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connieslover · 6 months

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𝙞 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙣

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ ࿐ a shy cellist finds himself falling in love with a mysterious girl who visits him every afternoon (part two).

𝘪 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦, 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦

☆ princess!oc x cellist!anton

☆ fluff, slight angst, royal au

(suggested songs ; laufey lovesick, mitski my love mine all mine, taylor swift daylight & enchanted)

the next night, akira didn't show up.

and she didn't show up for the rest of the week.

yet, anton constantly checked the time on the clock, perking his head up whenever someone the bell rang and he remained staying at the store past midnight in hopes that she would show up again.

he was confused, concerned, and worried as to why she suddenly just disappeared. he recalled what she mentioned a few days ago about how her parents found out she was sneaking out and thought that maybe they found out that she was sneaking out past midnight. he was utterly worried that she was in trouble.

anton dreaded coming to work over the past few days, just because the person he looked forward to seeing wasn't there. what worth was it to get ready for work, to tidy himself up in the morning only for her not to be there?

his close friend, sohee noticed that he wasn't acting like his usual self and took it upon himself to try and comfort his friend.

"what's wrong anton?" sohee asked, dragging a chair to sit beside his friend.

anton let out a sigh and rested his head in between his crossed arms, "nothing's wrong sohee,"

sohee rolled his eyes, "come on now anton i know you. something's clearly wrong. i can tell that you've been feeling out of it."

"what would you do if someone you liked suddenly just disappeared?" blurted anton, taking sohee by surprise.

"suddenly disappeared?" repeated sohee, "well i would be confused and hurt. and worried of course. i'd try to find out what happened. search every part of town for her if i could,"

anton brought his head up from his arms, "search every part of town for her? why haven't i thought of that?"

anton immediately stood up on his feet at sohee's response and hurriedly took off his work apron, grabbing his messenger bag and slinging it over his head.

"woah there where do you think you're going?" sohee followed suit, placing an arm on his hip as he watched anton fold his work apron.

"i'm going to town to search for her," sohee's jaw fell open, astounded that anton actually took his words to heart, "wow she must be really something,"

anton nodded sheepishly, "please tell the owner that something important came up,"

sohee gave him a thumbs up, "good luck anton!"

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anton let out a sigh, realizing that this was already the second time that he passed by the same bench again. he had walked around the town, discreetly checking the neighborhood, parks, stores, and restaurants in hopes that he would bump into akira.

"where could she be?" anton asked himself, his eyes observing the area around him.

as he walked past the fountain which was located in the center of the town, his ears perked up at a conversation shared between a group of teenage girls.

"did you hear? they're holding a ball this friday in honor of the princess!" squealed one of them with short hair.

"i read that she was to be engaged to prince wonbin. isn't he the dreamiest? i heard that they were childhood friends as well. it's such a love story. i wish i was a princess," cooed the other with long blonde hair.

"oh i'd love to be princess akira. she's living the dream,"

anton froze in his spot.

"princess...akira?"

he repeated it over and over again. princess akira. princess akira. princess akira. princess akira. princess. akira. suddenly he felt like his knees were growing weak and that he was seconds away from falling onto the ground. he was hit with a realization that made him physically dizzy.

everything made sense now.

she always wore a hood, to hide herself from the public in case someone recognized her. she had a specific curfew because she was sneaking out. her parents didn't want her to go out. she wore a different dress nearly every single day, and her hair was always neatly tied. she always had a pristine, royal aura that was indescribable.

everything made sense.

the reason why she stopped appearing was most likely that her parents found out that she was sneaking out again or that there was something else going on that anton didn't know about.

anton rushed over to the group of teenage girls, "she's to be engaged to prince wonbin?"

the girls looked at each other, startled by his sudden appearance.

"have you read the paper? apparently, she's to be married to prince wonbin. their parents have been friends for ages and they were planning on expanding their kingdom," explained the blonde girl while her friends furiously nodded in agreement.

"here look," the short-haired girl shoved the newspaper into anton's hand.

right there on the front cover of the page was a photo of her and the said prince. she had a delicate smile on her face which mirrored the one the prince had as well, their arms linked. he had a gorgeous face and it was evident that god really took their time making his face. as much as anton wanted to deny it, they looked perfect for each other. anton felt his heart sink into the pit of his stomach. a wave of uneasiness clouded over him and his mind was in disarray. there was a gnawing anguish that terrorized him, misery written all over his face. he felt the tears well up in his eyes and he forcefully tore his gaze away from the paper.

anton handed the paper into the girl's hand and walked away before he started to pick up the pace and started sprinting, eyes blurring with tears. he needed to go home.

anton fell onto his bed, an arm over his eyes as he tried to swallow the information. he couldn't believe it. he didn't want to believe it. the photo of them together was haunting his mind, making his insides clench together.

she was to be married to a prince. and anton was far from a prince. he didn't live in a castle, he didn't have a kingdom, he was just a normal teenager working at a bar, serving customers and selling instruments. he didn't stand a chance against wonbin who was a prince. he was just a nobody. a normal person. and akira was a princess. someone who was at a much higher status than him. he didn't even deserve to be in her presence.

the whole time that they hung out together he could only ask himself, why did she hide the fact that she was a princess? why couldn't she ever tell him? was all the secret smiles, the fluttering heart moments they shared for nothing?

anton's body wracked with the force of his sobs, his chest was hurting from trying to breathe. he was heartbroken. he was hurt.

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it was the night of the ball and anton was curled up in his bed, listening to the sounds of the wind blowing, the loud music that was playing in the bar a few miles away from him, and the sound of his quiet sniffles.

"anton? are you in here?" sohee asked from the opposite side of the door, "come on anton you can't stay in your room forever. i've run out of excuses to give to the owner!"

"go away sohee," mumbled anton, just loud enough for sohee to hear.

"i'm not going to go away until you tell me what happened,"

anton removed the blanket from his legs and trudged his way to open the door to his room. sohee nearly tumbled down to the ground as he was leaning against the door.

"well you look like you've been going through it," sohee cleared his throat, noticing how disheveled his hair looked and his tear-stained cheeks.

"it's over sohee. can you believe it? im in love with the princess," anton whispered sitting on his bed there was an evident tone of sadness in his voice.

sohee's gaze on him softened as he took a seat beside him, "so she was the girl huh? who would've thought that a princess would've been visiting our store,"

"she's to be throned to someone else. a prince," anton whimpered, "how am i supposed to compete with a prince? he's probably proposing to her right now,"

"maybe she's not in love with him. just because he's a prince doesn't mean that she's infatuated with him. for all i know maybe she's in love with you too. haven't you thought about that?" started sohee, patting anton's back, "it doesn't matter if she's a princess, you love her for who she is right? and if you never let her know how you feel, you'll live with that regret."

anton wiped his nose with the sleeves of his shirt, "i think that might've been the wisest thing you've ever said to me,"

sohee threw his head back laughing, his eyes forming crescents, "i feel flattered. thank you. now come on, you have to tell her how you feel before it's too late."

"but how? how the hell am i supposed to get into the castle?"

sohee grinned deviously, "oh anton, leave that to me,"

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anton fell onto the luscious fresh grass with a thump. he got back up on his feet, dusting off the grass off his pants and wiping his hands on his shirt.

sohee knew of a secret passageway to the castle garden that he accidentally came across a few months ago. and luckily for the two of them, there were no guards in their paths or people. however, anton did have to crawl through a passageway that nearly crushed his body as well as climb over a wall.

anton cautiously walked around the garden. there were rows and rows of flowers such as roses, lavenders, and daisies as well as wall bushes that made the garden feel like a maze. anton found himself at a secluded part of the garden where there was a small fountain in a shape of a heart, as well as a figure sat on the edge of it, head in their hands.

anton took a sharp inhale of air, his heart hammering against his chest.

"akira...?"

the said princess stood up in a rush, eyes widening as she watched anton walk closer to her. for the first time, her brown hair wasn't tied and instead, it was let down in waves with a dainty tiara sitting on top of her head. she wore an off-shoulder pale rose-colored dress with layers of ruffles going down to her ankles. a crystal necklace wrapped around her neck, glimmering under the moonlight. her eyes were teary, indicating that she had been crying previously but despite that, she looked more beautiful than ever. there were no words in the dictionary that could describe how beautiful she was.

anton felt underdressed considering that he was only wearing formal pants as well as a fitted blouse. in this moment he felt like he wasn't suited to be in the presence of a princess.

"anton? what are you doing here? h-how did you get in here?" she asked frantically, taking in the sight of the person in front of her.

anton didn't answer her question but instead sat at the edge of the fountain, "why did you just disappear without saying anything?"

the two were embraced in silence as akira sat beside him, fiddling with her fingers.

"ever since that night, a lot of things happened. i- i wanted to tell you about who i was. i really did but i couldn't find the right time to do so. i was afraid that you'd see me differently or treat me differently. i would've hated for you to change the way you acted just because i'm a princess. i didn't want you to see me as royalty," akira started, her voice quiet and honest, "the store was my only getaway from this place. this castle. i've been cooped up here nearly every day of my life and it felt so suffocating. that was until i sneaked out one day and stumbled upon you and the store. it was like a breath of fresh air to finally be somewhere where i was treated like a normal person. where i could be myself and not have to worry about my duties, my parents, and everything else. i really did want to tell you anton,"

she took a deep breath before she continued, "but my parents found out that i wasn't in my room during the afternoons and i was watched over by the maids. so i could only sneak out during the night when everyone was asleep. that night that i was supposed to see you, they found the tunnel i used to sneak out. it was barred and there were people taking guard so i had no way to see you. it was frustrating and i didn't know what to do. and on top of that, i had to prepare for the ball today. i really did want to see you anton. i'm glad i got to see you again,"

anton felt his heart slightly at ease that she didn't get into deep trouble by sneaking out. but there was something else that bothered him.

"what about prince wonbin? i heard that you were to be throned to him," he stammered, biting his lip.

"prince wonbin? oh no i only see him as my friend and nothing more. though it is true that i was supposed to be married to him, we both agreed that it wasn't something we wanted. i don't see him as a lover," anton felt the heavy-hearted feeling leave his chest and he could finally breathe again. he felt so relieved.

at this point, anton wasn't really sure what she was talking about anymore. something about how wonbin and her were childhood friends and their parents being friends. but his focus was on her facial expression, how she was furrowing her brows and grimacing at the thought of dating him, how her plump lips were moving, the sparkle in her eyes, and how the moonlight made her look so angelic. he felt bad for not paying close attention to what she was saying.

when akari was done rambling, she noticed the soft tender look in anton's eyes, as well as the smile that was displayed on his face. he looked adorable. she swore that she had never felt butterflies in her stomach until now.

anton slowly closed the distance between them so that their shoulders touched. his pinky reaching out for hers.

"can i kiss you?" breathed anton, his voice quiet and shy. but he couldn't help himself. to be with her was all he wanted right now. his heart was pounding so loud he could only hear his heart ringing in his ears.

anton caressed her face, as she leaned into him, closing the distance between the two as their lips collided with each other. once they separated, anton's face flushed, looking away. he felt like his heart could burst at any minute.

building the courage to look back at her again, his heart raced even faster as she laughed at him, her cheeks as rosy as the roses in the garden.

hearing the sound of the ensemble finally playing, akira stood up, offering her hand to the boy, "would you like a dance with me?"

anton rolled his eyes jokingly, grinning as he accepted her hand.

