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grateful because shit could be way worse

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A hug would help me so much

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On the other side of depression is insanity

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It’s nothing like sharing exactly what you feel and still feeling misunderstood

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Staying for the moments when life doesn’t feel that hard

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I overcame all this shit by myself

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Nothing hurts me more than feeling like the people who should love me

doesn’t

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Sugar and sex has become my newest drug of choice

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The holidays is such a sore spot for me

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I told you what I was going thru and you still left

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I’ve never recovered from losing you

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I just want to feel normal. I want to have a not so good day and my first reaction isn’t to hurt myself. I want to wake up and look forward to my day. I want to believe that people actually love me

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Strangers show me more love than my family

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Hope whoever sees this overcome their battles. I know this shit isn’t easy

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Most days my prayers is just not to wake up the next day

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I understand that no one owes me anything but to know someone had the resources to help me and chose not to hurts

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It’s a constant war between wanting to die and wanting to live

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