#sm done fucked up

[critai]

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#kagerou project #kagepro #mary kozakura #kano shuuya #kido tsubomi #seto kousuke #my art #critai mine #WAUGHHDH !!!!!!! #happy 15th from the jst timezone #IM NOT DONE YET I SITLL HAVE 2 DRAW AYANO #bro this file crashed sm times AUGHDHH #edit: WAGH I FOUND OUT THIS WENT ON THE RADAR WTF #i remember when i first posted this i didnt have time to explain the comp process for this 1 and not that it was anything big just #felt like i had to explain kano's framing bc it does look wonky #p much that it's actually the outline of the yobanashi graffiti title in his mv :-) !!! #not sum fucked up hole lol #everything else i think it's p self explanatory www was abt to do mekakushi code for kido but i felt like shissou word highlighted her #character more so i went w that..!!! #and originally i was to draw mary as a separate piece and have the meka trio in another but i didnt have time... #which is fine bc sidu did the same thing in their art book also LMAO #mary's og concept was also the curtain idea but behind her would've ben her mom + maybe seto (imagination forest stuff) #thank u for the nice tags :"-DDD

[rileyclaw]

turn on the lights, this cannot last forever

watching and dreaming promo

#i woke up and saw that trailer had dropped 5 minutes before i checked my phone. something out there needed me awake #the owl house #toh spoilers #watching and dreaming #toh season 3 #luz noceda #amity blight #hunter noceda #gus porter #willow park #the owl house spoilers #this episode is gonna fuck so HARDDDDD its ticking all my fav trope boxes so far from just 44 seconds of promo material omg #guys im sweating sm i sat down chugged a monster and didnt move a muscle until this was done. my demons #hdhfdhfgdjhgd guys!!!! im so unwell

[arthursfuckinghat]

"Omg I wonder what Arthur's reaction would be if he saw the kinda content people make of him-"

Arthur:

#“I don't need your smutty fairies partner 😒” #he was so done with this guy it's so fucking funny #alternate title: “what its like entering the rdr2 fandom as an asexual” #I'm kidding around but I'm giggling sm #I strive have arthurs idgaf attitude honestly #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick vids #funnies #arthur morgan #red dead redemption community #the way tumblr fucks up videos is going to be the end of me why is it so crunchy now when the og video is in good quality #barcode my horse

[tricoufamily]

tried to make my middle school ocs as sims to heal my inner child and completely overhauled them. so here they are, before and after The Events

lore time! trigger warning for like. everything like just go ahead and block their name tags if you have basically any triggers at all sorry

facts about hinnry (right)!

born into an incredibly isolated cult that's existed on a commune completely detached from the world since the 1890s. no one knows they exist, and it would be incredibly difficult to even find the commune.

that's why his name is spelled that way. they've been isolated for so long that their spelling and dialect have almost developed into their own language. like hinnry morphed from henry, jime morphed from james, merthy morphed from martha, etc.

everyone on the commune has the last name skrinniwk. none of the historians who studied the remains of the commune could determine what this used to mean.

you can spell it henry or hinnry. ilya (left) spells it henry. whatever

he has like 17 siblings (his father has multiple wives)

his father is the leader of the cult. they believe that their leader has been the same person since the 1890s, and he transfers his soul to one of his children when his physical body dies

on the commune there are bunkhouses for sleeping, a chapel for worship and school ('school') for the kids, a mess hall/kitchen kinda thing where they all eat, and then all their farming and livestock stuff

hinnry's job is slaughtering the animals

he's 18, almost 19, and has no wives or children yet. the men basically conceive children until they can't anymore (his father is an old man), but it's still strange that he hasn't done it yet at his age.

none of them besides his father and his father's brother have ever left the commune (he has a secret car. the rest of them don't even know what a car is, they think he has divine abilities and that's where they get things from)

a plague has been killing them like crazy. they've been locking bodies in the barn and burning them at night. this is not a good sign for their religion.

they believe all the death means it's time to leave their physical bodies. a mass suicide is coming. this isn't why hinnry runs away though. he would have had no hesitations about it.

facts about ilya (left)!

