#two sides of january

[imjustheretostalk]

Of coure I am going through Oscar Isaac's filmograpghy because I am obsessed... Here is the list:

10 Years

Sucker Punch

Revenge for Jolly

Inside Llewyn Davis

In Secret

Two Sides of January

A Most Violent Year

Drive

Ex Machina

Mojave

Show Me a Hero

Star Wars: The Force Awakens

The Promise

Suburbicon

Annihilation

Star Wars: The Last Jedi

Operation Finale

Van Gogh

Life Itself

Triple Frontier

Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker

The Card Counter

Dune

Scenes from a Marriage

Big Gold Brick

Moon Knight

It looks long but the man only does movies so I am afraid that I will finish it quickly... I will update as I proceed.

(this is just for keeping track of what I wanted to watch. There are older movies such as Agora and Balibo, you should check them too)

#oscar isaac #filmography #10 years #inside llewyn davis #in secret #two sides of january #a most violent year #ex machina #mojave #show me a hero #star wars #the promise #suburbicon #annihilation #operation finale #life itself #triple frontier #the card counter #dune part one #scenes from a marriage #big gold brick #moon knight #steven grant #marc spector #jake lockley #poe dameron #santiago garcia

[nowritingonthewall]

Side profile goodness and corpsing cuteness 😊

#oscar isaac #rydal keener #the two faces of january #chrissie gifs #nobody cares if you'll mess up your lines when your side profile looks like that #those lashes though

[regular-gnome]

Hello, I would really like to know if you have plans to make some comics telling a little about the history of archivists when they were children. I would love to know what their relationship was like with mortals and their experiences, in fact, I love their art🫶

Yeah if its something anyone is interested in:> been pretty much using asks as drawing prompts for a while, iiits kinda why they take a while But in any case, they were around for a long time and met diffrent mortals. Their general approch to mortals significantly shifted since the first archive was established comapared to the point of they are at now in the story. There were places in diffrent eras, many mortals that are gone longer than they were around but left some impact on their worldwiev and some just reinforced it. I probably wont do a very long thing around it since I really want to finish the titan storyline but some shorter comics or illustrations of them sure

some young Architect and Curator sketches

#Right now Im trying to finish next pages of main comic #especially after the fun hitus ask xd #its kinda wild that ive been pretty much drawing things related to toh and maybe two side projcts literally everyday since may #in january and most february i spend more time drawing than sleeping and that was a fun realisation #so many things to draw #c:i curator #c:i architect #ask #sketches

[goldkirk]

I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE!

#I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT ANYTHING #IT DOESN'T HAVE TO OVERRIDE ALL OTHER PROGRAMMING EVER AGAIN #HA #MY GOD THAT FEELS LIKE TWO DECADES OF RELIEF #and I found out yesterday. that this year. next winter. it IS two decades. exactly. this is the year. every day i am shown new reminders #that keep me going in my mission to relearn to fully and instinctually trust my self #ever since [redacted therapist] asked me point blank and my IMMEDIATE response was complete disbelief #a firm 'you think there's any universe where i'd feel like i could trust myself? after my nonstop history of failures and being horrible?' #tone “No!” of disbelief #and a horrible way-too-harsh laugh that bolted out before I could strangle it off and stop it. #that woman never coddled my feelings any time I spoke something alarming or bullshit and that was so helpful to me #and the tone she let exist in her voice when she responded to me with a very uncharacteristic “Oh Katie.” #was so. so much more agonizing for me. than her responding with an immediate logical slam-dunk of the truth about healthy behavior and stuf #anyway ramble over i'm so tired. i've done so much trauma work this week i am Drained emotionally #now i see what the past several months but especially especially #the baffling (to me) infuriating out-of-control-speedrun-somatic-processing + every-health-condition-flaring slog that December and January #were for me when I hadn't expected anything to be wrong #...and the extremely specific way this certain zone and particular incident kept coming up over and over and over and over and OVER was not #a bug. it was a feature. thank goodness i trust myself for little things now bc that's the only way i was able to get to this other side #and look back and suddenly realize that my subconscious and body knew what they needed and had a plan in progress the whole time. just like #i rationally say I trust them to have and do. #and that perhaps maybe. for real for real instead of just TELLING myself hard enough a lie that i trust my self and i trust my body and tha #they always know their own needs and timing if really slow down and listen to them f u l l y #anyway. yeah. bye haha i need to stop oversharing on the internet #trauma evolution #shh katie #personal #my god. i wished for this day more than i wished for anything else my whole life. all these many many many many years. what magic. #add to journal #abuse

[thelastspeecher]

The other day, I was at a physical therapy session (for my shoulder, not my ankle, though I am in PT for my ankle as well) and chatting with another patient and the physical therapist treating us.

