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bookgeekgrrl · 1 year

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My media this week (4-10 Dec 2022)

📚 STUFF I READ 📚

🥰👂‍Four Aunties and a Wedding (Aunties #2) (Jesse Q Sutanto, author; Risa Mei, narrator) - thoroughly enjoyed tf out of seeing Meddy & her ma & aunties again - screwball comedy end to end, with several laugh-out-loud scenes

😊Roll For Seduction (spikeisthebigbad) - Steddie, 74K - fun read, a lot of very authentic '80s details - the mention of Tuff Turf catapulted me back to being 15 and absolutely obsessed with Spader and that movie and I could not stop laughing about it

😊In the Winter Woods (Isabelle Adler) - xmastime queer cozy romantic mystery, very pleasant 2 hrs

😍Wish Granted (ambut) - Stucky, 40K, reread; love this no powers AU of recovering vet bucky seeing pro dom steve & then they catch feelings; had forgotten there's a really hot scene with thor included as well

💖💖 +153K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖

Just Add Some Friction (Ennaess) - The Witcher: Geraskier, 31K - sex pollen AU - mind the tags, you'll know if it's your thing or not, it was very much mine

📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺

Leverage: Redemption - s2, e6

Mystery Menu with Sohla & Ham: Halloween Candy

Mystery Menu with Sohla & Ham: Canned Cranberry Sauce

🎧 PODCASTS 🎧

Desert Island Discs - Richard E Grant, actor

Off Menu - Ep 164: Richard E Grant

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Buckley's Cave

Into It - Sheryl Lee Ralph Teaches the Children

Ologies with Alie Ward - Enigmatology (WORD PUZZLES) with David Kwong

Still Processing - America Has a Problem

Vibe Check - You Go High, You Go Low, and Then You Go Home

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Library of Congress Hair Collection

Decoder Ring Plus - How Preppy Became Streetwear

On the Media - The Oldest Trick

Twenty Thousand Hertz+ - Update: Jessie Unmasked

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Medfield State Hospital

Richmond Til We Die: A Ted Lasso Podcast - Ted Lasso S2E11: I'm Not Good With Goodbyes

Reflections of History - December 8th: John Lennon Is Shot Dead

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Fendika Cultural Center

Song Exploder - Son Lux "This is a Life" (from 'Everything Everywhere All at Once')

Into It - The Best TV of 2022 (Plus: Our 'White Lotus' Predictions)

Reflections of History - December 9th: U.S. Troops Arrive In Somalia

🎶 MUSIC 🎶

Presenting Halestorm

The Essential REO Speedwagon

Classics [Loverboy]

Tell the World: The Very Best of Ratt

Best Of [Skid Row]

Greatest Hits [Great White]

Instru-Metal

Rumours [Fleetwood Mac]

Rewind/Unwind

Eurovision 2022

Presenting P!nk

Presenting Fiona Apple

Presenting Stan Getz

Too Many Zooz

Presenting T. Rex

Presenting The Cars

50 Years of the Piano Man [Billy Joel]

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eyes-of-nine · 1 year

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truly what a guy

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #arthur malevolent #john doe #john malevolent #my art #ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least #adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump #straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur #still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days #tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy #john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane #this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate)#the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy #in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent #.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now #so yeah go listen to malevolent

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elfkissing · 1 year

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Episode 29 and we got through an argument with no ridiculously personal insults or death threats now that’s what I call progress!!!💛

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe #my art #does this need to be tagged as spoilers?? nah probably not #anyway Arthur’s face is like that because he doesn’t know what he’s holding #and he has a bad case of resting melancholy face change my mind #the mustache…the way that changed the entirety of the vibe for my design for him #I’m still processing it

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rooolt · 5 months

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guy going insane trying to place sophomore slump during a specific time period of canon because we know scary was writing lyrics during the two week timeskip of spider-boyz: homecoming and so initially I assumed it was recorded in the two month timeskip of stand and delivery bc in the birthday message link’s voice hasn’t dropped yet, BUT that doesn’t make sense bc hermie is in the birthday message and he should’ve been guarding the door during that time. Very important to me bc if it was recorded during that two month period, then that means Scary’s birthday was during that two month period which is utterly ridiculous and hilarious that she spent it watching anime with her divorcee vice principal

