#to my mom during meetings

[abernathyvalois]

the craziest part about being queer and closeted is that you don’t even know how exhausting it is until it hits in the most random situations

#i had to write an email to my counselor #asking her if she could just #not mention i’m president of the gender& sexuality alliance #nor my essay which includes struggle with my sexuality #to my mom during meetings #which is like #okay yeah makes sense #but mid writing the email i just burst into tears #and started crying so hard #like where did that come from #Man #I wish i didn’t have to live knowing she would never look at me the same if she knew who i really was #lgbt #wlw

[fabuloustrash05]

2012 fans always say that Raph is like Chompy’s adopted dad because of the “Dada Raph” comment made in the show. We also know that Raph basically raised Slash when he was Spike, so using the same logic with Chompy here, Raph is also Slash’s dad.

So with this, that means that Mona Lisa is not only Chompy’s mom, but she is also Slash’s step mom XD

#imagine during Mutanimals meetings Mona tries to change slash ideas with a plan and he just tells #‘STOP TELLING WHAT TO DO YOURE NOT MY MOM’ #and Mona is just like #‘BITCH I AM NOW AND IM TELLING YOUR FATHER!’ #random thoughts #tmnt 2012 #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt raphael #tmnt slash #chompy picasso #tmnt mona lisa #Tmnt ramona #tokka vs the world

[haemosexuality]

*sits up in the middle of the night* in this next universe where vampires seem to have taken over the world, marceline probably either never met simon or he died soon after they met, which means that since her mom also died when she was really young (too young to remember a lot about her i bet), she most likely raised herself completely alone through the apocalypse and never really learned about Morals which is how after getting bitten she joined the vampires and, became evil i guess. we see that even with simons good influence in her formative years she went through a rough path after getting bitten so it would make sense that shed turn out nasty if it wasnt for him. she is part demon. we just saw an universe where simon lost marcy and was fucked up and now we're gonna see one where marcy lost simon and became fucked up

#thinking about the flashback in the ep simon petrikov where hes like #''youd be fine if you didnt meet me better even. as for me...'' #itd be so so cool if the show showed us that actually she Wouldnt be fine. they both needed each other to keep their sanity and morals #during the apocalypse #like itd be neat #this isnt me saying marceline is naturally an evil person shes literally my favorite character im just saying that like #if ur a child in a post apocalyptic landscape that didnt have anyone to teach you what morals are #aside from ur mom who died when u were like 5 #youd probably turn out a bit fucked up too. like look at bonnie lol #im jusy using ''evil'' as a descriptive bc its easier and also we havebt actually seen this marcy so i cant speak much on her personality #but at characters arent usually that 2d #also we literally see simon being the one to teach marceline morals. Vandalism Is Wrong Marcy #and we see her having demon instincts- the wazzup dog in obsidian #i always thought that demon and vampire prolly didnt mix up well and she had to work a Lot to get to the level of stability and ethics that #she is now #so im excited to see a world where she had no reason to work on that skfhsjfhejfhejf #ok im rambling. its 3am and i have to be up in 2 hours help me #adventure time #fionna and cake #watch me be completely wrong when the ep comes out #but thats just a theory... a cartoon theory

[serendipnpipity]

Life's a Game AU pt. 2: Brainstorming Boogaloo!!

A lil sneak peek at Suzette and Susan designs?? We'll see how much stays consistent (story-wise and/or design-wise) but I had so much fun drawing them (and haven't even gotten to drawing them w the guys yet!!)

Fear-induced writer's block is a total jerk but I really want to make the Game of Life fic happen, so we're pushing through! Feel free to lmk what y'all think ^-^

btw shoutout to @phan-tasia who ALSO has a Game of Life AU fic that I'm currently reading (live fast die young go to robot school) bc it's amazing??? our storylines are definitely gonna be different lol, but i cannot get enough of that fic and of this AU in general

#dan and phil #ser sketches #life's a game AU #dnp #dan and phil art #or... dnp-adjacent art lol it's susan and suzette from the game of life vid-turned-AU #yes suzette looks like philippa. i had to. #helped that for some reason there was a philippa-drawing resurgence lately lol #current idea: suzette is a huge fan of dan's music but she bond's over it w her mom (cue phil not knowing who dan is when they meet later) #he'll get there eventually #jury still out on how recent dan's switch from music to STEM should be but i legit have a polaroid like this of me and my mom at a concert #bc suze is ~14 in my head during the fic (it's a whole thing; phil & susan had her in college and they didn't get married but def coparent)

[emily-mooon]

Imagine if Stacey and Neil actually met in high school except they didn’t go to the same school: they met through Kid Chameleon.

