#sarumi i guess???

[kuradoberijam]

I need everyone who has ever followed me to know how batshit the dub for K Project is btw. This isn’t optional.

#k project #yata misaki #misaki yata #fushimi saruhiko #saruhiko fushimi #sarumi i guess??? #rikio kamamoto #kamamoto rikio

[ridiasfangirlings]

the brazilian side of the k fandom made a poll for the k character who has the most sex and yata won lmfao who is giving him his award and how would him and the rest react?

….I guess if we assume he gets this award after hooking up with Fushimi and maybe they end up doing it a lot, though in that case wouldn’t it be a shared award XD I can’t really imagine anyone giving Yata this award unless it’s deeply sarcastic so Homra probably gives it to him as a joke, possibly with Fushimi in attendance so he can snicker over it. Like after Yata and Fushimi start dating Yata gets to be all smug about so who’s a virgin now assholes and everyone’s gotten pretty tired of it. They decide to take him down a peg and that’s how Yata ends up walking into the bar to see Chitose and Bandou grinning at him as they hand him his ‘Congratulations on all the sex’ award. Yata immediately goes all red and starts sputtering like what the hell guys, Bandou says if Yata’s going to gloat about it all the time that means he was expecting a medal, right. Before Yata can respond Fushimi walks into the bar, Yata turns and of course he has the medal in his hands so Fushimi gets a full good look at it. There’s a long pause and then Fushimi gives this amused hum, like my, Misaki, who have you been having all this sex with when I wasn’t looking. Yata gives this strained ‘Saruhiko’ but he’s never living this down now, Fushimi wonders if Yata wants to put his award on the mantle.

#sarumi #Talking K #...I mean I guess if he's having it with Fushimi #otherwise I got nothin' #Yata dying of embarrassment and for once Fushimi isn't annoyed at Homra #bc now he can tease Yata about a whole new thing

[leadon-illfollow]

Experiencing a lack of nicotine and I want to run down the road screaming but at the same time I want to sleep

#I guess I'll just continue reading some sarumis #And tumbling bc I'm trash #Erika yells into the void

[okitskproject]

ok I was thinking about Sarumi as rewatch K project. In the dub when Fushimi shows up at the warwhouse while homra is searching it he says, "guess our guy didnt show" but sub says "guess he's not here" and when he is lurking in alley after Misaki beat up though thugs he says "I've just missed him". I think Fushimi is out there looking for Misaki. Despite earlier in the episode, Seri saying she was going to be working everyone on collecting and analyzing information. Not saying fushimi is slacking off. He definitely can multitask stalking his ex and work. Conclusion Fushimi was looking for Misaki because Fushimi was worried about him.

#k project #sarumi

[andromedaexists]

Nine People You Want To Know Better

I was tagged more than once in this!!! Thank you to @/saintedseraph @/artbyeloquent @/bardictales and @/writingpotato07 (listen, you left an open tag and I just wanted to throw you on here because you're a really good friend and I think this is fun)

—three ships.

oooo having to pick just 3 is hard. Let's go Soukoku (Chuuya x Dazai, Bungou Stray Dogs), DabiHawks (MHA, though I don't watch it), and ThanZag (Hades Game). Honorable mention to Hunter x Therapy, though. Boy needs it. (Owl House)

—first ever ship.

now, if you know me, you know that I have the memory of a fucking goldfish. I don't remember what I had for lunch yesterday (like I am legitimately - RAMEN) let alone what I liked eons ago. If I had to think of the first ship that I can remember, though, I think it was Sarumi (Fushimi Saruhiko/Yata Misaki, K: Return of Kings). I actually have Yata tattooed on my arm lol, he's the one who helped me come to terms with my gender.

—last song i listened to.

If we count the background music that I listen to while doing schoolwork, then Hot Milk by Snail's House. If we're just counting regular music, then DAYWALKER! by MGK and CORPSE. or maybe it was In My Room by ICP??? i don't remember lol

—last movie i watched.

I watch movies??? jk, i think it was oh god i'm actually blanking uhhhh i think the last movie i attempted to watch was the Weird Al Yankovich one, but I couldn't finish it.

—currently reading.

Angels Before Man by Rafael Nicolás. It is really good! I'm currently on my second read-through of it because I want to really give it the love and attention it deserves after I ran through it in two days the first time!

—currently watching.

Dimension 20's NeverAfter. Locke and I are watching it together! (though I may or may not have watched through the episodes as they released so I know what's going on beforehand)

—currently consuming.

Hot Chocolate. Someone said I'm not allowed to drink Monster anymore so I gotta find pleasure in life elsewhere I guess

—currently craving.

Monster. I really shouldn't have mentioned it. oops

—tagging.

@/crypticcodexcreations @/smol-feralgremlin @/ghost-town-story @/inkspellangel @/isherwoodj @/lockejhaven and @/authoralexharvey (soft tag, of course. I'm not sure who all has already done this.)

#andi talks #tag game #angels before man #rafael nicolás

[haleigh-sloth]

I’m about to send a swarm of beasts upon you: what is everything that you ship? Any particularly hated NOTPs?

This is just a tough question for me because in general I'm so passively "into" ships, as in, typically I like whatever is canon and usually prefer it to whatever fanon cooks up. This goes for any series I get into, usually. Idk if I'm like that because I typically vibe with hetero ships (because that's my own irl experience) orrr if it's easy for me to enjoy because there is canon chemistry for me to pay attention to or what, idk. But that's my experience with shipping fictional characters.

