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[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Also, is no one going to talk about alastair's peaked nipples? No one? Just me? Okay-

#This is what u call unforgettable LMAOOOOOO #If the thomastair scenes were this spicy WAIT FOR KIT AND TY #HOLY GOD IM ALREADY SWEATING #OOOOOF #merry thieves #alastair carstairs #cordelia carstairs #jem carstairs #tessa carstairs #jesse blackthorn #secrets of blackthorn hall #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #cassandra clare #sobh #chain of thorns #chain of gold #chain of iron #the last hours #TELL ME ALASTAIR CARSTAIRS LIGHTWOOD IS CANON #BECAUSE IT IS #FIGHT ME #kit herondale

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

(Thomas still remembered Alastair asking him if he would like it if they lived together; Alastair had been clearly terrified that Thomas would say no, and Thomas had had to kiss him and kiss him until he was pushed up against a wall and breathless before he finally believed that Thomas’s answer was yes.)

YESSS ALASTAIR MY BEBE MY KING 💕💕

Also,

“I am in love with Alastair Carstairs, and I am going to spend the rest of my life with him.”

As 👏 you 👏 should 👏 (honestly? Same tho, my thomas is relatable)

ALASTAIR 🥺🥺🥺🥺 THOMASTAIR 🥺🥺🥺🥺

“My Thomas,” he said, taking Thomas’s face between his long, delicate, beautiful hands, “I am perfectly happy with everything— exactly the way that it is.”

Convince me not to just dive off the next rooftop and join them wherever they are now 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

#merry thieves #alastair carstairs #cordelia carstairs #jem carstairs #tessa carstairs #jesse blackthorn #secrets of blackthorn hall #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #cassandra clare #sobh #chain of thorns #chain of gold #chain of iron #the last hours #TELL ME ALASTAIR CARSTAIRS LIGHTWOOD IS CANON #BECAUSE IT IS #FIGHT ME #kit herondale

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

yall, i did come close to predicting kit would die-

#IM SORRY #merry thieves #alastair carstairs #cordelia carstairs #emma carstairs #jem carstairs #mina carstairs #baby carstairs #tessa carstairs #dru blackthorn #drusilla blackthorn #jesse blackthorn #julian blackthorn #livvy blackthorn #secrets of blackthorn hall #the secrets of blackthorn hall #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #cassandra clare #sobh #😭😭😭😭 #But like why kit tho #James and math got kidnapped too 😭 #chain of thorns #chain of gold #chain of iron #the last hours

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

KITAI HELLO YOU'RE BACK AGAIN

Yessss im back for bit!

Weve both grown up quite a bit since we last spoke 🥲 how r u luv <3

#carstairs crazed idiots

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Also, yes i am only just reading cot bcoz i was too put off by the miscommunication to read what happened next

#😭

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

James had come to Paris determined to tell Cordelia the truth—about Grace, about the bracelet. To tell her she had his whole heart and soul and always had. He realized now that this would be binding her with chains.

If no one kills james, i will kill james

#james herondale #cassandra clare #chain of thorns #cordelia carstairs #matthew fairchild #tsc #I hate this bitch istg #THE MISCOMMUNICATION IS FUCKING KILLING ME *SCREAMING VIOLENTLY* #i am this close to losing it #And hurting someone #the shadowhunter chronicles #lord of shadows #shadowhunter chronicles #shadowhunters #the last hours #tlh

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

The first thing since

"I wish I'd never met you."

was

"You shouldn't be here."

No one but the tsc Fandom will be able to understand my pain

#kitty #kitai is ridikulus #carstairs crazed idiots #secrets of blackthorn hall #kit herondale #kit herondale x ty blackthorn #kit x ty #ty blackthorn #blackthorn family #tiberius blackthorn #dru blackthorn #drusilla blackthorn #jesse blackthorn #livvy blackthorn #julian blackthorn #secrets of the blackthorn hall #the secrets of blackthorn hall #jules blackthorn #mark blackthorn #two #tda #the wicked powers

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Crazy how I'm not supposed to be here but I still am

Obviously the great shiper of all time has to be back KIT AND TY JUST MET AAAAAAAAA-

But what even just happened?!!!!

