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xxpollytxx · 9 years

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What is love ?

What is love ? This is a question most people have an answer for yet they're always so different. This is my interpretation of love. Love is that feeling of butterflies in your stomach when you see your partner, love is hard, love is pure. Love is breath taking, love is speechless. Love is rolling over in the night and seeing the person you share your life with, your memories with, moments with fast asleep in their most vulnerable, peaceful, state of mind. Love is blind, love is a struggle but yet so easy. Love is contradicting. Love is kindness. Love is carefree. Love is rejuvenating! Love is so many words yet indescribable. Love is beautiful.

#love #whatislove #poem #universe #spiritualworld #breathtaking #rejuvinating #tumblrlove #blog

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Judgement

Why do we judge people so much? For everything they do? Too fat, too thin, too broke, too rich, too slutty, too frigid! Well I personally believe we sit here and judge other people to make us feel better about ourselves which is wrong. Most people we judge we don't know anything about them we don't know their story/life what they've been through and believe me most judgements are very hypocritical! Every body out here is just trying to live their life right and have a happy life, if they don't have the best job or aren't married or don't want children who are we to judge their lives ?? If they are highly religious or have no religion at all who are we to tell each other they are wrong ?! If a man wants to marry a man or a woman wants to marry a woman why can't they?! Telling these people that they are wrong doesn't make your life any better, you aren't achieving anything! As people we should be more kind, spread more love, see the beauty in everyone and everything. Why see the bad in people? Next time you think She's too fat why don't you imagine what she's like as a person she's prob the most amazing person with the best heart. Or you say a guy dresses trampy or he looks broke etc think he might use all his money to look after his family/kids and is doing his best. Before you judge others look at your life because no one is perfect everyone has flaws. Focus on the beauty. Speak out of love and kindness. See people on the inside as well as the out. Be a better person today than you was yesterday.

#judging judgement people life notfair tojudgemental oursociety nation

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What is love?

Well Love is different for everyone, you can’t really tell someone what love is because the only way to truly understand is to be in it.

I’ll tell you about my experience I’ll try to be as honest and open as possible without offending the one I’m speaking off.

Basically I met him when I was 19 on holiday actually, I didn’t think anything would ever happen I wasn’t interested in a relationship , to be honest the idea of it scared me.. The fact your that committed to someone and anything could happen your so vulnerable. Anyways we had the ‘talk’ etc and then both decided to try make it work.

We were together 3 and a bit years and I fell deep way to deep. This man was my world, my life. He meant everything to me. I remember when he told me he was falling in love with me I nearly cried. Anyways the first year was the best year I have ever had. I had this amazing relationship, we never argued, we spent loads of time together (looking back we spent too much time together), we planned a future with each other etc. When we was good we was the best. I didn’t put myself first any more I was always second to me, he was number 1 and I had to make sure he was happy before I was, if he was angry I felt angry too, sad I felt sad, we was each other’s support. He was my best friend, my lover my everything. The second year was good still but we went through some shit that could make or break a relationship really and I needed his support so bad but unfortunately he wasn’t as supportive as I expected him to be and I felt alone. This put a real strain on our relationship however I still wanted this relationship to work and I loved him so much, no matter how much I needed him to be there for me at the time it wasn’t as close to how much I loved and needed him in my life, I thought if I lost him I’d be alone and pretty much no one. I couldn’t imagine finding anyone better than him he was the ‘one’.

Towards the end of the second year you could really start seeing the cracks in our relationship coming out. He had this band he wanted to launch into a music career and I was trying to be the supportive girlfriend even tho it wasn’t always as easy as it was but then all of a sudden his band and band mates become more important than us and that was really hard, I had been number 1 for this 2 years and now all of a sudden I was in a relationship with 5 other people, however I still wanted it to work. I would’ve walked over broken glass bare foot to of made it work. Anyways we started drifting, he was always trying do his music and never had any free time for me or for us I even asked him to make time for us even once a month to do date night and he said he couldn’t promise etc. But we both felt suffocated in the relationship, love can be suffocating I guess, after 3 and a bit years we split up for many reasons, he then wanted to get back together and realised that he should’ve spent more time with me going away and experiencing things together. This hurt so much because all I wanted to do was experience things with him and have our love blossom and grow, get back the love we once had.

Then the ultimate punch to the chest, I found out He done something pretty unforgivable, I have never felt the kind of pain I felt before . My heart shattered I didn’t know love could hurt so much. My love soon turned to bitter and hate! However it helped me move on from him quicker, I forgave him and a part of me still loves him, but the good memories of him. I don’t miss him I just miss the good times with him, I don’t miss the person I became with him as I feel I lost who I am but I do love the person he is, even now. He’s not a bad person at all he is amazing. He knew how to cheer me up and make me laugh. He was never too serious about life which I like and he had a good heart.

I know this whole thing didn’t answer the question really but my point is love is beautiful and amazing but it hurts, it suffocates you and you can get lost. It’s easy to fall in love but to maintain that love is difficult and people give up too easily, however if you learn from that love and grow from it the next time you fall you will hopefully know how to love right and how to be loved. You won’t get suffocated and you’ll realise whose right and whose wrong for you.

I know the next person I fall in love with will be worth every feeling in my body and I will love them like they deserve but won’t lose myself and be the same independent, respectful woman I am now.

That’s all 😊 Polly x

#This is my first blog.#everyone is asking me about love.#what is love?

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