#personal things about dee

[paradoxunknown]

🌸 Five comfort characters, five tags🌸

My beloved @bambihausen tagged me in this and I'm ecstatic to play - I’m stealing Bamb’s idea of "tag I give them on my blog" too because I love the extra pizzazz it gives it 🤗 (These are in no particular order).

1. Jon Moxley; he has multiple tags - too many to pick. Mox got me back into wrestling after YEARS of being uninterested. I was captivated by him from the minute I saw him, back when he was Dean Ambrose. I was so obsessed that I went down the rabbit hole and now he’s my comfort wrestler for life.

2. Eddie Kingston; his tag is ‘Eddie Kingston my Beloved’. Eddie makes me all warm and fuzzy- he’s just so beautiful and I could giggle at him for hours. His advocacy for mental health and his struggles made me feel more comfortable about being open with mine — I was very lucky to tell him that in person. To this day, he’s the only man that can call me sweetheart.

3. Buffy Summers; no tag for her but I love her. Buffy the Vampire Slayer is one of the very first shows I remember watching growing up and getting ready for school. Seeing a strong female character, in a fantasy genre typically dominated by men that I was interested in, immediately hooked me and to this day, it’s one of my comfort rewatches. (Joss Wheaton sucks though and this is a pro-Joss Wheaton slander account always).

4. Olivia Benson; no tag for this iconic queen, but Law and Order SVU is always on my rewatch list whenever I feel the need to binge watch something. Olivia has and always will be my favorite character- loved her from the beginning. SVU is another show I remember watching when getting ready for school. It’s also one of the first shows that my mom and I watched together and liked (and as someone who has a…interesting…relationship with my mom, it means a lot to just have something that we don’t fight over).

5. The Bat-family; no tag for them but this chaotic family is my specific comic book hyper fixation. They play on my found family trope soft spot and Batman in general is such a soft spot for me (I have the Batman logo tattooed on me) because he’s the first superhero I was ever introduced too and my attachment for him and his family has only grown.

Tagging the amazing @faggotmox , @cuntertaker , @americandragonslayer , @sheinthatfandom and @kayfabebabe - please feel free to ignore or add to the comfort character fun if y’all like 💕

#dee dictates #personal things about dee #friend tags #tag games

[dapperrokyuu]

Target audience: Me.

Sad version, sorry. :c

#dee does things #alien stage #alnst #vivinos #vocasynth #vocaloid #nilfruits #niru kajitsu #music series #nothing much else to say here just thinking about them c: #please try alien stage if you havent if anything <3 #wait actually well something something oppressed class something something lost your innocence something something harassment #person you love killed in front of you and you finally snap while haunted by them (they would still love you regardless dont regret...)

[veinsfullofstars]

"Now can we please get on with the meeting already? The monarchy isn't gonna overthrow itself, y'know."

(ID: Kirby series fanart comic, Kintsugi AU, featuring Dark Meta Knight stuck in a mission debriefing, clearly bored and letting his thoughts wander towards a certain rat thief, much to the frustration of his old friend/begrudging henchperson, Mirror Sailor Dee. Transcript below the cut. END ID.)

Me: wants rarepair shenanigans. Also me: wants compelling plotlines. Also me: compromises by making an absurd amount of notes for yet another highly-detailed and overcomplicated AU. Also me: tired of my nonsense.

Started 03/09/24, finished 03/10/24.

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Transcript:

Panel 1

*A dimly-lit, nondescript room, the plain walls tacked with papers and sticky notes depicting scribbled writing and various images, such as the Dimension Mirror, Dark Matter, the sword Master, a crossed-out headshot of Shadow Dedede, and the symbol for anarchy. DMK sits at a simple table looking off to our left with lidded eyes, leaning his head on one hand, the other tapping idly against the tabletop (SFX: tmp tmp). Three thought bubbles float over his head, each showing a different physical feature of Daroach - his sharp-toothed smile, his long claws, and his big ears respectively. A faint blush can be seen just behind the knight's mask.*

Panel 2

M!Sailor: (from off-screen, depicted as a simplified Waddle Dee head with two slash scars on their right cheek, wearing a white sailor cap with a blue-and-periwinkle ribbon, a blue bill, and two fishing hooks embedded in the top, yelling with their eyes squeezed shut) Hey, scarface! Quit daydreaming about your boyfriend for five seconds and pay attention!

