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xxgoblin-dumplingxx · 1 year

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Doting husband Bruce with pregnant wife reader 💗🐈🌷🎀

Here's not that. Mostly because I'm in a mood today.

"Welcome home, Mrs. Wayne," Alfred said, helping you out of your wet coat with a frown. "I see the weather is still dreadful."

"I thought I was going to have to build an Ark sometime around noon today," you answer, teeth chattering. You manage a smile. You manage to keep up polite banter. But it's just- all you want to do is cry.

Shower. Hot Shower. You can shut the door and cry. And that thought makes it easier to hold on to the thin veneer of 'okay' you slapped on top of ache in your chest.

"Dinner will be ready shortly," Alfred said, "if you would like to dress."

And you nod, feeling scolded. Though you slap the back of your hand mentally before you can say anything sharp. You'd had a hard day. And it left you feeling raw. That wasn't anyone else's fault. "A shower first-"

"Of course," the butler nodded slightly. Unbothered by having to wait dinner long enough for you to not catch your death. It wouldn't do for you to die of pneumonia when Bruce seemed to have learned how to be happy- at least as happy as he was capable of being. And he watched you go, frown deepening as he went to go inform your husband that you were home. And upset.

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"Sweetheart," Bruce said softly, stepping into the shower where you were crying. Face hidden in your hands and pulled you against his chest. "It's alright."

And when you only cried harder, all he could do was squeeze you tighter, resting his cheek on your hair. "I'm here," he soothed. "Please don't cry."

It hurt. He hated it when you cried. He didn't know what to do- he didn't even know why you were crying. But he knew this was the kind of cry that was a long time coming. Something boiled over and now all you could do was let it run its course.

"Shh," he murmured. It broke his heart, listening to you sob. The hiccups and stutters that made it hard to understand what you were saying. Discordant pieces. But- it didn't matter what the pieces were. Only that they were too much. Today was too much.

And when you finally cried yourself out, letting him wrap you in warm soft towels, Bruce was thankful the crying stopped. "Are you hungry, baby?" he asked softly.

"No," you murmur. "I'm just so tired."

Bruce frowned a little and nodded. Tired covered a multitude of ills. It was how you deflected. Kept him from worrying about you- it didn't but. You didn't need to know that.

"I'll bring dinner to you," he said. "You'll sleep better with some actual food in your stomach-"

"I ate-"

"No you didn't," he said, chucking you under the chin. "Snacks don't count. Not the way you eat them. I'll bring up dinner and we'll watch a movie."

"Don't you need to-"

"Pretty sure any bombs are probably underwater by now," Bruce snorted. "Batman can go out tomorrow."

#bruce wayne #bruce wayne x reader #doting husband!bruce #ask answered #minors dni #reader insert

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cgsunny · 9 months

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hello, here is a bit about me! 🍒 .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

sunny . 18+ . any prns . caregiver & therian 🌸 this is a completely SFW blog.

dms open | anon asks open | requests open ↳ anon/ask/request guidelines

you can call me mama/dada/baba, bubba, mama/dada/baba sunny, mama/dada/baba bear, etc! i am okay with any kind of gendered terms.

i am pretty easygoing. if something makes me uncomfortable i will let you know.

this is a safe space! all ages are welcome to interact with my content as long as you meet my byf/dni criteria.

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mellowdyverse · 1 month

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mais pookies 💗

🌷 , @chweverni / hyeon , my gf fr!! ( just kidding!! or am i🙀? ) she's so sweet and FELLOW SOUTH ASIAN?? HAND IN MARRIAGE?? we're literally so alike and clicked instantly like BOOM!! she's so cute, i love her eyes, they look like they have all of the universes stars in them<3 so beautiful it actually drives me crazy.

🎀 , @hyunhanie / livi , every interaction is so amazing with livi:) she's such a comfort person ( ong!! ), I always feel at ease when I talk to her, every word she utters is always so meaningful, she always knows the right things to say which makes her so charismatic 🫶🏼 absolute sweetheart, she's so caring and understanding. my fellow alpha wolf🫶🏼

🩰 , @leehanascent / yuxi , literally my bbg!! she's so kind and loving and I adore her writing so much. she's so funny and caring like it makes me feel so warm inside when I talk to her. i love being her side hoe( even tho i should be main but i'll let livi take that title..😹). abosolutely charming and stunning at anything she does it makes me a little jelly🤧

