huge stage with a live band. The room was full of people, most of them not really paying attention, the number was enough to even make you want to reconsider performing at all. But Jay spoke to you before the performance, encouraging you, and it turned out to be one of the best nights you’d ever performed.
You scratched your head in frustration, looking down at your notepad. It was full of lyrics from the song you’ve been working on for the better part of two months. You heard that your favorite client liked to have a New Year’s dinner for his company with live music. Meaning that it would be the perfect time to showcase a new song, but nothing seemed to fit the feeling you wanted. Something special…
You heard your phone ringing and answered, “Hello?”
“Hey Songbird, you busy?” 
You smiled at the nickname he gave you. “Never too busy for my favorite businessman.”
“Did you eat yet? We could go out to lunch in a bit, my treat!”
“Jay, it’s always your treat when you take me out.”
“Well, I can’t let you pick up the bill. It’s a pride thing, ya know?”
“Pride in what,” you scoffed.
“Pride in knowing I’m taking care of you. I like treating you. And there’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you about too...” Jay’s voice was a little tight like he was nervous about something.
You pretended not to know that he was going to ask you to sing for him. “What’s the occasion, maybe another gig?”
“I did have a gig for you on New Year’s Eve, but I found another singer.” 
You hesitated, trying to collect your brain before replying. Your face felt a little warm and your smile faded after registering what he’d said.
Jay broke the silence first, “Not that you’re not an amazing singer, I just figured you’d be a little too busy that night since–”
“I’m super busy actually! I gotta go catch up with another client calling. We’ll get back to this another time, yeah?”
“Y/n?” 
You didn’t let Jay finish before you hung up the phone. Your face was hot and getting hotter as you thought more about it. It’s just business with him, so it doesn’t matter to him who he hires for events or whatever. Even giving a courtesy call to tell you not to worry about the event. The nerve of that guy! You look back at your notepad and flip to the next page, writing new lyrics to your song, something to show how you really felt about him.
Jay tried calling again after an hour, even texting you. You decided to mute his number while you were in your creative process. Since he had time to hire another singer because he assumed you were busy, then you were too busy to answer the phone. 
Three days had passed since you last spoke to Jay. You were still muting his notifications, but couldn’t help yourself from looking at the texts… It was mostly confusion in the beginning. Then trying to explain something, but Jay seemed apologetic. It had been a while since his last message, which was just, “I’m sorry”. That’s when the guilt started to set in. Were you being too harsh to him? It’s not like it's a contract deal or that he had feelings for you, so it didn’t matter if he hired another singer. But you still couldn’t find out why you got so angry in the first place.
You picked up your phone and called Jay. It rang and rang, but there was no answer. Maybe he moved on after you freaked out and ghosted him… You went back to your notepad, looking at the lyrics you wrote. The new ones were mean and it felt horrible reading what you’d written about him. You ripped out the pages and threw them all away, trying to put that part of yourself aside.
You called his office. His secretary Mrs.R answered. She was an older lady who looked after Jay like she was his mother. She was always willing to speak her mind to her boss, which is why he liked her.
“Hello, Y/n! It’s so good to finally hear from you. Mr.Park has been trying to get in contact with you!” 
“I know…” Your throat was so dry, it was hard to speak. “Is he in the office today?”
“Yes, he’s here. He’ll be in meetings for most of his evening. Should I tell him you called?”
You thought about it… “No, I don’t want to bother him while he’s at work. I know he’ll cut corners and try to make time to talk to me, I wouldn’t want him to do that.”
“Oh, okay. I would like to ask a question, if I may. What were you planning to wear to the New Year’s Eve dinner? Mr.Park asked me to pick out a suit for him, but I thought it would be best if he matched with you.”
You cocked your head to the side. “Why would he need to match with me?”
“Well, you’re his date, aren’t you?”
“Date!? He didn’t mention anything about that to me.” You tried to think about when he may have asked you.
“He told me he was planning to call you and ask you a few days ago. I told him it’s better to ask in person, so he said he’d invite you to lunch and ask you then.”
You remembered the last time he invited you to lunch… When you hung up on him.
“Actually. Mrs.R, if you could tell him I called. I’d really appreciate it.”
“I’ll let him know right away.”
“Thank you.”
You hung up the phone feeling like an idiot. You kept your phone with you for the rest of the day, checking it constantly, but got nothing from Jay. It was around 11 pm when you really started freaking out. New Year’s Eve was tomorrow and you had no real way of getting to him. You typed out a big paragraph apology to him for not listening to him and begged him to call you.
After a shower to clear your head, your phone rang. You almost fell as you rushed to answer it in time. 
