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radio-heads · 2 years
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playing the quarry again for the millionth time and i just noticed something i hadn't previously. if you pick the option to have dylan nudge nick (to pick up abi's bag), afterwards dylan starts to like,,, fidget with his hands and looks super proud of himself and all that and it's So Cute???
it is something very small but with that in mind i am headcanoning that dylan stims a lot, especially when he's excited :)
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puppetmaster13u · 6 months
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Prompt 79
  When Pariah was awoken from his slumber, he wasn’t exactly expecting it. One was never expecting to awaken when they were supposed to be sealed for eternity after all. He also wasn’t expecting for the reason the sarcophagus was even opened to be a pair of literal infants. A pair of very sick infants.
  One was a newborn ancient for Realms’ sake! Two years dead, if that, and the other- Where was their guardian?! Who had let an obsession get that bad?! How long had he been sealed away that no one had caught an obsession turning toxic and harmful towards a ghostling?! 
  Why was he even sealed inside this area of the zone?! Why had his Keep been moved in the center of one of the zones where ghostlings formed?! He’d never harm a ghostling, but if he’d been any madder (And he knows he had lost it near the end there, that he’d gone too far as he cracked under the weight of the Realms, he’d had an eternity to realize) it would have been a catastrophe! 
  Who has been in charge, the observants!? … What the fuck, that was supposed to be rhetorical! No! They’re good for paperwork but they seem to have failed even at that and- what do you mean they’ve sealed Clockwork away?! 
  The already traumatized Time Primordial who was in this type of area specifically to care for ghostlings, and was now being prevented?! How long has this been going on- No! He’s fixing his realms-damned kingdom before he even thinks about conquering other ones, because who the fuck let it get this bad!
   Pspsps, here little sick ghostlings, he’s trying very hard not to hurt you but you are very tiny and he has been locked away for a long time so please stop squirming…
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pensymbols · 1 month
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ah yes the brook/franky/robin/jimbei polycule also known as the babysitters also known as monkey d luffys biggest enablers
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genderfcker · 1 year
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do you ever think about how NONE of the gangsey really had friends before they met each other besides henry? the only people we know gansey interacted with before meeting adam and ronan are people like mallory, who i wouldn't really count as super close friends. we know blue was the odd girl at school. that the only people adam seems to really interact with are gansey, ronan, and noah at the start of the raven boys. we know ronan was close with his brothers, but never mentions any close friends growing up. even noah is only really described as having one close friend (whelk) in high school, and we all know how that one ended up.
i think a lot about how messy the friendships are in that group, but it wasn't until today that i realized that part of the reason might be because none of them have really had friends before. it makes sense that henry, the ONE person who actually seems to have friends besides the gangsey, is also the one who is the most upfront with getting friends, and the one who seems to be really good at picking up his new friends' strengths. he's already been there before, so he knows how to interact within groups like that. everyone else is still figuring out that dynamic all throughout the series.
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if dorian didn't show up, do you think louis would have shot minnie?
I do. I know some people think either he wouldn't have or he would've missed so that's why the writers had him shoot Dorian instead, but mmmmmm no, I don't personally think so. I like to think that if he had taken the shot, his shaky hands would've caused him to shoot her fatally.
Mostly because I'm already so normal about the fact that of the Ericson crew, Marlon and Louis are the only ones with a body count. Well, that we know of, but shown to us in the game, at least. Plus, we know it's Louis' first kill.
Like yeah, Clementine and AJ become part of the crew and they have bigger body counts, and if we're counting indirect kills caused by actions, then Tenn has a count... and I guess everyone has blood on their hands for blowing up the boat... but I'm talking about killed directly with a weapon like....... I lied, I'm not normal about that at all, Louis and Marlon are the ones who have killed someone in Louis' route. I'm also not normal about the fact that Louis kills Dorian and then even as he's clearly in shock, he tries to go with Clementine to get AJ, and then later on when they talk about it, he says it feels like bile but not quite and he's glad he has it in him to do it.... listen, listen, listen... I'm obsessed with that.
