#yea thats me rn

[cryingtearsofjamjam]

ok so atp i am just gonna start making like random thoughts about my descendants dr cause i wanna rant to someone about it but idk how to ask without feeling annoying 

#you know the thing where people rock back and forth when having a mental breakdown? #yea thats me rn #but not breaking down #i need to talk to someone #but i am a simple pussy who doesnt know how to ask for thing she needs #jamiepost

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Yes? Hello? I love this lil guy id like to buy a dozen of em!?!? Just wanna squish his lil cheeks!??!?

Man, i love Caterpillar Moon from @oobbbear when i first saw him i knew i had to draw this somft littol man

#my art #moondrop #fnaf moon #dcamv #daycare attendant #dca #i mean look at him #guys he is precious #also sorry i am a little ded rn but im takin a lil me time atm #i have a slight case of the no talkies #i hav too big social anxiety for social media sometimes #terminator voice: ill be back #anyways caterpillar moon is the cuted patootie around #yea this is just a fast skatch thats all the energy i hav for today #probably

[mudanonaito]

“You fought to the end. You survived. That’s why you’re here now. I think that’s something you should be more proud of.”

#Eighty Six #86 #vladilena milize #shinei nouzen #86edit #animangahive #86gifs #mygifs #usersenka #userroh #usermoh #userhanyi #usernikiforova #userkyaa #userzuura #user.roy #yeaaaaa in my shin and lena feels again #you know that meme with the chihuahua cry biting the bed yea thats me rn and all the time about them 😭 #also best quote in the series gets my feels no matter what

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some #eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs #past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims #but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know #but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects #which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!! #the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to #its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone #actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol #but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK #which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o) #my art #myart #ask #answered #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #doodles #yapping

[milkbreadtoast]

random but i resolved to post abt it every time i find a webtoon that I enjoy... and lately I've been having fun reading this one...

*rubs nose* heh... I do dabble in het from time to time... no but seriously it's a p straightforward lighthearted enemies to lovers romcom, not groundbreaking or anything yet im over here kicking my feet and giggling the main couple is SO cute to me... i luv them... I actually couldnt wait to find out what happens next so ive been slowly reading ahead in the kor whenever i have time and they're sooo cute😭😭 I also like the art style and costume design a lot!! it gives me like. a nostalgic 90s shoujo anime vibe tbh... w the puffy hair and babyfaces...

#webtoon recommendation #the crown princess scandal #후궁 스캔들 #im like trying to downplay it bc yea its not like #anything super new or groundbreaking or deep like it is what it is!! a fun and cute lighthearted romance!! but its done well i think... #like to give it credit... it must be doing a decent job bc #if writing a romance is so easy why are so many of them annoying and frustrating to read!! #genuinely love their dynamic sm #they complement each other so well lmfaooo #like the past few days ive been like ok time to check on my hets :) like theyre my hamsters or smth #i feel like the opposite of a straight fujoshi rn... gay person giggling over everything these hets do #(/J) #style reminds me a little of ranma/inuyasha (i havent seen either tho) #genuinely wish it could be an anime tbh!!! #anyway im not very far bc i have to read p slowly in kr #im only up to ep 36... but far enough that im invested in these idiots. theyre so dumb but in a way thats not too frustrating #i actually do have to give them credit bc like ive read sooo many het webtoons that piss me off😭😭 so like!! they must be doing smth right!! #unrelated but does anyone have good bl or gl recommends #i actually havent read that many

[noornight]

Happy lesbian day to the toxic doomed yuri of twst 🐍☀️

#LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GOOOO #twst #twisted wonderland #kalim al asim #jamil viper #jamikali #LOOK AT THEM I DREW THEM AS GIRLIES #yeayeayesyes my melody kalim and jamil brainrot is too strong for me to ignore #IT SUITS THEM #This idea has been brewing in my head for too long i had to make it #and there will be many more to come #hell yea #anyways kalim has long hair and jamil has short haid cause idk i thought itd be funny if it was reversed if theyre both girls #tho i regret it not cause i want jamil to have long hair 😔😔😔😔 #i think ill make another one where itll be long hair ponytail gf x long braied hair gf #jamil has less accessories compared to kalim bcs shes only putting up with it cause kalim wanna be matchy matchy #(thats not true she likes it as well but doesnt wanna show it shhhhh) #NATIONAL LESBIAN DAY #LETS GOOOO #there are so many spelling mistakes im so sorry im sleepy rn #fem twst