💕 , @bambisnc / yin , one of the first people I met on tumblr!! every interaction with yin is such a joy. I adore her writing, everything she writes is always so beautiful🫶🏼 I love the way she carries herself ( if that makes sense?) it's very admirable! i also love her humor, srsly she's so funny i can't help but laugh at her reblogs LMAO😭 sweetest human being ever, genuinely deserves the entire world💗

( i hope i don't offend anyone if i forget to include them! if i do im so so so so so sorry😭 these are the moots i interact w/ most, future pooks will be added !!😭🫶🏼 )

yuyu and yins other accs ; @so-lychee , @247yuyu

#🦝; mai yaps #mais pookies🌷🎀🩰💕#yin💕💫#hyeon🌷💗#yuxi🩰🫧#livi🎀❄️#mai 🌷 → navi #mais pooks

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konigsblog · 3 months

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Not a request but just a check up 💖

How so far has the new year been treating you? Have you made any resolutions and kept to any? And most importantly, how are you doing mentally and physically 🥰💖

Ilysm 💖

thank you for checking in on me, my dear! i appreciate it so much, and i hope you're doing well yourself :3 🌷

i've been doing pretty well, honestly! i'm not one for resolutions, i don't really stick to them, and i couldn't really think of anything! 😵‍💫 maybe, drink more water? i usually forget, i'm pretty dehydrated icl... 🫣 i mean, i have been drinking more water, so i guess i technically am sticking to a goal? :) 💐

and i'm doing well, i'm hopefully going to get through more requests later tonight, and i'm currently going through and deleting some requests :) i really appreciate you checking in on me, thank you, again! 🎀 but, what about you? how are you doing? any resolutions? i hope you're doing well, sweetheart. 🫂💗

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r0ck-n-rolll · 1 year

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˚୨ lovecore themed neopronounz ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

adonis/adonis/adonis’/adonis’/adoniself

adore/adore/adores/adores/adoreself

affection/affection/affections/affections/affectionself

agape/agape/agapes/agapes/agapeself

amor/amor/amors/amors/amorself

angel/angel/angels/angels/angelself

aphrodite/aphrodite/aphrodites/aphrodites/aphroditeself

beloved/beloved/beloveds/beloveds/belovedself

blossom/blossom/blossoms/blossoms/blossomself

blush/blush/blushes/blushes/blushself

bouquet/bouquet/bouquets/bouquets/bouquetself

candy/candy/candies/candies/candyself

cherish/cherish/cherishes/cherishes/cherishself

cherry/cherry/cherries/cherries/cherryself

cherub/cherub/cherubs/cherubs/cherubself

choco/choco/chocos/chocos/chocoself

chocolate/chocolate/chocolates/chocolates/chocolateself

crush/crush/crushes/crushes/crushself

cuddle/cuddle/cuddles/cuddles/cuddleself

cupid/cupid/cupids/cupids/cupidself

cute/cute/cutes/cutes/cuteself

darling/darling/darlings/darlings/darlingself

date/date/dates/dates/dateself

dating/dating/datings/datings/datingself

dear/dear/dears/dears/dearself

eros/eros/eros’/eros’/eroself

fleur/fleur/fleurs/fleurs/fleurself

flower/flower/flowers/flowers/flowerself

gush/gush/gushes/gushes/gushself

gushy/gushy/gushys/gushys/gushyself

harp/harp/harps/harps/harpself

heart/heart/hearts/hearts/heartself

hug/hug/hugs/hugs/hugself

kiss/kiss/kisses/kisses/kisself

letter/letter/letters/letters/letterself

like/like/likes/likes/likeself

lip/stick/lips/sticks/lipstickself

lipstick/lipstick/lipsticks/lipsticks/lipstickself

love/love/loves/loves/loveself

love/sick/loves/sicks/lovesicks

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luv/luv/luvs/luvs/luvself

pink/pink/pinks/pinks/pinkself

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rose/rose/roses/roses/roseself

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smooch/smooch/smooches/smooches/smoochself

soft/soft/softs/softs/softself

soul/mate/souls/mates/soulmateself

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strawberry/strawberry/strawberries/strawberries/strawberryself

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swoon/swoon/swoons/swoons/swoonself

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valentine/valentine/valentines/valentines/valentineself

venus/venus/venus’/venus’/venuself

white/white/whites/whites/whiteself

❤️/❤️/❤️s/❤️s/❤️self

💝/💝/💝s/💝s/💝self

💘/💘/💘s/💘s/💘self

💖/💖/💖s/💖s/💖self

💗/💗/💗s/💗s/💗self

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💋/💋/💋s/💋s/💋self

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🌹/🌹/🌹s/🌹s/🌹self

🌺/🌺/🌺s/🌺s/🌺self

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🏩/🏩/🏩s/🏩s/🏩self

🍫/🍫/🍫s/🍫s/🍫self

🏹/🏹/🏹s/🏹s/🏹self

🎀/🎀/🎀s/🎀s/🎀self

💄/💄/💄s/💄s/💄self

feel free to ask for example sentencez for the usage of these !!