#If you couldn’t tell I have near encyclopedic knowledge of this podcast #Anyways I still need two to eight business days to process the whole album #dndads #dungeons and daddies #Sophomore slump

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scarlettrust · 1 year

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s1 juno- leaving in the dead of night without telling anyone (nureyev)

s4 juno- trying to convince jet not to do the same thing.

😭💜 our lady has come so far

#the penumbra podcast #tpp spoilers #i’m still processing the rest of what happened #but this makes me soft #to everything else?#ahhhhhhhhhh #juno steel #tpp

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ku-ratio · 2 years

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#jrwi fanart #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi podcast #jrwi show #just roll with it #prime defenders #jrwi pd #william wisp #dakota cole #vyncent sol #Sorry for the half year absence #Im in the process of graduating lmfao #This was a jrwizine piece I did #jrwi zine #I hope people still remember me q.q

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zenitsuinamogus · 2 months

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Been liking your Dungeon Meshi manga panel colorings a lot, keep up the good work!

There seems to be a texture to your colors, is that from a specific tool you use or is it the manga panels themselves that have the texture already?

Thank you, I am glad you like them!

I make all of my manga colorings on ibisPaint X which is an app like Photoshop, so the texture comes from two noise overlays at different levels of fuzziness, one below the colors and one above.

Recently I have also been experimenting with adding dotted/diagonal screentone overlays to get a more vintage, printed feel.

This is what my recent colorings look like with and without texture overlays ~

I really like the look and feel of vintage comics and prints, so I use texture in my digital colorings to try and replicate that gritty, rough feeling of physical paper. I started doing it with my first few manga colorings [which at the time were from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure and Demon Slayer] and it kind of stuck and has since become my signature style since. Whether they look better with or without texture is up to personal preference but I think it adds a lot of dimension to the otherwise flat colors.

Thanks again for the ask, and I hope you will continue to enjoy my future colorings!

Also, I may post some of my older works I originally shared on reddit since my Dungeon Meshi colorings are actually a very new hyperfixation and I have around 150+ colorings from Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, One Punch Man, Chainsaw Man, and more. If that interests anyone I will share them ♡

#asks #dungeon meshi #manga coloring #my works #i am always happy to answer questions about my coloring process or anything in general #this is actually the first ask i have gotten so that makes me very happy #i started out with a simple Demon Slayer coloring.... 8 months later and I have 150 and counting #ive done colorings for Jojos; JJK; Naruto; Chainsaw Man; Kagurabachi; One Punch Man; Dandadan; Kaiju No. 8; and now Dungeon Meshi #i used to make them daily when i first started lmao #now i usually do 1 or 2 a week but they are still very enjoyable to make #when a good manga sparks my interest and has nice art i will screenshot it and add it to my enormous pile of uncolored pages #and then color them while listening to a podcast usually #anyways enough rambling lmao

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crayonurchin · 4 days

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Haven't posted about Gender OCD in a while because I realised I was using writing about it as a compulsion against the obsession.

It was a bit shit feeling to not do that compulsion gotta be honest and it's definitely still not 'gone', cuz OCD obsessions never rally go away, they just become manageable. Sometimes so manageable, you forget they're there

Anyway I found joy in my anatomy and worn petticoats under my dresses to make them fluffy and I might get some pink in my hair if I feel like it, and it was hot today so I spent time in the sunshine sketching while wearing my favourite dress with lemons on it.

