Speaking of other polls: the very first tumblr poll also got botted, and the OP was like "thats part of the winning experience" so desperation can override guilt anon. that aside. its not even about the potential bots here anymore. its just how invested everyone has gotten to the point I'm casting my vote for a potential third option here. maybe we SHOULDN'T make this an iconic sweep if we can't be civil. the essays coming out feel like a College Staff Needs To Round Up Student For Group Therapy And Apologies. is this what we want our fandoms to be memorialized for? is this how we will walk away, with bitter losses and hollow victories, knowing we have torn our hearts apart to achieve it? I see everyone spilling their guts out for a desperate plea to understand what all of it means to them. We've dropped our weapons in favor of words, and it is no longer a war, no longer a battle, we've lost sight of our enemies and only want to be known. have you ever seen a tumblr poll drop the jokes for serious, sincere confessions. to sit in a circle and speak quietly from hearts that bare the grief of dying stars. OP, what move you make next will determine everything. we have risen our voices, and mourned our chances, and conspired over sportsmanship until the battle became muddled into something deeper into the human condition. the characters and stories no longer existing. only many souls. history may be written by the victors, but it is you who holds the pen. we started the war, and you have the power to decide how this chapter in fandom history will be resolved and remembered henceforth, forevermore-
Wow uh yeah so no pressure right
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It's all fun and games reading fanfic from 2001 until one of the characters legit says "baka"
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Ok...ok I know he's been dead a while now but does anyone know of a way I can lodge a complaint to Robert Jordan?
The first-sisters ceremony was about the most vivid description of soul mates I've ever read, and hey I loved the whole being reborn as each other's twin thing. Loved that. However the ENTIRE CEREMONY BEFORE THAT was about the most romantic thing I've ever read. That's not two girls who want to be sisters mate, that's two girls in love.
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((excerpt taken from Plain White Beach Houses // part 3 of "Impossible Things and the Tin Can" by gibbouslunation ))
more pacrim steddie for tumblr, cause this series that i threw ideas with at myk (the author) has severely killed me
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S2E2 Ed's plot my beloved-
I ADORE THIS EPISODE IN HOW IT PORTRAYS ED'S MENTAL HEALTH!!!
TW, this post is going to discuss Ed's suicidal behavior and attempt in depth. It will not be heartwarming, I am agonizing over the details. Please don't open if that reading is going to be damaging at all to you. Protect yourself first, y'all! Anyway...
Every little detail from his time on screen is spent sending hints to the viewer that it's Ed's last day alive.
The first time we see him that morning, he looks refreshed. He's decidedly sober and cleaning up his cabin and he's joking and almost... bright again. He's talkative and seems so calm. And it's because he's finally decided to kill himself.
It's been a long observed point for folks with suicidal thoughts/actions that once they've decided on doing it, there's a certain kind of peace that comes with that. Because it's going to be over soon, you know you'll be able to rest. There's an expiry approaching, and there's a comfort in knowing you've almost reached the end, like getting close to the end of a long work shift.
And so he's cleaning up, so he'd doesn't leave as much of a mess behind (Also something that is well documented from people who attempt). At least, assumably that was the idea, like he hadn't originally planned to take the whole ship down with him, it seems like he was planning to do something smaller for just him as of that morning. So he’s tidying up for the rest of them.
It's both a gesture of kindness to make sure they aren't left with as much of a "hassle" once they find him dead, but it's also a point of "pride" in a way. So when it's all over, they will sweep through a cleaner room and remember him better in that last day, than so much of the mess and stress of the earlier ones.
The second time we see him is when he's figured out Frenchie didn't finish off Izzy. And not only does he offer for Izzy to do it, he tells him that it'd be a good thing for him to do. Like it was a favor, killing him would've been "just what the doctor ordered" to make him feel better.
But Izzy doesn't do it, and he assumes Izzy ends himself after he's left the room.
The third hint is that he's so forgiving with everyone. He doesn't hold a grudge against Frenchie for lying to him and hiding Izzy in the secret room, he doesn't yell at anyone (like Jim or Archie) for conspiring with him, he even tells Frenchie to take the day off and thanks him for the closure.
Again, it's following that motion of peace and contentment, he doesn't have to go into death mad, he can do it calmly. He can let it all go, because soon enough it won't be a problem and he knows he's now decided to take them all down with him. So he might as well let them enjoy their last few hours as much as they can.
And he instead resides to sit at the wheel, turning them sharply right into a dark storm, all the while he wears the softest smile. Because he is calm, he is clear headed, and he is done waiting for something else to kill him. And that's a very common thing for people to want in those last moments. To go clean and sober and content and in peace.
They hit a lot of the MAJOR signs they teach you that someone is about to take their live, the only one I can think of off the top of my head that wasn't explicitly included would've been the giving away of personal possessions.
(But, perhaps even following the idea that originally he was going to go alone, he was going to be leaving everything including the boat to his crew, so maybe that idea was kind of hidden in there. It's just not as direct as personally going to people and handing over things.)
Anyway, I'm sure a lot of these clues were well picked up by the fandom, I'm sure a lot of us have learned about these stages of suicidal action for various reasons ourselves. I just wanted to point out that timeline and how perfectly it seems to fit across the whole episode as this singular, unspoken intent behind every single one of Ed's actions until it comes to a head and the crew on deck can't ignore how drastic everything had turned.
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I'm only on episode 7 but I hope they don't change the impeccable dynamic of the main trio
Cao Guangyan and Pu Yiyong really hit the impeccable spot of "loving to hate you" and "eternally bickering but caring very deeply when it comes to the important things".
Chen Chuying also hits the fine line of capable to a degree but chaotic enough that she would start to join the shenanigans. Adult enough to actually try to keep Pu Yiyong (and later - delightfully so - Cao Guangyan) out of trouble but not enough a stickler to the law to not understand where they are coming from. Definitely not acting ethically but they can treat Pu Yiyong complaining that she was his first kiss as hilarious without it being weird in the overall context.
Another underrated part: both parents clearly started from a point of thinking that their sons being in a romantic relationship might be cute to really just shaking their heads over both of them just being weird all over the place
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