r̵e̷d̵a̷c̴t̴e̴d̶

r̵̅͜é̶͉ḍ̷̉a̵̲͝c̴͎͊t̵͓́e̵̤͆d̸̰̚

r̶̛̟̞͉̝̪͇͇̳͇̫̖͓̥͍̼̬̪̠̻̝̜͎̙̙̫͉̩͕͇̦͑͑̊̇̓̆̅̽̀̌̈̑͋̊̈́̌̈́͗̆͛̐̀̄̏̂̌̇̊̕͜ë̶͚̲͈͚͉̘̞̉̀̈́́̓́͗͐͌̃̌̌̂̈̄ḑ̵̨̟͓̣̲͎̤͔̑̑́̊̎́̉̉͌̋̓͒̅̀͂́̐̃͛̉̂̊̉̃̈́̋̑̀̈̕͝͝ã̸̧̛̪̼̩̦̜̙̳̦͊͛̄̓̔̈́̃̏̅̊̅́̾̔̆͗̈́̇̾̆͊̎͆̍̓͂̕̕̕͝͝ͅc̵̛̛̰͈̩̥̩̭̹̤̙̟͔̬͖͔̗̰̙̹̎̿̑̀̏͋͆̒̔̎̄̐͛͘̕͜t̸̡̰̖̥̱͈͎͍̙͙̤͍̟͈̦͈̻̺̮̳̗̱̫͋̑̏ė̴̢̡̛̥̱͔͉̩̱̬͇͇̪̖̰̻͉̞͈̩̭̪͚̮̞̠̰̩̦̝̽͆̆̔̄̊̑̑͆̎͌̍̀̈́̔̈́̌͘̚͠ḑ̴̨̪̖̞̙̭̖͔̠̯͙̭̺͔͖̖͙̪̐͛̄̉͛͜͝͝

ṛ̸̑̚͝e̸͉͒d̴̮͚̗͑́a̴͖͎̥̾ć̶̦͈t̶̰͇͚̾̉̕e̷͈̰̾͗̎d̵̾͜

r̷̡̛̻̹͙͈̖̺͛̾̇̋͂̊̑͂̈́̓̎̄̍̆͐̕e̴̡̨̝̜̻̞͍͔͍̲̯͕̹̭̱̩̘̝̳̅̉̈́̇̉͋̑̅͂̋̅̆̿̀̄̉̌̂͑̕͜͝͝ͅͅd̴̥̖̖̗̮̯̦̖͖̄͆̍̊̂̔͆͌̒͘á̸̡̨̠̺͓̠̯̼͚̬̘̪̻̜̠͍̱̿͒̃̌̆̅͊̃̈́͑͑͑̽̈͒̂̓̍͌̿̀͊̃͘͠č̴̺͇̒͑̑̈́̉t̴̨̧̨̡̖̩͕̙̪̰̠̳̬͔͈̬̞̝͈̠̮̭̍̏͛͋͊̊̑è̸̡̧̡̨̛̫̪͔̘̞̜͙̥̝̙͎͙̺͉̭̭̱͍̺̓ͅd̶͖̄̂̈

ṟ̴̟̫͊ë̴̠͇̟́̅͠d̸̼̬̘̕͘ą̴̱̜̈́͒͝c̸̺̫̑̓̕ţ̶̣̅̋̈́é̵̛͍͍͝d̸͖̥̬͗̓

oh yeah he'll have all the hair colors in the poll at some point he dyes it a lot

r̸̢̨̢̛̤̘̪͉̘̥̦͍̙̫̖̣̼̟͖̦̪̯̼͓̙̮̬̞̳̞̺̭͈̥̮̪̝͎̻̩̩̣̬̿̍͐̐̓̔̊̂͂̐́̎̊̍́͑̾̓́̊̒͋̇̐͑̈́͒͐̕͝͝ͅͅe̶̡̧̢̡̥͍̭̪͖̟̘̮̬̤͚͚̤̗̯͚̱̻̜͔͈̞̻̫̙̪̜̬̘̼̦̣͖͔̪̝̣͖͕͚͐̽̍͜͜ͅͅd̵̢̧̨̟̝̦̜̹͎̜̻̬̤̝̣̣̭̤̣̪͙̖͉̼̼̜̻̮̬͕͕̤͓̭͍̹̥͉͚̥͆͋̆͗̆̂̑̍̑̒͗̾͂͗̆͗̒̐̈̈̃́̔͊́́̿́̎̿̕͘̚͘͠͝͝ͅͅa̸̢̨̛͔̰̺̙̖̪̟͎͎̬̹̪̭͙̗͕̬̞͍͍̠͚̩̺͓͍͙̋̍̒̑̊͐̍̈̆̊͊̂̂̋̎̈́͗͆͋́͌̏ͅc̵̖̟̦̺̼͈̀̐̓̒̃͆̌̑̽̈́̃̓̎͛̎̅̏̈́̿̃̔͋̓͝͠͝͝͝͝͝t̵̨̢̼̹̜̹͚͖̫̤̫̺̳̞̣̗͚̫̬͉̤̠̫̫̘͔̫͓̠̙͉̲̠͙͈̭̗̻̎͛̑̊͊͒̎͋͗͜ͅę̴͈̟̖̜̄̇̃͌̉̈̆̍͗͒̿̆̀́͑́͋͌̃̈́́d̵̡̧̢̛͙̝̲̗̼͕̟̱̼͍̦̤̙̹̼̯̹͍̭̟̖̠̣̝̝̳̣̣̥̫̰̖̎̓͛̂́̓͋͗͋̾̎́̎̓̿̿̌̓͛́̓̈́̓̚̕̚͘͜͜͠