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

#veep dad :] #i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE #i need excitement in my life but im like #has no social life #oopsies...! #so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad #yea thats it #also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so.... #apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done #im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with #im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard #my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc #i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN #anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum #it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow #just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog #senior vice president #sr vp #veep dad #personal tag if i dont wanna main tag.... #doodles #traditional art #guz art #toontown

[girlboss-malewife-gauntlet-melee]

PROPAGANDA

mina/johnathon

She's the genius of the Dracula-hunting mission and he swears to follow her into hell if she becomes a vampire and calls it the holiest love. What more can you ask for

percabeth

Annabeth is a clever daughter of Athena and good with a knife. Percy is a seaweed brain and he loves his gf :)

Come on guys. At least half of you were Percy Jackson kids. You know they're perfect for this

Percy literally admits to being a malewife like i'm not kidding. He talks about how he's amazing at cooking/cleaning/looking pretty. He loves his girlfriend Annabeth very much for being an awesome genius badass and they are just an amazing couple in general.

there is so much fucking percabeth propaganda yall i give up

#me attempting to hold back my 'percy is actually fucking badass' argument rn lol #but yea real also malewife #hes both #polls #percabeth #mina/johnathon harker #round 1 #anyways thats viria so technically official art right #someone literally sent the link to a google search for percabeth #someone else sent viria fanart that counts i think #mina harker #dracula #jonathon harker #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy pjo #pjo #pjo hoo toa #pjato #heroes of olympus #hoo #annabeth chase #percy and annabeth #annabeth pjo #annabeth percy jackson

[cadavorcist]

tumblr ate my post so lemme try again. ahem. i said oooo girl

#throws this in a room full of people n it goes off like a flashbang #i was gonna post this with 3 other pics but tumblr is pissing me tf off rn erm #i actually do not know what prompted me to draw this #OH WAIT yes it was that one picture of mr burns i was like yeas thats litcherally him #codename: kids next door #father knd #benedict uno #this is how he does his ceo business

[thedrotter]

hello gamers i was compelled today to post some rekinder doodles i had around for a while and made today ... I WILL BE POSTING MORE PROPER ART OF IT ONCE IM DONE WITH WORK!! :33

#re:kinder #fanart #yuuichi mizuoka #shunsuke takano #chie re:kinder #theres yuuichis mom #mami re:kinder #AND MORE IM LAZY TO TAG #i was compelled to draw joker paint yuuichi a bit ago because of this repost i saw once of someone calling him joker for gay people at 8 #THE BLACK CAT WINK THING WAS BECAUSE I FIND IT INSANELY FUNNY THAT IT MAKSS CHARACTERS GLOOMY IM SORRYY #dark stare??? yeahh getting a nasty look will get you gloomy . stick out tongue. well that is a great offense when youre a kid so yea it too #BUT A WINK😭😭😭😭 THATS SO FUNNY DOES IT DISTURB EM SO MUCH TO SEE HIM WINK TJATS SO FUNNYYY #o yea i just wanna give a shoutout to the person wjo drew rekinder fanart today for inspriign me to post this #I HAD FORGOTTEN I HAD THESE DOODLE IDEAS CUZ OF WORK AND MY HEALTH #but now i feel good enougj to post em!!!!!! #i will post somrthing more proper soon once im done with work cuz i cant really multitask with my health rn BUT I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!! #the second i graduated things been wild im a bit overwhelmed gimme a second will ya :333

[somaticmilk]

Okay I think I’m like genuinely tweaking cause I spent like 4 hours of my day at work then 5 hours of my day at the mall third wheeling my friends

So-

Uh.. since we’re all here -

Good night - to all the artists I harassed to draw me Derek Goffard

Good night - to all the anons that came absolutely out of no where (my thumbs hurt..)

Good night - to that one moot I won’t stop sending voice messages to COUGH COUGH- 🦌-

Good night - to that one moot who is SO FINE FOR NO FREAKING REASON- RESPECTFULLY - /p

Good night to Vexy for being— uh- himself..

