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yourpicasso25 · 4 days
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Hi guys!
So, big progress made in Voegoel les Mouettes this week. I completed the beach side of the Island... So, in order:
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So, on the extreme right we have the cheap (but legal) accomodations for tourists. Talking tents and basic comfort here, the kind where you better carry your own TP roll... For the Frenchies, say hello to Patrick Chirac on the way...
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Next, some more serious business:
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The oysters rack and the fish farm!
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I am quite proud of that one, actually, it turned out well, I think
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Nest, we're entering farming gountry, and on this precise place, methinks scenic ruins (thanks to Sandy at @aroundthesims) and a nectary because this is France and we're not joking with important stuff like wine (StopcallingitnectarTYVM)
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A stone throw away, a local museum
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Looks like the Vogoelesiens have quite a long line of ancestors!
a bit more farming on the side...
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That is it for this week! As you can see, making good progress... but this is the fun part, once that do there will be the fine details, the lighting, the road panels and all the small (annoying) stuff like fine detailing the routing and stuff
Anyhwo, tell me what you think, as always, I'm open to suggestions if you have some
See ya'll next week!
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prettynhot · 2 months
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let me tell you some verry exciting things that happened in monday that i couldn’t tell because of my assignments:)
i dressed a bit provocative that day, with business casual pants which hug my body quite tightly and emphasize my curve (especially for the lower part of my body) and a white collared top which also hugs my body very well and is a bit cropped. i even wore a push up bra with it to emphasize my figure lmao. im skinny curvy body type and its a desired type of body where i live so even when i was walking down the streets i could tell the outfit gets good attention, judging by the literal strangers staring at me in awe😭 i actually dont think im so otherworldly pretty but you know some days you just look extraordinarily good? i was having one of those days.
anyway i was a bit late, so he had already started the class when i actually arrived. since i came in late i knocked and walked in, literally everybody went silent and stared at me to admire, EVEN HE STOPPED MID SENTENCE AND LOOKED AT ME LIKE 😯 for a second then he asked why i was late and stuff. then we moved on with the class but this man literally could not take his eyes off of me?? he kept teaching the class with eyes locked on me. and i dont know if it was about me or just random but he had a boner after a few minutes i came in😭 and he gave me soo much attention by teasing me,chatting with me. and he even got playing cards from one of my friends to show me a “magic trick”😭 but guys, there were so many girls by him saying “do me one too” and stuff but he came in front of me, sat down and showed me many tricks😭he got literally so proud of himself every time i actually got shocked lmao. then when he was done with the “magic tricks” he was showing me, he left the classroom saying goodbye to everyone.
as the day went on i came by him solving one of my friends questions and i decided to sit with them. he was solving the exam questions for my friend to do better next time. while he was solving them for my friend, i was also recommending ways he could solve the questions which he was also teasing me with and we both were kind of play-fighting on the solutions. then i actually got mad at something he said so i started to completely ignore him and not talk with him while we were there with other students😭he really didn’t like that and he apologized to me in front of everyone so that we could go on our little chat. and i obviously got normal and forgave him after. but the man that he is, he just doesnt know where the teasing ends so i got mad again,i walked up and walked away. while i was walking away he kept repeating “ elle come back, that was the last time i promise, elle do come back i was just joking” like OMG and for context this man is like ice cold to everyone all the time. so i was actually VERY shocked but i kept walking away and sat somewhere else. not even 5 mins go by and he sends a student to get me to sit with him????😭???? excuse-moi???? very flattered obviously i did go with the student and sat with him. once i got up again after that but not to actually go, just to fix my outfit, he immediately went “don’t go, stay with us” I WAS LIKE😳 “okay” and sat back down.
everything was all amazing, some little things also happened but honestly this would take pages if i were tp actually tell them, so thats all for now:)))
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sevi007 · 11 months
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TOTK END GAME SPOILERS!
LIKE SUPER HEAVY SPOILERS
No seriously don’t continue reading if you don’t want to get heavily spoilered for the final boss.
Still here?
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Okay plenty of time to back out folks now get ready for SUPER LENGTHY POST
To give you a quick rundown so you can still back out if this is TL;DR:
* The whole final felt so packed with dread, hope, with sheer emotion, I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. It was SO GOOD. I don’t remember when I had last such a rush of emotion in a Zelda. I think back in OOT maybe?
* THe music! God whoever composed the soundtrack did such a great job in this. The entire way to Ganondorf you have this eery kind of music that makes you get goosebumps - and then you jump down tohis lair, and the music gets even creepier and SWELLS and you feel like “damn I’m just descending into hell”. No really it was - so cool! And the first real fight against Ganondorf is utterly silent. Somehow, that made me even more stressed and focused. It felt like the whole world was holding it’s breath that I defeat the revived king now. And then in the final phase, it swells again, becoming so powerful and hopeful and I think I heard a few notes of older Zelda theme’s in there. That really got my blood pumping. Just - topnotch. Give those composers a chef’s kiss from me!
* THERE BE DRAGONS!
* I read that the designer for Ganondorf’s design was a huge fan of him since TP and was just let loose on the design for him here, and I think it shows! Ganondorf in his “normal” human state is already really cool. I think it’s an accumulation of many different Ganondorfs - I definitely saw a bit of the ones from OOT, TP and WW in there. Which you might say “Sevi it’s the same damn character” - I know, but they all seem like their own person still, right? As does this Ganondorf, but at teh same time, I think you can recognize hints of his other incarnations in his features, his clothes, the way he laughs. I can’t explain it well. And his Demon King Form? I mean, that’s SO Demise! That’s like he came back to his very first incarnation, while retaining all the hatred and anger and power he has acummulated since then. That’s such an awesome design that really makes you gulp when facing him, I swear! Bless the designer!
* When I said “wouldn’t it be funny if I could ride the White Dragon into battle against Ganon, imagine his face” - I was joking. Nintendo wasn’t.
* THE ENDING MADE ME CRY HAPPY PROUD TEARS
... so and that was the short version. Get ready for the long on in a second attached post. XD
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jmagnabo92 · 11 months
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CBS Ghosts - Pilot - Sam sees Ghosts
AHHHH it’s the end of the pilot - Where Sam Sees the Ghosts and The Ghosts get excited.  
Discussion and Gifs - may contain Spoilers below:
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I love that Jay looks so proud and Happy as the guys get to work - noticed that the man ordering people around call some of them “roofers” so like - they had roofers, but didn’t fix that over the fountain?
ANYWAY, adore Sam looking around in awe.  I’m glad that she isn’t traumatized by the place (’cause that would’ve been bad) and instead is SO THRILLED to be there and see a dream come true.
Sam, you have no idea how much this dream come true really is. :)
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LMAO - Trevor just awkwardly standing out of the way when Sam talks to him.  He was just expecting to see that she was okay, and he’s smiling at her even though he doesn’t expect her to see him.  It’s kind of sweet.
And he’s such a puppy that he gets excited that she compliments of him.  
He’s so cute in this scene - me, you chose me?  Heart eyes.  Poor boy.
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I love that it takes him a second to realize what it means - like at first, he’s like “Wait, you’re talking to me” then “aw she likes me” then “shit - she talked to me - she saw me - holy fuck, must tell the others!”
And goes running.  
Interesting question - do you think Trevor (aside from his pants) is the worst secret keeper of the bunch?  He doesn’t seem to hesitate to share this while I could see Sass being like “how can I make this fun by NOT sharing this?”
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Well, it took all of ten seconds for the happiness that Sam’s okay to be thinking about themselves.
We love our selfish ghosts :)
At least, Hetty looks torn.
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I love that they’re putting Thor and Pete next to each other.  They’ve got such a different perspective on things - excitement vs boredom in Alberta’s singing scene and here where Pete’s like “Boo Hotel, but they were here for a day and I missed them” while Thor is like “Clutter, damnit, Clutter!”
It’s so vastly different and the FUN thing is that Thor is the oldest ghost, so he knows what it’s like to have all that activity in the house, while Pete’s the 2nd youngest and he hasn’t experienced the full house (as far as we know) - Sophie’s been ill most of Trevor’s time there, and when Pete died, it seem like there wasn’t much activity then.  
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Trevor’s so cute here.  He’s so excited to tell them - and he’s clearly hoping this will ease things with Hetty, so he looks to the right where Hetty is when he says “Sam seems to like me” - underlying tone - you should like me too.
Also Where the F are Alberta and Sass.  This is a big moment - they were literally there like MINUTES prior.  
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LMAO - dude with no pants raises his arms and doesn’t notice because he’s too excited.  
Let’s look at these reactions:
Thor - Stares.  
Pete - glances away and tells Trevor to put his hands down.
Flower - is trying to look closer (Wow Flower).
Hetty - grabs onto to Isaac for assurance and looks down and away after a second
Isaac - kind of tilts his head, interested.  
LMAO  they are so funny.  I wish we’d seen Alberta and Sass’ responses here.  Although we did see Sass look up when Trevor gives his pants and underwear away in TP.
Side note - knowing that the actor is wearing special underwear and came up with this joke makes this even funnier.
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Awwww, Jay painted the room the color she wanted.  It’s so sweet - also how the F did the ghosts not notice Jay doing all this work???  
Anyway, Jam is so so cute here - too bad, Sam’s about to get freaked the hell out.
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AWW HETTY IS THE FIRST - Straight through the wall/closet?  Hetty’s so obvious as a ghost and probably argued that as the Lady of the House and Sam’s relative that she be first.