“Jay! Look I’m so sorry, I was an idiot for not trying to listen–”
“I’m so sorry dear. I’m not Mr.Park…” You heard Mrs.R’s voice coming out of your phone.
“Sorry… How can I help you, Mrs.R?”
“I was hoping I could drop off this suit for you. I thought you could use it for the event tomorrow.”
“He hasn’t answered me, and I don’t think he will at this rate.” You sighed.
“He’s probably being petty. He’s like that when he’s upset, but I have an idea for you if you’re willing to go through with it.”
Your ears perked at her idea. You gave her directions to your home and she explained her plan about how she wanted you to crash his party to make him see you again. However, she left a lot of things vague with only one thing very clear. 
“You can’t talk to him before you get there. If you do, it could potentially give away the plan.” She warned.
You nodded in understanding as you took the bag she brought for you. Inside was the luxury suit, taken from one of the product lines in the company. You walked her to the door and thanked her for helping you, waving her off as she walked back to her car and drove away.
The suit was black with a white button-up, but the fabric was sleek and smooth. Something you’d more likely see Jay wear, but if it was a part of the plan then you knew you had to wear it.
The next morning, you fought the urge to text and call Jay again. It used to talk almost every day, but almost five days of not speaking to him was starting to get to you. That’s when you started getting texts from Mrs.R.
“Okay, first we need to get you into the building undetected. We can’t put you on the guest list as Jay gets a copy of it so he doesn’t forget who’s coming, so we’ll need to sneak you in with the catering business.”
Her plan sounded straight out of a spy movie, but you had no objections. You took your time putting on makeup and the suit, setting your hair right, and plucked your lyric book with you before leaving to head to the location of the party.
Upon arriving, you parked and followed the crowds of people towards the front. Your phone buzzed again.
“The caterers enter from the side entrance, white van. They should be expecting you, so just grab some supplies and help them inside. Once you're in, come find me.”
You texted her back. “Isn’t this a little extra? I could’ve asked him if I could come…”
“Of course it’s extra! He loves this kinda stuff, if you want to show him how serious you are, then you should be extra.”
You sighed as you walked away from the front of the building, to its side, and followed the caterers into the building as they carried in food, utensils, and more. Just as she told you, none of the staff bothered asking who you were. You took a few turns down the several hallways until it opened up into the main ballroom for the event, where you instantly spotted Mrs.R at the reception table. 
You rushed over to her, holding an empty tray. 
“Mrs.R!”
She smiled as you came over. “Well, who’s this handsome server?”
“So what next in your master plan?”
She took out a sheet of paper. “This is the itinerary. The singer we had was supposed to get here already, but I’ve managed to send them home. Without a singer, Jay will be desperate for a new one. And then that’s when you’ll take the stage. I’ll give you a signal, so hurry and get backstage!”
You didn’t know whether to be shocked or impressed by her control of the whole plan, but you didn’t have time to decide. You rushed backstage, ditching the metal tray somewhere. 
A voice came over the speakers, it was Mrs.R! “Ladies and gentlemen. I deeply apologize for the delay on the music, we’ve finally gotten someone who’s ready to give a little ambiance.”
You could see the audience from where you were standing. Jay was sitting towards the front with an irritated look on his face, talking to some other men he was sitting with. The rest of the audience was either eating or talking amongst themselves, which you were used to, but you got the same feeling from your first performance for Jay… Your hands were cold, your stomach churned, and your knees were locking into place.
Mrs.R walked backstage. “Okay, it's your–,” she noticed your stressed expression. “Oh dear, are you so nervous about performing in front of him?”
You shrugged as your mouth wouldn’t open.
“He wants to see you. And I know you want to see him too, I can see it in your eyes. He needs you to be strong right now, so you have to go!” Mrs.R ended her short pep talk by handing you her microphone and giving you a small push toward the stage.
The push was enough to get you to move your feet, and walk onto the stage. White lights shined onto your face, almost blinding you. Some of the audience was hard to see, but you could see Jay. Front and center, still talking. It didn’t seem like he’d noticed you yet.
You positioned the microphone on the stand and nodded to the band to start the first song in the set. You started singing, only looking at Jay. Hoping he’d look back at you…
It was about a minute into the song before he looked at you for the first time in five days. His expression softened and he cracked a smile when he saw you onstage. He nodded his in approval as you sang to him. You went through the first set of the event before being allowed to have a break.
You stepped backstage and Jay met you there.
“You’re here!?” Jay hugged you tightly.
“Y-Yeah… I’m here.” You hugged him back, enjoying every second of him holding you.
