#was thinking about that post i made earlier and yeah

[a-cat-in-toffee]

me: yeah im gonna go to sleep

also me: *proceeds to send my friend 650+ words of pepsisprite analysis*

thinking about john being a literal embodiment of the narrative and davesprite being an embodiment of the game. the game and the narrative are intrinsic to each other's existence, but without each other they would be useless. what's the point of the game if no ones watching, and whats the point of watching if no ones playing? john and davesprite’s relationship sort of mirrors that, davesprite wouldn't exist as a sprite if john had never died, but john WOULD have died if davesprite didnt save him. they're necessary to each other's creation and to each other's continued existence and relevance. 

they're the world's shittiest soulmates because their relationship is so riddled with the game and narrative but davesprite and john are tied together in a way which ends up with davesprite always ending up right next to john again. johndirk and pepsisprite are very related what with davesprite mirroring dirk in a bunch of ways, but the difference between the two ships is mainly when they would happen imo. (canon) johndirk can only work postcanon, mostly because they simply don't actually get to meet each other until then, whereas pepsisprite HAS to happen during the game, the 3 year trip to be precise. 

all they had were those 3 years together, really, before everything went to shit. obviously they had known each other before then, but that was john and dave. the "real" dave, before the specifications had to be made. it's kinda sad how because of the timeframe that pepsisprite would be able to work out in, they could never actually have a relationship. like they were both dealing with their own issues (most of which never were resolved, not fully) but it mightve fixed them tbh.

thats really why I'm a big fan of back to the beginning post game aus that include the splinters because their stories are never really completely resolved, most of them are sort of just brushed away or swept into something new (e.g. davepeta)

also going back to what I said earlier on how johndirk mirrors pepsisprite in a way, it does! but there's a lot of nuance to the situations? davesprite is more like bro than dave is, thus making him more like dirk, but he's still a dave yknow. pepsisprite is actually a closer parallel to jakehal, especially by the end of the boat trip with the vaguely antagonistic relationship the two of them have.

actually i think they should be kismesis sometimes as a treat. john has so much emotion and anger built up and having somewhere to vent out that frustration would probably be really good for him. at the same time, though, they're also moirails because john and dave are quite literally the closest humans can get to moirallegiance. john and davesprite transcend quadrants in the actual definition of it, embodying the quads all at once instead of vacillating.

davekat (a ship most people consider to embody all quads) sort of does something similar, however a lot of the time their characterization is of vacillation between redrom and blackrom vs where pepsisprite is happening simultaneously. 

davesprite *is* proud of john and he does really love his friends, however because of the trauma he went through growing up (which was later reinforced by all the shit that went down in the game) he can only express so "ironically" or backhandedly, and john is so repressed to hell and back that *he's* not even sure what emotions he's feeling half the time

I think the fact that the two of them can so effortlessly communicate despite all that, though, really shows you their relationship. john can see the genuine in davesprite's "ironic" statements, and davesprite can pick out john's feelings through all the happy freedom bullshit. they communicate so well despite everything because they're best friends and because they've known each other so long. davesprite is important to john just like john is important to davesprite, and they always end up right back next to each other.

#john egbert #davesprite #johndavesprite #pepsisprite #homestuck #hs meta #homestuck meta #they never leave my fucking brain y'all

[videogamelover99]

Never impressed by me acing your tests

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #dazai osamu #skk #my art #vee's art #fan art #dark era #was thinking about that post i made earlier and yeah #someone please tell chuuya to go to therapy

[umblrspectrum]

this has been on my todo list for actual goddamn months. do you know how long i've been waiting to draw this fucking t

#why couldn't i draw it earlier #you may ask? #first of all how about you don't ask #second of all i was lazy #speaking of lazy i was like. half lazy in the coloring department? #its confusing #but anyways yeah i always thought this was a funny visual #i think i stole the idea from an @uzi-doorknob post a while back #but replaced n with v cause she seemed more likely to do dumb shit like this #i would've made this three days ago had i not gotten addicted to a certain something. thanks iz #murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones v #serial designation v #you can tell exactly where i got even lazier somehow (the board) #art

[lord-squiggletits]

Speaking of Tyrest. A lot of people forget that he treated Pharma with absolute disdain, not only using him as a test subject for a clearly painful mass murder machine, but talking to Pharma like he saw him as nothing but some henchman to order around that was nothing more than a 'diseased cripple' if Tyrest hadn't come to rescue him.

