Did some self reflection, talk of it below. Pertains vauge trauma and personal ID talk :)
So i had some time to reflect about part of my identity that i never really had the proper words for it, and im trying hard not to be afraid to be myself, and learn myself. And the only words i can now tie to the feelings are the terms of transpoc, an transasian.
We ignored the fact that we did understand personal racism, people not being able to tell "if our eyes were actually open". Because we're white, how can i have experienced racism? I ask myself that, and for a long time i didn't have an answer. I didn't think the internalized racism didnt come from nothing. It came from my surroundings. But even with my surroundings, i too was an unknowing target.
And then those terms just kindve bring a really uneasy comfort. To acknowledge it, an have that not only be seen, but be seen as a good thing... i guess its times like these when being radqueer is really comforting as a community. And knowing that there are others like me, and that im not alone as to why we are the way we are. Whether it be dysphoria, whether it be trauma, or general like. We are what we are, and who we grow to be. Its nice, especially in times as hard as this.
But it wasnt just a childhood thing, when only recently i was asked if i was asian. An it felt like such a unexpected shock to have something i was meant to ignore for so long finally acknowledged by someone i didnt even know. I didnt answer them because i got preoccupied, but it's been lingering on my mind. Along with other past experiences, such as being asked if i was adopted/people validating my feeling of being adopted, its just... such an experience to finally have the words.
I turned off reblogs on this post for my own well being, and have ask off for now. Thanks for understanding.
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For real though of course there are shared experiences for trans people based on their ""transition direction" but why exactly are we centralizing these groupings, especially when talking about peoples nonbinariness? Im NOT asking why are we discussing them- of course we around be discussing these experiences- but why are we splitting all trans and genderqueer people into groups based on this "transmasc" and "transfem", and not based on other shared experiences like. Transrich and Transpoor. Transwhite and transpoc. Or is there perhaps some kind of social meaning to insisting the defining experience of someone's gender journey has to do first and foremost with their body's original configuration 🤔
Or, welcome to our blog. Im Kylls, the host of my multigenic subsys, vampires academy.
Im a c!dream fictive and the body is chrono adult, so we will have nsfw/nsft content here. I block for whatever reason and dont need to justify myself to you. I use he/it/bats/vamps/bloods/reviveself personally, but i dont care if you prioritize just one. Transgender, transpoc + transasian, transspecies an otherkin in the 'if i were an actual bat that can bite and maim' way, then id be happy.
I would consider myself transharmed+transharmful, transvampire, transfanged/fangs. If im using that right at least. Pro para, 🩸/🕸/💤/🔫. We are cisautistic(????), cisbpd, cisc-ptsd, cisdid/hc-did, cisdisabled + cis-chronic pain, an cisparanoid but we fuck in this house lol. I dont get the cis term cause why the fuck would i be comfortable being autistic in this society. Anyways,
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6 years ago today I legally changed my name to Aiden. It’s amazing how much has changed in that time. Including the growth of a kick ass quarantine beard.
It’s hard to believe my name was ever something different. And at times my name is misspelled and just plain said wrong. But it’s a name that represents me, and that’s beautiful.
I’ve gone by different pronouns since the age of 18 but finally committing to transitioning is a feeling I can’t even begin to explain. I was so unhappy pre transition consistently acting out, partying, drinking, just all around hating myself and coping with unhealthy habits. Now I feel so free! Like a breath of fresh air.
Some family and “friends” have straight up stop talking to me since I made the decision to finally commit 100% to transitioning but I wouldn’t change a damn thing.