However there are some canon/close to canon ships that have driven me nuts in the past, that I wasn't so passive about. Like Tamaki and Haruhi (OHSHC), Kyo and Tohru (Furuba), Ed and Winry (FMA), Roy and Riza (FMA)---back in the day I was crazy about those couples. Got the butterflies every time I saw them all on screen/pages together. I very much enjoy/prefer them all as romantic couples to whatever else they could be seen as.

The one fanon ship I've been into that has also driven me nuts, AND I was into enough to actually read fics on them (a rare personal feat for me) is Sarumi (aka Fushimi Saruhiko and Misaki Yata) from K Project. New OFFICIAL content comes out for them quite often and every time I read the side stories focused on them I get very excited, like I did in high school when I first got into them. Also just the fact that my focus on them has lasted this long (I'm 26 so...lol) says a lot.

So I mean, as far as ships that have really stuck with me to my core, the ones listed above are pretty much it.

And then NOTPs uhh.....I honestly can’t say I have any NOTPs?

I mean I guess it depends what peoples’ criteria is for it to be a NOTP. I mean, I guess simply anything I don't actively want to see is a NOTP. But there are plenty of ships that I do NOT want to see for reasons unrelated to shipping and more related to I just don't like seeing characters diverged from their canon portrayals. I'm like that with a lot of characters, where seeing them OOC just bothers me to look at (which, any fanon ship requires a character to be OOC).

Of course there are ships that have dynamics that squick me out or are just....not my thing to see. Taboo ships fall into this category, stuff like that.

But specifically? I really don't have any specific ships I viscerally dislike enough to consider a NOTP for any special reason.

#just so we're clear #the scene where riza's throat gets slit and roy goes super ragey over her #gets me EVERY TIME #14 YEARS LATER AND STILL I LOSE MY MIND WHEN I SEE IT #so yeah #tamaharu ALWAYS hits the spot they are such an amazing love story i'll never get over it #fruits basket holds a very special nostalgic place in my heart #sarumi I'm forever ill over lol #ships #shipping #anonymous

[roleplay-abiogenesis2]

Questions 7 and 8 for the ask the mundane meme. I'm mobile and can't copy/paste, sorry!!

Multimuse Asks || Currently Accepting!

which one of your muses has the most ships?

I am going to assume you're asking about ships I have partook in. I do not really involve myself in the fandoms I roleplay (like forums, twitter, reading fanfictions or watching videos), so I wouldn't know what people outside of my own sphere of involvement ship. Anyways with this premise...

I believe Sephiroth is the one I have written the most ships with. Which is not a lot, if you can believe it? Most of my RP partners haven't gotten to ship with me because of how slow I am in my approach to chemistry building.

With Sephiroth I have at least two ships established, which is my highest record for a single muse so far. I know, not a lot. Told you I'm Mr. Slow Burn!

what is each of your muses otps? notps?

Akihara Ren: no OTP or NOTP decided

Auron: NOTP with anybody, leave him be

Hakkai: OTP with Gojyo, NOTP with Goku, sorry, but he will cook him treats!

Cyno: Too soon for me to decide on OTP, but I am very weak on pairing him with Aether, Candace, Nilou and possibly Tighnari. Too early to decide on NOTPs.

Fushimi Niki: OTP with Kisa, as OTP as that means- NOTP with Saru and that should be a GIVEN.

Fushimi Saruhiko: SaruMi OTP forever and always, NOTP with Suoh. It gives me the heebie jeebies, please don't.

Sanzo: No OTP, but no NOTP either, really?

GLaDOS: OTP with science, NOTP with cake.

Hazel Grouse: OTP with teasing Sanzo while completely unrequited because those scenes are the best; NOTP with Sanzo because then I wouldn't get any more disgusted Sanzo reactions and where is the fun in that?

Kenshin Himura: no OTP or NOTP decided

Hisui Nagare: no OTP and definitely NOTP with Iwa he is his SON

Hope Estheim: he's a child so I don't really think about ships with him

ZEN: JuZen OTP!! Juzen OTP!! NOTP with Yoosung- and tbh... Jaehee. I'm sorry.

Iwa: Strangely OTP with Fushimi Niki, it's a personal verse in my brain and probably will never see the light of day again. NOTP with Nagare

Jet Enduro: OTP with Virginia Maxwell, who I will never find to RP with and that makes me honestly sad. NOTP with Gallows.

V: OTP with Jumin, yes, I said it. NOTP with Saeran or Saeyoung, he loves them as surrogate kids or little brothers. Also NOTP with Yoosung for the same reason.

Jumin: JUZEN OTP!! NOTP with Jaehee because that is just wrong, and NOTP with Yoosung. What do I have against poor Yoosung?

Kjat: Nothing established.

Syaoran: OTP with Sakura, obviously enough. No real NOTPs so long as age limits apply.

Yukari: no OTP or NOTP decided

Munakata: no OTP decided but DEFINITELY NOTP with Saruhiko... please don't make me do that. I will cry.

Neji: no OTP or NOTP decided, he's a child

Ran: no OTP or NOTP decided, he's a child

Red XIII: OTP with Deneh, NOTP with anyone not his species, you weirdos.

Roy Mustang: I will gloss over this guy for my own safety-

Sephiroth: Sefikura OTP as fanon as it is. NOTP with Hojo, Hollander, President ShinRa, Palmer..., NOTP with Vincent. NOTP with Jenova.

