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A lil rusty

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Trying to get back into the art game

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Adventure

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When you just gotta laugh to yourself cause you fooled yourself into thinking the trauma was done and over with. But how shitty social networking really is. And show shitty family still comes back to haunt you after all these years.

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"And to think and know my own stress and anger mixed with the resentment caused this. Damn I feel like shit"

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What's your favorite scary movie ??

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Meh doodling the anxiety and stir crazy monsters away

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I spent most of my years waiting at the end of the telephone line. Paper cup in my hand, trying to hear any sign of life.

Watching as years danced in circles around me.

Flicking the line didn't help. Waiting for clouds to clear didn't help either.

I waited for the heavens to scream anything at me. I waited at the same old picnic table we last spoke.

But I think we finally had our last goodbye. I'm not angry anymore. I'm not sad as much. Is it too late to come to terms with your absence?

My heart no longer has a steady line of hate.

And time stopped for a few seconds. We said our goodbyes and this time it wasn't so bitter.

You seemed well and full of the youth you were robbed.

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Maybe I should just delete then.

This secret of stalking and wandering is killing me.

The ashes and dust left behind from the house we built together.. now serves as a bitter reminder of what we had done.

How could two souls once so overprotective and in love be so vengeful to one another.

We said it would be the last but the constant reminder that the foundation still lingers causes an ever growing trigger.

A slight hunger for more curiosity and questioning for answers that will never be answered

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" You know deep down I want to feel sorry and upset that you feel that way.

That all the misery in your life has brought you so fucking low.

But I can't bring myself to shed a single tear of pain or agony for your absence.

Truth is I think it's well deserved but what a shame you feel the need to cut your ties so early.

I spent years trying to be the perfect daughter. I cried myself to sleep while my heart and brain stitched myself back together.

I never did you wrong, I took the beatings while still serving you every bit of my energy.

Now that I know you've make your choice and are slowly dipping your toes in the forbidden realms.

Is your resentment for me that strong ? That I can't even make you stay a while.

Even the offer I sent your way hasn't seemed to phase you one bit.

Do I need to attach it to angels or doves and have them persuadeu?

And to imagine your entire attachment to me has been a heart full of lies and resentment. I can't make you live.

I can try my best to make you feel some kind of emotion while you're still here.

But at the end of the day it's not me you're considering living for anymore.

While my heart boils and any love I had evaporates.. I can no longer pray to the heavens and ask for forgiveness for your mistakes.

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"What's up anxiety. How are you?

Oh me? Yeah I've been good mate, you see I was doing just fine.

My sleeping pattern was good and I stopped overthinking..

I stopped laying there quietly listening to the whispers of the wind.

I stopped listening to the minute drops of water dancing down my drain.

I stopped checking their breathing and let myself sleep. I stopped overthinking of scenarios where evil could slip in and hurt my lifelines.

I stopped thinking about a world where I would wake up alone.

Yet here we are.. here I am. Tired. Anxious.

Dazed and ever so confused..

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In the end I feel betrayed by the demons, the demons I assumed we had made mends with. We keep tossing this heavy weight of anxiety and paranoia.. will it ever end..

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The worse part of it all is never knowing if your guardian angel is looking out for you. Maybe I'm too much of a burden to keep their wings and halo bright...

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🤔 debating on turning this into a small canvas or not... Kinda like where it's going

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While I wish you were here, I also wish I had a small token to forget this ever happened on your day. Cause I'm here wondering what you would have looked like or even sounded like. My heart is crying- but my mind says, "get use to it you fool"..

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"And i'm on my last thread and wondering where my scissors might be. The demons echo in the distance and my line of salt slowly dances in the wind "

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And everything was supposed to be put back together- like the missing piece we knew we had. Yet all we have are the torn pieces we carefully glued together with tears that echoed love.

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