I can imagine Isaac arguing as the leader (captain) he should be first.  Hence, his walking in through the door second.
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I love how Jay’s just like “Yeah, a lot of yellow, but it’ll grow on you.”
Because he assumes that’s the problem.
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It’s interesting that Sass, Trevor and Pete all walk in at slightly a second behind each other and together.  Wonder how they decided that.  
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Finally, Alberta, Flower and Thor.  It’s interesting that they stand a distance away, Hetty still the closest.  
Also, Love how Sam’s trying to rationalize.  She did believe somewhat in ghosts for ages (hence the sage), but like it’s one thing to ‘believe’ and another to see it.  
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Aw, poor Jay - he’s just like ... it’s paint, babe.  What’s the problem.  Sam and Jay are completely having two different discussions.
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Trevor and Pete as the youngest ghost have this conversation - they’re SO happy to have the possibility of Sam seeing them.  
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Awww, Jay is so cute - “I’m your husband, remember?”
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How long has Isaac had this speech prepared and has he ever gotten to finish it???
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OOOOH, interesting Flower begins to look somewhat sad when Isaac says “poor spirits” - I feel like she might be the only one that doesn’t talking about this being ‘purgatory’ that she wants to escape from.  Or maybe I’m reading that look wrong.
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Poor Sam, That’s a terribly scary thing to happen.  How did she not run for the hills??? I would’ve.
Anyway END OF PILOT!
Woohoo!  Feel free to discuss and reblog :). 
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CBS Ghosts - Pilot - Sam Sees Ghosts
Warning Spoilers May Appear.
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I love that Jay looks so proud and Happy as the guys get to work - noticed that the man ordering people around call some of them “roofers” so like - they had roofers, but didn’t fix that over the fountain? The roofers did such a bad job that it's a fight in episode 3? So many questions.
ANYWAY, adore Sam looking around in awe.  I’m glad that she isn’t traumatized by the place (’cause that would’ve been bad) and instead is SO THRILLED to be there and see a dream come true.
Sam, you have no idea how much this dream come true really is. :)
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LMAO - Trevor just awkwardly standing out of the way when Sam talks to him.  He was just expecting to see that she was okay, and he’s smiling at her even though he doesn’t expect her to see him.  It’s kind of sweet.
It's like clearly, he just wanted to see her is okay.
And he’s such a puppy that he gets excited that she compliments of him.  
He’s so cute in this scene - me, you chose me?  Heart eyes.  Poor boy. This is the moment that he goes from 'she's hot' to 'I've got a terrible crush'.
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I love that it takes him a second to realize what it means - like at first, he’s like “Wait, you’re talking to me” then “aw she likes me” then “shit - she talked to me - she saw me - holy fuck, must tell the others!”
And goes running.  
Interesting question - do you think Trevor (aside from his pants) is the worst secret keeper of the bunch?  He doesn’t seem to hesitate to share this while I could see Sass being like “how can I make this fun by NOT sharing this?”
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Well, it took all of ten seconds for the happiness that Sam’s okay to be thinking about themselves.
We love our selfish ghosts :)
At least, Hetty looks torn. Isaac is more like - the fuck we're going to to do now?
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I love that they’re putting Thor and Pete next to each other.  They’ve got such a different perspective on things - excitement vs boredom in Alberta’s singing scene and here where Pete’s like “Boo Hotel, but they were here for a day and I missed them” while Thor is like “Clutter, damnit, Clutter!”
It’s so vastly different and the FUN thing is that Thor is the oldest ghost, so he knows what it’s like to have all that activity in the house, while Pete’s the 2nd youngest and he hasn’t experienced the full house (as far as we know) - Sophie’s been ill most of Trevor’s time there, and when Pete died, it seem like there wasn’t much activity then, either.
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Trevor’s so cute here.  He’s so excited to tell them - and he’s clearly hoping this will ease things with Hetty, so he looks to the right where Hetty is when he says “Sam seems to like me” - underlying tone - you should like me too.
He clearly thinks bringing this news will help ease things over.
Also Where the F are Alberta and Sass.???  This is a big moment - they were literally there like MINUTES prior.  
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LMAO - dude with no pants raises his arms and doesn’t notice because he’s too excited.  
Let’s look at these reactions:
Thor - Stares.  
Pete - glances away and tells Trevor to put his hands down.
Flower - is trying to look closer (Wow Flower). Wouldn't be surprised if this is why she & Thor don't ask Trevor to be the obvious third since she doesn't seem to like what she sees? On the other hand, I feel like she's probably seen it before (they all have) and there's a chance that something happened between them in the previous 20 years? IDK - either way, interesting reaction.
Hetty - grabs onto to Isaac for assurance and looks down and away after a second.
Isaac - kind of tilts his head, interested.  
LMAO  they are so funny.  I wish we’d seen Alberta and Sass’ responses here.  Although we did see Sass look up when Trevor gives his pants and underwear away in TP. And Alberta mentions keeping his schmeckle away during the 'stand-in mom hug in TB'.
Side note - knowing that the actor is wearing special underwear and came up with this joke makes this even funnier. OH MAN, sooooo funny.
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Awwww, Jay painted the room the color she wanted.  It’s so sweet - also how the F did the ghosts not notice Jay doing all this work???  
Anyway, Jam or Jaymantha is so so cute here - too bad, Sam’s about to get freaked the hell out.
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AWW HETTY IS THE FIRST - Straight through the wall/closet?  Hetty’s so obvious as a ghost and probably argued that as the Lady of the House and Sam’s relative that she be first.
I can imagine Isaac arguing as the leader (captain) he should be first.  Hence, his walking in through the door second.
However, I think Trevor should've been first since she just saw him and talked to him.
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I love how Jay’s just like “Yeah, a lot of yellow, but it’ll grow on you.”
Because he assumes that’s the problem.
Personally, yellow? I couldn't enjoy it.
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It’s interesting that Sass, Trevor and Pete all walk in at slightly a second behind each other and together.  Wonder how they decided that?
Also, they all have slightly open mouths like they can't believe what's happening.
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Finally, Alberta, Flower and Thor.  It’s interesting that they stand a distance away, Hetty still the closest.  
What's also interesting is Thor as the oldest ghost is the furthest back.
Also, Love how Sam’s trying to rationalize.  She did believe somewhat in ghosts for ages (hence the sage), but like it’s one thing to ‘believe’ and another to see it.  
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Aw, poor Jay - he’s just like ... it’s paint, babe.  What’s the problem?  Sam and Jay are completely having two different discussions.
Which is going to happen a lot in their future.
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Trevor and Pete as the youngest ghost have this conversation - they’re SO happy to have the possibility of Sam seeing them.  
BUT like "you think", Pete? It's pretty obvious that she CAN at this point.
Why did they think that ambushing her with all of them a good idea?
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Awww, Jay is so cute - “I’m your husband, remember?”
He's so concerned right now.
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How long has Isaac had this speech prepared and has he ever gotten to finish it???
I'm thinking he was disappointed when Thor and Sass didn't - I don't know, greet him with an explanation - and came up with an explanation so that no one else would be disappointed.
Yet, I also think - he's never gotten to finish it. Because new ghosts (and Sam) are just like - NOT interested when they first die.
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OOOOH, interesting Flower begins to look somewhat sad when Isaac says “poor spirits” - I feel like she might be the only one that doesn’t talking about this being ‘purgatory’ that she wants to escape from.  Or maybe I’m reading that look wrong.
But Flower has never mentioned it being sad or boring or anything (which makes sense given her state of mind), so she probably just thinks it's all fun and games.
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Poor Sam, That’s a terribly scary thing to happen.  How did she not run for the hills??? I would’ve. Certainly wouldn't go to sleep in that house.
Wonder what Jay's thoughts were when this happened?
Anyway END OF PILOT!
Woohoo!  Feel free to discuss and reblog :). 
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leidensygdom · 1 year
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I just want to say that, for years, I have been getting these weird, absolutely unintelligible messages that I'm guessing that get generated automatically in some way. They tend to be kind of weirdly aggressive, too
Does, uh, anyone have any clue about WHERE the fuck do these come from?
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your-absent-father · 2 years
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~The Unknowns~
Character introduction
Okay, I haven't written anything about my band in a week because I'm at my parents at the moment. So, I want to introduce them to you. (Also I have finally learned how to do the show more thing lol)
Read the the story synopsis and introduction here
Tw: mention of drug use, mention of child abuse
Unknowns name came from a idea from Baz that it would become ironic after they would become famous. That saying itself would become ironic after the band quit because if covid.
The first picture is how the oerson looked line durong the band time, second after. Baz has one because they haven't changed at all. Elena has one because... well she wasn't in the band.
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Baz Jones
Age: 22
Pronouns: they/them
Sexuality: lesbian
Relationship status: in a relationship with Caro for 7 years
Role in the band: singer
MBTI: ENFP
Sign: Leo
Spotify top 5
1. David Bowie
2. Prince
3. Fleetwood mac
4. Abba
5. Queen
Baz comes from a rich family bot doesn't want to admit it. Their parents are succeful lawyers and their grandfather was a bassist for a locally famous rockstar. Baz has idolized his grandfather ever since they were little. After his passing, Baz wanted to make their grandfather proud.
