#tw: eating problems

[bixels]

When I was getting my diagnosis, my psychiatrist told me right after giving me my prescription that I need to consider eating food a part of my medication, and that flipped a switch in my brain that oh. Maybe willingly starving myself and eating only one meal a day isn't healthy.

#typing this while i'm at work and so hungry my stomach is aching and hurting #personal #delete later #i don't even know why i starve myself i don't have an eating disorder and it's not like i forget to eat #it's just i have so little time to eat meals nowadays that i don't consider it important anymore #so i just try and tough it out #tw: eating issues #tw: eating problems #tw: disordered eating #idk what tw to put on this #tw: medication

[thunderc1an]

2 comic wips

#mod rambles #tw eating disorder #tw: eating issues #tw eating issues #tw: eating problems #tw eating problems #The crookedpaw comic is very much so a personal vent art #just spent a week of vacation with my mom #vacation was fun but man can she really affect me #Meeting my therapist on Wednesday! #yay! #highly recommend therapy #anyways hope you have a good rest of your day!

[ashdreams2023]

Hi! I hope you are well :) I had a request it might sound weirdly specific but I read this ages ago on wattpad and I can’t find it anymore and I was wondering if youd be able to recreate it? You’re my fav so I know you would do wonderfully. but basically it was like Loki x reader and Loki and the avengers went on a mission but it was like really long; gone for like almost a year or whatever and then Loki comes back and through that time the reader hasn’t been eating and there was like paparazzi talking about her weight loss and all that stuff idk if that makes sense but yea :) it’s okay if not 🫶🏻

I’ll try love and thank you for your sweet words

It made the news

Loki knew something had went horribly wrong, because why did he just hear your name in the news on the radio.

He’s been out the country for too long and couldn’t contact you for months now, he had hoped nothing bad would’ve happened while he’s gone, you weren’t exactly alone, there was still pepper and Peter at the compound but still.

"Reindeer games I think you should go back early"

"It’s you think but I should stark"

So Loki took the first opportunity to travel back to New York, he had to know if what he heard was true and if it was he will blame himself to no end.

When he did arrive at the city he grabbed the first newspaper he saw and cursed himself, the front page had an article about you and a picture.

You looked so fragile and extremely underweight, the article spoke about the drastic change in appearance throughout this period of time and how you stopped going out anymore.

The picture was taken when you were looking out one of the windows.

Loki burned the news paper in his hands and teleported to inside the building, the lights were off, it was the end of the day. He went straight to your bedroom.

The lights were off and you were sitting near your window staring out aimlessly, you hadn’t noticed his presence until he walked in and warped his arms around you, almost giving you a heart attack.

"Loki?! You’re back-"

"What happened to you?!" He looked down at your sunken cheeks and weak looking arms "Why…dove answer me, why?"

You opened your mouth then closed it, the look on your face gave it away and Loki didn’t know how to feel, he wanted to be angry, upset with you but you looked so…breakable that it just felt wrong.

"I missed you" you managed to say.

He felt his heart getting swallow up "Why didn’t you eat?"

"I lost my appetite?"

"Dove….when was the last time you ate something?"

You shrugged "last Friday….cornflakes…I think?"

Loki groaned and warped his arms tightly around you but no tight enough to hurt you "You crazy woman, you could’ve killed yourself! From now on no more long lasting missions, I don’t care if I have to stay here and be a bloody maid in this place"

"You would look good in a maid outfit"

He smacked your butt at that "you would like that, wouldn’t you?"

You hummed hiding your face in his chest "Maybe"

"You’re so spoiled"

"Only for you"

"Just how I like it and no more cornflakes"

"Come on-"

#imagine #mcu #tw: eating problems #loki laufeyson #loki #loki x reader #loki imagine #fanfic #mcu loki #loki/y/n #headcanon #loki fanfic #loki laufeyson x female reader #loki god of mischief #loki marvel

[mars-and-the-theoi]

So…this is definitely a very personal post. But…in the next week or so I might be heading to eating disorder treatment….and as ready as I am to kick this things ass once and for all, as I’ve been dealing with this off and on for ten years now. I’m also very scared. Naturally. So I really could use some prayers for healing and courage and all that. It will be very much appreciated. Thank you! ❤️❤️

#tw: eating problems #tw: eating disorder #hellenic polytheism #helpol #hellenic pagan #hellenic pantheon #hellenic paganism

[astralspen]

I have brought to you headcanons for Chuuya, Atsushi, and Dazai!

