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Step One: Play Hard to Get/// Sirius Black x Reader

PROLOGUE PART II PART III PART IV PART V PART VI PART VII EPILOGUE

SUMMARY: Everyone knew about Sirius Black. He was almost notorious for being a heart breaker, yet somehow girls always got drawn in. Maybe it was time that someone got revenge for all of those girls.

WORD COUNT: 1,392

WARNING(S): another Gryffindor party, so drinking

A/N: Ayeee, I'm back at it again. If all goes as planned this is getting out the day after the first part, so fingers are super duper crossed rn. If anyone wants to get tagged just let me know. Enjoy!

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Step One: Play Hard to Get

Many of the men who will be “victim” to this list seem to be under the impression that they can easily have anyone they want. It’s what they’ve come to expect. That’s how you’ll get them. Showing a man that he cannot have you very easily will catch his attention. If he can’t have you, he’ll want you more. All you have to do is let him flirt with you, just a little bit, and act utterly uninterested. He’ll practically be begging for more.

When it came to Sirius, it wasn’t difficult to “play hard to get”. It would actually be hard for Sirius to “get” you. You were too smart for that. He’d tried over the years, never too intensely but he’d certainly tried. You never paid attention to it. He was always telling you to stop playing hard to get.

So needless to say, this part of the plan would absolutely breeze by.

You sat down next to Lily, at breakfast. It was a cool Saturday morning so everyone was taking their time to get out of bed, you’d even thought you might be eating alone. She smiled as you reached for a piece of bacon.

“So...how’s your little plan going?” You swallowed the piece of bacon in your mouth and returned her smile.

“Good, it’s just starting. Tonight, I think. There’s going to be a party in the common room tonight.” She nodded. “Good.”

“I’m so excited. This is just so...fun.” You both giggled.

“Marlene still freaking out?”

“Yeah, she’ll get over it. She just doesn’t think you should be messing around with Sirius.”

“I’m not messing around with Sirius, I’m messing with Sirius. I’ll be just fine. Him...well we’ll see.”

The rest of breakfast went on without talking about it again. When you were finally done, you got up from the table and said goodbye. You were walking down the hall thinking when you saw Sirius.

You thought he might walk right past because he might still be mad about what you said. Instead, he walked right up to you with a smirk on his face.

“Hey,” he said. His voice was soaked in an annoying amount of confidence. That’s just how Sirius was, he practically dripped confidence.

“Oh, hi, Sirius. You’re up early.” He shrugged.

“I was hungry. Where’re you off to? Why don’t you come eat with me?” You smiled at him.

“No thanks.” You could tell that he wasn’t happy, even though he tried to keep his same confident expression. You found that amusing. It took him awhile to finally speak again.

“Okay,” he said cooly. “There’s a party tonight, I don’t know if you’ve heard. You should come.” Now it was your turn to shrug.

“I don’t know, I might. I think I may be busy but if I find time, I’ll stop by.” You could see the gears turning somewhere deep in his mind, he was confused. You’d just said no to him twice and you had to wonder how many times that’d happened in his life.

“Well, alright. See you later,” you said cheerfully. You smiled and walked away without saying anything else. You could feel his eyes on you but didn’t look back at him. Turns out things were starting much sooner than you’d thought.

You looked at yourself in the mirror and you were satisfied. You had on a short leather skirt, with a black shirt tucked into it. Sirius always said you looked good in black, so he’d just love this. You heard the door open and looked over your shoulder. Lily walked in smiling, she was dressed for the party too, wearing jeans and a button up shirt.

“Are you ready,” she asked.

“Absolutely.” You hook your arm around hers and head for the common room. As soon as you walked into the common room, your ears filled with music. A couple ran by, nearly knocking you two over. You stared after them before continuing.

You eyes wandered around the room and caught on a pair of grey eyes across the room. Sirius was staring at you, his cup halfway to his mouth. He was completely still and it felt like the entire room had disappeared besides the two of you. You looked to his left and saw a girl standing next to him. She had a hand on his arm and was talking, not that he cared.

You tore your eyes away as Lily led you through the room. She found the couch that James, Remus, and Peter were sitting on and sat down next to James. He instantly, smiled and wrapped his arm around her.

“Took you guys long enough,” James said cheerfully. You shrugged at him. Suddenly, you felt someone sit down next to you. You turned to see Sirius.