"just so you know, i've never danced before," confessed anton, placing a hand around her waist and the other on her shoulder while both of her hands rested on his broad shoulders.

"well i'm glad to be your first then," smiled akira as they swayed to the music, basking under the moonlight.

"you're everything i've ever dreamed of, princess," gushed anton.

"don't call me that," snorted akira. she leaned her head against his chest, hearing the fast pacing of his heartbeat.

"is it okay? for a person like me to be in love with you. i mean. i'm just a normal person," spoke anton, a hint of sadness in his voice, "i work at a bar and you...you're a princess,"

"i'm just a person like everyone else. and i want you to see me as me," akari stopped swaying to the music and lifted her head to face anton. she brushed away a long strand of hair that covered his face, "and besides, i love you as you are my prince,"

anton felt like he could've died happy right there and then. if it was even possible, he was blushing even harder.

"and i love you as you are,"

tilting his head down, anton closed the space between them again, his soft lips meeting hers as he brought her closer by the waist.

under the moonlight, they professed their love for each other and shared a happy ending.

#riize #riize x reader #riize imagine #riize au #riize ff #anton au #anton ff #anton x reader #princess #slay #kpop

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connieslover · 6 months

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𝙞 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞'𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ ࿐ a shy cellist finds himself falling in love with a mysterious girl who visits him every afternoon (part one).

𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘤𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯

☆ princess!oc x cellist!anton

☆ fluff, royal au

(suggested listening: laufey, what falling in love feels like)

the tall brunette hummed quietly as his long fingers grazed against the guitars on display. chatters and sounds of clinking glasses filled the store.

anton worked as a server, as well as an occasional performer at the town's bar and instrument shop. wanting to support his family and his younger brother, he gladly accepted the job offer when the owner found out that he had a knack for playing the cello.

noticing that one of the guitars was dusty, he pulled out a handkerchief from his pocket, held the neck of the guitar, and slid the handkerchief across the frets, removing the dust.

as he did so, he felt the weight of someone bump into his back, causing him to stumble on his feet.

"oh my god im so sorry!" a girl stood before him, her hands gripping the beige fabric of her dress. she wore a beige-colored dress with long sleeves as well as a brown hood that sat on her shoulders. she had brown hair that was tied into one long braid. her round eyes met anton's and for a second, he felt like the air was knocked out of his lungs. he had never seen such a beautiful person. he couldn't even call her beautiful for it felt like the word was undeserving for her.

anton blinked, bringing himself back to reality, "oh no it's alright,"

his voice was quiet and soft like velvet. anton quickly averted his gaze from the girl, stuffing his handkerchief from his pocket.

"do you work here?" she asked the boy.

anton nodded his head and for some reason, he couldn't find the courage to meet her eyes. was he even deserving to look at someone as beautiful as her?

"i've always wanted to visit here. there's such an array of instruments. if i could, i'd love to play all of them," she beamed as she looked around the store.

"you can always try out the instruments if you'd like," spoke anton, watching as she walked around the store, curiosity lingering in her eyes.

she turned to face the boy with excited round eyes, "really? i'd love that," she walked towards anton, "by the way, what's your name?"

"anton lee. and yours?" anton sheepishly answered, flattered that she asked for his name.

"akari," replied the girl.

'akari. what a fitting name for such a girl whose presence was radiating with such elegance, light, and beauty,' anton thought himself.

akari's eyes flickered to the clock that was displayed on the wall. her mouth opened slightly before she hurriedly wore the hood back onto her head.

"i have to leave now but i'll come back tomorrow. it was nice meeting you, anton." she smiled at him before she walked out of the store. the way she said his name made his heart flutter. he'd love to hear her say his name again and he was already looking forward to the next day.

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anton was sitting on a chair, resting his chin on the palm of his hand as he stared at the small stage. occasionally, his eyes would flicker to the clock. his feet tapped against the ground feeling slightly impatient and nervous. the sound of the bell from the door rang, diverting his attention to whoever entered the store.

to his pleasure, it was the person that had been on his mind the whole night. akari entered the store with the same hoodie that she wore the previous day. but today, her hair was tied into bun and she wore a brown dress that was the same color as her eyes.

"anton!" she greeted him, her lips curling into a smile.

"hi akira," anton greeted back, standing from his seat and dusting off the invisible dirt from his pants.

"god i couldn't sleep at all last night. i kept thinking about what instrument to play. but after a long thought, i think i'd like to try out the guitar today," akira's hands moved animatedly as she spoke, there was a glistening look of excitement in her eyes.

"do you have any experience of playing an instrument?" curiously asked anton.

akira nodded to his question, "i know how to play the piano. well i was forced to," her voice turned quiet towards the end of the sentence and anton being the attentive person he was, was quick to note it.

"i-i'd love to hear you play," anton bashfully said, making akira grin.

"i'll play for you one day. now let's get a guitar!"

the two sat across each other. on akira's lap was a light brown colored guitar and on anton's lap was a dark brown colored one.

"so...how do you play a chord on this?" asked akira as she strummed the first few strings of the guitar.

"it's fairly easy to play and memorize the chords on a guitar. this chord for instance is a g chord," anton demonstrated by strumming the chord and akira tried to copy his finger placements.

"and this one is a d chord,"

"this is an f chord, it's a bit trickier to play," anton watched as akira's pointer finger stretched out across the fret, the rest of her slim fingers struggling to stay put on the frets.

"here, if you use this finger instead it's easier," anton leaned closer, changing the placements of her fingers. he noticed the difference in the size of their hands, how her fingers were smaller, and how her nails were neatly trimmed.

"i think i got it," exclaimed akira as she strummed the said chord.

"i have a chart for all the guitar chords if you're interested," anton brought up. akira nodded eagerly.

a few short minutes later anton came back with a sheet of paper in his hand. he sat back down in his seat and handed akira the sheet of chords. akira looked at the sheet in her hands.

"did you draw the chord charts yourself?" questioned akira, noticing the smudges of pencil here and there.

"yeah i did," sheepishly answered anton, fiddling with the strings of the guitar.

"that's amazing. your handwriting is super neat. this is going to be so helpful," akira looked up from the sheet, her eyes meeting anton's brown doe eyes, "thank you,"

anton felt the heat rising to his cheeks and he quickly averted her gaze, stammering "it's nothing really,"

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over the next few days, anton spent his afternoon with akira, teaching her how to play the guitar. he enjoyed the time he spent with her, whether it was silently watching her practice, listening to her hum ever so often, or even listening to one of her rambles.

"oh come on anton! you work at an instrument store how do you not know how to play the saxophone?" queried akira, the saxophone in her hands.

"i don't know how to play all the instruments. i wish i did though," anton waved his hands, defending himself.

"just try it at least," akira shoved the saxophone in his hands. he couldn't say no to the desperate look in her eyes.

"fine," he murmured.

anton took a deep breath before he blew into the reed, pressing the keys in hope that something sounded right. anton created the most disharmonic noises possibly known to mankind. it was as if someone jumbled up three songs and hoped for the best.

akira found it amusing, bursting out into laughter. her laugh was just like the rest of her- genuine and sweet. her eyes were crinkled, her teeth showing just slightly. her laughter could brighten up the whole room. and she was laughing all because of him. anton was proud of himself that he was able to evoke such a joyous emotion from her just by playing the wrong keys on the saxophone. he felt slightly embarrassed at the fact that he played so terribly that she found it hilarious but nevertheless, anton found himself smiling, ignoring the flutter of his heart and how the tips of his ears were reddening.

"actually, never mind. never play the saxophone again," akira said in between laughter as she held her stomach.

"come on now, i don't think i was that bad," joked anton, putting the saxophone back in its place.

"well, if you never practice and learn, you'll definitely become a world class saxophonist," teased akira, her cheeks flushed pink from all the laughter.

"yeah yeah i'd like to see you try to play the saxophone," anton rolled his eyes earning a head shake from the girl.

"no thank you,"

akira glanced at the clock on the wall and let out a gasp. she hurriedly packed her belongings into the small pouch she always brought with her.

"oh god i'm gonna be late. i have to go anton," she worried, wearing her hood.

"i'll see you tomorrow?" anton asked, tilting his head slightly with his hands in his pocket.

akira smiled and nodded her head, bidding goodbye to the boy.

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the next day, akira didn't come.

she wasn't there the day after that as well.

anton ran his fingers through his hair as he checked the clock on the wall for what seemed like the hundredth time of the day. many thoughts ran through his head throughout the day.

what if she got into trouble? what if she found another store to go to? what if she got bored of him? what if she moved to a different city? did i do something wrong?

akira was a mysterious girl. anton always wondered why she had such a specific curfew and why she always had a hood on her. not once had he seen her without one. there was something odd about her that he couldn't place his finger on.

aside from the many questions anton had about akira, he also wondered why he felt distraught that she didn't visit him.

his eyes glazed over the bar, watching as people clink their glasses together and chatter amongst themselves.

"why do you keep staring at the time?" anton's head snapped to the person beside him, startled.

"it's nothing sohee...." he sighed, adjusting the black tie around his collar.

his older friend sohee raised a brow at him, crossing his arms he asked, "are you looking for someone? perhaps the girl whose been visiting you these past few days?"

a bashful look overtook anton's face and he cleared his throat, "w-what are you talking about?"

sohee rolled his eyes and placed his hand on the taller boy's shoulder, "oh anton you know exactly what girl i've been talking about. some of the other workers have mentioned her. how is she like? is she pretty? is she nice?"

"she's the most amazing person ever. she has this aura that's just so... alluring. i don't know how to describe her. i can't find the right words to," anton breathed, her smiling face appearing in his mind.

"sounds like my friend is in love," sohee cooed with a teasing grin.

"in love? what? no no she's just my friend," denied anton shaking his head.

"i don't know who would describe their friend as 'the most amazing person ever'," retorted sohee, "you literally have heart eyes right now,"

anton bit his lip, trying to deny the fact that he was falling in love with a girl he'd just met over a week ago.

"i have to meet her! if she comes again you better introduce me to her," sohee chirped before he scurried elsewhere to serve a customer.

"anton, you're up in five."

anton let out a sigh and made his way to the side of the stage where his cello was waiting for him. once the previous performer had finished performing their song, anton made his way to the stage. the sleeves of the work blouse he wore was rolled up to his elbows, his firm veins on display.

the crowd cheered for anton as he introduced himself. he didn't perform every night, only once every few days or maybe once a week. he was a bit shy and he hated being in the limelight for too long but performing for the bar was good money so he couldn't really complain.

anton took in a deep breath before he started playing the new piece he learned. he pressed against the strings of the cello, using his bow to express all the notes. he played the cello beautifully like it was an extension of himself. as he closed his eyes, immersing himself in the music he wished that akira was here.

the crowd applauded loudly for anton once he was finished. whoops, claps, and cheers were heard around the room as he fluttered his eyes open. to his surprise, his eyes were met with a familiar pair.

it was fairly dark but he could see the faint silhouette of a hooded girl at the back of the crowd. her brown eyes were glued onto him and he couldn't tell if it was the lights but her eyes were sparkling, almost teary-eyed. anton's heart raced, and he had to blink twice to make sure that he wasn't seeing things.

anton rushed to take a bow and pack his cello back into his case. he squirmed through the crowd, muttering small thanks to the people who complimented his performance. all he could think about was akira.

and there she was, standing in the corner of the bar wearing a silky long white nightgown. like the first time he saw her, her hair was tied into a long braid that laid over her shoulder.

