#so that's where i'm at

[dandybambiandy]

i love them i am ill for them hh

#AndyArts #Bambi Draws #2024 #Homestuck #Sollux Captor #Hal Strider #Lil Hal #Solhal #Halsol #Hallux #Should i do more with robot hal? yeah probably #but you better fuckin believe that i'm only think of Twin AU Hal cuz i'm trying my damnest to write a thing #so that's where i'm at #new year new me but the also still the same yknow

[iamnotcrying-iamallergictolife]

TFW the boy you're in love with tells you that you should stop being in a relationship, and you're dying inside, but •~emotional repression~• (and every other repression), and he seems so chill about it and you don't want to make this difficult on him because he's always so chill about everything, so you just grin and say, 'Cheerio, Old Chap!' and go die inside somewhere else because you don't want them to have to deal with your useless arse.

(And then, later, the boy tells you he actually was also dying inside, and you smiling and being a blasé bitch hurt him deeply and maybe ruined any relationship you could possibly have had in the future.)

(AKA: I am relating hard and uncomfortably to Dr. Henry Jekyll from The Glass Scientists and his predilection for communication mishaps and the ensuing broken heart that always follows them.)

#dr henry jekyll #the glass scientists #hastie lanyon #tgs robert lanyon #but also #still reeling from my last breakup #over a year ago #i which i basically did the same thing and smiled while my (now ex) was about to cry #i know this because we had a conversation about it in which they explained that they too were dying inside #but my autistic ass just didn't notice??? and thought it would be easier on him if i took it well??? #and i'm still pining over them. so. yeah. #so that's where i'm at #jekyon #tgs jekyon #tgs jekyll

[clevervonskelli]

The 4 stages of my relationship with One Republic's I Ain't Worried :

1) know nothing about it

2) hear it once on the radio and enjoy it in that actually-like-on-first-listening way but forget to look it up

3) hear it in Top Gun: Maverick and realize that the random, good radio song is on the soundtrack in my house that I've been ignoring for two weeks until I could finally see the movie

4) become absolutely unhinged every time I hear it now and happily dance and sing along in public places

#so that's where i'm at #I Ain't Worried #one republic #Top Gun: Maverick soundtrack

[bellarkeandclintashaandsuch]

It might seem like I’ve forgiven or forgotten about the GramBlack situation since I haven’t posted about it probably since the show ended. But I think I’m actually becoming angrier about it over time. Which is how you know they really fucked up. I have lots of non-canon ships. And usually I stay mad about it until the next one comes along, and then I can just enjoy them without being mad after that. But not this one. Every time I think about it, the more insidious it seems. I just don't believe the early episodes weren't pointing at GramBlack. And it simply does not make sense that a show that got so many things right could screw this up so completely.

#not me #not me the series #gramblack #critical #just thought everyone should know #i say to myself #no but really #i still get so angry every time i think about it #which is every day #so that's where i'm at #and where gramblack is at is in love #thank you very much

[lesenbyan]

I've been thinking a lot about Eve's symbolic funeral for herself this last week or so

#personal; #jay plays ffxiv; #so that's where I'm at

[blackandwhiteandrose]

Inspiration Saturday

Share a photo or image that’s inspiring your writing today.

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Me: *gets tagged*

Me (to @mostlyinthemorning​): I appreciate the tag on the Saturday inspiration post, however I have no idea what I would pick to represent what I'm working on right now because I don't even know what it is....  and all of this to say there's an excellent chance I'm going to ask you to read it later to help me figure it out. 

MITM: Can’t wait! Here, I found an image for you:

Me: I mean... that actually probably works pretty well?

MITM: Apparently, that's what a google search for 'chaos' will get you

Me: *looking one of the sentences I just wrote* Uhhh...

