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my ears are screaming at me with static

my hearts screaming at me to cut, just so it can hurt a little less

my thoughts are racing with you and her

my musics not loud enough to drown out the memories of you

my emotions are too strong and i just need them to be numb

just make it stop. make it all stop

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if love was an addiction, youd be mine

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“I’ll never be able to look at your face without loving you.”

— Rachel Wolchin

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“Don’t kill flowers growing inside of you for someone who doesn’t appreciate the way you bloom.”

— Billy Chapata

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You brought a spark into my life that I haven’t felt in such a long time.

You reminded me that life is worth living, even if only for the pockets of happiness in between the darkness.

Sometimes the pockets are the size of a bag with countless memories of joy and thrill.

Sometimes the pockets are only small and hold moments of smiles and laughter.

But they each add up together to form pockets of sunshine worth waiting for.

#depressing quotes #dead #sad quotes #depression relapse #saddening #sadness #selfhate #selfharm #self injury #depressed poem #depressing quote #suicide poem #suicidal

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This mask is one of the best ive ever made. I guess I’m a professional after all these years.

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I imagine worst case scenarios a lot and now its getting worse. I could play out an entire scene about something horrible happening that would justify the pain i feel. My empathetic side soaks up that pain and adds it to whats already existent. Rinse. And. Repeat.

#deep #deep quotes #deepthoughts #anxietyquotes #saddening #dead #sadposts #depressing quotes #mental illness #sad quotes

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almost five years and my hearts racing from this relapse, but seeing the blood again feels worth it

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I used to physically harm myself, now I do it mentally.

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Him: but where did your flame go?

Her: it burnt out. and all ive got to light my candle are two sticks and a bit of dry grass. and sometimes it takes effort and patience and care and time and energy to get the fire going. but thats okay because once it starts then i can burn my candle again. until the next time it dies. and one day, the candle will run out. and my flame will be gone forever.

#depressing quotes #depressing #darkness #depression #candles #flame #light #him #her #suicidal #suicide #lonely #loneliness #poem #quote

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after realising how horrible i was, ive now changed the way i think and the words i use. life is kinder to me the more i am kinder to it

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see, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside

that we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies

try to hold it underwater but it always survives

then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise

then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies

you don't relate to that?

must not be as crazy as I am

the search - nf

#suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #death #selfharm #overdose #self harm #poem #depressing #anxiety #anxious #nf #real music #lyrics

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i don’t think i’m suicidal but if i was i won’t admit it.

like i’d be okay with dying if i’m not the that did.

cal scruby - my anxiety

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Will you end my pain?

Will you take my life?

Will you bleed me out?

Will you hang me out to dry?

Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?

While I’m falling apart, while I’m going insane?

broken - lund

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I’m better on my own.

but i don’t wanna be alone.

fragile - gnash ft. wrenn

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sleep can’t cure this type of tiredness