WARNING: These headcanons are about eating disorders and unhealthy relationships with food in general. I am not a professional and have not had any ED's myself, so these headcanons are based solely off of my research and conversations I've had with loved ones who have experienced them. Please seek professional help if you struggle with any eating disorders and proceed with caution.

EDIT: added all the tags I forgot

1. Atsushi has Binge Eating Disorder. Since the orphanage restricted his food so much, he eats uncontrollably a lot and tends to starve himself a bit in between binges. Kyouka knows and tries to help Atsushi, but I don't actually think a lot of the ada members know. Atsushi hides it well and Kyouka respects Atsushis wishes to keep it under wraps. Dazai probably thinks something is up but isn't sure, and Ranpo probably knows about it, but neither say anything to avoid making Atsushi uncomfortable or nervous. Atsushi doesn't really eat in front of people either. The only exception is snacking when he gets super bad hunger panes (I'm talking not going days with eating little to nothing, usually that happens because of mission). Even then he will only binge or really eat in general until he's alone.

2. Chuuya used to have ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder). Because of him living in the slums until he was 15, he got used to ignoring hunger panes and limiting how much he was eating because of a lack of food, so when he was accepted into the Port Mafia, he brought those habits with him, and would only eat a certain amount at specific times, usually when he was alone. He probably only ate certain foods like bread, canned products, mostly things that wouldn't expire or would provide a lot of energy without eating much. Koyou, Dazai, and the Flags all helped him work through it so he doesn't have it by the time Canon rolls around and is careful about maintaining a good relationship with food for their sakes. Koyou also checks in on him whenever they meet up.

3. Not really ED related and I've seen this one a lot, but Dazai has days where he has a food aversion because of his depression. The thought of or seeing food makes him sick, or sometimes it's just days where he doesn't feel hungry at all. The days range from being able to eat if its his canned crab, to only drinking a glass or two of whiskey if anything (I imagine that whiskey is a kind of comfort drink to him because of the days where he drank at bar lupin with oda and ango), to refusing to eat and drink anything, whether it's his safe/comfort food or drink or not. Kunikida knows this and it's the main reason he checks in on Dazai to see if he's eaten. I don't think Kunikida is entirely aware of his safe food and drink, though, so if it's one of those days, Kunikida will just take a lot of time gently urging Dazai to eat something. Ranpo also probably knows about it and will sometimes throw a piece of candy Dazais way on those days. The combined efforts usually convince Dazai to eat a bit of canned crab, though it's always alone. Chuuya also knows and will get on Dazai about not eating. He'll also prep some canned crab and keeps a bottle of whiskey at his place just in case. Sure they're not healthy at all but it's better than nothing. The food aversion days were more frequent and worse back when he was still in the PM, and he's gotten better with them now. Though they do still happen every now and then of course.

#tw: ed #tw: eating problems #tw: eating issues #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #bsd headcanons #bsd #bsd atsushi nakajima #bsd osamu dazai #bsd chuuya nakahara

[irondadmadlads]

NEW FIC JUST DROPPED

Tw: This fic deals with EDs, specifically ARFID. Please don’t read if this is a triggering subject matter to you!

#iron man #irondad #peter parker #tony stark #irondad and spiderson #spiderson #irondad prompts #spider man #irondad and spiderson prompts #spiderson prompts #tw: eating disorder #tw: ed #tw: eating issues #tw: eating problems #tw arfid #arfid #selective eating disorder

[smolestboop]

tw: eating problems

this past week was the most overwhelming and anxiety filled week... especially the last 3 days. I notice how anxiety wrecks my eating habits and I would just not eat. it got so bad that I wouldn't eat anything the entire day. there's a voice that would tell me 'you don't deserve to eat because you haven't earned it' and it's a painful thing. being so overworked and paralyzed with anxiety that I can't stomach a meal. I ate so sparsely. a nibble on a few crackers or three slices of apples for the entire day and I get so weak, running around doing everything.