"akira," he breathed, the grip on his strap tightened. he noticed the look in her eyes, how it was a contortion of gloom and something else.

"you play the cello so beautifully. i never knew that you could play," admired akira.

the corners of anton's lips curved into a small smile, "thank you akira. and you never really asked,"

akira giggled quietly before the two of them were engulfed in silence. in the background was the next performer playing the violin.

"why didn't you come the other day?" anton broke the silence. akira looked away with a troubled gaze which only made anton worry more.

"my parents found out that i've been sneaking out. and since then, it was harder for me to find a way and time to sneak out. i'm really sorry for not coming," explained akira as she fiddled with the strings of her hood.

"hey, it's alright. but you shouldn't be sneaking out. i'd hate for you to get into more trouble," anton remarked as he leaned against the wall beside akira, glancing at her worriedly.

akira bit her lip, "it's hard not to when this is the only freedom i have. visiting you...this place is the only place where i can feel like i can truly be myself. where i don't have to worry so much about my future, who i am, who i want to be, and what to do. it's like my little getaway,"

"you don't have to worry about anything when you're here. you're always welcome here," comforted anton, bumping his shoulder with hers. akira looked distressed and anton could see it. he noticed the foreign expression displayed on her face and the furrowed brows and forwn did not go unnoticed by him. akira finally smiled, having to tilt her head slightly to look up at him which made his stomach swirl.

"if you'd like you can come here anytime you're able to," suggested anton ignoring the subtle flutter of his heart.

akira's eyes rounded, batting her long lashes like an excited dog she asked, "really? is that possible?"

"well i'm sure the owner wouldn't mind if i let you in the shop during closing hours," anton rubbed the nape of his neck praying that the owner would be fine with the idea.

"would after midnight be fine? i won't be able to go out during broad daylight," asked akira.

"it should be fine. i'll ask the owner for you,"

"thank you so much anton!" beamed akira, feeling giddy. anton smiled to himself, delighted that she looked happy.

⭑･ﾟﾟ･:༅｡.｡༅:ﾟ::✼✿　　✿✼:ﾟ:༅｡.｡༅:*･ﾟﾟ･⭑

"the store looks so much different now that it's midnight," hummed akira as she walked around the store. the only light was from the streetlights outside the bar as well as the moonlight that seeped through the windows. what once was a bar filled with loud conversations shared amongst strangers and loud music was gone.

akira made her way to the piano, sitting on the leathered piano bench.

"is it alright if i play the piano?" asked akira.

"of course you can. i'd be delighted to hear you play," answered anton, sitting in the empty space beside her. the piano bench was just big enough for the two of them to sit. they were close enough that their shoulders brushed against each other.

akira's fingers grazed against the keyboards, feeling the familiar hard and cold keys under her fingers. she gracefully pressed the keys, stepping onto the pedals with her flats. a euphonious sound filled the room.

there was something about the way her face was illuminated by the moonlight, the way her eyes closed at certain parts of the song, the way her brown hair framed her face, and the way she turned to look at him with stars in her eyes that he'd count that made him realize,

fuck, he was in love.

roses began to creep beneath anton's cheeks when akira shyly adverted his eyes. they were so close that anton could smell the light scent of the perfume she wore. she smelled clean, like lilacs and vanilla. the fluttering in his chest grew louder, ringing in his ears. he was afraid that akira could hear his racing heartbeat.

akira tucked the strands of her hair behind her ears as she grinned at anton. 'has he always been this handsome?' she thought to herself. she had never realized how gorgeous he was now that they were close. his dark hair fell over his rounded eyes that were looking at her like she was the moon. he had a nose gifted by the gods, heck his whole face was carefully hand-sculpted by angels. his pink lips were curved into a small smile. a crimson adorned her face as she realized that she was staring at him for a bit too long. she diverted her attention to the keyboard in front of her, an unfamiliar feeling taking over her.

"you're amazing," gushed anton, "i-i mean your piano! when you play the piano...it's gorgeous," stuttered anton, earning a chuckle from the girl.

"thank you. we should play together, as a duet one day," suggested akira, tapping her fingers against the keys.

"i'd love to play with you," admitted anton, loving the suggestion.

silence fell over the two teenagers before akira turned to face the boy.

"hey anton...there's something i need to tell you,"

"what is it?" asked anton, suddenly feeling nervous.

"i..." akira paused for a moment, a faltering gaze in her eyes before she looked away from anton, "actually it's nothing. nevermind,"

"you can tell me anything," anton placed his larger hands over akira's, surprising himself with the bold action.

akira forced a smile, "maybe it's not the right time yet. but i'll tell you, soon."

the next night, akira didn't show.

#riize #riize imagines #riize x reader #riize au #riize ff #anton imagines #riize anton #anton x reader #anton x oc #sohee #princess #anton au #kpop #riize fluff #riize member

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connieslover · 6 months

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⋆｡𖦹°‧★ ࿐ headcanons of how the riize members would act when they're crushing on you

☆ idol!reader x idol!riize

osaki shotaro

★ he would try SOOOO hard to try and not look at you... like he sees you and your group walking to the middle of the stage and he's hiding behind sungchan trying to sneak a glance

★ when your group is performing he'd bop his head and sing your lines

★ would try and learn your dances every time you have a comeback

★ you bowed at him once and his smile grew even larger if that was even possible. Like. he'd just be thinking about that one interaction throughout the whole event

song eunseok

★ super super discrete about his crush that even the members don't know (right until sohee teased him and eunseok got super angry)

★ the only time he'd stare at you is if you were on the screen and he'd look so stoic but on the inside, he'd be squealing about how gorgeous you looked

★ every time you pass by him he'd hold his breath for some reason

★ constantly checks if yours and his group's comeback schedules aligned and whenever it did he'd cheer, happy that he had a chance to see you

jung sungchan

★ he's super friendly and kind so he'd smile and greet you every chance he has

★ dances along to your songs whenever you perform

★ one time he accidentally bumped into you because he didn't see you and he panicked, ran, and got embarrassed

★ he'd try and find a chance to stay back longer during award show endings/music show encores just to be around you and see you

park wonbin

★ GODD the first time you met eye contact he was so quick to look away and you were afraid he hated you or something... just because of the way he was staring at you like 0_0

★ will try to position himself so that he's standing near you/your group

★ tries to be slick at sneaking glances at you but miserably fails because anton always calls him out

★ though he doesn't smile often in public, whenever you passed by he'd try his best to smile at you

hong seunghan

★ lowkey grits his teeth whenever he sees you interacting with another male idol that's not him

★ accidentally outs himself as a fan of your group on a variety show

★ every time you show up on screen he would be so in awe like he'd stop dancing/singing and just stare in silence

★ gets so excited whenever the two of you share a small interaction like bowing at each other

lee sohee

★ he is rarely speechless and the first time he saw you...he couldn't form words and speak properly

★ would become more energetic every time he knows that you're around

★ whenever there's a random play dance session and your song plays he'd jump out of his seat

★ the members would tease and nudge him whenever your group was around and his ears would flush red

lee chanyoung

★ oh my cutie patootie anton would shrink himself whenever you passed by him

★ finds the opportunity to glance at you from time to time but he wouldn't make it obvious

★ memorizes your lines, he would listen to your songs on repeat all-day just to hear ur voice

★ smiles to himself whenever he sees you on screen and the members r just like... Awww our maknae is so crushing

#riize #riize imagines #riize oneshots #fluff #wonbin #sohee #seunghan #eunseok #sungchan #shotaro #anton #idol x idol #riize x idol #cute #kpop

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connieslover · 6 months

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𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ ࿐ headcanons of you being partnered up with the riize members for music bank

☆ idol!reader x idol!riize

first evuh riize hc... Many more to come teehee

osaki shotaro

★ BOYYY was he a nervous wreck when the two of you first met... but nevertheless he kept smiling like :D

★ you two always devoured the tiktok challenges and every idol just loved filming with the two of you because you dance so great tgt!!

★ shotaro would sometimes ask you for help with pronunciation and u'd always gladly help him

★ he wasn't afraid to interact with you more confidently on camera when the two of you got to know each other better

song eunseok

★ lowkey... the first few interviews you did together were awkward

★ the two of you became closer to each other when you realized you both loved watching anime and for the first time, eunseok couldn't stop talking

★ ngl even though it's scripted he'd love it when you'd have to say flirty lines/compliment him

★ he would get shy whenever you're interviewing him and his group because they'd be teasing him afterward

jung sungchan

★ you best believe that everyone would obsess over your height difference because mf is literally a giant

★ whenever you accidentally mess up your lines sungchan will quickly cover for you

★ whenever it's time for you and your group to promote he'd be your BIGGEST hypeman

★ absolutely a fan of the matching mc outfits

park wonbin

★ like eunseok, i feel like the first few interviews you have together would be awkward

★ the type to discreetly stare and glance at you during interviews

★ he messed up once and he got so upset but he was glad that you were there to cheer him up and cover for him

★ Lowk would hate it whenever he wasn't free to mc because that would mean seeing you mc with another guy

hong seunghan

★ he was shy at first but he became super confident and loved teasing you on and off-camera

★ i feel like he'd have sm selfies of the two of you together but he'd never post them because he's afraid of what the fans would say </3

★ would be SOOO excited to do the tiktok challenges with you

★ before the interviews he'd nudge you on the shoulder and the two of you would fight back and forth

lee sohee

★ just like sungchan, he would be super supportive whenever you promoted

★ the brightest sunshine ever... the two of you would have sm fun together and the guests would be comfortable

★ whenever both of your groups would promote at the same time he'd be so excited Like he'd just go to your room and ask to practice (he already has his lines memorised)

★ he made the cute iconic nickname for the two of you

lee chanyoung

★ boy was super shy and nervous the first time you met...like he was so timid

★ the staff would constantly tell him that he was being too quiet but you'd be there to reassure him and make him more comfortable

★ super giggly and loves it when you laugh and hide your face behind the cue cards

★ definitely cried on his last day mc-ing with you

#riize #kpop #riize imagines #rize oneshot #fluff #riize members #wonbin #sungchan #sohee #seunghan #eunseok #anton #shotaro #riize fluff #idol x idol

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connieslover · 6 months

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thinkin of doing a ts songs x riize member one shot series... what do yall think

#riize #kpop #wonbin #seunghan #eunseok #sungchan #shotaro #anton #sohee

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connieslover · 2 years

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good looking

｡༅:*ﾟ𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭

feeling conflicted, lonesome and unwanted, cat noir finds comfort in his classmate yuki on a rooftop of a stranger’s house.

inspired by suki waterhouse’s good looking (im so obsessed with this song KNSDKFNK)

✩ fluff, slight angst (very slight)

✩ minor season 4 miraculous spoilers

✩ fem!oc x cat noir

yuki hummed along to the tune of her favourite song with her hands inside the pocket of her oversized grey hoodie as she took careless steps on the tiles of a strangers rooftop.

yuki loved strolling. whether it was on a sidewalk, the beach or even on a strangers rooftop. it was her favourite getaway activity. whenever she wanted to clear her head, or when she was bored or even to have some peace from her family, she was strolling by herself.

yuki stopped in her tracks once she heard a voice. she carefully hid behind a chimney, squinting her eyes to take a better look at the person.

it was a silhouette of black. if she hadn’t stopped momentarily in her stroll she might not have noticed him as he blended in with the night sky. with prominent cat ears sticking out of his blonde locks, yuki knew very well who he was.