Like it really is an interesting background dynamic with some curious implications, but when you look at fandom posts from around that issue/the years after, for some reason people just saw "Pharma worked with Tyrest" and concluded Pharma is a card carrying bigot ksjfnskxkd. Like yeah Pharma didn't do anything to stop Tyrest but it seems his main beef with the Autobots was with Ratchet in particular and maybe a general disdain for his ex-comrades. As well as continuing to hate Decepticons which like, not even the "good Autobots" are immune to (even in Pharma's introduction, First Aid says in his journal something like "yeah we all hate Decepticons, but Pharma REALLY hates them"). And despite what fandom likes to construe there's really no evidence in IDW1 that Autobots and Decepticons are different "races" or "types" of Cybertronians, so Pharma hating Decepticons really isn't a bigotry/robot racism thing. And instead probably has something to do with, idk, the 4 million year long galaxy-spanning blood feud war, or maybe being blackmailed and tortured into insanity by the Biggest and Most Decepticon-y of Decepticons.

Tyrest treated Pharma like trash, the other Decepticons working for Tyrest (how come no one ever brings that up btw) also hated him, so if anything it seems that Pharma was more of a rogue element only staying with Tyrest bc he was his best option and probably had no way to even escape.

I'm glad that at least in recent years the fandom has acquired a keen reading eye and good taste to finally recognize Pharma as the (accidentally) complex character he is instead of making him some posh, racist Starscream clone SHSJDGSGDH

#squiggposting #pharma apologism #yeah i'm apologisting again i guess my mental health is somewhat okay again dkdkkxckkddkd #(my followers seeing me post about pharma) nature is healing #there's also that line where pharma says 'maybe i can help' and skids is like #'fuck off and hope we don't beat you to death after this is over' #they didnt know that pharma was a test subject of the killswitch but wow #that's prolly one of the most out of pocket moments of the story that ive never seen anyone mention #honestly that moment is why i think JRO didnt intend pharma to be That Deep #i feel like that sort of 'not even other autobots like him' treatment is something #that comes up a lot in JRO's villain writing. or like asshole behavior towards some characters #is just plot events proceeding as usual. nothing to see just villains getting their due #tho tbh pharma's character in general suffers from the problem that he's so closely related to a main/major characyer #that it wouldve made way more sense for him to be written in earlier #so all his connections w/ ratchet and the plot had to be established retroactively #also speaking of 'asshole behavior excused bc it's towards a villain' #all those times when people are like (fucking amazing piece of medical research by pharma) #'then he started murdering his patients. what a piece of shit' #like idk it could have been intentional but imo all my readings of pharma were not really intended by JRO #and i'm fully just headcanoning and constructing theories on my own #like pharma was simply not important enough or a major enough character to get fleshed ojt #so basically we get enough pieces of him to establish continuity and a general timeline of his life and thats all

[the-kipsabian]

#i wasnt sure if i was gonna post these but since i already made them and i just think this sequence is hilarious #also if you saw me earlier this week freak out about chuck taking kip backstage mid match for like ten minutes #(and them most likely just being there smooching) #yeah this was it lmao #chuck just manhandling him around like mmMMM #(also the moments leading up to this were so funny cause the camera didnt catch any of them #and then you suddenly just see chuck literally jumping kip and its like. oh OKAY. while both oc and penny are like what why) #also honey PLEASE get more fitting jeans my mind is so compromised here-- #wrestling #chuck taylor #kip sabian #orange cassidy #penelope ford #best friends #wrestlingedit #night gifs #my beloved #kip in a box #sweet little clementine #vampire wife

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

I guess my outlook on Mori and Dazai's dynamic is - it wasn't abusive. Dazai was Mori's subordinate, yes, he absolutely could (and did!) manipulate him to an extent, and he had this weird need to teach Dazai everything he knew because he really projected hard on that kid, huh?

Thing is, Dazai held enough power in that dynamic such that he was never completely subservient - only person who knew the truth about Mori's takeover, threatening to overthrow him, etc. Moreover, abuse is something that is perpetuated over time and I really see no proof in the story so far that this happened.

