#this man NEVER gets an infection

[quisters]

Arthur must constantly be passing out with his frankly atrocious lack of blood at this point

#malevolent #malevolent fanart #part 36 #part 37 #arthur lester #arthur lester fanart #Arthur Lester should be in hypovolemic shock rn #*slaps arthur* this bad boy can fit so much blood #and talk about a strong immune system #this man NEVER gets an infection #I could have executed this better but tbh this was just me farting around in procreate #quisters #these colors are nASTY #but so is this podcast so it works #oscar malevolent #john would hate this #as a nursing student this podcast’s logic really tests me sometimes smh #I’m having a hard time suspending my disbelief Harlan #comic

[holygroundgone]

bed sharing is too stimulating, going on and on about his youthful high temperature and his scent, his unique scent, his male hormones

#'pressing his lips to the side of xie qingcheng's neck and letting the tips of his teeth brush up against the older man's skin- #meatbun are you trying to kill me? #meatbun what does he yu smell like? #what is his unique scent #see; chu wanning smells like haitang; xqc smells like medicine #and i always picture mo ran having an incredibly musky and animalistic scent; enhanced by an exotic mix of cinnamon and oud #(extremely specific thank you 🥰 i even have meanings behind it) #because cinnamon is spicy and sweet and is so often used in cooking and baking and even has medicinal purposes #and oud as the infected heartwood of a specific tree; described as black and strong and animalistic #anyways #what does he yu smell like? am i going to end up brainstorming up an incredibly specific scent for him #mo ran is never specified to have such a scent anyways but it's my interpretation and i can do whatever i want!!!! #throws a dart it's because of his demon heritage!!! he gets special abo traits as a treat for the man who mentally is already living in abo #oud is also frequently used for incense; so i think cinnamon and oud suit mo ran's dual nature extremely well #i keep getting distracted #for fun..... he yu smells like smashed blueberries; a bit sweet a bit sour a little musky #and blood 😊 #the sweetness of blueberries covering up thick salty copper musk of blood #perfumes are one of my special interests; so i like to get carried away 💝 #i feel like my scent profile for he yu might change as i read though

[melrosing]

anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again? #and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’ #to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’ #and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’ #WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’ #and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win??? #like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!! #I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

:(

#cw animal injury #i turned on the lights and our dog is covered in blood like??? hello??? #since when were you doing that and why didn't you tell me??? *cue frantic searching for gauze* #there's a big cut where his ankle meets his leg (inside of the hind right leg) #i have no idea how that happened #our dogs play rough but have never drawn blood #and he was outside alone and he was acting normally and not whining or anything? like speak up man i need to know this shit #his name is bunny btw and he's a big dog. purebred great pyrenees(?) if the ppl we got him from are to be trusted #i don't know how he got hurt #its way too big/deep for a cat to have done it and even if they're really upset they just paw at his face #my only guess is that there's something sharp in the yard? but it's too dark to look #idfk but we found the gauze and stuff and he did Not like that process good thing there were 3 ppl awake to hold him down safely #he still didn't whine through all of that though like. pls speak up man. we gotta know if ur in pain so we can fix it #i'm hoping it doesn't get infected. we don't have money to go to the vet but he's my sister's dog and she might actually kill someone if #he isn't fine #she has a theory that he may have gotten cut on smth our brother threw out there and like. she may literally kill him if this #was his fault and bunny isn't fine #so far he seems fine there wasn't too much blood and there seems to just be the one cut #but i didn't hear him yelp or whine or anything #and he didn't seem to be limping but the lights were off #idk man but we have cleaned him up as best we can for now but it is the middle of the night so we'll see what we can do in the morning

[perenlop]

me: oh i gotta finish my novella and work more on my pmd fic and world and also work on that wc rewrite loose outline and oh i wanna get back to my sonic one eventually

also me: omg what if i made an anthro pokemon world based on the main series but the main gym leaders and protags are all replaced by their pokemon (not to be confused with pmd, this is just the main series but the humans are gone)