Sesshomaru: No OTPs. Definitively NOTP with Inuyasha or Rin. And I will deal with the consequences of this stance.

Squall Leonhart: No OTPs or NOTPs decided.

Totsuka: OTT with the Homra Founders, of course! No real NOTP decided.

Warrior of LightL No OTP or NOTPs decided.

That was almost painfully shameful to go through. I swear I am not anti-shipping! I just... don't really think about ships much until I am thrown into one through roleplay?

Ace problems I guess.

#00j || that's what they said. [asked & answered] #Anonymous #00A || Saru-mun is still alive! [OOC]

[galacticlycoris]

Hi @galacticlycoris As I am starting to get used to Tumblr (as this is my first social media account), I am enjoying doing these Q&A things! So, I thought it would be fun to ask some friendship questions to you, as you seem like a very lovely person!

1. What is your favorite season and why?

2. What is your favorite genre of music and why? (If you have one, what is your current favorite song/artist?)

3. What are your favorite top 5 relationships you ship?

4. What is your favorite book genre and why? (If you have one, what is your current favorite author/book?)

5. When did you first get interested in drawing? How did it come about? (Your drawings are so cute and you can see that you have great talent in drawing, by the way! 🤩)

Thank you for taking the time to read this!

Thope we can become friends in the near future as I follow you on this platform! ❤️❤️

Hello to you, and to new followers who know me only from Tumblr! You can call me Shuuya! I used to post my art on Twitter only. Although I haven't been drawing much lately (most of the stuff I've been posting here recently are older art), I'm hoping to draw more next year and be more interactive over here. So please don't hesitate to comment, send asks, etc! (｡◜‿◝｡)

1. What is your favorite season and why?

We only have summer and Lots of Fucking Rain where I live lmao but I've experienced spring and autumn in my travels and I think I like spring the best!

2. What is your favorite genre of music and why? (If you have one, what is your current favorite song/artist?)

I wouldn't say it's my favourite, but I do listen mostly to pop? This year I got into Stray Kids! I've been listening to their latest mini album MAXIDENT a lot recently.... but since it's Christmas season, I recommend their song 24 to 25! "((∩´︶`∩))"

3. What are your favorite top 5 relationships you ship?

I dont really have "top" ships, I dont think? Uh I guess we can base it on ships I drew a lot for throughout the years... xicheng (mdzs), emuhiiro (kr exaid), sarumi (k project), wenzhou (shl). there's also da qing/ye zun (guardian); while i haven't drawn them as much as i have the others on this list, it's a very special ship to me ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)

4. What is your favorite book genre and why? (If you have one, what is your current favorite author/book?)

hmmmm I guess I like fantasy stuff? My favourite books is Howl's Moving Castle. Recently I finally read The Song of Achilles and Circe! I highly recommend, even though both broke me 😭😭😭

5. When did you first get interested in drawing? How did it come about? (Your drawings are so cute and you can see that you have great talent in drawing, by the way! 🤩)

Thank you! I've always been interested in drawing since I was a kid because I have always been into anime and stuff like that? I drew a lot in high school, stopped during uni, and picked it back up seriously sometime around maybe 2016? (yes, i am old lmao) Although we had art classes in grade school, we weren't really taught about the things that would actually make a difference in your art, like the type of paper to use for certain mediums, etc. So when I decided to pick up watercolors as an adult, I had to learn from scratch. Thankfully unlike when I was a kid, there's now an abundance of information on the internet.

Thanks for the questions! I hope you found my answers interesting. I like these q&a stuff but no one really sends me anything and I'm a p boring person anyway, no juicy story to share around here hahahahaha

#shuu answers

[misakiyata-karasu]

I’ve only seen a couple screenshots of LSW so have some that I took while watching it!

#my angels #k project #saruhiko fushimi #misaki yata #k #yata misaki #fushimi saruhiko #sarumi #? #niki fushimi #lost small world #k seven stories #lsw #k: lsw #k7s #spoilers #not really #but i guess i just feel that way since i already knew what was happening lol

[kuradoberijam]

Having the hc that Yata and Fushimi are both terrible drivers on different ends of the spectrum is so important to me. Yata’s probably a nervous driver in contrast to Fushimi’s ‘if I die I die’ attitude. Fushimi is also the most annoying backseat driver when Yata’s the one behind the wheel.

#elaboration in rbs #k project #yata misaki #fushimi saruhiko #misaki yata #saruhiko fushimi #sarumi #I guess???

[ridiasfangirlings]

Normal world au where Fushimi is jealous that Misaki thinks Mikoto is cool and tries to "compete" in his own way. He tries to be better at doing the things Mikoto does that Misaki thinks is great but not only does it not work but Misaki either doesn't react the way Fushimi wants to or Misaki doesn't notice at all. He ends up feeling not good enough and that maybe he should just give up on Misaki. Munakata decides to help him when he finds out (plus Munakata maybe likes Mikoto himself so...)

Somehow my first thought was 'wait, what even are the things Mikoto is good at' XD Imagine like normal AU, Fushimi and Yata have just entered high school. All through middle school it was just the two of them but then in high school Yata ends up getting caught up with this group called Homra, led by a senior named Suoh Mikoto. Homra is like this delinquent group that hangs out together after school and sometimes they get into fights and such, Yata thinks this is the coolest and that Suoh Mikoto is so amazing. Naturally Fushimi is not quite as excited as Yata is, he doesn't really care about his reputation or anything like that but seeing Yata staring at someone else with shining eyes makes him feel irritated and on edge.