Anyway, so if Louis shot Minerva, I think he would've accidentally killed her and can you imagine? He's already enough of a mess after killing the woman who pinned him down and tried to cut his finger off [or succeeded] but he knew Minerva, they were friends before the twins were taken. Even Violet couldn't kill her even though that would've been the smarter thing to do, and we know thanks to meta knowledge that killing her would've saved lives, but Violet couldn't, and I don't think Louis would intentionally either.
Speaking of Violet, if Louis killed Minerva, I hate to think about what that would've done to Vi. I think she might've actually left at that point, like what was planned before it got changed to her being burned. I don't think she would've attacked Louis over it, though, like yeah she attacked Clementine in the cell but Louis? I don't know, but I don't think so just because it's Louis and he'd be a mess about it anyway.
Though if he did kill her, it would be a neat parallel to draw... y'know, because Louis forgave AJ for killing Marlon even though he was pissed and heartbroken, and Violet was annoyed with him the entire time... but could she ever forgive Louis for killing Minerva? Y'know? We already have a similar parallel with AJ shooting Tenn, but still.
If Clementine killed Minerva in that moment, though, then I could see Violet attacking her since in her eyes, Clem proved her right.
So yeah, I get why they added the Dorian kill to his route. It adds another compelling element to Louis as a character, but we also need Minerva alive for episode 4; Louis can't kill her, he can't miss, and he's not going to stay with her because we need Violet to stay on the boat and him to be on shore for all routes.
#asks#twdg louis#twdg minerva#twdg clementine#twdg violet#twdg marlon#twdg tenn#honestly whenever i see someone say louis is the boring option i'm just like '.......that's your opinion but also how can you say that??'#then again i'm sure other people look at me saying violentine just isn't for me and they say the same thing so y'know... i can't talk haha#also time is such a weird thing because i look at the entire cell scene in louis' route and like... i'm not even mad about violet anymore#like yeah i still don't believe she was brainwashed like i'm sorry y'all only believe that because kent said something about it#not because there's all this evidence toward it in game like vi being pissed at clementine makes sense she doesn't need to be brainwashed#for it to work like her being vulnerable and easily manipulated into submission makes perfect sense especially with minerva there#it's like everyone was pissed that she attacked clementine and people needed a way to excuse it so it's not violet's fault when like...#that's literally what makes it interesting like calm down it's okay if violet is pissed and scared and behaves accordingly#also my controversial opinion of the day that i'll hide here in the tags so maybe people won't find it sksksk but#I personally find the concept of vinerva and the doomed tragedy of it more compelling than anything violentine did#like i'll defend violentine and i do believe it's an important and good ship it's just not my personal favorite#anyway but then the whole thing with lilly and minerva is so good and louis screaming FUCK YOU at minerva?? amazing love it so good#i love when the soft character who never chooses violence is so pissed off that all that anger they have boils to the surface and it's raw#like... he's SO mad he's SO furious he's SOOO UPSET like he wasn't even like this when marlon died or anything like he hit his limit#and then shooting dorian through the mouth while an accident is just well done i love it and i love his reaction of mortification#and apologizing and YET he still tries to go with clementine he's trembling and can barely string together a sentence but he wants to go#he wants to help her he wants to save aj THAT is the gut reaction he has after everything that just went down#'louis isn't loyal or good for clem because of the vote' babe tell me you don't understand any nuance of louis' character without telling m#it's fine IT'S FINE you don't have to agree and i just have to remind myself that it's fine not everyone likes louis we're okay#this drives me crazy in the best way like y'know what? i love the cells scene in louis' route all of it even the stuff i used to rant about#even the stuff that used to piss me off now i'm just like 'no wait past cj was dumb she wasn't looking at it this way aaaaaaaa' sksksks#that was my tag ted talk about the cell scene thank you
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biillys · 2 years
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oh ohhhhhhh ohhh wait. wait a fucking minute. listen. listen!!!!
flayed!billy and neil having an run-in a few days before The End. flayed!billy not scaring as easily, actually not scaring at all, compared to actual real!billy. turning right back on neil. except the mindflayer has a soft spot for his host becos the mindflayers fucked like that, so instead of just killing neil, the mindflayer decides to play with it's food for a bit.
