#you get lots of behind the scenes stuff

[pussycat-scribbles]

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#Spy x Family #LoidxYor #LoidYor #pls consider supporting me on patreon #even just a dollar a month goes a real long way!! #you get lots of behind the scenes stuff #and early access to all art! #and naughty stuff if that takes your fancy #pussycat draws

[metanarrates]

the adversary is such an interesting route because through most of the game routes, most actions you can take are not locked behind specific dialogue options, and the actions usually don't need to be "repeated" to achieve a specific path through the route. for example, the path to freeing the specter only requires that you tell her you want to free her, let her possess you, and that you not stab yourself with the knife, in order to achieve that.

but the adversary has a few unique and somewhat non-intuitive actions you can take with her (flipping her the bird and even having her allow you to stab her in order to prove she can't die) that are locked behind dialogue options, and those dialogue options don't even clearly point to you being able to unlock those actions. additionally, you have to repeatedly choose to fight her in the exact way she wants if you don't want her to evolve into the fury or the eye of the needle.

i guess it fits to have the route most defined by stubbornness and rivalry requring you to pick a course of action and stick to it, but the amount of unique actions allowed within this route (even leaving her in the basement can trigger some unique scenes!) makes me wonder if it was the first developed. most routes in video games have "convergence" points with very few subvariations in order to cut down on having to develop too many distinct outcomes. while it's true that slay the princess has an unusual amount of distinct variations in each route, it's still also got a lot of convergence points that reuse the same art pieces with just slightly different dialogue. it feels significant to me that the adversary has a lot of unique scenes and art compared to some of the other princesses

#narrates #slay the princess #do note that EVERY SINGLE ROUTE however has a lot of hidden and interesting stuff going on with each option you can take. #it just feels like an early artifact of development that you can DISCOVER REALLY FREAKY LORE ABOUT HOW THE PRINCESS WORKS #locked behind a set of kind of nonintuitive dialogue options that occur while actively fighting her #it's a good scene though. recommended. #also HUGE shoutout to being able to SCARE the adversary by fighting her unarmed and getting up repeatedly #after she's literally beat us into pulp #great way to do a horror turn ONTO a being who has always been the source of horror in the past #haha we're the zombie creature now! #slay the princess is great I think everyone who likes horror games should give it a shot :)

[danielnelsen]

so does anyone have any info on the dao official guide collector's edition with the whole extra 70 pages of lore? because there are occasional references to it on the wiki with some lore that isnt anywhere else and i cant Not Know Things yknow..

#am i prepared to buy it for $150? ......................perhaps #but REALLY has nobody ever scanned it and put it online? because i cant find it #and im pretty good at finding things by now #if i do end up getting it you can be sure i'll scan it and chuck it in my drive folder of all the da stuff #dragon age #dragon age origins #dragon age lore #personal #i went through yesterday to check what's in every collector's edition of every game and guide #and this is the main thing i dont have #there's also a bit more content in the da2 & dai guides but it's just behind the scenes stuff. which would be nice to have but it's not LOR #in terms of collectors editions of the games it'd be cool to have the origins bonus dvd (which looks a lot cheaper if im bothered) #and the dai tarot cards would be nice but. again. they're not lore and that's the thing i care most about lmao #i havent checked to see if i can find the dvd stuff anywhere online so maybe i can hmmm #but this goddamn dao guide...................PLEASE #to be fair i havent bought myself ANYTHING in MANY MONTHS #maybe like 2 dinners. cool ive spent under $50 on myself this year basically. in terms of like..nice things that arent recurring payments #so i might get it idk. but it'd still be nice if anyone had any of it anywhere

[tabbyrocks]

monodeku fic idea for its like their second year, and the school festival is coming up so class 1-A and 1-B decide to collab (much to Monoma's protests), and everyone decides it would be fun to host a somewhat professional play with their own script.