However, one thing I'd like to make clear, and my true takeaway from this, is that just because a relationship isn't abusive does not mean that it can't be god-awful for your psychological well-being.

Mori did not abuse Dazai, but Dazai still does better (even if only a little) when he is away from him and his amoral utilitarian views.

#i have a previous post i made about dazai in the q chapter #and how he not only adapts to the situation and people but is also easily influenced by them to think in a certain way #yeah this is exactly what i mean by that #idk maybe this is an unpopular opinion #but i think mori respects dazai #but in turn he was not treated like a child or like a seriously mentally unwell person who could've used some help #and the idea that dazai got worse from his time in the mafia #like that's not headcanon that's explicitly stated in stormbringer #he was definitely off before he met mori and i have no illusions that he was completely innocent before that point #but all i'm saying is the abuse happened much earlier and it was someone else - perhaps the old boss??? #i'm still curious about that connection tbh they clearly knew each other #also i made a post earlier about mori and how he isn't actually that similar to dazai #all i'm going to say is that i genuinely cannot buy dazai's 'threats' to overthrow mori as serious #he's lazy as hell why would he want to lead the mafia outside beast #the only purpose that served was reminding mori that he did not have full control over him #or that's how i took it #bsd #bsd mori #bsd dazai #bsd meta #i guess? #storyrambles

[mel-loly]

-Plush of Mario✨

#I WATCHED THE MOVIE OF MARIO AT THE CINEMA AND I DECIDED TO BUY A PLUSHIE OF HIS MUSHROOM!!!!! #AND YES. I KNOW I'M TOO AND A LOT LATE FOR THIS... BUT I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO GO EARLIER. SO- PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME....😭🙏 #the movie was really awesome. I'm even thinking about buying a nintendo switch now🤔✨ #lol- but. being really serious rn.. the movie was much more than just wonderful and perfect. #a very good story and every detail of each mario game that was added in the movie made it even more awesome and great! #I loved it a lot. besides mario being one of my favorite games. it also marked the childhood of all my relatives.. #so I already knew I would like the movie anyway- #so- yeah. THE FILM IS VERY GOOD AND I DIDN'T REGRET WATCHING IT!!!!!! JUST- SO AWESOME. WONDERFUL AND FANTASTIC #I'M GOING TO BUY A NINTENDO SWITCH SOON SOON!!!💖 #mario plushie #super mario plushie #super mario #super mario movie #? #talking about it #mario nintendo #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #not an art post #super mario mushroom #mario mushroom #scheduled post

[gregoftom]

“do you have all the support that you need [for sweden]?”

#tomgreg #''i'm not okay'' wig tom :)))) #man what can i even say about this part like literally what can i say #it feels less like he leans to greg when something is wrong with shiv and more like he leans to greg when he's fucking terrified #why would someone like greg EVER make you feel safe in a business world. unless you were enamoured with him. #unless you felt like you were on top of the world with him. invincible. unstoppable. unless you TRUSTED him with your life. #unless it wasn't about business at all. or at least not completely. #idk idk. you could say he couldn't exactly call shiv bc of the state she was in and yeah you could say he needed to cover his ass. #true. that's all true. but i think that regardless of that. it's important to remember greg asked if tom wanted him there earlier #and tom denied it but in actuality he really fucking did need him. #he could never predict he'd lose his big connection; that logan would die. of course not. he could never predict he'd suddenly #become unsafe and the rug pulled out from under him. but if he could you KNOW who the fuck he'd take with him. #it's also important to remember that it's only to shiv and greg that he ever admits that he's not okay/hurt. that he ever lets down the wall #greg is not amazing with his words but i think to hear his voice was enough to comfort tom a bit. and when he made the joke #greg calmed him down. he didn't even chide tom for making a joke about greg looking like a suspect. he was too focused on #listening to tom and making sure he got it all. #they're sOOooo. ughh #sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. SIgh #sorry for the long ass cap posts but like. sometimes you Gotta cap it and not do a video like this Deserves caps

[starbuck]

Jesus: why are you obsessed with fighting times and fates you can’t defy?

