#these are the things i think abt at midnight

[rbtlvr]

'Do you know what stupid fear I have?' Leo asked, warbled, distorted. ... 'What if this isn't real?'

commission for @remedyturtles from chapter 17 of their fic little kid with a big death wish! absolutely go read it if you haven't, it's amazing!

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #rise leo #rise mikey #rise raph #rise donnie #little kid with a big death wish #my art #UUUHHH what else what else. i am bad at tagging things </3 #idk hopefully thats good??? #anyway this was fr so much fun to do oh my god #this moment liek . hit. i could Not stop thinking abt it. so obviously i had to draw it ;ajflkd;jsalkfjds #god it is almost midnight but u know what. thats okay <3 #it be like that sometimes

[yume-fanfare]

thinking about how hokuto is chill with yuzuru, loves tori a lot, hates eichi deeply and won't pick up the phone in case it's him calling (he is his boss and this has led to trouble), and has whatever it is that he has going on w wataru

#i Think he is chill with yuzuru at least i havent rly read much abt ! era second years class activites 🤔 #but it's so funny because he really loves tori a lot #thinks tori is the loveliest best thing in the world #then has the most emotionally charged fascinating past with wataru #and hates eichi. just loathes the guy. #love u hidaka hokuto #enstars #mar's midnight rambles

[eerna]

*through gritted teeth* it's vital that I go to school tomorrow. there are things I need to do tomorrow that only I can do. a lot of people need me to go to school tomorrow and not stay home. it's vital that I go to school tomorrow. there are things I need to do tomorrow that only I can do. a lot of people need me to go to school tomorrow and not stay home. it's vital that I go to school tom

#while my brother is cheerfully celebrating bc he will get to play in 3 hours #i'm having an eurovision party tonight so midnight playing is a no-go #and tomorrow.... who knows how long will the job take. i'll go first thing in the morning and try to finish asap but. #gosh i wish it was any other friday i wouldn't think twice abt blowing it off i hate being responsible #totk liveblog #loz liveblog

[xiaojuun]

#reposting bc i FORGOT CRAVITY ......... #anyways #when ur up at midnight 30 thinking abt things like how many kpop songs have the word dive in the title #eripolls!

[kazbiter]

kavinsky's death is actually the closing arc in a great tragedy to me bc his actions throughout the story are mostly just him practically begging for someone to be on his side, to care about him, to even just look at him. his father tried to kill him, his mother is completely uninterested. he can dream himself as many people as he wants, but they will only ever think of him because he made them to do so. the dream pack are just physical manifestations of his desire to not be alone in the world, to have someone, anyone, connected to him. he so desperately tries to draw some sort of emotion out of ronan, good bad or ugly, because the intense similarities they share mean that he's the only person who might be willing to look long enough to see him. and when it doesn't work, when he realizes it can't, that this world is not for him and he is not going to be a part of it in a way that involves anyone else, he decides that everyone is going to look at least this once. they will all see the finale if nothing else. genuinely doomed from the start. and how truly devastating that is in comparison to the core group the story focuses on, characters that even at their lowest and darkest and meanest and absolute worst have others there with them. characters that always have someone looking for them. dying is a boring side of a life that has nothing inside of it.

#4th of July got me this year girls (gender neutral) #also I'm contractually obligated to mention that he was so so funny #a few of his strengths: #1. hilarious #2. leader of ronsey nation #3. thrower of parties that involve fun for the whole family (minus the dream battle and suicide that one time) #but actually tho why do I feel like they mentioned like. families going to those parties. #anyways I'm getting SOOOOOO off track #did someone say trc famous adjective lonesome #and when u think abt the fact one of his worst acts was taking Matthew.... someone he KNEW ronan cared about above all #ohhhhh OWWWWW #like yeah obviously that was terrible and evil of him I'm not saying he's innocent or even nessecarily good #I'm just saying that he's fucking tragic #like so desperate for someone to look that he doesn't even care what he has to do to make it happen #this took me like 1.5 hrs to write btw I had so many things I wanted to say but it's almost midnight and I want to post it on His Day #the raven cycle #joseph kavinsky #the dream theives #kavinsky #trc kavinsky

[apochryphalantithesis]

a doodle , just one

#ignore the ariesification again #listen . just listen #boy look at my doodles boy #he has a secret stash of libra hat inherited scalemates that hes too attached to #nobody can know about them itd be one of the many things that would ruin his image he thinks he has around all the other morons who #definitely see right through it #he questions die abt his chickens like hes so crazy for it then hopes nobody asks him about the stupid dragons #thats an exaggeration #dont ask about this #i actually have a more complicated fun fact about crobar by extension but ill save it for later #aquared homestuck au where the midnight crew are the kids and there are some other guys too i think

[silenthillbunni]

sure i want friends but like only in theory not in practice ._.

