#slightly depressed

[girlyteengirl16]

guys i can’t stop pushing people away i think im meant to be alone

#mentally unstable #i’m lowkey sad #slightly depressed #i’m tired #i love pushing people away #i’m sleepy #and sad #honk shoo mimimimi #tw depressing stuff #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #tw depressing thoughts #depression relapse

[letmedi3pls]

Feel like I’m in a downward spiral right now. Trying to get outta this mood, but my head won’t let me…. Fuuuuuuccck.

#the thoughts are back #seems like it’ll be a terrible night #I just can’t #I just wanna scream into the void #slightly depressed #depressed

[cfs-crohns-colitis-warrior]

I find it so weird that I don’t have depression like I used to anymore.

Like sure, I still have it, but nowhere near like I did before.

Just been wishing for my pain to end, but clarified to myself that I don’t want my life to end, just the pain.

I now have a boyfriend I love and who loves me. I have a future with him. I have so much to look forward to with him, so of course I don’t want to end my life.

But I sure as hell want this fucking pain to stop so I can get some rest and recoup tomorrow.

#chronic illness warrior #chronic fatigue syndrome #cfs/me #chronic illness #myalgic encephalomyelitis #chronic illnesses #depression #slightly depressed #pain is an old friend #pain #pains #aches and pains #chest pain

[sadjuniper]

✨🎉I wanna cry, but I don't want to draw attention to myself. I don't know what to tell anyone when they ask me, "what's wrong?"🎉✨

#sad feelings #i want to cry #slightly depressed #sad and lonely #sadness #crying #sad mood #i don't wanna feel anymore #i wanna be alone

[ayphyx]

Woe. Scully be upon ye.

#the x files #dana scully #txf #txf fanart #my art #i was gonna draw more stuff but depression and art block is a bitch so all your gonna get is this scully #you’re* #also sorry for having a slightly inconsistent art style #it will happen again

[nohoperadio]

There's a weirdly poignant sort of... metaphysical tragedy in the fact that pain, which evolved as a helpful signal to alert us when bad things might be happening to us, grew into becoming... well, basically the Bad Thing. To the point where by universal consensus the very worst thing you can do to a being like us is torture them (i.e. trigger the warning signal as strongly as possible while perhaps deliberately avoiding causing "actual" harm). And there are tons of illnesses and injuries and disabilities that massively impact people's quality of life, ranging from annoying to depressing to driving people to suicide, basically purely because they're very physically painful, while the underlying bodily dysfunction that the pain is supposedly "warning" of is either relatively minor or literally non-existent.

The capacity to feel pain is a good and important thing, some people lack it and that's generally awful for them, only in a universe unrecognizably different from ours could we ever do without it. But isn't it awful to think how if only there was somebody up there to adjust the settings for us, they'd probably only have to tweak them the tiniest bit to keep 99.99% of the benefits while saving us from all the most extreme miseries forever?

The mechanism didn't have to be perfect for natural selection's purposes, it had to be good enough that the average individual in the average situation would be motivated to stay more or less out of trouble. Measured by the metrics nature was working towards, she could afford to be a little slapdash with the exact implementation, and she was. In doing so she opened the door to infinities of evil and suffering that wouldn't otherwise be conceivable. All this only had one chance to happen, and it happened that way. There's nobody to be mad at--I'm mad about it, though.

#I should say for what it's worth #the pains I've had to deal with thus far in life fall into the annoying shading into slightly depressing category #and are intermittent in nature and don't bother me most days #although they have interfered with my ability to have a hobby more than once and make me concerned about other stuff sometimes #there are people I care about who have it much worse #this clarification is only to ensure nobody expends undue sympathy on me #uninteresting

[penofwildfire]

Kai being the first human Wyldfyre got really attached to and them being a silly little duo and then her losing him after it's revealed that she's lost a lot of loved ones in the past was DEVASTATING AS HELL wtf 😭😭😭

#like holy shiittttttt #ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago dr #wyldfyre #kai #dragons rising s2 #ninjago spoilers #on a related note Wyldfyre getting through to Egalt because of her knowledge of dragons (specifically the illness that she's seen kill them) #was a really cool and slightly depressing detail #also the thing about the mountain being named after him is fun

[somnimagus]

taking him very seriously as you can see. in other news i can't look at fictional depictions of food without desperately wanting the food

[id in alt!]