“What’re you doing over here? Where’s your little friend?” He hadn’t expected that from you, his face sunk for a second. Just as quick as it had happened, his smirk was back. He put his arm around your shoulder.

“You don’t need to worry about all that.” He ran his hand through his hair. “You look...” His eyes swept down your body. His eyes came back up to meet yours and you tried not to notice his subtle lip bite. “Absolutely fantastic.”

“Thanks.”

“Who’d you get this dressed up for?”

“Myself.” He chuckled, his eyes looked away for a moment.

“Good for you.” He looked you up and down again. “Wanna dance then?”

“I’d rather not but I’m sure that girl from earlier would love to.” He frowned.

“That’s the second time today, I’m starting to think you don’t like me or something.”

“I like you.” His eyes brightened slightly. “Being friends with you is incredible.” His frown was back.

“Friends?” He paused for a moment. “Friends. Not sure if I like the sound of that. I don’t get why you always do this, why can’t you just relax and have a little fun?”

“I’m having a blast.” You could see the fire in his eyes and you knew he wanted to continue arguing but he could see the same fire in yours. He just laughed, tilting his head up slightly and didn’t say anything more.

He spent the rest of the night sitting next to you, his arm wrapped around you. Neither of you talked much and you ignored his arm completely. He was confused as to why you weren't acting like every other girl, he didn’t like it at all. Still there was something about it that made him not dare moving.

The common room had been slowly but surely clearing out. Everyone was getting tired and there were people all over the place that were already passed out. The group sitting around you were wide awake, all except Remus who was a lightweight. Peter looked like he might be dozing off as well. However, you, Sirius, James, and Lily were still up, joking around and laughing.

Sirius had gotten drunker and was now leaning into you. Every time he let out a burst of laughter he seemed to get closer and closer. You were surprised that with Sirius as drunk as he was he hadn’t bothered leaving to find some girl to make out with. You tried not to notice the way he was looking at you. You could just barely see him out of the corner of your eye, which made it easier to ignore but it was still there.

He was so close now, you were aware of the his breathing. You could feel his chest rise and fall. It was almost soothing...but not quite. He was much too close.

You cleared your throat and everyone looked at you. “It’s getting pretty late, I better go.” Sirius didn’t say anything but you could see the corner of his lips turn downward slightly.

“Really,” James asked.

“Yeah, I’m kinda sleepy.” You stood up, letting Sirius arm easily fall away. “Lily, are you staying?”

“Mhmm, I think I will, see you later.”

“Alright, well see you all tomorrow.” They all said goodbye, except Sirius. He would’ve asked you to stay but probably didn’t want you to know he cared either way. That was hilarious.

As you walked back to your dorm, you smiled to yourself. This was working much better than you’d thought.

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A/N: This series has literally had such good reception off I can’t even explain how happy I am. I’m tagging everyone who wants to be tagged so if you do just let me know in some way.

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chenlays · 7 years

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I request a scenario where you, sam/foot/weeb, get to marry the love of ur life chenle

thank u for discussing this w me I’m gonna cry r u ready for this NOBODY ASKED BUT IM GIVING