Unknowns was their child, a band they could make them famous. After covid forced Unknowns to break up, they didn't know what tp do. Only thing they wanted to do ia to be a rockstar. So, they were locked inside their home for two years, living off their parents money, hoping some form of miracle would happen to get the band back together. Instead they got a wedding invitation to their best friends wedding.
Fun facts
-they have a guitarr that they nicknamed Bowie
-Their biggest idol is David Bowie and their Grandpa
-they won a song writing competition when they were 12
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Caroline "Caro" Edwards
Age: 23
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: Bisexual
Relationship status: in relationship with Baz (7 years)
Role in the band: bassist
MBTI: ESFP
Astrological sign: Scorpio
Spotify top 5
1. Palaye Royale
2. The Runaways
3. Bikini kill
4. Stevie Nicks
5. Rolling Quartz
Caro's life has been rough to say the least. Most of her family are in jail or selling drugs at this moment. Caro was forced on that crowd too, until one night, after her biological left her in a freezing cold after getting too high, Aiden Edwards, upper classmate from her school, found her almost passed out. Caro became Edwards that day after Aiden's family adopted her.
After Covid hit, Caro didn't want to look from the side when everything was going to shit. So, while her partner was depressed, Caro organized protests, charity galas, or anything that could help people, leaving behind her dream of becoming a musician with her partner.
Fun facts
-she has a purple bass nicknamed Prince
-Her birth family's last name was Engelmann
-she has four biological brothers and two biological sisters but she doesn't concider them family.
-she is a secret kpop fan (I will tell her biases if anyone asks)
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Noelle "Noel" Adams
Age: 23
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: pansexual
Relationship status: engaged
Role in the band: Guitarist
MBTI: doesn't beliave in that shit (but ENFJ)
Astrological sign: Aquarius
Spotify top 5
1. Arctic Monkeys
2. Måneskin
3. Paramore
4. My chemical Romance
5. Killers
When Noel was in high school, she was the coolest person at least Baz had ever met. Noel smoked, got detension and cpuld play the most sickest guitarr riff they had ever heard. Noel and Baz were the chaos duo who wanted to become the next Paul Mccartney and John Lennon. It never became true.
After Noel got into a university and the Unknowns broke up, Noel didn't know what to do. Thankfully, she met Lee Chan, a palentheology student living in her campus. Soon enough, Noel was in love. Without a second thought, she got engaged even tough she wowed to never get married when she was in high school. Love can make you do weird things.
Fun facts:
-if you get the joke about her future husband, ily
-She is also a painter
-she is majoring in music production, minoring in computer science
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Ivy Vance
Age: 21
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: omnisexual
Relationship status: single
Role in the band: drummer
MBTI: ISTP
Astrological sign: Libra
Spotify top 5
1. Neighbourhood
2. Mother mother
3. Lana Del Rey
4. Lorde
5. Mitski
Ivy had a very sheltered home life. Her parents were extreamly religious and taught Ivy to do the same. After leaving home, Ivy had a hard time getting to know people. Thankfully, she found friends in upper classmated from her highschool who made her join their band.
After band broke up and she had to go to a lockdown, Ivy didn't know what to do. She speant most of her day online in different forums. Soon enough she was wrapped up in conspirasy theories and couldn't leave home.
Fun facts:
-not really anything for her yet
-she loves podcasts
-she is a film nerd
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Aiden Edwards
Age: 25
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: asexual
Relationship status: dating Elena (for 1 year)
Role in the band: Manager, heneral helping hand
MBTI: ISFJ
Astrological sign: Libra
Spotify top 5
1. Florenca and the machine
2. Charli XCX
3. Shawn Mendes
4. Taylor Swift
5. Celine Dion
If Aiden's honest, he has never been into music. He just got roped into her sister's dream, which is how he mostly does things. They do everything together, which sometimes gets difficult, espcially when Aiden meets a girl he really likes.
Every since Aiden started talking about Elena, Caro has been on edge. Aiden knows it's because of Caro's past, but it doesn't make Aiden's feelings less valid.
Fun facts:
-Caro roasts his music taste so much
-all of his siblings are adopted
-is in school to become a teacher
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Elena Thompson
Age: 24
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: asexual
Relationship status: dating Aiden (for 1 year)
MBTI: INFP
Astrological sign: Pisces
Spotify top 5
1. Taylor Swift
2. BTS
3. Doja Cat
4. Ive
5. Ariana Grande
Elena is an absolute sunshine. She loves to wear colorful dresses, flowers and everything nice. She tries to be positive, even tough it's hard sometimes. She feels pain every time someone hates her.
Elena met Aiden on Tinder. He tolder her first thing about Caro and her situation. She tries her best to get Caro to like her but it feels impossible when Caro is the most stubborn person you ever meet. Elena still tries, how long as it takes.
Fun facts:
-she is a trans woman
-She is a huge kpop fan (i have biases to her. I'll tell them if someone asks)
-she is a good dancer
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hbdmadi · 9 months
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Val - Hi madi happy birthday! Lutuan kita ng champorado, i hope na masaya ang birthday mo
Riz - happy birthday madibabes! another gurang nanaman sa server, eme. i just wanna let u know na i super love ur cheery personality and everything abt u<33 thanks for all the love and light u give mwamwa we love you bigtime ! enjoy ur dayyy ,<3
Vy - Hi madi! happy birthday my baby, thankyousomuch for always being there for us, even tho nahihirapan ka. you will always find a reason to smile, and make us happy. ik na hindi pa tayo masyadong magkakilala, pero talking to you makes me feel safe, and comfortable. thankyou for always supporting me, and thankyou rin sa minsang pagtama ng mga pagkakamali ko, thankyou for being my pahinga. iloveyousomuch madi. thankyou for being one of the best friend i've ever had. MEET UP SOON PLEASE, gusto ko kayo mahug ni akane. again, thankyou for always being there for us, always remember na nandito lang buong kenzo for you. proud kami sayo no matter what, again; happy birthday ganda! enjoy your day!
Ami - happy birthday madi!! sana gumaling ka pa mag ml at hindi ka na maging bobo sa pag pili. sana di ka pa mamatay
Jazz - happy birthday to the sweet young lady named madi! you've been so admirable and you gave off the vibes na u make efforts for success. I know little of u pero I pray that ur dream will come true soon. enjoy your day and your birthday, and I hope that it's wonderful just like u are. I love youu <333
Ria - Hi madi! Happy happy birthday to you my sweet girl, I hope you enjoy your day! I'll always be here for you, and I'm glad to experience life with you by my side. You will always be the friend everybody would wish they had and I'd take a bullet than replace you with another. I love you and Happy Birthday.
Liam - Happy Happy Birthday to you Madii!! I hope you continue to be a kind and caring person, i also hope that you enjoy your day today. Many many birthdays to come, stay safe, and God bless you and your family <33 We love you.
Sen - Hi Madi!! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I wish you well on this great day of yours. I'm glad to have met such a nice, funny, and friendly person like you who i now get to call a friend. Sana happy ka lagi no matter the circumstances na kinakaharap mo. i wish you nothing but the best of things. thank you for making us happy with your humor. happy birthdayyyy sana may malandi ka na soon Meri - HI MADII! happy happy happyyyy bornday mhiee and wish ko lng is for ur growth ik u have some struggles in life so intindihin mo nalang habanag wala ka pang pambili ng baril WHAHAHAHA atsaka i think ur really a great friend bc u listens to our rants and ur there for us keep being delulu and pretty labyu!
Temp - happy happy birthday madiii! i know na di ka makakapagcelebrate ngayon pero don't you worry we're coming tp the rescue. we at kenzoku love and care for you very much kaya no matter what you go through, stay strong lang palagi and we got your back. pag may nagaway sayo gripuhan natin, joke! all kidding aside i hope na we can make your day better, enjoy and cheers to more birthdays to come!! <33
Kim - Happy birthday Madi, read me again declaration of indi. Ka age na kita hehe.
Sei - hi madii, happy 17th birthday! sayang wala ako jan inuman sana tayo hehe char, salamat sa pagkinig sa mga rants everytime nag rant ako sayo, nagbibigay ka ng mga magandang advice sakin at lagi kong pinapakinggan pero d ko naman ginagawa lagi haha, sana maganda ang araw mo ngayon bukas at hanggang next year! wag mo kalimutan mahal ka namin lahat sa server at di yun magbabago kahit kailan, happy birthday!
Keikko - hi bebe madi!! happy happy birthday!! i hope this day brings you endless joy, love, and warm recollections. although we may have only recently connected online, it feels like we've known each other for much longer. on this special day, i wish you all the happiness, success, and fulfillment life can offer. may your dreams come true, and may this new year of your life bring you exciting opportunities that align with your passions and aspirations. cherish the connections you make and never stop being the incredible person you are. please know that you can always count on me to be there as your friend, to offer support, encouragement, and a listening ear whenever you need it. once again, happy birthday! enjoy this day to the fullest, surround yourself with loved ones. thank you for coming into my life, even if through the internet, and making it so much brighter!!
q - sup Madigar happy bday 2 u hahahaa keep doin ur usual greetings sa server and I hope masaya ka sa day mo ;>:>:>
Sho - Happy Birthday Madi! We've only known each other for quite a short time. And yet talking with you has been a blessing as i got to learn more about your story and how much fun you are as a person. I kind of wish you were alot more friendlier but i know you'll become more mature. Whatever happens in life, never forget what can and who makes you happy Madi!
