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Hello!! I am so sorry if this is weird but i just saw you have your asks open and wanted to leave a little message here! I recently re read your akaren/renkaza fic for the like third time, memories behind broken glass, and honestly i just really wanted to tell you how much i love it. i think of that fic all the time in my day to day life. ive talked about that fic to like 10 different people, every time i read it im sharing screenshots, im talking about it endlessly. your art is such a bonus while reading and really adds to it. its very lovely!! i love the flow and direction of it, the dialogue and the interactions. the way you write kyojuro's inner dilemma is so so so good!! i have such severe brainrot for everything you wrote in this fic!!! god it makes me fucking INSANE CRAZY!!! i get so fucking fhsbdahb at the scene where akaza is so fucking out of it and deliriously desperately saying 'next year.. next year we'll see the fireworks" holy FUCK!!!! god the emotions and build up and atmosphere of that moment drives me fucking CRAZY!!! that ping pongs around my brain all the damn time!! when he says koyuki's name!! when he shouts that its his wife....fuck!!! and kyojuro!!! everything about how he felt !!! the hesitancy and guilt and confusion about why he feels bad, if he should feel bad. akaza is a demon, he ahs killed and eaten countless humans. and yet. and yet!!! the whole weight of him not knowing what tengen thinks of him for this? that was written so well and was so fucking real oh my god i loved it so much. akaza calling kyo out on how he was just needling him for information to satisfy his own curiosity! kyojuro offering him humanity! FUCK! and god shinobu!!! tanjiro and the boys!! i loved loved loved the body horror aspect of you describing the human transformation. it was so grusome and wonderful and felt so real and good and fucking fantastic and amazing and perfect and stunning and this whole fic is so gorgeous. thank you for writing something as beautiful as this! it is truly such a wonderful read, and what a privilege it is to have read it! i literally think about it so often, i have parts of it memorized so i can play it out in my mind as an idle daydream at work. i truly love it so much. i hope you have a wonderful day and im so sorry for screaming in your inbox like this. i hope this wasnt a bother!! and i hope you have a wonderful week!!!

!!!!! Hi!!!!

First of all please please don't ever apologise for something so sweet and kind gkgngkf I just arrived at work and I needed something to cheer me up lol 🤡 I'll cherish this message forever because it might sound stupid but it still blows my mind that I could reach someone with my fics like this, that it does exist outside of my lil computer lmao. The fact that you really like some parts and remember them and you even send screenshots to people?? I do that all the time with my fav fics too but I'm so infinitely flattered that you feel like this about my fic ;-; This just means the world to me. And sorry for lack of updates, too, I do have actually a bit written for the next chapter but it's just very uhh kfjf slow going but you've given me some motivation to write more this weekend:')

Thank you, thank you so much for taking the time to write to me 💙 hope you have a wonderful day!! 💙

#asks #happy tag #hopefuladdictions #gjfjgjf #my fic #my writing #🥺🥺🥺 #renkaza

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Sebastian Michaelis ★ His Butler, in Disguise

#kuroshitsuji #Sebastian #damn he really be serving #got so yassified this season

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bruh re-entering an old fandom is so bittersweet cause you see all the arts and artists and fics you never finished and creators you interacted with almost a decade ago and most of them have just moved on too and just :(

#sad gorl hours #personal

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fake teacher and fake student

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #man i don't even remember which tag i used lmao #it's been so long *sobs* #those two clowns are back 🥺🥲🥹 #ciel #sebastian #art #seb's expression is everything

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Another AO3 thing I’m curious about, how do yall decide if something is good enough to read? Usually I follow a rule of 1 kudos for every 10 hits. One because it’s easy math and two it’s yet to fail me. Thoughts? Do you just go for it and pray it’s good?

#ao3 #damn. people be so algorithm driven they try to make their own manual algorithms #for sites like AO fuckin 3 of all places wow

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#🥺 #💚 #love #bros it doesn't get any more romantic than this

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#actually 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻 #this is so inspiring

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IM NOT READYYYYYY

#april fool's day #booping #ngl staff this was a really fuckin good one

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With The Boy and the Heron, Miyazaki really said: I accept that my legacy is out of my control, that my children may not be my successors, that this tremendous monument I've built with a lifetime of toil, this fiery blessing that simply fell out of the sky, may not continue without me, In fact, it may crumble to dust, I accept it because my children and their children are alive and well, in this imperfect world, and thats enough. Yes, I accept that this is the end, but God damn, I'll go out with a bang.

#jfc #the boy and the heron #ghibli #you couldnt have phrased it any sadder

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Reblog if you are okay with people giving you lots of boops!

#tumblr #booping

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Hare Study by Leszek Woźniak

#art #eyy polish artists

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This month is gonna be the last birthday in my twenties :'c I'm so old lmao 👵🏻 but also super sad that ive never really had birthday parties in my 20s, never did anything crazy, hell, most of them were just like any other day that I'd spend alone. And this year will be the same

#why do all the fun rights of passage of growing up and growing old pass me by #this is a stupid thing to be upset about but

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✨OX BEZOAR?!? ARE YOU GOING TO GIVE ME THAT?! REALLY?! YOU'D BETTER NOT BE LYING! ✨

#kusuriya no hitorigoto #the apothecary diaries #lol #maomao #jinshi #those ox sounds in the background lmaoo #poor lad fuckin wasnt ready for that

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pov: you're kurosawa

#adachi #tsuge #kurosawa #cherry magic #video #lol #cherry magic live action #fucking idiots lmao love them

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Made this for u 💝

#i cant write smut in any other way actually 🤡🤡🤡 #lol #fics #writing #ahhh i wanna get back into writing:(

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ohwelladays on Instagram

#art #illustration #i see what you did there I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE with the red flowers of Death in the fruit candy tin

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just because someone can articulate their point better doesn’t make them right, it makes them articulated. 

#this is very important and true #delivery of argument is not correlated with its quality #I've learned that first hand from my manipulative father #who Knows A Lot Of Words for sure and has a loud voice #that he's quick to use when he becomes aggressive. also quickly #but he is in fact a judgemental bigot with selective memory 'problems' #important