*DMK startles, eyes shrunk to little gold lines, the arm holding up his head slipping out from under him, nearly bumping his chin on the table.*

Panel 3

*DMK turns sharply to our right to point and glare at M!Sailor off-screen, slamming his fist down on the table (SFX: THUD!).*

DMK: (angrily) Hey, shut up, he's not my-

Panel 4

*DMK pauses, his eyes once more shrunk to points, his pointing hand dropping a bit as he realizes what he just said (shown by an ellipses over his head). A tiny bit of blush can be seen through the mask.*

Panel 5

DMK: (glaring and pointing once more, the blush in his face more noticeable, visibly sweating) I mean, I am paying attention!

M!Sailor: (from off-screen, looking unimpressed with half-lidded eyes) Nice cover, Boss. Very convincing.

#veins art #veins ships #veins fanart #fanart #kirby series #kirby #dark meta knight #mirror sailor waddle dee #<- (not sure if I should mark them as an OC or not so I'll just leave it untagged for now) #dark meta knight x daroach #darkroach #rarepair #AU #kintsugi au #comic #Dameta “Shirking His Responsibilities” Knight #kicking his feet - twirling his hair - thinkin' 'bout boys (rats) #homeboy is *obsessed* with those claws #he's also not nearly as good of a liar as he thinks he is #(not lying about the first thing tho - they're not *technically* boyfriends) #and frankly M!Sailor does *not* need more of his personal drama right now #they may technically be his subordinate #but they've known him for far too long to have much respect left for him #not when they're the one leading the rebel alliance #and he's out there wasting his time on “side hobbies” #suggestive #<- (it's not really that bad but just in case) #veinsfullofstars

[lucaonthropy]

Overheard someone saying T*re Liy* is the best author in my country and subsequently took psychic damage

#okay so im def not judging anyone who likes his writing #i liked his older writing! #i like his current writing worse bcs i think the guy is starting to burn out BUT that is strictly my personal opinion #to say that he is the best in this area tho??? deadass????? NO #his writing style is stiff and more tell than show. actually. it's mostly tell than show #his dialogue is .... well ... this one is a matter of taste but god his characters cannot just say things normally cant they #his romances dont feel like romance too lets be real for a sec here #like okay if you will be adamant about it alright fine. but maybe try other authors like dee lestari or ziggy z first #sure theyre both flawed too but at least i dont feel like im being seen as third grader when i read their things #luca rambles #random thoughts #vent post

[found--family]

am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen? 

#burcon #cockles #thoughts #at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish #he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf #at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand #if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being #in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure #that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate #i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period #letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to #affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing #and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who #she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face #during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh #but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me. #just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land #and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out #and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm #looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they #mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace #while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me #everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that #learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments #i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel #if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage #and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt #a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him #misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af #and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...

[dennisboobs]

Dennis says the L word

#i definitely didnt have this kicking around on my hard drive #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #dennis reynolds #the genuine ones being within his daydream where he has been forcibly desexualized by losing use of his dick & actually falling in love #in mac's fantasy where he fucking dies and dennis was too late to say it #forced out of necessity by dennis' fear of abandonment by dee #spoken when he believes theyre in a life or death situation and hoping to connect with dee at the very end #telling his wife that he does not love her while looking to mac and then reaffirming this saying he's NEVER loved her #and of course while absolutely shitfaced and upset at the loss of his childhood stuffed elephant (and dee's betrayal) #ill be real. the second i heard him say a bunch of shit about feelings & how he loved the monkey in 15x4 i had to check to see who wrote it #it had been SO long................ like of course glenn is the one to bring it back. ok. #more of den saying he loves things plz #ada speaks #ada's videos #if you guys can think of any other times he's said it pleasssseeee let me know lol i tried #update: i added in a few more #left out the ones in 7x01 w him talking about loving no restrictions bc i wanted this to be abt him expressing Love to sentient beings #loving crack and loving a person are two different L words jskhbshn