Akane - ofcourse, last but not the least, itz me!! :DD happiest birthday to my favorite hoomann!!! <333 i love you very very much, and i just want you to know na you're such a nice and sweet person saaming lahat. alam namin yung hirap na nararanasan mo ngayon, but still, lagi mo kami napapasaya and thank you for that. kahit sakin, lagi kang andiyan mapa chika, kilig, or problema man yan. thank you so much for everything and for being an angel. sana mag meet na tayo soon and ALWAYS remember na araw araw akong proud sayo, at palagi kitang mahal. I LOVE U MY MADI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY <33
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Boldly striding out of the bathroom holding an empty TP roll tube as a microphone, singing "A maaaan's gotta poo, what a maaaan's gotta poo.." has to be one of the more deeply painfully nerd inner circle reference drop dad jokes I've performed all year.
I'm so proud of myself.
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Living with Losing You - 11/9/2022
DWLLRS!!!!!
I was so excited to see them in concert today. Their song “You’re Gonna Cry” has helped me through this grief. 
This morning I felt the urge to work out. I have not run inna while since it’s been cold / I have not been feeling 100%. I am very sore already. Anyway, I dropped Sadie off at Camp for an overnight, then started my trek for the day. My plan was to go to RB, SM, and DM. Last time I went to the other locations (besides EL and SA). I needed to drop off a couple of things at these locations. It can be nice to just drive and joining meetings, or even just talk to a friend / or listen to music. It is nice to have that change of pace. I also just really like being able to see / chat with soem of the teams. 
After I went to RB and SM, I texted my dad because he works up there. I ended up meeting up with him at his work office. It was nice to see him in his element, and then meet some of his coworkers. I always make the joke that my dad would be my HR nightmare. He is so funny though, definitely a light in that office, and in general. Always has to be goofy. It’s where I get that demeanor from. After that, I decided to go and see my brother. I am not even sure if I put this on here, but there was a bit of a tiff between him and I. He accused me of something and then ghosted me (likely since he couldn’t back it up). Either way, I like to think it was out of his concern for me, but really was a strange approach. I wanted to be the bigger person so I decided to go and see him. Long story short we had a good convo about how I was doing, he was doing, etc. I bought some of his glutens, and he gave a me a little tour. He asked me about the LLC, and so we were talking about it. He is not open about his journey, which is fine, but at the same time speaks volume. I do not see why he would be ashamed since that was. apart of his path to get to this point. I actually hate that it’s like that, because it’s something to be proud of not ashamed of. I will just leave it at that. 
Anyway, after that, I went to DM and ended up working for another 3.5 hours. I got a lot done, and had a lot of things come up too. Very productive. Time flew by, and before I knew it, it was past 4pm. I had called the other coach a little before then to let him know that I didn’t think I would make it since I was so busy. Unfortunately I can’t make it tomorrow either because I am going to SA and then have a work meeting at 5pm in MV. Tomorrow is going to be a longggg day. 
I sat in some traffic. After getting through the thick of it, I was able to quickly stop and get some Mexican food. I got a rolled taco plate, ti really hit the spot! I rushed home to quickly get ready, and the met up with Marissa outside of our apartments so I could take her to the airport. She is going to AZ for a short trip. We did hit some traffic on our way tp the terminal . in the terminal, but it wasn’t awful. Once I dropped her off, I headed to the house of blues in the Voodoo room to see DWLLRS. The coolest thing about it was this was their first EVER sold out show! Incredible! I bought a t-shirt while I was there too. They put on a really good show. The band in front of them was great too. Allin all just a smooth night. I was a little bummed when I realized that I had to pay $30 for parking, but all worth it. My buddy Will us officially my concert buddy. We have fun. 
We were supposed to go to In-n-Out, but honestly I was still pretty full form my Mexican food, and ti was about 10pm. Granted, right now its 11:33pm, but i was determined to finish this blog before I go to bed tonight. I tried to record some video of the show (esp. my favorite song), but my video stooped working. SUPER convenient. 
Anyway, I am all showered up and need to get somer rest. I am pretty sure I am missing some stuff for SA, but I am tempted to just have the next person bring it up (if I did in fact forget something). Or maybe we can ship it? I will figure it out. 
Thanks goodness for earplugs. I have been wearing them to any / all live music. I definitely already have some ringing in my ears, but why make it worse?
I was thinking how nice it would have been to be there with you tonight. I think you would have liked this band and the music. Miss little things like that. I still cannot believe how fast time feels like its flying. It’s that, but also can feel like it drags at times. 
OH! I got some updates on my music, it’s coming along. I also bought some tickets to fly out to KY right after Christmas. I am excited to see your family near the holidays, and get some music recorded. I will have to work out there, but might maybe take a day or so off. We will see. 
I need to be up early, so I need to go to bed. 
JAMES. Love you butthead. 
Rest in Peace, James Burton Nichols. 
10/1/1993 - 7/16/2022
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workshopping some alternate titles for The Night Flyers
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The Empress (pt.V)
Emperor Vacation! Pog! Remember to drink water today lovely’s!
also if you squint hard enough you might see me simping for C!Philza.
Warnings: swearing, mentions of death
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   The flight back to your village was long, it wasn't that you were in bad company, just after sitting so long you were extremely stiff. You could only shift positions so much before your butt, and legs were numb. So when Phil had mentioned seeing land, you were more than glad it was over.
  Phil was right about having a extra cloak on too, the wind was horrible, not to mention the altitude you flew at was already freezing. Phil and Techno were smart on leaving when we did though as well. By the time we reached the village it was easily past noon. You were kind of giddy on showing Phil around your village. On the way up you and him discussed a bit about it, and your heritage. He was very open and interested when you explained how everything came to where it was today. Along with going home, you were also more excited to see and hug your parents. You could only imagine what your father would say about you working for a ruler.
   When Phil and techno landed it was near the village, but also in a bit of a walking distance. Phil had made wind that he didn't want to land too close, and risk scaring anyone. After Phil had helped you out of the plane, all of you were stretching out. Especially Philza, he had made comments on how the plane's only down side was the confined space for his wings. When he let his wings span out you were awe struck. There were massive, easily wide enough to lift himself off the ground. The wings, although made for use, were oh so elegant. When Phil stretched you could see his figure better now. his wings spanning out wide behind him into the air, almost like a bird preparing flight. He wasn't in his normal Robes, instead he exchanged them for a simple black shirt that clung to his form. The arms were cut off, allowing you so see his fit arms. this didn't surprise you, the sword Phil always carried looked like it had a bit of weight to it. For being a father, Phil was very fit. Once his stretching was finished he took a light cloak from the plane and precisely wrapped it around his shoulders, minding his wings.
   Well you two worked the numbness away techno had approached. He also was stretching. But simultaneously shedding a few of his layers. He casually tossed the cloaks and capes into your seat of Phil's plane. You did shed a few layers like Phil, but not as many as Tech.
   "Are you sure you don't want something to block the sun? Sun burns suck" you said to techno. He unbuttoned the top two buttons to his shirt, before pulling his main braid out, changing the style for his ponytail.
   "If I wear to many I might get heat stroke" He said simply, watching you. Without his mask he wasn't as menacing, but you definitely weren't used to seeing his face. you gazed at him with a perplexed look. 
   "Heat stroke?" You knew what it was, but you were a little confused. He chuckled lightly as Phil looked up to you two.
   "My body runs hotter, princess" he crossed his arms, relaxing into his stance. You flushed at his words again. Glancing away to avoid his eye contact. ’fuckin’ hell there he goes again’ His tone was casual, but he was obviously still in his teasing mood.
   "Since Tech is part Piglin his body is always warmer than you or I, that's why sometimes he just walks around in the snow without freezin'" You looked up to Phil and nodded. It made sense, you will admit, sometimes you forget that techno isn't fully human. When you think of Piglins you usually think of a gold obsessed beast. But Techno carried himself with elegance and pride. Yes he adorned himself in gold, but that was part of who he was. He had a right to be proud of it.
   You started towards your village with the two. As if a unsaid agreement occurred they made you walk between them, walking like your own personal body guards. Techno strolled on your right well Phil kept close on your left. When you saw the children playing outside you smiled brightly. You missed this. The sound of children's laughter carried around like ringing bells. Sweet and ever so innocent.
    As you walked into town. Some of the older kids ran up to hug you, jumping into your arms without hesitation. You without a thought picked them up and spun them about in your arms. These were your friends. Your community was small so everyone was close. Phil and techno respected this and just quietly stepped aside to give you the moment. Soon some of the other towns people had stepped out to see what all the commotion was about. Your mother included.
   When she saw you her eyes lit up with love. She couldn't help but grab her skirt and run to you. Hugging you tightly to her chest, almost knocking you off your feet. Her tears of joy could be felt on your shoulder as you held her tight. Your nose buried into her neck, you missed this. You missed her. You missed the village. Everything just made you beyond happy at this moment. everywhere you looked there were smiles, wide and contagious. Soon you herd a quiet voice. Your father. When you looked up it was your turn to tear. he was hobbling over to you, his arms wide. You smiled widely hugging him tightly, but carefully. You didn't want to hurt him.
   "I did it.. I did it- I did it!" You were so ecstatic. Your father put his hand on the back of your head gently well he hugged you. You were his little girl, and he was beaming with pride for you. 
