#separate post from a previous post

[rxmain-lettuce]

Pov: you’re Sam

#separate post from a previous post #the magnus universe #the magnus protocol #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #art

[martyryo]

Happy late women's day 😼

#artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #fight club #fight club 1999 #marla singer #the only woman ever #one day I'll realize I'm in love with her but I'm slow #in my mind cats adore her #she feeds her leftovers to strays #kinda an excuese to bring back the half blind cat from like november #also I need to figure out my artstyle cause omg #a literal always changing amalgamation #cause like I tried to reuse the artstyle from the previous post but I think trying too hard with it cancels its style #I'll draw the three of them in my different styles to understand what separates them from one another #awjsh2vw #also yesterday I finished my internship and the guys where I worked at gifted me a 1 meter shark plushie as a thanks I was screaming #(context it was a toys shop but I did graphics for them) #payday for real

[biblically-accurate-dca]

experimental sunman yaaaay

(ruin spoilers under the cut)

#my art #daycare attendant #dca fandom #sundrop #sunnydrop #eclipse #<- for real this time #ruin spoilers #eyestrain #im still figuring out eclipse in my brain.... but overall they actually havent changed much abt my interpretation of the dca #since my hc for them is that they started off as eclipse while they were being used for the theater #and then they somehow separated into sun and moon after they were reprogrammed for the daycare #and then the virus came along and further separated the two from each other..... #which makes eclipse seem more like a 3rd person rather than the previous combined state of the two... so who knows how the hell they work #i really like the ambiguity tho :] i've always enjoyed it when the line between sun vs moon is super blurry and uncertain #it makes it more interesting #anyway. tumblr kept fucking up my post format on mobile so i had to fix this on desktop lol. if it breaks again though im shitting myself #ruin eclipse

[horridcassette]

#david byrne #talking heads #jerry harrison #scans #for the life of me i cant remember the source of this one #but posting separately from previous ask #if someone remembers please lmk #david is so gorgeous

[uselessalexis165]

i love their dynamic already 🕰️

#had to post these separate from the previous one #my text #cookie run #cookie run ovenbreak #schneeball cookie #maple taffy cookie

[femmespoiled]

unfinished list of things I love about butches:

- how they express themselves, I love the way butches laugh, that relaxed genuine laugh, when they smile all big, that sweet smile, it lights up the whole room and makes my heart beat faster, butch happiness brings light and colours to this world

- how cuddly and sleepy butches can be, and usually are, I love how playing with their hair makes them relax so much they'll be asleep in no time, I love when I'm doing something in the kitchen and they'll sleepily wrap their arms around my waist because they missed me, I love the hand on my thigh because they just have to be touching me, I love the hand looking for mine when we're out, I love how they just want to be close, I love the pure, gentle love that comes from butches, I want to be close to you too.

- I love that when they feel safe with you, you're their home and I wouldn't wanna be anything else, you're my home too

- when they get all flustered, ahhhhh, cute shy butches, oh my god, though I make my ultimate goal to make butches as confident as possible, butches deserve big egos, watching them blush is so heartwarming

- the little parts they think nobody sees? I see it, I love it, I appreciate it, the soft hair, the short nails, the gentle touches, the attentive look, the amazing skills! sometimes they're explaining something and they think it's nothing much, but god, that takes skill! You're so intelligent! I want you to know! TELL ME MORE, gimme special interests, gimme more about your work, gimme more about this skill you're learning, I love listening to butches, I could listen to all of you forever

- the silliness, I love when butches get silly, when they do it specifically to make you laugh though? Gosh, my heart 🥺 the dad jokes, the silly expressions, the cute little laugh ugh god I love butches, never apologize for being silly around me, I adore it

- The little gestures! Paying attention to me, noticing things I like, (always) trying to help, worrying about me, my butch insists on driving and handling knives and I let them because they show love 🥺

- How chivalrous and how careful they are, butches know how to make us feel like the most precious things in the whole world, my safest place is in your arms

- The way their eyes shine when they look at me and there I am feeling like the prettiest femme, because they're seeing me, really seeing me

a butch's gaze is so powerful in so many ways, it is a motivator, it makes me feel strong, makes me feel powerful, makes me feel so pretty, it makes me weak in the knees, it makes me feel understood in such a beautiful way, it makes me feel loved and wanted exactly how I want to be, it makes me feel like I can do anything because a butch saw me and noticed me for who I am.

- when they realize that I want them, that I'm proud of them - I want them to know how handsome, how hot, how amazing, how life changing they are -, watching them slowly act more confident, watching them slowly see themself as this wonderful person they are, watching them believe it, makes me so happy, I'll never stop hyping you up, you deserve it!

- going with the last point, another one of my favourite thing about butches is when they notice they're safe with you and they can let go, when they notice they don't have to be walking on eggshells with us and they can just be themselves, I love watching butches genuinely enjoy themselves, whatever that might mean to them, I love when all that holding back is gone and when they realize all parts of them are loved and wanted, tell me all about you, show me, I'm here to love you

As a femme, my goal is to do all I can to make them feel safe and protected, belonging, they can let go and I'll love them in every little aspect, vulnerability and all, they'll be seen and understood in my arms, cherished. I'll be strong for you when you need a break.

