#trying to relive feels

[teafiend]

#ocn the guest #kdrama #the guest #sohn the guest #kang gil young #choi yoon #Yoon Hwa Pyeong #jung eun chae #kim jae wook #Kim Jae Uck #kim dong wook #The Guest deserves more viewers #good horror/mystery/supernatural/crime show #trying to relive feels

[twentytwoarts]

the sky with stars so bright

#sonic loves nature and he will die being surrounded by it i know this in my heart #i hope this comic isn’t too confusing #it’s supposed to be him like reliving a feeling he had when he was young #looking at the stars and being in nature #trying out a new style of comic too i like it a lot #sonic the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog fanart #sonic the hedgehog art #sonic the hedgehog comic #miles tails prower #tails the fox #knuckles the echidna #amy rose #angst #bittersweet #tw blood #tw death

[royalarchivist]

Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.

Pac: No, I need to leave!

Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.

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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.

Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.

Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!

Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.

Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–

Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.

Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.

Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]

Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.

Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.

Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?

Fit: Wow.

Aypierre: Wow.

Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]

Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]

Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.

Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?

Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?

Fit: Ok.

Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.

Pac: No, I need to leave!

Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

Fit: Sorry, there's–

Pac: I'm sorry!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.

Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...

Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!

Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!

Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...

#Pactw #FitMC #Hideduo #FitPac #QSMP #QSMP Prison #January 22 2024 #So canonically how do you guys view this moment? #Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress? #Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen? #Curious to hear what other people think #I like to imagine the stress finally got to him #He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing #and finally cried about it to Bagi #I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma #Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D #I imagined that for Purgatory too #it's cute #idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people #Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit #(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out) #that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me #Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope #I love when characters take naps together it's so cute #esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues #It's nice #anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry #I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is #The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension #Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.

[pinkd3mon]

Bonus piece from this art

#kirby #kots #kirby of the stars #kirby fanart #hoshi no kirby #Taranza #Galacta Knight #Galacta doesn't know how to go about life without being mysterious #the difference between Galacta and Meta Knight is that Galacta is quiet and mysterious by nature #meta knight does it on purpose to appear cool #Taranza is trying hard not to judge #I think he gave up on trying tp understand #Galacta is mostly quiet but sometimes goes into these monologues while looking at the horizon and Taranza politely listens #Galacta is like 'I've been through so many lifetimes and relived my death time and time again and yet trusting is my demise' #and Taranza is just like 'sure' #Taranza just appreciates the companionship while he's gardening it's like listening to youtube while you draw #you didn't understand half what you just listened to but at last it feels like you're not alone #I'm not sure how to free Galacta Knight in my au yet #but i know they can't fight or they risk to go back to their crystal #that's a rule mentioned in the novels and we don't have tons of those in Kirby canon I'll take what I can get #so instead of fighting they take on gardening isn't that nice #Galacta probably arrived at Dreamland first (Because of course they do) and Dedede doesn't want to deal with them and just sends them away #they probably live temporarily with Kirby because in the novels Kirby actually likes Galacta a lot it's their kin #enough talk about backstory this is supposed to be taken at face value #but Galacta and Kirby would be besties and probably the first person Galacta trusts in basically forever #Galacta would HATE magolor #that's all im going away im so sorry im autistic

[daylighteclipsed]

Y’all ever think about if Sora falls to darkness that inside his heart will look like the Destiny Islands falling again