   "I'm so proud of you.." He was tearing. He was proud of you. So very proud of you. He was even happier to see you back home safely too. He pulled back, taking a moment to take you in, you looked a tad different from your trip. not in a bad way, just a little different. Your fathers eyes moved from you, to Techno and Phil. "I assume these two are with you?" Your father asked. He was mostly summing Tp techno, you assumed because he was basically a year older than you. Phil sent your father a kind smile and nodded.
   "Oh! Mhm! Sorry, I forgot to introduce them. This is Philza, and his Imperial Highness Technoblade." Your fathers eyes widened. When he realize was in the presence of royalty, he tried to go to his knee to bow. Techno quickly grabbed his arms in turn. Sopping him from doing so.
   "Please.. (y/n) told us of your pain. I couldn't ask formalities from you, sir" your father was speechless. He could only look at Techno with awe. Techno helped him stand properly. Only letting him go when he safely had himself steadied. Your mother chimed in.
   "Would you like something to eat or drink perhaps?" She asked looking between your father, Phil and Techno.
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   After hearing the young emperor was in your house, the village was buzzing around trying to tidy up a little. Nestled inside your house however Techno and Phil were eating. You had ate, but also were packing a few more possessions that you held dear to you.
   You knew that after today you would start your full time job as a blacksmith. In the beginning you were nervous. Everything you herd about there kingdom was terrifying. But after seeing who is in control you actually have felt very at ease with them. Wilbur was ever so kind, Phil treated you like an additional child of his, and Techno was something all in himself. You did find yourself thinking back to how he has taken up the nickname 'princess' for you. It made you blush obviously, but it was just how he said it that made you want to hear it again, and again. He could be so brooding and quite. But also find a way to joke and tease. Not only that, but just from what had happened outside your home. He didn't want your father hurting himself on his own account. It was the little things like that, that somehow just made your heart maybe skip a little faster. 
   Well you pondered Techno and his family, you didn't realize that he was leaning on your door way until he spoke up.
   "Having troubles packing?" He asked. You couldn't help but jump. Turning to face him. His eyes were relaxed, along with his stance. He was just hanging about basically.
   "Sorta" you said. Glancing him over. He slowly walked into your room and looked about curiously. Mentally you were thankful you cleaned before you left. Your room was small, your bed shoved against the wall, navy blankets resting on top of the mattress. Next to the bed there was a nightstand with the candle still half melted from the last use. Your dresser was across your bed, old and worn, it had been your grandmothers previously. Next to that was a little desk you and your dad had built. Your room wasn't much, but you could tell somehow techno didn't mind. "Its hard in a way..." He looked up at you. His eyes dancing between yours.
   "How so?" He questioned as you sat on your bed. He took the que and leaned on your dresser. Respecting your space. He knew he wasn't familiar to you like Wilbur or phil. He did want to get to know you more, but he also didn't want to force you to befriend him.
   "Well... I mean I've grown up here. All my life and memories are here... I know I can make more at the palace with you and your family." You smiled softly. "Wilbur already wants to teach me how to ice skate..." Techno smiled a little.
   "I bet you'll fall" he mused. You laughed a bit. smiling down to the boards under your feet. 
   "I probably will.” you were smiling gently, It’s the little actions like this that made you happy to see the family for what they were. Rather then what the rumors had painted them as. “I dunno, I know I want to work for you. I know my parents will appreciate the money and-" at this Techno’s brow furrowed slightly before he cut you off.
   "(Y/n) are you sure your doing this for yourself. Or for your parents?" The question took you aback briefly. Earning a slight head tilt. Techno pressed his lips, thinking of how to continue. "Are you working for me to make your parents happy. Or are you working because you will be happy?" You could only look at him with a blank look. He had a point there. "If your working to make your parents happy, you will be miserable the whole time your with us" He was watching your expression. Trying to read it for how you felt. You were kind of stumped. Techno had stepped closer. His boots were in front of yours. When you looked up he was right there. "I don't want to see you miserable well working" his gaze was gentle. He wasn't talking as a ruler, but rather as a friend. you understood too. If your hearts not in it, your work will never be as good. You paused a bit.
   "I do want to work for you. Its.. what my heart is telling-" again he cut you off, leaving your mouth agape with the words of your sentence lingering.
   "Your heart is a organ, it cant tell you what it wants" ok you wanted to hit him. He knew what you meant.
   "I mean... my consciousness is telling me to go with you and Phil. I really like your guy's company. Your brother Wilbur Is a lot of fun too." You shrugged and looked down a bit. Techno moved again and slowly sat beside you, almost hesitant like he wasn't sure if he could. When he sat the bed dipped quite a bit. Not that he could help it. He was a built man. "Maybe its just telling me to go because your family is the closest thing I've had to genuine friends..." Techno's face contorted into a little confusion. Getting a 'heh?' Out of him.
   "Don't tell me you've never had friends, princess" he said looking down at you.
   You smiled a little. "I've had friends... but usually there years younger than me. Like four or five. Maybe seven. I mean friends closer to my age like you and Wilbur" techno hummed a bit. His cheeks a very faint pink.
   "So you think of me as a friend now" his brow raised in question. his gaze was curious. not swaying to disgust, nor pure joy.
   “I mean, if I can count you as one...” You said looking up to him. If someone would have walked in at this moment, they would have thought they disturbed a moment between the two teens. Techno was tall, but that didn't stop his head from lingering down by yours. Your Voice was softer almost unsure now. Techno didn't speak at first, his eyes only lingering your face. soon he hummed in response, standing slowly.
      “Mmn... I mean. I guess you could.” his cheeks were tinted the faintest pink as he moved his fist to his mouth, clearing his throat. “yeah, yeah... I suppose were friends”
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   When you were fully packed you walked out from your room, Techno in tow. Your fathers eyes saw your form and lingered on the two of you. Your father wasn't born yesterday, something inside him knew that there was unspoken chemistry between Techno and you. He didn't mind that though. Well, ok maybe he did. You were his daughter after all. 
   “do you have everything you need?” your father asked, his tone softer when addressing you.
   You nodded, slinging the bag over your shoulder. “I believe so, If not ill just have to come back” You smiled gently. Your father returned the smile. Phil looked up to Techno who was standing behind you, his arm’s crossed as he leaned on your door frame.
   “We should probably leave soon if we want to make it to the Mansion by night fall, Techno” Techno offered a nod to his father. when looking at Phil he couldn't help notice how your fathered watched him. Techno did understand though, it was probably unnerving to know he would be sending his young daughter several miles away with a teenage boy. Of course Phil was present, but that was minor. Techno simply just returned a look to your father, not trying to be hostile, nor too passive. After all techno did have a name to keep up.
   Your small group slowly moved outside to the street. you didn't notice, but your father had pulled Techno aside well you went with your mother and Phil. You hugged your mother tightly. wanting to savor the feeling of her hug. knowing it would be quite a while before you got another one.
   “Promise me you’ll be safe (y/n)...” she said softly. you nodded slowly, nuzzling into her neck. you could feel the tears threatening to spill. You knew the goodbye wasn't forever, but that still didn't lessen the slight sadness. This was a new chapter in your life. you couldn't live your life on a single page. it was time to move on and see what else awaited in your story. when the two of you pulled away, your mother saw your tears and wiped your eyes gently. “Chin up, you’ll make a lovely smith, honey” you smiled softly, taking deep breaths to calm your tears. Soon Techno had returned back to Phil’s side after his talk with your father. You turned towards the two of them together and smiled at them. Techno offered you a nod well Phil smiled back at you.
   “I'm going to miss you runnin’ around that forge” Your father said, he also had a few tears welled up in his eyes. “You better bust your butt down there and show em’ what your made of” You nodded at him, taking his words of courage to heart.
   You hugged him tightly. Him returning the tight hug. “Ill miss you...” you muttered to him. keeping your face hidden in his neck. Your dad was your grounder, he was along your side the whole way. Starting the new chapter without him was hard, but you knew it was necessary. “I love you...”
   “I love you too... Be safe for us...” he said, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
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   By the time you reached France's countryside it was night already. Well in flight you had rested yourself on the side of your seat. Watching the ground fly past with incredible speed. Phil kept a keen eye on you to make sure you didn't fall. The last thing he wanted to do was have to turn around and explain to your parents that you fell to your death.
   Techno and Phil made wind of wanting to find somewhere to set up camp for the night. Knowing they both shouldn't fly well tired. When they saw the mansion up ahead however, they lost there ideal for a camp. Instead they landed nearby and prepared themselves to enter. Rambling off about where to enter. You were quite unsure about this, after all this was someone’s home. As they went on about a plan you looked the mansion over. It was rather massive to be honest. The mansion, although big, was ever so detailed and beautiful. The owners took amazing care of the structure. Well your eyes scanned the side, you saw movement from one of the windows. this made you realized that there were things inside. they planned to raid a mansion that someone lived in. Your eyes wondered for more movement and that's when you saw it. A Pillager. You felt rage take hold of your chest.
   "What are we doing here." Your voice was harsh, this caught Phil off guard. He wasn't used to hearing you take up such a tone. Phil and Techno swapped quick glances. Pondering if they should tell you about there plan. Ultimately Techno figured you should be included. Seeing that if this raid wad successful, your first task would be presented.
   "Do you know what Pillagers are?" Techno inquired. He knew you did, but he meant his question beyond face value. He was quizzing to see if you where aware of their history.
   "Yeah, heartless creatures that kill for fun" You hissed, not wanting to be near the mansion anymore. Techno watched your eyes. He could see the hate swirling within. To him this was intriguing to see you angry. Usually you were more quiet and docile.
