#projecting too much rn

[ruuinxs]

short hair saiki my beloved.. wet dog looking saiki my beloved…. little scrawny thing (could destroy multiple universes) tired eepy little thing (consistently changes the course of life on earth) big eyes little brain guy (genuinely knows everything that exists)

#i js think it’s so funny to draw him as like this tiny little guy #he’s just eepy. He’s just like :/ #short messy hair no sleep caffeine ridden #he’s like a COLLEGE STUDENT #projecting too much rn #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #tdlosk

[nuctua-larc]

Larc stop coming up with way too big projects challenge level impossible

Troll Kingdom —>

#homestuck #beta kids #alpha kids #fantasy au #dirk strider #jane crocker #jake english #roxy lalonde #rose lalonde #john egbert #jade harley #dave strider #dirkjake #davejade #bro strider #strilonde #god i wanna do so much for this au #my hubris will be my downfall i have too many big projects im doing rn #may or may not design the trolls tho ffdghkjhdf #my art

[purplecarseat]

Lo! Gideon be upon ye

#gideon nav #gideon the ninth #the locked tomb #my art #purple does 3d #this was my christmas break project and it's been so much fun! #there's still a lot of detailing to do (such as: bigger biceps?)but aaaa #back at work and i do not have the attention span :( #OH i do at some point need to do her cool hood and cloak but every variation i tried covered her arms too much and we can't have that #also May make the sword chunkier (it's on an angle rn but like. it's as tall as she is. #but not big enough!!)

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman. #there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind. #the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

[theguardianace]

pjsekai players reblog this and tell me something you like about the game. anything your heart fancies.

#project sekai #I’ll go first. #LOVE the music. all of it the bgm the covers the commissions #and the writing is absolutely stellar #charts have been really creative too!! #anyways a post of mine praising the art in this game is going around rn #and it reminded me both 1. how much of this fandom is just haters hating on nothing #and 2. genuinely how much there is to love about it #so let’s talk about the love. by miku this is such a good game. thank you miku

[babykittenteach]

Some Ed studies for the evening.

#not worth tagging lol #I aten't dead yet #but I've been doing too many other projects to post much. #I'm four disc audiobooks down for crochet hell #and am nearly done with a blanket #Finished a Reverse Bang submission tho! #have ideas for a second one but we'll see #also I inexplicably seem to be writing but don't tell anyone #if you made it to the end of these tags and have any dumb low effort drawing ideas come drop them in my askbox or dm? #I'm feeling very dumb and drained rn

[corviiids]

"how's the process of becoming a lawyer going" today i took the korean version of hurricane from the death note musical (originally in english), ran it through an english translator, then rewrote the entire song in english based on the korean lyrics because i like the korean lyrics better. so overall pretty normal

#doing a stupid little project restored the will to live which the lawyering was depleting #rookposting #i also put some jesus references in it because i just thought it should have some #death note musical #i dont want to complain TOO much on tumblr about the career shit but just so you all know. the nonstop deathnoting is my lifeline rn #WHAT is this post about. the triangle of law deathnote and christianity which nobody asked for

[idledee]

i made new ocs...!! they’ll be 2 of the main characters for my next project after mulberry season. once again quite cottagecore, low stakes slice of life-y, just the way i like it :)

#doods #i dont have a concrete name yet!!!!!! but once i do i will retroactively tag them #anyways i cant spend too much time on them rn bc my other projects need to be DONE but i am getting brainworms #original characters

[puppyeared]

isnt it great when u take your adhd meds and instead of using that brainpower for stuff like ASSIGNMENTS. AND PROJECTS. your brain decides the next 6 hours will be brainstorming ponysona names and making oc playlists

#IM LITERALLY IN HELL. IM SCRATCHING AT THE WALLS IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES HERE PEOPLE #im having fun. but i also hate it because i should be focusing. but im so bored. but i need to do SOMETHING interesting or ill DIE #i want.. to make a character with a cupid theme.. name ideas i have rn are 'heart throb' 'love letter' and 'yours truly' #and i have an idea for a ponysona. its name is ripple effect and its special talent is skipping stones #but im also in class rn and we're going over the next project and i KNOW i have so many ideas for it and i want to everything ALL AT ONCE #for the assignment we have to redesign a brand design system and im going claires because i fucking hate the shade of purple they use #but even if theres no problem energy wise my motivation levels go up and down. its so over its so back #ill be like i can get some of this done rn. and then ill be like oooh i got plany of time. and then ill be like what if i lied to #buy more time. and then ill be like there are so many steps this is too much. and it just. constantly switches between those rapidly #and because i hyperfocused on playing tetris yesterday i now have tetris running in the back of my head. wtf #yapping

[becauseplot]

anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this

just. yeah. yeahh.