One night, Scott brings Stacey to one of their shows and it just so happens that Stephanie (or Steph) brought Neil with her.

Since they were both the youngest people there (Neil’s 17, Stacey’s 16 till December), they decided to talk to each other and they hit it off.

Stacey also develops a bit of a crush on Neil and would always ask Scott if Steph was going to bring her brother with her again, as she wanted to see him and didn’t know if there was another way.

Then one morning, she discovers that they take the same TTC bus and from then on they talk before and after school and become sorta friends. At this point, Neil also starts developing a crush on her.

Things stayed like that for about two months until Neil and his mom moved places (as I agree with the headcanon that the Nordegraf siblings have divorced parents) so they would no longer take the same bus in the morning or after school. They still have Kid Chameleon shows to meet up and talk at right? Ha ha wrong cause at New Years, the famous break up between Scott and Envy happens which in turn, also breaks up the band.

That whole break up was the nail in the coffin that strained Neil and Stacey’s kinda friendship. They didn’t have the others phone number cause they were both too shy to ask and also cause they both kept forgetting.

There also wasn’t a whole ton of opportunities to ask either of their siblings for their phone numbers so they just gave up and went on with their lives.

But then why didn’t they recognize the other in the like three times there were in the same room together? Easy answer: Stacey was distracted by everything around her to even notice Neil, who in turn, was slowly disappearing into the crowd and fully did by the time it was Lisa’s going away dinner.

So when they see each other again properly at the Chaos Theater, something clicks and they fall back into where they once were two years ago. To them it felt like a decade, but no it was just two years. They catch up on what they missed in the others lives on the walk home.

After that these dorks start dating cause the feelings were still there, just buried deep, left dormant, and forgotten. They came back but slightly different as people change.

#and that’s it! #this idea has been cooking for a little bit btw #i am an au fiend and this gets added to my long list #I have another idea where neil lives on the east coast with his mom but spent Christmas with his dad and Stephanie #he also says he’ll come visit Stacey during March break but since kid chameleon broke up after Scott and envy broke up #he didn’t get to (also cause he went on a trip with his mom instead) #the drama is there but I think I’m the only person who headcanons that Neil has family on the east coast sooooo #or hey how about he moves there with his mom since she wanted to be closer to her family #that’s another alternative #anyways try to pry this au headcanon from my cold dead hands #i love it sm #apologies if some things sound cliche deep down I’m a romantic at heart and I’m such a sucker for ppl meeting again after not seeing the #other for awhile #also sorry for any spelling mistakes it’s late at night and I should go to bed now so gn! #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #young neil #neil nordegraf #stacey pilgrim #nordegrim #emilys headcanons #emilys long list of aus #i guess this counts as canon divergent too #long post #cause it is kinda long ngl

[jamiesfootball]

📓

I have a thing where between the second and third season Dani took Jamie back with him to Mexico for most of the summer break. Dani's family spoiled them rotten with delicious food, and he met all of Dani's siblings and cousins and aunts and uncles. More than five of the young ones, they all want to be strikers like Dani and they all want to play for Mexico like Dani and they all look up to Dani with stars in their eyes and they make Jamie and Dani run drills with them until dinner. Dani's mama doesn't speak a word of english, but the whole time he's there she keeps patting him on the cheek and smiling and fussing and Jamie can't understand a word she says but he's never felt so certain in his life that he was in someone's good graces.

Amigo de Dani. Tu amigo, Dani? Dani's friend. He was Dani's friend, and for that they threw doors open wide and embraced him with the same warmth that made Dani burn like the sun.

It was overwhelming. It was fucking brilliant.

