"I think the fact that my troubles come across in my music, we apply to a demographic that feels like that. I have the same anxieties as everybody – like the same things that everyone worries about; social, sexual, financial, cultural. One of the things I need to be aware of is what's going on in the world all the time because regardless of whether I accept it or not – or whether people think I should accept it or not – I do have a lot of influence over a lot of people, so, I feel the obligation to understand concepts that are way more prevalent in culture whether it be feminism, racism, and stuff like that. I've always been a feminist, non-racist person, but I suppose I've never studied them as issues because I've never needed to – that's not being ignorant, that's being a white Western person from England. I feel a responsibility to be as socially responsible as possible and all of my anxieties are like what your anxieties are like. I don't walk around like ‘Matty from The 1975', nor do my friends treat me like that, and the girls that I get with – or the girl that I'm getting with – doesn't treat me as ‘Matty from The 1975'."
September 2, 2016: Matty expresses his anxiety over using his influence responsibly. (source)
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Hello! I'm here with ~another~ text post!
I unfortunately had assumed "ah yes, The Anxiety" has been my problem recently but in fact, no. It was The Depression! (or a combo, super likely!) Due to this, I will be taking a brief mental break from posting art here. The break may be three days, might be a week. Truly a mystery even to me.
I will be drawing daily so when I return I should have multiple pictures to show off which I will separate in posts by fandom. Drawing really helps calm me down unless I get to the point where it feels like a performance obligation which it currently feels like.
I appreciate your patience and I hope to be okay enough to be back soon.
(also, my ask box on this blog has been disabled until I return)
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One thing I’ve been struggling with in my AU is that since I’m primarily pulling from soap operas, I had to have some kind of more extreme B plot going on.
I feel like the story would be kinda boring if the focus was only on Sanji and Zoro 100% of the time. Like I’ve said before, there’s only so much plot you can create from two idiots getting pregnant, and you need some space between the drama to let it breath and simmer.
I knew I’d want to shift to Nami and Usopp for a bit with their “I’m stuck going in circles” kind of predicament, but even that felt more suited for C plot stuff.
I knew the B plot had to center Luffy because he’s still built like an anime protagonist, and it had to involve him being a menace to society somehow. And I think I figured it out.
Since the setting is a small tourist town, I could go the “big developer is trying to move into town and give the residence a bad deal to pave over their homes” route cus it’s a tried and true classic of cheesy soap type stuff. Also I have a lot of personal experience of seeing my home get bulldozed for big expensive development.
Luffy essentially terrorizes this business guy (Sir Crocodile) away from trying to take a hold of the town. And the business guy being very powerful, tries to stomp out Luffy through any means necessary. I also wanna do some stuff with Luffy vs. local law enforcement because again he’s seems a menace to society.
Also yes I am making Crocodile the main villain cus A. It’s a similar situation to Alabasta so Croc seems like a good fit. and B. soap operas love a good secret parent twist, and I love the Dadodile theory :3
There’s nothing quiet like soap operas where the main plot is the slow burn romance, and the B plot is dark money and organized crime.
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Kind of destroyed by my lack of social skills again so yay
Talking is hard
Especially in groups
They talk about topics I have nothing to say about
And when I do have something to add
I start too late or quiet or smth so I often get interrupted
So I just smile like "yeah ok continue not like i had anything important anyway no i'm not about to cry"
They came over to my place and were nice and everything and I do like them
But I've been on the verge of bursting into tears ever since they left
Thus I've been distracting myself with Sans x reader stuff
Why?
Why is it so difficult? What am I doing wrong? Why can everyone else do it?
Why am I so difficult?? I don't like normal things like coffee or alcohol or make-up or saunas or cars or a lot of foods and it's making me feel so freaking weird and lonely but I don't wanna force myself to do stuff
Cue me being there, nodding along cuz I'm sad and uncomfortable and awkward and anxious
Why?
Just why?
I hate this.
I should probably contact my psychologist again. This has become a problem.
So yeh
If y'all talk to me don't be surprised if I'm awkward
But maybe that's why I like internet people the best
We can be awkward together ^^;
Yay for dumb Tumblr rants but it's 2am and I wanted to get stuff out again
Night, I'mma go cry myself to sleep now
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Okay, I figured it out. It's not "They would not fucking say that" that's the problem. It's "The overall trends in ways HOW people rewrite characters in fanworks in accordance with preexisting biases never ceases to be incredibly frustrating" that drives me up the wall.
It doesn't matter if a given person doesn't write the women "in-character" because everything's made up and the points don't matter. But when there's an overall trend of making her into the One-Dimensional Bitch character just so a main ship has An Obstacle, I think that deserves examination.
When the characters in a fandom who are allowed redemption aus are overwhelmingly white and the characterizations of the poc are overwhelmingly "Violent in ways they aren't in canon," yeah, I think that deserves examination.
When white (conventionally attractive) male villainous behavior gets subsumed under the umbrella of "He's just mentally ill" and no such grace or nuance is extended to literally any other type of character (including ones who explicitly CANONICALLY suffer from mental illness), I think that deserves examination.
No, fandom is not activism, no, people don't owe you a nuanced portrayal of social issues in their meta or fanfic. No, not all examples of interpreting characters through various lenses are malicious or speak to pRoBLeMaTiC (GOD I am rolling my eyes so hard at my use of this word) behavior. I just think that, if we really care about dismantling structural inequality, we have to examine how we reflect and perpetuate it in ALL aspects of our lives; which, yes, is going to have to include our hobbies sometimes.
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Remember when a weirdo accused me of personally following bigots on Twitter because I complained about Twitter being full of bigotry and they were too stupid to understand tumblr and Twitter aren’t the same site and it’s considerably easier to see random posts you don’t want to see on Twitter regardless of your activity 🤡🤡🤡
Like anybody could’ve told you that bigotry has been everywhere on Twitter for over a year now 🤡
It didn’t come new with Elon Musty Ass in charge. It BEEN an issue
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