#i think i have a longing for friends #but actually maintaining a friendship is smth v hard for me #like the girl from highschool i've seen a few times messaged me and asked if i wnna hang out at the library tmrw #and im like.... 😃😃 not rlly boo!! #but ig it's partially bc i dont have a buss pass rn so i'd have to walk for 1-2hrs there... #nd also i think that if i had friends i was compatiable w in my true state it'd be different #this girl is nice nd i like her but i just dont feel that *connection* w her #maybe the reason i dont rlly have friends is bc im not chill like who overthinks abt these things??? #in my defense im disordered so im just not normal #anyway yeah she asked but idk what to say bc i dont feel like it rn. if i did have a buss pass i'd do it anyway but to walk all the way? :( #idk what to say nd it's midnight so i have to reply soon lmao #it would be nice to sit at the library nd read w her doing her assignments but im not feeling great :(

[moregraceful]

Also I deleted the post bc it was a bad version of myself, but I'm gonna say it again, it is bananas to me that Taylor Swift only sang one song off of her self-titled album in the Eras tour movie. like girl you cannot hide from "Tim McGraw" and "Teardrops On My Guitar" even if you were just cosplaying Tennessee country like those songs put you on the goddamn map and this is how you repay them??

#the thing abt the eras tour movie is. it unlocked many opinions about taylor swift's music i didn't realize i had #''is fearless her greatest album'' i asked myself. ''all these songs are bangers i still know all the lyrics'' #no dummy you only know all the lyrics bc your 15yo sister put the house in 24/7 tswift lockdown every time she released an album #these songs are fun but more importantly your sister is 6in taller and an athlete so you didn't control the aux past the age of 17 #i haven't listened to a taylor swift album in full since 1989 was released (when my sister moved out)...some of her newer stuff is fun #don't blame me is pretty good. wish i had not been surrounded by middle schoolers the first time heard it. #but she's got some bangers. DON'T tell me anything about her personal life i don't wanna know and i don't care to learn #(my coworker: ''i forgot she swears so much on reputation and midnights 😭 oh well our kids probably see worse tiktok every day'' #me: 🫠🫠🫠) #also side note my 21yo coworker was like do you ever call our kids ''my kids'' around people and do people get really confused #i was like yes. people think they are my real kids and ask how old my kids are and i say high school and they get kinda worried #she was like yeah....my college classmates asked how old my kids are when i said i was taking my kids to the eras tour movie #and when i told them middle school they got really really alarmed and worried about me #nonprofit work lol. i'm stressed all the time about other people's children. i call them my kids. they all lowkey hate me. life this is it #fresno oilers.txt

[theloveinc]

from worst to best on the scale of how bad each boy’s apartment is when you come back home after fighting for a week: 

Deku - uhhhh dirty and messy because he completely falls apart. doesn’t do a single piece of laundry the entire time and lives purely off what he already has in the fridge and cabinet, even if that means he’s picking at the same leftovers for a week. the kitchen is the worst of it, he doesn’t touch the dishes either... and his bathroom has started smelling a bit like mold 

Kirishima - moldy fruit in the fruit bowl and moldy vegetables in the fridge. has gotten takeout every single day but hasn’t taken the trash out once. the whole bedroom floor is laundry and the bathroom is just a mess of open products and drawers. has no toilet paper or paper towel or anything. he’s literally been sleeping under just a sheet

Bakugo - pretty clean except his fridge is essentially empty except for condiments and a spill. he’s also been wearing the same pajamas for five days straight and lowkey? highkey stinks. ghost town in there

Todoroki - nothing too significant has changed except for some reason his sheets smell like he hasn’t gotten out of them for a week. his body wash and toothpaste are also like... entirely empty and his shampoo is mixed with water. 