Eventually, the two of you separated, and Jay was the first to speak. “Did you get my messages?”
You nodded. “And did you get mine?”
“Of course I did. I tried to call you, but I was in meetings all day and still had preparations for the event. So I didn’t get the chance to call you… And I honestly thought you didn’t want to hear from me anymore.” Jay’s voice was full of relief, and he looked like he could’ve burst into tears at that moment. “Why did you hang up on me that day? I didn’t get to explain myself…”
“I… I felt a bit jealous. And irritated that you didn’t want to ask me if I wanted to sing for your event, and you assumed I was busy–”
“I was going to ask you to be my date at the party. You’d be too busy sitting with me to be on stage singing, is what I wanted to say.” Jay sighed. “I didn’t think you’d get so irritated that you’d hang up before I could give the pickup line.”
You felt more embarrassed hearing him say it. “When you said date, did you mean an actual one? Or just your plus one?”
“I meant, Date,” Jay said flatly. “I wanted tonight to be special, so I could ask you if we could look into something a little… more personal than Singer and Client. I just didn’t really know how to play it.”
“Is that still on the table?” You asked.
“I’m open to negotiations,” he replied smugly.
“Watch it, businessman. I’m not too into contracts.”
“Right, no cages for the Songbird. I remember.”
You blushed at the nickname. “Do you have somewhere a little private? Just us?”
Jay looked around before leading you to an elevator. It was all glass, with a view of the city as it got higher off the ground. He pressed on the 50th floor, letting the elevator rise. Right before the doors opened, he switched the elevator off. “Private enough?”
You looked out at the city lights. “Perfect.” You pull out your notepad from your pocket. “I wrote you a song if you’re willing to hear it…” 
Jay leaned against the wall of the elevator. “A private show? I’d love that…” His gaze was locked on you as you prepared yourself in front of him.
You sang Jay the song you’d spent the last two months writing, pouring in everything you’d felt about him. Tell him about the first time you met, your first performance for him, and how he had your heart since that day… 
At the end of your song, you saw a firework explode behind Jay. High in the sky. It shined beautiful green and purple colors. You moved closer to see more fireworks.
“Happy New Year, Songbird…” Jay whispered as he held your waist, pulling you close to him. “Do I get a New Year’s kiss too?” Jay spun you around to face him, his face lighting up from the colors of the fireworks. It felt like time had stopped moving as he leaned down to you. He softly placed his lips on yours, drinking your lips under the stars and lights of a new year. A new year together…
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moriwood · 6 months
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Pornographs — p.js
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park jongseong x male reader heavy angst 1.4k words
Two freelance pornstars have gotten awfully close with each other over the past year, masked to their audiences but almost unveiled to each other. Jay, who you suddenly realize to be less familiar than you originally thought, gives you a symbolic gift and a promise you wish he truly keeps.
includes: crying and cringy lines (again oops), people getting reallyyyyyyy personal warning: n/a i think :]]
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Your body may not be molded from Ancient Greek statues like your contemporaries in the industry but you know well enough how to manipulate your camera. You know how to position yourself, so that your masked face gently cradles the sunlight and your soft gaze glosses smooth as the silk blanket covering your body.
You assess each of the photos you took and smirk proudly. “Who won’t be salivating over pics like this?” you boast, already seeing the comments flood your mind. 
Another photoshoot session has been finished thanks to your friend Jay, who you have been collaborating with for the past year. Your account was only a few months old, with barely a hundred followers watching you strip anonymously. You don’t even know what went into your mind when you decided to meet up with a blank profile but it seems like you hit the jackpot when it turned out to be Jay. It’s not like you were even in the position to be picky about which men you met with back then.
“You good?” you ask Jay as he folds over the hotel’s bedspread that you accidentally stripped off while taking photos a while ago.
He nods, sighing as he lies on the king size bed you share. “Don’t your fans get mad I’m the only other guy in your posts for the past few months?” he curiously asks.
“I mean, they already think we’re dating,” you pause in indignation, “why have you been meeting me exclusively then? For sure, you’ve been receiving offers too left and right.”
“Sorry for them but I have already signed an exclusivity contract with this world-renowned photographer. With his impeccable tastes, I fear nobody can compare,” Jay teases.
You cackle. You would have long forgotten this life of being a social media pornstar had it not been for him. In between the men who only saw you as some toy being passed around, here is Jay who stays, sharing these chaste moments with you, no matter how short it lasts.
Jay grabs the camera from your lap and murmurs to himself, tracing his fingers along the scratches on its plastic body. He meets your eyes with an indiscernible emotion.  “You’ve had this camera for so long, don’t you want to replace it?” 