Monoma and Izuku get picked for the main rolls, but one of girls (probably mina tbh) makes a joke suggesting "lmao what if we turned this into a romance" and monoma was like

"absolutely not"

but kendo on the other hand, (who, btw, knows monoma has a fat homosexual crush on izuku) was like "actually that's kinda genius"

and she goes on to explain that it could help monoma be less of a petty asshole and monoma KNOWS what she's trying to do atp so he's silently cursing her whole family.

but apparently kendo's reasoning is very convincing and everyone is like "lowkey we should" and monoma is like

"OHGOD NO. MIDYORIA, PLEASE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS DOMT DO THIS TO ME" but Izuku just says "I mean i'm okay with it, sounds like fun"

so boom, romance play. the two classes start scripting and shit and one day during practice or whatever, Monoma and Izuku are rehearsing a fairly emotional scene and it gets a little TOO real and raw, and it seems like Monoma isn't acting anymore.

#monodeku #this idea is pretty flexible you could do a lot of different things with this #the emotional scene probably had something to do with monoma's character like #Feeling like he isn't enough to deserve being around izuku's character #or inferiority stuff where monoma's character rants about how he will always be behind izuku's character #but the idea is monoma gets a little bit emo and like #izuku is like “errrmmm i think theres something wrong i need to check on my not boyfriend” #after the scene was over monoma was like “ahahah wow sorry guys got a little too in character there whoopsies” #there's also a lot of awkward gayness in this one #but i chose angst today

[badnewswhatsleft]

i came across this video and it is actually a hidden gem, i know next to nothing about actual music production but getting to hear a little bit of all the details that go into this song is super cool !!!

#fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #andy hurley #joe trohman #plsssss watch it its seriously so interesting to hear some of the like nitty gritty music details in the raw tracks #i cant believe it tbh i LOOVE to like.. look at this kind of stuff i'll never get it at all but it's sooo interesting #like seriously makes you appreciate patricks/the band's arrangements #this is literally the kind of content we want theres like hardly any views on it !!! #dare i say i'd trade a big number of whatever peterick antics for more behind the scenes-ish music production content like this #sorry the host guy kinda like.. sniffs a lot lmao but he has a lot of good things to say about basically andy joe and trick<333 #Youtube #mailing letters #media blitz

[spider-man-2o99]

when are you gonna see the new spiderverse?

it's not set in stone or anything, but we're aiming for sometime within the first week of its release if we can afford it!!

(on the note of spoilers: i Strongly Prefer to not be spoiled, but they won't like. Ruin My Life or really even my Day, i just would prefer to not be spoiled cause it's. like. a dick move, y'know? thanks. love yall)

#talking tag #asks #atsv #across the spider-verse #generally movies r a luxury we have to wait a couple months after release 2 see but i have been waiting for This One for Five Years so-- #--it is a very VERY special treat :} #...even if they did For Some Reason decide that THE best color to flash wildly during like. Every Mig Scene is Give Cap Migraines Yellow. #foolish fool fools. if you wanted to reference the end of Issue Number One you need a PALER more DESATURATED yellow or a red/black gradient #in fact pushing the Paler Colors would work a lot better to contrast against him in a properly colored BLACK AND RED SUIT. LIKE THIS DESIGN #sheesh he lives in The Bleeding Neon Future but they pulled Future Inspiration from one of those boring sleek white smooth round shape guys #Nueva York in the comics wasnt meant to be a Cool Future it was meant to be half-criticism of Modern NYC by ppl who Lived There-- #--and the other half was Speculation abt what it Could Be if Nothing About The World In (e616s) 1992 Changed For 107 Years #(...dot dot dot. comma. As Written By Overwhelmingly A Bunch Of Middle Class Cishet White Comic Book Guys[TM]. LMAO) #(the good stuff is GOOD the fun stuff is really REALLY fun and the Bullshit in comic book fashion offers up new writers to KILL On Sight <3 #look man im just. im rambling at this point but like i love marvel 2099 i think there are absolutely Some books that ARE worth reading-- #--from the imprint and dismissing All Of It just for being 90s Comic Books is unfair to the many teams of people who worked on them yknow #i Do Not Like Pat Mills (MANY reasons.) but the initial art team behind Punisher 2099 (especially the penciler) put SO much passion into it #people only really remember Spider-Man 2099 today but e928 has a really rich developed lore that i get the sinking feeling we;ll probably-- #--never actually See Again in any of the same capacity that it once existed at. but. yknow. time passes & things change & that's.. fine.

