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“Sucker.” Jonas Brothers, 2019.

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Go home kid. | Infinity War(2018)

#bringing this back #infinity war #infinity war spoilers #iw spoilers #marvel #peter parker #peter benjamin parker #spider man #spiderman #peter parker imagines #peter parker fanfiction #peter parker x reader #tom holland #thomas holland #thomas stanley holland #tom holland fanfiction #tom holland imagine #tom holland x reader #tony stark #anthony edward stark #iron man #robert downey jr #rdj

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hey y'all, i have not been on here (besides limited scrolling and reading of my feed) in a hot minute. i’m sorry about that, it’s been a crazy hectic couple of months and i’m no longer able to access tumblr on my phone, only my ipad when connected to wifi, so that’s just made everything more difficult as well. i want to get back into posting though! with that said, send me social media requests! it’s been so freaking long and i want to try and make up for lost time. send me requests for any of the people or characters in my masterlist, and if you’re interested in one about someone not listed, send me an ask! if i know enough about them, feel comfortable enough, and feel that i will be able to do that person justice, i’m more than happy to do so. send in as many requests as you want [texting, facetime, instagram, twitter, snapchat, or a mix of any are the formats], and i will put my full effort into making all of you happy! i’ve missed y'all and i’m so happy to be back!

friends and blogs that i dearly missed [who i would also appreciate if they could reblog to let others know i’m back and about being open for requests (only if they want to of course)]: @bi-writes @spiderboytotherescue @spiderlingss @lilyholland @hollandroos @spideykisses @zophora @my-meant-to-find-blog @s-p-i-d-e-y-c-h-e-l-l-e @beansparker @starksparker @infamous-webhead

#hey there yall #its me ava #long time no see #please please please #semd in requests! #send in a bunch #or send in one #whatever you want #just please #i want to give back to all of you

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hey y'all, i have not been on here (besides limited scrolling and reading of my feed) in a hot minute. i’m sorry about that, it’s been a crazy hectic couple of months and i’m no longer able to access tumblr on my phone, only my ipad when connected to wifi, so that’s just made everything more difficult as well. i want to get back into posting though! with that said, send me social media requests! it’s been so freaking long and i want to try and make up for lost time. send me requests for any of the people or characters in my masterlist, and if you’re interested in one about someone not listed, send me an ask! if i know enough about them, feel comfortable enough, and feel that i will be able to do that person justice, i’m more than happy to do so. send in as many requests as you want [texting, facetime, instagram, twitter, snapchat, or a mix of any are the formats], and i will put my full effort into making all of you happy! i’ve missed y'all and i’m so happy to be back!

friends and blogs that i dearly missed [who i would also appreciate if they could reblog to let others know i’m back and about being open for requests (only if they want to of course)]: @bi-writes @spiderboytotherescue @spiderlingss @lilyholland @hollandroos @spideykisses @zophora @my-meant-to-find-blog @s-p-i-d-e-y-c-h-e-l-l-e @beansparker @starksparker @infamous-webhead

#hey there yall #its me ava #long time no see #please please please #semd in requests! #send in a bunch #or send in one #whatever you want #just please #i want to give back to all of you

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I just wanted to let you know that your holland beach day social media post was flagged and we can’t see it. I love your work btw 😘😘

The Peter Parker secrets out social media is also marked fyi

thanks for letting me know love! also, what the hell??? like, i know tumblr is massively stupid in what accounts it takes down and stuff, but these posts, really?? sure, secret's out has a dirty joke in it (not that big of a deal) but holland beach day is literally a series about a family beach day with TODDLERS. so tumblr, you're just as annoying and stupid as normal. but i also want to know, who the hell reported the posts as inappropriate??? ugh, sorry for the rant, thanks again for letting me know sweets, i'm glad you enjoy my work. xx.

#ava answers #parkersharthook

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hey y'all, i have not been on here (besides limited scrolling and reading of my feed) in a hot minute. i'm sorry about that, it's been a crazy hectic couple of months and i'm no longer able to access tumblr on my phone, only my ipad when connected to wifi, so that's just made everything more difficult as well. i want to get back into posting though! with that said, send me social media requests! it's been so freaking long and i want to try and make up for lost time. send me requests for any of the people or characters in my masterlist, and if you're interested in one about someone not listed, send me an ask! if i know enough about them, feel comfortable enough, and feel that i will be able to do that person justice, i'm more than happy to do so. send in as many requests as you want [texting, facetime, instagram, twitter, snapchat, or a mix of any are the formats], and i will put my full effort into making all of you happy! i've missed y'all and i'm so happy to be back!