“I don’t think I’ve earned enough with this career yet,” you lament, “you don’t know how many meals I skipped to buy this.”
“Isn’t it a great investment though? Like you’re really great with the camera,” Jay explains, “and you can definitely do more than just artistic nudes, like legit filmmaking. Imagine the two of us, co-directing, that type of shit.”
“If I had the money, I wouldn’t be posting nudes of myself online, Jay,” you deadpan. “Why are you even asking? You're gonna sell me a secondhand camera?”
“Nah, just asking. We should be going to college but we’re here… filming porn.”
Jay carefully places your camera on the bedside table and reaches for his carelessly placed backpack on the floor. From it he pulls out a large red box, your gaze immediately drifting towards it.
“Okay, don’t be surprised. I may or may not have something to give you,” Jay smiles.
Your eyes widen as you realize that Jay has bought a new camera, the receipt taped to it rubbing its expensive price to your face. 
You howl. “What the fuck? Aren’t we earning the same… You're way richer than I am! You even booked this hotel-”
“Just take this,” he calmly says, placing the bright red box on top of your lap. He then sits beside you, caressing your thigh.
“Why are you even giving me this? What do you need from me? Do I owe you something?” you shyly ask, mesmerized by the details of the new camera Jay just bought. Newly released, might actually be the most expensive model in the market right now. You can’t think of a reason to own something of this kind when all that you’ve taken are these tasteless nude photos.
“Think of it as a birthday gift or something,” Jay hesitantly replies.
“It’s not even my birthday yet,” you whisper, attempting to stop yourself from bursting into tears. You just didn’t expect this generosity from the only person who you’ve let into this taboo life of yours. 
“This might be the best gift I’ve ever gotten,” you smile in between your teary eyes. “I don’t know how to thank you.”
“I’m not asking for anything in return, just…”
Jay is at a loss for words. There’s something wrong, you notice, a lilt in his voice.
“It’s not a birthday gift, is it?” you worriedly ask, your hand over Jay’s.
Jay looks away. “I don’t think… This might be the last time we’re seeing each other.”
Now you’re at a loss for words. Whatever feeling was boiling within the depths of your heart, you never really knew who Jay was. Both of you were about to enter college, both with a fondness for film and photography… and it ends there. You mask yourselves for your audience and even in this inviting bed, there are a lot of things the both of you are unaware of. Seems like this chapter is closing for Jay.
“But we can still see each other-”
Jay closes his eyes, in fear of the pain he cannot avoid. “Just… don’t forget me. Use this camera while I’m gone. Then we’ll meet again, and I’ll be looking at everything. We’ll cross paths, I promise.”
You don’t understand why you’re so confused. You don’t understand why you want to curse the world for not giving you the chance to know Jay in a different context. Your other hand starts to grip on the bedspread, wrinkling it again. You want to know where Jay’s coming from, why he’s even doing this. Had you met him under another circumstance, you wouldn’t be facing this farewell now. You wouldn’t be mulling over where the line is drawn, until where can you walk with him, and until when can the both of you ignore the lines that are slowly being erased.
“But you don’t have to-”
Jay pulls you in as you sob, embracing you tightly. And if his lips meet yours for the first time you’ve been together, nobody says anything about it. Light and sweet, but you taste the bitterness in the salt in your tears. Jay is the first man you’ve kissed. Regret shames you that you only got the chance to reveal each other’s hearts in your final meeting.
“Jay,” you beg, “please.”
You caress his thigh, attempting to touch beneath his shorts. He pulls it back and holds it tightly.
“Let’s not do things we’ll regret,” he whispers, cradling your face with his hand, attempting to wipe away the tears running down your cheeks. “I’ll come back, I’ll make sure of that. And I’ll take you out on a date like you always said you wanted to do.”
This is no longer a simple film of them, a scandal for others to lust over, something to make profit of. No scripts and no acting at play. You know that there is a man who flirts better, kisses better, fucks better, but you don’t want to let him go. You know Jay in an unfamiliar manner, and your relationship grew with him in a way more unknown way. In a different world, you would have loved to love a man like Jay.
You can only whisper, “I hope you’re happy wherever you are, Jay.”
He weakly grins as he kisses you again. “Jongseong. My name’s Jongseong.”
The sun has set, hunger and thirst long forgotten. The both of you soon fall asleep in tears, and you weren’t surprised to find the spot next to you cold the morning after. His traces are nowhere to be found, the only remnants being the photos and videos of a masked man in your camera. His phone number cannot be reached, only his messages of pleasantries remaining. And on top of the bedside table is the new camera gifted by Jay… by Jongseong.