Me: I apologize for whatever access you now have to my brain

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tagging: @maxbegone​, @lilythesilly​, @stereopticons​, @dinnfameron​

#so that's where i'm at #mind meld? #inspiration saturday #we'll see how this goes

[sidleyparkhermit]

might inaugurate a ship tag later

#I had to google just now to figure out if howard hamlin lived long enough to have seen the HBO Angels in America #so that's where I'm at #wip wmonday #bcs spoilers #better call saul #howard hamlin #nacho varga

[beehivemind200]

So you know haunter right? This Pokemon right here? Yeah you see her claws? Every single time I see a haunter in the wild while plating Pokemon go I get flustered by them EVERYTIME👏 WITH👏 OUT👏 FAIL!! Now you may be asking "oh ash wants wrong with the claws? why is it so flustering for you?" Number one I hate you for that/jk number 2 when you have to catch the think you know what their animation is?! THE FRICKIEN SLIGHTEST LITTLE WIGGLE! LIKE AHHHHH FRICKEN HELL! Is so slight too! So I get flustered while caching the thing! Then after wards since there's no Pokemon after my mind wanders and puts me in a mood!

#so that's where i'm at #tickle community #ash posts #THANK YOU HAUNTER DEEPLY APPCEATE THAT!

[impossiblesoul13]

To breathe or not to breathe

That is the question

#the fucking allergies #I can’t sleep if I can’t breathe #but I can’t take diazepam with antihistamine meds #so that's where i'm at #in a permanent sensory overload

[shortmexicangirl]

'can i copy your homework?'

'yeah just don't make it obvious'

#literally bar for bar i'm SICKKKKKK #tumblr #tumblr update #put that thing back where it came from or so help me #imagine getting rid of everything that makes your website design unique and instead just stealing the layout of the site you slander so muc

[artkaninchenbau]

A h-heartfelt reunion..?

Bonus

#Sir Crocodile #Monkey D Dragon #Emporio Ivankov #Dragodile #Crocodad #My art #One Piece #We're not gonna talk about the work I should be doing rn I have Severe Procrastinitis and I'm doing my best okay #Alternative version where it was both Crocodile and Garp beating Dragon's ass before Iva-chan joined in but that was too much effort lmao #I'm a believer in Dragon being a Wind Logia so don't worry guys he is 100% taking this beating intentionally #He knows what he did and he's dealing with the concequences of his actions. With grace. #You know I realize Iva-chan should be two whole meters taller than Crocodile but we're just gonna ignore that #Look Iva-chan taking Crocodile's side and being like ''Crocoboy is right you fucked up bad Dragon'' brings me joy #And for real I've been wanting to draw this for months. But never did because I had other shit to do. Which I still do #But. You know. Sometimes you need to draw a shitpost. It's ✨ self-care ✨ #And appearently One Piece shitpost comics have become the thing I draw for myself on occassion

[perfectlyripeclementine]

calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

#nonbinary love #nblnb yearning #nb4nb #nblnb #wholesomeposting #yearning hours #ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense #so you dont say “i have a thing” but rather “a thing is by me” #and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc #but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership #i think about this mostly in terms of ecology #and relation to land #but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers #like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs #but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while #and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well #when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else #its understood i just mean the city where i live #so why cant we apply the same to lovers? #mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again #ok #done now

[eyanin]

Seasonal bows 🌸🌿🍂❄️

#finally added a winter bow just in time for spring lmaoo #but at least it's still winter where i live so maybe i'm not too late #prop design #digital art #illustration #fantasy weapons #drawing #bow and arrow #seasonal #weapon design #artists on tumblr #art #fantasy art #my art

[quibbs]

just had SO much fun with the fallout tv show... i love you missus okey dokey

#fallout #fallout tv show #my art #lucy maclean #i was not expecting it to be so good but it was!! delightful #i think i like video game adaptations better when they do their own thing with it lol #such a relief to instead of seeing something regurgitated mindlessly for profit #its actually just a completely fresh story but in a familiar setting. cool balm on my skin #i guess that's where i'm at in the remake hell we all live in rn #ella purnell has the sweetest biggest eyes i've ever god damn seen

[allthewhumpygoodness]

Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.