friends and blogs that i dearly missed [who i would also appreciate if they could reblog to let others know i'm back and about being open for requests (only if they want to of course)]: @bi-writes @spiderboytotherescue @spiderlingss @lilyholland @hollandroos @spideykisses @zophora @my-meant-to-find-blog @s-p-i-d-e-y-c-h-e-l-l-e @beansparker @starksparker @infamous-webhead

#hey there yall #its me ava #long time no see #please please please #semd in requests! #send in a bunch #or send in one #whatever you want #just please #i want to give back to all of you

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AMBER THIS IS SO FREAMING GOOD

Baseball tom where you tell him you’re pregnant and he freaks out saying he’s gonna teach your son all about baseball, fast forward and you find out it’s a girl, you ask him what he’s gonna do now, he responds that he’ll do the same thing, gender doesn’t matter, as if it’s the most obvious answer in the world

“Are you ready to find out what our little love is going to be?” You whispered to your husband, nuzzling your face into his neck and groaning when he ran his fingers through your hair.

“Yeah, yeah I am love. So, so excited.” He chuckled, putting his hand underneath your chin to lift your face up so he could give you a kiss. When you had first told Tom that you were pregnant he was ecstatic. He had been going on and on about how if you had a son he was going to teach him all about baseball, practically turning into a little league coach before your eyes.

A part of you was nervous about finding out the gender however. There was a nagging part in the back of your mind that kept suggesting that he was going to be so disappointed if you found out that the baby was a girl, that there would be a part of him that resented you for not having a boy.

“Come on love, I know you’re tired and wanna stay in bed all day. But we’ve gotta get up, got a busy and exciting day ahead of us.” He mumbled, pressing a kiss to the side of your head before sliding out of bed. When he looked over his shoulder, he chuckled when he realized that you had just pulled the covers back over your eyes. “Come on babe, let’s go. Promise I’ll lay down and take a nap with you later.” He pulled the covers away from your face slowly, smirking when he saw that you were practically glaring at him.

“Okay, okay okay. But you totally owe me some cuddles later asshole.” You yelled over your shoulder, the fear from earlier disappearing.

When the two of you had arrived to the doctor, the fear that you had thought had gone away came back full force. You knew that Tom was going to be happy no matter what as long as the baby was healthy. But you still had that fear that he wasn’t going to be happy and you didn’t know how you would handle that.

“Alright, so you’re here today to do a checkup and see the sex of the baby so let’s get started.” Your doctor gave you both a smile and Tom squeezed your hand, leaning over to press a kiss to your cheek. After waiting a few moments, she had a smile on her face when she moved the machine just the right way. “Congratulations you two, you’re having a girl!”

Tom wrapped his arm around your shoulders, pressing multiple kisses to the side of your head. You could even swear that there were tears on his cheeks because your face was getting wet. 

After covering the rest of the information, the doctor left the room so you could get dressed again. Tom watched the way that you moved, noticing that you hadn’t really said anything about having a girl yet. 

“Wanna tell me what’s going on in that mind of yours love?” He whispered, stepping in between your legs, letting you bury your face in his chest.

“I just… I’m sorry.” You cried, shame washing over you when you realized that you were probably disappointing the one person that you loved the most in the world.

“Hey, no no no. What’re you apologizing for love?” Tom cooed, pressing a kiss to your forehead, his thumb wiping away the tears falling down your cheeks.

“You were so excited about wanting a boy and we’re having a girl and I’m so sorry. ‘M sorry for disappointing you.” You couldn’t stop the tears, all of the stress and different emotions that had been piling up were all coming out at once. 

“Love, ‘m not disappointed. I’m not disappointed at all love, I promise.” Dropping down to his knees, he lifted up your shirt, pressing a kiss to your stomach before placing both of his hands over the bump. “You’re carrying our baby, a healthy baby girl who I am going to love and spoil and shower with affection. I’m so excited love.”

“But you were so excited about teaching the baby how to play baseball.”

“Yeah and I can teach our daughter how to play baseball too. I can teach her how to be better than all of the boys. I’m gonna teach her how to pitch and hit better than any one out there and I’m gonna teach her that it doesn’t matter if she’s a girl or not. If she wants to play baseball then she can play baseball and I’ll teach her and walk her through it every step of the way.”

He cupped your face with one of his hands, the other rubbing soothing circles on your bump. He pressed a kiss over your eyelids before moving down to your nose and both of your cheeks. Each kiss helped calm you down as you leaned into his touch, pulling him closer to you.

“You’re already an amazing father and I’m so happy that I’m on this journey with you.” You whispered, pulling him in for a kiss.

“Wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else love. Now come on, let’s get out of here and then we’re going to go home and take a nap and cuddle for as long as you want.”

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I NEED A FULL IMAGINE OR FIC PLEASE

SOMEONE MAKE THIS HAPPEN

“I never imagined myself in a wedding dress.” and “You love me as if I deserve you.”

“I never imagined myself in a wedding dress.” Your eyes remained trained on the mirror as you speak, utterly emotionless. You barely noticed Toms presence in the room.

“That’s because you never wanted to get married.” He laughs, remembering the exact moment you told him. He had squinted his eyes in disbelief, utterly believing up until that moment that you would have wanted a fairytale wedding. “I remember the day you told me that– I remember everything.”

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come on y’all, pls

Anons its your time to shine, kinksame or kinkshame… send them my way!!

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fallin all in you ⌁ th

summary: you’re happy that you got to marry your best friend.

warnings: dad!tom, doctor!tom, fluff

words: 765

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YOU STOOD AT THE STOVE IN YOUR KITCHEN, listening to the sounds of your two kids playing in the living room. just as you were about to call the two to come to their places at the table, the front door opened.

“daddy!” your little girl said happily, watching as tom’s face lit up with a smile. your two kids immediately rushed over to him, arms wide open. tom let out a chuckle, squishing their little bodies in his arms softly, his heart soaring as he heard their giggles.

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THIS IS SO FREAKING GREAT

MY TWO FAVORITE WORLDS COLLIDING

TOM AND THE GREATEST SHOWMAN

Forbidden Love (Prologue)  |  tom holland x female!reader

a/n: what we’ve all been waiting for !! here’s the prologue to my first ‘the greatest showman’ series! special thank you to @naturallytom and @spiderboytotherescue for the critique! i will be using different gifs from the movie, and some are not attributed to tom + y/n as phillip + anne. there will also be songs i will attribute with certain chapters, so feel free to look out for those!

Summary: tom and y/n were chosen to star in the new movie musical, the greatest showman. alongside big names, they’re able to find their place in the movie, as well as their own place in the spotlight. their characters are different, not accepted, away from each other on society’s scale, yet they still fall in love and they aren’t the only ones falling for each other.

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Song: Rewrite The Stars by Zac Efron, Zendaya

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y’all know how i told you about my crush/best friend apparently dating my friend? well i decided to finally be honest with my feelings and basically told her that what she did is not okay and then walked away. she is now playing the victim, saying they aren’t actually dating, that i should have told her about my feelings about them dating. she said ‘i encouraged you to act on your feelings because i really think you guys would be a cute couple’. what the hell? she basically told me she ships me with her boyfriend, what the hell is going on. she then was going on about how dating is too mainstream and she isn’t being exclusive with him to ‘give me a chance’. she then had the audacity to say ‘you know i would never purposely deceive you or hurt you’. isn’t it messed up that i don’t actually know that? i told her how i felt like she took advantage of me and that it doesn’t matter how i feel anymore because i just have to accept that he’s happy with her and doesn’t have feelings for me anymore, ending it by telling her i don’t know when, how, or if we’ll be able to get back to level of friendship and trust we had. i’m so freaking annoyed, confused, and hurt.

help me my wise friends??? @spiderboytotherescue @bi-writes @upsidedownparker @lilyholland

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hey darlings, i want to apologize for being so crappy recently. i haven’t been posting anything original, barely even been adding things to my queue and i’m sorry. i’ve just been going through some crap recently, i found out my crush/best friend has been unintentionally getting my hopes up, one of my friends stabbed me in the back by betraying my back, now trying to act like she’s the victim, and i have been having some really off days recently with my anxiety and depression. i just kinda want to quit everything and i feel like my entire friend group at school is excluding me and pushing me away, but i don’t know if that is really happening or if my anxiety is getting the best of me. i know i’m making big deals out of nothing and i’m sorry for not being active. i have no inspiration for edits and have gotten no requests in months and then i want to interact with y’all through sleepovers and ask games but no one ever does anything. it just feels like all of effort is wasted and i really want to try, i really do, but i’m just tired. i’m tired of coming on here where i can get away from life and i’m still invisible. i’m tired of trying so hard for all of you and feeling like i’m not good enough. i’m just tired and i’m sorry.

mutuals that i have failed and i’m deeply sorry to: @bi-writes @spiderboytotherescue @upsidedownparker @my-meant-to-find-blog @lilyholland 

#im so sorry #im sorry im not good enough #im sorry for the rant #im just sorry #personal

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Leaked

Summary: Harrison leaked yours and Tom’s relationship.