The other patient was feeling bummed about his slow progress, so I told him about how, despite my most recent ankle injury being a grade 1 sprain back in October and there being no visible damage from the outside, I'm still in physical therapy for it. And I will continue to be in PT for quite some time. My ankle is messed up in a complex way that requires me to be very gradual in increasing my physical therapy and very careful about not overexerting it.

The reason it's so messed up goes back to spraining it initially nine years ago. I didn't see a doctor right away (I was at college and decided I didn't have time for that) and when I did see one, I didn't get the appropriate treatment for it. My doctor didn't even mention PT, despite my injury being so bad she was worried I broke my ankle. When I sprained it again almost as horribly two months later, she still didn't send me to PT.

And the physical therapist just nodded at me and said that's very common for ankle injuries. People don't get the appropriate treatment and suffer needlessly for years.

So here's my PSA: If you sprain your ankle, see a doctor. Make sure to check whether physical therapy would be beneficial for you; it almost always is for an ankle sprain. If you are having pain, swelling, bruising, or some combination of the three a month after your injury, make a fuss at the doctor's office if they tell you to continue doing the RICE method and send you on your merry way.

I've been struggling and suffering for nine years. A third of my life. Ankle injuries are treatable. You can recover well! But you need to seek medical help early and get the right treatment.

Don't be like me.

#my most recent ankle injury was a grade 1 sprain on the outside of my ankle #yet the MRI back in January showed two grade 2 sprains. one on both side. #it's crazy difficult to sprain the inside of your ankle and I'm still not sure how it happened #I just sort of chalk it up to my ankle having serious issues that weren't addressed until LAST YEAR #this year in January was my first ankle MRI!!! despite YEARS of ankle weakness and pain #and seriously I cannot convey how bad my first two sprains were #seriously do not be like me. get treatment fast. avoid the stuff I've been struggling with. #speechie sucks at health #speecher speaks

[boygirlctommy]

i saw other people doing this so hehe art vs artist 2023 :D

#my post #i wanted to include something from each of my sketchbooks from this year and HOUGH. choosing is hard #im on my 6th sketchbook this year .tgere is so much #actually looking at my art from january is so funny.why did i draw heads so big <3 #also i didnt want to actually post my face so i just. drew myself lol #side note i dyed my hair green two months ago and it is not washing out. im stuck like this forever #neon cclingys might be my favorite thing from this year lol. hi trinket if youre reading this o///

[didntaskforfrozenyoghurt]

remembered my b12 for the first time in over a fortnight and oh that's where my brain went lol

#my brain is being weird about them and i need to go back to therapy i think :) #because i'm not getting the same response from them i used to? not in a 'different effectiveness' way but a 'more side effects' and idk why #so off to the professionals i go! #hoping i don't make a health tag #late january update: methylcobalamin does Not do all of the important things cyano- or hydroxycobalamin do. #and i was taking methyl- for two whole years. and my meninges were not improving #it occured to me after reading wikipedia again that i did not give cyano- a fair trial. so i chanced it since i already had some with me #and i have had an improvement like night and day!!!!

[mariocki]

Edward Woodward guest stars as Jack Liskard, Prime Minister of an unspecified African country and the target of multiple assassination attempts, in The Saint: The Persistent Patriots (5.15, ITC, 1967)