real!billy doing his Thing and managing to get that one tear out. becos his dad may be a piece of shit but surely, surely, out of everyone, he would be able to figure out something's wrong. that billy's not billy. the desperation and the hope that maybe this is it, maybe this is only option, maybe making him just that little bit stronger. maybe him getting a 'dad, help, please' with a few more tears out before the mindflayer takes over again. but neil's a fucking coward at most and a piss poor excuse of a father at best, so he takes one look at billy crying, begging, and shakes off any doubt's and worry's, and treats him like he always does when billy turns to water under his weight.
he makes his voice harder, his grip tighter. his words crystal fucking clear.
and then flayed!billy is shoving him off, stronger than neil's ever felt him, and he's laughing, but not in a way neil's ever heard him laugh. and then he's turning to walk right out the door, camaro keys in hand, even though neil just grounded him for the entire fourth of july weekend, except he turns around just before he makes it outside, face completely blank and familiar, but neil's never seen this person before in his life, and says 'when billy and i have finished what we started, i'll come back for you.' and then he's gone.
and neil picks himself up from where he was crumpled against the kitchen counter, shakes himself off, and denies everything that just happened in the past 15 minutes. grips the bench to stop his hands from shaking, and promises himself that next time he sees billy, then he'll really let him have it. that just because billy thinks he's old enough to throw his own weight around, doesn't mean he's gonna get away with it under this roof.
except billy never comes home, and then it's the fourth of july, and neil and susan are trying to enjoy a nice dinner at home, a dinner that both their children were meant to be home for but aren't, but at least him and susan are having a lovely night. they enjoy it right up until the phone rings late that night, and then they're speeding to starcourt mall, and there's smoke and flashing lights and fucking military everywhere, and max is distraught, hugging susan like she's the only family she has left, and no one will tell him anything about billy except for a brief 'billy didn't make it, we're sorry for your loss.'
they won't let him identify the body. won't even release the body to be buried. won't tell him why all those people were in the mall after opening hours, what max and her friends were doing there. what started the fire. why there was fucking military clearing the scene. won't even give him a cause of death.
and every single time he closes his eyes, he hears 'when billy and i have finished what we started, i'll come back for you.'
he starts hearing it when his eyes are open, too, when he's trying to put together the funeral. when he tries to go back to normal life, back to his job, where his boss pulls him aside and gives him time off until his current family situation can stop effecting his work, back home, where there's no longer loud music shaking the doors, no car flooring it up the street, no fourth place set at the table for dinner, no shitty attitude and lousy excuses and brave backtalk.
everything's suddenly so fucking quiet.
so he fixes it. overcorrects. takes his sleepless nights and his workless days out on susan, is loud and brash and a constant immovable object. makes sure it's never quiet again. susan kicks him to the curb within a month, threatening police involvement if he doesn't leave quickly and quietly.
so, he leaves.
(then, susan and max leave for the trailer park, becos neil Left. and that's all susan will say on the matter. and then the upside down comes back with a new big bad, and max is right back in the thick of things in a way she never was before, but then suddenly billy's back. billy's alive, and he's back, and he's pulling himself with his bare fucking hands out of the upside fucking down before reaching around and helping her pull herself out and he's covered in blood and black goo and scars and injuries for days and, honestly, she probably doesn't look much better, but he's coughing and bleeding yet his heart's still fucking beating. and they somehow fucking found and saved each other.
and max is sitting by his bedside in hospital after every single surgery, and she keeps him company and puts headphones over his ears to listen to music and picks out the comic books that she knows he likes to read and she does her best to just never mention anything home related.
billy makes it a week after being back from the dead before he asks about neil.
'he left,' she says, because that's all that matters.
and billy fucking remembers. he remembers how hard he fought, how it took everything within him to overpower the mindflayer, even for those brief few seconds. how the only thing on his mind was this is it. this is my only chance. this is all i've got. and he remembers neil's eyes, wide, scared, fearful, but the second billy broke through, the moment billy shed a tear, fucking begged for help, his voice cracking over the word 'dad', neil went from speechless to loud. his eyes going from uncertain to cold. how the one time billy remembers asking his dad for help, probably the first time he's asked his dad for help since he was a kid, neil didn't even take even a moment to think about it. just took one look at him begging and crying, and steamrolled right over him, fucking sentenced him to death. all because he asked for fucking help.
billy closes his eyes and nods, doesn't think he could ever face neil again without falling apart for good.)