[tricitymonsters]

since Amir and Mori are demons, what about their lifespans? Would they have a human lifespan? Would it be lengthened or would they even be immortal?

-🍿-

As midlevel demons, Mori and Amir both have greatly lengthened lifespans though could be killed in the meantime (though sometimes hurting a demon isn't super straight forward, but that's another issue.) Demons who amass a lot of power (up to interpretation) can find it extending their life even further too so while they've yet to make any appearances in TCM yet there are definitely old and ancient things prowling around. I kind of think that without any further action on their parts, Mori and Amir would probably live a couple hundred years before they kind of existentially exhaust themselves. Though given... how they are I'm sure that kind of a quiet slow end isn't for them.

#thank you for asking #mori #amir #i'm still doing a lot of behind the scenes worldbuilding #but boy do i love talking about some of the broader stuff i haven't really had a chance to get into yet

[faebriel]

Remember when everyone was so excited for Niki to join Pogtopia during the Manberg days…. Then we only got like 1 stream with her there

anon if you think about it this was my november 16

#im sure there was a lot going on behind the scenes at the time and such #so im not tryin to be begrudgey #but at the same time im so. clenches fist. we could have had it alllllll #pogtopia is such a fascinating era to me the sheer vibes in that ravine from oct 16-nov 16 would have been so rancid in such a good way #i need to write more pogtopia stuff. anyway. spruiks one will die before he gets there @ you anon /j #asks

[cartoonrival]

i feel like people on this site cannot make up their minds about whether they want tumblr to make money so it can continue to exist as a site that isnt driven by an algorithm that tries to read your mind so it can sell Product to you every second it gets or corporations are never your friend and if you put money towards them youre stupid

#txt157 #im not gonna pretend to know a lot about running a website or how things are looking for tumblr behind the scenes #but from what ive heard they arent looking Good #but the site has been shockingly receptive to what users want as far as advertising goes #like with the giant full screen video ads that used to come up on mobile at the top of your dash #and obviously the site is not perfect by any means and im not talking about the fact that it physically doesnt funciton very well #but like yeah they approve terfs and smut fanfic for blaze and refuse to ban neonazis etc #and im not saying those are like not that bad or we should look past them #but like . as if any other social media is better >?? and doesnt do stuff like that ??? like tumblr goes down cause it made no fuckin money #because its users are so hostile to being advertised to #where are you going to go that wont have those exact same problems #and will also have the very real benefits of using tumblr over other sites #like when blaze first came out people were not that hostile to the idea #but now someone who blazes THEIR CATS BIRHTDAY gets attacked because 'they couldve spent that money on DONATING somehwere' #like yeah ofc but are people not allowed to spend money to dumb stuff sometimes? are people not allowed to put their money into smth they #care about even if its not for some bigger greater good? sometimes its just fun to buy smth stupid #idk does any of this make sense did you even read it

[unproduciblesmackdown]

with the recent like self-analytical framework of [putting hand on own shoulder] "are you looking for the external validation of value in this which would never be guaranteed, and you don't even think it should be contingent on this anyways" it's like, that also speaks more to like "yeah i did really enjoy live performance / theatre-adjacent and -overlapping stuff"

like i have my sense of how much i loved things and none of that involves any memories of having enjoyed it b/c of any feedback i got, from peers or instructors or anything. memories of curtain calls don't stand out much. like fun Specific Feedback was a kind older (relative to me) performer with the central role telling me that my literal leaping onstage (dance performance. grande jete entrance) despite a technical difficulty that would have to be improvised around was Inspirational/Motivating lol. i stopped having any particular stage fright (although is that when you're onstage? more like, anxiety beforehand about messing up. being onstage was the easier, enjoyable part) thanks to just having to yolo through those technical difficulties lol....anyways and then that same show actually, some relative to me younger audience member's dad was like "she's your (role's) biggest fan" and we nervously take a pic together lol. these things were fun & standout but Not Even It; not at all like "this is what makes it all worth it" like this is largely beside the point but a fun little bonus outlier event or two