Fushimi decides that the best way to handle this is to show that he's superior to Mikoto, like Mikoto's just an upperclassman anyway and he's clearly not anyone that impressive, Fushimi feels like he should easily be able to show off how much cooler he is than that punk. Except imagine Fushimi just failing at all these things because what Yata thinks is cool about Mikoto is like totally opposite of what he thinks is cool about Saruhiko, like Mikoto's this awesome guy who never looks like anything bothers him and he can punch people super hard and look at how he's breaking the rules and smoking all the time at school. Fushimi attempts to try a cigarette and ends up coughing and choking while Yata runs over and pounds on his back and it's very not cool. Fushimi then tries to punch a guy during one of Homra's brawls, not strategically or using weapons like he normally does, and instead just ends up with a sore hand and he doesn't even knock the guy down. Imagine Fushimi looking at Mikoto one day as Mikoto's like sleeping in a classroom and thinking how the hell does Misaki think this guy is cooler than him, like what is Fushimi even supposed to do to get Yata's eyes on him if Fushimi can't even beat this loser.

Fushimi doesn't really like admitting when he's lost but obviously he's irritated and getting down on himself, like if Mikoto's worthless than clearly Fushimi's even more worthless and he should just give up on Misaki entirely. Class is nearly ready to start and Fushimi doesn't feel like going, he slips into an empty room and just sits on the floor muttering to himself. That's when someone comes up beside him all 'It seems you could use some advice, Fushimi-kun.' Fushimi starts and jumps to his feet, not understanding how he didn't even realize this guy was in the room with him. Class President Munakata Reisi beams at him and Fushimi demands to know how Munakata knew his name, Munakata pushes up his glasses as he says of course he knows the name of a talented underclassman. Fushimi clicks his tongue at the 'talented,' muttering under his breath that he can't be that talented or he could defeat 'that guy.' Munakata says he's been observing Fushimi and believes he could be of help. Fushimi's skeptical and Munakata notes that Suoh Mikoto has been something of a 'project' for him since middle school, Munakata intends to turn Suoh into a functioning student no matter how hard he must work. However he's had difficulty keeping Suoh on task as of late due to a Yata Misaki often being present, and therefore Munakata believes their objectives may be aligned. (Fushimi's all like '….so you actually have a crush on Mikoto-san?' and Munakata's glasses shine all dangerously like 'absolutely not,' he just wants to make Suoh into a proper student and assure he graduates and maybe pin him down in a classroom eventually and get very close to him).

Hijinks then ensue as Munakata decides that he is going to assist Fushimi-kun in showing Yata Misaki how superior Fushimi is to Suoh Mikoto. Fushimi kinda suspects this is a bad idea when Munakata's first suggestion involves him joining the Student Council, like this feels very ulterior motive and Munakata assures him that Munakata's cause is pure. Munakata decides that with his training Fushimi will become someone so superior that Yata Misaki will surely be charmed by him, except this training involves things like memorizing ancient haiku and learning how to do 10000 piece puzzles in five minutes. Fushimi's beginning to suspect that Munakata is just making him less cool than Mikoto, like do you even understand what cool is. Meanwhile though Yata's been noticing that Fushimi's spending an awful lot of time with the student council president and it's not like he's jealous but if that guy makes one wrong move towards Saruhiko Yata's gonna kick his ass. Even as Yata's thinking that imagine Munakata gets right up in Fushimi's personal space and Yata ends up breaking in the door, suddenly incensed without even really knowing why. Munakata is amused that Yata is so intense, moving even closer to Fushimi as he speaks, and Yata gets all flustered and is like anyway what are you doing to Saruhiko. Munakata leans right down so his face is inches from Fushimi's, Fushimi glaring at him like what are you even doing and Yata ends up blurting out 'Saruhiko is mine, okay?!' as Munakata's like mission accomplished.

#sarumi #Talking K #somehow the thought of Fushimi trying to imitate Mikoto amuses me XD #like he's such a skinny nerd and he's trying to be all cool and punch people and stuff and it doesn't work #also having Munakata help him be cool is like the worst plan ever #bc the only person less cool than Fushimi is Munakata #he just makes Fushimi more of a nerd #but he does get Yata to confess so I guess it kinda worked #was that his plan all along who knows

[yata-saruhiko]

Fushimi still isn’t quite used to Yata’s enthusiastic hugs

#k project #yata misaki #sarumi #fushimi saruhiko #this is more my art style I guess #since I don't hate it as much as the other stuff #my art #purple is their color #mine

[system-of-a-feather]

k project and/or tokyo ghoul? (elysium)

I FUCKING LOVE K PROJECT. It's actually one of the first anime to actually make me realize there are more quality anime out there other than Bleach (which is funny cause Bleach is a shit anime, I love it, but it is shit). Admittedly, I only watched it cause I saw Kuroh in the corner of like gogoanime or whatever I was streaming Bleach or Code Geass or something on and went "wow hes kinda hot and also total gender I need to find out where hes from" and gave it a go.

I've read the manga like 50 times over and I don't know if they released english versions officially of K Project (specifically Lost Small World and Memory of Red) but they are on the top tier of manga I wanna own.

I actually haven't read or watched it in a while and a curse / benefit of DID and my chronically piss poor memory is I can't remember even shows I love for more than like 2 weeks after finishing them so I can't recall too much.