also Jesus: *sings a six minute-long song about how much he doesn’t want to die*

#jesus christ superstar #jcs 1973 #NEED to tag that right away lest anyone think i’m talking about the actual bible 😂😂 #but yeah obviously he doesn’t *physically* fight it but no one is totally exempt from Resisting Fate in this story #also this post is stealthily Also About Nacho because a post about him i saw earlier made me think of this #the way he’s more Aware of Necessity than any other character but tries his damndest to wriggle out of it anyway… #(and then fails of course) #love him for that sm ❤️❤️

[caroloftheshells]

i think the thing about arcade fire is i find almost all of their music that i've heard to be ridiculously corny with a few tracks being, like, ok enough to transcend the inherent corn for me (sprawl ii). but they seemed to be the most iconic early/mid 2010s musicians to like successfully exist at the nexus of mumfordish stompclap, singer-songwriter-"literary"-bon-iver/fleetfoxism that was still commercially distributed (pitchfork/nprcore), and the thing people typically mean by "indie classical" which was individual orchestrators/arrangers/composers getting employed in the brooklyn-centric ymusic cinematic universe (or sort of the next wave of That Stuff after bang on a can - "cool" and "daring" classical musicians with portfolio careers getting booked in traditional concert venues).

generalizing here, but i think the majority of artistic projects* in the latter two categories would not touch stompclap with a ten foot pole for pretty clear reasons (metric & formal inflexibility, communal participation vibes, incompatibility with venue, lower emphasis on virtuosity, boomy wall-of-sound mixing, anthemic/prescriptive affect vs. idiosyncratic/expressive affect, etc). and even if the musical "type of thing" was similar in some fashion like body percussion or chorused vocals etc they would go about it in a way that was broadly uncharacteristic of stompclap. if you're tune-yards for example (someone i would situate in the npr-core part of this fake continuum) then you're not going to actually use a choir effect that mimics a big singalong with indistinct/anonymized voices; instead you're going to multitrack yourselves and hire roomful of teeth to do the backing vocals. actually multitracking and live looping are/were Huge... also i feel like collegiate a cappella had its moment around this same time (?) on the poppier side of things... hence stuff like the ben folds record that was all collegiate a cappella versions of his music. hm. anyway

#yes; they did get roomful of teeth for vocals much like dirty projectors got ymusic to do their backup strings on swing lo magellan #you find the weirdest shit on discogs! newmusic celebrities in the credits of each other's &/or 'art rock' stuff everywhere #but yeah. thinking about this some more. almost every person in comments/tags of that earlier post i made was like 'you mean arcade fire?' #despite how non specific it was and i think that is why #the dessners were also hugely involved in this 'scene' but were largely 'indie rockers' who had nothing to do with stompclap so #by that metric arcade fire is a bit of an odd case. also inextricably tied to 2010s hipsterism imo #which itself has the whole.... retro tumblr / craft beer / whatever attached to it #which isn't UNrelated to indieclassical at the level of craft beer but was certainly a more Known / mainstream thing #ugh anyway. spitballing here #you also have to wonder at the extent to which 'that stuff' on the us-canadian stompclap/nprcore/ymusic continuum #was conversant with jazz. i feel like it broadly wasn't or at least this was not an acknowledged part of the influence #theorycomp tag

[mother-ofthe-universedraws]

Another piece of vent art cause today was kinda crappy

Do you ever wonder if the people you love would stand up for you? Are you ever pessimistic that they won’t? Do you ever think about a situation like this one; where someone would say to the face of the person you cared about, that you weren’t worth shit. And do you ever wonder if they’d fight back or if they’d let them say their piece. And do you ever wonder if they’d even bother to comfort you afterwards. Would they be mad on your behalf at least? Or would they even care?

I wonder if my aunt ever badmouthed me to my dad. I wonder what my dad would’ve said. I wonder if he would’ve said anything at all. I wonder if he’d think I was worth it.

#vent art again #I fucking hate going to my aunts place #it’s not fun #gravity falls #stanley pines #stan pines #stangst #I used the actual screen cap as a reference #mostly cause I’m tired #yeah I was thinking about this in the one post I made about ford standing up for stan earlier #it’s been on my brain all day

[lepetitfruit]

Every time I have a knee-jerk reaction to clarify "oh I think this is cool but I'm not ~one of them~" I have to stop and think for a moment about why. What about being perceived as part of that group bothers me? Why does it bother me? What would clarification acheive, other than alienating a group I'm trying to say is interesting? It's very informative