• y'all know I love my bby chenle right ?? • ok so I’m on my phone doing this I’m h u Rt• but aNYWAYS • I would marry him like 59 times and ?? I’d still be happy that’s good• ok so just he’s rly cute and I’d buy lots of cats and just bury him in kitties and I would cry actual tears of joy that’s a pile of amazing• and ?? Like y Es I would totally be up 4 going out to get sweets at like 2am and just sitting out at night and eating them and talking about life• also oHMY g o d I love breakfast u know just pls I’ll make u breakfast every morning with ur fav even if I have to wake up at 4am or travel 5 miles by walking BYE • I’m probs the most annoying person ever and I’ll just literally shower him in love and just literally every 5 minutes ask him if he’s ok• also I am rly affectionate just l o v e me and keep me warm pls I’m cold all the time• I’m also that cliche bich that takes sweaters and hides them in a secret closet (´ｰ｀)• this is fun• look chenle bby pls if ur ever sad I will cry too and just h u g the pain away and love u okay• also protec u with my life• I’ll buy cute lil cat pajamas for u bby I love u• I’m actually sobbing why did u sarcastically ask this radish• my dream is to actually live in Iceland but I will sacrifice for him• like sure we can live in china if u want idc• also I just wanna b a veterinarian • u know how many cute lil animals I’d have omGG• just havin like 28 parakeets and they’re all just o u t and he’s runnin n screaming everywhere SO CU TE• also stress• but I mean I love him with all my heart like,,,yes release the keets if it makes u happy• ice cream like once a week tho pls• I want that to be my religion• J U ST eatin ice cream n walkin around to look at stuff and just BUying everything • also pls,,,gimme ur nose it’s rly cute bby• u guys I’m tearing up the more I think about him the more love I feel• he just too cute• id probs pay him for a bunch of solos （╹◡╹）♡• wakin up to hear him screeching chewing gum I AM A L I VE• als o just constantly me having to stay away once a week to silently sob• y'all He is p e r fect • “uhm why do u have 600 pictures of an Asian guy with u all the time”• “yeah sorry gtg something came up”• OMG • I literally am so fascinated with spiders• and he’s scared of them aw babs that’s cute• if u see a tiny jumping spider to a huge as fuk tarantula gET ME!!!• the cutest thing ever would just be him SCREECHING because I’m holding a tiny lil spider in my hand just crawling everywhere • can I mention cats again• I am a strong believer in cats soothing your heart and protecting you from heart problems• literally I will spend 10mil to make a cat a service cat for him 🙃• like,,,,if ur scared here’s a cute kitty to purr n make u smile• also endless supply of love from me I’m full of it• I never stop feeling love this is a fact• I am also a good listener and 99.9% reliable with secrets• u ate marks fav cookie??? Don’t worry hun I’ll never tell• also I will literally b rich if I’m a veterinarian so I’m going to a new country every other month• forcibly pushin out that home• pls,,,come to Russia with me I can speak Russian bb • honestly when I’m 25 what can’t I do• I WANT GIANT PUPPERS OMG THEYRE LIKE THE SIZE OF ME NOW• c. Henle riding on a giant Caucasian ovcharka just scremaign and being happy that’s so fukin cu t e• literally take my s o u l I love u• this is re a l LY long I’ll edit it tomorrow I G• but also just I wanna pinch his cheeks and sMOOSH them together and make him happy that’s so wonderful • lele with smooshed cheeks ::))• also like 4993020 lil cheek smooches FUC• I shed a tear I would be so s h y tbh I don’t act like it• I’d probs be that person who has to ask for a hug• I see so many people talking about backhugs for chenle and I would love lt that’s so adorable• also I wanna be bigger than him • like taller ig ??• I like to be big spoon !! Fun fact • I like to snuggle up to ppl rather than snuggle into them• kitty cuddles aw• pls I like to play with hair and snuggle and just squeeze occasionally it’s so sweet• also literally a separate drawer for cat socks • probably just buying like 500 presents for Christmas just for him u know• also that birthday• pls lemme just drag u around lil cute shops and buy u literally anything u want• just luv me and hug me n hold my hand I will be 1056% content• oh I’m crying??? Didn’t notice I was too busy lookin at u smile• ommmmmm I would definitely go to roller coasters with him just for that cute squeal• not if he’s scared• I’ll protect u bby ily• I’ll protect from everything • I can’t fight tho I’ll learn for u• I actually have 37 wallets with just pics I show to people • I don’t like a lot of pda just hold m Y hand thx ❤️• literally I hope I have like 50 succulents just at my job • omg what if he sent cute lil notes in my pocket or food just to say “I hope ur day is amazing!! ily!!”• if that happened • “hey there did u know I am in love wit h zhong chenle”• radish I’ll b at ur house w hyuck a lot just to talk abt happiness• BOY DO I HAVE SOME SOFT STUFF FOR U• frick omg cuteness!!! sittin outside in the middle of fall with kitty print scarves and cute gloves and fluffy sweaters and just sitting in the dark and cuddling to stay warm • just out to look at the stars• silence is so beautiful and that silence is amazing • or “cloud” gazing• his imagination would be so adorable• comin home to literally 60 pillows in every room• “uh bb what’s this??”• “pls shush n stop being mEAN I didn’t know what to DO”• omgmgm im so sappy I’d send cute short letters to him all the time • if I got them back I’d s c r e a m• eating a samich or smth and reading it and just almost suffocating • also I’m sleepy af rn and it reminds me• I love laying on laps or having ppl laying on my lap so I can play with hair• pls let me nap on ur lap and just literally encase myself in my big af pink rainbow sweater • it covers everything but my legs• I would be so warm w him I’m sobbing• huggin me while I’m nap on the lap• I am so soft for this• sending selcas every few hours just because• literally no I won’t send my ugly• but sweetie pls send all of urs I will s OB and frame literally all of them• more lap naps• just gimme hugs and lemme smooch ur nose and cry myself into a nap on ur lap • I’m really tired • I can’t think anymore and I’m so soft right now• so here’s the hcs about the marriage id want with the bby I can’t have that nobody asked for•my e yes•ok sorry ily• i also love u radish sm❤️• n chenle babs, bby, sweetie, hun,,,I’m literally cryin for u 💚