#they're overtaking my brain like oh man this is bad #i love them sm but i genuinely find hinnry's face unsettling to look at jdksjjfjds he is a bit creepy!!! #um. considering this is a highly isolated cult. do not think about why he might look a bit strange. #and if you do. to answer your question uhh. yes. somewhere in there certainly. but not as much as some of the others....? #some of the elders have extreme methemoglobinemia they're literally 100% blue skinned ok. that was like in the 60s in think? #and hinnry's grandfather said this is getting bad we need to bring some new recruits in for the first time. they've done that a few times #hinnry's mom was a new recruit. so. you know. it's pretty far back in his line #anyway!!!!!!!!!!! #they're the most fucked up characters i've ever made i think i'm like. can simblr handle this....idk #ts4 #ts4 cas #the sims 4 #ilya #hinnry #two-headed lamb

[forestfan69]

CW: Hospital imagery, medical imagery, blood, light body horror (?)

These hands of mine will be my undoing

#cw blood #cw body horror #cw hospital #cw medical #if i need to add anything else lmk! #my art #moira o'deorain #overwatch #moira overwatch #overwatch 2 #ow2 #the idea is that she performed surgery on herself and ended up passing out from blood loss or sm idk #because knowing her she definitely has done some sort of self surgery #anyway im pretty proud of this one #fucked my wrist up but it was worth it

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Doodles for you all

#i didn't like that fabby had the same shaped glasses as phoenix so i thought halfmoons would be fun :3 #also that last juniper one im SO SAD abt because the sketch was sm better but because my sketchbook is a monster he would have smudged #by a monster i mean (goes and weighs it) 826 grams. #that is more than i thought #then again #my last one his somewhere over a kilo? so uh. yeah #my one for art was like 4 and a half by the time I was done with it so yeah #ANYWAYS juniper you fucko #AND PRISM!!!!!!! oh i love her so #it's a little hard to tell because the strap on her goggles is in the way HOWEVER i do give her a nose bump #the goggle strap tends to sit on it when i draw it but auuu i love her #me realising im an artist and i can draw her HAPPY as MUCH as I WANT with her ROBOTS which SHE LOVES #also the reason i do all my drawings traditionally is becahse my desk is currently a mess and I don't want to fix ny set up for digital #but i can do artfight this year for the first time ever so I have fucking PLANS!!!!!!!!!!!! #im genuinely kinna excited <- had a singular oc which is my fursona #well ok in my defense i DO have an ieytd oc in the works but i have 0 ideas for a design but it is a funny concept #time for me to shut up #ieytd #i expect you to die #[agent moose's art] #john juniper #roxana prism #robutler #the fabricator

[deludedandlostcause]

#she's going to be another annoying one if she's supposed to stay long term #she's one of those who never shuts the fuck up on sm isn't she? #there's always articles about her #c #i'm so done with this shit

[silenthillbunni]

🦷

#my teeth have been aching nd hurting on nd off for 5 months now >.< #but the past few days theyre aching almost all day :c it's so annoying nd i hate it sm i cant concentrate on anything #i cant rlly do anything either like mouthwash nd tootphaste nd flour tablets arent helping #i've been taking great care of my teeth for the past several years too like idk :// #im thinking it could potentially be acid reflux damaging the teeth #but i've already been to the doctors w it nd nothing helps :// #anyway i made an appt but it isnt until the 6th may #on top of that it's only an appt for them to check nd see nd then write a list of things that should/could be done #then i have to send it in for approval nd see what my wellfare will cover 😬 #it's not certain that they'll approve any of the recommended treatment #at least i've tried then #dental care is CRAZY expensive like it's fucked up #i wish i just had a job w a salary then i'd gladly take all my money nd go to the dentist #i HATE dental pain nd issues. i hate it sm!!!!!! i would give up my entire pay just to get rid of this #i'd start any job tmrw just so i could go to the dentist i absolutely abhor this #so yeah im struggling w this atm nd it's roughhhh #hopefully it'll calm down. i still have to think abt school nd do my assignments

