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Please be Patient

3/2/2023

I’m sorry. I don’t deal with emotions well.

I do not get angry often, but when I do, I feel it ten times worse than anyone else.

I feel too much, so I tend to put those feelings away and ignore them.

Today, I let myself feel. It was a mistake, for now you are mad at me. I’m sorry.

i am sorry, I am incredibly sorry. Please be patient, I promise I am better than this. I just need gentleness from your part.

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Would You be so Kind?

10/4/22

We have been talking for a while now... I was wondering if you would be so kind as to fall in love with me <3. You are truly someone to admire, and I just wish you would see me with other eyes. If it is not possible then, by all means, be happy even if it's without me. I just want to see you happy today and forever.

#Spotify #dés vu diary #would you be so kind #dodie #in love #love #crush #boy crush #please be happy

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Maybe, just maybe, this could work, this funny little thing between me and you

#dés vu talks #i have a crush #boy crush #crush #in love #lovely #love #he has the most beautiful eyes #brown eyes

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That feeling when you don't know anything and have nothing planned, yet, you feel the most whole can calm you have ever felt.

That's the what I want to experience with you.

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Class of 2020

5/27/22

I am part of the class of 2020. I didn’t get a prom. My graduation was short, I didn’t get to hang out with my friends after it; actually, I barely saw my friends.

My last year of high school was completely online, there was no end of year prank for the teachers, no goodbye party for us, no closure.

My prom dress is sitting in my room, unworn, staring at me every time I enter the room. I can’t sell it, i grew attached to it, to what could’ve been and never was. It’s hard, knowing I lost so much in just a year.

I feel I skipped a part of my life, a chapter. I don’t remember my life in 2020 or 2021. I started university completely online; to this day there are professors I have never seen. I didn’t make friends or meet new people until this year, 2022.

I have never went to a college party, or any campus activity because there are still so many restrictions.

I just hope life feels normal again some day, and I get to experience what I have missed.

#dés vu diary #class of 2020 #sad #nostalgia #nostalgic

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If it’s not like in Hearstopper, I don’t want it

#heartstopper #dés vu talks #talking #me talkin #talkin to myself #inspo

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To My Recent Crush,

5/19/22

I don’t think we are meant to be together, but oh god, do I enjoy your company. You truly are one of the most interesting people I’ve ever met, and if you happen to not like me back, just know that I am more than happy with just the friendship we have.

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Meeting new people hits different when you connect fast with them <3

#meeting new people #socializing #friends #interactions #lovely #uwu owo

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"There's millions of Tumblr users" to you. To me There's only about 12 and we all reblog the same five posts from each other

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“aren’t you tired of being nice” no!!!! i’m tired of everyone else being mean!!!!!!!!

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

please, please and please.

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🌊 ✨💖⚡☄if you're receiving this, you make someone happy💞🌊⚡💖✨☄go send this to 10 people who make you happy or who you think need cheering up.💞✨🌊✨⭐☄If you get it back then the better🌊💞💖

Awww thank you <3

#dés vu answers #<3 #ask box #my asks

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Phd? Yeah I am a pretty hungry dude lol! *enters a dark cave and never comes out*

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“Nature is so fantastic. Enjoy it. Let it make you happy.”

— Bob Ross

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Sick-Healthy

2/3/2022

It's days like this, when I feel sick

That I wish to just fall into an eternal slumber

I wish to be home, with my mom and just feel healthy

I want to be able to go out and feel well

To go out and not be scared that I will feel ill

I want to go out with friends to eat

To go to the beach and have fun

To be able to do my work

To be able to be active

I wish the doctors would do more than say it is anxiety

I wish I had a diagnosis

I wish to be healthy

#sickness #ill #illnesses #health #depression #demotivation #i'm sad #sad #my diary #dés vu diary #health system #anxiety

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Nature Collection Print by AnnaSeedArt

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