#kitai is back #Again #Idk why #kit herondale #kit x ty #kit herondale x ty blackthorn

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

I wish people didn't have hidden depths

#kyutius #Why can't he just be the way he seems #Adorable and nerdy I mean

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Sucker for competent geniuses right here

#kyutius

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Thouest ist too bad for my health

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Hlhw sucks

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

I knew that. Gods I knew that after everything he’d gone through. I just hadn’t been willing to fully admit it to myself. It wasn’t love I sought. It was never that. Still, it was hard to speak what I wanted to. The words were so simple, taken for granted by many. “Friendship,” I whispered as heat swamped my throat. “There’s friendship.”

“Friendship? Even if I considered such a thing, I would never think of you. There is no way I could ever trust you. That I would not doubt or question every thought or action. Not when you were shaped and groomed to be whatever it is you believed I wanted. Not when you are just a vessel that would be empty if not for the ember of life you carry within you.”

I felt this…it’s been a few day and I’m still feeling after shocks

#the pain 😭😭😭😭😭 #💔💔💔 #he had better apologize on his knees istg #daddy nyktos #seraphena mierel #nyktos and sera #asite

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

It’s been months now and this:

“Not when you are just a vessel that would be empty if not for the ember of life you carry within you.“

Still hurts.

This man better be on his hands and knees in the next book istg

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Yasss exams over

#and in two hours ill come over!!! #yasssss #dove and kitai

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

ooooomyyuyygooooddddddd new crush? tell us?

lmao i'm assuming u looked thru the damned tag and found out

it's actually um. not a crush? i used to have feelings for him. a lot of feelings. all-encompassing, intensely mind-numbing feelings. all for him. it's like i lose my brain around him. that holds true even now.

i think it's a remnant of the feelings i had. it's like first love. i think it is. because i know i'm never going to feel that way for anyone else in my life, and i'm sorry but it's true. i haven't talked to him in years. years. and yet he still holds so much power over me.

(hello ex-centred internal monologue of a rom-com protagonist)

i'll give u one instance of my v v embarassing, v v weird 'losing-it-around-that-BOY-ARGHHH' moments:

a few months ago, after i finally created an insta acc, i stumbled across his profile. no pics, no bio as such. it took me a few days - three i think - to scrounge up the courage to follow him. it was public and he a had a LOT of followers. i didn't think he would notice.

then two days later, BAM! DHUK-DHUK-DHUK-DHUK was all i heard. honestly. u know that thing that pops up over the heart that signals a follow request? that? my heart tripped all over itself. i hadn't followed anyone except him in the last few days. hoping against or for hope - i didn't know - i pressed it.

and i'll tell u, i've never felt anything like this. i was i was gonna have a stroke. i'm being hella dramatic, i know, but really. i jerked violently in my seat like someone had gutted me. it took me a few moments to regain my composure. inside, my inner fangirl screamed the place down, enough to bring about a fan-avalanche.

it was him.

i swiftly exited the page. the next time i went in again - which was a few minutes later - i deleted a crappy picture of me and accepted the request.

to this day, i am acutely disappointed whenever i see that he hadn't seen my stories.

and (SQUEEEEEEEEEE) he usually does see them. almost everytime. :DDD

feel free to tell me i'm pathetic now.

#as for the jerk #honestly? i think the crush bloomed because i was talking to him sm #and now that i'm not #i dont think i like him anymore #feel sorry for the shippers but it had to be said #:') #the unattainable pretty boy *sighs* #kitai actually has a point #my romantic thoughts #if they can be called that pfft #kitai's lovesick mess

[i-sold-my-soul-to-house-wrath]

Emilia: So can I call you Samael now?

Wrath: No.

Emilia: How about Sam?

Wrath: NO.

Emilia: Sammy it is, then.

Wrath:

Wrath: *pinches the bridge of his nose* FML

#i'm only me because of queue~