[buthappysoverrated]

forever losing my mind to his reaction here in making dennis reynolds a murderer

#he's so upset and not in an angry way AT ALL #like we've seen him in broke dee where he's upset about dee's jokes because he think they're just ridiculous #(personally if that were my sibling I would've reacted the exact same way but oh well) #and it's a different reaction. that joke he always says is ridiculous to mac appears to be enjoyed by charlie so they're laughing TOGETHER #they're close and happy and friends. they both think he probably murdered maureen. they don't understand him and he's not as close #and a very big thing in early seasons is that he wants someone to consider him a best friend of best friends #but he pushed them away and now they pick up on him and make elaborate jokes about and AGAINST him #by god it breaks my heart every time. not that he doesn't deserve it but it breaks my heart #on a sidenote: hey dudebros is this the guy you think is a cool murderer dude? #and this is the face he makes after one murderer joke his friend threw his way? this guy??? #dennis reynolds #iasip #also. by GOD is glenn a good actor #hy speaks

[dol-dee]

Hm I would love to continue Dee's dol journey and play it more but I feel like I’m starting to run out of stuff

#atm I’m mostly thinking about it and not really playing it much anymore #i know there’s still a lot I haven’t done but I hadn’t expected that the content for the LIs would run out so quickly #now tbf I still have Kylar to explore but I’m just not that I to them so their whole.. thing (gestures vaguely) will happen when it happens #actually I’m being unfair I only mean Sydney when I say that #..and Avery #cause I know you can basically romance everyone without consequences but: #i ​wont ever romance Robin bc I’d like to uphold that personal moral for Dee #Kylar will happen when it happens but I unfortunately didn’t click with them as much as I had hoped #Eden didn’t do much for me < also unfortunately and unexpectedly #im kinda working on Alex but imma be honest the whole farm/wren thing is really tedious #although I’m slowly working on it #and then Whitney…. I’m tempted but also my petty ass doesn’t want to let them win #plus i feel like it would be somewhat ooc for Dee #yeh she doesn’t hate him as much anymore bc there’s bigger fish to deal with now but he hasn’t really changed his behavior at all #again I would be on Whitney if I could retaliate and not let myself be dragged around like a chew toy #dol rambles #ah i forgor the woods and the hawk. so I’ve tried the wolves in one run it was okay but the ongoing 10+ wolf sex encounters tire me out #<not like that

[daydadahlias]

Omg I just saw your post about having to fill out a student alert form. Are you ok? Are you safe?

hi Dee :) ok so,,, some Jess lore right now is that I am currently being <3 stalked <3 a little bit irl. which is obviously not great lmfao and I am nOt loving it but I'm safe and I'm ok !!! my life is not in danger. it hopefully will not progress any further now that I've talked to my boss about it and she made me file a student alert form abt the whole thing but !! yeah. it's been. a very frustrating few weeks here in the real world :/