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cherryabyss · 8 months

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❤️🌷

❤️🌷SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING 🌷❤️💕

idea from @pinterestgirlie

MWAH MWAH MWAH I LOVE U SWEETHEART!! i'll 100% be doing this 💗🎀

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aphrorite · 2 years

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #10 !! 🌷🌸🎀

૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა ♡༘

⋆ ✧₊ august 13th 2022 ☀️✨🌷 ⊹ɞ

hihihihi dwiary!!! o(^▽^)o toooodaaay m had not soo bad day, is def been a uplifting day from the past few :3 m made productiv effort!! 💕

so dis morning m woke up around 8-9 am ish, got out bed tink 9 or 10? n first ting m did was brush my hair 🎀 ( ^ω^ ) n then lil mishap happen 🫤 so distract myself m went to play w my pet roscoe 🐈 T_T m play fishing rod gam w him for like 20-30 n then m had pops with bananas n some agua . 🍌🥣

today i wore my black aerie real me leggings and my black tank top with lace on the edge/like frills! 💕

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m then dwecide cleaaan house, so m put dishes away, vacuum all floor, wipe mirror 🪞 for bathroom, clean 🧽 the toilet 🚽 wit dove shampoo O_O, rearrange pillow on couches, and reeuharrange stuff in bedroom! m was very proud myself after :D n then, m was feeling a little low mood so to combat dis 'm decided to try and do my hair 💇🏻‍♀️. i couldn't figure out how the cwurler worked so i sticked to curling my hair with a straightener and one of the cwurls i did on the right side of my hair was soo perfect that i instantly felt like a pwretty princess :3 👑

n den later in da day, i played some karaoke games ^_^ 🎶🎤 n got complimented a few on my voice :S made me feel specialll <3 n dennnn, 'm joined my other friend (T) n talked to hims for a 'lil bit! ૮₍ ˃ᵕ˂ ₎ა 💤

today wasnt as bad as 'm thought, diary.

luv u. bear do too. n to whoeva reading dis as well, i lovb u. ure doing great. 💗

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

#sfw agere #sfw agere blog #agere #aphrorite.diary #🌸

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cheekblush · 1 year

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omg don’t even worry! honestly, you don’t need to respond to them, so long as you’ve read them, i’m happy 🥺❤️‍🔥

omg that’s amazing angel! god, we love when life works out like tht! i hope the trip goes well! 🫀🫂

but, i’m so sorry angel :( honestly school is a pain in the ass and it’s so shit tht we are breaking our backs to be intellectuals but ✨🤓 one day soon my love

hopefully, now tht your exams are over you can ‘relax’ and go enjoy yourself! 💕

pls hush, i literally love you sm i could write love letters to you for the rest of my life … you have me a shakespearean level of smitten 🕊️🕊️🕊️

and, i’ve just been busy w/ school too, i’m trying to get into a phd programme and god it’s so nerve racking, i just email ppl all day and beg them to supervise me 🫠🫠🫠 but WE CAN DO THIS! we are strong and intelligent women! 🎓✨🎀 i’ve also been dealing w/ health issues due to stress and have had a gnarly chest infection for like 2 weeks now but i’ll be fine! i’m just trying to get this programme secured 😭 tysm for asking angel, my sweetheart 🍓

pls look after yourself my girl, want you to go and enjoy yourself on this trip! drink lots of water and take some pain killers and start getting more sleep (easier said than done ik but if you wake up early a few times in a row you’ll go to sleep earlier anyway lol) and enjoy yourself! pack soon bc i don’t want you to stress angel! tysm for your care abt my loved ones, it means the world, i hope you and your loved ones are forever safe, healthy and well and spring blesses you with all the happiness in the world my sunshine 💖✨🦋🌈