[dennisboobs]

ptsdee script making it very clear that the punchline for entire joke about charlie shaving dennis' back was supposed to be a setup for cynthia to think they were late because they were off having gay sex

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charden #you know how it is. #i love the script sm i just am so fucking stuck on every single word dennis says in it like even in this exchange. this isnt right.... #anyway. enough about dennis' trauma for now i could ramble about it for ten years and still not be done #anyway. they should do that for real. shred up his back some more charlie.

[kelvingemstone]

a starstruck odyssey is for lovers

#more than acofaf even. the love story of the wurst is what dreams are made of #emilymurph sitting next to each other...skip straightest man ever prince of alien slugs learning to be free bc of the crew...gnosis... #best on average npcs. lucienne plug bambi leroux the butch at the space station fuckin space heiress trust fund baby bajar crunch moon jone #and this is not to say ANYTHING of how good the characters are. #they could keep making d20 seasons forever and starstruck will always be a cut above the rest because of how fucking good the setting is #like with crown of candy even tho i loved it sm i feel like some politics were discarded in favor of the others; all out war was eh to me #the build up to a war tho? now that's interesting that's where the juice is basically i wanted asoiaf book one vibes with this cast but #that's a matter of personal preference! i don't feel like acoc did the most that could've been done with a “politics” campaign #dimension 20 #dropout.tv #a starstruck odyssey #because of their deep investment in the world and the genre it never feels like starstruck couldn't do anything. it feels limitless! #season two...god if they never do one that'd be such wasted capability #ik fantasy high is so beloved and it is a beautiful lasagna of time and playing style but if i could get multiple seasons w starstruck... #the thing that makes asoiaf asoiaf is that we have a similar level of insight into the minds of baddies like the lannisters as we do into #the minds of the clean jesus allegory starks. and in acoc the “worst” character we got from the heroes was lapin n even he was aligned #to the rocks' cause. saccharina WAS a rocks -- that was her whole deal -- and even then she wasn't a morally reproachable character bc #she was right! i wanted acoc to be down and dirty and when they said ravening would be i was excited but even that turned out to be them #destroying a secret cult which was going to kill the world. no really down low shenanigans!

[barkingangelbaby]

I feel like such a broken fucking person lol

I talked way too much in the tags don't read them

#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!! #been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust #i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short #i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways #i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and #i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc #we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk. #i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus #t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do #n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on #being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it #I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her #like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky #i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up #i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on #like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything #idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions #today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others #i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day #rAMbles

[lonelyworld]

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#personal #im so fucking sick of people #like i try to go out and do stuff and talk to people but when i try i js feel like people are mocking me #like yesterday i was returning a flare tights that i bought online and i usually hateee returning stuff #but i went to the physical store to return it and the woman at the register was so meannn #like i have curly long hair and it sheds more than ”normal“ hair ig and there was ONE strand of hair on the tights and she plucked it off #like slow and dramatic and looked at me with disgust #and then she held the pants up and there was like a piece of cotton or whatever its called on it and she plucked it off and she looked so #disgusted and she js talked to me in the worst tone but i finally got it returned #and there were so many people in line behind me #i just wanted to cry #and another thing #i hate going outside where i live bc my friend knows someone who lives in the building next to mine and that friend is like oddly obsessed #with me for some reason #and shes literally filmed me one time when i was on the same bus as her and sent it to my friend #and my friend thought it was hilarous #and my friend has only told me about her filming me once so idk if shes done it other times #but its so fucking uncomfortable and i already struggle sm with paranoia and feeling like im being watched #i just wanna isolate myself and hide from everyone im so fucking tired

[spaciebabie]

I saw your most recent post and want to ask about ALL your OCS. Tell me all you know. :3

okay well you could describe nebulous as a calm ocean surface. no storms on the horizon, just clear blue skies all around not a cloud in the sky. should you go beneath the surface there's still not much in the water. its clear, its blue, as unpolluted as you can get and still if you swim deeper its true that the water is clear but you may begin to worry for the lack of any sort of animal or plant life you've seen thus far.