#sorry man. im an anomaly it is impossible for me to get attached to the trainers #i like some of them obviously like the harmonia siblings do still infect my brain and bws the one game im consistently invested in #but if you ask me my favorite johto gym leader i will never have anything deeper to say than ‘’uh. idk bugsys kinda neat’’ #that being said wow its gonna be harddd to adapt some of these games if i do this #black and white in particular cause that games conflict hinges on the dynamic between humans and pokemon #maybe i wont do all the games #ill admit im totally inspired by eeveelution family fjdjdkd i really wanna make pokemon anthro ocs #just not sure where to start #wait no i kinda do. i wanna do something with my paldea team #adeleine the grafaiai with her best friend. the robotic lizard that crashed on her #theyre also yuri probably #echoed voice #idk i think some of the games would be interesting to adapt. i like adaptation i think the process is fascinating #cause with a massive change like this you HAVE to change the characters and their dynamics to an extent #like maxie vs archie cant just be copy and pasted into here i think. cause its no longer just conflicting types of environmental terrorism #i mean it still is but like. ‘’archie’’ would likely be a water type who lives in the sea and maxie would be in tune with the earth #theres less separation between the things theyre fighting for

[breezy-cheezy]

Oh yeah? Did you mean like this? I think about it sometimes, thank you for giving me an excuse to finally draw it lmao

I was so excited to get an ask about this au thank you thank you-

(Responding with a screenshot of the ask because Tumblr was being weird about art response to an ask :/)

#my art #genshin impact #toh #the owl house #crossover #genshin/toh au #Kaeya Alberich #Kaeya Ragnvindr #Bennett #Bennett sweetie your luck precedes you time to run like heck #owl beast #peacock beast? #I never really hammered that out #Kaeya's got some abyssal infections going on and they get worse over time #I will never not have fun with Khanri'ah's star motifs #anyway I continue to lament how slow I draw because I am burdened by brainworms #asks help me prioritize so thank you #now time to pass out since I have to work tomorrow at 7 am aaaaaaaaa #oh man I see mistakes OH WELL SLEEP TIME

[tearsoftime0086]

not only should capcom remake code veronica, but they should also remake the gbc gaiden game to really throw canon in for a loop

#resident evil #re gaiden #recv #cruise ship horror? the opening and battle themes that absolutely slap? my man barry burton? #not to mention the insinuation that leon's either been infected or body swapped at the end #I know it'll never happen but I've been mulling over a fic scenario where leon essentially gets double infected lol #random musings

[grimsdeadb0nes]

uh oh there she is- Misery, both normal and metal goop’d

probably the only one of my oc’s that i’ll be zombot-ing uuuh only bc Zenyx missed the whole damn thing for reasons  and Hauntly most likely managed to avoid it for long enough and I dont particularly feel like metal gooping anyone else-

#my art #my oc #sonic oc #Misery the octo #sonic #sonic idw #IDW zombot #this mostly started out as a warmup before I got to metal gooping the D6 #but now im too tired uou #and by the D6 i mean only four out of the six bc zazz never got turnt and neither did zavok technically #we actually see Zeena and Zor get touched and infected #we dont see Zom get infected but they do start to creep up on him and he was... ya know- stuck? so.. he def turned #and we dont see ol' man zik get infected but he does get /decked/ and YEETED into the crowd by Storm so its kinda safe to assume?? #so like... 4 outta the 6 #they'll happen eventually i'll get around to em i PROMISE #amongst the other things with the D6 i gotta do still #also yeah uh technically first post for misery- #bone rattling #i had three-ish colors to choose for her #i went blue bc 1) its her blood and tongue color and 2) sunny helped me decided uwu

[7-oh-ta1]

Okok I know when Travis grabs Max like a dog and calls him "good boy" it's supposed to be funny bec Max is a werewolf, but I also like to think of it in context of Travis. To Travis, being called a "good boy" is the highest praise his parents have ever awarded their sons. "A good boy takes care of his family", right?

So in the context of the scene, Max was resisting against Travis and asserting that Travis could question him right there in his cell, he was unwilling to leave Laura alone in the cells/be separated from her again for any reason. If Laura doesn’t stop him he keeps resisting! So I think that even though it was mostly a joke about him being a werewolf, I also think Travis was affording Max a compliment for his loyalty to/protectiveness of Laura even though he was in no position to resist.