#qsmp #ordo theoritas #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #qsmp badboyhalo #i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free #also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated?? #as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol #it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out #it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something #and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again #anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn #dont mind me im just rambling #god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao

[hahskeleton]

he roams the margins of all my notebooks

Both Sunspot and GITM au belong to @venomous-qwille

lmao another art style change. I need to settle on just one- /pos /hj

I had fun with the lighting on this one

#hahskeleton #fnaf #sun animatronic #sunspot gitm #gitm #gitm au #ghost in the machine au #ghost in the machine #gitm sunspot #venomous qwille #style change #lol help #sun fnaf #gitm fanart #idk what to tag help #I feel like im drawing too much fanart rn #I have a secret Santa project I have to finish #scheduled post #floppy art #floppy doodles

[mystical-one]

WARNING IM GOING TO BE HONEST AND EARNEST HERE. i really unironically unconditionally liked now and then

#like honestly i listened to it 2794288 times in the shower and came to the disgraceful revelation that like. oh my god it is a fucking beatl #es song and theyre 81 and 83 and 37 and 52 and theyre still ON the same song and fuck shit yes i get the solo is NOT georges and it makes me #a little upset but its still done in his memory and his style andthis is PAUL we are talking about and of course he is going to run away #with a project like this and going to do the solo but EVEN then he made the solo with george in mind and tried to emulate his style whether #it was an accurate representation or not they still care so fucking much. theyre the FUCKING beatles releasing music TODAY what the fuck #i will definitely feel different about this tomorrow morning but ive listened to this thing through on repeat since it released and buddy. #who care. like SO fucking much everyone care but WHO CARE!!!!!!!!! OLD MAN BEATLES YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IN 2023!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry does this make sense. like im a george defender until i die but i could heard his guitars enough to be moderately pacified and #honestly im too tired and excited and emotionally drained to care anymore. tjey tried so so hard to do something and they DID it #i have a much MUCH more nuanced opinion that i could go into. but i dont want to rn🙏🏻 #emi's meandering jotts

[macdenlover]

i can not believe we have to have this discussion in 2023 but holy fucking shit i expected this from reddit but not here?? i’m sorry but headcanoning mac as bisexual erases so much of the deliberate storytelling they put into very directly addressing the real lived trauma of gay men and lesbians who go through compulsory heterosexuality. and don’t get me wrong i’m bi and i love projecting onto characters that i like too but that’s a struggle i’ve never had to face in my entire life?? and it’s such a prominent part of mac’s coming out story that claiming it as my own would feel like such a fucking disservice to the story they set out to tell. and no it’s absolutely not biphobic to say that headcanoning him as bisexual takes away from his coming out story. because it literally fucking does. the look on his face when the only time his dad cared about him was from the false hope of him ending up with a woman and having a son?? the absolute fear in his eyes when the gang caught him faking having sex with dusty and she told them all he couldn’t get it up with him?? and jesus fucking christ i’m begging people to stop using carmen as “proof” that he likes women when it’s been established that mac was blatantly transphobic throughout that relationship. having silly little sexuality headcanons and peeling away these characters from their canon counterparts for shits and giggles on tumblr is usually fine because it’s so rare for a show to put such a huge amount of thought and effort into a character’s sexuality. but when you have a show that deliberately made that choice— a show where canon is guided by the same 3 guys and one of them was raised in a queer family with a lesbian mother who came out later in life— you can’t ignore the gravity of a choice like that?? there’s a million other characters out there to headcanon as bi. this is straight up disrespectful i don’t give a fuck.

