the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
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guys..guys wait...
Hes fine i promise LOLL,, im not plotting anything this time, hes just feelin it. The frequency can also be affected by stronger emotions. You may not see it physically in his face, but its there :-)
If they were bad he'd be reacting to them much more, they havent gone past a 2. You can see it occasionally in his face when theyre a little more harsh but they arent THAT harsh, its just a little prickly but otherwise ignorable (i mean, at least for him.) nothing to worry about ^_^
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sabo bday and i have been feeling Things so uhh nsfw/food play kink underneath bc if i dont talk abt sabosan i'll die
ok so um. food play lmfao
yeah ik ik sanji would likely never and never play w food but... it wouldnt be too bad if it's all licked clean right ?
like i imagine while sabo and sanji are preppjng food (yes this is referencing what i drew), they kinda make a mess and things go out of hand so dinner is kinda late
but this? this does numbers to sanjis brain and awakens something in him. so lets say the strawhats decide to celebrate sabo's bday for whatever reason (+ gives an excuse to party and luffy loves his brother why wouldnt he wanna celebrate)
it gets late and sabo jokes abt not having a cake and sanji. does have something in mind which they need a priv room for and ofc sabo figures it out quickly (lowkey thinks hes abt to eat sanjis ass LOL but–) once theyre alone and surely no disruptions, sanji asks "are you a fan of sweets?" "i like them" "... perfect"
sanji is lowkey anxious i imagine but he has sabo sit down and put out his cigarette, slowly undressing and pouring chocolate syrup onto his chest. and sabo is surprised with how sanji was doing this on purpose, but he assumed that sabo was going to eat it off of him– and it takes him a lot of strength to hold himself back until sanji says so. not his fault that the chocolate slowly running down sanji's body is hot.
(im too embarrassed to keep going so in short):
while sabo does get to eat everything off of sanji, sanji strokes sabo's hair and wishes him happy birthday
+ sharing a piece of strawberry, sanji hand feeding sabo and eats off the other end. even sharing chocolate– sanji would put a piece in his mouth and have sabo kiss him to eat it so it melts on their tongues
everythings messy, sticky– and it's a long night for sabo and sanji
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