And while they were there they had like. A real camping trip. Tents on the ground and twenty of Dani's closest relatives getting plastered on tequila. At night him and Dani curl up in a tent and pass a bottle of mezcal back and forth without any real intent, too busy cackling over stupid jokes.

With Dani's sleeping bag pressed against his shoulder and a low tent hanging over him, Jamie doesn't feel crowded. Laying on the ground doesn't feel like a hardship; it feels like a sleepover. With the weight of an open sky hovering just out of sight, he feels small and free. The world feels vast with potential. He feels excited about what's waiting for him back in Richmond. They've been promoted, the lads like him, Roy Kent hugged him for fuck's sake. This time last year he was miserable in Manchester and contemplating nuking his career. It feels surreal, how much better his life has gotten.

Yeah, next year's going to be better. He knows it.

#i will be alluding to this in my post-season fic #it is actually part of a plot point #i rather adore the idea of jamie following people around to new places #after amsterdam i don't think this is a novel opinion #but also i like the idea of dani having one of those large families where people just bring whatever friends around and the family is like #'a friend? excellent! so nice to meet you. we will now proceed as if we have loved you forever. please help yourself to seconds' #dani's mom unconditionally loves all of her son's friends because they're the ones who wear him out during the day #he was born caffeinated remember #jamie tartt #dani rojas #ask game #ask box is always open

[whentherewerebicycles]

wow ok lots of things got done today!! virtually all of them by my mom who is a champion and is doing all the baby prep things i can't do because my hands are horribly broken. she put together the crib and the dresser, bought under-the-bed organizers, helped me sort and put away the huge bags of baby clothes people have given me, and is now PAINTING the nursery (and yes it's yet another shade of green i will not be accepting questions or criticisms at this time thank u). anyway this place is so ready for a baby! cannot believe i have five or more weeks left to wait!!!!!! i was also decently productive and got a bunch of work tasks done, then switched gears and wrote a million thank you notes... 26 down, 5 to go!!!

#tomorrow i am working from home again i think #and only have one meeting... with [r] at the end of the day #i am getting a deep tissue massage in the morning where they are going to really work on my arms/wrists/hands... pray 4 me #last night was not the worst night i've had painwise just medium terrible but today was really rough during the day for some reason #but i honestly think that giving up hope of improvement has allowed me to cope better #now it's not about fixing it it's just about finding ways to endure it for five to uhh eighteen more weeks #my mom leaves tomorrow and i don't want her to go :((((

[boxwinebaddie]

NINNAAAA WHATS SPCD STAND FOR??

oh, it's not that exciting, it's actualy awful. i mentioned it towards the tail end of chapter five of rm. it's basically what cartman used to call kyle when they were growing up. a really cruel fucked up nickname.

the s.p.c.d,

or rather,

the south park city dump. :(

the sp boys used to be fucking horrible to kyle because cartman ruled their elementary/middle school. and when cartman and the boys saw kyle in the hallway they were like "what are you doing here, broflovski? trash day's tomorrow" or omg whenever he walked ANYWHERE they made the "Beep! Beep! Beep!" trash truck noises, but worst of all was that they used to dump out...Full Trashcans On Him. like spoiled milk, rotted food stuffs, glass bottles that werent put in recycling, crushed aluminum cans that cut his cheeks, all kinds of awful, foul smelling sludge...sigh. :/ ily so much baby jersey.

also, if you want to cry extra hard, i think that being covered in all that disgusting lunchroom trash, feeling it soak thru his shirt, stink down to the skin, pool around his shoes, get buried in his hair -- just feeling that dirty and disgusting and Unclean was one of the factors that made his ocd so severe and it's a large part as to why he takes scorching showers and rubs his skin raw bc especially if he smells something weird or its trash day, he gets triggered & has to SCRUB.

but anygays! you bet your ass that tiny lil stan was giving them ALL the business rippin around on his bike brandishing his hockey stick like a big sword, running them out of town and back to their mommas crying and screaming bloody murder all in that giant wayne gretsky *ravenstan vc* yersey...they were SCARED, lolllll!!!

which is a very interesting juxtaposition to sweet, gentle stan very lovingly picking all the food debris out of his kyles beautiful curly whirly hair before marching him over to the bathroom where while kyle showers, stan always sits on the toliet bc their running joke is that kyle might drown ( yes yersey also can't swim ) while stan listens to rock n colors his nails in w/ sharpie or stolen nail polish from shell.