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author’s note: here's ur jay fic @ldrei 🤗 i actually got a reason ready for why jay did what he did, just gotta handle my own college shit rn before i flesh it out i apologize ✨
— moriwood.
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h4kufilmz · 1 year
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𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒 | 𝐏.𝐉𝐒
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𓂃 PAIRING(S): park jongseong x m!reader
𓂃 GENRE(S): fluff, a little suggestive, lowercase intended.
𓂃 WARNING(S): none, just a little make out session (if that's even a valid warning.)
𓂃 WC: 747
a/n : just a little something, cause i neglected this blog for too long.
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the alarm blared throughout the room, pulling the tangled couple from their slumbering state. in response the two let out soft complaints and obscenities at the innocent alarm, you untangled your limbs for a moment earning a whine from jay, feeling the warmth that encased him cease, desperately reaching out to at least touch you.
"babe calm down i only turned off the —" yawns, "— the damn alarm." you said smiling at his clinginess, shifting to face his side you draped his arm around you as you laid there facing your boyfriend with much adoration.
pushing back his hair, you placed a delicate kiss on his forehead, jay further sinking onto your chest as you did so.
chuckling, you patted his thigh, not much was said between the two of you, the silence was comfortable.
twiddling with jay's hair, you listened as the world outside your window came alive, cars and school busses alike drove in and out, the birds sang their song's, and the morning star's rays pierced through the blinds casting streaks of fresh sunlight to either burn your eyes or softly kiss your faces.
jay yawned under you, seemingly he himself was now awake. he did his best to stretch his arms and back while still being in your arms, his head then laid back on your chest looking up at you with shimmering eyes.
"good morning little birdie," you brought your hand up his cheek, watching as they slowly redden at presumably the nickname.
"s-seriously that nickname? at this early in the morning?" jay scoffed softly, rolling to face the other side of the bed in a now clear failed attempt to hide his flushed features.
you laughed softly, wrapping your arms around him, "it's not like you don't like it babe."
"well exactly, i don't!" he retorts, his face says otherwise though.
you continue to laugh, "but you'll love this," you said, as you pinned him down on the bed as you flurry of kisses was about to commence.
"wait y/n pfft — S-STOP" jay laughed and squirmed under you, making some attempts to push you off (keyword: some).
placing a few more kisses, you ended with one on his lips, smiling lovingly as you stared down at him.
"you fucking jerk," he hit your shoulder softly.
dramatically enough, you moaned in pain, holding your shoulder as if it been punched hard.
jay sigh's, "what a drama queen."
you frowned, as you continued on without your little pained act.
"literally stop it," jay said in between a chuckle.
"then kiss it" you said without hesitation, straightforward about your goal here.
"tsk tsk tsk," jay shook his head, "you're literally a man child," he leans in to kiss your lips instead.
and with that your act ceased, you two merely just sat there, locked in each other's gazes.
you couldn't help it anymore, pulling jay down by the collar, your lips were yet again pressed with one another. yet this it was more intimate, and heated.
you both savored one another's lips, moving in sync, your hand finds it's way to jay's waist gently guiding him to straddle your lap, your hands gently gripping jays side as your little session continued.
eventually you both had to pull away, pressing your foreheads together you both catched your breaths.
"that was great."
"fuck yeah it was."
you both panted, tangling your arms around each other another span of silence comfortable silence blanketed the room.
the serenity was disturbed by a certain someone's stomach growling.
jay pushed himself off the crook of your neck to look at you with a soft smile, "i think someone's hungry."
"i think so too," you sarcastically respond, earning another swing at your shoulder, this time it actually hurt a little.
"you're fucking lucky i love you so fucking much!" jay squeezed your cheeks together placing a single peck on your lips, before sliding off your lap, you yourself we're quick to follow.
"so what do you have in mind for breakfast?"
"hmm.. i'll just throw in whatever you'll eat it anyway."
"the thing's i do for love."
you pout at his very much so true statement, stopping him dead on his tracks enfolding jay in your arms, forcing him to waddle with your hugging him from behind to the kitchen.
"SHUT UP!" he yells, ripping your arms off his waist making a quick run for the kitchen.
"that reference isn't so pleasant babe."
"HEY COME BACK HERE!"
"HELL NO!"
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star-suh · 1 year
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WELCUM DAY!