#idgaf about peoples headcanons when they’re harmless but this is straight up rancid #i’m sorry if you can’t relate to this character without morphing him out of the shows extremely meaningful canon to fit your own projection #then ur just selfish?? #im bi and i love mac i see sooo much of myself in him but he is Not fucking bi #leave your ego at the door when you engage with queer stories i promise it doesn’t always have to be about you specifically. #i’m probably getting way too mad about this rn but whatever

[beanghostprincess]

Let's say chocolate is a metaphor for traditional relationships that happen to appear good but are too sickly sweet for Sanji to handle and after WCI he ends up not liking chocolate. At least for a while. He needs to move on from what happened first. But he wants to force himself to like it because he should like chocolate. It is one of the most basic ingredients when making sweets and it is also everywhere.

So what if it makes him want to throw up? What if his stomach betrays him when cooking? What if he needs to stop every two seconds to breathe because his lungs don't work properly when he smells chocolate? He will keep trying and trying to make it work. Everybody loves chocolate, after all, he should too.

But then, one day, Usopp sees everything he has around the kitchen. Like. That's an awful lot of sweets and a disgusting amount of chocolate and he doesn't seem like he has slept in a week. So of course he is concerned. "Why- What's all of this about, Sanji?" He tries to hide his nervousness with a laugh.

Sanji grips the counter tighter. So much his knuckles turn white. "I- I don't know. I guess I was just. In the mood for chocolate." But he doesn't sound sure at all. In fact, he looks like he's about to cry.

"Well." He looks around the room without wanting to touch anything but approaching Sanji a bit to check on him. "Luffy can have all of my portions because I kind of... Not like chocolate?"

"You don't- You don't like chocolate?"

"No? Too sweet. I actually pretty much hate it? The smell already makes me ill."

"Me too."

"You what?"

"I think I don't- I don't think I like chocolate anymore. Is that- I don't know if I ever did. Is that alright?"

"Why wouldn't it be alright, Sanji? It's just chocolate. Nobody can force you to eat it. Or cook it if you really don't want to."

And Sanji realizes that maybe... Maybe it is alright for him to not want chocolate, and a wave of relief takes over him for a solid second.

#sometimes i think about sanji and his internalized homophobia #he's a bit too much like me it's scary-- anyway #i don't like chocolate that much either like. talking literally here #so maybe sanji looks a little gayer and less bi in this post but have you considered that i needed to make it like this bc i'm projecting #i have no idea where i wanted to go with this. chocolate in theory are like. just the concept of traditional m/f relationships #but it ended up looking more like girls in general and look. look. maybe. maybe it's okay for sanji to be a little gay in this one #usopp has absolutely no idea what's going on but he just knows sanji is very very fucked up and needs help rn #also something something usopp doesn't like chocolate and sanji forces himself to like it until he realizes he doesn't have to #idk i don't think he hates chocolate in this one maybe he just needs a little more time to like. eat chocolate #what the fuck am i saying this doesn't make any sense i just woke up i am so sorry #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso #one piece #whole cake island

[jjohhuii]

its finally summer! vbs at the beach time :]

#too much sad vbs art i need to intervene #not that i hate vbs angst though !!!! #im just a weenie i want some fluff rn #project sekai #proseka #pjsk #shiraishi an #azusawa kohane #aoyagi toya #shinonome akito #vivid bad squad #an shiraishi #kohane asuzawa #toya aoyagi #akito shinonome #mars draws

[cynameru]

hi what if i told you i'm no longer sane

#i'm having the fattest spongebob fixation ever #this is great tbh i love it sm #i love spongebob character so much he's my biggest role model rn fr #too bad cuz hes too hard to draw #to me at least #but thats what practice is for!! #btw drew squidward for the first time #yay #spongebob #spongebob squarepants #sbsp #sbsp fanart #doodle #sketch #mini study #fanart #squidward #squidward tentacles #squidbob #they have me in a chokehold #me and who tbh #cynameru posting #sorry for darker bg i drew it at 3am #btw warning for nakey squid! #squidward is the biggest transmasc icon to me #headcanons #binder is from spongebob btw :} #i like projecting into stuff tbh #edit: deleted 1st pic bc im embarrassed by it and ppl still like this post