So

Yeah

When it feels like OCD isn't ever going to let up, don't believe it, because there's quite a good chance it will in time

#gender OCD #Still not going to post much about it for the time being only cuz it IS a compulsion for me #but my big trigger is warm weather in May-July since that's when this first started for me 3 years ago #and yeah just- I genuinely had a nice time in the sunshine in my dress and sunshine #got some pizza and gelato and enjoyed a podcast #with no intrusive thoughts loud enough to upset me #realistically this won't be forever and I make peace with that #but it's evidence of the recovery process being totally worth while #I'll take all that pain and struggle of the obsession if it means having a day as nice as this one #plus the pizza I got was bloody scrumptious

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blue-mood-blue · 2 years

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CRACK THEORY: The next section of the journal is scent-activated, and the lingering wisps of cologne on Juno will make that bad boy pop open with some more secrets as soon as Juno gets back in range.

Nureyev dumped obscene amounts of the stuff on him in preparation of a brief encounter with Juno. This is the meaning of the “the journal will open when we meet again” line. This has been the plan all along. Nureyev has so many spare bottles of cologne.

#the penumbra podcast #tpp #tpp spoilers #juno steel #peter nureyev #junoverse #IGNORE ME I am still processing that episode #i’ll have more coherent thoughts later but right now I’m just AAAAAA

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vaguely-concerned · 3 months

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comic set in the same AU as this piece of art! and yes, in this 'verse Blue has been sleeping hugging Zero's bloodsoaked coat for like a year and a half. you know like a normal person might

because I'm a huge sap it does end well though. death conquered, emotional support little bitch boy returned, everything's coming up agent zero <3

+ bonus doodle-y Zero looking cool in the pale moonlight

#campaign star wars #zeblue #agent zero #minister blue #evil campaign #campaign podcast #my art #star wars #making these unplanned doodle-it-out-as-it-goes comics has been weirdly meditative to me #it doesn't make for the most polished look but it does dodge around the perfectionist nidhogg coiled around my brain at all times #(you know when you don't want to *draw* as such you just want to... express? yeah something like that)#other than that this was basically my slow halting process of learning to understand procreate hahaha #I'm still not sure I entirely get it but towards the end I found the text tool so if I ever get another comics brainworm #people will at least be spared my near illegible handwriting lol #apparently it's my mission in this fandom to make blue cry. which is a weird duty to take on but hey #we all have our burdens

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archivalsapphic · 1 year

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"Friend" to "John the Undefeated"

#still processing this interaction #malevolent podcast #malevolent 28 #john doe malevolent #arthur lester

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bookgeekgrrl · 2 years

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My media this week (6-12 Nov 2022)

📚 STUFF I READ 📚

😍👂‍The Monsters We Defy (Leslye Penelope, author; Shayna Small, narrator) - book blurb: "A woman able to communicate with spirits must assemble a ragtag crew to pull off a daring heist to save her community in this timely and dazzling historical fantasy that weaves together African American folk magic, history, and romance." and let me tell you how much I LOVED this. Love a heist. Love a SUPERNATURAL heist. Love a prickly female protagonist. Just a really fun, satisfying story!

😊The Case of the Undiscovered Corpse (An Alasdair and Toby and Cambridge Fellows Mystery #1) (Charlie Cochrane) - the 'mystery' solution is nonsensical & convoluted but that's not really the point, it's just the macguffin so two sets of amateur sleuths can team up and since I love all the characters I ain't mad about it. What I love most is seeing J&O as elder statesmen, still living their HEA after 50 years.

🥰Stop @’ing Me (It’s Giving me Anxiety) (isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)) - really fun SMAU with music star Stiles and music YTer Derek. Really good characterizations, fun banter, Pringles discourse, absolutely zero realism about how their respective industries function, as the fanfic gods intend. Plus there's lots of great mocked up SM images and original songs BUT what I truly love most is that this author did an entirely duplicate version of the fic WITHOUT images for accessiblity. Fantastic.

