But what if Sand rejects Ray?!! I am gonna be devastated.
Anon,
SAND SHOULD REJECT RAY IF HE KNOWS WHAT IS GOOD FOR HIM!
Everyone is screaming at Nick to run far away from Boston, but this entire friend group is terrifying! I'm even yelling at cocky Top to back away from Mew before his entire life gets turned inside out. So if I'm praying Top comes to his slutty senses, know that I've already lit six candles for Sand to save himself from what Ray is about to do to him (I'm Catholic; we light candles and pray to saints. It's like speaking to a department manager for an issue instead of going directly to the supervisor).
Mew is a virginal slut (uses sex as a prize). Boston is a predatory slut (uses sex to feel superior). But Sand is dealing with a top level Slut for Christ, and we are the worst kind of slut.
We have that Christian Trauma™, so we invent new ways of sinning, then cope with it in the worst ways. The OG Slut for Christ, Cruel Intentions' Kathryn Merteuil, had a rosary with cocaine in the crucifix. We are NOT part of the problem. WE ARE THE WHOLE FUCKING PROBLEM!
We know we are messes, but we are too busy being attention whores to deal with those pesky feelings constantly gnawing at the inside of our brains telling us we are bad people.
Remember, Ray thought Sand had sex with him WHEN HE WAS DRUNK, and Ray was fine with that because when he evaluated the situation, at least Sand was attractive.
Ray thinks he deserves bad things to happen to him because he thinks he is a bad person, so being sexually assaulted by someone when he couldn't consent isn't that bad considering the guy was hot, right?
Ray doesn't think he deserves kindness. He doesn't think he deserves respect, and his friends don't give it to him. They make jokes at his expense, and call him a burden (because he is!). Which is why he hasn't gone after Mew. Mew is good. Mew is kind. Mew would never be with someone bad like Ray.
Which is why he will soak up all the love Sand is willing to give him,
just to throw it all back in Sand's face like the toxic bitch he is.
Because when you don't think you deserve good things, you will do everything to prove just how bad you are.
Ray has childhood trauma. He has Christian Trauma™. And he has money.
He is lethal.
So if y'all are upset at Dangerous Romance's Kanghan for being the biggest bully and the littlest bitch, know that Kanghan and Ray are BOTH Sluts for Christ. They have trauma, and they have money, and they will BOTH use that money to control people.
Because why else would someone hang out with a proven bad boy who has nothing going for him but his money if money wasn't involved? Ray followed Sand THREE TIMES, and each time, Sand was persuaded by money.
I haven't seen him take any money from Ray, but Sand has already set it up for Ray to believe that he can be bought, and Misery loves company, even if he has to pay for it.
And Ray will make Sand miserable.
It's the one thing we are good at.
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I can see why Ray is so much different with Henry than with danger force. Henry was one sidekick. Danger force was four. Henry wasn’t a trouble maker and listened to all of Rays commands, danger force don’t. Henry is patient, danger force is not. Henry grew up with a very close bond to Ray. Ray is probably heartbroken still from losing Henry, and can’t find a new companion. The duos bond was one of my favorite things in the show, I loved it so much.
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Ray Headcanon
What if Ray irritated by Jasper because he reminds him of himself?
Like Ray, dispite being a narcissist Ray is very insecure with a really low self esteem, and constantly needs validation approval from his peers.
So, when Jasper comes up to him seeking that same despreation for validation, he projects his self hatred towards him instead of dealing with his own issues.
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himh I'll make a Dark Urge that's so fucking scared
big scary bloodsoaked killer, tearing through armies with her literal bare hands? nah. a quiet, scared girl who doesn't understand why she does what she does, why she can do what she can, but is, at the same time, deeply disgusted by herself because she has just enough self-awareness to know to be repulsed.
maybe it's because I'm a tiny bit obsessed with clinging to the thought that people, at the end of the day, are fundamentally good, no matter what. that there is a fundamental human goodness in all people that makes them worthy of redemption, or at least of the opportunity for atonement.
maybe the way I want to play a story like that is with someone who, stripped from indoctrination and free for the first time to think for herself and embrace and be who she is, finds that in the deepest, most hidden pits of her soul, she is not the strong, kind, resilient person she might want to be. try as the might, she is not someone who can bear the weight of her own past, she's just a... a terrified, broken little girl, cowering in the shadows and unable to look herself in the eye. (which also gives me ideas for her relationship with Orin but that's a little bit beside the point)
cathartic self-insert who. therapy? what is that. is it on Steam or Epic.
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Ray and Isabella headcanon because I love sadness
Ray's mother.
the woman that abused him and killed each and every one of his siblings without a second thought loving flowers and carrying around roses in a cluster was a sick joke to Grace Field Ray.
Why? because what "she" used to kill the children were red flowers that almost looked like a cluster of many.
When she died, Ray never brought a red flower to her grave, but instead, white ones.
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