like there was also no "i loved it b/c of Being In A Cast" nor b/c of any particular like, hanging out having fun Social Element. i loved rehearsing, though. loved being backstage (or in green rooms, or dressing rooms) but not because of any particular company or goings on. loved waiting & practicing / warming up & getting things together like your own costuming & being summoned to backstage & whatall. loved all the technical elements of getting a show together, when things were being assembled / worked out, though i didn't get to have much of any active hand b/c i'm like this twelve year old just learning the part, but it was fun to witness. none of my sense of what contributed to having a great time entailed any particular praise or anything; there was some implicitness in how all at once i graduated from [ensemble performance, back row for tall people] to [roles with solos] and the like, but there was just like, being busy, doing things well enough that it just wasn't Impeding anything lol, and in other arenas where i might've gotten more comments about being like, an outlier per whatever measure of success, it was definitely like, it's all just [successfully avoided negative attention] and ofc people think good grades are good but i'm not particularly moved by the awareness that that in turn is what's good or impressive about me, or something. or that i have to have anything like that for [successfully avoided negative attention]

and i wouldn't have like, done a monologue to an empty room and been like wow magical. i'd do my thing for rehearsal, and then for an audience, but you can't really see the audience and you're like ten doing local ten year old recreational stuff so it's like, the curtain calls you don't remember much (by you i mean me) and then you're done, and for me it was the fun of just like Everything Before. no like classic memories montage of great times socializing, it was me sitting in the green room equivalent, me warming up in the hallway, enjoying being in an auditorium for like 7 hrs of rehearsal, etc, we didn't do any like social events like high school performance afterparties or anything; i wasn't like Friends w/even the occasional person i also knew from school, and that didn't matter or diminish things in the least. performing A Show and for whatever Audience and that abstract is completely good enough. any of my parents' involvement, unavoidable b/c i couldn't even get places without being driven, was a major downside; i didn't like any like post performance [congrats] from them b/c that stuff was just its own unconstructive Performance that you, by which i mean me, were required to be sufficiently like Oh Wow about when it's like, the focused attention from you here means i want to leave; being left all amongst other adults during rehearsals was the good shit, while it also wasn't the case i needed like support or hype from any of those adults either.

there was Some tradition of like, older students in some program who'd take a trip to nyc / do some performance or other, and that seemed exciting but it stopped existing before it could be relevant to me lol. also for the first like, show that was like "audition for parts" vs "class recitals" they gave us like a relevant keepsake for it, and that was a nice surprise, since i had a great experience and all. and one of my main [not dance, with lines and everything] experiences being this fourth grade english class scenes from julius caesar, auditioned again, i'm like hell yeah that this has to be nongendered b/c it's all a bunch of guys, so i play a guy, and an antagonist yippee who doesn't die midway through and sounds easy-peasy to be like [be the dictator assassin] lol. it's funny how already i Cared about like, wish we had Effects instead of awkward silence for the drama of that assassination. wish i like, knew fuckall about acting. but the teacher just focused on telling us all to talk louder b/c nobody could be individually mic'd, and in the end you really couldn't hear fuckall of other performances so that was a win. and we got to do it twice b/c some people's parents got stuck in traffic. all i remember of my parents' presence was being like "omg yes i get to stop being here talking to you b/c we get to do that Again hell yeah"

like it's social but in a Parallel way. i'm contributing my part, i know my role, you know yours, i'm fondly remembering sitting in some school lobby having mini muffins with hours to go before our performance, amongst other people but not at all hyped abt interactions with them or at all disappointed abt the absence of any. i enjoyed it all being in front of people, others involved in the show, or the audience, but i wasn't there for any specific feedback, just being Part of that group constructed experience there. truly this case of like....loved all of that exactly as it happened, was on my own shit, did not need any external validation, didn't need a specific kind of Socializing that's supposed to look like having individual interactions with personal friends, had this passion for it that i also was having a perfectly good time exploring on my own, whilest also enjoying working with / learning from whatever instruction i got. like sure wishing i knew fuckall about acting but that it turns out no not everyone necessarily all loves stage acting as The Peak like that, and this comfort and interest with it that comes from like, you have all the practice of Having to perform and mask and act in life against your supposed incorrect abnormalities, but here's this constructive and creative and expansive edition of that art and science. good enough for doing it all through like fourteen