I'm trying to get back to my normal eating habits when my mind calms down and work is not overwhelming.

sorry if this is not what you guys usually see when I post these rambles but I had to get this off my chest. (p.s kinda cried at the end but it's okay not ashamed of that)

#boop rambles #tw: eating problems

[vivwritesfics]

Tw: ED under the cut, read at own risk

So this time last year I went on the pill (for me, hitting it raw hit different but I COULDN'T have a baby) and I gained a lot if weight (combination of the pill, no exercise and my ex and I sharing snacks most night). For the last year I've been crying over not fitting into my jeans and then not fitting into them and then fitting into them. It's been an emotional roller coaster and this might be the biggest thing affecting my mental health.

It got to the point where I'd avoid eating all day so that I could fit into my jeans.

Tonight, after months of exercise watchinf what i eat, I was packing my bag for uni and I tried on my old jeans.

After a night of feeling my fat rolls through my homemade top, I tried on my old jeans, the ones I hadn't fit into for a year. They zipped up and I cried with joy.

I have a binge eating disorder and its been affecting my life exponentially. Through hard work at the gym and discipline I've managed to fit into my jeans again and I'm so happy.

#vivi speaks #tw: eating problems #tw: ed

[zephrunsimperium]

Stanford Pines & Eating Disorders

TW for eating disorders. Obviously.

So a while back it occurred to me that it might not be totally out of the question for Ford to have an eating disorder. It's not a headcanon of mine, but after researching a little bit about ED in men, I was surprised just how well it could fit.

Ford talks in the journal about how he "hated physical activity" as a kid but has since developed a diet and exercise regimen that he describes as "rigorous" and "extensive." A very common thing that men will do is starve themselves in conjunction with excessive exercise in an effort to look better/more muscular. I can absolutely see him engaging in that (this possibility, to me, is only further evidenced by the fact that he points out Stan's weight when he comes back to his own dimension) especially to distance himself from the person he was before college. And, perhaps, to at least subconsciously prove that he has some measure of control over things in his life.

(Feeling cold can also be a telltale sign of an eating disorder. I’ve talked in the past about how Ford’s coat and turtleneck could be something he wears for comfort, but it also fits in this context.)

I also read an article about one man’s struggle with an eating disorder in the 70s, and he had this to say:

The one part of the eating disorder that has been the “stickiest” for me is social isolation. The secrecy and privacy I needed to practice my routines and rituals turned out to be the last and hardest symptom to fully unwind. Even with greatly diminished routines around food and exercise, I remained somewhat of a loner and relatively isolated socially.

Six years alone in Gravity Falls - years in which Ford didn’t interact with people to the degree that nobody even noticed when Stanley replaced him - would have made it all too easy. And then thirty years struggling for food in the multiverse… staying in the basement when he gets back.

Of course, nothing I’ve mentioned here is clear “evidence” that Stanford Pines has an eating disorder, but it is a very interesting lens through which to view his character.

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw: eating problems #tw: eating issues #gravity falls #stanford pines #character analysis #men's mental health

[writingforatwistedworld]

Can I request Vil with a player who went from hating him (like, least favorite character, groans every time he comes on screen kind of hate) to loving him (like, absolute favorite character, cheers every time he comes on screen kind of love) in a day.

This happened to me after reading chapter 5 and 6 which is where I got the idea lmao. I was so wrong abt him,,,

Self-aware au

I do not take any responsibility for you reading this no matter which age group you are from!

WARNINGS: Yandere themes, obsessive behavior, unhealthy mindset, eating problems, poison, possessive behaviour

Changing favor

When you didn't like him things were horrible for him

His obsession with becoming perfect started to take on even more unhealthy habits

My man, eat more!

Epel is best man in this situation

He knows how to make Vil survive

AND he does that even if he disagrees with the model a lot

He can't disappointing the overseer with showing that he doesn't care about a situation like this so... yeah

And the, a light on the horizon!

Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No! It's your affection!