#ok so I'm crying #this was too precious to write #I want this in my life #a lot tbh #chenle is the only o n e I'll take :)))#nct is too good to be true #tagging this so everyone sees how much I love him #nct dream #me #ugly #jenzo #fuk I'm so #tired #thank u autocorrect #sorry radish #ask #pcypaige #chenle #ocean

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bergkamp · 7 years

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I was tagged by @kaihavertz, @loserpool and @aubameyangs who were tagged by some other ppl who didnt tag me and im Offended :( lmao anyway i usually forget to do these things so doing it right now immediately

Age: 17 :) Birthplace: Kolkata, India Current time: 1:24 a.m. Drink you had last: water (yumm) Easiest person to talk to: i mean, its 2017 who even talks to people anymore :/ Favorite song: are you kidding me, i cant pick one of anything. probably something by shakira tho Grossest memory: ummm idk i dont remember bad things lmao Horror, yes or no: uhh do you mean like movies? nah i dont usually get scared and the stories are always ehhh so they bore me In love: lolllll mate i have enough problems already Jealous of people: not really, im pretty chill i guess Killed someone: im secretly an assassin yes Love at first sight or should i walk past again: walk past and bring me chocolate this time Middle name: i dont have one lmao Number of siblings: 1 older brother One wish: rn its to do well in my last school year and all that lmao but thats not important, hmu if you wanna hear abt my wild football wishes :)))))) Person i called last: i have never called anyone ever in my life Question i’m always asked: at this point its always people asking me “what have you decided for your future, any career in mind?” like chill bruh idek what im gonna eat tomorrow Reason to smile: its summer hols so i get to not do anything for some time :) yay Time i woke up: 11am, im still sleepy Underwear color: green Vacation: ahhh i want to go everywhere! a europe tour is top on my list tho, i’ve never been :( Worst habit: im the lord of procrastination lol X-rays: once of my foot Your favourite food: what did i say abt not being able to choose one of anything :/ can i say ice cream tho Zodiac: Sagittarius, which is the best sign to be, come fight me :3

I tag @trashsenal @driesjes @tonismadrid @alexchambos @emremcr @lewadnowski @oblaks if you want to :)

#ok wow i finally did something i was tagged in hashtag:proud #lmao sorry for the long post everyone #also you know who my wild football wishes includes? hahahaha yeah cesc :))))#anyway #tagged #this was fun yall do it if you wanna

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revisingpotato · 7 years

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1:28am thoughts [pt.1]

academic and personal goals for the year, also plans for the future and uni in general?

i was going to do a first ib finals report bUT i figured i’d wait until i receive all my scores + sem 1 report..... so far my grades are v nice but whenever someone mentions uni i’m left in a state of ~utter confusion~

p.s. my studyblr is going to be in semi-hiatus mode? because keeping up with actual schoolwork is more important than studyblr-ing lets be real (add in cas, ia + ee proposals, ah the beauty of being in ib....). it’ll also be less reblogs and more personal quality posts. feel free to unfollow me if you’re just looking for aesthetic reblogs ahh the sole purpose of this thing is to document my academic journey, maybe, somehow (?)

p.p.s. studying japanese intensively for this year so my blog is now a mix of studyblr + japanese langblr ;; and in the next few months, i feel like it’ll be an appblr as well.... :’)))

so i just finished adding my appblr page to keep myself accountable!