Warnings: fluff and annoyance

A/N: Hope you enjoy little munchkins :) 

 You and Tom haven’t been dating for long. Just a few months. You decided to keep it secret from the fans, mostly because you aren’t used to the famous lifestyle and Tom likes his privacy. Harrison is over, him and Tom playing a few video games. It was getting late and you didn’t feel like cooking and seeing how into the game Tom is, he wouldn’t want to either. You ask the boys what they wanted, giving you divided attention. You roll your eyes at them and order food. After, you sit down on the couch in such a way that it looks as if the couch is carrying you bridal style. Your legs handing over the armrest and your head resting on the other. Your attention is on the video game the boys are playing.

Minutes pass by and the boys haven’t moved when the bell rang for food. You get up and pay for the food. When the boys hear the crackling of the paper bag their heads shot up and scrambled to get food. You decided that you guys can watch a movie while you eat your food.

“Can we watch how to train your dragon?” Harrison suggested eagerly. Tom and you giggle at his excitement and nod in agreement. Harrison runs and jumps onto the love seat and lies down. You roll your eyes and make your way towards the couch you were previously sitting on. Tom walks over and sits next to you, you, angling your body so Tom could fit. You don’t mind to sitting close to him. Tom leans over the side of the armrest and picks up a blanket from the basket and drapes it over you. You guys eat while Harrison finds the movie. He finds it and clicks play. You all eat in silence, besides the noise from the tv.

You guys are done eating. Tom draping his arm around your waist and you move your body, so you are the little spoon. Tom buries his head in your neck. Placing sweet kisses on the exposed skin. You hum in response to the feeling of his lips. Tom pulls you closer to him so there is no space between the two of you. The warmth from him and the blanket are enough to make you sleepy. You yawn.

“Get some sleep, baby.” Tom rasps into your ear. Your eyes are heavy with sleep. Your eyes flutter closed and before sleep could take over you hear Tom let out a soft yawn.

You wake up a few hours later. The movie has ended a while ago. Your hands rub your eyes, you see the position of you and Tom. Tom’s legs tangled around yours, his arm wrapped securely around you and his face buried in your neck, him eliciting soft snores in your ear. You hear your phone vibrate continuously on the glass coffee table. You try to lean forward to reach for it but are pulled back by Tom’s unletting arm.

“Stop moving.” He groans, his head burying into your chest, both arms wrapped around you now.

“My phone won’t stop vibrating, I want to see what the commotion about.” You explain. Tom grunts in response but releases you. You lean and grab your phone and lay back down in Tom’s arms. His arms taking back his previous position around your waist. His head rests on your shoulder to see who is relentlessly contacting you. You unlock your phone to see that person after person is requesting to follow you on Instagram. Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. You scroll down and see that you have been tagged in a picture from Harrison, you scroll further and see a message from him. “I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself.”

“What has that shit done now?” Tom says, mostly to himself.

You tap into Instagram and click on Harrison’s profile and see there’s a recent post. You click on it and see that it’s a picture of you and Tom cuddled up together on the couch while you two slept. Your mouth falls open. You scroll further down to see the caption. “So happy for my best friend that he has found someone that makes him happy.” You blush at the caption. Tom snuggling into your neck tells you that he has read it. You turn your head to look at him, his head looks up. Before he could say anything, you give him a peck on the lips. He responds with reaching his hand to your face, cupping it gently. You pull away, staring into his glossy eyes.

“I’m gonna kill him.” He says, and as if on cue Harrison walks into the room, freshly showered. Tom looks at him with narrowed eyes. Harrison catches on and starts to back away slowly. Tom jumps up from his position on the couch and starts to chase Harrison around the kitchen island. “I’m sorry’s” and “You two looked so cute,” are being shouted by Harrison. You couldn’t help but laugh at the two boys, you open the camera app and film the two. You quickly change your Instagram settings to public and post it. Tagging them both with the caption. “These two dorks,” and post it. In minutes you get loads of likes and comments. Well. This is your life now, gotta get used to it.

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Protective

Summary: You are late in your pregnancy and go out without Tom and get attacked by paparazzi.

Warnings: Shouting, fluff

A/N: Thank you for the positive feedback my little munchkins, 😊 Requests are open.

You and Tom have been married for a little over a year. You are currently pregnant with your first born. You and Tom were struggling to get pregnant, the reason being? No one knows. Ever since you got pregnant Tom has been serving you hand and foot, even though you are fully capable of doing it yourself, well, not fully. You adored it though. You found it cute that he was so protective over you and the unborn baby. As time passed by and you getting bigger, Tom got more protective and stressed about you and the baby’s safety because he gets followed 24/7 by fans and paparazzi and sometimes haters.

