HII!!! how are you?? i love your writing so much‼️‼️ i have an actual question and then a request for fic or yk what i mean?
the question is do you take anons? like emoji anons so like you know whos who while stillmbeing able tl be anonymous? if you do could i be one? and if i can be an emoji anon could i be 🪐? (im just writing all this on one ask so it wont be a hassle yk?)
and as for the request i was wondering if you could write hobie with a fem reader (can be gender neutral idc) who love’s physical touch but has sensory issues/overloads where sometimes even when like just holding hands they random tuck their hand away and get annoyed or irritated from all kinds of physical touch but still love it? idk how to explain it all that well😓😓 like the reader’s love language is physical touch but they dont ask for it and mostly think they dont deserve it due to being touch starved and now that hobie came along they love the touch but the sensory issues/overloads make it harder??
im so sorry if this is confusing🙏🏼🙏🏼 also you dint have tk write this if you dont want to its completely understandable!! love your work sm‼️
take care🫶🏼
HIII IM SORRY THIS GOT LOST COMPLETELY, HI 🪐 ANON ILY !! i absolutely will take emoji anons i love all my little anon/requesters ur all angels
sensory issues r icky!!! i struggle with them massively, especially in relationships – i get it!! this is a safe space for anything like that, and any neurodivergent readers/requesters!! i love u all
hobie x reader w sensory issues!!
- initially, he’d be defensive about it
- as in the very first time you denied his touch, purely because he’d be convinced you’re mad at him.
wringing your wrists, you breathed a shaky sigh of relief as peace restored itself in your head, sitting yourself down on your sofa, letting yourself relax. it’d been a tough day, with even tougher emotions, and your chest burnt with tension, skin crawling at the feeling of your jumper against it. movement sounded somewhere in the apartment, but you ignored it, just allowing yourself a moment of peace.
until, you felt a hand slide itself into yours, the sofa dipping in weight as hobie threw himself next to you. a conflicted wave of emotions hit you, immediate comfort filling your chest at the feeling of your dear boyfriends touch after a long day – but your skin surged with irritation, brain overwhelming itself with noise, causing you to rip your hand away.
“darlin’?” hobie’s voice was small, concern lacing it’s words.
“i-i just need to be alone, hobie,” you avoided his gaze, pushing yourself up off the sofa and heading to your room. he followed, not unlike a lost puppy, wracking his brain to see if maybe he’d upset you.
“did i do somethin’, y/n?” his tone was sterner, almost defensive.
“no, no, i just–” you sighed, hands shaking slightly as you attempted to surprise the growing annoyance in your chest, “i just need a little space, i need to be on my own right now.”
- he would take your words completely differently, thinking you meant space from him
- but once you explained that it wasn’t him specifically, purely just your brain deciding that hey! now everything suddenly feels disgusting and fills you with ungodly rage, he was a lot more considerate & understanding.
- took him a little while, purely because he was obsessed with your touch, literally drunk off it most days.
- his natural stance was with you, leant against you or arm suspended over your shoulders, so it took him some time to get used to that not happening occasionally.
- he’d learn little ways to ask you if it’s okay
- mostly, he would just outright ask “a’right if i touch you, pretty?” and wait for your answer patiently
- but if you’re out and about, or maybe with others, and he can see that you’re overwhelmed and possibly even verbally shutdown, he had a little routine:
- he’d be subtle with it, tapping his own knee or a subtle wave to catch your eyeline, and once you were watching, he’d interlock his own hands, a questioning look in his eye.
- if you nodded, he’d be all over you, content with the feeling of you
- if you shook your head, or averted his gaze, he’d simply smile, and wait patiently for you to come to him
- more than anything, he just wants to learn from you – learn what you like, what you don’t like, how he can help when you’re overwhelmed, if he even can, etc.
- he’d be sooooo patient my god
- he’d literally wait for hours, even longer if it meant you would be comfortable and happy
he’s just happy to have u by his side and call you his!! he doesn’t mind if he can’t touch you all the time, and he never takes any outbursts or bad moods to heart, he understands it’s hard for you
if other people weren’t as understanding, though — maybe friends draping themselves over you, hugging you, nudging you, etc. when your sensory issues were more prevalent, he’d be the first one to your defense
bonus:
if you had verbal shutdown, he’d carry around a little notepad in his pockets at all times, even when you’re not around (he just got used to carrying it). he likes seeing the little drawings and doodles you do, little kisses you put on the page for him when you can’t express it yourself physically, or verbally.
he just loves u a lot.