I love butches ♥️

#putting together things from asks and previous posts of mine that were all separate >:c #bellas butch/femme tag #btexts #long post #my butch inspired this heavily

[azelmaandeponine]

I know people are like "ignore canon, it's a suggestion!" but. Maybe I like staying somewhat canon compliant.

#also this is about ingo #i do headcanon he got back home post-pla #even if we don't SEE that #i prefer to believe that and wouldn't want it confirmed that he didn't #or that emmet was separated from him #pokemon #no fear one fear #memes #i think i'm probably safe because game freak never follows up on these storylines #and probably won't isekai a subway boss when we just got one in the previous game #just. yeah. pla made me really care about them.

[bestbonnist]

This is a funny bit the anime added, but I think it's slightly out of character. In the manga, Kahaku's motivation is split between doing what the Guardian's want—keeping Fushi under their control—and actually helping people like Fushi wants, with a heavy leaning toward the prior. He starts out by saying that "the Guardians' Fushi" can't be captured, and then segues into his explanation that they can't help anyone if they're stuck. Kahaku doesn't think he has to hide the Guardians' goal from Fushi, like he does in the anime when he edits himself. That would imply that he's on some level aware that what the Guardians want to do with Fushi is wrong, and that Fushi would not approve, which we later see is not at all true.

The manga uses a flashback to show that in this instance, Kahaku is echoing Fushi's logic and making an attempt to follow their wishes. In his mind, what Fushi wants is the same as what the Guardians want, so there's no need to distinguish between the two (this, again, turns out not to be the case). It also clarifies that Kahaku is touched by Fushi's desire to help other people, and does genuinely want to help them in any way possible, beyond his responsibilities as the head of the Guardians.

#LISTEN TO ME. kahaku's main flaw in the uralis arc is that he is blindingly ignorant of the defense corps.'s fuck ups (because he was #raised by their cult). say what you want about him but once he realizes that fushi hates the guardians with a passion—and more importantly #WHY they hate them so much—he separates himself from them as much as possible and changes his behavior and way of thinking #fumetsu no anata e #fnae anime #fnae spoilers #previous era #uralis arc #kahaku #fushi #original post #to your eternity #to you the immortal #fnae #tye #kahak #immo

[chiropteracupola]

you don't have to be a ghost, here amongst the living...

[you guessed it, collaboration with @dxppercxdxver again]

#em draws stuff #flintlock fortress #team fortress 2 #this is one of those ones that looks better with screen brightness at least halfway up #sorta a redraw of my previous drawing of these two in a vague purple-blue darkness? #there may have to be a third iteration since I'm honestly not entirely satisfied with this one either #but there is nonetheless Significant improvement going on in the design part of it alone. I Kind Of understand their faces now? #someday I'll get the hang of interior space but I do not think that today is that day. back to same old same old sketchy scribble. #in the end I think I like the lines on their own better than anything with color. maybe I'll post them separately... #oh yeah. caption lyrics from florence and the machine's 'third eye' #a very apt song for this scenario and the fic that may end up going with it.

[aesadraws]

I need to figure out what methods people use nowadays to trim posts for roleplaying on tumblr because I.... Miss it so much...

#aesa rambles #keep seeing cool rpers in the ffxvi tag and i aaaa #but then i've always been bad at having my rp blog be separate from a main #and idk having a secondary blog as the rp one is not an appealing idea #anyway i have xkit rewritten already but i've not tried its trim post feature bc it's... not good at saying how it does it #i need to be able to keep the previous rb there but axe the others #i suppose i could always just try it out myself but i'm lazy and will probably wait days to even do that x.x

[shaiappreciation]

This is more of an informal pic, but I don't think I've had a chance to really show off my cosplay wings in (almost) full 👀

#they're strung up not in or over a closet but rather an alcove on one side of the room #i had to move out from my previous location in a bit of a hurry but i absolutely made sure these came with me 😤 #idk how i feel about the silhouette they make since i now have a much better understanding of wing structure #but i do also love them as they are ❤️ #mod.txt #hxh #shaiapouf #ive already posted cosplay pics but I don't think ive ever separately posted the wings 👀

[angrybatart]

The OTHER reason why I don't draw as much...

His name is Barry, possibly named after Barry White, and we rescued him from a petting farm. So if he looks like he's missing feathers, that's why. (Poor guy plucked himself because of the conditions he was kept in.) I can't draw with him around because, like any bird, your stuff is his property, and he is free to chew on it as much as he wants.

But we still love him. And he loves us.