#the like metanalysis i'm applying to the wynnstannery journey meanwhile....a multifaceted like Oh Yeah I See places hand on surface #tl;dr like yeah i would love to do theatre in w/e ways and i would truly enjoy my experience completely in its own right. b/c i Have.... #stopped dance when i was fourteen coz knee hurty; gender hurty; parental involvement hurty; was going into college and was like will i even #have time for dance stuff? like yeah maybe but i didn't know it & figured i'd probably be forever busy & fail out anyways. took a break. #and that first year there was some delightful The Shakespearean Theater Just Down The Street also theatre adjacent class experiences #which was just More expansive & More evidence like yes i love all this shit a lotttt thanks #however at this juncture like; oh you Can audition for school theatre & even get there by yourself #didn't want family to know & come; didn't want to be alongside ppl who Did have all this high school experience and even if they didn't #were older so just probably at all better at shit lol. also my roommate had a lot of theatre interest & experience so i would've felt #awkward or out of place. like i do Not want to have to be really socially connected or like be criticized on some As Personal Acquaintances #supposed helpful basis lol. was sort of peripherally eventually [theatre doers] socially involved but eh #i had fun helping out with behind the scenes stuff Sometimes; or just hanging out in that arena #but i didn't make friends really & the true Downgrade was feeling like i was supposed to be / Had to be #one of those cases even when it's like ''yeah for some people they let you be around peripherally b/c you're the butt of the joke'' #like yeah great lmfao This Isn't It....but then going off oneself to some pwyw shakespeare show where you don't know what's going on but #that's not even required to enjoy it and Live Theatre and hell yeah babey. the actors were all whole adults & professionals & kind #like for me the social aspect is [when you're In A Show there's more afforded ''you're allowed to be here''] lol & that's it. #i like being around people but i like being there ''by myself.'' i can enjoy spontaneous; fleeting interactions contained in that moment #i don't need or even want those to Lead To Something That ''Actually Matters'' like an ongoing personal friendship or w/e #i enjoy those interactions in their own right; interacting in the capacity of both doing Show Tasks in their own right #i enjoy being in these Performances and Rehearsals in their own right & All The Enjoyment Was Already There. #i never needed or particularly looked for Especial Feedback from any sources. there needed to be an audience but that presence Was It. #i was engaged & enriched & interested in my own right. all very clear and clearly Genuine #vs whatever i was recognized as especially Good At or what i would just kind of do / was supposed to do but it's like; eh #or just otherwise like yeah i like some of this; but not nearly as much; &/or there clearly aren't ways to engage w/it in ways that i #actually want to or enjoy. i loved having a part but never needed it to be like Solo or the Main part. when i was doing & had done the #performing in rehearsals or shows like That Was It; that was what was fun. didn't anticipate or need the least Especial Feedback #just knowing like yeah that's the good shit. this is a real Passion that i enjoyed w/o ever needing anything ''more'' / external validation #wahoo....and the inherent value & relevance in just Knowing of that fact lol. wasn't always clear to me like yeah we all love that shit #in just the way that i did; right. like lol maybe not exactly and not always; actually.

[yellowocaballero]

“Let me guess,” Tim said, sending bottles rattling. “It’s our birthday - and by gum, we’re spending it like a family. Let’s do normal kid things. Make Daddy take us out for ice cream. Jump off buildings with Steph.” Cass turned back to him, reading his uncomfortable contempt and how he tried to amplify it with crossed arms. Only Tim could actively manipulate what she read in his body - his knowledge of the syntax far surpassing how others struggled to even memorize its alphabet. “Does Damian take you to Dave and Buster’s? That’d be cute. He looks like he rides the carousel with the replacement. Or is the circus Richard’s thing?”