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boyfriend ricky who hasn’t seen u in a month so u fly back to Korea to surprise him
This is soo cutee
The last time u saw ricky was when he came to LA for a 3 day vacation (shitty ass company) . Which is NOT enough after he had been gone for 6 months .You thought being away from him wouldn't hurt that much , yea you guys couldn't go on your weakly dates and cuddle but it was all fine as long as u guys talked right? Well the time difference dosent allow that and neither does your lifestyle.
You missed him desperately and it dint help with the fact that the 14th of Feb was approaching so what better gift then to surprise your bf
Landing in Korea you could already feel the nervousness, you had never met his friends befre except for gyuvin but u had never met him physically either just talked online AND currently he was the only one who knew you are here , I mean u HAD to tell someone otherwise u wouldn't have been able to enter the company without making a big deal
Back to present ur heart has been beating at an abnormal rate u were nervous before but now? U don't even know ur self , what would the members think of you ? will they be happy to see you ? Has ricky even told them about u yet? All these questions kept u wide awake the whole car ride
Here you are standing right outside Ricky's practice room , you knew for a fact that it was thier break time ( gyuvin had told you) u could hear the voices of the members but not ricky calming yourself down a bit u gently knocked on the door you heard a voice from inside not knowing what it really meant as it was said in korean u just took it as you sign to enter
Silence . That's all you could hear you wanted nothing more then the earth to swallow you whole , all eyes were on you except for the one you were looking for they were closed , ricky was sleeping
Gyuvin was the first one to approach you giving u a slight highfie, the rest of the members followed u were surprised they actually even knew you , they all had kind of got the idea as to why u were here so without any further questions they left the room
It was only you and Ricky in the room now u could only hear the sound of your footsteps and heart beat as you got closer to him calling out his name softly it dint help he wouldn't budge You called his name again , this time a little louder
ricky felt his heart stop when he met your eyes as soon as he opened his , he couldn't process whats going on my guy thought he was still dreaming upon hearing his name one more time it was confirmed, you were actually here and he could touch you
Before you even knew it you were being pulled into a bone crushing hug ( just the way you liked it ) " I missed you so much " tears started to slip out of your eyes as soon as you heard his voice all your tiredness and nervousness slipped away he was all that occupied your mind now
"Why dint you tell me you were gonna come " "I missed you and valentines was approaching so I wanted to surprise you " you said softly , eyes puffy and lips glossy cause of the crying
You looked so cute ricky couldn't help but laugh what u dint know was how badly he missed you too all he could think about while dancing or eating, was you
"Y/N I'm so glad you are here i can't even begin to describe how much I missed you I'm sorry that I ignored your calls and messages it's just the work has kept me so busy -" before he could continue u kept your hands on his " ricky its fine I understand, your work should be your priority and let's not talk about all that while I'm here k?"
Ricky nodded in response hugging u once more the rest of the day went by quickly as you watched him practice
"Where are you staying " ricky asked once his practice was over " at a hotel nearby ?" U said confused " u can stay with me if u want " " ricky I would love to but are your friends gonna be okay with that ? " mathew standing close to you both couldn't help but answer your question " trust me we are better of with you saying with us , he's been sulking since he came back frm LA man's won't stop talking about you " " shut up Mathew,she got it " Mathew just walked off laughing
"So Ig it's fine if i stay with you huh?" U asked teasingly ricky nodded turning his head away from you to hide his VERRY visible blush
You guys cuddled all night back at the dorm watching k-dramas and talking over it when the episode got boring , u dint want your time here to come to an end .
You chose to forget about all that for a while only focusing on ricky and the plans he had made for tomorrow.
( I hope I dint disappoint lemme know if yall want a pt2)
Pls don't mind the Grammer 🙏🏻
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I dint understand how as liverpool fan you can go to manchestes ground?
Hi anon.
It basically comes down to the fact that one of my favourite people in the world is a Man U fan, and I love her so much more than any hatred I ever had for that club. I knew it would make her happy, and to see the ground like that until we can go visit it together would be special to her. I was in Manchester so why would I not do something for someone I love, that didn’t cause me distress or undue effort?
Also, I am a Liverpool fan but I am also a football fan. I know my history, and so much of that history happened there. So it was kind of cool to go and see the ground quiet and majestic, and to think of the matches I’ve watched that happened there.
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