💖💖 +88K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖

I love you with my fingers on your sleeping hand (spectreink91) - The Witcher: Geraskier, 7K - reread - good modern 2nd chance romance AU with horse breeder Geralt and pop singer Jaskier

📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺

Ghosts - s2, e6-7

Doctor Who - s13, e7-8

Abbott Elementary - s2, e1-7

Living Single - s1, e5-6

M*A*S*H - s1, e17

Weird: The Al Yankovic Story - which was as delightfully & surrealistically nonsensical as one could hope

🎧 PODCASTS 🎧

Strong Songs - Pink Floyd: The Dark Side of the Moon

Vibe Check - The House Is Burning

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Laguna Del Diamante

Switched on Pop - The Sound of Sapphism

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - The Wren’s Nest

Still Processing - Summer Renaissance

Twenty Thousand Hertz+ - Found in Translation

Richmond Til We Die: A Ted Lasso Podcastz - Ted Lasso S2E10: Funerals Are So Weird

99% Invisible #514 - Train Set: Track Two

Ologies with Alie Ward - Discard Anthropology (GARBAGE) with Robin Nagle

One Year Plus - 1942: The Info Wars of World War II

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Moving Monuments with the Places Team

🎶 MUSIC 🎶

Lena Hall's Obsessions

Doctor Who Series 13 - Flux (Original Television Soundtrack)

'60s Folk Rock

Essential New Wave

Buena Vista Social Club

An Evening With Silk Sonic [Silk Sonic]

Presenting Blue Öyster Cult

Electronic Film Scores

Songs From Animated Movies

"Weird Al" Yankovic

Classical Focus

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tloubraininfection · 1 year

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I`ve discovered recently that I have a violent heart and since I’m also nothing if not petty I did a thing. In honor of this great revelation I went episode by episode scouring for each and every act of violence Ellie commits hoping to find evidence, that I clearly must have missed, of that famous violent heart that makes her so similar to a murderous cannibal p*dofile and here are my finds:

Also please bare in mind that some of these are a little farfetched, I really tried to be fair and thorough. I also divided them into categories to better illustrate my point:

Self-defense: Episode 1: Ellie attacks Joel with the knife Ellie attacks the guard with the knife Episode 7: Ellie attacks Riley thinking she`s an intruder Ellie kills the stalker with the knife

Episode 8: everything that happens in this episode is self-defense period

Joel-defense (or other people-defense): Episode 4: Ellie shoots Bryan

Episode 5: Ellie kills two clickers with the knife

Episode 6: Ellie shoots at those cannibal dudes at the university

Ambiguous: Episode 6: Ellie threatens the older couple with a gun and is technically sort of robbing them? I mean, it’s not exactly violent, but there is a gun and some tough guy posturing so I guess? And it was technically not exactly 100% necessary.

Episode 7: She smashes some cabinets in the Halloween Store out of anger and fear. I see is as valid, but I guess it can be viewed as violent

Concerning: Episode 3: Ellie cuts into an infected and then stubs him with the knife

Episode 7: Ellie beats the leaving daylights out of Bethany and puts her in the infirmary. I think its important to note it was provoked, but yes it was still excessive and very violent.

Out of all 12 instances 8 are in either self or Joel defense, 2 are bordering on something, but not quite there and only 2 can be really qualified as excessively violent and disconcerting. 2 in the span of 8 episodes covering some few months of the story. And those 2 are also the only 2 instances when she is shown having no regret, there is also no negative aftermath etc. All the others seem to weigh heavily on her.

So where exactly is this violent-hearted person? The person we are supposed to love, but also fear? Yeah, its yet another brilliant quote from the podcast:

“David says something to her that absolutely true because he sees it in her because he knows it's in him, he says, ‘you have a violent heart,’ and that is something Neil and I talked about quite a bit because it’s not in the game, that line. As much as we love her, we also have to be a little scared of her.”

They are talking about a 14-year-old stuck in a literal cage, 14-year old who is about to go through the most harrowing experience a 14-year old could possibly endure. This is the face of that violent person you are supposed to fear:

She’s just a little girl and she`s barely standing. She`s just left the gates of hell where she`s narrowly avoided r*pe and murder. She looks like she`s about to fall apart and she actually does seconds later. The moment she knows she`s safe in her fathers arms, shes gone. And it’s going to take her a long to come back from it, I can guarantee you. She’s a traumatized, exhausted child in need of comfort, support and care. She makes me want to save her, help her, wrap her in a blanket and make her a tea. I’m not scared of her, I sob for her, I rage for her and everything she had to go through.