‘cat noir...?’ she mumbled to herself.

“i don’t get it...what is it that i don’t have? im charming, responsible (at times) and funny! what other traits do i need to make her like me?” he sighed, out stretching his arms and letting himself lay on the brick tile.

his eyes fluttered shut, “ill never be good enough,”

“mind if i sit here?”

the voice of another person startled the superhero, making him immediately rise up from his position and bumping foreheads with the other figure.

“oh gosh i’m so sorry!” apologised the blonde, acknowledging the other figure who was rubbing her forehead.

it was his classmate, yuki kugisaki who was a fairly new transfer student from japan. her parents were part of gabriel agreste’s small circle of close relations. he wouldn’t say that they were close friends but just good acquaintances.

“yuki?”

“you know my name?” the long haired female raised her brow at the superhero.

“uh i- of course i do! i’m paris’s superhero so of course i know everyone’s name,” cat noir blurted, waving his hands frantically.

“that’s....cool?” yuki wasn’t completely assured that it was true but she shrugged it off.

“so what are you doing here?” yuki asked, pulling the grey hood off her head.

“i should be asking you that. how did you get on a rooftop?” cat noir crossed his arms.

“well obviously i used my hi tech converse shoes that allows me to jump meters from the ground and fly from roof top to roof top,”

cat noir’s eyes flickered to her black shoes, “really?”

“of course not!” yuki rolled her eyes in a joking manner, “i just climbed,”

“well you’re a really great climber,” praised cat noir, “not as good as me though,”

“yeah yeah whatever so anyways are you going to answer my question?” she asked again.

cat noir let out a deep sigh and switched his gaze to the sky, “i just needed some alone time. i’ve been feeling so conflicted these days,”

“was i ruining your alone time?oh god im so sorry i should leave-”

“it’s okay you can stay,” cat noir cut off her sentence, “i’ve been having a bit too much alone time these days anyways...” he pressed his lips together.

“well um you can talk to me about it if you want but i won’t force you or anything because if you want to keep things private thats fine too since you’re a superhero and all! but sometimes it’s good to let things out instead of bottling them up. trust me, i know. if you need an ear i’m always here. well not to give you my ear but to listen. i’m a great listener,” yuki blabbered, her hands flying everywhere as she talked.

a small smile made it’s way onto cat noir’s face, “thank you yuki,”

the male bit his lip, debating whether or not he should open up to her. as long as he didn’t mention anything that surrounded his secret identity it would be fine.

“nowadays i feel like ladybug doesn’t need me anymore. it used to be just me and her. but now its me, her and a bunch of new other superheroes. well... i guess i’m partly to blame as to why we need new superheroes. i’ve been busy with my personal life that i’m not always there to help ladybug when theres an akumatization,” he paused, “i wish i could be with her all the time. but i know that i can’t. with all these new superheroes i feel like i’m just another one of her sidekicks and...another one of her admirers.”

cat noir brought his knees against his chest, his eyes glistening with tears that he’s kept in for so long that threatened to fall, “im in love with her. im in love with someone whose in love with someone else. i know that she’ll never love me and it’s the most painful thing ever,” his voice trembled with such pain and heartbreak.

yuki moved closer to the male, bringing her own knees to her chest.

“ladybug needs you and you need ladybug. i know i’m not really anyone to say this but her chemistry with you is much more different than with the other new superheroes. i can tell how much you cherish your relationship with her and i’m pretty sure that she cherishes it as much as you do.” yuki turned to face the male, “if i was a superhero, i’d be delighted to have you as my partner,”

“and as for your romance situation...love is...difficult. it always is a difficult thing. i’ve seen my mom break into pieces because of love. its powerful, scary and beautiful. you can’t force love. maybe one day ladybug will see you more as a partner. but in the meantime try your best to make her see all the best parts of you and all the parts she’s missing,” yuki’s mouth curved up into a smile, “remember that you’re not just a sidekick. you’re cat noir! a super cool, super good looking superhero whose funny (at times) and that you’re a person too,”

cat noir was absolutely speechless at her genuine and kind words. how was it possible that she was able to say such nice things that could make him feel so much better? he had never felt more calm and comforted by a person ever before until he talked to her.

the corners of his eyes crinkled, “yuki...thank you. your words mean a lot to me,”

“it’s no problem really. superheroes need some comforting too,” grinned yuki, patting his shoulder. he had never had the chance to take in the appearance of the female up close. her eyes were dark, almost like a deep abyss you could get lost in. he could see his own reflection in her bright eyes, along with the twinkles of the city lights. her dark jet black hair moved ever so slightly when the wind breezed. she was enchanting.

realising that he had been staring for too long, cat noir cleared his throat and looked away, with reddening cheeks.

the two remained silent as they stared at the sky. the night sky was aglow with bright lights from the street lamps. the pale crescent moon shone so brightly and mystical that it was nearly impossible to look away from it.

the sound of yuki’s alarm broke the silence between the two. the female fished her phone from the pocket of her hoodie, eyes rounding at the time. she had to leave before her family got suspicious about her whereabouts. she hastily jumped from the roof, letting out a yelp as she felt one of the tiles underneath her shoe slide, making her lose balance.

“maybe your super hi tech converse shoes needs some repairs,” grinned the cat. his arm was around her waist and the other was on her shoulder. now that he was standing in front of her, she never noticed his height nor how he oddly smelled like camembert.

a flush crept up yuki’s face as she laughed at his joke, “yeah i should take it for repairs then,”

realising that cat noir was still holding onto her she cleared her throat, “well um i have to go back home soon incase my family becomes suspicious of me. i’ll see you soon?”

cat noir smiled softly, “yeah, see you soon.”

he watched as she bidded goodbye to him and skilfully run across the rooftops. during the time he spent with her, not once did ladybug come across his mind.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

AAA I FINISHED SEASON 4. i Feel so Empty. ANYWHO LMK IF U WANT A PART TWO SLAYYY

#miraculous #miraculousladybug #catnoir #chatnoir #ladybug #adrienagreste #adrien #catnoirxreader #catnoirxyou #catnoirxoc #miraculousoneshot #miraculousff #marinette #chatnoirxoc #oc #mirauclousoc #fluff

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connieslover · 2 years

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homesick

(08) 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶

୨୧ 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬

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‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

riki nisihimura. that is the name of ENHYPEN'S youngest member (preferably called niki). being the only full foreigner on the team, there were a lot of things he had to sacrifice in order to be where he was today. he had to sacrifice his childhood in exchange for his trainee years. he had to move away from his dear and beloved family.

the boy was at the ripe age of fifteen, holding the title of maknae in his group. there existed instances where he felt alone. he had trouble from time to time understanding the korean language. well... he wasn't to blame. he wasn't native to the country so he couldn't be 100% fluent in the language. he was extremely grateful to his members for helping him learn the language, teaching him to understand it better. he was even more grateful to his fellow member's jay and yuki for speaking to him in japanese, making him a bit more comfortable.

there were times when niki thought about the life he had back in japan. he often thought about how his life would've been if he had never come to korea and debuted in ENHYPEN. he would be with his family, continuing school, and probably retained healthy hair. but he was happy with his choice. he finally got to pursue his dreams.

or was he happy?

niki was often conflicted with his own emotions. sometimes his homesickness would get the best of him. the poor fifteen-year-old boy was stranded away from his family and so he would put up a facade, pretending that moving to korea was the best decision he ever made. niki missed his family so bad. he didn't know when the next time he would see them be. well, if he was ever able to again.

a single tear rolled down his cheek. the more he wiped them away, the more they kept coming down. he sniffled as he curled himself under the blanket, thankful that he was the only one in the room at the moment. he hated for the members to see him in his vulnerable state.

niki thought about his family and how much he wanted to be with them so bad.

in the midst of his cry, he heard a faint voice, "niki? niki?"

niki remained under his blanket, biting his lip to refrain any sobs from escaping. he quietly waited under his blanket, hoping that they wouldn't approach him.

"niki, i know you're under the blanket,"

niki slowly peeled the blanket away from his face, quickly wiping away his tears in a harsh manner before he got up, his head facing downwards.

"hey, what's wrong?" he felt a hand gently placed on his shoulder, urging him to look up. the female in front of him stared at him with concern and worry, gaze gentle.

niki felt the walls of his throat constrict. almost as if he was struggling to swallow down all the painful emotions he was feeling. niki sighed heavily, letting his head drop once more. yuki wrapped her arms around his back, pulling him into her embrace.

niki found himself crying on her shoulder. his sobs weren't loud but fairly quiet. but his sobs carried heavy emotions in them. he had been keeping his emotions in for so long.

"i'm right here. it's okay," she whispered in their native language. her graceful fingers caressed his head slowly. niki found comfort in her hug, reminding him of the time he was comforted by his own mother.

once his sobs had quietened down, yuki pulled away from him, placing a hand on his shoulder, "would you like to tell me what's on your mind?"

niki hesitated for a moment but he nodded his head. before he could speak, he was cut off,

"but first, lay here," yuki comfortably laid down on his single bed and patted the space next to her.

"w-where?" he questioned, tilting his head in slight confusion.

"next to me you idiot," stuttered yuki in embarrassment, looking away to hide her tinted cheeks.

warmth spread on niki's cheeks as he finally understood yuki's words . he was reluctant at first but gave in. he squeezed himself on the single bed, squirming beside yuki. there was barely space in between their heads as their hairs mangled together. with just the slightest movement, niki could feel yuki's hand.

"okay, you can tell me what's on your mind now," yuki cleared her throat.

"i....i feel homesick," sniffled niki. yuki remained quiet, allowing niki to continue

"sometimes i wonder what it would've been like if i stayed in japan instead of moving here. but if i did, i wouldn't have been able to debut in ENHYPEN and meet you all. i haven't seen my family in a year and i miss them a lot. i wish i could see them right now," niki took a pause in his words, allowing himself to calm down for a bit before continuing, "i don't know when will be the next time i could see them...sometimes i ask myself if i am doing the right thing?"