Good night to the RP’ers that put their whole Fox’ussy into their work

And good night to that one moot.. my first moot which we don’t talk to that much anymore but still hope we’re cool!!^^*

Soma cat under cut

->

#soma says #I’m burnt- #it doesn’t show but I am- #extremely- #uhh bother me on discord if you want #insert shrug #OH YEA AND GOOD NIGHT TO ALL THE BLONDS AND BOTTLE BLONDS #LOVE YALL <333 #anyways- #take me to the desert rn. #soma says truth. #If you need to be mean- be mean to me <3 #cough- #first moot.. uh.. did I do smth wrong? - #.. OKAY THATS ENOUGH TUMBLR TIME FOR SOMA #healthy habits guys 😉 #I think I’m dying - #the cow goes mooo.

[perilegs]

ok i might need to force myself to not romance astarion bc i don't want to know what it says about me to turn down karlach, the woman of my dreams, the character made to cater me personally, like, if she was real i'd bring the moon and stars down for the chance to see her smile, she's everything i've hoped for in a rpg companion, what does it say about me if i turn that down for someone like astarion

#ngl karlach would be too good for me and i wouldnt deserve it #shed probably ask me stuff like 'what do you want?' upon which i would be paralyzed with fear my mind completely blank unable #to process why i can't answer a simple question #and she's so up front with her emotions which i absolutely adore but i could not reciprocate that #wait am i actually for real avoiding the karlach romance bc i feel like this fictional character from a video game is too good for me #a real human being. like. i think i would feel guilty about romancing her #which makes no sense bc i romance characters too good for anyone all of the time. but idk #in those cases ive always had like a strong character i play as who is very divorced from who i am #but playing as durge there is no past so idk who my tav is yet so all i can do is project so he feels very. personal #im v sleepy and also ive had brain fog all day so yea idk #i mean i do genuinely like astarion and his character but in his case i dont feel guilty bc i feel like i #i have no idea how to finish that sentence without it sounding like 'i can fix him' #bc i dont want to fix him i want to show him compassion and respect him and his boundaries so he'll be able to reclaim tje feeling of #being in control of his life #so he'll stop putting people down to feel like hes on a pedestal #like i get him and why he is like that but i just feel like being kind and caring towards him would feel so good #it wouldnt fix him and thats a good thing bc i dont want him to change who he is but i do think he needs support #also hes hot im so mad at myself for being so atteacted to him #we wouldnt b here if i didnt have a thing for voices #besides thag back to the main point of astarion its like. ugh! im so frustrated rn bc i dont have the words #to express my emotions toward him bc everything ive said lacks the nuance that im feelikg but idk how to put it in words #i guess i want to protect him? that such a terrible sentence and still not what om going for

[enden-k]

im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)

on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?

i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)

(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)

ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there

#i dont feel attraction to ppl irl mostly bc im just not comfortable around ppl #and the ones i am are my friends and theres obv no romantic attraction #so when i saw haitham and learned more and mroe of him and how he and i share so many traits and ideas and things it was #instant comfort and the feeling of being understood #that its like #if he was real i would seek out his warmth and presence instead of getting away frm it like with my ex partners when it was too much for me #knowing that he would understand me therefore knowing how to handle me without making me uncomfortable or upset #uhh so basically. he made me realize all i want is just someone who perfetly understands me and knows how to treat me #when to come close and when to give me space #perfectly knowing me and reading me #i cant speak and in the rare moments i am able to im often struggling to form my thoughts into sentences that make sense #so he would still understand and put together that garbled mess and know exactly what i mean #not misunderstanding and acusing me of things or tones i never said or used #ppl and things messed me up quite a bit in the past that im having trouble w lots of things unless im alone #only when im alone i feel truly comfortable and safe bc nothing can hurt or upset me but even then you kinda realize in some moments that #you actually want someone with you but it has to be smn you trust and who knows you inside out and all that #i dont have anyone like that and idk if i ever will but rn this character is jsut rotating in my head giving me these things i crave and #thats enough #sorry that was a lot of gay rambling there but yea idk if it sounds stupid or nah but my #mental health issues got way better and balanced ever since haitham so he really #grounds me and gives me strength and comfort to deal with things i would have be unable to do in the past year #bc even if i dont have smn who truly knows and understands me #inside me there is someone #reply #tags tbd #in case i get embarrassed LMFAO