You are 8 months pregnant and home alone. You are watching a series that you just found. Tessa’s head lying on your lap, eyes shut and soft snores from her. You started to feel a little peckish so you, disapproval from Tessa, get up and walk to the kitchen to find a snack. You open the junk cupboard, the place where you keep your junk food. You know you’re supposed to eat healthily but what will a few Oreos do?

The cupboard is empty, much to your dismay. You huffed out a breath in frustration. You close the cupboard and walk towards your front door. You put on a pair of shoes, grab your bag and keys and take a quick glance of yourself in the mirror to see if you looked presentable. You see that you do. You shout a quick bye to Tessa before opening the door and walking outside, locking it behind you.  You walk to your car and drive to the nearest gas station to buy some food.

Getting out of the car was an absolute nightmare. People were blocking your path, asking you questions and asking to take a photo with them. You politely decline with your hand on your belly, worried for her safety. You eventually get into the shop. Security seeing the commotion outside, locking the doors so no one can enter. You give him a thank you nod. You quickly find Oreos and pick up a couple of Mars bars, knowing they are Tom’s favourite. Seems like a nice gift for when he gets home from filming. You quickly pay and mentally prepare yourself for what’s happening outside. You look at the crowd that has somehow gotten bigger. You can already feel your face paling. You wrap your arm around your belly protectively. You take a deep breath in and nod at the security guard to open the door.

You take one step outside and are blinded and deaf from the flashing lights of the camera and the screams of, mostly, teenage girls. You again politely decline pictures and ignore questions the paps were throwing at you. You are almost to your car when you suddenly are pushed to the ground. Your hands instinctively push out in front of you, so you don’t fall on your baby and hurt her. Someone somehow managed to scratch your face on the way down. Your hands slip on the tar and a huge gash is present on your hand. You felt a sharp sting in both your hand and your face from the harsh cuts. Someone puts their hand on your shoulder. You flinch back and protectively put your hand on your belly, preventing any danger. You turn around to see a young girl with a concerned expression on her face.

“Don’t worry, I’m here to help.” She says softly. You notice that everyone is gathered around you. Still throwing questions at you. Out of the corner of your eye, you see another girl picking up your contents and your handbag. She walks towards you and gives you your things back. The two girls help you up off the floor and become your bodyguard the rest of the way to your car. You couldn’t be more grateful for them. Once you get to your car you give them each a hug and thank them profusely. You get into your car and speed home, just wanting to get to bed and rest.

You arrive in your driveway and shut down the engine. You take a minute to let what had just happened sink in. Your eyes brim with tears, realising that your baby could have gotten really hurt. You stroke your bump with both hands, speaking to her.

“I am so sorry that I put you through that, baby girl. I will try my hardest to keep you safe. I love you.” The tears manage to fall from your eyes and stream down your cheeks. After your short cry session, you wipe your cheeks clean. You gather your stuff and make your way inside the house.

You unlock the door to a stressed looking Tom, sitting on the couch head in his hands. Once he hears the door close his head snaps up and you can see relief in his eyes but also anger. He notices the cut on your cheek and the smeared blood. Fear and concern harden on his face and he’s immediately off the couch and in front of you.

“What the hell happened?!” He asks with a risen voice. You bow your head, avoiding eye contact.

“I-uh went to the c-corner shop and there w-were a lot of pe-people. S-someone managed to push me over.” You choke out. You head still bowed. You see Tom’s legs move away from you.

“Why didn’t you call me?!” he shouts, you flinch at the loud voice.

“I didn’t want to bug you.” You whisper. You start fiddling with your hands to calm yourself down.

“Didn’t want to bug me? You could have called Harrison or taken Tessa with you!” He shouts again. You look up to see him using large hand gestures, extenuating his anger. His hand running harshly through his hair.

“Something could have happened to her.” He whispers out. You feel the guilt rise up inside of you and you can’t swallow down the tears. You let out a sob, Tom hears this and walks over to you, his face softening. Realizing that what he had said hit you harder than he thought.

“I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to go off on you like that.” He apologises. His hand reaches up to rest on your cheek. You lean into his touch. He tilts your head up and wipes away the fallen tears.

“I just don’t want anything to happen to my two favourite girls.” He whispers, his other hand stroking your protruding belly. His kind, brown eyes swirling with worry and love, the type of love that he will forever have with his family and only his family. He lifts his head and places a kiss to your forehead; the feeling of safety and tranquillity relaxes you immediately. Knowing that you have Tom, you have everything you could ever want. A handsome, caring husband and a beautiful daughter on the way. You knew you have reached happiness you thought you would never receive.

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