#pigeon #dee #for some context i work at this writing center at my school #assistant director of it in fact :salute: #and when i was doing research last semester for MiM (isn't it funny how all these things loop together) #i had a tinder for a couple days that I used to understand online dating dfghj and to write the chapter where ash/cal make ashton's tinder #and anyway i matched w/ this guy. and we talked for a day #and then i deleted the app bc I was done w/ my research lol #fast forward to now... turns out !! he goes to my school !! #and comes to my work to schedule appointments with Only me #he refuses to go to any other consultant #and he keeps trying/pressuring to ask to work on papers Outside of the writing center #and during appointments he always tries to ask me personal questions about <3 where I'm from and what I do on the weekends <3 #and like he saw me at dinner recently on my day off and came and. sat with me at dinner. even tho I was like ~please leave me alone~ #and emails me outside of writing center hours to ask to meet and look at his paper #and like ! no ! u fuckwad im not doing that lol #so yeah it's been a Constant thing these last four weeks and it's just been Annoying. but after the whole #dinner thing and the email thing. and then another thing today <3 #i talked to my boss and she was like 'ok yeah this is a stalker situation and you need to report it' #soo i did #and we'll see if anything comes of that !! #i love being me it's very fun and exciting #i love how casually i can say I'm being stalked #bc this is not the first time this has happened dfghjk #which makes me sound like sUCH A PICK ME #but this will be my third time being stalked on this college campus #kind of a veteran at this point not to brag

[margle]

you would think that the fake kiss on stage would make me think of deetress possibilities but no. it was too playful and happy. that was not a deetress kiss. deetress would either kiss with the harrowed desperation of milfs or with a kind of fragile mediocrity.

#thats where their charm lies #deetress #i change my mind about how they would kiss frequently #but you cant stop me #they're my girl failures #i think dee and waitress feel the most distinct from their actresses #also #this is a stupid thing to say under a post referencing something that the cast did #but #i kinda wish that we had no contact with the cast and writers sometimes #idk fandoms can be fun like that #the characters feel more real and there is more focus on the content over the process of creation #i like both #but lately i feel like sunnyblr has been unbalanced #not a problem #just an observation #also i know i havent done the thing i was supposed to do its happening #im a silly person that can only do one thing at once and at the moment that is cv stuff #also mental skill issues are happening #and my functions are not particularly executive #ive been playing a lot of stardew valley and i started mario wonder #which is fun but i havent properly got into it yet #out of all game genres im worst at platformers #i find them stressful #but i played a lot of mario maker so im better now #i played mario maker when i had covid and each night as i drifted off i replayed the levels in my head compulsively #i get that tetris effect so easily #is compulsively the right word idk

[bison-appreciation-club]

i don't know who needs to hear this but your morality is not determined by suffering

#gonna make a longer post explaining this later #but listen. i've seen a lot of ppl be like #i'm so sad about [current event] but i can't look away even though i feel awful #firstly. you're gonna give yourself burnout #secondly. what use is that. it's not helping the people you say you want to help #take a break and then. fucking donate. go to a rally. put up posters #just because you feel bad about a thing it doesn't automatically make you a good person #actions always speak louder than words #dee rambles

[dapperrokyuu]

I just really wanted to see the cast lined up with each other, so I took frames from that quick sequence in the beginning of Sweet Dream and decided to see what I could do, lol. Sharing for others to enjoy!

#dee does things #alien stage #vivinos #alnst #definitely think its best to have 3 on one side 3 on the other #you have NO idea how hard it was to get the shot with till in it lol #sorry alien stage Ive been neglecting you a bit I swear Ill ramble about you soon... #personally think the first (top) one is best I use it on my desktop layout (alnst stage themed ayooo!)

[writergirl2011]

I had thought I'd have another chapter of my story ready to post yesterday, but then last week happened. I'm hoping this coming week goes better. Meanwhile, here's a snippet from the upcoming chapter of I'd work you all night long:

“Good morning, Jaime,” Brienne said in a brisk, no-nonsense voice he’d come to associate with her only in the last ten days.

“Good morning, Brienne.”  He looked up…and up…he always forgot how damned tall she was until she was before him.  She was a mountain of a woman and seemed even more so now in her well-tailored pantsuit, straw blonde hair ruthlessly yanked back into a bun at the top of her head, and a determined set to her jaw.

“Ms. Tarth,” she said in a low voice.