(cont under the cut)

diving deeper the water begins to blacken and the sun is but a blip above your head. you've traveled far too deep and should probably resurface, but your curiosity eats at your mind and you continue to dive. soon the sun is gone and before you the earth is cracked open with magma and ash spewing out of large vents on the ocean floor. and still you feel you havent found what you're looking for.

a glimpse of something that might be a creature piques your interest further and ignoring the warning signs sounding off in your head you leave the safety of your ship to be swallowed by the sea. instantly, you're not prepared for the pressure exerted on your very fragile body. the surprise makes you gasp and mineral rich water fills your lungs. the water all around and within you now seems to embrace you in the kindest hug death could give. agony, regret, anger, sadness, they all swirl in your mind as you go silent into that good night. never to see the surface again

nebulous is the kind of person that once you get to know her and all of her flaws she swallows you whole and engulfs you in her misery. she might compare herself to a bright burning star, and it is true to the extent that she will burn you if you get too close.

it doesnt really matter what you mean 2 her. she only has one goal. trying 2 reach out and help her, help her heal and move on, will only end in tragedy. she cant think beyond the confines of her past and is stuck in an endless loop of drowning in her own misery and anger

#spacie splains #two talk #oc: nebulous empress #oc stuff #you: tell me abt your ocs! me: rambles on in a convoluted metaphor all ta tell you that She Sucks #thinking abt her a lot #shes like so. fucked up #shes at the bottom of the ocean. but she feels like she's up in the sky amongst the stars #she doesnt realize what she's doing is wrong or that there's something wrong with her #or maybe she does #maybe she just wants 2 ignore it #if she ignores it she can just pretend that everything is okay #like she usually does #i dunno shes just like. #walking despair in a pretty pink dress #she just hasta get this done. it doesnt matter if a few get hurt if so many others can be saved #it doesnt matter she tells herself. it doesnt matter. #did you know? nebulous is very suicidal!! #two is gonna seem like a very happy go lucky story at first and start getting worse around when nebbie shows up #she has 37 mental illnesses i love her sm #girlboss yaasss slay! #I FEEL CRINGE POSTING THIS CRINGE IS THE MIND KILLER I AM STRONG I AM BIG STRONG SPACIE #I MAKE POSTS ABT WANTING 2 FUCK THAT OLD MAN THIS IS SO MUCH TAMER BY COMPARISON

[byanyan]

crazy how much better talking to someone can make u feel

#was actually having a terrible night but finally opening up to my mom helped sm #idk sometimes I forget how much genuinely straight up talking can help afkgskg #.........ok actually alcohol helped but like. that's bc it took me drinking to build up the courage to talk #which is a me issue more than anything but ahfkgkshsgj #yeah. idk. sorry I'm still sucking at keeping up w things buttttttttt #I'm kinda a dumbass for hoping I might get anything done tonight lmaoooooo #I need to get better at accepting my own limitations I think #........anyway. sorry for still not doing stuff I'll get back to things eventually but rn I need to be chill with what I can & can't manage #u know? if I need to take the weekend to properly fucking FINALLY let my brain relax I will #and if I'm chill enough to vibe w writing while I'm relaxing?? that's great!!!! #but I'm not gonna pressure myself I'm all vibes for the next few days bc that's what I fuckin need #that said.... I do love y'all 💜💜 ty for ur patience bc I need it so badly rn #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[adoranoia]

a fun lil thing abt saeyoung that i like is hes very much. not about like, 'oh ok, lemme fix you' or whatever, despite being the stereotypical sun shine type, and what not. it's def more 'yeah ur kinda the worst, but i'm gonna be kind to you, and smile at you anyway, and what you do with that fact is between you and god'. and anyway, i just think that's neat.

#* && OOC #* && TBD #i wouldn't call him naive bc he isn't like hes Aware they're bad #but so is he. in his mind at least. hes done sm fucked up shit #bc the agency and all so he just. catch these hands (hugs u) #lmao #BELOVED..............

[celticwoman]

giffing a lil s1 gilmore girls scene taking me a thousand years im gonna kms

#NOT ONLY THE QUALITY IS SHIT #BUT THERE ARE SO MANY FUCKING FRAMES #ITS TAKING FOREVER TO LOAD EVERY TIME I DO ANYTHING #AAAAAUUUUGGHHHHH #i just loved this scene sm :-( #its okay. it will be done #NOT GIVING UP #until my laptop explodes #cami.txt