and he's just like "dude, Fuck them, kyle! those fkn gilipollas are just mad because theyre all total perros and you're the most handsome guy in school, hands down." wHICH? AAA??? tbf stan does say shit like that all the time & Means It bc ravenstan has loved jers from the moment he Heard him but kyle thinks he's fuckin w/ him

bc haha!

very fun joke, stan! hit on the weird, overweight, clunky, awkward, nerdy loser boy to make him feel better about himself! great joke, bro!

bUT ITS NOT A JOKE, BESTIE!!!!

HE WANTS TO KISS YOU SO BAD!!!!!!!!

not them both bein secretly and painfully in love with each other but convinced that acting on their feelings would ruin their friendship/be unrequited and both of them being like "he is perfect, what would he want with a fuckin Loser like me?" :/ </3 WERE IN HELL!!!

regardless of thinking it was a joke, it totally made kyle blush, my rosecea king and stan was sooo nervous like oh my god, you are SO stupid, stanley marsh!!!!! guapo??? gUAPO BITCH??!!!! ARE U ACTUALLY INSANE!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!!

i love nervous ass tiny stan with his massive universe sized crush on kyle broflovski that he carries around in his black jansport backpack at all times...along with the weight of the world, ofc. we know this.

but anyways..off topic.

closing thoughts?

fuck you fartman.

-uncle nina, tiny but big baby jersey kyle defense club

( don't touch my sweet son!!! MY BABY!!!!! )

p.s. i'm sorry i just started making new sections without warning. i wanted a way to post about what the boys looked or acted like during different periods of their lives -- so like, satana ( which is what stans mom called him ) refers to the period of time before the fire and kyle's 'the s.p.c.d.' section also refers to that period of time.

it's cool you guys are so perceptive tho! i hope you like them <333 you're always welcome to ask me questions about them xx

#the spcd nickname always makes me want to cry #i love you baby jersey kyle he is my angel #the world was so cruel to him #just for being fat too like #everyone who has ever hurt jersey can go hell right after they meet with me and i beat the living shit out of them...til they Die #stan was mad over protective too and stan was weird but he had Clout from being pretty so he was like IF I SEE THAT SHIT AGAIN ITS OVER #and then goes to lovingly tend to kyle like dude im so sorry you dont deserve this shit look im gonna tell their moms #and theyre gonna get so busted and have to pay you back for al your clothes...then we pretend to hit the gap and go to good will instead #and use the rest to buy tokens at the arcade or buy the new mario game and see who can finish a pizza faster its me btw #theyre in love ur honor like why didnt i give them a chance like they were...so married #ALSO AN ANON ASKED ME ABOUT BALLET KY #YES JERSEY TOOK BALLET it wasn't his idea it was an accident bc they were marking electives #and ballet was RIGHT next to basketball and then basketbal got full and sheila was like I ALREADY BOUGHT YOU SHOES UR GOING #and like at first it was really awkward but i think kyle actually really liked the structure of ballet and when u dance beautifully #what he found is that no one had anything to say about his weight just that his pirouette was perfect it was freeing #he dropped it during the kyley b era #but picked it up again in college and its kind of a form of self harm and he fucks up his feet very badly trying to be perfect #also hes like fuck all those people who laughed at me im perfect now im fucking perfect i have to show them i have to be the best #sigh...kyle kyle kyle...ill elaborate on that more in one of the ballet kyle asks but kyle loves ballet and going to preformances #ice skating and dainty refined stuff which is cute bc theyre very nosm like jers on ice skates and stan w the hockey stick during winter

[yaburnae]

been looking at apartments all morning but i still can’t stop thinking about monkeyman x azriel

#lune talking to me about azriel x lucifer parallels and the ‘outcast’ problem child #i just think. acosf bonus chapter OUT. emotionally intelligent azriel IN. #but also angry little queer guy with the big ass wings and the big ass attitude problem #azriel is silent but the camera pans during IC meetings and he’s using his hand to mock the way rhys talks all high and mighty #rhys: get nesta out of here before i fucking kill her #azriel: gEt NeStA OuT oF hErE bEfOrE i FuCkiNg kiLl hEr. womp womp come on nes you can meet my mom #anyway i’m thinking thoughts but im also doing adult things (womp womp take 2)

[the-commonplace-book]

I doubt it'll actually happen, but what if we get to meet Kaveh's mom in Fontaine??