The second after you said that for the first time something somehow positive you can see Vil blooming like a flower that hadn't watered for a while and now finally gets water

During the “in between” phase he is the most nervous

What if your relationship returns to be a cold one?

So he tries very hard only this time it's actually healthy

He eats properly, does sports within a healthy amount and his headspace is also a much sunnier place

And then, the day arrives

Vil is standing on your homescreen, his legs already hurting from standing so long but he doesn't mind because it's you

Just being able to bask in your perfection is way more than he could have dreamt of not so long ago

And there you are, your voice forming words, the sound of it music in his ears...

Wait a second...

Did you just scream that he is attractive and many more compliments?

Nah, he must have misheard

Did someone put something weird in his drink this morning?

Rook was kinda sus...

But no! You are actually complimenting him!

You have the same energy as he has when he is simping for you... just one percent of though

Did I mention that he is whipped for you?

Hello social media, again!

His “mysterious silence” has finally ended!

When he said in a interview that he was “enlightened” by the Overseer he can see Neige fuming with jealousy in the background

It's as if the Fairest queen and Snow White suddenly swapped their plot

Vil is literally competing with the sun

Just don't return to that cold, disliking self

He is dependant on you

Who knows what he might do to the person you would like in his stead?

He is good with poisons... *cough*

#yandere twisted wonderland #yandere twst #yandere twisted wonderland x reader #yandere twst x reader #self aware au #yandere vil #yandere vil schoenheit #yandere vil x reader #tw: yandere #tw: obsessive behavior #tw: unhealthy mindset #tw: eating problems #tw: poison #tw: possessive behavior

[drill-teeth]

Actually, one more little hater moment before bed. This is about that goddamn trope where a character goes through a rough patch and gains a bunch of weight, and it’s played as comedic. That is literally fatphobia, and I’m sick of people going “well for the CHARACTER it makes sense that in the rough patch in their life they would gain-“ shut UP. Characters are written by people. A writer with an agenda and biases wrote the character’s depression like that.

And I’m not saying people don’t gain weight during a particularly rough depression. That happens. And it’s insensitive to play that off comedically as some sort of joke. That your trauma is gross and funny. And you know what else happens to people in a rough depression patch? Weight loss. Not eating enough. But I don’t see scenes of a character who let themselves go all skinny played as a comedic depression. A character who was fat and loses a ton of weight in media is almost always portrayed in a positive light.

Like. Riddle me this. Why is one trauma “acceptable” to make fun of but another is not?

It’s literally fatphobia. Don’t kid yourself.

#otto thoughts #cw: fatphobia #tw: eating problems

[wigglebox]

Lmao so yesterday while on my appointment with my ED therapist, I told her I struggle with taking pride in my work be it my illustrations or even my own mental health journey. This conversation started bc I realized how much I was able to turn around in the last year, including regaining the 20 pounds I lost in the summer of 2022 due to my ED and my father passing away.

And I told her idk how to be proud of myself. And then I said “I was raised Catholic” and she was like “ahhhh yeah okay. Well. IM proud of you and I will home that emption for your until you’re comfortable” lol

I have two therapists a dietician and a psychiatrist for my medication and honestly yeah it’s a lot of self work over the last decade especially in the last year but I do feel just so much better seeing them.

Anyway, I am proud of myself for what I accomplished: I worked from home for the last year and managed to develop a routine that worked for me which is hard with ADHD, I went from 118-120 pounds this time last year to nearly back up to 140, I managed to identify the medication that needed to be changed (going back on Lexapro bc Wellbutrin and ADHD medication wasn’t good for me), finally found a dietician that has ED experience, accepted my ADHD instead of trying to push back against it, trying to push my art so I can make it my breadwinner instead of staying at my current job, saved some money, worked on myself all year while also not slipping at work.

Also, I am finally eating breakfast every morning and for the last 2.5 weeks I’ve been consistently eating lunch every day too.

I hate the fact I have to go back into the office after Labor Day but I also don’t plan on staying at my job for much longer anyway. So.

Here’s hoping I’m not working there by the holidays!

And I’m excited to keep on pushing myself. I’m feeling more comfortable with myself now.