"i understand you niki. i miss my family too. especially my cat. it's alright to feel homesick. we all feel homesick a little sometimes. i know that you will be able to see your family soon. they miss you as much as you miss them," her head turned to face niki who was staring above, "i think that you're doing the right thing. you always wanted to become a kpop idol right? well now, you're pursuing your dreams. there's so much in store for you in the future. you're so talented and so young. i know your parents are happy with the decision you made. you have to continue making them proud,"

yuki's words had made him calm down. all his negative thoughts seemed to have flown out the window by just the little words she had said. they meant a lot to him. niki couldn't remember when was the last time he was properly comforted.

niki's hands rested on top of yuki's palm, giving it a small squeeze(which was quite a bold move for a fifteen-year-old if i do say so myself).

he turned his head, "thank you yuki,"

their noses were barely inches away. at the close proximity, the two immediately turned their heads to the other side, suddenly feeling shy. this had made niki's heart race (how unfortunate for the boy since he had just calmed down).

"oh um, it's no problem," yuki cleared her throat for the second time of the day, her eyes wandering around the room. she didn't want to recall how beautiful his brown eyes were up close. the glossiness from when he was crying made them even prettier. there was a sort of depth in his eyes that made her intrigued. she shook her thoughts away.

the two remained silent, too busy in their own thoughts.

there was such warmth that radiated from yuki. it was exactly what niki needed at this moment. being with her made him feel calm. he felt like he truly could be himself around her. though at times she was hard to read, that was what made her interesting. those were the last thoughts he had in his head before he drifted off into sleep was how grateful he was for her.

at the stillness of the room, yuki whispered "niki?"

she turned her head, a small smile making its way onto her lips as she saw the younger male. his lids were closed and he was breathing slow but evenly. his lips were slightly parted, quiet snores coming out from his mouth.

yuki was about to get up from the bunk bed before she felt his hand grip hers. she was startled at the sudden contact.

"stay," she looked back at the japanese boy who was still resting on the bed peacefully, eyelids still closed. yuki groaned before she fell back onto the bed.

"maybe a five-minute nap won't be so bad," she yawned, eyelids slowly dropping.

niki woke up about an hour later, letting out a yawn. there was an uncomfortably heavy feeling on his shoulder and arm. not wanting to move his head, niki glanced at yuki's sleeping figure beside him. her head was snuggled beside his neck. he could feel her breathing against his neck. he stared at her sleeping face, taking every detail of her facial feature. his breath hitched at the sight of her exposed collarbone due to the very oversized cardigan she was wearing. he let out a small shout, accidentally pushing yuki off his single bed.

yuki yelped at the sudden contact between her and the wooden floor which instantly woken her up. she groggily got up on her two feet, furrowing her brows at the younger male.

"i can't believe you just pushed me off the bed!" she exclaimed, adjusting her oversized top.

"s-sorry i didn't mean to do that," niki frantically apologized, hoping that yuki didn't take note of how red his ears were.

the sound of their dorm room opening along with chatters of loud males made them divert their attention.

"niki you idiot. if you ever need to talk to someone im here," she murmured (it sounded more like a threat to him). and with that the young female stormed out of their room, rubbing her sore arm.

"what's up with yuki?" queried jay who had just entered the room, removing his jacket while doing so.

"im not sure,"

jay raised his brows, watching the boy bite back a smile as he hid his face in the pillow.

"kids these days..."

#enhypen #8thmember #enhypen 8th member #enhypen au #au #kpop #korean #kpop idol #niki #nishimura niki #niki imagine #niki oneshot #enhypen niki #connect!

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enhypen&hi season 1

(07) 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶

୨୧ 𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘰 𝘺𝘶𝘬𝘪 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯&𝘩𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 1

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"don't you guys think yuki is a great model?" the camera panned to sunoo who was watching yuki pose for their photoshoot like a proud mother.

"she is. she's really good at using her facial expressions," sunghoon added, giving a thumbs up to the camera.

the camera then turned to yuki who was currently having her solo photoshoot for the album. indeed like sunghoon mentioned, she was really good at using her facial expressions. the way she gazed at the camera and played around with her hair was so...enthralling.

(the camera then cuts to sunghoon and sunoo just staring at yuki. for like three minutes straight).

yuki stood in between niki and jake, all of them getting ready with their poses until the sound of the fog machine turned on, startling the trio.

"don't mind the fog, just keep your attention to the camera," said the director, making the members focus back on the camera.

yuki however, couldn't stop coughing from the fog, along with jake, her eyes too were getting dry.

"oh-my-god im so sorry," she spoke in between coughs, covering her hand with her mouth.

niki glanced at her worriedly, "are you okay? do you need water?"

"yeah im fine. i just hope he didn't take any photos of me mid cough,"

the seven members of enhypen were in the dance studio, gathered around the table in the middle of the room. on the said table were a cake and party decorations.

"sunoo, i can feel your hair against my neck, move!" whined the female. she was decorating the vanilla cake using a chocolate pen the bakery had given them. according to everyone in the room, she had the neatest handwriting.

"eek sorry!" he sheepishly apologized taking a step back and fixing his party hat.

once done decorating the cake with little hearts and smiley faces and a birthday message, yuki took a step back, satisfied. she placed her hands on her hips, watching as niki and jay placed candles on the decorated cake.

"i hope heeseung doesn't drop the cake like last time," chortled sunghoon who was goofing around with jake, doodling on heeseung's birthday hat.

"i'll still eat it anyways," grinned yuki, reminiscing when they planned a birthday surprise on heeseung's birthday. to their dismay, the cake toppled over the cake box (which was a somewhat weird occurrence in the industry). nevertheless, that didn't stop the members, specifically yuki, from eating the cake. although she did get a stomach ache the next day.

"heeseung's coming, quick everyone in positions!" whispered jungwon, switching off the lights.

the seven members shared a few giggles, standing in their dark with party hats on their heads. the sounds of heeseung's footsteps grew louder and once he stepped into the room,

"happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you~

happy birthday to heeseung,

happy birthday to you~"

the members guided heeseung to the middle of the table, niki helping heeseung with wearing his party hat. a smile was plastered onto the eldest face. he definitely knew that this surprise was coming (but being the person he was he acted like he couldn't hear them arguing about the party hats from the bathroom).

the eight figures were sat around the campfire, just finished eating their dessert which was roasted marshmallows. the warm fire from the wood was just what they needed to warm themselves from the cold temperature of the night.

yuki was sat in between niki and sunghoon, her black puffer being two sizes way too big for her. but she didn't mind it, she was freezing cold.

"remember the letters you wrote earlier? we'll be reading them out loud now," stated the director as the staff handed them the letters they had written in their spare time.

the youngest member, niki, read his letter out loud first. yuki was astonished as to how much he grew in such a short time. his korean improved well too. she watched him with endearment as he read his letter.

"good job niki," she smiled to him, giving a thumbs up in which he returned.

after all the members had recited their letters, finally, it was yuki's turn. everyone had their focus on yuki, making her slightly nervous.

"don't...look at me like that please," she stuttered, tearing her gaze away from her members and directing it to the letter she wrote. the female cleared her throat.

"to, the members of enhypen. i know that we all came across a rocky start in the beginning but i think that if that never happened, we wouldn't be the way we are today. i am very grateful that i am able to debut and befriend you all. i have learned so much from everyone so i'd firstly like to say thank you. during the times where i feel alone, i remember that you guys always have my back. to jay and jake, thank you for putting up with my corny english jokes. heeseung, please stop hogging all the ramen from our pantry. sunghoon, thank you for always being patient with me. sunoo, i hope we can continue having our weekly facials together. to our youngest niki, i can't wait to watch you grow. and to jungwon, thank you for everything you've done for our group," yuki paused from her speech, chuckling a bit that they were listening to yuki so intently, "i hope that we can continue to grow as a group. there are many things out there for us. it may be too early to say i love you but um i appreciate you all,"

"yuki, you're going to make me cry," jake joked, resting back into his chair and clutching his chest.

"i think jungwon's actually crying now," pointed out heeseung, the members turning to face their leader.

jungwon sniffled, fanning the air, "it's the smoke i swear!"

"we will protect our princess no matter what," jay smoothly said, sending a wink to the younger female who snorted in response.

"wait yuki so you don't love us?" gasped sunoo dramatically, a pout forming on his lips.

"w-what no? i didn't say i didn't," the female stuttered, waving her hands in the air in denial.

"so you do love us?" sunghoon raised his brow.

the female's cheeks grew pink, "u-um no? but yes? i don't know how to say it...i...um" yuki turned her head away, huffing, "you guys are annoying."

"yuki loves us!"

#enhypen #8th member au #enhypen 8th memember #kpop #kpop idol #jungwon #jake #jay #sunghoon #sunoo #niki #heeseung #bts #enhi #connect!

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Hi! I looked at your content, and here’s a BNHA/Todoroki fic I think you’ll like! https://archiveofourown.org/works/30784562/chapters/75987455

ill definitely check it out thank you! <3

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𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 : 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚　given-taken　˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

❝𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦첫날의 아침

조명이 비춰태양의 눈빛❞

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚　stage outfits ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

#enhypen #enhypen 8th member #au #kpop #kpop idol #given taken #jungwon #heeseung #jake #jay #niki #sunghoon #sunoo #connect!

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(06) 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶

୨୧ 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘸𝘬𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘴, 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘶𝘬𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯

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♫ ykwim? ; yot club

jay was usually the first member out of the males to wake up in the morning. the tired boy exited his room, scratching his nape as he yawned. he blinked twice, allowing the sunlight to flood his vision as he winced at the brightness. he walked over to the kitchen, furrowing his brows. the pans were exactly as it was last night. nothing had been brought out. there was no smell of meat, or bread being toasted. breakfast wasn't served.

panicked, jay hurriedly rushed over to her dorm room. his knuckles met contact with the door, knocking it a few times.

"yuki? are you still asleep?" he asked, leaning his ear against the door to hear anything. but to no avail, did he hear anything. more panicked, he knocked on the door a few times again. the sound of jay knocking onto yuki's dorm room made his members wake up from their slumber.

"hyung, what are you doing?" questioned niki, trudging in his sleep. jay furrowed his brows in deep confusion and worry.

all the seven males were gathered in the living room, nearby yuki's room where jay was standing. slightly confused as to why he was knocking on her door.

"is yuki not awake yet?" asked jake, eyes glancing at the dining table and realizing that there wasn't any food.

"i don't think she's here."

the seven boys exchanged glances with one another.

"move aside," at the eldest words, jay took a step back, allowing heeseung to twist the doorknob. once he opened the door to yuki's room, they were greeted with a room with a bed, wardrobe, and vanity. however, what concerned them was that there was nothing else. it was as if yuki had never been living there for the past month. the seven males flooded the room, sunoo instantly noticing the piece of paper that rested on the bed.

taking the course as the leader, jungwon picked up the letter, reading it out loud,

'hi everyone, it's me yuki.

well...who else would it be? after moments of long thinking and hesitation, i decided that this would be the best course of action to do. thank you so much for this past month. i have learned a lot from practices and participating in what idols usually do. it was a fun experience. over the months we knew each other, i made a lot of mistakes. i hope you all can forgive me for the times i have halted the practice sessions because of my carelessness and lack of talent. i did try my very best to the end. i know our group dynamic is awkward and i blame myself for it. perhaps i should've rejected si hyuk's offer in the first place. you all are a bunch of talented people. i really mean it. watching you all on i-LAND made me realize how large of a gap there was between us. the seven of you deserve to debut. and i think that it would've been best if you seven debuted without me. it was meant to be that way.

i'll handle my resignation by myself and send my apologies to the staff for dropping out of the group.

it was a pleasure to meet you all.