“We visit a graveyard, mostly,” Cass said.

“Glad to free up a few hours for you, then. But hey - chin up, sis!” Tim spread his arms mockingly, inviting Cass to survey his kingdom of hard drives and empty bottles. “It’s our 21st! We can legally drink now!”

“You’re still a little drunk,” Cass said.

“Yeah, I get weird otherwise.” 

Other half of Cass POV Robin Roleswap and boy do we study the trainwreck under a magnifying glass like he is a bug.

#my writing #cassandra cain #timothy drake #batfam #stephanie brown #jason todd #richard grayson #if you're interested in author's behind the scenes notes: #the prophetic spring Tim was a prototype for a certain type of character I would continue to explore #I got better at it and looking back at him in that story I was very dissatisfied #so this is the second take #but he still serves as the blueprint for a lot of other stuff #frequent fliers might recognize a few lines in here that show up in another story #and other lines show up in a different one #I let myself do it cuz this wasn't posted butttt now lol #oh well that shit's easter eggs now #meg you write the same guy too much #well crucially he gets better every time #just a deeper and deeper look into human ugliness and pain

[magentagalaxies]

overdid it at my improv show last night and now all i can do is lay in bed having blorbo thoughts

#it was my first time performing live comedy in at least a year and oh my god i didn't realize how much i'd missed it #i love doing behind-the-scenes stuff but something about being onstage with no script and the job of entertaining people #i'm like ah yes this is why i want to be a comedian no matter what #i'd done some virtual improv shows since the pandemic but being in person is so much better #my scene partner could just be like ''hey i'm giving you a piggy back now'' and i'd be like ok no follow up questions #i trust you know what you're doing in this scene enough for me to put my entire weight on you (both metaphorically and literally) #also spontaneously transformed from acting as myself to acting as taffy (one of my recurring improv characters) in like 0.5 seconds #and i didn't even know i was going to be doing taffy at this show (neither did my scene partner they just set me up perfectly) #idk if i've talked about taffy before but i love her she was my first major recurring comedic character #her whole thing is she desperately wants to be part of this wealthy family called the van bortels #and comes up with wild schemes to get there such as living in their vents for the entire pandemic #she also has a husband who's a raccoon that is also nonbinary #i love playing taffy bc she was the first character i ever did that was like. oh people enjoy this. oh people REALLY want to see this. #and when i came home from college the first time we did a scene where there was an imposter-taffy that was another cast member #basically doing their own impression of taffy #and it genuinely made me emotional like wow i made such a distinct character that people are doing their own imitations of her #and it's still unmistakably taffy #anyway maybe i should bring taffy out more. i've been focusing a lot on aubrey lately bc ze's my favorite character i do #but i have at least two other characters i developed in improv over the years that people seem to enjoy #(the third is taytay but i legit haven't played taytay since 2020 so i barely remember what she's like)

[aparticularbandit]

another chapter of dr1 end rewrite fic into the backlog. the next chapter should be a remnants chapter, so that's another one of those to write after beating dr2.

which means next i'll be starting on chapter seventeen?

#musings #bandit writes fic #bandit fic backlog #dr1 end rewrite fic #but still only fifteen chapters roughed out because two unwritten remnants chapters #right now it's roughly every four-five chapters you get a remnants chapter #which means /at this point/ you're getting main chapters; remnants chapters; and /memory/ chapters #so there's a lot going on #AND A LOT OF BACKGROUND STUFF THAT YOU DON'T GET TO SEE BECAUSE IT'S MOSTLY KYOKO'S POV AND THERE'S A BUNCH GOING ON WITH EVERYONE #BEHIND THE SCENES #THAT SHE DOESN'T GET TO SEE

[soyoursoulisgreen]

5, 11, and 30 for the artist ask meme!