#i do a lot #kingdom hearts #one of the biggest reasons i think we’ll see something like this in canon. briefly at least #not only would parallel ddd w ven’s heart/armor no longer there to protect sora #and roxas and xion gone from sora’s heart too. so sora would be alone #and actually there as opposed to in the RoL/awake when riku dives in #but also there is no way nomura’s gonna pass up the chance to bring us full circle like this. he loves making his characters revisit/relive #worlds and memories like this to make a point. and sora’s heart was sunset in ddd… following kh1 the dark and stormy night comes next #The thought of sora and riku reaffirming their love and friendship here when it broke the first time the islands fell #both of them having to in a way relive this horrible night for the final time #but riku doing the total opposite of last time. trying to save sora trying to stop the darkness from consuming everything #being totally honest with sora. reaching his hand out for sora but this time he’s not being consumed by darkness. #he’s become the light in the darkness. and they finally reach each other they finally grasp hands. I’m chewing on glass #i don’t think sora would ‘fall’ to darkness in the traditional sense #thematically i think it makes more sense for him to be faced w another martyr choice #though his own negative feelings would still be tangled up in there. and this would parallel kh3 #and if sora chooses to let darkness into his heart to save others it’d also parallel kh1 w riku choosing to open the door/let the darkness #into destiny islands at the risk of others #god it’d be just like kh1 but we’d be playing as riku and he’d be the one looking frantically for sora #a reversed dynamic. but now they understand each other’s pain and feelings so they can reach each other #figuratively and literally #i love parallels i love symbolism i love themes kick my ass !!!!

[galaxythreads]

Unpopular opinion time: I think Loki's arc in the movies was excellent and we didn't need to drag him back from the dead to give him a series that ends with him completing exactly the same arc. Again.

#🤷‍♀️ why my guy #now if they'd explored Loki's arc post IW then sure that would have been more interesting #but it just feels like we relived his exact same arc again #and like it was fun and I liked it #s2 was amazing #but it just feels a little pointless y'know? #like both end with him sacrificing himself for those he loves to try and stop the evil villain #idk why we needed to do it twice? #anti Loki show #and if someone brings up that it was so he can fall in love with Mobius I SWEAR TO GOD

[phier]

World on Fire

#trying out glaze #but i don't like that the very filter that's supposed to prevent ai #makes my art LOOK like fucking ai #don't like this at all #everything seems shit at the moment #wish i could go back to 2016 and just relive the same 4 years or so #last 2 years havent been ideal an i feel stuck #anyway here's some content #phier #thefailureartist #mahariel #laie mahariel #warden commander #dao #dragon age origins #dragon age #dragon age fanart #character portrait

[8rujaa]

i feel so happy i have the urge to get on my hands and knees and worship something

#i’m emotional because i feel like recently i’ve been actually like genuinely happy #i thought i was going to feel broken forever. i thought i was going to feel like half a person forever #i’ve made so much progress #looking back i don’t know how i got through certain things i really don’t #i was being traumatized while also being severely tortured daily by my body pain #i hadn’t talked to my family or friends in months #i lost my mobility and i lost my independence and i lost everything i worked hard for #i felt like a dog and my nightmares still make sure to remind me how terrible it was #and the healing journey afterwards was somehow even worst because i was reliving it constantly. i feel like i fought so hard for my peace #i know i thought about offing myself multiple times #i don’t know what kept me alive… #i think i stayed for all the wrong reasons/people…. but either way i’m glad i stayed #i’m struggling with letting myself be happy because life has a way of taking everything from you just as you were getting comfortable #and i know bad things can and will happen wether i worry or not so the only thing i can do it try to savor and enjoy these beautiful moment #as best as i can and maybe these moments are what will keep me alive in the future #this year i don’t ‘want’ anything per say…. i just don’t want to lose anything…. like god i don’t ask for anything else…. just don’t take #anything from me that i love please 😭😭😭😭😭 #brain vomit

[2aceofspades]

okay but i love how youre all like "my villain era", and then i remember the angst that was the first 2 comics you posted on your blog like bruh, ur gremlin villain era has always been there, some days its just shoved deep inside that backpack of yours lksdhfjlsdf

(also that last drawing of you just zonked out on god-powers is somehow an eternal mood)

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Bro-

True hehe...but! I'm really leaning into it now...

Ya like? Teehee~

Oh my golly gosh those comics are so old puh-leaaase ew 🫠 I had almost forgotten about that fr haha

I seriously...listen...I seriously have no idea what I'm doing I swear to you. I just ~no think~

(eternal mood fr haunted bro)

#ace answers #hi again my dear morse anon #:) :) #i feel like i'm reliving my time on twitter heh.. #there's no escape for me man angst just finds me okay?? #i'm still trying to dig myself out of this angsty ol' hole but um...welp #teehee~ #until next time my dear morse anon... #:)

[wednesdaythunder]

Curate my blog?

