#a life unlived

[celestialtitania]

A Life Unlived

For the WIP ask game please

hello hello!! a life unlived is my attempt at writing a long multi-chaptered fic!! it's basically a turn left au for the my hero academia fandom with Izuku as the one who has "gone back in time", and the first 2 chapters can be found on my ao3!!

now i don't have very much written of the next chapter and showing my outline would be spoiling, so have this teeny tiny snippet instead!!

Nothing was impossible. He’d show everyone that he could do this, then they’d realize how wrong they were to doubt him. Now, he didn’t know how he was going to achieve that goal, but it was going to happen! Mark his words! Izuku wanted to say his little pep talk to himself was working, but the truth was that it was only making the panic set in deeper. He had no idea what he was going to do.  Why on earth did it have to be giant robots? That didn’t make sense, even for those with quirks! What was someone with a stealth quirk or a mind quirk supposed to do against giant robots? But there were heroes with stealth quirks, or mind quirks. Heroes who had graduated from UA to boot. So how had they managed it?

ty for the ask!!

#mha #bnha #mha fanfic #bnha fanfic #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #a life unlived #alu

[indiemovies]

every new jeremy strong profile piece is so delicious

#THE SPECTER OF AN UNLIVED LIFE IS THE THING IM MOST AFTAID OF!!!!! #.txt #jeremy strong

[stuckinapril]

😐 no one told me id burst out crying in front of my best friend watching past lives

#you guys should’ve warned me like I was not expecting tnat #now I’m gonna need 8 business days to process this I HATE THIS #literally typing this w tears on my face #I’m literally never gonna get over this NO ONE WARNED ME I hate yall fr #‘WATCH PAST LIVES’ WHY SO I COULD BE EMOTIONALLY DESTROYED FOREVER #Whatever #I’m not built for this I want happy endings #and that one line #‘see you in the next life’ #NO WAY THEY JUST DID THAT #I actually can’t process this. one more thing to go to therapy about THANS GUYS . #Also worth mentioning Celine Song’s own commentary about the ending and Nora grieving her unlived life as she walked home #This hits on so many personal levels for me I’m actually never gonna be over this film ever #p #past lives

[singingcicadas]

Your boss can be friends with you, but you can't be friends with your boss.

Perfect example of different expectations of different societal roles. Considering everyone a friend is the quality of a good leader, it demonstrates affinity and empathy to the people of which he leads, but at that level no one can ever consider him a friend back, at least not on an equal degree. There's no closeness, no real camaraderie. The position of Prime always takes precedence over any personal relationships. He is a Prime before he is his own person.

This is also the reason why I think Optimus can never go back to being Orion. Why an ending for Optimus as the retired common citizen is never an option. He's been exalted as a political/spiritual symbol for four million years, used to a position of power, it's not something he can simply renounce one day and expect people's perceptions to change. It's not even possible to change his own perceptions of himself, however much he might like to. You just can't erase four million years of ingrained mindset. He will be viewed as a threat to those in power and undermine their presence just by existing. People will flock to him regardless whether he wants it or not. On a personal level, he's never been the kind of peaceful obedient citizen who takes comfort in trying to live a normal life. Giving up being Prime means giving up control: he will never be content to pasture himself out and wait for other people to make decisions for him when the next crisis arises. He will never be content to have his words hold no weight when he speaks out against the next injustice.

Being Prime is not just a job, it's an identity. One that's defined by four million years of experience in a niche societal role with very specific expectations, of which he'd molded himself to fit. It's a lonely, crushing burden, associated with war and the old order and the question of whether one person should even have that kind of power - but for good or bad it's also a part of him. Taking that away would be truncation, not freedom.

#idw transformers #optimus prime #maccadam #transformers #I think it's as impossible for Optimus to go back to being Orion as Shockwave is to go back to being Senator Shockwave #Or as Megatron the tyrant is to going back to being the Megatron in Maccadam's #There's mindsets you can't undo #experiences you can't unlive #People like that in real life rarely retires peacefully of their own violation #Those that do eventually comes to regret it #Because relinquishing your power also means relinquishing agency over your own life #it's the kind of life that seems beautiful in theory but would be stifling in reality

[blackpilljesus]

There's a strong link between the way moids treat cattle/animals and the way they treat women. Believing they're here for moids to use as they see fit, keeping them in enclosures to extract from them while claiming to protect them when they've forced them to be dependent on moids, forcing them to reproduce so they can have more fodder to exploit, and domesticating them.