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hanakihan · 9 months
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okay listen post canon setting (assuming that SL canon never happened) Entire scene opens with Jinchul bleeding and chaotically trying to run among labyrinth of streets and turns and get away from his pursuers apparently investigation went really wrong, cultists ratted him out and now want to use him as sacrifice to their so called 'god' and he would pretty much avoid it thank you very much apparently he's out of luck and they do catch him and drag him back
and here he is seconds away from death, bleeding heavily and almost dead anyway, half not caring but also yelling inside how he still wants to live and just when they stabbed him but didn't reach his heart yet time froze and with his fading from blood loss and pain shock consciousness he hears PROBABLY an outwordly voice asking if he really desires to live he kinda nods because his brain ain't functioning at this point and then literal darkness swallows him and all he hears is distant screams of pain and agony and then he wakes up in hospital barely alive and then there's a visitor in form of an unfaniliar man who just smiles at him and says that he looks forward to their codependency jinchul then falls asleep again and thinks it's him hallucinating because of medicine but then same mysterious man keeps appearing and disappearing on periphery of his vision and one night he wakes up to a looming figure of shadows and wide open observing glowing violet eyes in darkness he's understandably terrified and apparently it turns out cultists were sucsessful but not the way they wanted. they managed to summon eldrich god. but jinwoo casually makes them tea and explains that he never wanted followers or cult like that and everyone they sacrificed were either brainwashed or desired to be sacrificed and it's boring but then there was jinchul who clinged to life until the end and it caugh jinwoo's interest who wants to experience how it feels to be human so he appeared through jinchul who became his medium/connection to human world and as long as he's alive jinwoo can have physical form here. so now jinchul is stuck with a literal eldrich god who apparently favors him (for some reason???) and is technically not hostile as long as no one threatens jinchul's wellbeing and helps solving crimes and in exchange jinchul keeps being his medium to real world, teches him how it is to be a human and pretty much care about him (and exchange life essence with jinwoo because apparently jinwoo feeds on living energy and jinwoo's in return is the thing that keept jinchul alive until he was transferred to hospital and keeps him healthy--)
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huntfracti · 2 years
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 okay some quick thoughts about john winchester and his relationship with dean... john was extremely strict with both sam and dean, but dean ended up taking the brute of john’s wrath (mostly as an attempt to protect his brother). john’s outdated values and drill sergeant attitude are the cause for dean’s ideals of toxic masculinity and internalized biphobia (which i might expand on in another post idk), and the reason that dean never got a chance to experience the childhood/innocence that he rightfully deserved.
john was emotionally AND physically abusive to dean over the years. dean often gets mocked for being his father’s “perfect little soldier,” but this behaviour is a defense mechanism after years of being beaten for not following instructions; as a child, dean often had bruising on his legs and arms, and would wear jeans and flannel as a way of hiding the bruises from sam and the adults around him. john is extremely narcissistic and extremely overcritical, and would often subconsciously blame dean for the many issues in their life, which led to dean not only second guess himself constantly, but also led to dean having an extreme level of perfectionism.
when dean is a teenager, john began to leave him and sam in random places for prolonged periods of time; he tells dean that it’s because of the importance of the hunt, but after dean meets adam, he recognizes this neglect/distance as john’s own form of dealing with personal grief/guilt from raising his sons in the life of hunting. sam and dean are used to john not being around, are used to having nobody to rely on but each other. john’s prolonged absences mixed with sam leaving for stanford are the main catalysts for dean’s abandonment issues, which heavily influence the way that dean idolizes/prioritizes his family above all else.
dean uses substances as a way to cope with the childhood trauma, ranging anywhere from severe marijuana reliance to alcoholism, and he has an extremely high pain tolerance due to his father’s repeated abuse.