#genshin impact #fontaine #kaveh #he's mentioned a couple times that his mom left for fontaine and got remarried to someone over there #i just think it would be neat if we get to meet her #or maybe he can show up during one of the fontaine events #like “oh just visiting my mom” or something #(yes i just want more kaveh content) #f; genshin

[ronnyraygun]

Uncle Plas should actively be used in batfam lore, imo.

#batfam #shut in the fuck up ron #he’s that one relative your mom uses to get you to stop being bad #“Quit it Dick. Do you wanna visit uncle Plas??” “🧍🏻” #he’s not mean or anything (obviously). he’s just so ridiculously scary that even when he’s trying to cheer them up they end up #more traumatized. #“Sorry the mission took so long. I trust that O’Neil was a suitable partner during my absence? …Robin…?” #“…He turned into a giant pony when he found out I was sad Superboy was dead…” #“…😬 Sorry Buddy….” #KSHDJDHDJDHJDBDJDBDJDNFNFJKD #Jason should be the only one that didn’t meet him as a kid. #met him as Red Hood. scariest experience of his life. and he’s died. #Jason’s fear list goes Plastic Man Superman and THEN the Joker #JSHDJDNMDNDNDNDNXNXMDNX

[wiinterbunny]

🧸

#tomorrow's gonna be the worst birthday every fr #i was gonna bake a cake - which i havent had in 5 years.. but bc of gallstones i cant have cake #i cant really eat anything :(( so that's boring </3 #also since im poor i cant afford to go to the cinema or like literally anywhere else #i wanted to visit my grandma but she's sick so we cant. and i literally have no one else to visit or meet #my sisters arent talking to me so they wont.. talk to me tmrw either. wont congratulate me #i have no friends to hang out with or talk to. #no one will wish me a happy birthday except my mom #ijust feel so fkn lonely and insignificant #i try to pretend idb abt my birthdaybut the truth is i do. and i fantasize abt it being important to someone else as well #i just wanna be important and mean smth to someone :((( #it really doesnt help that i cant eat at all #last year was rough too but i had lots of coffee and chocolate treats during the day which helped my mood a lot #and now i dont have anyone at all to talk to so like.. yeah i feel so lonely #and someone i thought was my friend blocked me without explanation a few days ago #and i wanted to at least chat with her a bit #but she proved that i mean nothing to her. did she lie to me? was everything she said just lies.... #idk

[kamimint]

I like taking pictures of him

#his jacket is so annoying so i took it off 😭😭😭😭 #his pants r annoying too 😭 and so is his belt ik they wanted to make his shit removable #but like. thwyre all way too loose #anyway we had ordered him a long time ago and we got him during our trip #to my boyfriends moms house #god that trip was. a lot #took us 5 days its 16 hours one way #so a LOT of driving in total #and qhen we were going there our hotel had bedbugs so we decided #to just keep going. and we drove for 16 hours without rest AND OUR TIRE #PRESSURE LIGHT CAME ON AND WE HAD TO GET ROADSIDE ASSISTANCE #i did enjoy meeting Kenny's friend ajd brother though #and scooter's. i miss you scooters i miss tour pumpkin spice latte and everything bagel sandwhich #literally today was when i finished this but #we havent had a break since getting home monday which was why i wasnt #here for a fat minute . yeah #anyway. oh fuk a gougar #the imposter plusy is the gougar #imposterchat #uhmmmyeah anyway once again follow my insta im super active on my story there #I ONLY SAY THAT BC. its harder for me to talk here since i dont like cluttering my blog with posts #you know ?