this might change in the future but yes....,, my heart is dead set on the monbugakusho scholarship ;_; it’s highly coveted, and out of thousands of applicants each year, less than a hundred is chosen. HOWEVER it covers full tuition fees, living costs, monthly allowance.... cherry on top is that you can go anywhere in Japan. fully funded.

studying in japan is a lifelong goal for me. however the requirements to just get pass the screening of this scholarship is either pass national exams with an average of 8.4 - THIS IS WHERE I GET FUCKIN scared because i’m already used to ib-style questions. aka. what are multiple choices!!!1! and how do i do a math paper without a calculator!!1! what science exam should i take bc i’m doing ess!!!

on top of that... the added stress of doing national exams AND ib exams simultaneously. life is looking Good /laughs dryly/

going back to the ‘either’ - if in case i fail (oh God no BUT) national exams or decide to not take it, i can submit a JLPT N3 certificate (pass obvi). THIS is my way to go because hey,, i’ve been studying japanese for 2~3 years now,, and getting the jlpt would be an edge when applying and living in japan later on!! however.... HOWEVER....

my school would usually make national exams prep classes compulsory AND even if i decide to not take it, i’ll still study, so...

national exams are FREE tbh if i have studied (such as the case above) might as well go for it...

JLPT is paid. the exams are only run twice a year. NO WAY I CAN FUCKIN GO FOR N3 RIGHT IN JULY, so december would be my way go. i’d already be in ib2 right then, drowning in apps and coursework... dec 2017 is my only chance.....

my jlpt level. self-evaluating, i’m an n5 right now. jumping a level would not be an easy task FFFF

jlpt n3 in ~10 months is actually pretty realistic but then i have to intensively study ;__;

and this is more of a First World Problem but guess who’s parents doesn’t let her daughter take jp tutoring... so i gotta rely on all the jlpt prep books and free resources HUFFFHJD

i might do n5/n4 in july 2017 though. for the taste of it before n3 OTL

after the screening itself, there’s still a scholarship test WHICH is probably similar to nationals... so national exams would be a good training as well

are u even still following me at this point because i am Probably Not

anyways there’s a huge chance i don’t get the scholarship... not that im pessimistic but realistically looking at myself. my grades are nice. but I REALLY DONT POSSESS LEADERSHIP QUALITIES N STUFF THOSE SCHOLARSHIP PPL LOOK FOR. so i’m working on it. and EXTRACURRICULARS TOO. GOD FKDdkjf

in the end of the day, here’s my tentative Masochistic Plans of 2017

take JLPT N5/N4 in july 2017. PASS THAT SHIT. also for the experience

take JLPT N3 in december 2017. PASS THAT SHIT TOO.

take national exams.

i’ll ganbarimasu in order to not die thx

there are other scholarships i’m eyeing, this time from hong kong. hk is near japan, it’s a nice place!!!

and this time there are two pools - HKSAR and Belt&Road. they’re both like monbugakusho bc they cover full tuition costs; not sure about the living costs and monthly allowances though.

Belt&Road is especially something i shouldn’t miss BECAUSE THE POOL IS B/N MALAYSIANS AND INDONESIANS IN HK... it’s smaller...

the thing is;; there’s not much information about these scholarships that are comprehensive alike monbugakusho. but i’m sure they’re looking for leadership traits, extracurriculars, yada yada

so here’s another tentative list of Being A Well-Rounded Student in 2017. one of my goals is to finish my CAS requirements this year because by 2018 i’ll be drowning in college apps and exams

CAS i’ve done : career day volunteer, isci picnic organizer

CAS ongoing : learning japanese, practicing yoga

CAS i’d like to do :

something that’ll demonstrate leadership hhHH

business competitions!!

debate stuff

yearbook....,,

VALENTINE’S BAKE SALE. let’s make this happen again

participate in environmental activities

volunteering @ smth more meaningful ahh. give back to local community.

be part of a publication (applying to a zine rn CROSSES FINGERS)

i’m sure with this i’ll be able to do all the 7 learning outcomes fucking thrice and probably come out as a good scholarship applicant yeh

about universities, personal goals and other things

it’s actually half past 1 am and im sleepy so,

i’ll be continuing this post tomorrow lmfao.

- an original Haiku

#hahahahaha what is this even #shitpost

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