Listen, I won't curate FUCK, like ma'am, this is a Tumblr. If I can't spam my latest obsession then what's even the point

#I tag it tho #cause I'm nice like that #and also so I can go back and relive and revel in my obsession. #wednesday posts #hazbin hotel #That's my current obsession #specially #radioapple #Like I watched 3 Disney movies in a row today to try and disengage and feel other feelings #But now I'm back on the bandwagon again #OBSESSING #and like #I need someone to talk to #Cause I'm fucking dying over here #These two bitches are literally dragging me to hell #Like I'ma have to go to work tomorrow #And physically restrain myself from talking about this shit #cause I dont need my coworkers to find out I'm even weirder than they thought #Like fuck me dude

[torra-and-the-toons]

Days gone by, ...but never forgotten.

#my doodles #ed edd n eddy #eddy eene #edd eene #ed eene #older characters #well... character #I'm never going to finish this but I feel like it oddly works like this #like Eddy is reliving a memory #the perspective is weird I know #I've been trying to keep drawing them even when taking breaks from the comic #even if its small edus annus stuff or just random doodles #Depresso torra = depresso eddy sorry lol #this could be a scene from stars but it's not yet #def inspired by stars though

[calamari-minecraft-corner]

I’m trying really hard not to be bitter about what’s going on here.

Trust me I am.

But- the amount of dismissive shit I’ve seen and the amount of like- hypocrisy is really frustrating.

I’m not gonna go into too much detail but I’ve had shit similar happen to me semi recently and it resulted in cutting close friendships and people dismissing me fully about what happened to me, especially on the more intimate and financial side of stuff. And its… really fucking disheartening seeing the same thing happen with this.

There’s a point where you have to realize that you can’t dismiss or excuse the action’s of someone else- especially if it involves abuse like this. I’ve only realized it when my beloved got involved and that made me break everything off.

I’m so fucking proud of Shubble for speaking out, I know how terrifying it is especially when it’s someone who has people who like them to a big degree.

You can’t say “we support all victims!” When you dismiss or even insult someone’s claims that involve someone you admire or even look up to.

You can be cautious, sure. You can be wary and be unsure. But do not be a fucking dick and a weirdo about it. You’re part of the god damn problem if you are.

#I’m sorry if the wording is off #I’m really fucking tired the last two weeks have been horrible for me irl #I’m sorry for bringing the mood down I just need to say my piece on the matter #again this just hits really close to home for me and I feel like I’m reliving some shit from the amount of people trying to dismiss this #cala rambles #negative

[solidburnreturned]

A few more things I’ve learned about Trolls: Band Together from interviews:

- Velvet and Veneer are “evil 90s pop divas” and they’re siblings, not a couple

- the Trolls team had wanted to do a “long lost family” story since the first movie, but hadn’t planned on having it with Branch and several brothers (which, imo, is obvious because it doesn’t really make much sense, but w/e)

- to free their brother Floyd, who was kidnapped by Velvet & Veneer, Branch and his brothers have to “sing in perfect family harmony”

- a lot of the music is going to be covers from older boy bands, particularly from the 90s

- some of the new animation styles that will be featured include “psychedelic” 2D, textural and shadow puppetry. The 2D sequence shown in the first trailer was made by the same team (Titmouse Inc.) that made an iconic episode of Love, Death and Robots

#trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #txt #if I’m being honest this movie sounds like JT really inserted himself and is making the movie about his own musical life… #and I’m not really a huge fan of that #I think he’s having some sort of midlife crisis and is maybe trying to relive his glory days through trolls #and unfortunately the story might suffer because of it #I feel like the long lost family trope could have been used in so many other better ways #there’s just no way that JT didn’t heavily influence this decision #also why did I say Aspen . I meant Floyd 😭