hello my guardian angel 👼🏻💗🌟

i had an amazing weekend trip!! i truly enjoyed myself, ate delicious food and danced my heart out ❤️‍🔥 the weather wasn't the best unfortunately but still everything worked out, we had lots of fun and returned home safely and that's what matters the most ❣

omg you're not only incredibly kind and beautiful you're also impressively smart!? tbh i shouldn't be surprised but a phd programme!?! wow that's honestly admirable and astonishing! i can only imagine the stress you must be going through my angel. i'm rooting for you and wishing you only the very best! may you get into a great phd programme with a reliable and kind supervisor! 💫 i believe in you and i'm sooo proud of you!! stay strong and patient my dear!! may you receive good news very soon 🥠💖🍀

and oh no i'm sorry to hear you're suffering from a chest infection :( i hope you get well soon and feel much better! please take good care of yourself!!!! dress warmly, drink lots of tea and take your meds if needed 🫂🧣🍵

and my goodness.. you really are a poet... i have you a shakespearean level of smitten???? 😭💘 you got me blushing, twirling my hair and kicking my feet 💓👉🏻👈🏻💓 you are the absolute sweetest!!! 🍭🧁🍬🍯🍦🍡 i will truly never comprehend how you found me, chose me and what you continue to see in me but i am endlessly grateful that our paths crossed and you appeared in my life like a light at the end of a dark tunnel guiding me to protection 🌟🩷🕊✨🌸🌱🌤🧿🪔💞💫🦋🌷 i love and cherish you my dearest, stay safe and get healthy as soon as possible 💕💘💓💖💞💗💕

#my guardian angel 👼🏼#replies #when sad #keep forever 🗝

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girlrry · 2 years

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hey whats up sweetheart 💓🎀🌷😚

hiiiii just doing some laundry rn 💗🧺🧼

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thenitneverhastoend · 6 years

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Pink❤️

You absolute sweetheart thank you 💕💘💖💗💓💞💝🎀🌸🌺🌷💋

#anon #ask #you’re lovely oh my goodness #thank you love

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aphrorite · 2 years

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #9 !! 💗💐🎀

૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა ♡༘

⋆ ✧₊ a summary of july 2022! moving into august ☀️✨🌷 ⊹ɞ

hellwo diary ( ^ω^ ) !!! is been 🐝 such a long time since im write… 📝 but a lot hav happen, good n bad ): is figure i should tell u dwiary, cos i wanna tell u all my progress despite high n low. so here i go, diary! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) 💕

tw vent // vent regression // sorta big talk abt relationships + tw trauma

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so diary, how u doin love? 💗 is been long time since im wrote but im figure that im want to tackle my ocd n get back into writing diary log again. becos my ocd make me feel like doing this is a chore, even though i do really really like writing da logs (is just getting started and having da motivates dats difficult )): ) /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ

im havent wrote a diary logs sinc june, so m should talks about my summer vacation 🏖 n how is been so far, yes?! :3 yes.

right now im listening to dance of the moonlight jellies from stardew valley cos dat soundtrack reallllyyy help w sleepins. :D it makin me all smol n sleepy jus by listening to it hehe >_< my eyes half shut while writing this eeek

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so les go back in time. da last time dat i wrote a diary log was june 14th, n m finish school'd at june 26th! i tink. only ting is, im had a few extra days becos >_< im really struggle 2 finish my art projects 🎨 . in dat time, i half-way finished painting my clay sculpture and finished my ferris wheel glass mosaic. the art projeckt im da proud of da most however, is my assemblage that i finished back in april or may ish. 🖌

---- the talk of my assemblage sculpture involves tw: toxicity, abuse, punching bag/blame-shift, break ups ----

my idea for my assemblage was that id make it out of book pages, tissue paper, newspaper, ribbons, and construction paper, along with my poems.

the assemblage is in the shape of a bouquet, and i made paper roses with the book pages from thrifted hardcover books. (tw: trauma) the two hardcover books i picked were second life by s.j watson, and the tale of the body thief by anne rice. the reason why i chose both of those books was I. because of the cool covers! and II. because of the titles. second life made sense to me when i thought more and more about who the bouquet was dedicated to, and the tale of the body thief has a more metaphorical sense of how i felt.

when talking with him, it was a long distance relationship. offline, id have a different, reserved life, a quiet individual, shy; but filled with knowledge. online, when i talked to him, id become bubbly, feisty, expressive, i wasnt shy. and in another sense, a second life; is a beginning, a new, and rebirth. have you ever wanted to restart your life and perhaps be a different person? i planned to move to where he lived and start a new there. to have a chance to re-meet myself.

