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fuuuck *bites lip violently*

#bucket

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Is summer here yet? BD

#stevebucky #steeb #bucket #art

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mcu releasing cacw like: “sorry mackie ur character who is actually a crucial part of the cap storyline historically can’t get any significant screentime in cap 3 yeah we know it’s the final movie sorry we had to have an endless fucking montage of maria stark trauma porn bc it actually wasn’t already clear tony was emotionally unstable and had mommy and daddy issues followed by the wandavision cooking special for,,,,,, reasons,,,,,,,,,,,, and oh yeah did we forget to mention this is actually another avengers movie and the first spiderman??? best we can do is a scene where sam’s mean to bucky lol …… what about steve rogers??? wait whose that uhhhh is he even in this script?”

(it’s bc they didn’t care about developing sam at all until he was their “only” option for cap and could safely not be shipped with steve if they ever actually interacted wait what huh who said that)

#IM JUST SO UPSET #i loved their relationship so much and we should have REALLY gotten to see it #cap 3 should have been ALL about steves friendships with sam and bucky in the wake of hydras return #it should have been about samsteve relationship and dynamic ESP if they had always planned for sam not bucky to take up the mantle first #ESP IF THEY STILL WANTED TO DO THE DUMBASS CIVIL WAR PLOTLINE LIKE SAM AND BUCKY AND NAT ARE STEVES REAL FRIENDS #IN COMPARISON TO TONY WHO PROVED WHERE HIS REAL NARCISSISTIC MOTIVES LIE #sam SHOULD HAVE become cap at the end of the movie #STEVE SHOULD HAVE PASSED THE TORCH THEN AND THERE #but noooooo we needed chris evans to market the final avengers 🙄 #steeb #sammich #samsteve #stevebucky #marvel #i speak #anti mcu #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #cacw #captain america civil war #captain america #anti tony stark #steve rogers #sam wilson #anthony mackie

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Long Hair Stevie

I prefer her with short hair but long haired Stevie has really been scratching an itch...

#SHES SO PRETTY #obsessed w ur style #steeb #bucket #stevebucky #art

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Transfem Captain America headcanon (cont.)

a continuation of my last posts here and here, drawn up ☆ I really really like the idea of her being gnc as well.

#OH i love this so much #ty recommended for answering my own question #steeb #art

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The Night Out

or "my excuse to draw them in fancy clothes"

Also, no one ever talks about this, but it's my personal headcanon that the whole super soldier serum process would have given her wicked stretch marks. Like, rapid growth is the one thing that would definitely make them, right?

(ps, I'm probably gonna start tagging all my trans captain america stuff, so look out for that ^^)

#THIS IS STUNNING #making me want to pull my transgirl cap fic out of the void #does she still go by stevie in this au?? #steeb #bucket #art #stevebucky

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sleeping positions that fuck up your spine feel so good for no reason it’s literally the devil’s deepest temptation

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is this how anthony mackie and sebastian stan pitched their marvel show to marvel hq

#sambucky

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how are you reblogging from deactivated blogs girl

dude how did i not see this until now i’m so sorry but uhhhhhhhh but i think it’s always let u do that u can’t see the blogs anymore but the posts live on tumblr forever as long as they’re on someone else’s blog unless u mean how am i reblogging stuff to my own blogs that are deactivated in which case huh??? bc i haven’t deactivated any of my sb yet so that would be super weird

#asks #sorry the reading is not comprehension today and idk which meaning u meant

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the funny thing about the steve x bucky ending is that everyone was like “ah boo hoo ur just mad ur stupid little gay ship isn’t canon” as if what steve did wasn’t terrible & shitty through the lens of, you know, friendship 

#EXACTLY #anti mcu #anti endgame #not my steve rogers #he doesn’t even tell either of his best friends who are still alive he’s going wtf

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you ever think about the fact that earlier drafts of serpent society/sputnik were gonna address buckys entire time away from steve and then contrast that with their reunion and also focus on the memory wiping machine’s “mind crown” which was gonna parallel namor’s serpent crown and thus perfectly tie together the literal/mythrical and modernized mcu hydra elements alongside bucky’s past and then the russos just said “that’s too hard” and made up some random fucking triggers words that they could later DELETE??? as if that makes any sense, thats how conditioning works, that’s how the brain works, or that’s how trauma works

#like. IM SO SORRY. BUT AS SOMEONE IN THE PSYCHOLOGICAL FIELD #THAT IS NOT HOW CONDITIONING WORKS #NOR HOW PTSD WORKS #WHAT THE FUCK #anyways i’m bitter #i speak #bucket #bucky barnes #james buchanan barnes #james bucky barnes #the winter soldier #hydra #the russo brothers #anti mcu #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #captain america #serpent society #captain america serpent society #captain america civil war #cacw

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Having been rewatching Avengers lately and I really hate the fact that Steve apologizing to Tony has been so constant that it actually became a pattern. He sends him a letter of apology at the end of Civil War, although he didn't actually do anything wrong, and in the beginning of IW Tony admits to Bruce that he still won't speak to Steve even after all these years. It's infuriating.

"I don't care, he killed my mom" - oh yeah? How many mothers and fathers have you killed? Did you forget that your missiles killed Wanda and Pietro's parents? You think that because you didn't do it in person you are excused? Winter Soldier at least had the courage to face his crimes. He remembered all his victims. You didn't even know yours. You never apologized to Wanda for what you did to her. You are responsible for deaths of both her parents and her brother, and what did you do? You imprisoned her in your home, traumatizing her even further by letting her think she is a monster to be feared. The first thing you did coming back from space in EG was yell at Steve for trying to give hope to his friends so they all won't go insane. You refused to help them in their hour of need. You took the shield from Steve, and he didn't even give you hard time for that. You basically ignored Natasha's sacrifice and death and made everything about you again. You, you, you, it was always about you, and Steve never said a word to you, never called you on your bullshit, although he should have.

You don't deserve Steve Rogers as your friend. You don't deserve Natasha, either. You never did.

#NO LITERALLY #the thing that sucks too is tony’s entire character arc is MEANT to be about getting over this type of shit and having empathy for others #he and steve have a good relationship in literally every other media and their mcu version is just exhausting #anti tony stark #but only bc the writers did him fucking dirty

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stucky babes how you doing right now 

#sobs #steeb #bucket #what if

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EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING

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#WHOA #so so so so stunning #bucket #art #tw blood

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Another AO3 thing I’m curious about, how do yall decide if something is good enough to read? Usually I follow a rule of 1 kudos for every 10 hits. One because it’s easy math and two it’s yet to fail me. Thoughts? Do you just go for it and pray it’s good?

#i filter by top hits first and go from there based on which ones sound interesting wym yall have cutoff criteria 😭