Saw a video of torture devices that were used on women that were anything but quiet docile submissive slaves. Considering this and things like the witch trials, authorities turning a blind eye most times when moids kill women but imprisoning women who fight back against abusers, moids impregnating -raping- girls whose bodies hadn't developed yet (which could be a contributing factor to why we have a huge gap inbetween our physical strength) moids seeking younger women & girls to reproduce with because these women wont have reached a level of self actualisation to realise how pathetic the xy is, etc. I believe that moids have -attempted to- domesticate women through femicide as well as social punishments & torture.

Emphasis on "attempt" because I dont think women are naturally the empathetic emotionally observant yet mindless mommy bangmaids moids want them to be. There are a few far gone but most just act in a manner that pleases maIes to survive. The difference in womens behaviour when there's maIes around vs when there's not is the biggest telltale sign of this.

Women who weren't useful to maIe supremacy were killed off or brutalised into conforming. Women who conformed went on to reproduce.

This reddit post from the (rip) blackpillfeminism sub explains this concept so well:

This is all something that explains our environment. The war has been fought & the damage has been done. What we see/live today are consequences of the aforementioned. Moids have taken everything from women they are literal terrorists they wont change & cant be forgiven idgaf. Most we can do is save possible lives going through this by refusing to add to it.

Side note; I'm not saying this to absolve anybody of responsibility. In the end moids choose to be evil & women choose to love n worship them so long as other women to be shields are around. My point is about how maIe terrorism has shaped womens behaviour/being as a whole. Those who are separatists/blackpilled wouldn't reproduce so our ideologies & systems die when we die. Sure there's outliers of every batch so I dont think the concept entirely will die but it's maIe supremacy that has systems guaranteeing its ingrained continuation.

#I personally in good conscience cannot and will not contribute another life to this male terrorist hellhole I'd rather unlive instead #to protect my offspring from this mess but most other women feel differently. They'd still want to find their nigel & pass their genes. #blackpill feminist #blackpill feminism #moids are terrorists #female separatism #female separatist #domestication theory #there are no words for how evil moids are #Behaviours that often make me think of the domestication theory is when I see women be polite to creeps. #Every woman knows the fake 'not interested/thats disgusting but please dont kill me' laugh/smile women do. #This is behaviour moids have moulded ruthlessly. Women who fight back or kill violent moids are punished or killed themselves meanwhile #women who are docile survive to reproduce which repeats the cycle. I'm sure there've been far more self-sufficient women in the past #but moids killed most of them & moulded whoever they could as women not needing them is a threat to their existence.

[mewkwota]

Here's another instance of Dracula taking notice of Richter's change in style again, but in a smaller (and cuter) light. Goodnight everyone.

#especially since I only shared one shot of the previous one this is a comic instead #yeah there was a brief influx of me drawing moments with drac in his throne room #this is what he has to deal with every moment of his unliving life you have to witness it and understand his torment :( #doodle-daas #comics #akumajou dracula #dracula vlad tepes

[rainyyy-dayysss]

The greatest burden a child must bear is the unlived life of its parents

-Carl Jung

#its tragic but its true #unlived life of there parents #asias biggest problem nowadays #desiblr #carl jung #desi shit posting #desi stuff #desi studyblr #chaotic academia #chaotic academic aesthetic #light academia #dark academia #dark aesthetic #sorry for being depressing #dark acadamia aesthetic #aesthetic #alone with my thoughts #parents love #bookblr #booklr #qoutes #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled words #i am so fucking tired #spilled ink #spilling ink #spilling thoughts #life qoute #relatable

[thepursuitofunderstanding]

The more unlived your life, the greater your death anxiety. The more you fail to experience your life fully, the more you will fear death.