the title 'the tale of the body thief' is how i sort of felt, in that relationship. eye-candy. a pretty figure. when i left, it was like a part of me left with him; one that i'd never redeem or get back, and partly, what i'm still trying to find. when people tear you down so much, its hard to look at certain parts of your body, appearance of personality and not have their perspective stained on it.

i was beautiful but i was tainted. and he in my eyes, would always stay as beautiful as possible. nothing could ever rupture his beauty or change how id think, because in my eyes, he was mine and he was the one for me. despite all the compromising i had to do, the pain i went through and the tears i shed, back then, i whole-heartedly believed that he would be my end game.

nevertheless, i was glad that my mind was changed from his actions. when he took out his anger on me for something that wasn't my fault, (such as him using a slur he couldn't reclaim and then, saying that the joke was that people take things 'out of context' ; as in me, taking what he said and 'switching it up',) and blamed it on me, and said that i was being overly-sensitive, i knew it was time to go. it's like when you use to love someone for their sensitivity, but then that same vulnerability and emotional-touch becomes something you fall out of love with, and thats what i figured with him. his rash and passive-aggressive reactions to me showed that he wasn't good intentioned, or at least, as much as he appeared to be, and i hated being a punching bag. i always spoke that being a punching bag was the one thing i hated the most, and he just took out his pain on me. would you take out pain on someone you loved? no, you wouldn't. why would you ever want to do that?

i was glad that i stood up for myself and tried to shed some light on his pain while still keeping my ground, to drop him and leave him in the dust. however, throughout july, i definitely talked to him a few times because i thought that he would be the only one comfortable about my age-regression. this definitely wasn't a good mix because i got ticked by 7 things he did and somethings he said about my stuffie (how frickin' dare u.), and it was a impulsive decision to try and stop talking to him once i realized that these 'amends' that he spoke of weren't in my favour. they weren't catered to me as i wished. so he's out of my life completely now, and definitely for the better.

quite simply, it wasn't as picture perfect in my mind as i wanted it to be. there were times in july where big me would walk outside late at night on the road, recklessly, and in the brink of tears, trying to call somebody --- him --- in hopes that he'd answer and listen to me vent. that ended quite quickly, but ill never forget screaming, laying down at the park's field, staring at the sky, looking at all of the pretty, twinkling stars and and crying, revealing to him traumas that i now, deeply regret telling, as i dont think he should've known those things. i think that someone else who's much more emotionally mature and supportive, would be someone to turn to. someone i trusted.

i named the assemblage 'everything i didn't say', because the poems revealed my perspective. how it felt in my eyes to be mistreated. when he was apologising profusely to me, we talked about his perspective a lot, and he revealed his one conflict ; which was him being jealous of me. this was.. absolutely crazy to me. though i understood it. he however, didn't understand my side. didn't see what it felt, really, in my words, to be at the wraith of his venom.

the assemblage is a bouquet because bouquets can be given for - almost any occasion. a sympathy gift, a romantic gesture, a platonic bit of sweetness, something you give to your mother or father or anyone, bouquets are the way to go. mine is a departure gift. my last wits and fights.

its a refreshing start to have him completely out of my life. <3

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here are some notable things that happened during + after june 14th! ✨

june 14th: i found a hello kitty greeting card at the bwookstore and bought m'self a custom starbucks drink !!

june 16th: i wore one of my faveeee outfits, my white corsety top n my black aerie leggings, and a funny ting happen in art class. basickly, da ceiling cavin' in cos of a plumbing leak but is was super funny n gross at da same time cos ewwieeee plumbing but funni have put down garbage bin on the tables n stuff. m also had a not so good lunch dat day but i gots photo of it n it look sorta funny. 3 granola bar, a fibre one and oreos cos i forgo pack.

june 18th: m got reeces pieces blizzard from dq!! omnumnum :3, i made a pancake moodboooarrd 2!

june 19th: i made maself pancake at 10pm n it was supa dupa delicious, m did my makeup for eyes n really felt suppa pwretty !

june 20th: m had yummy dinner of chickin nugget w mayo (m fave kind of sauce) n a big ol salad dat was deliciousss. m also made letters to all of my internship employees becos im was departing.

june 21st: last day o' school. m wore my black aerie legging, black crop tee n brough a lil baggie w da letters in dem. on june 21st m also bought maself this beauuutwiful pink dress dat made me feel soooo confident n prwetty in.