#lindsay speaks #the quarry #// the quarry spoilers #i seriously think even though he had to remain removed and intimitating Travis heavily respected Laura & Max's relationship #i think they're a parallel to the hackett family. the hacketts are connected by blood but they're broken. the parents are backwards for #lack of a better word & bobby is just a huge man child. loyalty is the most important thing to them WITH CONDITIONS #you are a good boy IF you protect your family (do everything i say & never question me) #whereas with laura & max (on a good relationship route mind you) there aren't any conditions #let's just look through it here. max got them lost? that's okay they'll work together to get to the destination. #max literally crashes the car deep in the woods? to be fair he swerved to make sure he didn't hit the animal/person which was done #with pure intentions. let's do our best to fix the car & make sure no one was hurt. #laura said she called ahead but actually just left a voicemail? that's a really irritating detail to leave out but let's cool down & #figure something out. laura mistakenly tries to save someone & gets max injured & infected? that's okay she meant well! #laura snoops thru max's things? he forgives it within 5 minutes. max didn't tell her abt getting rejected from college? #laura understands that he was embarassed & empathizes with his situation reassuring max that he can rely on her #MAX LITERALLY GETS INFECTED BY A WEREWOLF & THE ONLY WAY TO CURE IT IS TO KILL SOMEONE? Laura loads a gun & gets ready to shoot #no matter what else he thinks of them; there's no way Travis doesn't admire the TRUE loyalty and love between Max & Laura #they ARE each other's family and they take care of each other. especially if Laura directly tells Travis she will NOT leave Max behind #we get a notif that he admires her dedication. i think that goes for a lot of Travis's relationships with both of them. #a good kid protects their family & they do just that. even when they escape Travis doesn't blame them (as long as Laura doesn't SHOOT him) #even if Laura kills Travis to reunite w/ Max in the end; i think Travis on some level would understand. he would do the same thing.

[space-ninja-fashion-show]

Still a bit shaky at using Mr Math Man for lanthorn hunting on account of whatever monster decided to make eximus nonsense go through the Rift, but he's really fun when I'm not trying to get him killed

He got me Trinity in three runs today (well, first run was Lavos on public, which is apparently a sort of hell, so I decided fuck this! Solo Limbo! And he made it actually fun) and I fed him one of my grand total of Two (2) Amber Archon Shards bc he's a bit slow at doing the funny circle thing

#i love him. the correct amount of area defense frames is One More #i have four archon shards bc of qtcc + a twitch drop #and im not brave enough to go into archon hunts just yet #so uhh. very finite supply for now #which SUCKS bc Zom (and sib kinda) has infected me with wanting to put casting speed on like every other frame #i mean limbo could use another unless i someday manage to get natural talent i guess #lavos has my other amber btw bc casting speed just feels nice on him #but theres also nidus! xaku! citrine! i wouldnt mind one on equinox either tbh! #probably more too that i dont have yet! #anyway. long numbers man fun #captura #my stuff #i would like to ask him tho to stop being confused every time he exits the rift #that split second where he just a-poses there when i cant use my weapons is getting me killed #(also yes ive never done the ambulas fight before today. phorid ftw)

[jaymesdoodles]

jaymes the gay people made me cry real bad :(

ME TOO PIX :(( they made me cry so bad. this is honestly like my favorite episode so far. like they took this story that was a one off thing. like it didn't matter much in the grand scheme of things. like it was a letter from frank about how Bill was his partner and he hates him. and a gay porno magazine in bills house. that was it. and made one of the most romantic beautiful queer stories ever. like they truly understand what tlou is about. it's about hope and love, despite of it all. and they showed that with this story. just UGH. I love it.