I love Homra and really want to think I'd be part of their squad but I'm definitely Scepter 4. I simp for literally everyone in that anime. Munakata is my king. If I had a kin list I would kin Fushimi Saruhiko.

I am actually casually obsessed with Fushimi Saruhiko, he is actually probably still on my art blog's webpage cause I put him there ages ago and forgot and never went to edit it. He is definitely in like, probably my top 10-15 anime characters and I wanna hold him. He is such a mood and I relate to him and I hope he gets a good life. Sarumi is best ship (not actually but kinda) and I honestly need to get back into looking at art of those two cause it warms my heart.

Amazing anime, amazing characters, even better manga.

Also it has a good soundtrack and AMAZING art style. I don't know how I would compare it now and would have to rewatch it, but especially for it's time, the beautiful art and animation that they had when animating motion and the auras was 10/10 and actually the thing I loved the most when I watched it for the first time back when I was like 12 or some shit XD

One of the core "favorite anime" that I've loved and stayed regularly as one of my top tier obsessions that cycles in and out.

As for Tokyo Ghoul, I've never actually watched it. I always consider taking a look over at it and either watching or reading it but for one reason or the next I never do. I heard its really good, I just like... never get around to it XD

I'mma quickly skim the characters and take a guess on who would be my favorite just off of appearances. Probably Kaneki or Shuu, maybbbeee Uta.

-Riku (Host)

#alter: riku #ask #asks #tokyo ghoul #k-project

[aki-natsuko]

Hey Aki! How about "I know I can change" for Gratsu and maybe also for Sarumi if you feel up to it!

"I know I can change" – Gratsu

Natsu was laid up in the infirmary…again.

   Gray’s worry assuaged by Wendy and Porlyusica’s reassurances that the Dragon-slayer would be back on his feet in a day or so and that he was out of any danger, was rapidly morphing into something darker. Because this was happening far too often. It was always Natsu who was there in the thick of things, pulling off a miracle when things got really dire, regardless of what it cost the Dragon-slayer to turn the tide of the battle. To the point where the entire guild, Gray included, always knew things were about to change when Natsu got serious. That was half of the problem, because they had started to expect it, to trust at that moment, in Natsu, and the Dragon-slayer knew that and threw himself into each fight with more determination than the last without the slightest hint of hesitation.

   Worse, he knew exactly why Natsu was willing to go so far, even before they had come to believe in him to this extent, and despite his best efforts, he didn’t know how to fix it. But he had to do something, because one of these days Natsu determination and faith in the guild wasn’t going to be enough, and it wouldn’t be the infirmary that Gray was visiting but a grave, and he couldn’t allow that to happen.

   He slipped into the room, relieved to find that it was empty as he was reasonably sure this wasn’t a conversation that Natsu was going to enjoy with just the two of them, let alone if there had been an audience. The Dragon-slayer was awake though, propped up against the pillows, and no longer blending in with them as he had when he’d first been hauled back to the guild, and he grinned as he saw the Ice Mage. At least until Gray got closer, and Natsu saw his frown, his grin instantly dimming as his shoulders came up in a defensive hunch. It was almost enough to make Gray hesitate and delay the conversation. Almost. Because at the same time, Natsu had winced as the motion had pulled on his still-healing injuries. One hand moving to press against the bandages that ran across his chest and up and around his right shoulder.

“Leave that alone,” Gray chided, as he settled into the chair beside the Dragon-slayer’s bed, and Natsu immediately dropped it with the look of a child caught with his hands in the cookie jar. “How are you feeling?” He asked, not wanting to start the conversation on the wrong foot and wanting to make sure that Natsu was up to this.

“Fine…”

  Gray sighed at the somewhat sullen reply, before deciding that he might as well get on with it if Natsu wasn’t going to cooperate, although it didn’t stop him from reaching out to grasp Natsu’s hand. Needing the contact and hoping that it would keep him calm. “This has got to stop, Natsu,” he began mildly enough. “You can’t keep throwing yourself into the path of danger like this, not even for me or the guild.”

“But…”

“Natsu,” Gray interrupted him. “You nearly died. You keep nearly dying, and I can’t… I won’t lose you.” He’d meant to say ‘I don’t want to lose you’, but it had come out stronger than he’d intended, and Natsu flinched, staring at him wide-eyed, and Gray knew even before the Dragon-slayer spoke that he had misunderstood.

“…I’m sorry,” Natsu whispered, not looking at him. “I thought… I can change, I know I can change…I…”

“I don’t want you to change,” Gray cut across the desperate words, squeezing the hand he was holding and waiting until Natsu’s eyes flickered towards him. “I want you to realise that you’re worth more than your ability to fight. That the guild… that I, won’t walk away if you don’t win or if you can’t protect us.”

   It wasn’t something they had ever properly discussed, but Gray had known Natsu a long time, had watched him grow from the child desperately searching for any sign of Igneel, to a teen who’d built a life and a family all of his own…and was scared that it would disappear too one day. He might not show it most of the time, but Igneel’s disappearance without a word had left scars on Natsu’s heart, that were only visible when he thought that he might lose someone, that he might be left behind again. It was why he fought so hard, why he was willing to risk so much to keep them together, and why their faith in him and his ability to bring about a miracle was a double-edged blade because it meant a lot to the Dragon-slayer, but it also gave him more to lose.