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starlyht · 5 months
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thinking abt how it keeps lex up at night, that he doesn’t know if he’s becoming completely unrecognizable against who he once was as his memories slowly fade
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dutybcrne · 1 year
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Being able to safely confide his origins to the Traveler meant more to Kaeya than he could ever hope to express and the fact that they took it in stride served to increase his already boundless fondness for them
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everysongineverykey · 2 years
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the way niles devoted so so much time and effort to caring for that sack of flour and carried it against his chest with one of those baby carrying things and called it "he" and was horrified when eddie shredded it and then was delighted to hold a real baby at the end and didn't cringe or complain when the baby started crying and just cooed at him and was almost in awe. "and why shouldn't you cry? everything is so new to you... you've got so much life to live..." he was so happy. he was so happy
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orcelito · 1 year
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Sometimes I REALLY hate this game (aka. Fire emblem in general)
I've been going through all the training battles before I go onto the main thing for chapter 12. For completionism and also bc I fucking Need the training, holy shit
Anyways I got one for the rainy map from chapter 11. Aka where I was running my life. It was awful then, but WAY WAY WAY WORSE now. Bc they skattered my army across the entire map, some of whom are Very squishy, and gave us over twice as many enemies as I had units, almost all flying, and All of them advanced classes
It was a massacre. Unit after unit falling. Me desperately trying to get the survivors across the map so they could help each other survive. Hiding in the woods in hopes of them missing me, bc being out in the open is a death sentence.
One by one, my units fell. My Healers all fell. My Mages all fell. A few lingered through luck alone... but then it was down to 3. From an original 12.
Me, Alcryst, and Louis. I'd been trying to protect Alcryst bc he's my archer and there were SO. SO SO SO many fliers. I never did get him over to me. I sent Louis over to assist me bc my ass kept DYING & that gets a game over lol. So imagine a dragon princess just guzzling potions in the woods as her armor friend throws javelins over her shoulder. I made it work.
Poor fucking Alcryst though. Stuck in the woods alone, having watched the 3 around him all fall, clinging to his mini bow bc he was literally SURROUNDED and couldn't attack anything otherwise. Also guzzling potions. The literal only reason he didn't fucking die was luck alone. Those fucking woods, man. They made all the difference.
Not that it stopped me from dying like 4 times from like 13% chance hits :) I used that time reversal feature more in this battle than I have Ever before in this game.
#speculation nation#engage spoilers/#genuinely surprised i won that bc i still had like 10 enemies left when it was down to just 3#once the last healer went down i was Convinced i was gonna lose. but i kept going anyways bc im stubborn#see the problem is that positioning is everything in this game. especially on hard mode.#the squishies gotta go behind the higher defense units. healing the higher defense units so they can take all the hits#you have to be careful with your surroundings. pay attention to who can reach who. and account for it.#but this map? there was none of that. there was absolutely no hiding anywhere. bc the enemies were EVERYWHERE#and they could all FLY so they werent even impeded by the woods. it just made it harder for them to hit you.#so all the squishes died so quickly. i tried to protect them the best i could but they were gone Just Like That#Louis was the literal only one who was unbothered but that's bc he's got a Godly level of defense. i love armored units.#i felt so bad for Alcryst. the moment where he was surrounded on all four sides by enemies & below 25% health#i selected his unit and he made this miserably terrified noise. a resigned fear like he Knew he was going to die#that's the moment i switched him to the mini bow. had him down a vulnerary. and was like. Good Luck.#and he somehow managed to pull through!!!! it was very Very close.#like. man this entire battle was almost cinematic for how disastrous it was. yet how i still managed to pull through.#says smth about how good i am at this game maybe. hard mode will Not keep me down#also yea yea i know i dont Have to play hard mode. listen. i enjoy being forced to think extra hard about tactics#i love fire emblem For The Tactics. if it's too easy it's no fun!#i love a good challenge. unfortunately this time wasnt even that fun bc i didnt get anything good in the end :/#just battle experience. for the handful that survived lmfao.#but you know what i made it through and that's what matters.