#this is about that a/b/o worldbuilding post i reblogged earlier #it was genuinely fascinating! #and i got halfway throught writing my tags and realized that hey #i shouldn't be “defending myself” or whatever from people thinking im into a/b/o on a post made about a/b/o for people who enjoy it #i get the same knee-jerk reaction whenever i reblog furry stuff or tell people my fav comic is called blades of furry #(its really excellent go read it now) #i am in fact having the clarification knee-jerk reaction to writing to post right now #but yeah. have some self reflection out loud #petit talks #ps. the aswer to why does it bother me for both of the above it bc its a group that gets made fun of a lot. thats it #theres literally nothing wrong with either group people are just assholes and it affects how i am willing to be perceived #to be clear absolutely no shame to anyonw who does feel the need to clairify #its just something ive been thinking about in terms of myself and my reactions to things both online and in real life

[justsomeweirdbandkid]

Ok I'm going to like. Infodump abt my crush in the tags bc like. Yeah <:)

#ok SO #he's another trumpet player n obviously we met through marching band #he's a music ed major. bless his soul #he's LITERALLY one of the funniest fuckers in the band #I put my bottle next to his for band? he makes sure to consistently keep it in that spot so I won't put it somewhere else #after practice I give him his bottle and he goes 'thank you Rex <:)' WITH GLEE IN HIS VOICE #for football games our team is Awful so he leans over and shows me tiktoks he finds #(<and one of my love languages is sharing things that make you smile) #I make a lot of excuses to hang out with him and he always willingly comes!!! #he shows. so much. interest. in ANY events I go to. I mentioned a dance recital I wanted to go to and he went 'I should check that out :)' #(<we're going on sunday btw. I v much so talked him into coming with me <3) #I posted on snap earlier before our 3 hour trip home 'wish us luck on the road' and he was the only one who asked if we made it safe 🥺 #and RELATED TO THAT. he's ushering an opera rn. he's not supposed to be on his phone but he got a text from me and texted me back ASAP #he's also??? so fucking relatable and I think that's why I fell #'you good?' 'yeah. just tired. when I get back to the dorm I'll probably make some Chef Boyardee and put on Rick and Morty' #like GIRL you are so right. that's the ideal night and ily #mutuals if you'd like to see him after I put a pie in his face for his frat fundraiser. lmk #and I'm saying all these AMAZING things about him. and what's even better!!! he seems?? like he might feel the same way 😳 #idk I've never really been properly flirted with but he always seems like he wants to hang out <:0 #but like!!! from a respectful distance!! guys who respect space while also keeping interest these days is hard to find ESP in college #if I ever have the guts to tell him I like him I will do so IMMEDIATELY because jfc I really do #maybe? somehow someway he might do it first 🙏 manifest it ✊ #anyways yeah :) infodump over I just really really wanted to spill about him #I wanna tell Batz about it all but he doesn't care much for that kind of stuff so I don't wanna bother him with it 😔 #But!!!!! I can tell tumblr dot com. and you can throw all the tomatoes at me you want but I never shut up here <3

[origamiyoda]

Whats Ur fav type of deer!

What’s a hobby you frequent but don’t get the chance to talk about much?

Whats your favourite dessert dish?

I LOVE MULE DEER. I LOVE YIU MULIES FOREVER ANS EVER AND EVER. theyre all over in eastern washington & i miss them & their stupidly huge ears.........

their ears r seriously fucking huge lookit them compared to whitetails

(Mulie on the left)

COSPLAY!!!! More specifically like. Prop making/painting !!!!!!! I really really enjoy makin stuff fer cosplays or halloween costumes... Ive made a proton pack, a steampunk gun, 2012 Casey Jones' mask and Poe Damerons helmet for Halloween & im in the planning stages for makin beacon from TAZ: Amnesty hehehe

I really really enjoy the process of finding the stuff for it and puttinf it all together and painting it and then just like... Having it for fun basically HAHA ive never gone to a con or anywhere to cosplay its all been like. Halloween BUT SOMEDAY ID LOVE TO.. I think itd be so fun.. i esp like "weathering" it hehe

I fuckin LOOOVE brownies... brownies or chocolate zucchini cake specifically... I have the besssst fuckin recipe for chocolate zucchini cake & frosting its SO GOOD EVERYTIME.. I also love just a good old chewy homemade chocolate chip cookie 😔👍 I like chocolate a lot LOLZ..