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#aaaand thats a 3rd doctor. a psychiatrist. who listened to me ans thought: mm sounds like bip0lar lol #me: wow its so easy to get diagnosed as bip0lar. thats bc u r exhibiting lots of depression and a limit amount of mood elevation. that's #like. thats what bip0lar is. she was like yea ppl with bip0lar 2 spend like 75% of time being depressed and a lil elevated mood... which #sounds like what u r describing. me: #...yeah. but again its complicated by the 0cd and spectrum issues. but she independently brought up 4dhd. just when i was like no its all #0cd. here we r again. stuck back in the messy overlap. but whatever i got proscribed bip0lar medicine. lam1ctal. we'll see #bc everyone i talk to is like. we need to control the mood 1st. like so u dont die. and im like hm yeah good call lol #she seems super cool tho. like i would love to just talk to her. ugh. she wants to get a handle on the mood and then maybe add a stimulant #bc shes had it happen in thr past where someone comes in with debiltating 0cd and got treated with lam1ctol and a stimulant and the #obsessive rumination stopped. so well see. idk if ill actually qualify as 4dhd enough. well see. fingers crossed #my mood is a lil elevated rn so its all fun. well see if we tip off a cliff bc im getting less sleep and go go going #unrelated #ugh im scared to start the medine tho bc the ssri i got proscribed fucked me up so much. which is also an indicator of bip0lar #god dammit. if this works im gonna have to actually accept the idea of being bip0lar. i mean. it makes sense being on that spectrum #is just sounds insane and i was not expecting it despite my fucking obsession with understanding wtf my deal is #idk. whatever. doesnt matter

[sweet-as-kiwis]

I PASSED ACCOUNTING LETS GO!!!!!

#A WHOLE C WHICH LIKE. IT AINT GREAT BUT MY OVERALL GRADE IN THIS CLASS LAST YEAR WAS A 33% SO!!!!! #LIKE OKAY I DONT KNOW HOW BUT I GOT AN 87.5% ON THE FINAL #SEVEN IF THOSE POINTS ARE FROM A VERY SHITTY EXTRA CREDIT VIDEO I DID BUT THATS STILL A RAW SCORE OF 80.5 #MEANWHILE. ON THE MIDTERMS. STUDYING THE SAME EXACT WAY. I GOT A 52% AND A 49% #I DONT KNOW WHAT ACCOUNTING GHOST POSSESSED ME BUT I OWE IT MY LIFE #AND YEA IVE STILL GOTTA GET THROUGH ACCOUNTINF TWO NEXT SEMESTER BUT LIKE!!! NOW THERE IS HOPE!!!! ACCOUNTING KINDA SORTA MAKES SENSE!!!! #do I still hate it with a passion? yes. do I know what’s really going on? HELL NO #BUT I KNOW ENOUGH TO PASS AND THATS WHAT MATTERS #I should really be studying for my last final but also I am High on Accademic Validation rn #cause like also since I was Already retaking the class. my school wouldn’t have Let Me take it a third time #but it’s required for my major #so the choices would be take it somewhere else at a higher cost over the summer #or beg and plead the school to let me try again #but if I couldn’t take it over the summer I Also would have had to take a full extra year of school #because I’m already in double major credit hour HELL #so now!!!! I am FREE!!!! if so much stress!!!! and yea I’m real scared for my business stats exam to go in but!!!!! #anyways I have officially passed 4/6 classes this semester. the first fall semester I haven’t failed a class in so far #anyways with me luck on data analysis farewell-

[skitskatdacat63]

If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

#many people are on hiatus rn #my hiatus is that you guys have to look at my oc-posting #ive missed them <3 #i think i may have made her a bit bigger than shes supposed to be but like. thats okay :) #did you see i gave up on the other hand shhhh dont look at it #she is praising one of her subordinates bcs someone told her encouragment and praise leads to good behavior and work ethic #i think you could tell her anything about human behavior #and she'd be like 'hmm that sounds reasonable enough' #her subordinates are in a constant moral battle of: #'youre taking advantage of her when you make up lies just so you can get her affection' vs #'shes a god she cant be taken advantage of. im gonna go ask her to kiss my head and tell her it fixes sadness' #anyways it is not bird wife hours it is bird wife days <3 #shes just the one coming to me lately lmao. i tried to draw a dif oc and it went badly and then i went and draw Ustinya perfectly #so yea :) hope you guys dont mind 🤭 but yes this is my hiatus. from fandom stuff generally #ill prob end up drawing fanart and drf watching 2010 more before the ssn begins but this oc stuff is very comforting 🥺 #catie.art. #ustinya #art