   "Pillagers are a branch of Illagers..” Techno started slowly “The Illagers were a old type of Cult that was formed for the sole purpose of Black Magic" His tone was slow and calculated, he wasn't talking down to you, rather just simply explaining. "They are known for dealing with Alchemy, and Witchcraft" his eyes glinted with something that you couldn't quite put your finger on. "They even have been Rumored to deal with Necromancy" You were a little confused now.
   "What's Necromancy?" You inquired, your hate was leaving and slowly replacing with curiosity. Simultaneously, you didn't understand where this was leading.
   "The ability to raise the dead." You felt a shiver run down your spine at his words. You sent glances between the two of them. that's ridiculous, no one can raise the dead, it was impossible. Once you were dead, you were dead. You started getting uncomfortable with the way the conversation was leading. "It is rumored they have a Item that can bring those who have died back" Techno’s eyes never left yours.
   "That's.. That's impossible..." You said quietly, watching Techno intently. His eyes glinted again, you weren't familiar with his side of him so it raised alarm within you. This wasn't the Techno that sat with you in your room. Nor the one that asked your father not to bow. This side of him was different, almost more daring, and challenging.
   "Oh, but is it?" He paused briefly, His voice rose up now. Taking a tone of greatness. Turning to face the mansion. Soon expanding on his thought. "You see (y/n), sometimes rumors are so far  fetched... That they just have to be real." You glanced to Phil who only watched Techno like you. "The item they have, rather a totem actually... Can indeed bring the dead back. But it has to be on the person upon there death. You cannot bring someone who is long gone, back" he said simply.
   "How do you?..." you struggled to find your voice. “How do you know it’s true?” you asked no longer liking his tone. He turned back to face you, his emerald earring catching the moon light.
   "Because I have tested it" He said, looking into your eyes. Once he saw your eyes and the emotion that swirled within them he paused. He swallowed thickly, pondering his thoughts briefly. "I want you to stay back with the planes..." His tone had softened, it was the same one he used to address his father nights ago. "You'll be safe with them..." He glanced away, no longer able to keep your gaze.
   "We'll be back soon, I promise" Phil said, sending you a reassuring smile. the two of them turned and headed towards the entrance. there swords drawn, ready to counter what was inside.
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   You had been waiting for a while now. The sound of the forest was peaceful. You had missed the frogs croaking, well the crickets chirped a endless harmony. In the artic this wasn't a luxury, the land was so snow covered that not many bugs resided, if any. The only sound you could hear was a low whistle, or hum, which was only the wind really. The temperature had dropped well you sat waiting, causing you to rub your arms for warmth. You looked down into the cockpit looking for one of the cloaks left behind. You felt one of them and pulled it onto your shoulders, securing the clasps. The feeling of the fabric quickly warmed your arms. You laid your head back, pondering the look that Techno had in his explanation. The look he had was hard to explain, it’s almost like he wasn't himself. Like he had something else within him, fueling him, talking to him. You didn't know Techno deeply, but you had seen him for a few weeks now, his attitude then compared to now was different. It was unnerving to say the least.
   Well pondering and listening to the casual hum of the woods, something caught your ear. You pushed yourself up so you were sitting. You could plain as day hear crying. But not just any crying, it was a Childs. You slowly climbed down from the cockpit. You know they told you to stay put, but you also couldn't just listen to a child cry. Your hand fell to the sword that hung on your hip. Slowly you started your descend into the woods, determined to find the source.
   The woods were thick. Everywhere you looked there was a branch ready to swat at your head. Minding the branches, you were able to spot the small crying toddler. He was curled up tightly, his knees to his chest as he wept. He had dirt on him, his face stained with tears and mud. His red and white shirt was torn to hell. At the sight of him your heart hurt. He saw you and without hesitation he reached up, wanting you to pick him up.
   "H-hey.. Shh.. sh.. your alright.. your safe.." Your tone was gentle as you carefully picked him up. Subconsciously your body started swaying without a spare thought. The boy did slowly quiet down. You glanced around and  tucked the boy within the cloak next to you, wanting to keep him warm. You needed to find Techno and Phil, like. Right now. "I'm gonna h-help you ok bud?.." you could feel him nod his head against you. Gripping to your clothes tightly.
   You tried to hurry back to the mansion, but luckily that wasn't hard to find due to the fact it was on fire. Wait why was it on fire. You now broke into a run, fearing that Phil and Techno were caught within it. But no, of course not. They were simply in front of the burning mass, watching the once beautiful mansion turn to ash.
   "What the hell happened here?..." You drifted off as your eyes scanned the flames with wide shock. Phil turned to you and smiled.
   "Oh there you are (y/n)- whatcha' got there?" He tilted his head seeing the bump underneath the cloak. Techno turned as well, blushing faintly when he saw you.
   You stared up at the giant fire well approaching them. "I uh.. found him.." you pried your eyes from the train wreck in front of you, still not able to wrap your mind around this.
   "What did you find?..." Techno asked trying to see beneath your cloak, that was actually his. But he didn't want to bring that up yet, finding you within it quite adorable.
   You moved the cloak to show the toddler, Phil's wings puffed out a bit when he saw the child in your arms. Both of their eyes widening. "I wanted to bring him back to you... He was alone when I found him and I've never taken care of a toddler so..." You slowly handed the child to Phil. He didn't fuss much with being handed off. Instead he just buried his head in Phil's neck. As if on instinct he checked the child to make sure he was ok, no cuts, or bruising "I couldn't leave him out there..." you said chewing your lip. Phil only kept his eyes on the child. Pondering.
   "No of course not.." Phil said slowly, looking down to the child. Rubbing his back. "Hey buddy.. do you have a name?.." Techno and you watched curiously. The toddler nodded. Sitting up to wipe his big round blue eyes.
   "I'm Thomas.." His voice was rough, showing he had been crying a while.
   "Its nice to meet you Thomas.. I'm Philza, and this is Technoblade, over here is (y/n). How old are you?" Phil asked slowly. Just like he would with his own boys. Tommy held up two tiny fingers, showing how old he was. "Your two? Wow your a big man, ya?" Tommy slowly nodded. "Do you know where your mom or dad is?" The boy shook his head and broke into a large sob. "Sshh.. don't worry.. we'll find them ok?" The small boy nodded through his cries, gripping to Phil.
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   After finding Tommy we checked every nearby village we could think of, but no one claimed the poor child. The longer he was with us, Phil started to grow very attached to the boy. Techno wasn't very surprised with this of course, and neither were you quite honestly. You knew he had adopted Techno on a whim from what Wilbur explained. That's why Phil popped into your brain when you found Tommy.
   We ultimately decided to head home with Tommy. None of the villages we searched seemed to recognize tommy, so Phil figured it was the universe telling him that he has another child. Phil kept him on his lap most of the trip. Occasionally handing him to you or letting him ride with Techno, to whom your surprise, seemed to have a soft spot for children. Tommy found a lot of joy out of being in the plane with you three. You would bounce him on your lap when he was under your watch, letting him stretch out in joy. His little giggles rang out loud, bringing smiles to Phil's face. You did pull him into your arms securely when you reached the artic air however, mostly just to keep him warm.
   When you arrived to the palace Wilbur was confused on your early arrival. He had expected you three to be gone for at least two, to three days. But when he saw the toddler he mostly summed up the early arrival. Phil didn't linger long on the hellos of being home. Instead he took tommy straight to the physician to make sure he wasn't sick at all. His parent sense buzzing in full drive.
   Well waiting for Phil and tommy to show up again, Techno, Wil and you had found yourself comfortably in the library. You were extremely tired. But like Techno you were waiting to see Phil and Tommy first, before you made a run for your bed. The fire was lazily burning in front of you offering a warm wave of comfort. Your head started to roll from your sleepless state. Even Technoblade started to droop his head. Luckily Phil walked in with a happy tommy on his hip.
   "The Physician says he’s all good health wise. nothing we should be concerned about thankfully" Phil said. Claiming his seat beside Techno. Tommy made his way into techno’s lap, interested with the earrings he had. Instead of telling him no, or swatting his hand away, Techno just took one of his earrings out. showing tommy the jewelry. The two of them were honestly were too adorable.
   “Is he our new brother?” Wilbur asked, watching the curious two year old.
   Tommy held all of your attentions, his actions were all done in innocence and curiosity. He was a cute kid, he had little Ringlet’s of blonde hair that matched Philza’s. “You think we can handle another mouth to feed?” Phil asked looking to Wilbur. Wil nodded in response. The idea of a younger brother exciting him. Phil looked back to Techno and Tommy.
   Tommy was happily babbling off about things he thought were cool on Techno. Techno only sat with kind eyes and a soft smile, replying to tommy.
   “I suppose I do have a new son now” Phil said, a kind smile dancing on his lips.
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Let The Bells Ring (A Stricklake Wedding)
Good news everyone! I was finally able to motivate myself to finish this fanfic, which took me weeks due to work and weak motivation lol. Since I’ve been sick this week with not much to do, I was able to motivate myself to power through!
So this is a continuation of my Making Things Right fic, which is an alternate ROTT ending where the timeline is NOT reset and everyone lives and gets to attend the Stricklake wedding! This in general is how I imagine a Stricklake wedding going, regardless of the overall plot of ROTT. I got so much inspiration for this from throughout the fandom, including @bklily & @undeadchestnut <3 Enjoy!