#fave spotting #edward woodward #callan #the saint #the persistent patriots #1967 #david callan #classic tv #eddy is the named guest star for this episode but actually he wasn't really the household name he would become at this point #in fact this ep was the first Saint episode to air in the uk in 1967 on January 6th‚ setting off a banner year for Woodward that would #be the making of his career. he'd done a few guest spots (Sergeant Cork and Mogul among them) and yes he'd had some stage success #but 67 was his year; around the same time as this Saint appearance he could be seen on the BBC's celebrated drama strand Theatre 625 as the #lead in a multi episode adaptation of Evelyn Waugh's Sword of Honour‚ and almost exactly a month later he'd be making his first screen #appearance as Callan in the Armchair Theatre pilot A Magnum for Schneider‚ the beginning of tv immortality and bigger and better things for #the actor. here he's... well he's serious and he's sullen (two of Ed's strengths as an actor) in a role which.. is FINE on the surface but #absolutely begs some deeper questions. he's the prime minister of an unnamed African country‚ in London to negotiate the independence of #said country from the UK. it's.. a complicated issue (which this single Saint episode absolutely fails to address but I'd have been truly #astonished if it had). i mean yes we're all anti colonialism here of course (even if Simon does seem suspiciously morose about the prospect #of losing another colony in his opening voice over‚ he at least appears to be on Eddy's side through the episode) but there's a kind of #deafening silence throughout this ep: Ed is of course white. his various ministers and other government officials who oppose him are all #also white. the titular 'patriots' who oppose him and make attempts on his life and to prevent the process of independence are all white #the most obvious comparison to be drawn (and presumably the main inspiration for the character) is Rhodesian prime minister Ian Smith #who had led the white minority government of what is now Zimbabwe from 1964 and had been involved in similar negotiations with the british #government (that fell apart in late 65 as Smith's government announced Rhodesia's unilateral independence; the country then became an #unrecognised state subject to economic sanctions that lasted more than a decade). the thing is‚ Smith was a racist piece of shit; the whole #reason those negotiations broke down was because of his refusal to secure black representation in Rhodesia's governance #which makes the complete absence of any black characters in this episode a major red flag. but Ed's character isn't presented as the #villain of the piece; the episode is adamant that the work he's doing is selfless and for the betterment of his country‚ and it isn't as if #Smith was a particularly popular figure in the uk at this point for the ep makers to be painting a positive portrait of him. idk #it's messy. at best tone deaf and at worst.. well. i wish Ed had had a better ep to guest star in that's all im saying

[miodiodavinci]

awake again but mostly just bemoaning my fate of being sick (cruel) (evil) (mean to me)

#please god oh god i only have until late january before round 2 of my internship starts #at this rate if it really is covid and i end up being as sick as i was last time #i'm going to miss out on holiday plans with folks + the aquarium trip + doing our silly little christmas light viewing . . . . . #on top of ! ! ! ! ! missing out on nearly two weeks of work time ! ! ! ! ! ! fuckin rude ! ! ! ! ! ! ! #like . . . . the only solace i have is comparing my symptom docs from this time and last time side by side #today i'm like. a solid 5/10 and mostly just dealing with the cough + a headache that comes and goes. #meanwhile last time i was like. operating at a 2/10 max and was literally in a state where all i could do is lay against the wall #and moan every time my body had to move (coughing / swallowing / shifting position) #so maybe (KNOCKS LOUDLY ON WOOD KNOCKS LOUDLY ON WOOD) it's just a cold and i'll be okay #blease . . . . . blease let me be okay . . . . . . .

[waywardvagabonds]

Equal parts excited and full of anxiety and just dead tired right now.

#third times the charm and all that right? #finding an apartment was nowhere near as stressful for my last two big moves #but on the bright side pushing through the bullshit means i don’t have to do all my health insurance and car stuff twice over #because i now have an address!!! #y’all know me i am not one to hate on taxes but if i had ended up having to retitle my car TWICE #pro tip DON’T move in january or when your car’s registration is about to expire #i am regrettably doing both what a nightmare

[mickgaydolenz]

the world loves me so much and said here asia we would like you to have your cluster cycle start on new years eve this time :) . also to anyone out there that suffers with cluster headaches, i fucking see you dude and it fucking sucks and i’m so sorry

#i also love having one of this chronic pain issues. that is very hard to be diagnosed because it is cyclical #*those #and mine is especially small given i tend to have 1-2 cycles a year predominantly falling around late august- january #when i brought it up to my doctor she essentially was like hmm that’s hard to deal with so no point getting any diagnosis 🤷‍♀️ #so thanks girl. but mine are very typical cluster. always on the right side of my face. the violent stabbing pain behind my eye #i also have the nice after cluster hangover headache tenderness that just fucking knocks me clean off my feet #rocking and counting tend to be my go to distractions. not that they do anything. but when it’s really bad i unfortunately tend to hit #myself for some fucking relief :s #oh also i get the classic wake up from a dead sleep clusters. and mine are reliably every two fucking hours :) #and usually i get anywhere from 1-8 a day during my cycle period. although 4-5 is pretty average for me #my last cycle was hell. my clusters were lasting upwards of an hour. that is really what i’m hoping to avoid this time around…. #sorry i just really needed to rant about this it fucking sucks. they don’t call them suicide headaches for nothing #cluster headaches

[rohirric-hunter]

The LotRO fandom on Tumblr ought to have creative weeks like some other fandoms do; a week with themed days where people make art or fics or other transformative work to suit the theme and post them on the day in question. I love that format for content creation challenges; it's low-pressure, fairly casual, doesn't threaten burnout like month-long challenges do, and the short format of it means we could have multiple events throughout the year with different themes, a must-have for a piece of media as big as LotRO.