PARK JONGSEONG X MALE READER X KIM MINGYU
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summary: kim mingyu and park jongseong the two bad boys of the university welcome the newest boy to his class in the best way possible.
cw: pwp, smut, double penetration, breeding kink, dirty talk, unprotected sex (always use condom), kinda public sex (in an empty classroom), cum as lube, cum eating, it's more jongseong focused i think (sorry mingyu 😭).
an: idk if this is good but i tried my best, i always wanted a mingyu x jay x male reader fic so i decided to try and make one, hope y'all like it lol.
"hey, jongseong! look at that" says mingyu to his friend "he's so handsome right?". "yeah yeah he is… we should give him a warm welcome you know? like make him choke on our dicks or something" he winks at mingyu who then looks at the new student. "hello i'm m/n nice to meet you all" he then caught mingyu staring at him who winked at him making m/n blush. "m/n sit there between mingyu and jongseong please" says the teacher.
some minutes later while the teacher was explaining something in the board mingyu squeezes m/n's thigh making him jolt "what the fuck was that?". "nothing just welcoming you" mingyu replied. "mhmm keep those dirty hands out of me, bitch boy" says m/n. "wow he's a feisty one" jongseong chuckles, he then gets up and go near m/n's ear "i love my bitches like that, when they act like though ones but in the bed they're bitches in heat begging for cock and cum" m/n blushes and punches jongseong on the shoulder "shut the fuck up, you asshole".
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the bell rings, everyone leaves their classroom to go home already, it seems that all the rooms are empty except for one, in which moans and wet noises can be heard. there they are, mingyu and jongseong fucking m/n's holes. "damn m/n your mouth is so fucking good, it was made to stuff cocks in it isn't it?" says jongseong while caressing m/n's cheek and wiping his tears. "but his asshole is better jongseong, it chokes my dick so good… such a good cumslut". "he's exactly like you said before, though on the outside but a whore in the bed damn" says mingyu spanking m/n's ass seconds later, leaving it in a bright red color. "don't worry about it mingyu, i would taste it later too just keep fucking him good, leave his ass wide open so he can take us both" mingyu feels m/n clenching hard "what a dirty whore, it seems he would like that jongseong"....
jongseong starts mouthfucking m/n faster and hard "i'm about to cum and i want you to swallow everything like the good boy you are, you hear me? don't waste a single drop" m/n nods looking at jongseong with puppy eyes "you're being too good with us m/n, might as well repeat this another day" m/n nods again "fuck i'm gonna cum take everything you cumslut" jongseong bucks his hips on m/n's mouth emptying all his gooey load, m/n starts to choke due to the amount of cum coming from jongseong's cock so he has no choice but to swallow it all. jongseong pulls his glistening, saliva and cum coated cock out of m/n's mouth to then rubbing it in all his face "it's good for the skin so don't complain" says the man that later kisses m/n, "your lips taste so good m/n it seems that they're made for me to taste it". "i want it too" says mingyu who grabs m/n's jaw and kisses him rough using his tongue to explore m/n's warm mouth "you taste so good jongseong" says mingyu. "now let's get to the fun part, open your legs wide for me, be a good bitch m/n". m/n complies and opens his legs showing jongseong how mingyu's big cock slides in and out of him with cum dripping down his thick length "you already cum inside him you breeding beast.. well it would make it easier to enter him" says jongseong who started introducing his cock slowly on m/n's holes making him moan and whine "it's too much i'm going to break, fuckkk!". mingyu kisses m/n to distract him from the pain "shh it's okay baby, you're going to feel good soon". "yes and you would beg for more fucks like this" says jongseong who already was fully inside m/n "it's time" he then says thrusting hard making m/n emitting a guttural moan "f-fuck you… bastard…" both mingyu and jongseong's cock sliding in and out of m/n's abused and gaping hole with mingyu's load being spreaded on m/n's insides while some of it drips down both cocks acting as a lube.