#whump #k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia #and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc #and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing #or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain #ANYWAY

[heritageposts]

large zionist blocklist below

i've compiled a list of all the blogs positively interacting with the @/israel-palestine-bingo blog

there's more info about how the names were complied under the read more, but just to get an idea of how vile the blog is, i just want to quickly mention that the first prize offered in their pinned post, "eight hours of memi mamtera," is the song used in the viral israeli tiktok trend of kidnapping, humiliating, and torturing palestinians in the west bank.

and the "grand prize," which needs no explanation, is "all of palestine! for free!"

some quick info: all the names here have either approvingly replied to, reblogged from, or liked one or more of @/israel-palestine-bingo's posts. for likes, i've only gathered names that appear under their original posts; mostly ones that have not been reblogged, and some with 2-3 reblogs that have not left the immediate sphere of zionists. i've also made sure that these are blogs who have either liked more than one posts from them, or who frequently reblogs from other zionists.

you can also quickly look through the blog yourself (it doesn't have that many posts), or check out any of the names on the list with a quick 'israel' or 'palestine' in the search bar or their blogs.

there are more screenshots at the end of the posts, including ones showing who made the blog (ani-lo-daredevil / katenotbishop), and the bingo board itself (ashenpumpkin).

blocking tip: fastest way to mass block users (on desktop) is to go to settings -> the blog your blocking them from -> scroll all the way down to 'blocked tumblrs,' and then copy-paste the name your blocking

names listed below in alphabetical order reminder again, block don't engage

2peachy acleverforgery ani-lo-daredevil apollo-enthusiast ashenpumpkin <- credited for making the bingo board, reblogged/liked almost all of their posts. aureatecorvid avi-on-jumblr (main @/clear-what-i-was-seeing) awstheticshit bambahalva bleepiesheepie bluenorther blueredfetch bones-and-crows britneysmeanshirt cannibalism-is-my-love-language captain-navii casavanse celepito chubbybubba ciitrus--fruitz coffeelovinggayidiot da-socks davos-is-the-one-true-king dchan87 disregardenedgnostic elder-millennial-of-zion faggotry-enjoyer fdelopera flowercrownsandfairylights fluffel677 fluffy-art-moss george-lucas-is-god got-chavi icereader12 illegitimatetenenbaum inklingm8 its-hila jewishlivesmatter just-illegal karinhasdacookie

katenotbishop <- the main account of the person running the blog. her sideblog is @/ani-lo-daredevil

kelluinox kingofslush letaot-ze-magniv lingonberryjamistakenwhat lovelyhairedpianist magic-coffee marrymepadfoot marvel-ous-posts masters-puddle <- pornblog mixmangosmangoverse morganas-simp mossadspydolphin multifandermissesanakin nameless370 namiko026 nevleg32 notcrazyiswear oakstar519 perfectlynormalperson psychologeek queerius randomname3 redvodyanoi rhysaka sally006 sbinklebooper scp-1296 shinekocreator <- commented, 'but is this the 8 hour version?' on a post where someone ''won'' the song used in the tiktok torture videos. snakelung sort-of-a-demon soxiyy stuffandatherstuff tearsandice tedious-waffle thebejeweledwatercat the-library-alcove thirdmagic thisgingerhasnosoul timegirl tolaat-bli-toelet <- the person running the bingo blog. mainblog is @/katenotbishop transmascpetewentz tribulation-of-somnolence unexistencerpg viktorrotkiv wanderingmadscientist whiterose-blackrose whitesunlars why5x5

note: @/tolaat-bli-toelet changed her username to @/ani-lo-daredevil (her main is still @/katenotbishop)

and from the same post,

the last post was also reblogged by the creator of the israel-palestine-bingo blog

#zionist blocklist #block don't engage #after looking through the blog i began recognizing so many names from it among the liberal crypto-zionist crowd #which is part of why i decided to make this list to begin with #and again - if you're worried about the way i've compiled the names you can look through the blog yourself #it doesn't have that many posts and you'll get a better sense of why i'm singling out this blog and the people who interact with it #their latest bingo post rn is one where they've attached their meme game to a news article about that school-room massacre #where civilians were - including young children - were shot and murdered at point-blank by IOF soliders