Jaime sat back in his chair, hiding a frown.  What was this, some kind of dominance thing?  He wasn’t averse to it in certain settings and with certain people, but this wasn’t the time and Brienne wasn’t the person.  He’d known her since she was nothing more than Gal Tarth’s annoying little sister, chasing after them when they wanted to be alone to make mischief.

#dee writes things #the grumpy boss story #Jaime Lannister #Brienne of Tarth #jaime x brienne #fanfiction #Jaime Jaime Jaime #you REALLY think Brienne's not the person to dominate you? #guess we'll see about that won't we?

[sebsrainbowbicycle]

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Today I remembered one time when I was maybe 11 and I lost the money my other gave me for my dinners at school for the week. I think it had fallen out of my pocket when I was walking myself and my brother to school. Needless to say she was furious. I wasn’t allowed dinner that night, and to teach me a lesson about looking after things, after my shower she told me she had thrown the bracelet my dad had bought me into the garden and that I had to find it. She locked me in the garden and wouldn’t let me back inside until I had it in my hands. It was dark, and cold - it was winter, my hair was wet and I was in pyjamas and bare feet. I was crying and shivering but she wouldn’t let me inside until I found that bracelet but I couldn’t find it anywhere. I gave up and remember just crying at the back door until she eventually let me in, with the bracelet in her hand. She said it was an important lesson to learn and that maybe I’d be more careful with things. All it really taught me was that my mother was never to be trusted, and that it wasn’t safe to be honest with her. I think some part of me feels that about everyone in my life. The vulnerability of being honest, and the absolute fear that it’s not safe for me. I’m working on it but it’s so hard.

#personal #Dee’s diary posting #again this is me talking about things I want to say but am not brave enough to tell people f2f #it’s a thing #to talk about in therapy #cw: child abuse

[kraviolis]

its crazy reading both bazza's and whippy's meta chats on their discords bcus bazza's is just "dundee is abusive & manipulative & trying to take back control of the club by turning barry against everyone & is poisoning our sweet boy barry" but then whippy's chat is just "dee's too fuckin stupid to manipulate anyone like that but the bbmc is even stupider for not realizing that"

#krav talks #bbmc #nopixel #bazza's chat is actually insane. as a neutral viewer myself. #like whippy's chat can be a bit too sympathetic towards dee but bazza's chat is on a whole 'nother LEVEL #dee made a lot of points in between his personal venting #also andi's whole thing about “when u go thru a breakup sometimes u just need someone who will just say 'fuck them'” #“even if u ended on ok terms it feels good to have someone whose 100% in your corner and doesnt try to tiptoe around it” #and thats what dundee is doing for barry. because dundee still fucking loves barry #dee loves barry so much that he is actively putting himself in the crosshairs over and over just to hang out #dundee would do near anything for barry #but the club cannot say the same because they all promised to put the club first before any individual person

[dennisboobs]

I'll be honest the whole argument about it being imperative that the gang never "wins" is still so fucking stupid to me. did you watch 3x01 with your eyes closed. dennis has "won" before, and it ruled, actually. why do we need broad ass arguments like this trying to pin down sunny when there's like. countless examples to the contrary to show it's been like this the whole time.

#i swear its only an issue when people want to use it to justify their opinion but its always so easily countered by just. watching the show #ada speaks #is dee day not an issue to y'all because dee 'deserves' her win #its such a weird fucking thing to be mad about #i agree there should be consequences when the gang do something shitty. BUT #what the fuck did dennis do wrong in dtamhd that he needs to be punished for #personal victories are not uncommon for the gang? #do you think mac coming out shoukd have netted him a punishment #do you have a problem with the note s15 ended on when the gang came together for charlie #there are so many examples like. not EVERYTHING has to come back around and bite them in the ass #when they do something awful. yes. sure. but its ridiculous to expect some twist for everything #they get off scot free constantly and that's. kind of the point. money and privilege and the art of not giving a fuck #idk. idk. but its so stupid to me that this is a complaint going around NOW like we don't have 15 prev seasons