“I know,” Natsu protested, but there was a lack of conviction in his words, and he still wouldn’t look at Gray who sighed, before reaching out and put a finger under the Dragon-slayer’s chin, tilting his head up and around until their eyes met.

“I don’t think you do,” he countered with a sad smile. “Not really, but we can work on that. For now, just promise me that you will be more careful.” It wasn’t enough, but it was all he could ask for right now, and he could see the relief in Natsu’s eyes as he nodded a quick agreement and he bit back a sigh,

One day Natsu, you’ll believe that we’re not going to disappear on you too...

  "I know I can change" – Sarumi

    Yata wasn’t sure when the feeling of betrayal, the rage – fuelled more by hurt than anything else – had started to recede after Fushimi had left HOMRA. It felt as though it should have taken a lifetime, after all, he had walked away from everything they’d believed in, everything they’d fought for. He’d walked away from him. Yet, it hadn’t lasted as long as he’d wanted. Despite his attempts to hold onto it, to keep the fires burning by forcing himself to remember Fushimi’s smirk as he’d dragged burning fingers across his HOMRA mark, and by reminding himself that it was Fushimi who had chosen to walk away and join SCEPTER 4.

But was it?

   He wasn’t one for self-reflection that often, he preferred to live in the now and not look back. But Saruhiko had always been the one to make him look at things differently, to try and think things through, and he supposed it was right that this wasn’t any different. Unfortunately, that meant that his feelings of anger and betrayal had started to shift and change into something new, but just as raw. And they didn’t disappear completely. There were still moments when he hated him or thought that he did, and wanted nothing more than to punch him in the face and wipe that smirk off his face. But there were more and more moments when he would find himself looking to the side, expecting Saruhiko to be there and having to ask himself why he wasn’t there anymore.

And, was it really Saru who had changed…?

   He wanted to believe that it was, but he wasn’t. He knew Saru, and even though he’d tried to tell himself he obviously didn’t after Saru’s ‘betrayal’ he was beginning to realise that wasn’t true. Hell, Fushimi had tried to tell him why he was doing this, in his own stubborn, roundabout way that made no sense to anyone but him, and if Yata was honest with himself, the reasons and the actions that had followed hadn’t been out of character. He just hadn’t been looking for them, and therein lay the problem.

He hadn’t been looking.

   When had he stopped seeing Saruhiko? Was it when they had first met Mikoto, and he had been entranced and terrified by the sight of that burning bottle? Was it when he had taken the Red King’s hand to join the clan? Or was it all the moments since, when HOMRA had become his everything, and Fushimi…

Saruhiko had been left behind.

   Not intentionally, Yata could never imagine a time when he would have it deliberately, even now when part of him wanted to hate the former-red, but at some point, he had stopped watching, stopped listening. He hadn’t pushed Saru away, but he hadn’t given him a reason to stay either, and that realisation was like a punch to the gut. I was the one that changed, and I didn’t even realise. He hadn’t realised that he’d shouted his epiphany aloud in the middle of the bar, or that he’d left behind a confused group as he’d all but bolted out of HOMRA because he needed to… he wasn’t sure if he could fix this, but he had to at least say something. He had changed once, without noticing, surely he could change again now that he knew what to look for, and it might not be enough, and he doubted that it would bring Saru back to HOMRA, but he had to try and now before he could second guess himself or back out.

Saru, I’m not looking away again…

#Gratsu #Sarumi #Fairy Tail #K Project #fanfic #Aki Writes #drabbles #Drabble Requests open

[roleplay-abiogenesis2]

♥ ✘☺

Stalk My Mind || Always Accepting!

Since no muse was specified, Mun’s going to respond!

♥ - Name something that makes you happy?

The first one might be predictable, but I love, love, LOVE to see notifications in my Ask box and RP answers! I’m still a tiny blog around here and as such they’re rarer than it looks. Even more than that, I get super hyped when I see the message that someone I followed has followed me back. There’s lots of mutuals-only blog I’ve followed who have yet to grace me with their blessings.

I remember this one blog who had soft blocked me back when I started and I was so sad because it was my favorite blog around here. I was depressed about it for weeks. And then, all of a sudden, I saw they had unblocked me!? and they accepted to RP with me now?? I was so happy I was smiling all day.

Maybe it’s a bit unhealthy that my happiness depends so heavily on something that belongs on the internet. But considering how my real life is, the escapism I find here and all its related ups and downs make me feel more alive than that. And I’m gonna stop here before I get into gloomy topics haha.

✘ - A pairing in a fandom that everyone else seems to love that you dislike?

Oh boy, I hope I don’t get roasted for this... There’s a few I guess. I can think of 3 off the top of my head?

K Project: IzuSeri

I used to like this ship, like.. a lot. I wasn’t invested into it but I enjoyed it. But then when I read what the authors said about it, I changed my mind. So, according to GoRA, Seri and Izumo are at best “complicated friends”. They also sorta implied that Izu/Miko is canon, but anyways... The reason I stopped endorsing IzuSeri is because IT’S SO DAMN RARE to see a Male/Female pair that is strictly platonic without them being A) related or B) mere acquaitances without chemistry. GoRA did a great choice by putting a male and a female character with lots of good chemistry and yet keep them as just friends. It’s so fucking. Precious!! As an asexual especially, I find their friendship really encouraging and heartwarming. I’ll protect their platonic bond with my soul if I have to.