[bloodraven55]

rebellion is just shiro’s struggle between heart vs duty constantly kicking her ass 😔

#alternatively titled ‘what aggressively trying to repress all of your gay feelings does to a mf’ #shoujo kageki revue starlight #revue starlight relive #revue starlight #suteshiro #shiro ogami #stella takachiho

[pollen]

hii it's been awhile since i've given any updates about what's going on with me but!!! i think we're moving back to oregon at some point. and i'm gonna make grad school happen. i'm so yhappy

#i'm going to oregon sometime this quarter but it's gonna break my heart because i have to leave again #idk the col is so much higher there than here. you can buy a whole three bedroom house for $200k here #a 3 bed in oregon is at least twice that #and rent is insane. $1100 for a beautiful 3 bed here. or twice that for something less nice in oregon #well. not HERE here jesus the suburbs are expensive. but in central pa where we're thinking of moving #which is like.... the best place to retire in the country? what's with that. low col probably LOL #and lately i've been feeling so..... lost? the ego death i went through in 2023 was incredible #and like. do i NEED to go to grad school to get a well-paying job in my field? no i have almost 7 yoe #but i'm missing feeling good at something. and the networking. and the portfolio work i can do. so it wouldn't be about employablility #though that helps. idk i'm gonna try to get my undergrad loans paid off as much as i can (only 30k left on the ones in my name 🫠) this year #while working on freelance projects and all that. it just feels good having a direction that doesn't feel completely hopeless #because it's been so bleak lately. like. got laid off from an agency i poured my soul into (not doing that again unless it's my own) #experienced something deeply personal and destabilizing i don't feel comfortable sharing #moved across the country while i didn't have a job and was processing that trauma to a place where i know no one #i got so lonely and so alone that i thought i would die. i didn't really have anyone to turn to while i did the work of reliving #started drinking a lot to cope bc i didn't have a medical card. was truly miserable. got a medical card. wasn't miserable anymore #and now i'm working and less anxious and feeling supported and stable in my relationship. and i feel myself coming back to myself. #it's been so hard but i'm so glad to be seeing the end of it. and to see good things and happy things in that

[rraaarr]

GOOD OMENS S2 SPOILERS AHEAD

Anyone talking about how this convo

And this convo

Particularly the line where Crowley says:

I think I understand a whole lot more about it than you do

Are kind of the same convo reversed.

In the first convo, we see Aziraphale worried Crowley will get into trouble for asking questions as a high ranking angel, and crowley says not to worry about it.

In the second convo, we see Aziraphale basically saying he can Run Heaven, as a high ranking Angel, make changes (like a suggestion box) and BasIcally do exactly what Crowley probably did. And Crowley has been there, done that, and while they don't say it Outright in the 2nd convo like Aziraphale doesin the first, Crowley BasIcally worries about Aziraphale getting into trouble. And Aziraphale says not to worry about it.

Of course all this is happening while Crowley feels rejected, but i feel like underneath all that, that same protectiveness, that same concern Aziraphale had in the first scene and Crowley has in the last are similar. It's just Crowley has learned The Hard Way already where Aziraphale is optimistic he can make it all be fine because he hasn't been through it yet the way Crowley has.

Like, Crowley made Aziraphale brave over the years, and now he's trying to succeed where Crowley failed

And Crowley is terrified for him

#No point just thoughts #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #ineffable partners #gos2 spoilers #good omens season 2 #ineffable divorce #angel crowley #I almost feel like Aziraphale is just reliving Crowleys arc from before Earth and Crowley is just trying to protect him #But like Aziraphale feels like he learned and can find the loopholes crowley couldn't #And honestly maybe Aziraphale isn't wrong about that #He did help save the world through pedantic phrasing alone #That man shaped Angel knows how to weaponize rules in ways maybe even Crowley can't #But Also maybe Aziraphale is biting off more than he can chew #Who knows #And hey maybe Aziraphale was subtly threatened and this is the only option that feels safe to him #Or maybe he just thinks it's the right thing to do #Poor the both of them #They are both so broken hearted