june 23rd: instructional support day for ma school, did schoolworks of m art stuff. talked to a classmate who im din think would talk 2 me >_< june 23rd m also went to supermarket n bought a bunnnch of pink stuff!! :D n yum yum yummy swiss roll mmm.

june 24th: m last day of doing instructionals!!! school o' out!!!

june 26th: wasnt feelin so good m went on walk )): saw pretty neighbourhood doe!!! ((:

june 29th: went to da mall allllll by meself n felt so pretty n so confident n so happy on my own. <3 m got compliment crazy by strangers but felt so in my own skin ^-^. m went on bus home 2!!!

july 2nd: m had yummy chicken nugget n a big mac for dinner whic is kindaaa rare so i was really happi :D m also fall alseepi on couch w my cat roscoe <3

july 8th: went to oceans grocery store! got lots o delicious snackies <3 like these fish chocolate wafer thingys mmm, basically a wafer in da shape of a fish w like aero ish chocolate inside, n it was only $1.5 ish!!

july 11th ?: talked to one friend briefly cos i had an all-nighter n they did too hehe

july 12th: completely glowed up, did leg workout, went for a morning walk, yoga, n then later in the day m took a lottta photos of m w my bear blacky :D lov him.

july 17th: went to east side marios w my sister n mom for my sisters grad!

july 19th: my online package came in!!! for all my pink stuff :O m got a pink themeed lanyard w a cute gold heart metal keychain thingy, a turtleneck white ruched hello kitty dress, press on nails, a white lace tank top, two new phone cases, some stuffs for my makeup, 2 makeup bags (one clear w gold zipper n the other pink!!!) a pink scrunchie n pink socks, necklaces n rings, and a pink cosmetic mirror to attach to my lanyard! i tink around dis time m' also met a new friend (Y) n he was really nice n comforting n he made me feel cared for! from july 19 ish to now, m had hungout w him a lil bit <3 but day later felt anxious on whether first new friend (Y) hated me T_T due to m social anxiety

july 22: went to chatime for some ywummy boba twee! m got my faveee drink. dis my go-to, is the matcha strawberry latte with grass jelly, 100% sugar, normal ice n a size regular <3 yum yum yum! wuv it. m also watched light year w ma one friend (Y) n he din mind dat i had blankie or dat i thought light year was originally lightning mcqueen hehe, he comfort me when i started crying cos stuff in the movie, n he headpat m' n we took da ''to infinity beyond'' tingy n do it now wheneve we say bye bye to each-other! <3

july 25th: went 2 grocery storeee for m smol snackrun for chippies n popcorn cos popcorn m' faveeee n saw my middle school teacher <_< ahhhhhh eek

july 27th: felt really unappreciated in my home ))): was a really sad day w anxiety.

july 29th: got shawarma take out n it was wooohh DELICIOUS!!! om nom nom! but very same night m felt very sad ))):

july 30th - 31st: felt really sad again ): so went to childhood playground 4 primary school n sat on benches n sang for a lil bit

from august 1st to august 8th? 'm had my moon n it was very stressful and anxiety inducing ):

august 5th: m went to hangout w my friend, went kinda weird becos one friend wasnt 'really' dere, but da other friend was so indulged in conversation w/ me and it made me feel so included and happy! we went to this pho place, chatime (i din get boba dis time doe), value village and this antique place w/ a bunch of cool stuffs. m got this pink y2k heart baby tee from the kid section and it felt amazing to buy it! i also felt like a barbie wearing my whole pink outfit n i got a bunch of compliments!

august 6th: had a super pretty outfit 4 the symnpthony thing i going to, m was wearing this really pretty white corset-y top, black slack/trousers (like aritiza agency pant), my nude heels, n a black blazer!!! m loved the symphony n got tons of nightlife skyscraper/building photos on the way home n was really happy n had lots of fun, and also had maccas! 'm had junior chicken ^_^

august 7th: went on a snack run w my sister n bought sum bananas

'm tink that this diary log is getting reallllyy long omg, but 'm gonna write my aug 10, 11, and 12th log! my summer has been.. w a lot of up and down tbh S: n quite lonely, but now dat im got new friends, m began to talk n open up to old friends again in hopes to try and conquer my ocd (cos it makes it extra difficult w friendships )): rocd wise) if u spent ur time rweading all of dis, thank u so muchh. <3 please hav good rest of ur day or night or aftanoon! :D

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

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