~ sadako yuki wishes you all the best'

there was a moment of silence. a moment of realization.

yuki was officially dropping out of enhypen.

jungwon grasped the letter in his trembling hand. he knew that it was all his fault. his fault that yuki felt so secluded from the group. his fault that yuki felt this way. his fault that their group had an argument last night.

he shouldn't have said those harsh words to her.

before any of them could exchange words, the doorbell to their dorm rang twice. hopeful that it was somehow yuki, they all sprinted out of the room with heeseung taking the lead to open the door.

however, once he opened the door, it was not yuki who he was greeted with.

but his senior.

"beomgyu? what are you doing h-"

"where the hell is yuki?" he asked with panic. he was breathless. presumably from running around the hybe building and searching for enhypen's dorm.

heeseung furrowed his brows, "how do you know yuki?"

they allowed beomgyu to enter the dorm room as he tried to steady his breathing.

"we were close friends during our trainee years remember?" beomgyu's eyes flickered to the seven males in front of him, "yuki slept in our dorms last night but when we woke up, she was gone. yeonjun tried calling her phone but she hasn't picked up. im assuming that her phone died,"

"she's not in our dorm either. she left this letter saying that she's resigning," jungwon handed beomgyu the letter yuki had written while the senior ran his hands through his hair in frustration.

"she didn't tell me anything about resigning." cursed beomgyu, skimming through the letter as fast as he could.

"we can't just let her leave," everyone turned their heads to the youngest in the room.

"it was partially our mistake that yuki decided on leaving. we should take the responsibility to find her and bring her back," jungwon bit his lip, feeling probably the guiltiest in the room.

"damn right you will," beomgyu switched his phone on, realizing he had a few missed calls from his managers and fellow groupmates, "god this is the worst timing ever. i have to prepare for an interview for today,"

"you all better bring yuki back," he sternly said before dashing out their dorm.

"i've never seen beomgyu like this," spoke heeseung, recalling how worry was basically plastered all over his face.

"doesn't matter. our main priority now is that we have to find yuki,"

jake shivered at the coldness, pulling his jacket closer to his body. he looked around his surroundings, realizing that it was getting late.

"do you see her yet?" he asked jay. the american shook his head in response as he checked the time on his apple watch.

"isn't that yuki?" niki pointed out to the park not too far from them.

the blonde-haired female was sitting on a swing with her sanrio luggage bag beside her. in front of her was a white cat which reminded her of her own little cat in the apartment she shared with her family. oh, how she missed her cat so bad.

"yuki," at her name, the female's head perked up. the cat she was previously playing with had run away. she was too engrossed with the cat in her own world that she didn't hear the sound of footsteps walking towards her.

she blinked back in surprise at the figures in front of her, "oh um...hi," she awkwardly greeted them, playing with the ends of her sweater.

"did you resign already?" sunghoon asked, noticing her shivering figure. she must've been outside for a while, he thought.

the female bit her lip, "not yet. i just needed some time for myself,"

jungwon felt slightly relieved that she hadn't resigned yet. which meant that she was still a part of ENHYPEN for the time being. he kneeled down in front of her, hands on his lap.

"yuki, we're sorry. all this time we've been unconsciously making you feel like an outcast. we all should've tried harder in befriending you. we didn't mean to make you feel so lonely," his gaze returned to yuki, eyes turning glossy, "i'm really sorry. for all the things i've said to you. for hurting your feelings. i haven't done my job properly as a leader. i should've ensured that you felt comfortable with us and acknowledged your troubles too,"

"we're really sorry yuki. we should've done something a while ago," heeseung apologized.

"we need you in enhypen. we want you in enhypen. and we want you to debut with us," continued jake, gazing at yuki tenderly.

"we'll all try our best to make you feel more comfortable with us," nodded sunoo.

"please come back to us noona," niki pleaded, a slight pink displaying on his cheeks.

before any of the seven males could add anything further, a melodic sound came out of yuki's mouth. laughter. her laugh wasn't too loud nor too quiet but just loud enough so that only they could hear her. her laughter and look of happiness were contagious, urging the males to smile too. after all, this was the first time they had heard her laugh.

"i'm sorry, it's just that you all look so silly kneeling down in front of me," she giggled, a hand covering her mouth (a habit she did when she laughs).

"a passerby might've thought we were offering prayers to you," joked jay, standing up from the ground and dusting the dirt from his joggers.

yuki fiddled with her fingers as she stood up from the swing, "i'll try my best to be a member of enhypen,"

the seven exchanged grins, glad knowing that they had brought her back.

"you're already a part of enhypen," sunghoon grinned, ear to ear to the girl.

yuki let out a gasp at the sudden contact, stumbling on her feet. sunoo had wrapped his arms around the girl's shoulder, attacking her with a hug.

"totally not fair that you got to hug her first,"

the six males took it upon themselves to tackle sunoo and the girl into a group hug, nearly bringing them all tumbling down in the park. it was their first group hug and it felt warm. slightly sweaty but warm.

"thanks for coming back, yuki."

#enhypen #8thmember #enhypen 8th member #au #kpop idol #kpop #enhypen kpop #jungwon #jay #heeseung #sunghoon #jake #sunoo #niki #bts #tomorrow x together

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(05) 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶

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♫ i cant handle change ; roar

♫ fool ; cavetown

"it's nearly twelve. is yuki not back yet?" asked jay as he looked at his apple watch which displayed the time.

"i don't think so. her room is still dark," noted niki with a yawn. the members were slowly heading off to their room to sleep. all except jay, niki, and jake who were in the living room watching a television show.

it was the second night that yuki's presence was absent during the night. the second night starting from the day she received harsh criticism from the instructor. the seven boys weren't dumb. they knew that something in her changed. she become more closed off (if that was possible) and was practicing even harder. her passion to get better was clearly evident.

"you guys can head to bed first. i'll wait for her," hummed jake, sitting comfortably on the couch. jay and niki exchanged glances but nevertheless, they listened to the boy.

at a separate building, yuki was done running through the dance for what seemed like the fourteenth time of the night. she panted as she sat down on the floor before reaching out and drinking her water. she needed to practice even more. she needed to practice until she could be on the same level as the rest of her members.

being the only female in hybe, yuki had to train with the rest of the male trainees. as obviously they didn't have enough female trainees or staff to train yuki by herself. it would've been a waste of money too. until they had enough female trainees, they could then properly separate female and male trainees. throughout her trainee years, yuki found it hard to dance the way the males did. having different anatomies, the way she would dance would differ from them. but that's what made her stand out. she could dance with more grace than they ever could.

yuki felt like she was in the dark during her trainee years. being the only female from her male trainees, it was harder for her to fit in with the crowd. she did of course occasionally had a few friends here and there but the feeling of isolation still remained there. that's why she questioned her existence at the hybe label for years. she wanted to move to a different agency but somehow, she was always drawn back to stay at hybe. there was just...something about hybe that made her want to stay.

but now, she would be debuting as the only female in a male group. she couldn't believe the news when si hyuk first told her about it. it was a crazy idea.but, yuki couldn't give up the opportunity to debut when it was given to her.

shaking off her thoughts yuki stood up from her spot and gathered her things.

yuki arrived at her dorm, quietly unlocking the door and taking out her sneakers, and laying them neatly on the floor. the dorm was dark and just like always, she knew that her members were asleep. however to her surprise, she saw a brown-haired male laying on the couch with the television turned on to its lowest volume.

she quietly walked over to him, perplexed that he was deep asleep. he was sleeping peacefully, a hand on his chest holding onto the television remote. the female gently removed his grasp on the remote and turned off the television. knowing she was too weak to carry him back into his room she sighed before entering her room to grab something.

she placed the blanket over his body, ensuring that he wouldn't be cold when he was asleep. she whispered a good night to him before heading over to her own room.

for the next few nights, it was a norm for yuki to see jake sleeping on the couch. she always wondered why he was sleeping on the couch instead of in the room, where it was much more comfortable.

that night yuki entered the dorm expecting jake to be asleep once again, however, to her surprise, he was awake (barely), nearly dozing off on the couch with his head bent in an awkward position. yuki had to stifle her laughter.

she walked over to jake, shaking his shoulder gently which made him wake up from his near slumber.

"oh um what yeah hi," he mumbled, rubbing his lids with his hands.

"jake, shouldn't you be sleeping in your room?" questioned yuki quietly.

"well uh i've been kind of waiting for you to come back from training for the past few nights but i always fell asleep," jake sheepishly admitted, making yuki taken aback. there was a ghost of a smile on her pink lips.

"thank you for waiting for me," she thanked the male, taking a seat beside him on the plump couch. she let out a small sigh of relief at the feeling.

"it's no problem. but you should stop coming back from practice so late," yawned jake, his eyelids growing heavy and his vision blurring. yuki didn't say anything in return, staring at her lap.

yuki felt a weight on her shoulder, startling her from her busy thoughts. she felt his soft brown hair poking her neck, his breath slow and steady.

"jake?" she whispered. but to no avail did he respond. he was dead asleep.

"good night," with a yawn yuki found herself falling asleep, her own head unconsciously resting on top of his.

"once again everyone, the group dynamics, and energy... why has it not improved since last week?" questioned the instructor, disappointment lacing into his words. the room went silent. the sound of a pin drop could be heard.

"yuki has improved her dancing but what's the point of individual improvement if your group synchronization and dynamics won't?" the instructor rubbed his forehead, "individually, you all are great dancers but as a group, it's very awkward and incomplete."

before the instructor left the room he looked at the males, "whatever situation you have with yuki, fix it." with that, he left.

a bit after he had left, yuki walked through the corridors, returning from the water fountain. she rubbed her sweaty palms against her shorts, about to reach for the doorknob until she heard the conversation going on inside the practice room.

"don't you think yuki is greatly affecting our group dynamics and synchronization?" she identified the voice as jungwon, their leader.

"well...she does dance a bit differently than us but i think it's alright," sunghoon responded to his question.

"yeah, she's been practicing really hard over the past few days," acknowledged niki.

"but no matter how much she practices- or even us, we'll still perform 'awkwardly' and 'incomplete'," heeseung paused, "i think it's because our friendship with yuki hasn't progressed at all,"

there were noises of agreement from everyone.

"like jake mentioned before, she has the opportunity to drop out of the group anytime soon but why hasn't she?" queried jungwon out loud. jay and jake exchanged glances. at his statement, yuki was taken aback, dropping her water bottle onto the ground. the loud noise made all the boys turn their heads towards the door where the said female was standing.

"yuki-" gasped jake.

"i'm sorry for making so many mistakes and being so awkward with you all. i'm so sorry that i-"

jungwon harshly cut off her words, "stop apologizing yuki. if our debut doesn't go smoothly, you should really consider dropping out of the group. you won't be forgiven easily if you mess things up,"

yuki opened her mouth to speak but closed it tightly. for a moment there, jungwon felt guilty as he watched yuki's expression change. the sound of the air con was pronounced in the silence of the room. no one in the room moved and not a sound from any of them was made.