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In the weeks to come, the people of Arcadia and perhaps, the whole world would continue to recover from what would’ve been a large-scale apocalypse. To celebrate the end of this war and help everyone with healing, Barbara and Strickler felt that they should get married as soon as possible. Barbara nearly lost Strickler in his attempt to save Jim and stop the ice titan, and she was never more determined to tie the knot and be with him for the rest of her life. It was thanks to her excellent medical skills that both him and Nomura were able to recover from their life-threatening injuries, even though his wings were permanently damaged from the blast.
The day of the wedding arrived on a bright spring as the flowers began to bloom in the trees across Arcadia. Everyone was busy and super pumped getting ready for the big day. Claire, along with Aja, Darci, and Mary were all getting ready in her room. With Papa Skull music playing, they did their hair, nails, and makeup while also fooling around quite a bit. Aja sat right in front of the mirror back in her human form after a very long time.
“I’ve never been to a human marriage party before!” She squealed in excitement as her girlfriends did her hair and makeup.
“We’re so glad you can be with us, Aj,” Darci responded wholeheartedly as she pulled Aja’s light blonde hair into a beautiful, flowery updo with some loose hairs falling to the side. Claire and Mary both focused on getting her makeup done and when they were finally done, Aja gazed into the mirror in awe. 
“Wow! I look.. I look soo..”
“Lively!” The girls cheerfully finished the sentence for her.
“Hey Claire Bear, Darc and I are gonna grab a few things from my car. You and Aja finish getting ready, ok?” Said Mary as she and Darci left the room. Claire helped Aja get into her hot pink strapless dress, and Aja couldn’t help but squeal in excitement and twirl around in her high-low skirt. Aja quickly enveloped Claire into a tight hug.
“Oh thank you so much Claire! This is amazing!”
Both girls chuckled and smiled at each other.
“Also,” Aja started. “It’s so nice to have another girl to fight side by side with, I don’t get to do that a lot. And your shadows of magic are so lively!”
“Thanks! And yeah same. Boys clubs can get pretty annoying, haha,” Claire joked. "We should definitely hang out more," Aja nodded in agreement and they both smiled warmly at each other. 
“We’re back!” Mary said as she and Darci finally came back with more accessories. After they all finished getting ready, Mary took out her phone and they all posed for a selfie.
“Aw C-Bomb! It’s so good to have you back! We missed you like crazy when you left Arcadia! You and Aja!” She squealed cheerfully, squeezing Claire into a tight hug. Darci joined in and grabbed Aja as well. “Yeah girl! Don’t ever leave us out of nowhere like that again,” Darci said with a frown as she hugged Claire tighter. Claire chuckled and took both of their hands. “Don’t worry, I don’t plan on leaving anytime soon. It would be nice to take a break once in a while, hopefully,” She assured her girlfriends and hugged them again.
Moments later, the girls rode in Mary's car to Jim's house. When Aja got out from the back seat, the front door suddenly flew open and Steve ran out to her.
"My royal, ninja-kicking angel is here!" He yelled. 
Without any hesitation, he swung Aja up from her feet and spun her around as she screamed joyously. He kissed her so passionately that Aja eventually started pushing him.
"Steve!" She chuckled. "My makeup! You're going to mess it up!" Steve laughed and then they both pressed their foreheads together and smiled lovingly as they held each other.
Jim stood at the front door watching and shaking his head while the remaining girls chuckled and let out some "awws" from the car. Claire eventually opened the door and walked out from the front seat, and Jim couldn't help but let out a "woah."
Claire stepped out in glimmering heels and wore a beautiful, midnight dress with a slit to the side. She smiled at Jim and her smoky eyeshadow made her beautiful, brown eyes glow even more. She walked up to him and he gently took her hands in his.
"You ready to be the greatest best man?" She asked. 
"Ready as I can get," Jim chuckled awkwardly and scratched the back of his head. Claire smiled, then cupped his cheeks in her hands and leaned forward to press her lips against his. When she finally pulled back, she carefully stroked his hair and tucked it behind his ear.
"Good luck, I know you got this," 
Jim smiled and put his hand on hers, letting out a sigh of relief. 
Toby and Aaarrrgghh walked out of the front door beside them and the three trollhunters smiled at one another. It's good they were all back together. And actually happy this time! Toby walked over to Jim and Claire for an affectionate group hug while Darci and Mary walked over.
"Toby!" Darci screamed as she ran over to hug her boyfriend. With a massive smile on his face, Toby hugged her back and held her tight.
"Oh TP! It's so good to have you back! I missed you so so much!" She started, her eyes tearing up. Toby on the other hand, after everything he went through, just wanted to revel in this moment
"It's good to be back, Darc," he responded softly. 
Darci smiled at him and was totally digging his wedding look. "Looking good in a tux, TP,"
Aaarrrgghh nodded in agreement. "Mmm, Fancy,"
Toby put his hands on his hips and smirked. "Oh, well, yeah I do gotta look awesome-sauce for Dr. L's wedding, am I right?"
The gang laughed and finally went inside the house. Everyone headed towards the backyard except for Jim, who waited by the stairs. Toby and Claire looked back at him and gave him a nod of good luck before walking out the door.
Later that evening, more guests arrived and filled the seats in the backyard and Strickler waited for his bride at the altar. Blinky stood behind the stand mic with a piece of heartstone in his hand. Nomura stood by where Barbara soon would be. After all the help she's gotten and the time they spent together, Nomura became so close to Barbara that she gladly accepted her request to be her maid of honor. They were surrounded by a magical, embellished flower arch made by none other than Nari. Bright lights twinkled all around the place and soft, mellow tunes filled the atmosphere, played by both Krel on his keyboard and Douxie on his guitar. They high-fived each other for successfully setting a romantic mood.
Jim stood inside his house and then suddenly, he heard click-clacking from the stairs. It was his mother, so beautiful in her lace white dress. He couldn't help but tear up at the sight of his mom finally being happy again. She made it down the stairs and wrapped Jim in a warm hug. 
"I love you so much, kiddo," Barbara told her son as her voice began to break. "I'm so proud of how far you've come and couldn't be any happier to be walked down the aisle by my beautiful boy,"
Jim held her even tighter as he chuckled lightly, tears falling down his cheeks. Barbara then looked at him lovingly as she wiped his tears. She leaned forward to kiss his forehead, then put her arms in his as they began heading towards the back door.
The guests looked around as the beautiful bride made her way down the aisle. Strickler couldn't stop gazing and smiling at his soon-to-be wife as she walked towards him, returning his smile. Barbara finally stood looking towards him and Jim stood by Strickler's side as his best man. Blinky finally cleared his throat and approached the mic.
"Greetings everyone. We are gathered here today to join our dearly beloved Barbara Lake and Walter Strickler in holy matrimony. After everything that has transpired in Arcadia over the past few years, what a blessing it is for all of us to congregate here to cherish and celebrate this union. Despite all the trials and tribulations that have been faced by this lovely pair, well of course the unusual beginning they’ve had..." 
Strickler cleared his throat, interrupting Blinky’s speech. Jim couldn’t resist letting out a little chuckle. “Uh, Mr Blinky,” Barbara whispered. “We don’t need to go into all the details. What’s in the past can stay in the past. What’s most important is the here and now,”
“Right, right, right,” Blinky continued clumsily. “These two warriors have persevered through it all, the thick and the thin leading up to this very special moment. From this day forth, they will continue to strive and triumph together for the rest of their lives. Now may I have the rings?” 
The audience clapped while Blinky signaled for Archie to fly over and bring the cushion that bore the rings.
“Now both of you place your hands on this heartstone as you say your vows. Do you, Walter Strickler, take Barbara Lake to be your lawfully wedded wife?”
Strickler took a deep breath, then smiled wholeheartedly and answered. “Yes, I do,” Followed by the clapping in the audience, Blinky turned to face Barbara.
“Do you, Barbara Lake, take Walter Strickler to be your lawfully wedded husband?”
“I do” Barbara responded softly, with light tears in her eyes as she smiled brightly at her soon-to-be husband. They let go of the glowing heartstone, then took their rings and gently placed them on each of their left ring fingers. They finally held hands tightly in excitement and couldn’t take their eyes off of each other.
“I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss,” 
Strickler pulled Barbara closer to him and they finally leaned in for a warm kiss. Loud cheers spread throughout the audience with some sniffles of joy. Jim stood by wiping tears off his cheeks. Finally! Nothing brought more happiness into his heart than to see his own mother finally again, just as she deserved. And never did he expect that someone he once resented would eventually become someone so dear to both him and his mother. 
Claire looked towards Douxie across the front row and they both nodded. Absorbing shadows from around her, she released a couple of black and purple shimmering doves into the sky and in turn, Douxie cast out beautiful blue sparkles to light up the scene even more. A round of oohs and aahs echoed was followed by a standing ovation.
A few moments later, Barbara turned around and was ready to throw the bouquet to a competitive crowd of single ladies of all ages and… Varvatos, who’s made it his quest to be the next in line for Nancy. As the bouquet suddenly flew into the air and was falling back down, out of nowhere, a shadow portal opened and swallowed it up. The audience gasped and looked around in confusion as another portal opened and the bouquet was caught by Claire. She glanced over at Jim whose eyes widened and cheeks turned pure red. In response, she winked at him as he sheepishly smiled back and waved. All the other ladies grunted and Mary and Darci approached her. 