[munamania]

politely asked to reschedule a meeting i was supposed to do later this afternoon cause im simply not prepared for it i love being a responsible adult i love giving myself a little break

#abby talks #i am so like. waughghfshgdsfgjkhsdfgjsdfhgfg. you know!!!! #so close to making it through so many things. my meeting ended up going really well last night #im like more buddies with the one kid running the club now hes chill #also texted my mom last night asking to PLEASE just remember and respect my boundaries re talking to my parents #during the semester cause im like. extra busy and dont feel like im really getting time to myself #that isnt plagued by guilt like Oh god i need to call them back. u know. they need to lay off a little bit... #with so much love to her

[mayclair]

the whole max and mike’s lives being foils of each other’s is so insane to me bc its like. for mike max is a representation of everything that could have happened to him if his mom left his dad earlier on (and what can still happen when you look at the way things are between them) and for max mike is a representation of everything that she could have had growing up if her mom hadn’t decided to leave her dad as fast as she did

#there is no way they don’t resent each other for it just a little bit. no fucking way sorry #mike knows max grew up with a shittier home life but still wishes his mom had the guts to do the same her mom did and left his dad bc #at the end of the day there is a little bit of bitterness towards both his parents for not making their relationship work out specifically #towards his dad bc his mom is actually involved in his life and did try to pretend that everything was normal when it wasnt which directly #ties into his desperate attempts to make his relationship with el seem normal to both of them when its not bc theyve both never been normal #they dont even know what normal really IS which also ties in to his very deep fear that the two of them will end up like his parents and so #meday he’ll become his dad and he doesn’t know which one is more terrifying so instead he blocks it all out in True Mike Wheeler FashionTM #and just keeps wishing that his mom left his dad because maybe if there was a distance between them when he was growing up maybe things wou #ldve been different maybe he wouldnt be this much like his dad #max on the other hand LOVES her dad they had one of those relationships where he wasn’t neglectful but wasn’t a great parent either but she #still loves him for trying and while her mom did try she gave up after a while while her dad didn’t. that was the real dealbreaker for max #and while after all this time she keeps saying im going to run away to cali and im going to live with my dad. but its not just the need to #see someone who cared for her the most during her early years its also the childish hope that her mom will notice that shes missing anf #come looking for her and that maybe when her parents finally meet again they can reconcile and get back together bc that is really all shes #ever wanted in her life since she was a kid and she feels bad for it bc she knows that her mom and dad’s relationship was never supposed to #last but she still wishes and wishes which is why that little bit of bitterness against mike will never fall away no matter how irrational #it is bc its like. his parents dont love each other but are still together for their kids. why couldnt my parents do the same? was i not en #ough reason for them? and this ties into her breaking up with lucas over and over again bc shes seen her parents and how they never fought #for each other and shes afraid that somewhere along the line her relationship with lucas will turn out the exact same and hell leave her so #its better to just leave now before it gets serious then later when it will hurt too much but lucas keeps coming back for her which makes #her realize that maybe it doesnt have to be like that maybe they wont be like her parents #anyway this is incoherent as fuck but shane mandej voice IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS #mike wheeler #max mayfield #stranger things

[todayisafridaynight]

if i Hypothetically made a sequel to the epilogue of this cringe thing how many people would shoot me with a rail gun and how many people would line up with a bowl while i deliver grey-meat slop

#snap chats #SORRRRYYYY i still do think of masadai...... #plus i want to do a proper Meet The Parent(s) bit with daigo and the arakawas #lmao still love how ive just decided sawahsiro’s second last name is Arakawa like yeah might as well be #still a family name innit hes still part of the Arakawa Family w/e semantics aside #i just think itd be silly..... complete with daigo acting like He Dont Care #and swwashiro For Some Reason caring way more than he should (we know why tho) #all wrapped up with arakawa embodying this kaomoji ( ´ ▽ ` ) as per usual... #but also dishing out Fatherly Sagely Advice yk... like i have a vision i swear sEE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN #I WAS JOKING WHEN I SAID ID GET IDEAS DURING MY WALK BUT HERE WE ARE #tbf ive been sitting on a Meet The Parents kind of beat for a while #its just that i mentioned masadai for the first time in weeks durin stream and then i was thinkin and was like Lol.... #and then i remembered my Sons of Bosses fic and i was like Oh Wait I Have An Excuse To Write This I Think #anyway... waiting for my mom to finish usig the basement then im goig to finish my comic.. hopefully... lol.. #ok bye