"i c-can't … n-no.. more" says m/n drooling "my tummy feels so full". "jongseongie… mingyu just fill me up already, i want that cum inside me". "don't worry m/n you will get our cum soon, keep choking our dicks with your hole like that" says jongseong. "yeah baby milk us, leave our balls empty" says mingyu licking and biting m/n's neck. "hurry up fuckers… i think i'm gonna die" m/n whines. "fuck! your clenching so hard i think i'm gonna cum" says mingyu. "me too" jongseong replies, "gonna breed you hard and deep so cum keeps coming out of your hole for the next days". jongseong came painting m/n's insides in white, mingyu following him seconds later. "we found a good cocksleeve mingyu" says jongseong pulling out his dick of m/n's abused hole, cum dripping out of it down mingyu's cock. "yeah i say he's the best one we have found" mingyu slowly enters m/n's gaping hole again making him moan for the overstimulation "shh it's okay, just want you to cockwarm me" says mingyu kissing m/n. "now it's time for you to cum" says jongseong who starts sucking m/n's dick and stroking it "no no, too much" m/n cries jonseong ignores him and keeps sucking him, "give me your load m/n don't be a brat… we already cum and give you our milk, it's not fair that you don't want to give yours to me" jongseong pouts mocking m/n. "fast m/n i want your milk too, i bet you're tasty" says mingyu licking m/n's ear. "i'm cu~mming" m/n whines emptying his load in jongseong's mouth who then pulls m/n's dick out of his mouth with a pop, wiping his drool and then opening his mouth showing m/n's jizz on his mouth. "come here, give it to me seong" says mingyu who then kisses jongseong swapping the cum between their mouths and swallowing it, both hummed "you taste so good… would you give us your loads for the rest of the semester m/n? we would give you ours too" asks mingyu. "y-yes but next time be gentle with your monster cocks they almost split me in half, or else… you won't get anything from me". "deal" replies jongseong who then kisses m/n
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rowretro · 2 days
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Yandere!demon! heeseung x human! Reader( Please?)
TOOTHPASTE MOJITO
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✧warnings: Yandere/toxic themes, kidnapping, marriage, blood, violence, explicit stuff mentioned, somewhat sexual(?), alcohol consumption
❁synopsis: Heeseung, a demon of many demons that roams earth, bored. His eyes then land on y/n. The girl who was disgusted by her raspberry mojito, and proceeded to order more mojitos. That's when Y/n saw hell....
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Heeseung smirked, his hands stained with blood, as he stared at the limp body before him. Another day another slay, demon edition. He literally slays them. Could you blame him? I mean what did the drunkard expect? trying to steal his wallet. He didn't stand a chance. Heeseung groaned as he went to his mansion, maids slipping off his coat and placing his shoes aside, as he walked in. The man's rich, anything he wants he gets, money, shoes, cars anything.
But he was missing one thing... a wife. Sure he'd sleep with some girls now and then when he's bored, but none of that satisfies his loving for love. True love, the kind of love one'd find in any movie, a shoulder to lie on, a person to turn to and feel comfortable. The man checked himself out in the mirror, a branded leather jacket worn over his black button down shirt, and trousers to match it. He slipped on a Rolex of the many he owned, followed by some jewellery.
The man walked into the party, fitting in as Jay threw an arm over him "Thought you'd never come, I assume you're here for the girls?" Jay asked as Heeseung snickerred "not this time- I got some time off of work so I decided to drop in... where's the bar?" He asked as Jay pointed it out. The man sat down at the stool, beside him, he could see the back of a girl, her dark hair somewhat covering her bare back, she was dressed is a shimmering, short black dress.
So far she seemed like a hottie to him. "Ack- disgusting... It tastes like grass-" she complained turning around to the bartender. Heeseung got a the full view of her face. Fuck was she beautiful. Her eye makeup really did suit her, purple glitter reflecting blue, lips so plump and kissable, her nose slightly big, but really added a stunning touch to her pretty face. "Can I get a mojito with Ice... make it really minty" she said as Heeseung frowned at her.
As the bartender walked off to prepare her drink, Heeseung turned to face her "Minty mojito?... that'd taste like toothpaste in alcohol- its already minty as is why ad more?" He questioned as she giggled "Toothpaste mojito.... not a mint lover huh?" she asked then she froze "Wow... Jay knows so many attractive men but damn." she added quite boldly. "He seems to know very pretty girls... none as pretty as you though, can't believe he gatekept you from me... Heeseung." He introduced himself. "Y/n.... " she said with a smile
If only she knew there and then that he's a goddamn demon. Literally. She thought she was just drunk, one second she was at the party, the next in a luxorious bedroom with a fine man. That morning she realized, the man did the impossible, he literally teleported her. She saw him really murder a man. She looked under the blanket. No sign of pain, hickeys or anything, she smelled nice, dressed in a man's jumper, presumably Heeseungs.
Oh how stupid she felt. Thinking it'd be easy to sneak out of a demon's home without being caught. Acting cool, walking out as the guards assumed she was just some slut he slept with. "Where do you think you're going sweetheart?" he asked, her back against the wall, as his body trapped her. "uh... home? I need to feed my bunny" she excused as he just laughed.
"Oh baby how drunk were you?... you ARE home... and I fed your bunny see? *he said with a smirk pointing at the little white rabbit that rested comfortably in a more spacious cage". It was too much to process. did she move in with him? did something happen? are they in a relationship? "yes, I guess, and Yes.." he answerred without missing a beat, red eyes staring into hers. "Did I say that out loud?..." she asked as he smirked.
