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#pls get help
crispxxxx · 5 months
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SO......
How Skz(mankae line) would react to 9th member reader making suicide jokes
(warnings: suicidal talk, joking about serious topics,)
you guys remember this fic
well i have seen too many saying that they joke about it all the time with their friends
GUYS I'M SO CONCERND??????????
like do you all need therapy?????
I'll pay for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wolferals · 2 years
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he doesn’t know
Henry Cavill x reader ANGST
Warnings: mentions of self harm, eating disorder, self hatred, low self esteem, suicidal thoughts!
don't read if that triggers you!! please take care of yourselves babes
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He doesn't know.
You've never showed him any clues. He wasn't supposed to know.
How she treated you. How it's always been. From since you were little, she had made you feel like you weren't enough. You felt like she'd loved you more if you were like the other girls, if you looked like them.
If you were as skinny, as pretty, as nice as the other girls.
She had never directly told you that in your face but you knew thats how she felt. Because she subconsciously wanted you to be like her when she was your age.
The constant snarky comments she'd made on your body, your weight, your posture.
It never seemed to be fine with her; whatever you wore or how you acted.
So you started binging on food and could barely stop yourself. Then you'd jump into another diet, not really doing anything. You would change your style, switch to baggy clothes instead of „feminine" clothes.
She'd tell you to dress more girly and more „age appropriate". But when you did, she told you that a certain top was too tight or too short or too revealing. The pants you wore never looked good on you. So you eventually lost your spark and fell into a deep hole.
And besides Henry being there through all of it, being your best friend for years, he never knew how you really felt.
How much you hated your mother for doing this to you- no!- how much you hated yourself for letting it happen.
The second she made a mean comment, your thought shifted to „stop eating"; you didn't really want that but it felt like the right thing to do.
Every time anyone invited you for dinner you felt sick because you thought of the calories; you could almost feel them running through your veins.
When Henry cooked for you, you tried to eat as less as possible without being rude but also not gaining any weight.
He never seemed to notice because you lied to him.
If he asked if you'd eaten yet, you straight up lied in his face.
He'd never question it because you'd stop the stomach noises by drinking gallons of water all the time.
You didn't want him to know because you knew what he was going to say.
But it was eating you alive. You'd lose weight steadily but not drastically, so he didn't notice. You'd simply tell him you'd been working out more.
Which was a lie because you were too weak to move at this point.
You'd tried throwing up but it didn't work. You couldn't get yourself to puke.
It disgusted you, looking at yourself in the mirror, noticing how the spark in your eyes had disappeared completely. Your mind had been fogged up by negativity and all that hatred you felt towards yourself.
But when he was around, you put on a smile and acted like everything was alright.
And you were good at that.
No one around you knew.
You hated yourself.
Henry was full of confidence and charm, he wouldn't understand you like this. He was a great listener and an even greater boyfriend but this was a part of you he was never going to meet.
No one was ever going to meet that you.
So as your mothers words were ringing in your ears, Henry was behind you, getting his tie fixed for a dinner you two had been invited to.
He seemed to be struggling so he didn't notice that disappointed look you gave your reflection in the mirror as you scanned your body in that black dress.
You hated her. She was ugly and useless to you.
You want her dead but also know how much it would take to pull through.
You hated your own sight. How unhappy you were. How much you hated your own mother but most importantly yourself.
No one knows.
And he doesnt know.
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releaseholiday · 1 year
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downbadforpixels · 8 months
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“What’s 8+6? Oh it’s 4”
@wovenintowords your maths a bit funny
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formulalfc · 5 months
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my flatmate just brought her ex-boyfriend over again and if i have to hear her fake moan one more time i swear to everything holy i will hurt someone
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bittersweet--chaos · 1 year
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(tw:: self destructive behaviors)
(Ava’s whole body started shaking, before one of her hands lifted off of her head and started hitting herself in the head over and over again)
{huh…. Why does this all seem so familiar……. OH WAIT A SECO-} -Ava💕
Woah woah woah! Stop you’ll hurt yourself!
(Leto held onto Ava’s heads and kept them away, keeping her away from the wall so she wouldn’t bang her head back into it)
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jessicainhell · 1 year
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breasticles?
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rlreiayanami · 2 years
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pls kys
no
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t4rt4gl14 · 2 years
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I saw that anon message and I am very very very concerned 😭 I’ll bring the bleach
THANKS I NEED IT 😘😘
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nanabanonana · 8 months
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i appreciate that some people are going thru a rough time, but putting your personal life posts in (multiple) fandom tags isn't cool.
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ace-of-dragons-art · 6 months
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so I'm Canadian and I grew up ALWAYS taking my shoes off in the house. I watch a lot of American TV though and they almost never take their shoes off in the house, which for years I thought was just for convenience when filming, but I've learned that apparently some people actually do leave their shoes on???
anyway all this to say can you reblog this with where you're from and whether or not you take your shoes off in the house?
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mikayesha · 8 months
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Unecessary Feelings
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eldritchpina · 27 days
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To further explain on the first one, I think he can't talk because he just ends up producing unintelligible noises and it kinda hurts for him to do it(?
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soranker · 2 months
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DEEP💥SPACE💥PLANET💥FUTURE💥GUN💥ACTION❗️
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1800ruserious · 1 year
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Somebody help this man. Preferably someone licensed. 🙏🏽
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