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redxriiot · 2 years
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Something something, being in a relationship with a more adjusted Traitor/villain!Kiri means dealing with the fact that yer fridge may end up having human body parts in it from time to time
#hc#//Mans can't eat a whole sb in one sitting; sometimes brings that shit to his special hiding place for laters if he's allowed to keep#cannibalism mention tw#//I say 'more adjusted' bc before he's accepted the fact; being a villain or the fact that he eats people#//Mans would just tear the stiff to shreds; panic/get yelled at then dispose#//Once he's more used to it; he goes back to his usual 'welp; waste not whatnot'#//Hates wasting food; no matter what it is; so he'll ask for help getting it back to base#//The thought just started out with me mulling over villain!krdk ngl#//Bc I like the idea of poor v!deku nust tryna get a snack only to meet a faceful of guts in a bag#gore mention tw#//Mans ia just 'Wtf Ei; AGAIN???' while Kiri tries to argue well where ELSE can he store it???#//Works best with villain!sunr.iot tho I think#//Bc Ei can get his fill of fresh meat; and Tama can benefit of the Quirks said victims had#//Honestly more incentive for Ei to go after people; tbh. Then they fight over portions fjbfb#//Bc Tama needs the QUIRKS dammit. but Ei's a real hungry lad too!#//They prolly divide the shit based on how useful Tama can make the abilities#//Boom; bonding right there. them taking time out of their days to figure Quirk uses#//A twisted spin on their off duty activities in hero verse#//Y'know what; I could vibe with that#//Platonic or more shippy vibes villain!sunr.iot with this idea#//Two horrible roomies fighting over who gets what rights to what stiff#//What will win; Ei's insistence on having priority bc HE brought them home or Tama's need for new powers#//Obvi Tama; but Ei still puts up a fight every time (Tama always wins)#;mun has spoken#//Idk; thinking shit like this rn bc I saw a thing#//And bc am at a wedding party and the overwhelming racket of it all is making me wanna go feral#//So I'll let him do that lol#//Not that I have wifi to DO that the way I wanna; so it's just a hc/idea post now
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down-thedrain · 2 years
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love the idea of. the crime quintet just letting thatcher stay at the castle thats so funny. a bunch of wanted teenagers are helping. this 30 something guard hide from the murder accusations that are 100% true. you think thatchers going to be the responsible one but no shes too occupied with. trying to not commit crimes
YEAH EXACTLY she's trying so hard to act normal because ae's like "oh god oh fuck i can't be weird in front of the teenagers they'll make fun of me" and adam lightly taps 🍵 on the shoulder once to make sure ae's okay and she goes ballistic
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transxfiles · 2 years
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like i really wish it wasn't like this but if i ping a certain way on the right diagnosis it Could heavily limit my future career choices and ability to just Live My Life and i'm not risking that.
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tojisun · 5 months
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!! suggestive-ish; dirty talking n insinuations; simon n his big body <33
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"c'mon, sweetheart," simon murmurs, watching you with narrowed eyes. "won't you tell me why you wanna ride me?"
you puff a trembling breath, gaze turned away from him, before replying, "wanna feel you, s'all." you chew on your words, the rumble of your voice is so soft that simon almost missed it.
almost.
he doesn't bother hiding his smirk.
"is that right?" he sounds breathy even to his own ears. "anythin' else?"
he watches as you shake your head, still looking away from him, all shy and docile in your embarrassment. simon almost heaves a saddened sigh, but he sees the way your eyelashes flutter in nervousness, your bottom lip all bitten and nibbled on, and decides to take it easy.
well.
easy on his terms.
"you wanna take me to the hilt, yeah?" simon begins, his voice genuine even with the faint teasing tone. he adjusts the two of you on the sofa, grunting in satisfaction when your eyes flick up to meet his shyly.
"you wanna take control? wanna set the pace and do all the work?" he massages your hips, working his hands to grab fistfuls of your muscle and fat, groaning at the way your skin dimples.
he pulls you close to him, your chest pressing against his own, and simon tries his best not to flick his eyes down just to see the way your tits are all squished up against him. god, even just feeling the softness of them makes his cock stir underneath his jeans.
simon brushes his lips over the shell of your ears, purposeful in their teasing touch. then, "you wanna know how deep i can go in you, huh? wanna take your sweet time – or not, depends."
he lands a smack on your ass, the slap ringing between you two, and simon chuckles at your bit-off squeak. he watches as you tilt your head up to glare at him but simon just grins, teasing and meanly, before pitching forward to press a soft kiss on your forehead.
"no one's stoppin' you, princess." the words are mumbled into your skin and simon revels in the way you breathe in sharply, fingers trembling from where they are fisting his shirt, before groaning in quiet pleasure when he feels you rutting down onto his chub.
yeah. simon's gon' ruin you tonight.
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