Also K Project: MikoRei

This one is probably the second most popular ship and I can certainly see where the fans are going with it. But the more I think about the two of them, the less I see it working. Yes, they have great sexual tension. Yes, they “flirt” in some sort of way. And don’t get me wrong, Munakata and Mikoto are SUPER IMPORTANT for each other. This is super apparent when you read R:B especially, where Munakata’s inner turmoil and identity struggle is revealed alonside Mikoto’s own battle against his inner demons.

And yet, when I picture them actually together? It just doesn’t work man. They’re great in the “building up” of the ship, but I can’t picture them dating. Mikoto doesn’t like to do any of the things Munakata enjoys, and vice versa. One is super passionate and full of curiosity. The other is lazy and just wants to sleep on the couch. Dude, they’d get on each other’s nerves all the time because their lifestyles just don’t fit together. That’s why I struggle to RP this ship. It’s all great while they’re still rivals and fight together with lots of hot quips at one another, but take their weapons away and tell them to go on a date and it’s over.

Lastly, Fullmetal Alchemist: Ed/Winry

Not much to say on this one. I just don’t think they work together. It’s bland and kinda corny, moreso with how it was made canon. I don’t see how it happened at all. Yeah, they’re childhood friends, and...? Edward went through a lot more shit with other characters (who I shan’t name) who I could see him work with a lot better. So meh.

☺ - If you could pick one OTP, which one would you pick?

I’m so biased with this one it’s not even fair.

MISARU, MISARU FOR LIFE

I hear you ask, “Don’t you mean SaruMi?” Yes and no.

Yes I mean Saruhiko and Misaki of course, but I kinda prefer Misaki on the top role... granted, I think they both make pretty fine switch.

The reason for this is because a lot of fans only watch the anime and have this distorted idea of Saruhiko as this psycho yandere with dom tendencies and the ultimate seme (trust me, I lost count of the amount of times I’ve been asked to RP this as a Fushimi RPer...), which I really disagree with.

If you’re into doujinshis, my favorite is “Ganbare Nai!”, and it depicts the perfect idea of how these two would work as a couple in my opinion. Yes, Saru is bossy, and certainly not an uke. But neither is Yata. I absolutely dislike the other doujinshis where Yata is basically “girlyfied” into this abonimination all “UwU Saruhiko b-baka” and shit. Yata is a guy, he’s manly, he’s a thug. He’s domestic, yes, and cares about Saru who is absolutely unable to take care of himself, yes. But he does so as a guy. SaruMi more often than not turns this perfectly balanced male x male pair into a “male x male but one acts like a girl” trope that grates at my nerves until I cry blood tears.

So for ease of understanding and to not make people believe I’m into THAT kind of mutation of the ship, I prefer to say I’m into MiSaru more. And yes, it’s my absolute OTP. I could write essays about them man. I need to stop typing before I do.

#kisumshi #00A || Saru-mun is still alive! [OOC] #00J || That's what they said. [ASKED & ANSWERED] #V01 || K Project #V03 || Fullmetal Alchemist

[redxblueihateloveyou]

Thank you so much for answering my question! It is really kind of you. I have 2 more if it is not a bother: Do you know Haikyuu? I have seen lots of ships on your tumblr and considering what kinds of ships you like, Haikyuu has SO MANY potential for you. :) And the second question is, what do you think about Mikoto and Reisi from K? I only saw Sarumi posts, so I am curious.

Oh heHE, let’s start with k project. Honestly Sarumi is the only ship I care about in this anime, I mean every other couple there for me is very undeveloped for me. Sarumi is like true love shit, I wasn’t expecting them to even go there, and when Misaki said to him “I want you to have a real home you can come back to and that’s me” my jaw was on the floor. I mean, they’ve seen each other at their worst and still loved each other (honestly the whole Fushimi’s father storyline and Misaki holding him through it was just too much for my heart). So they’re the only romantic ship for me in this anime.

Mikoto... wasn’t he in love with that guy who he took into their clan to protect? Who was killed? The one who lalala played the guitar whatever was his name? And that’s why he didn’t want to live after that, only wanted revenge and then finita? No?

Red king and blue king did have a sexual tension in that lighting a cigarette scene, other than that... they just “fought” with each other lots and I don’t even see much relationships or like anything that would make them a good romantic couple. And even if I pretend  that they loved each other... Mikoto asked him to help him killing himself? That’s like assholishness level 200 to me. I never got this idea of asking your loved one to finish your ass... like bitch, maybe it sounds good for you but did your selfish ass think about how your other half is going to live with that? So that’s a huge no for me. 

But seriously I like don’t know what to look for there, I don’t see it. I hope he’s in heavens with that other guy, but also I don’t really care, cause Fushimi was like the only thing why I sat through the whole thing, cause lord that hour of watching that girls watermelons I could’ve spent more productive (like man I was trying not to fall asleep during some useless episodes, I don’t even know why and what for some characters were even there), BUT but it was all worth it, cause there is one character who was written so good and so complex and he’s so well done that I don’t even mind.

Now before I go to Haikyuu... I think my problem is that unlike many I don’t ship every bromance just bc it’s a good bromance. Because sometimes there are some great bromances but they give out like zero romantic vibes. For example, Stiles and Scott: would totally die for each other, hug each other a lot, have no problem with saying I love you, but they’re like best bros, there is nothing romantic there. Like Stiles can ask Danny or Scott if they find him attractive, but he would never ask Derek about this, you know what I mean? They’re like me and my sister.