“Claire Bear! You’re not supposed to do that here! That’s cheating!” Darci told her with her arms crossed while Mary nodded in agreement. Claire chuckled and held the bouquet victoriously as she went to sit back down. “Um, I don’t remember there being a rule book for bouquet tosses as far as I’m concerned,” 
“Preposterous!” Exclaimed Varvatos. “It should’ve been I who won this battle for Nancy!” He heard Nancy walk up to him giggling and grabbing his arm. “Oh Varvatos, you don’t need a bouquet to marry me! I’m way past that!” Varvatos’s eyes glew up and he let out a big smile. “Glorious!” He yelled. laughing maniacally. 
Later that night, everyone got up and slow-danced to the sweet, charming tunes that Krel played. Douxie danced with Zoe, who he finally caught up with and they got to hunt niffins and grab burgers together as promised. Toby and Darci danced together and enjoyed their well-needed reunion, sharing a few kisses here and there. While Steve and Aja danced, they discussed their future plans and whether they would be together on Akiridion-5 or remain long distance.
“Well now, since we got wormholes and stuff, maybe I could come to you more often on Akiridion-5 while finishing college and who knows what will happen next?” Steve started as he held Aja and slightly dipped her. She smiled back at him and pushed her hair behind her ear. “You know, I really miss this mudball and seeing you more. I think maybe I too, should come visit and go on more Earth dates,”
Jim shared a short and sweet dance with mother then hugged her so tightly, before Strickler walked over to them and asked if could borrow his wife for another dance. Jim went over to Krel’s turntable and whispered something in his ears. Suddenly the music stopped as Krel plugged Jim’s phone to his turntable and pressed play. 
Claire sat and chatted with Mary and a couple of friends when she suddenly froze. It was a familiar melody that took her back to the night of Spring Fling, her first ever dance with Jim. The guitar strings of Eres Tu played as she turned around and saw Jim hold out his hands to her. She looked up at him smiling and grabbed his hand. She got up and walked with him further away from the crowd until they were almost alone but could still hear the song. They started dancing as the Spanish lyrics began to be sung, while Jim sang along parts of the song, just like last time. 
“Nice little trick you did back there with the flowers,” Jim joked as he spun her around. Claire chuckled and blushed a little. “Oh I bet you wanted me to be the one to catch it. But don’t worry, there’s no rushing into this. We just enjoy every moment together and take this all little by little, ok?” She assured him. He smiled back at her and stroked her cheek. It was so good that they finally got to enjoy this moment of peace without needing to defeat gumm-gumms or evil wizards trying to destroy the world. For both of them, it was a relief that neither of them felt the need to dread any upcoming battles hopefully for years to come. Without any further talking, they just danced together slowly reminiscing their beautiful memories they’ve had throughout their relationship, putting a warm smile on each of their faces. Jim spun Claire, then hugged her from behind and kissed her cheek, while Claire’s smile only got bigger and brighter.
From a distance, Barbara and Walter watched Jim dance with Claire while they too danced. “You’ve raised an amazing son, Barbara. Young Atlas has come so far in life and he wouldn’t have become the man he did without an amazing mother like you,”
“He’s also had a wonderful person like you come into his life and help him grow a lot. I couldn’t be more thankful he had you and Mr. Blinky help him become a strong trollhunter,”
The stars continued glimmering in the night sky as everyone enjoyed the rest of the wedding. A cool breeze blew through and the petals on the flowers and the twinkling lights slowly flowed along. The heroes of Arcadia have truly found an adventure worth telling for generations to come, whether it was on Earth, the caverns below, or on Akiridion-5. It was a one of a kind adventure that each hero will continue to remember and hold onto no matter what comes next. Despite all the trauma and heartbreak they all went through, they have also gained so much strength and wisdom, along with many great allies that will always stay together whatever comes next.
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Thank you so much for reading this fic! I know this was super long but I definitely put in a lot of stuff that I wanted to see in the TOA series, including Aja and Claire bonding and a happy ending with a Stricklake wedding! I know this isn’t the best I’ve written and that I wasn’t able to give each character but I’m glad I was able to get it done! Stay tuned for more and hopefully more focus on other characters!
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i don’t want to like mikey but like i’d give him even more severe trauma because me and shinchiro share a personality type and everything so he would just be constantly reminded of his brother-
but back to schedule hanma family softness! featuring today: hanma’s son deciding to become a social worker and working with rehabilitating kids specifically behavioural problems and battling with trauma.
‘not all of them can have mom’, he jokes, although there is a heavy subtext behind his words. he is a bit nervous, fidgeting with his hands- the same ones that had now tattooed yours and hanma’s names and birthdays on the insides of his wrists- he knows he has your full support but somehow telling you feels still awkward.
‘mom’s has made you great hasn’t she? but what if people don’t have a ‘mom’? they should have the possibility to turn out great too’
and hanma looks at his son, for a long time. sees himself again, sees his former friends, some imprisoned, some still roaming the streets somewhere some… dead. they didn’t have someone like you. maybe if he had he wouldn’t be buried somewhere now.
his kid’s smart enough to be literally anything he wants to be. definitely didn’t get that from him. make a ton of money, live a comfortable life and be content with his existence.
but hanma knows better than anyone how hard it can be to truly be content; and knows that with son rather choosing this profession- he is choosing something that matters to him. already knowing what he wants at an age where hanma was happy when he didn’t burn the soup.
his kid is so so so good. fuck is he really responsible for creating such a good kid? are you sure you didn’t just replicate your mind and planted it in a secret clone of his body? his kid is so wonderful it makes him choke up. god he would have hated his guts when he was younger because he knows he would have been right.
pride isn’t something he had necessarily felt before. he wasn’t particularly prideful about himself after all and neither were others in him. but his son filled him up with immeasurable pride. if you didn’t hold him back he would scream from the rooftops about how proud he was of his son and how much he loved him.
yes, if he thought about it, maybe he was a man now who could pride himself with the perfectly imperfect family he loved oh so much. absolutely mundane and domestic in every sense of the world but impossible to trade for anything else. this was love.
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god that's just dark as shit now to think about?? Mikey with a s/o similar to his brother and that's why he feels so safe and in love?? That's just?? Gonna wreck even my emotions??
But once again! Hanma's kid- yer killing me with this.
There's a fear in Hanma when the idea of being a social worker comes up. Of course you think its a great idea. Wasn't being in love with Hanma it's own charity case? But now that Hanma looks at his son knowing he'll be exposed to things that he, generally, tried tp put past him and pretend didn't exsist in the world. Now his kid is saying he wants to step right into the thick of it with these kids.
It's admirable. Anyone with a brain cell would know that isn't an easy career choice. And while you're prepping your son with help for college, safety nets and other things normal people think of. Hanma is dwelling on the shit that happens at ground zero.
Gangs. Violence. Hate. Untamed brats. Yeah duh he knows he was one of those. He towered over brats like that and still decided to muck around with them. But that was different. He grew up with little choice in the matter. Or he did? It was just too much fun to be in the thick of it until it wasn't fun to be in it. And his son was willing going into it.
Sure being an adult was different than his teenage self dealing with this. But Hanma knows damn well some of those kids and the rats they run with don't care if they kill another kid or an adult. Suddenly leaving Hanma staying up late at night. Worrying you more than he should.
And he's a shit liar. After this long? Hanma keeping secrets isn't even within the question you know he's panicking like he did when your due date grew closer. It takes a little prying (bc he doesn't want you to relive things he did either) but Hanma confesses that yeah he's scared of his kid dying. That's his baby even if his kid can legally buy his own alcohol now and do whatever he wanted. To Hanma that's always going to be his baby.
Of course you're worried. You aren't stupid or ignoring what happened. But you tried to move past that as its not part of your life anymore. It certainly was being around Hanma even the little bit he exposed you to. But fact of the matter is it's happening all the time whether or not he's thinking about it or not. Hanma argues that doesn't much make him feel better. Only letting you explain that maybe your son needs to try this out. It's apart of his father he doesn't know really well. And at least your son is going about it in terms of helping people out of those situations instead of being the gasoline poured on them. Which Hanma casually tries to laugh off that he wasn't that bad. That might be true but you point out Hanma was still one of those kids who could have maybe benefited from intervention.
So Hanma swallows his fear. Not first without telling his son he has his back. That yea, maybe he's an old man now. And it's hard to imagine his old man throwing himself in the middle of a gang fight. But he knows what its like for those kids and he just wants him to be prepared.
And when Hanma thinks he's going to loose his baby because college, life and other things. It's his son going down this career path that actually brings them closer. He starts to open up perhaps about things he once definitely censored for himself and his adolescent son. But now he's talking about it in real details. And his son is listening. Taking it in. Applying it to work. And suddenly Hanma realizes he's helping. He's the one helping with aid and ways to go about certain situations. He's got the real life experience to help these kids that he use to be.
When Hanma thought he was going to loose his kid to the scary things that happened to him as a kid. Hanma suddenly realizes he's bonding even more with his brilliant kid and actually helping others. Something he never thought he could do. Or even have to offer. But each time his son has a successful day he's attributed to helping because without his help he wouldn't have known what these at risk kids were thinking or feeling. Hanma is suddenly helping a lot more than just the way he helps you. He's helping people he once thought were as lost as him. All because the goodness brought up in his son. Something he can never fully understand but loves to bask the warmth of what an amazing person he's helped create.
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