Irvin Yalom

#irvin yalom #yalom #quotes #philosophy #wisdom #life #literature #writer #books #write #psychology #art #artist #unlived life #death anxiety

[arowrath]

my shirt that says "i don't have an eating disorder" has people asking a lot of questions already answered by my shirt

#text #(this is a reference to another tweet i dont have a shirt that says that) #ed tw #weight loss tw #talk about weight in general tw #like yes i eat the same thing almost every single day & have to force myself through every bite #no i dont have an eating disorder #i just have autism and anxiety and its making my life a little bit unliveable at the moment ❤️ #i know i also have arfid which yes is an eating disorder but not like. in the way people probably think of if they look at me during #a meal and judge the way im eating and decide they think i have an ed (which i know is anxiety and nobody does that but still) #but i probably wouldnt get diagnosed bc im at a ''healthy weight'' #even tho i know that for My Body it's not healthy . i was eating relatively well for a brief period of my senior year of high school #& very briefly my freshman year of college #and i got to around [number] both times #and they were both short periods of time so i still dont know what like. a healthy weight would be For Me and for My body #but i know a doctor would tell me my weight rn is Normal and Good and that if i gain weight thats Bad and Wrong #even though i am definitely not eating enough and not getting enough Fuel For My Body To Work Right #its such bullshit. also i hope whoever invented the bmi kills themself #Well anyway. swagever ive been eating one singular slice of pizza for half an hour so i gotta get back to that

[ducktollers]

i miss 2019

#havent felt like a reason person since graduating high school . #*real #who up on a sunday night mourning the life unlived 😂 #x

[peribirb]

🦔 <alone on a friday night god i'm pathetic

#sorry i keep posting like this i think my brain is just trying to kill me lately you can ignore/block these posts if you want #im just really feeling the weight of a life unlived and a world unexperienced sitting heavy on my shoulders tonight #i feel like i sound like a whiny teenager but. i dunno it really does hurt #i feel so fundamentally disconnected from the world around me like i can only process things through the lens of like #treating the world like it's a story i'm reading about not something i'm physically part of. i can't wrap my head around that #i feel so deeply inhuman like. i'm conscious of things and i can see what's going on but it feels like an entirely different world #one that i'm cut off from and can only study from afar. like some sort of sentient AI stuck in a computer #and every day that goes by feels like one step farther away from ever changing that. like im gonna have to accept that i'm not actually rea #...actually yeah i. really don't feel like i'm real. #delete later

[paperpeachy]

“i had no life! how dost thou plan to make that up to me?!”

#she’s exactly like how an unlived life can rot ur pure heart

[theklaapologist-gaitanosversion]

its ok... its gonna be summer again soon

#something something life is not unlivable its just not summer

[ratinthevoid]

"he should be in a club" is changing my brain chemistry. i'm 23 I SHOULD BE IN A CLUB

#mourning my unlived life etc etc

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

Heya sex witch! I have a bit of an odd dnd sex question, in my dnd campaign my paladin is trying to hook up with our sorcerer but he's almost 7ft and she's like 4'11. We're trying to work out the size of his peen, would 11" be like, average? I don't have a clue if penis size is related to actual height. Also trying to work out if she would take very minor piercing damage? Would love your opinion on this

ooooookay oh my god

knowing the races of the characters involved would be helpful, but there are very few humanoid races short of giants where an eleven inch penis would be anything like average.

the average human penis is about 5 inches erect (about 3.5 inches flaccid); even if someone's seven feet tall, they're unlikely to be packing a dick that's nearly a foot long, not least because that's simply not practical in any way, shape, or form.

which isn't to say there wouldn't be any difficulties - a penis being too large to comfortably fit a vagina is a real problem, and it can definitely impact partners with drastic size differences! but, again, it's unlikely that there would be such a drastic size difference unless there's some inhuman and/or magical bullshit going on that's causing very notable differences from standard human anatomy.

piercing damage seems unlikely unless this paladin is also strapping a knife to his dick, and as a DM I personally wouldn't implement any damage for sex unless it was with, idk, a bone devil or a fire elemental or something.

#sex edventures 2023 #just gonna throw this out there: i regularly hang with a man who's six and a half feet tall #his dick is not 11 inches i PROMISE. #his life would be unlivable. imagine the hassle.

[suncaptor]

if you haven't been sincerely suicidal about academia then I honestly don't know you would understand me on a cellular level.

#incoherents #tw suicidality #sorry the only way I know how to cope when my life is completely unlivable and out of my control is academic obsession #as if it's MY fault. #anyways. she CAN'T TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME. whatever.