#do not reblog4444 #Jen irl4444 #tw: eating habits #tw: eating problems #tw: ed #tw: food

[dat-bruv-person]

hey! i’m a mutual (a little too nervous to come off anon for this one, and if you just know off the bat who i am from my typing style then your discretion is appreciated) and i was wondering if i could request kazuha and heizou with a reader who has problems with eating and body image? that is if you’re not uncomfortable with writing that. if not then feel free to delete this!

*ೃ༄ tw eating disorder and insecurity

a/n: of course I can write this anon! Also I do have a vague idea of who you are but my lips are sealed, also trigger warning for those who are uncomfortable with eating disorder mentions and body image.

gn!reader, poc!reader friendly mwah <3

tw: eating disorder, tw: body image, please dni with this post if you feel uncomfortable with that. Go read some fluff or something <3

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Heizou makes it his job to get you to eat at least once a day. He doesn't like seeing you all upset over how you look, so he flirts with you more than usual to make you feel better. If you don't feel better, then he stops altogether and resorts to physical affection. If it does even bring a chuckle out of you, you best believe he's going to compliment you to no end. You can't get rid of such disorders overnight, but your boyfriend Heizou will do everything in his power to make sure you feel as good about yourself as you can. Mwah <3

Kazuha's heart breaks when he sees you eating too little or eating too much. Why are you doing this to yourself? You are hurting your body! And on the Raiden Shogun's sword he legit almost cries when you look at yourself in the mirror and you start pulling parts of your body and comparing yourself to others. He writes poems about how wonderful you are, choosing his words carefully so he doesn't accidentally hurt you, and how beautiful and perfect you are. Kazuha won't hesitate to tell you outright how he thinks of you and, rest assured, he thinks you're amazing.

#ainsley's gift pile #ainsley answers #ainsley writes #genshin x reader #genshin x gender neutral reader #genshin x gn reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x gender neutral reader #genshin impact x gn reader #genshin fluff #genshin impact fluff #heizou x gn reader #heizou x gender neutral reader #heizou x reader #heizou fluff #tw: eating issues #tw: eating problems #kazuha x gender neutral reader #kazuha x gn reader #kazuha x reader #kazuha fluff

[paddockpatrol]

I gotta say, the number of times and the way in which Max talks about food and wanting to eat in just the bit of the documentary that's out.... let me put it this way if a friend of mine did that, I'd be worried...

#tw: eating problems #tw: eating issues #max verstappen

[irondadmadlads]

Irondad Prompt #192:

TW: Sensory Processing Disorder, Eating Disorders, Avoidant/Restrive Food Intake Disorder/Selective Eating Disorder. Please stay safe and skip this prompt if these topics will upset you

Ever since the bite, Peter’s been weird around food. Sure, he needs to eat more because of his metabolism, but he just doesn’t seem to have an appetite and even small meals fill him up. Not to mention, he’s oddly selective. Sure, he’d theoretically love to try the new thai place with May or shawarma from Tony’s favorite restaurant, yet the thought of trying something unfamiliar causes his heart to beat out of his chest.

When Tony and May notice his odd behavior they set up an appointment with Dr. Cho. After a few evaluations, she comes to the conclusion Peter is struggling with Avoidant/Restrive Food Intake Disorder - an eating disorder in which someone finds difficulty in eating certain foods due to their sensory inputs* (looks, smells, feels, etc).

A/n: With all prompts, please tag me if you write them, but especially this one. It’s very personal to me.

*There’s more than one type of ARFID. What Peter is struggling with in this prompt is the avoidant type.

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[katanaski]

To all my girlies with eating disorders... I am hugging you so so tight ♡ Because no! It's not easy when someone says:

"Just eat!! Even if you're not hungry,you have to eat"

Stfu because I want to,so bad but my body doesn't let me...

#tw:food #tw: eating problems #idk #I'm struggling specifically now that I'm focusing on my fitness #i know i need to eat more in order to gain and benefit #but i can't...i can't but I'm trying!! #I'm so frustrated guys you don't understand #i will get through this...i will #deleting #sorry for venting