#like i could get into the fact they never saw gay marriage legalized #i could talk about the fact that these were men that lived through the 80s and 90s aids epidemic #i could also talk about how bill literally never was with another man most likely because he was in a small town #like the fact they lived #the fact that they didn't die from infected or gunshot wounds #like they lived and left their own way #and like. thats so important #that's all i could've wanted #AHHHH #pix tag #asks #tlou spoilers #tlou

[theold-ultraviolence]

Apparently one day you’re young and the next thing you know you gotta go to the doctor because your back sux

#at least It’s nothing serious but the shot they gave ne burned like a bitch and idk how I wanna get a tattoo #because I may or may not have shed a couple of tears lol #I was afraid it was an infection or something but it’s just me being an old man #who got hurt while handling her photography equipment #and cleaning the house today #*sigh* #I feel terrible #my back has never hurt this bad 😭

[traaanskimkitsuragi]

should i get a tattoo this year

#ive never gotten one #they really freaked me out as a kid #but the older i get the more i want one #i was thinking of getting a small hollow knight related tattoo #and also 'sunrise parabellum' #however. i am a wimp with pain. #and im really scared that i wouldnt be able to take it #ive read that even with really tiny ones it can take up to an hour for it to be done so im like. uh oh #at least the price wouldnt be an issue it seems like smaller tattoos are really cheap #i also want piercings but i have very sensitive skin and when i wore earrings as a child i think i got an infection from them? or something? #its been a v long time so i dont really remember but i recall being told that my skin couldnt take cheap metal or something like that #idk man #then again i dont even know why im thinking about these things its not like anyone will see them #i dont leave my house or take care of my appearance to begin with #and i cant afford to buy clothes #not ones id want to wear anyway #and even if id want to wear them they probably wouldnt suit me #i really want to look cute however that would take effort and i have none to give #sadge.............. guess ill have to settle for looking like a homeless high school student

[myheartxmyman]

The You I knew seems to be gone.. Last year I tried to find the old you, I couldn't reach you anymore. Wasn't able to feel our bond the way it had been and I got more and more desperate.

Those last week's I am not desperate, I am truly unhappy, sad, feeling alone while being in 'a partnership', I am deeply hurt, and at the same time trying to get over those feelings I feel. Sometimes being with you is just too much, because I want nothing more than spending time with you, but I am not feeling it. It hurts. Sometimes being in your presence makes me feel so so lonely. Sometimes I have to be alone, because it feels like I am still fighting to keep my sanity after you did what you did. You ripped my heart completely open and gave not one shit. I am still suffering that much and I don't know how to make it stop.

Meanwhile I KNOW, you behaved in a horrible and cruel way towards me. Not just once but again and again and again. It seems like you don't even are aware of that. But that's one of the things I am trying to tell you. You don't seem to spend a lot of time even thinking about us, me, my feelings and so on. I feel like you're not reflecting yourself, it's more like you are running from something; and I think somehow it's you. I wish you would for once try to understand my feelings, put yourself in my shoes, see why your actions made me behave in certain ways. You broke my trust not just once or twice, how am I supposed to open up to you again? I won't talk to you if my trust level is that low. That's how it is. And at the same time this situation is hurting me over and over again. Because what we shared was something special, and now we're so close to losing each other. Somehow it feels like I am waiting and waiting for nothing, because we don't seem to be on your mind anymore. You want to talk to me, you're blaming me.. Why don't you listen to my words? When did you get blind? I am hurting, I am unhappy, I don't want to leave, but I fear 'this' is not going anywhere. We are standing still.

#Ich leide an Oxitocin Entzug #but with the feeling I got while being with you over one year ago #there is no going back in time #I am so so sad these days #I miss you #I would need your comfort #but the way it is between us meanwhile it wouldnt be the 'right' comfort I am longing so much #I mean if you would even try to comfort me #just realized that I don't know when you last put effort into being my light my comfort my partner #you don't seem to care #you are so distant and cold and I fear I am treating you the same #it's because I still can't forgive you #the last two days I was thinking about us and I was wondering if I did really feel a little less pain anger resentment hurt eg towards you #maybe I am just getting used to it #you will never understand the pain you infected on me those two weeks of end December continued by your spontaneous trip which really took #me out completely #I am still in shock when thinking just a tiny bit about it #the pain agony hell you made me feel #like I didn't matter at all #like I was nothing #not worth a damn #I mean you leaving spontaneous our of nowhere for holidays would have broken my heart already #and you should know that #but the country you went to shattered my trust my heart my whole being #and I am so hurt again #i can't get it out of my head #I don't understand how you could be so so cruel #you are not one bit of the man I loved so fast as a friend #than as my man #you are not there anymore