#dmc #devil may cry #dante devil may cry #food #whyy do they draw the sundaes so good. looking at real ones for refs and got slightly mad bc they weren't in my possession #i've had the most beastly craving for weeks now thanks to this dude. gdi #with that + the depression he's unfortunately a mood #looking at that strawberry like 'maybe this one will fix me' #fan art #my art

[just-somedude]

I confessed my feelings for someone yesterday, and it went exactly how I expected. I was turned down, and that hurts, a lot, but it's important not to let it hurt you so much that you shut down. Keep living life and stay true to yourself, eventually someone will come that sees you for the amazing soul you are

#yea im heartbroken and slightly depressed by it #but im gonna make damn sure I don't let it end me this time

[wackydoggs]

season 2 of clone high might have killed joanfk and spat on its corpse but i still love this ship with all of my heart, even if the show does not LOL

#clone high #clone high art #clone high fanart #jfk clone high #clone high jfk #joan clone high #joan of arc clone high #clone high joan #clone high joan of arc #my art #i have missed them so so so much #i even started working on one of my old clone high fanfics from 2020 that i lowkey abandoned LOL #honestly might post abt that fanfic once the new chapters done #but anyway #i adore them so much and i will never get over how poorly the show did them #i hate getting depressed over a ship of clones of historical figures bc its weird BUT I CANT HELP IT I MISS SEASON ONES POTENTIAL FOR THEM #i liked season 2 but im also lying if i said i do not slightly resent it LOL #in my head there are like two versions of the clone high canon #one where season two never happened and joanfks potential as a good ship stays cemented forever #and one where season two does happen (in which case i ship the hell out of some jfk/abe and jfk/confucious LOL) #but yeah basically joanfk is my roman empire and shipping them is my canon event

[pansyfemme]

i am so fucking done with living like a depressed person. i cant make the mental illness go away but i want to stop living like i am mentally ill dear god

#i cant keep living in messy depression rooms and eating one meal a day i literally cannot go on but everytime i try to quit once the mania #dies down and i stop cleaning and taking care of myself and being regular with my meds the cycle starts again and suddenly im back where i #started. im so sick of this #having severe treatment resistant depression is less of a mental illness and more of a curse to make everyone in your life find you at least #slightly disgusting forever. sick of it

[riverrunscold]

Since we're sharing youtube comments, I wanted to share this underrated one

#watcher #watcher entertainment #disappointed but not completely surprised #i haven't watched them in a hot minute and i think this situation made me realize why #all the content is too perfect now. maybe even slightly too long. i say this as someone who loves long videos #i watch retrospectives on shows ive never seen or actively dislike and love every moment of it #but sitting with the silenced of ghost files is just boring now. which i hate to say but it is #there hasn't been any really funny bits in a while either. and the jokes that they do on the set feel not super authentic #that's just me though #im worried they made a bad business decision and it's gonna hurt them. and the situation isn't super serious so i enjoy laughing about it #i really think i was into watcher for a hot minute but sometimes it feels like im slogging through a video just to get a glimmer of #what i used to love #which is super depressing xD

[inkyclone99]

His whole reason to keep on fighting and living is back and is safe…I’m unwell…

#rare inky post cuz it’s a very special occasion… #ever since noticing Hunter being slightly slander than last season all the pain and depression that must’ve been happening #in his mind stuck to me… #my lil wife wanted his daughter so bad… #mom worried his daughter is finally here…. #they are so important to me it’s not even a joke… #I just want their happiness… #please Star Wars… #I beg #Sergeant Hunter #my love #Omega TBB #my baby girl #The Bad Batch #Star Wars

[cfs-crohns-colitis-warrior]

Feeling so lethargic today, but I have at least done something. I’ve been trying to crochet a sloth body for a while and kept putting it off cause I cba and couldn’t figure out how to do it, but I wrote out a pattern to try the other day and just did it today, so it’s actually finished! Still need to do the arms and legs and the head but that I really was struggling with, so even though I’m feeling super meh I’m still proud with what I’ve achieved today.

Now I just want to go get into bed and and rest until tomorrow, though I really cba to move just yet and go do my nightly routine of brushing my teeth and stuff. Sending energy to anyone who needs it!!

#chronic illness warrior #awareness #myalgic encephalomyelitis #chronic fatigue syndrome #cfs/me #chronic illness #chronic illnesses #exhaustion #me/cfs #lethargic #slightly depressed

[boogieboba]

BEING A MANDALORIAN IS NOT JUST LEARNING ABOUT HOW TO FIGHT — YOU ALSO HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO NAVIGATE THE GALAXY. THAT WAY, YOU WILL NEVER BE LOST

#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP OHMYGOD #slightly less concerned abt the portrayal of mando culture in a post-empire world #i cannot wAIT for mand’alor din djarin to singlehandedly cure my depression #the mandalorian #din djarin

[okruee]

#thought of looking even slightly incompetent is the worst thing to happen to me in my life ever #miscalculated something and my manager had to correct me now im gonna think about this for the rest of week and be depressed about it