#lotro #one event like idk an October challenge just couldnt hope to encapsulate everything #but yeah im thinking there could be a week with OC themed prompts #a week with festival and event themed prompts #a week for epic quests and a week for side quests #maybe a couple of appreciation weeks like female character appreciation or Ranger appreciation or something #a week for different factions #and like multiple prompts for each day just to keep things super casual #one that though is that often these fandom weeks just drop the prompts on the first day and i would like to drop them in advance #like two or three weeks in advance #maybe a whole month just for the round numbers #im definitely thinking of throwing out my own week but maybe not until like mid to late January #got the redwall midwinter gift exchange to moderate so you know #busy

[anxiouspotatorants]

“Annie? You know we’re in a historic building. You need to double knot and bag your trash... if you’re gonna be working here.”

The Good Boys: Marvin Milk and Annie January

(Raw images: not mine)

#yes this is my new brotp #they are literally the only two who have stuck completely to their moral throughout three seasons #and the ones who consistently pull everyone else back to the good side #these two need each other for the sake of extra support alone #marvin milk #mm #annie january #starlight #the boys #the boys moodboard #my moodboards

[midnight-stormm]

Cmon, I would like to see season 2 soon so I hope dream answers tommy message.

#i know hes enjoying this month because hes finally gotten his two best friends by his side #nothing against that #happy for them #i do hope s2 can kick off the end of this year going into the beginning of next year in January #i just miss it #and have been heavily into for the past couple of months #dsmp #dream smp #tommyinnit #dreamwastaken

[dawnquafam]

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#you know. back in early or mid-january i was thinking i was finally getting my blood sugar under control #after a year of literal blood sweat and tears i was almost there!!! #and then my insurance and my endo’s incompetence happened #and they wouldn’t give me my insulin or my one non-insulin medication #and my blood sugar was worse than it was when i was in the fucking HOSPITAL over it #but i thought we got past that #in february they finally refilled both of those meds (after i’d run out) #and i thought ok. this still sucks but i can start getting back on track now. #except. now my insurance has once again decided NOT to give me my non-insulin medication #(which i am out of again and nearly a week overdo for a dose) #overdue* #and they are not only saying that they have zero records of ever giving me this medicine that i’ve been on since last year #(which. how tf have i been getting it then?????????) #but that they wouldn’t let me have it anyway bc i’ve only tried one cheaper med instead of three #which is a rule no one ever fucking told me about!!!!!!! #and with the way these meds work it would likely take two months MINIMUM to prove that two of them don’t work #and then another three months to get back to the dose i need of the medication i’ve already been on #which is a minimum of FIVE WASTED MONTHS #during which my blood sugar will likely stay bad and the other meds will give me who knows what unbearable side effects #and none of the meds they want me to try even do the one thing i chose my current medication for!!!!!! #and even after i get back to my dose of my medication it will still take a month or two at best to get my sugar numbers #back to where they were in january #which means this whole mess could reach into september or october #and increase the whole diagnosis-to-control timeline to nearly 2 years instead of just 1 #if not even later #i want this whole system burned to the ground i am so unbelievably done #personal

[ssaalexblake]

I feel like, after like 2 years?? of asking for it, expecting that eventually somebody will buy me fruits basket s1pt2 is foolish. 

#as in #at times when people ask me what i want #i do not randomly demand #i have part one #i have the whole of s2 #(that i managed to pick up for less money that half a season *side eyes the damn price*) #but no one part two #it may be less than 2 years. i have no concept of time #anyway we're back to our regular scheduled content of me laying in bed posting nonsense on my phone #typical last week of december behaviour #ooooh i can start planning the veg garden soon #(i don't let myself till january) #last year's crop was crap #the weather did not work for much other than my cucumbers #early in the season it was so windy that all my stuff snapped and broke #and late in the season it was potroasted in the heat #weird that veg that is like... most entirely water Loved the intense heat but i won't complain #i like cucumbers lol