So for me there is a huge difference between bro things and gay things (like I only partly joked while making that rinharu post). And some couples are clearly crossed that line in some weird moments. Because things like high fiving each other and hugging each other don’t make anyone gay. I don’t know if that makes sense for anybody else... but those who have siblings or bffs will get what I mean. 

Like classical example is Rin Matsuoka. When it come to Sousuke he easily writes him letters and calls him like I feel with my best friend. I can call anytime and be like “bro, I’ve missed you”. Cue the 3x03 weirdest scene when Rin misses Haru and is afraid to call and tell him that. That’s the proof here that they’re clearly something weird there, cause if they were just friends he would be like “hey, bro, missed you” which will never be the case here.

Or can you imagine Rin and Haru seeing each other and being like “yo man” and fist bumping and hitting each other? I’ll bet 1000$ that you can’t. Rin can hit Sousuke in the shins, and ruffle Nagisa’s hair, but Haru would never get this from him. And spoiler: it’s not cause he hates him xD

Also I think the easiest example is Kuroko. (and please, don’t think I’m judging ppl for shipping stuff, I mean to each their own, it’s just my opinion). It’s the anime where people ship everyone with everyone just because of hey... bromances, while in my opinion most of them have seriously nothing gay about them and most of them just do normal bro things. Like how can Kuroko and Kagami be seen as smth romantic I still don’t get. Or like Aomine and Kagami thing??? They are like freaking twins. Same with Kise and Kasamatsu, Midorima and Akashi ships and many others.

Like we see Kuroko and how he behaves with everyone. Firstly he was shadow for everybody: Kise, Aomine, Kagami and he was good with every one of them. Kuroko is a people’s person, he is caring, he thinks about others a lot, he cares about everyone including Haizaki who is an ass tbh, so it’s also nothing special (I mean that way you can ship him even with Kyoshi xD). Aomine is special for Kuroko bc he understands him the most on the field, Kise is his main rival, Kagami is his least problematic light, Murasakibara is his favorite as a person... etc, this way you can ship Kuroko with anyone. 

But... someone gets what none of them get. Like Kuroko never checked anybody out or said compliments... but he did think Akashi looked yummy in his kimono at the festival. Kuroko never told anybody a zillion words “it’s all because of you” speech... except for one person. None of them made his heart crack and cry rivers when they left him... except one. And I just loved how we get this with everyone:

And then suddenly this happens:

Lol okay, blue-shems. He gives him his food and asks questions about “who’s his type and his special one”, like... you know he doesn’t do that with anyone else. And Akashi is not his bestie. So yeah, explain this as “bromance”.

Same with Akashi. He forms the new team. He actually misses Kuroko so much that he goes and finds a copy of him. The ONLY GOM member he can’t go without and it’s proved after Kuroko asked him on the interview “who is the person you scared to lose the most” and Akashi answers “you.. it’s you, Kuroko”. Now... hold the horses. We all know that Midorima is his bestie, there’s no contest there, which brings us to the fact that he places Kuroko higher than his best friend which makes Kuroko his... what exactly? 

It’s just some things can’t be BRO things.

Like when you cover your eyes and going “dude, don’t show your package in public, zip it, no one wants to see that”, that’s what I’m like when I accidentally see my sister’s boob. That’s how Makoto behaves when he sees naked Nagisa and Haru who’s undressing.

Opposite to Rin oggling Haru half naked and Haru shaking before touching Rin. That’s clearly not how you feel about your “just friend”. Everyone who has bffs must confirm that they don’t get nervous about touching them or them touching you cause you’re comfortable with that. Does this make any sense? I hope, it does. I’m not very good at explaining.

Now about Haikyuu. Haha I’ve been avoiding this so much, cause I didn’t want ppl to throw stones at me. I’ve tried.. I really tried to watch it twice. Once I got to ep8, 2nd time I asked my sister to watch with me (cause it’s funnier that way, that’s how we got through durarara without dying xD) and I still gave up after ep14.

It’s not only just that I was bored and I thought it’s gonna get exciting but it didn’t (bc I’m more of an interesting characters > an interesting plot person), it’s just.. it was episode 14 and I didn’t even find any character who would interest me cause they were so cliche. Especially Hinata. He’s like that super typical main from what I called the “never give up it’s such a wonderful life” bunch that I really deeply respect, but kinda so very tired of them lol. But he’s also from the loud bunch.. and I think I still hear Asta’s voice sometimes, even though I’ve dropped Black Clover after ep10 like a year ago xD

Now I can’t make judgements about the whole thing cause I didn’t watch it, but from what I saw (I mean “shipping scenes” from tumblr) and asked from ppl who has seen the whole thing (one huge fan and another one - not a huge fan, my sister), I got the idea that this anime is more bromancy that romancy. And there are no couples there like “without you I have nothing to aim for and I want a future with you” or “you made my life a dream and you’re the light of my life and I’m scared to lose you the most” like there are in free or knb. 

Now my sister has finished it 4 months later and said that it was just okay. And I was like “okay, but what about ships?” because I’m willing to close my eyes on the plot of the ships are good. And she went “well... two mains, I guess” and she was so apathetic about it that I was like “If she who ships much more than me is like that then I won’t see anything there” xD

But... like if you have anything to say to convince me or interest me in it, I’m willing to listen. If you have smth that would make wanna try for the 3rd time, I’ll even record how did it go xD.

#answered #saku0015 #Sarumi #k project #rinharu #Free! #KNB #akakuro