"actually i was considering dropping out anyways," she lied. her voice was soft, almost fragile as if she would cry at any minute. feeling like she would break down any second, she hurriedly grabbed her bag inside the dance studio, ignoring jake and jay who were calling her name. she exited a room without a second glance at them, already feeling a tear escaping from her eye.

"jungwon, i think you went too far."

it was already turning dark. yuki didn't know how long she had been roaming around the hybe building and to her surprise, it was a lot bigger than she thought it was. she didn't know where she was going nor did she have a plan. she just needed to be away from them and alone. she found herself at the rooftop of the building. yuki sat against the wall, knees curled up against her chest, brown eyes gazing at the sky.

the night was deep. the silvery moon contrasted against the dark blue night sky with shimmering sparkling dots of light twinkling to say hello to the girl. sounds of loud chatters and music from restaurants could be heard. the night wind breezed against the girl, tousling strands of her blonde hair.

she leaned her head against the wall as she recalled the events that happened.

'you should really consider dropping out of the group.'

jungwon's words that kept repeating in her head had stung her deeply.

there was truth to what the instructor and her fellow members had said. as a group, they were awkward. yuki blamed herself largely for the reason why her friendship with her members was growing slowly. it had been a month since they met and their friendship had not progressed at all. perhaps it was because yuki thought to herself that she knew she would never be able to fit in with them. she often imagined what it would be like if they debuted without her. it would've been perfect.

yuki hated herself for not trying harder to befriend them. but for her it was hard. especially since they all seemed so well off without her, resulting in her sitting out in conversations and only nodding or saying a few words at a time. she felt like she could never fit in. and she wished so hard that she could do so.

but sometimes, no matter how much effort you put into something, it won't turn out the way you want it to be.

yuki had never felt so alone ever since the middle of her trainee years. with having to live further from her family, losing contact with her close friends, and practically not having a lot of friends in hybe and distancing from her closest friends who were in hybe, she was alone. she hated feeling so lonely. and as time went on, her loneliness felt more like solitude.

there were nights when yuki drowned herself in thoughts that kept her awake. nights where her loneliness would take hold of her. all she could do in those dark hours was cry. plead for someone to take away her loneliness. with every moment of isolation, her anxiety deepened. it threatened to swallow her whole. but with frequent visits to psychologists and anxiety pills, it made it a bit easier for her to live her life.

yuki didn't know when she started crying.

a flood of salty tears gushed down her milky cheeks. she wiped her eyes but they kept falling down anyways. realizing that she wouldn't stop crying, yuki let herself cry.

her heart was heavy with dread, shame, loneliness, and sadness. her tears fell onto her knees, rolling down her skin as they continued to fall like the rain. a sob escaped from her trembling lips. there was a tightening around her throat and it felt like it was harder to breathe.

she recognized this feeling all too well.

her chest started heaving up and down faster than it did before and it was harder for her to think. sobs escaped her lips one after the other and it felt like the whole neighborhood could hear her crying. in the midst of her panic attack, she could hardly hear the sound of the door pushing open, alongside her name being called by someone.

"yuki? yuki!" the male sprinted to her figure, kneeling down in front of her. he peeled her fingers off her face, revealing her slightly swollen eyes and her tear-stained cheek. his heart cracked at the sight of her crying. he hated seeing her in this state. in her weak and fragile state. without a second thought, he brought her into his embrace. one of his hands was on her head while the other was on the small of her back, rubbing it up and down in an attempt to calm her.

"im here now yuki. you're not alone," he spoke with such gentleness to her as if she were a child, "remember your breathing exercises. breathe with me yuki."

with the familiarity of his voice, yuki knew who it was. she followed his breathing as steady as she could. her once loud sobs had quietly died down to quiet whimpers and the tears that escaped from her eyes took a pause. his slim fingers brushed her hair. once he could feel that her breath was steady he slowly moved himself away from the female.

"yuki, tell me what's wrong," he asked with worry glazing in his eyes.

"i...feel so alone," her voice was still cracked and in her throat, "i told them i would drop out of enhypen," she could feel the tears in her eyes gather once again, threatening to drop.

"tell me what happened. truthfully,"

and so, yuki did. she told him about how she felt so alone during her trainee years, how she felt like she was an outcast amongst them, their awkward friendship, and how she felt like she wasn't good enough to debut with them. and while she did, he listened itently, rubbing circles on her palm.

"im so sorry you had to go through that yuki. no one deserves to feel like an outcast. i know you tried your hardest. your efforts were not wasted," he rolled his sweater past his elbows, doing a threatening pose, "should i go to your dorms and teach them a lesson?"

this earned an airy chuckle from yuki, "don't. i don't think it would be very sunbae of you to do so,"

the male rolled down his sleeve, his head turning to face yuki. he stared at her with earnestness and sincerity, "yuki, you're a great trainee and an even greater person. you're so talented. so fucking talented. imagine being the only female trainee in hybe. you're a fucking legend yuki! you're so good at singing, dancing, and rapping. heck, you could even take my spot in my group if si hyuk-nim allows it. i wish you could see how talented you are. i know it's hard to befriend people. boys specifically. but as long as they don't put in their efforts, both parties won't go anywhere. i don't want you to give up. but if it's hurting you this much, as a friend, i don't want you to go on with them."

yuki felt like crying for the third time of the day. she was moved by his sincerity. she knew that he was the type of person who would never fail to comfort her. but if it wasn't for the way he was staring at her and holding her hand and how fast her heart was racing, she definitely would've cried. without a word, she wrapped her arms around his body, pulling him into a hug.

"i can't thank you enough beomgyu."

"you don't need to thank me stupid. i'd do this for you any day," he snorted, patting the top of her head.

"how did you find me anyway?" the two broke their shared embrace.

beomgyu tapped his chin, "psychic powers?" yuki squinted her eyes at him, "okay fine i happened to see you run to the staircase and god you're a fast runner. you might as well train to become the second usain bolt instead,"

a laugh escaped yuki's lips. her laugh was one of beomgyu's favorite things about her. even when she would mock him, her laughter was full of warmth and life. he found himself smiling, glad that he was able to make her laugh.

"oh god...where do i go for the night? i can't face them after all that. has happened," yuki's laughter died down, realizing that she really had nowhere to go for the night.

"well...our dorms are always free,"

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yuki was the first one to wake up the next day, an hour just after the sunrise. she groggily rose up from her bed, briefly checking the time on her phone before she did her usual skincare and dressed in simple and comfortable clothing.

after checking the refrigerator and pantries, to her dismay, there was barely anything (asides from the ramen the staff bought them). she sighed and dialed her manager, ensuring permission that she could go grocery shopping. and with a yes, yuki headed out for a mini grocery trip.

once she returned back to the dorms, she placed the grocery bags on the kitchen aisle and organized the groceries into the fridge and pantries. with her own money, she wasn't able to buy much. but it was enough for a week (hopefully). she got the pans ready and started cooking breakfast for herself and her groupmates.

at the savory smell of meat and the sound of plates clanking against the marble table, jay was the first to wake up amongst the males. with his hair disheveled, he exited his room, rubbing his eyes. he was greeted with the sight of yuki carefully plating slices of bacon on top of the scrambled eggs with intense concentration.

"good morning," jay groggily greeted, making yuki topple the bacon in surprise. she stared at the male in front of her.

"g-good morning," she greeted back, wiping her hands on the apron she brought herself, "i-uh, cooked breakfast for everyone. please eat well!"

"thank you,"

was what yuki last heard before she scrambled back into her room.

over the past few weeks, it was a norm for yuki to cook them breakfast. though the members felt guilty that she had to cook all by herself in the morning yuki didn't mind it. she loved the peace she had in the morning. cooking was therapeutic for her and she definitely did not want to have any awkward interactions with her fellow members.

asides cooking breakfast, her relationship with her fellow groupmates ceased to grow. perhaps it was because of yuki's introverted self or maybe the lack of will to develop a friendship with her groupmates that ceased their friendship to grow. but it was evident that there was a gap between her and the seven males. although yuki couldn't blame them though. after all, they had been friends during their trainee years and competed in the same survival show which strengthened their friendship and knowledge about one another.

yuki felt like an outcast.

it was easy for the males to have conversations amongst one another. and they do bring up yuki a few times or so but that was it. during their album photoshoots, yuki practically forced herself to act like she was close friends with them when they weren't. as long as she kept acting, the fans wouldn't know, would they?

the female didn't know what to do. she couldn't bring up a conversation to talk about without overthinking about it and having someone else cut her off. and she most certainly didn't want to force a friendship with them. but if she didn't do something, the gap between her and her members would continue to grow.

it was on a friday night where yuki overheard the conversations of her fellow members.

"do you guys think yuki hates us?" she heard niki ask suddenly. at the mention of her name, yuki furrowed her brows and leaned against her door to hear better.

"i think hate is a strong word...she doesn't seem like the type of person to hate someone," sunghoon cautiously answered.

"but doesn't it feel weird?"

there was a silence at jungwon's question.

"weird as in us and her. it seems like she doesn't really want to get to know us. and vice versa. if our relationship with yuki is this awkward, our group dynamics will fall apart," he continued. there was truth in his words.

"even in our dance practices, she doesn't seem to have the same chemistry as we do," added heeseung.

"i seriously wonder what si hyuk-nim was thinking." sighed jungwon and yuki could tell the disappointment evident in his tone.

"yuki's trying her best. let's just try and get to know her a bit yeah? and not be too harsh on her," she identified this voice as jay. she felt grateful that he had spoken up for her.

"i agree. and furthermore, remember the terms si hyuk-nim had stated for her? he said that if she didn't want to continue anymore, they would pull her out of the team." jake acknowledged.

"is he....implying for me to drop out of the group?" thought yuki to herself.

that night, yuki couldn't sleep.

the male let out a yawn as his fingers brushed his tangled dark hair. it was currently very early in the morning. so early that the sun wasn't even awake yet. the sound of his slippers was the only thing he could hear as he walked towards the kitchen.

once there, he was greeted with a lock of dark hair on the table making him shout in surprise (and terror). at the sound, the figure rose her head from the table, eyes meeting with the figure standing in the darkness.

"y-yuki? what are you doing here?" his deep voice questioned, walking to the refrigerator to pour himself a cup of water. yuki remained silent as she fiddled with her fingers. deep in thought.

the male took a seat next to her, his glass quietly making a noise as it interacted with the marbled table. "yuki? hello?" he waved his large hands in front of her, earning her attention.

"couldn't sleep. i just wanted water," she lied. sort of.

"couldn't sleep because...?" he questioned, resting against the chair and folding his arms.

"it's none of your business," she quietly answered. the two remained silent for a while.

"i know it's been hard for you to fit in with us," he broke the silence, "but don't worry too much about it. before you know it we'll all get close,"

yuki shook her head, her black hair falling out of her ponytail, "i don't think so. you guys seem far better without me," there was a gloom that followed her tone.

"hey, don't think like that. si hyuk-nim put you in this group for a reason. you should believe in yourself," yuki stared into his eyes, noting the sincerity in them as he spoke. she felt a bit comforted by his words. nevertheless, that didn't stop her from thinking that she truly did not belong in this group.