And here`s a thing, if you want your character to have that edge, to be more morally grey, to have that penchant for violence-bordering-on-sadism – more power to you. But you have to commit to it, you have to actually SHOW me exactly that. Show me that character being disturbingly violent, show them enjoying it, show them unhinged. If you present me with a terrified, traumatized feral baby kitten on screen, but then you go on you precious podcast and talk about how "well actually" she’s a violent-hearted monster I should fear you just sound like those televangelists brainwashing people into thinking exactly what you want them to think. And I for one refuse to be gaslit again.

At this point I feel the creators want to have that cake and eat it to. They want fun, goofy, sweet Ellie from the first game, because that’s the character everyone fell in love with, but they are also super desperate to do some build up for the second game. Because contrary to all that Neil says the second game is not a natural progression of the first. It’s a complete departure from it. And those two Ellies are not the same character. And the changes in the show only prove that.

Lastly I feel this portrayal of what trauma and what it does to a person is not only untrue, it’s also damaging to all those who went through similar ordeal and lived to tell the tale. Only to learn that actually, they have a violent heart, or that it unlocked something in them, or that they are the same as their abuser, because they used force to defend themselves.

Why does it have to be all of nothing? Why can’t Ellie be violent when the situation calls for it without it becoming the central part of her character? Why can’t it be about what it actually is? Trauma, fight or flight responses, survival, PTSD? Why does she have to be a violent person and not just a person, s human reacting to the would around her? Violence as self-preservation, unavoidable part of this awful world, not an evil manifestation of her true self. And what are they even trying to say here? That some people are born more violent? That only those violent ones are going to react a certain way? How she reacts to danger and trauma is not an Ellie things it’s a human thing. And if Ellie has a violent heart we all do, but then, what does that even mean?

#Ellie doesn’t have a violent heart #she has a human heart #i had to somehow process all this #still not quite done fuming about it #but i feel a little better #i swear Neil Druckmann is going to be my villain origin story #also not listening to another podcast ever again #for mental health #tlou spoilers #the last of us spoilers #tlou hbo spoilers #the last of us hbo spoilers #ellie Williams #TW: SA #TW: trauma

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orcelito · 10 months

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Listening to magnus archives back to back to back while making boba is certainly an interesting experience

I'm just here like. Working on autopilot. Listening to The Horrors like O_O

#speculation nation #it's been years since i listened to the podcast in full. i started relistening a few months ago #but put it down bc of *waves hand vaguely*#ive listened to episodes 14-20 so far. starting 21 now #i still have 5 more batches to process. and i am having an Experience #hfkshfjshdjsh not bad just Surreal. thats the fun of listening to this podcast tho. i enjoy it 😌#getting hungry. hoping it wont take me too much longer...

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mazojo · 2 years

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I still can’t believe that after 400 chapters of not seeing Jazz he just casually comes back to the plot not only as one of the finalist but out of nowhere trapped inside a torture chamber 💀

#deadass not having a good time right now 🤩🤩#Me too Jazz I was also in torture not seeing you for so long #It’s truly an experience having jazz as one of the favs like he just comes back and it’s suffering and angst awesome #I had to have the whole day to process it and I am still not over it I am so sorry #I am gonna continue screaming about it. when the chapter comes in English I’ll be back to screaming #You are all so welcome thanks for following my podcast #manga #m!ik spoilers #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma kun #welcome to demon school iruma kun #jazz

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yououghtaknow · 4 months

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the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is never ending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is never ending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is never ending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is never ending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love the grief is never ending but so is the love the grief is neverending but so is the love

#experienced a Big loss today #still haven't Fully processed it but my heart is so full of love and good memories.#spent a solid half hour crying to great adventure from kimberly akimbo in the bathroom. feeling: Catharsis.#going to listen to my silly little podcasts and do my silly little writing and wait for fhjy <3

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