5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself

It's increased over time! Well, actually, it's been a bell curve, kind of. Maybe more like a roller coaster lol. Obviously before I was online I wasn't sharing any of the stuff I drew; I drew for about seven years before posting anything - casually, for my own entertainment - and then for a while I was posting almost everything in some form or another; if I didn't post the original doodle, it was because I cleaned it digitally! But I got pretty burnt out on that haha - it does still come and go in cycles lol. Nowadays I probably keep back about 30% of what I draw? Although it can be hard to quantify - if you upload to an audience of zero, is it actually online? Haha ♪ Or an audience of one! Just because it's shared using the internet as a middle man, does that count as "posting"? :0 I don't know! I think it's an interesting question tho!

11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what

Yes! It really depends on what I'm drawing; my go-tos are always Reddit story readings since I don't have to think too hard about picking one, they last a while, and they keep my auditory brain occupied while my hands and eyes are busy. For a couple days of Requestober, especially the Portal/Stanley Parable days but also the song prompt, I was listening to themed stuff - GLaDOS lines, Narrator lines, the aforementioned song haha. I hate having to stop to pick the next thing! It makes editing my footage harder and throws off my flow :P

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

A lot of my Law Abiding Citizen stuff probably - LAC is such a good series!! I wish more people would see it/were still into it. We're few, and I was late to party, but my love still burns! If I had to pick just one thing tho, I think it'd have to go to one of my Just Desserts comics - I cried while drawing it initially, and I still think Charm's transition from her smiling-crying face to her angry-crying face is so well done ♥

#Woah an original post #Ask #Ask me #Thank you! :D I had to think about these! Especially the first and last one! #I've been trying to find a good balance of drawing for myself/allowing myself space to mess up while also being proud of things #It can actually be hard to thread that needle lol - sometimes I'm like ''Well it's alright :/ But this bit is good! But out of context....' #It can be hard to be judicious! I really do want to show off a lot of it but I also want to leave room for myself! #I've been working on an all behind-the-scenes project over the course of October :3c #I'm almost ready to start compiling it! I'm buying myself a bit more time haha ♪ #And of the audience of none thing - that behind the scenes project? Technically it's online right now - but on my Patreon lol #Tree falls in a forest and all that haha - it's a secret for as long as anyone else dictates! It's interesting :3 #Plus there's also the thing of showing your online friends but not the wider public - where's the line? #How many people have to have seen something for it to count as being ''posted online''? #Even still - I always draw for myself haha ♪ I just also happen to share a lot lol but that's kind of a side effect of being pleased pfft #I have gotten so dry on things to listen to haaaghhh - I know I have a bajillion podcasts at my disposal but my brain is so pickyyyy #It has to be low-stress and not a bummer but interesting but not Too interesting that it becomes Inspiring- pfbtl >:P #I'm actually listening to something right now as well lol - I listen to music when I write and stories when I draw :D #I can't get 'em mixed - brain is picky lol (But really it's because it engages different parts of my brain that need attention) #It was also hard to answer the last one since I still kinda consider myself a fairly small artist haha - I like a lot of my art! #Even my old stuff :D Sometimes even especially my old stuff! #What counts as underrated when a lot of my stuff trends towards being on the quiet side? :0 #That said I've been absolutely delighted by the Property of Hate and Portal turnout ahh <3 <3 Makes me happy to see them being enjoyed!! #Anyway sorry for going so long apparently I had Thoughts™ lol

[gaytranszoro]

i have a lot of thoughts and opinions about opla but haven't finished it yet + don't wanna be a hater yet so (gritted teeth) i will remain quiet for now.

#dont get me wrong it's not like baaadd in fact there's a lot that i like but man. #for something with a netflix budget a lot of it feels so. 2014 youtube fanmade live action short. You Know. #like a lot of the camera work editing shot set up dialogue etc etc #NOT GONNA START GRAAAAAH. #i will say the main cast is very nice. #my friend has shown me a lot of interviews and behind the scenes stuff and i like that theyre all real into it mostly #.txt

[lunar-lattice]

liking artfight is struggling

#i mean i love the actual event and all #but a lot of the behind the scenes stuff is ughghghgh #this is brought to you by being irritated liams gotta get tagged for #nudity (bc his nipple piercings) #and sensitive content (bc his sh scars) #and also the [redacted] drama from last year