"As you can see darling, I'm a demon, I know everything you think about. When I first laid my eyes on you... thought I'd just let you stay in my bed one night.... then you talked to me and fuck." He groaned, holding her heart at his chest "feel that?! Im in fucking love with you baby, I fucking wanted you... no I fucking needed you. so here you are." He said with a smirk "You're crazy. Im not into you Heeseung. You can't just kidnap me, and my bunny and say im you're in love with me. Im leaving." She claimed confidentally
"That's where you're wrong. You're mine, you're not going anywhere and you won't need to, everything you need is in this mansion. If I want something sweetie.. I get it. How about you think twice before your decision, sure you wouldn't want to anger a demon... I KNOW you're smarter than that." He simply said. He's right. Only an idiot would do such a thing, she really had no choice... She was in hell and there's no going back....
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(so sorry to all my readers, Ill try work on the series's too, yes my blog is wet now- its no longer a dry desert)
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀† SWEET LIES - ©v6rus
⠀⠀⠀⟡⠀ cw: sfw. angst, fluff, established relationship, insecurities, kissing, comfort, male reader, might sound rushed (?), short drabble.
⠀𓏵⠀⠀❀⠀⠀if this is what you want, i'll give it all to you. / let me tell you what's on my mind, sorry i can't be that guy.
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there was a stark silence in the room. between the both of you — you and jay — the only sound audible was your breathing and the low hum of the fan beside you. summer was in full swing, the sun shining through the large window onto your floor. it illuminated both of your faces; it lit up the anticipation present on his features. in his eyes, you had been behaving weirdly, like you had something you weren't sharing with him. it was obvious with how you pushed him away when he tried to get too close.
"baby," he spoke. his voice was much steadier than he expected it to be. "what's wrong? why are you keeping me at arm's length? please just talk to me."
the hurt in his voice made your heart ache. you wanted to explain everything, but there was a stagnant fear within you that prevented it. "what're you talking about?"
his lips formed into a frown, and he bit the inside of his cheek; a habit of his that seemed nearly unbreakable. "you've been acting strange. you're dismissive when i show you affection... if it's something i did, i'm sorry. i can't change if you don't tell me what's wrong."
again, your heart shattered at his words. it was like jay to blame himself before considering the other factors in the relationship — before blaming you. "no, no. it's not- it's not anything you did." you swallowed the thickness that had climbed up your throat, continuing as best as you could. "there's just a lot happening." typical of you to settle for the most cliche truth. vagueness was doing nothing for your case, in fact, it was only making his brain run rampant with how he could've had a part in stressing you out.
"is there anything in particular on your mind? anything i can help with?" he asked. jay was never a desperate man, but in this moment, he seemed more desperate than anything to close the distance you had put him at. he wanted to be with you, he wanted to hear every thought and worry you had.
you stared at him for a moment before speaking again. you figured it wasn't fair to keep him in the dark. inhaling deeply, you directed your gaze to the ground. "i'm just.. worried about how i'll affect you in the long run. am i a good match for you? can i be? is that possible?"
he listened, his eyebrows furrowing. "baby, look at me." he leaned forward, grabbing your chin and directing your eyes toward his. "i understand you're scared. i know it frightens you to be this close to me. but i can't help you if you stay to yourself. we can't continue in a healthy manner if you don't talk to me. please, just let me in. i'll be gentle with you, i promise."
you sighed softly, nodding. "then... i'll try harder. i love you, jay. i'm sorry." as he held his arms out, you leaned into him, allowing him to encase you in a warm embrace.
"don't apologize," he mumbled, running his fingers through your hair. "it's normal to overthink things, but i just don't want you to suffer like this. you can always talk to me."
your eyes were watering by now, and you sniffled. "you're so perfect. i don't deserve you."
he pulled back a little, tilting your head up again to meet his gaze. wiping your tears away, his voice softened just a little more. "don't say that, you're not undeserving of anything. i'm so lucky to have you, y/n." he smiled, leaning in to kiss your forehead. his lips trailed down; your temple, your cheek, before hovering over yours. he didn't want to frighten or overwhelm you, hesitancy making his movement halt. "can i kiss you?"
nodding, you leaned up into him, capturing his lips in a soft kiss. the softness of his lips was tantalizing, drawing you in. you settled for a couple soft kisses before pulling back. his eyes were sparkling, like he was entranced merely by your existence. "wanna take a nap?"
"jay, it's 9 am.."
"so? i wanna hold you."
"..."
"pleaseeee?"
"okay."
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