#not art #cockatoo #Barry the Cockatoo #rescue bird #birb #he DOES have some forms of emotional and mental scars from his previous owner #but cockatoos definitely DO NOT make the greatest pets or first pets #THANKFULLY the shitty petting farm was closed down because someone complained about the VERY OBVIOUS poor treatment of the other animals #a sheep showed obvious signs of a nasal/sinus infection #I MIGHT share the full story later. In a separate post but this is an art blog so also probably won't #please do your research before picking out an animal to keep as a pet and be prepared for the commitment #also adopt. don't shop

[caiternate]

okay different post

#again. still figuring out what this looks like for me. #but i keep coming back to how much of a protective factor my high school gsa was #like i know i’m susceptible to nostalgia but #1. most of us were on tumblr but we were talking about concepts from tumblr to each other face to face #it wasn’t theoretical and it wasn’t about strangers on the internet. it was the real lived experience of friends we loved. #just speaking for myself i think that made us more careful and more kind #not that we didn’t fuck up!!! but i at least remember being corrected gently and lovingly when i did and i’m so grateful #2. i went back on my blog and 7-8 years ago (senior year of high school-ish) i was very clearly thinking about asexuality #and then i got to college and those posts just kind of trickled to a stop #but i think being on tumblr and not having that sort of space to process definitely allowed more of what was being said #to get stuck in my head without that filter #and i’ve been trying to reblog the previous post for over an hour tonight and i don’t know when i became so brittle about this #i miss when we called ourselves letterfolk because the acronym was a mouthful but we wanted to include everyone we possibly could #jesus. sorry. i thought i had to make a separate post because i was going to get personal and then i just got melodramatic #letterfolk #we’ll see about the rest but that was good enough for me then and it’ll be good enough for me now

[cezulian]

How are people who have a lot of disposable income not constantly giving it away. Like what do yall need that shit for? There’s not even that much cool stuff

#this is a separate thought from my previous money post #I just feel like ok I’d buy a computer and some cool clothes but that’s probably it

[penname-artist]

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#TLDR this is an add-on post to my previous reblog #because there was something I wanted to clarify in it that I forgot to #probably because I slept in until eleven again and have no idea what month it is anymore #but I digress! #I don't actually completely hate the characters I listed - not nearly the way that I did before #See all those thing I listed weren't just 'generally ruined by bad fandom' characters those are all previous triggers of mine #previous #as in they no longer affect me the way they used to and I've worked very hard to reconstruct my concepts of them away from trauma #Cabbie in PARTICULAR here because that guy went from me wanting nothing to do with him at ALL #to being another trauma-bearing character I have to write out in order to work out complicated emotions in my brain #and later additions surrounding the character have given me reason to enjoy him more fully and with less pressure that I used to feel #the same goes to all characters to varying degrees #though the reasons behind that may be separate #and the processes in which I learned to be alright with them again are mildly varied #There are still some tender places and wounds I'm treating softly #and sometimes not just for my sake but for friends' sakes too - people who were there and people who feel somewhat similarly #but the reason isn't relevant anymore #things just happen #and I'm getting closer every day to better managing the weight that things happening left behind #which circles back to the first statement that no - I don't 'hate' the characters anymore #people ruined them for me once before and I dug my heels in and changed the story #for my own sake #that's about the most you can do y'know? #anyways this was long

[in-tua-deep]

guess who showed up in my dream last night!

if you guess “early hobbit cartoon gandalf” then you were right!

#my dreams #time travel dream #i should elaborate more because it was a complex dream that focused on the protagonist AND antagonist and had two separate eras #time-travel to the past plot and post-plot where the antagonist had to learn to live with himself after #old man gandalf was a wizard named 'bulo' who was ??? very cryptic and responsible for some of the time travel stuff i think. #i remember being the antagonist (now a young adult) with his child self running from a monster #(baby self had just found out i was him because we had the same disability which included muscle spasms in our bad leg) #(i think i was a student teacher because i was trying to make sure he wouldn't turn out like me) #but anyway we were running from a monster and spotted bulo outside the window #well my baby self did and asked who it was #and i remember banging on the window and screaming for him. which is the only reason i know bulo's name #and he looked at me. and he *looked* at me. and then he turned away. #and i remember the feeling of utter betrayal and helplessness because fuck. i knew i'd been a villain. but baby me was still just like #he was just a shitty kid?? a bully maybe but we were trying to get better #protagonist had an easier time of it because he time traveled as school ended and his baby self was leaving to live in miami #so when we returned to the future still in our grown bodies. he became a student teacher as well but didn't have to deal with his baby self #shoutout to my evil druid friend though who was also trying to help save baby me #well she wasn't like EVIL evil but like. i think she was corrupted and protagonist ended up saving her #but we were 'previous antagonists fucked up by what we had done' solidarity #i think i kidnapped her in the past at one point?? #she just fucked off to live in the forest and didn't even talk to protagonist after everything i think. maybe out of shame #but me (antagonist) and her (i think her name was iob or ios or something with an i) were very very weird friends #bulo you fucker #to clarify we like. time traveled as seven-or-eight year olds into the past (????) and grew up there before being slingshotted back