"thank you jay." jay's eyes then flickered to his hands that were unconsciously holding onto hers when he tried to comfort her. yuki seemed to realize it too. he stuttered an apology before the two separated their hands away from each other. they were engulfed in silence once again.

from the beige curtains, the orange hue of sunlight peaked through, greeting the two. it was the start of sunrise. the sounds of birds chirping could be heard in the distance.

"what do you say we make breakfast?" suggested jay, a small grin appearing on his face.

"together?" questioned yuki, tilting her head to the side slightly. the male nodded and stood up from his seat, already gathering ingredients from the pantry and fridge.

"i didn't know you cook," yuki cleared her throat as she watched jay mix up a batter of what seemed like french toast dipping.

"only sometimes," he paused in between his whisking to turn to face the shorter figure, "i always felt bad for letting you cook us breakfast. one is better than to two you know?"

this was the first time that jay had ever seen what seemed like a smile on yuki's face. even though it was a small one he felt somewhat prideful that he was the first to see her smile.

and so, the pair prepared breakfast for the rest of the group with bits of conversations shared here and there.

the practice room was tense and humid. all eight members of ENHYPEN were present in the practice room along with their dance instructor, practicing the dance of their title track with a demo version (as they weren't finished with the vocals for it yet). the sounds of sneakers squeaking against the floor could be heard along with music playing through the speakers.

"stop stop stop," the eight members stopped mid chorus at the sound of their instructor. he paused the music with his phone, letting out a sigh.

"yuki, you're half a beat off again."

yuki bit her lip, apologizing "i'm sorry it won't happen again,"

"let's start from the beginning of the chorus." the instructor clapped his hands and the members got into their designated positions for the first chorus. yuki could feel the instructor's eyes following her around through the mirror as she danced. once they were finished with their second run-through of the song, the instructor walked towards yuki.

"yuki, your movements needs to be sharper instead of fluid. your movements needs to fit in with the rest of the team." he instructed, giving an example of the wrong movements she had been doing. yuki nodded in understanding, feeling embarrassed that she was called out once again.

once they reached their fourth run-through of the song, the instructor paused the music once again. yuki just knew that he was going to call out on her again.

"is there something on your mind yuki? you look very out of it. you dance like a corpse," the instructor had his brow raised, an impatient tone to his words.

"i just didn't have a lot of sleep. i'm sorry sir," yuki apologized once more, bowing her head to the elder.

"don't apologize to me, apologise to your groupmates. don't you feel bad for making them tolerate all of your mistakes?" he retorted with a slight click of his tongue. yuki never wanted to crawl in a hole so bad before. she felt extremely embarrassed and apologetic to her group mates and she could tell that they were getting impatient with her mistakes too.

"i'm sorry for being troublesome," she turned her heel and bowed to her own groupmates, not even daring to look at them in the eye.

"it's okay yuki," her head quipped to jake who gave her a small reassuring nod.

"let's go through the dance once more,"

after a good few rounds of going through the dance and yuki concentrating on her moves as hard as ever, their daily practice had come to an end. yuki leaned her head against the wall, chugging ferociously on the water as if she hadn't drunk for three days. she wiped the sweat off her neck with the mini towel she always packed in her tote bag. she watched as jungwon, heeseung and niki were discussing something. she cringed at the thought that they might've been talking about her.

"we all make mistakes," jay stood next to her, crushing the plastic water bottle in his hands.

yuki let out a sigh, "not as often as i do though,"

"it's alright yuki. during i-LAND i made a lot of mistakes and i often felt like i was the one bringing the team-" jay quickly slapped his hand across jake's mouth, the rest of his words becoming mumbled. jay widened his eyes at the fellow australian, giving him the look that was sort of like 'you shouldn't have said that dumbass.'

"it's okay, i'll just practice as hard as i can to catch up with the rest of you," yuki reassured them.

"yuki, please come over here," yuki perked her head up, meeting eyes with the dance instructor who waved her over to him. jay and jake shared worried glances as yuki walked to where he was.

the seven members could only quietly watch as the instructor continued giving out continuous criticism to yuki as she only nodded while he spoke with a poker face. although they were trying their best to make it seem like they weren't listening, it was fairly obvious.

"i'll try even harder sir. thank you," was the only words yuki said. by the end of their one-sided conversation, yuki looked more downcasted than she did in the first place.

"good work today everybody. i'll see you all in two days," the instructor walked over to the exit door but before he went out he spoke, "what you all are lacking right now is group dynamic and energy. so please....um fix whatever you all have going on." yuki swore she saw him glancing at her right before he left.

afterwords of thanks from the members, the room became quiet. and tense. with the members packing up their things, yuki followed suit but made sure that she packed up slowly so that she was the last member to leave.

#enhypen #enhypen 8th member #8th member au #enhypen kpop #korean pop #kpop #kpop idol #jungwon #jake #heeseung #niki #sunghoon #sunoo #jay #connect!

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𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ masterlist

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶 | read on wattpad!

˚₊✩‧₊ sadako yuki’s profile

01. ˚₊✩‧₊ the start

03 ˚₊✩‧₊ first meet

04 ˚₊✩‧₊ conflict part 1 | part 2 | part 3

05 ˚₊✩‧₊ 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 : 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞

06 ˚₊✩‧₊ enhypen&hi season 1

07 ˚₊✩‧₊ homesick

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(03) 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵! ☆ 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯'𝘴 8𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶

୨୧ 𝘴𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘰 𝘺𝘶𝘬𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯

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yuki sat in the meeting room with a few staff accompanying her. everyone's eyes were staring at the same thing. the screen. there was a fairly large screen in the meeting room, broadcasting the final episode of i-LAND. yuki's legs bounced up and down, sighing in relief as the last member had finally been announced. it felt like the mc spent an eternity calling out the names of the final members of ENHYPEN.

"and once again, congratulations yang jungwon, jongsung park, sim jaeyun, nishimura riki, lee heseung, park sunghoon, and kim sunoo for making it into ENHYPEN. this has been i-LAND." there were cheers heard in the meeting room. everyone was relieved that the survival show had finally ended.

throughout the past few months of the airing of i-LAND, yuki couldn't believe what was happening. she would be placed in a boy group and set to debut with them. sure she was excited at first at the thought of finally debuting but she didn't expect to debut in an only male group. she had heard rumors from the staff that hybe was apparently going to open auditions for female trainees but why couldn't they wait to debut her with them? well, she'd probably have to wait for quite a while.

anyways.

yuki spent the past few months practicing and watching the show i-LAND. of course, she had to watch it! after all, the show consisted of her future potential members. her thoughts were cut short when she heard a clap.

"alright! now that that's over, yuki, you will remain in this meeting room. si hyuk and your group members will be in this room shortly." said her newly designated manager, jihye kim. yuki nodded to her words and remained seated at her chair.

it was the longest thirty minutes of her life.

yuki fiddled with her fingers, her leg still bouncing up and down from the ground, a habit she did when she was anxious. her heart was racing even after she did a couple of breathing exercises. she was nervous as fuck. once again, her thoughts were cut off when she heard the door opening.

si hyuk entered first, followed by the rest of the ENHYPEN members. the girl with long black hair stood up from her seat abruptly, bowing to them and saying congratulations. not once did she make eye contact with any of them. they took their turns glancing at the female with unreadable expressions.

"boys, please take a seat." guided si hyuk. the seven males took their respective seats in the meeting room with the oldest member sitting next to yuki, "firstly, congratulations boys on making it into the final lineup. i am very pleased with this line-up."

the males shared awkward smiles with each other as yuki remained staring at si hyuk.

"as mentioned during the i-LAND program, it was stated that the final lineup would be debuting with hybes's secret treasure. our one and only female trainee, sadako yuki," si hyuk turned to face yuki with an earnest smile, "yuki, please introduce yourself."

the black-haired female stood up from her seat, "nice to meet you all. my name is sadako yuki. i-i hope we can get along," her voice was soft with a sort of edge to it. sadako yuki was a fairly tall teenager. she had a milky complexion which nicely contrasted her natural dark and long black hair which was tucked behind her ears. she had a perfectly sculpted nose along with pretty eyes. her facial features complemented her face extremely well. if there ever was a living doll, yuki would be fit for that title.

si hyuk laced his fingers together, "ENHYPEN is set to debut during november. which is in approximately three months from now. during those three months, you all are required to partake in the album making. recording vocals, having photoshoots, partaking in interviews and as you know, your first reality show," si hyuk took a pause to breathe, "and during these two months, i expect you all to get along with one another. yuki will be the only female in your group so please be kind to her. and as for the dorms, you all will share one dorm as a normal group would."

"however i will only impose one ban for all of you."

shares of furrowed brows were exchanged.

"there is to be no dating amongst the members."

once they arrived at the dorms, yuki was in awe at how spacious their dorms were. loud chatters immediately filled the room. before yuki could interrogate the dorms furthermore she was stopped by a voice.

"before we settle in our dorms, should we um... get to know each other a bit more?" heeseung suggested. heeseung was the oldest amongst them. he placed fifth in the final ranking and was known to be an ace which was true. he excelled in rapping, singing, and dancing. from their shared training, yuki's first impression of him was that he was fairly mysterious. he had a knack for learning choreography and paid attention to a lot of details.

"that sounds like a great idea," jungwon, the member who placed first agreed. he was a year younger than yuki but he was very mature for his age. he had this sort of leader aura around him.

soon enough, yuki found herself sitting in the living room in a circle that consisted of the ENHYPEN members.

"should we do introductions?" queried jay. he was the member who placed second. from her trainee days, yuki would note that he often wore designer brands. he had this sort of 'im so chic' look to him which intimidated yuki. his question made everyone's face turn to yuki. she blinked back in surprise.

"oh..um. hi im sadako yuki as i introduced before. i was born in 2003 and my mother is korean and my father is japanese. i was a trainee for four years and i-uh it is a pleasure to debut with you all," yuki stumbled over her words (the fact that seven attractive men were staring at her did not help her at all).

once everyone introduced themselves to yuki the room was filled with silence.

"i remember during our trainee evaluations yuki was very talented at rapping," sunoo, who she knew now was an ex-ice skater, stated. there were nods of agreement shared from around the room.

"her vocals were very good too," added jake, the exquisitely attractive australian speaker.

yuki shook her head in denial, "thank you but im not good as any of you,"

after a couple of shared conversations amongst the members with yuki only speaking from time to time, she decided that it was time for her to head to her room.

"i'll be heading to my room now. it was nice meeting you guys, good night." she stood up from her spot in the circle with a small smile on her face. the members bidding her goodbye and watched her figure enter her designated single room with her luggage bag following behind her.

"i have a feeling that yuki is introverted," the only full japanese member niki thought out loud.

"yeah...i hope everything goes well with our debut. i don't know how people will react to a co-ed group with only one female member," trailed jungwon.

"don't worry about it dude, let's just focus on giving our best!" sunoo, the other 03 liner as yuki cheered.

#enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen 8th member #enhypen au #kpop idol #kpop #8th member #8thmember au #kpop au #jungwon #jake #jay #heeseung #niki #sunghoon #sunoo #connect!

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