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we’re going to have to call smut ‘lemons’ again, aren’t we? 

#I Am That Last Comment #SOS that one iCarly Fanfic I made in 2010

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She loves someone else. They’re Facebook official as of last week and she’s posting photos of a recent trip they took. In retaliation/acceptance that moving on now is a necessity, I went on two Tinder dates in the past week. I haven’t been on a proper date since mid-2016, I just focused on furthering my career. It was my first two dates with girls, and I’m proud of myself for getting out there and moving on. It may have taken 3yrs, and as with all things it’s a stepping stone that takes time, but I’m starting to allow myself to believe in the possibility I could end up with someone someday.

#personal #positivity #date #first date #tinder #tinder date #dating #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt #nervous #self confidence #love #heartbreak

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My Mental Health Day Reflection

I want to move out of Georgia and start my next chapter. I don’t think I can truly be out and be my full self while teaching high school, singing in the choir, and living in my parents basement. I want to explore, I want to live out West, somewhere completely different and open, like maybe Seattle or Portland. I want to make an impact on the world and do something to help people. I want to get excited and focused on a cause that I am passionate and care about. And I want to find love, finally find that someone I can share anything with that can give back as much in return. Whoever you are, I want to meet you. I’m worried that moving out and starting fresh won’t change my current state of mind, but hopeful that once I do it it’ll be the right decision

October 31st is the deadline I’ve given myself to decide what the plan is going to be for my life after May, SOS trying to figure my life out

#Personal #positivity #Future #goals #plans #lgbt #lesbian #queer #life #life goals #world mental health day

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Reminders for the new year✨

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It’s easier said than done, but noticing one sided relationships can be a crucial step in moving forward with the relationships you truly value. 

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Was feeling like garbage letting the anxious thoughts take over, decided to go on Tumblr and realized it’s Mental Health Day 😇 seeing all the posts from everyone today helped

#Mental Health Day #depressed #anxiety #stress #calm #positivity

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Will I ever find love? Or am I destined to still be alone? -Sept. 2019

#personal #september #2019 #so far nope

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“I want to feel something again. I want to be consumed by how much I want someone. I want to love again. I mean really love.”

— Withbrave-wings-sheflies

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guys we’ve been attacked

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“It’s alright if you don’t know what your entire life’s purpose is yet. It’s okay if you’re still figuring things out. Have faith that your life will unravel itself to you in its own timing, when in which you will receive much more clarity. It will come, my friend. Try to be patient and trust the process.”

— Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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No matter what bad things happen in the world, let’s just always be grateful that Glee ended before Old Town Road came out

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“I think the most devastating thing that happens when you have your heart broken, or when you lose somebody that you loved, or you lose a friend, is that you start to regret letting people in. You start regretting trusting people. And you think “God, I’m so stupid” “I’m so foolish”, “Why would I let that person in my life?” “Why did I trust them?”. But I want to let you know something right now: Letting people in, and trusting people, and being vulnerable enough to do those things is NEVER stupid, it’s brave. So I don’t want you to ever regret that.”

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Taylor Swift

Daily reminder that letting people in and being vulnerable is never stupid, even when those people let you down.

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This may be my favorite thing I’ve ever seen a celebrity do

alright taylor time to define “meow” as an adjective and you sure as fuck can’t use google for this one

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today my lyft driver was like, why is this road blocked off? there's no construction? and got out of the car and moved the cones out of the way and kept driving. there was a guy putting his hands up to stop the guy and everything but we were gone

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i’m

⚪️ gay

⚪️ bisexual

⚪️ pansexual

🔘 the one who’s supposed to decide when and where and how and who knows and how i get to say it that’s supposed to be my thing and you took that away from me so look can you please just get the fuck away from me