#deku #todoroki #kirishima #bakugo #gen #lmaooooo every time i see that one guy on tik tok who's kitchen is a biohazard #i think abt deku when ur mad at him #doesn't clean a dam thing eats literal mold on his old food bc he's so distressed #anyway this was funny #to do i mean #im trying to write kiri rn but i have an assignment due at midnight so sighhh #i wanted to ask for a beta for it too bc its a lot of dialogue and im nervous #but thats such a bad idea bc it doesnt matter #anyway #wyd when u come home to this #like not even mad anymore lmaooo #sorry jaldjfakjdf #im also writing a bakugo drabble thats like this but.. kinda the opposite #caitie post

[aprofessionalwithoutstandards]

Thinking abt demomedic again... I think they're both so outgoing and flirty but don't rlly ever expect anything they say to be taken seriously or reciprocated. They both manage to completely catch the other off guard just by actually viewing him as a potential object of romantic affection

#if that makes any sense. it's midnight and i am exhausted #i think they both got asked out as a joke a lot when they were kids yknow. kinda does smth to someone #i know i'm like the only one to think abt demo like this but like. cmon his self esteem is so awful #i just know there's some underlying thing there. and like having someone (anyone) really actually be into him would mean so much #medic he spent every day of his life getting his lunch money stolen i don't need to explain my thought process there #although i do think there is an added layer of like both of them being men. man i need 2 write them. smth with FEELING. hmm #tf2 #team fortress 2 #demo #medic #demomedic #jagerbombs #demoman tf2 #tf2 demoman #medic tf2 #tf2 medic

[sammydem0n64]

Something possessed me to redesign (and recharacterize (just a little bit)) Midnight and phew boy.

Alt version + various doodles under the cut 😏

Willa, Voodoo and Zey (only in name) belong to @alpacababs

And Gemma (had to invoke vampire solidarity) belongs to @kraigeslist

#really the only thing that’s changed abt her personality is that she turns to mafia work to cure the boredom of being immortal #and also she thinks her boss is a LOSER!!! And bullies him behind his back (While being Far more fond of Zea and Willa lol) #Her top and belt r meant to be leather btw that’s why they. look rendered like that lol #my art #demon’s ocs #art #artists on tumblr #gijinka #bottoms up! #friends’ ocs #Mac if you’re reading the tags sorry for pushing my ‘Midnight babysits Willa sometimes and adores this fool’ agenda #and also the ‘Baygo tries to flirt with her (bc she’s Voodoo’s coworker at the drink hot topic) even tho she’s a lesbian’ agenda. #BUT LIKE. I KNOW HE WOULD. #gun tw

[bleusriley]

“say don’t go” so kanej coded me thinks

#i’m listening again i was so tired last night i couldn’t process some stuff but i remember thinking that and my point still stands #also i get the whole thing everyones talking abt that the production is very midnights #but it doesn’t make me enjoy them less i’m obsessed with these vault tracks #🥹🩵 #1989 tv #taylor swift #kanej #cami talks stuff

[yume-fanfare]

top most romantic lines ever

#im sure i read a translation that was something like 'im more worried about you than any shooting star!' #but maybe that was my brain telephone-gaming itself #anyways. THE SHOOTING STARS. DO YOU UNDERSTANDDDDD #official eng is 'i'm not here for the stars i'm here for you!' which is also sooo #official spanish is 'i have no time for the stars. there's something i need to talk about with you!' which is the one i like the least #but its ok #mitsukou #adding the tag because i need people to think abt this more #it's !!! #seriously i think about it once a week #it indeed WAS a love confession kou. how do you not realize. #jbksh #aaaand shutting up fr for the next 45 mins at least i rly need to get things done #mar's midnight rambles

[klonoadoortophantomile]

i keep forgetting the ps3 is considered old now

#i was talking w my sister abt the generations remaster thing and i was like #‘kinda dumb tho the game isnt that old console wise and its on steam’ #honest to god i forget the ps5 even exists most of the time. help #the game is over 10 years old thats so fucked #it and unleashed still look stupidly good to me like #the bits of gameplay shown in the trailer look Insane to my brain i can barely process it #i think im just stupid #inqusitivewaltz.txt #THIS IS SO DISJOINTED SORRY im just rambling….. i have an assifnment due at midnight today i havent even started fuck

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[eggnoodles0up]

its kinda interesting, i think with fanart i prefer the more fluffy and silly stuff, but with fanfiction/comics i tend to be more invested in the angsty ones

#dont mind me just psychoanalyzing myself #egg noodling #i mean ig it seems more realistic for actual writing to be not all sunshine and rainbows #where art is just like a little snippet of their life yknow? #i do like the occasional angst art as well but like when i draw it myself i usually feel rlly embarrassed abt it after a while #its probably just abt exposing my emotions to a bunch of stangers on the internet tbh #wish it wasnt though!!! i really wanna try making art thats impactful and makes u feel things !!!! i love that shit !!!! #im always kinda anxious abt being too “edgy” tho #this is what happens when i think too much past midnight