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Don't get too hopeful

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If only i had known that this would be so f*cking tiring then i shouldn't have been like this in the first place.

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Time check 11:11 and I'm halfway through sleeping hahaha, so sleepy.

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Started at 8:50, let's see how long I could last doing this f*cking work.

#hoshimarī

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Natalie Wee, Least of all

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So jeje

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You are never alone in this world. Someday I know for sure you'll find someone who'll understand you wholeheartedly. Cheer up!

I cried infront of my mother today

i cried infront of my mother today

instead of hugging me, she walked away and left me to sob

uncontrollably and sorrowfully in the kitchen.

so I started punching my legs maniacally, leaving my skin

black and blue and purple, her favourite colour

the bruises hopelessly attempting to imitate her absolute incapacity to care.

instead of comforting me,

she got angry at me for making her life more stressful than it already is

my tears merely ignored

like an inconvenient garden weed

So instead I sought comfort from my well hidden blade and traced a line for each word that hurt me most

my arm now dripping and limp

wine pouring out of my veins

when will you stop making me feel like an injured and weak animal

being hunted for fun.

19/02/24

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Ngl, this is fcking right

#reading #wattpad #pov #girls #boys

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Missing those moments when still talking with you.

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Is that right? You stopped because you felt you're not important? Well, I'm sorry. After all, I am not the kind of a person who shows feeling, I'm not affectionate person; I'd rather stay quiet than talk about this. I'd rather have my heart be burdened just not to talk about it and make me feel embarrassed.

#hoshimarī

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Me and my eyebags rn against the world.

#tired #just playing safe #eyebags #stressed #examinations #late reviews #goofing around #eye #not pretty eye #hoshimarī

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A very very short story.

"Do you believe in love at first sight?" I asked him.

"No" he replied fastly.

"Me too" I smiled and paused for a bit, "Me too, not until i met you."

...........

"Do you still believe in love at first sight?" my friend asked him

"How 'bout you?" My friend then faced me

"No" he replied fastly. Things never change, huh?

I blinked first before I answered him.

"I used to not to believe, not until I met him" I closed my eyes then smiled, reminiscing. "Now that he left, I still do"

........

#hoshimarī #reading #poems on tumblr #thoughts #sad thoughts #story #short #short story

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2023 sucked, I hope this 2024 won't be the worst

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Gosh.. THE QUALITY IS SO FREAKING GOOD

#genshin impact #genshin #online games #games #traveler #sumeru #adventure

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I feel so bad knowing that they would get mad at me later after knowing the mistake I've made.

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Public schools having periodic examination next week.

Me in private school having monthly test for the third quarter🤗🤗

Just wow....

#private school #public school #exams #monthly #test #quarterly

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When they say:

"Hey, I like your smile. Please show me your smile"

The smile:

#solo leveling #anime #adaptation #beautiful smile #pretty smile #smile for me #smile