#Omg i just remembered I made edible brownie batter yesterday... I FORGOT... A TREAT AWAITS ME IN THE FRIDGE #ive also ☝ made a bucky barnes arm but its kinda stupif lookin so i wont post it #It IS hanging above my bed which I think is funny cos like. IDK its next to my deer skulls so it reads like I killed bucky and took his arm #GAJEGAJHAAH #i also miss hunting as a hobby........ #The year before my last year hunting was fucking. Horrible on SO MANY LEVELS #which. Looks into the camera. Was 2019. Uh. #YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. BUDDY. 😁👍 #So that. Combined w like. It was not a clean kill (not my fault the scope was fucked up) uhhh. really really put me off of it #Which i miss . #the last time i shot a deer was in. 2020 i think???? Yeah. #And that was like. An instant 'oh shes down' really clean shot on the FIRST FUCKING NIGHT #which im glad for cos i was fuuuucked up about the prior year still #ANYWAY. WOW. BESIDES THE POINT #thank u fer the ask caaaaaainnnnn I LOOVE YOU sorry i killed you with spinjitzu earlier #asks #Cain <3

[theultracharmingladynoire]

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#okay. I've been giving this so much of thought and it's bugging me too much and I am just. Really conflicted about this #I've been lowkey whining about the same thing again and again and sorry for that djshdjdhhdhd #But like. yoi ep 12 has been really bugging me. A Lot. And I've talked about it earlier #And atp I have achieved peace with Victor's return (But even that's a bit shaky) #But Yuuri not winning gold....yeah that's definitely the elephant in the room to me #And the problem to me is just that. #I was and am not even bugged about it when I am WATCHING the show!! Or the episode It just...flowed (and I really need to rewatch) #But I've read a Lot of analyses of people laying out why it wasn't a good writing decision and they do have good points #But I just. CAN'T see it as entirely 'bad/flimsy' writing if that makes sense #Like. All of those posts were saying that it made the ending bad/underwhelming and was thematically a bit off #But I just can't bring myself to agree entirely with them?? #And it's so frustrating because I just. #I just want to have a clear cut opinion on it. Like I wish I found it easier to accept that it was a narrative misstep #but I CAN'T because. The rest of the show is just SO good so it is just. Really hard to buy that they would mess up on something so vital - #The ending #(I know they can! and it's okay but still.) #And I don't feel like I'd be able to enjoy the show as much if I concluded that the ending was entirely bad #Because I don't necessarily think that's the case - there's definitely some nuance there #And I do understand what the writers were going for from the interviews and stuff #And though that wasn't exactly a valid enough reason to not give him the gold it is understandable #So then usually. I'd leave that and stop thinking about it and just go back to thinking about the rest of the show #But I CAN'T and it's just So. Ugh #Like I know everything doesn't have to be perfect for me to like or something - the show is also flawed but still very much lovable #But I simply can't agree with all the meta talking about how Yuuri not winning gold was plainly and truly #wrong and dumb and stupid #Because there's definitely just a middle ground there - saying it is good/bad just seems very...idk it just rubs off wrong on me #But I've also seen some takes justifying the gold win and I can't bring myself to agree with them entirely either. #and on one hand him not winning gold doesn't bothe me too much because that gpf isn't his last at all. And he's definitely going to #become a five time world champion just like Victor says #(and also I want him to compete and win against Victor directly soo)

[cuuno-moved]

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#killing killing killing #couldn't complain earlier because my brother was right next to me but oh my fucking god #i HATE voice chats #what am i supposed to do in them? the other person isnt talking enough and then im not talking enough #and i cant understand what they say half the time #and i'm just stuck laughing along awkwardly #and i just had to be in vc with two people who know each other so well and they kept doing their inside jokes and i was just nodding along #and i fucking hate vcs and i hate talking and i hate adults and i hate everything #i'm so fucking furious #AND SHE WAS HITTING ON ME. as a joke yeah but she's like 21 and i'm 17 and she's literally dating my brother?? like that was creepy?? #she kept trying to get me to call her pet names?? #what the fuck?? #okay its whatever i'm fine now #still shaking with rage but fine #ALSO they made me make a post about them??? like as a lol?? #i'm going to delete this later i think. don't want them to see