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[kel-s-ms]

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[kel-s-ms]

Do you ever get to that point where you’re fed up of feeling unappreciated?

one more chance, then I need to look after myself

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[kel-s-ms]

* I will balance my work, education&socialising to avoid being lazy in bed at every non working minute * I will be awake before ten o clock every morning&plan my day the best I can * I will stop apologising for things I haven't done, I will stop being weak&will become a warrior * I will look after my hydration levels&drink more water than any other drink * I will be hopeful, hopeful for a better tomorrow everyday&i will make that happen

-my new year @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

When I have thoughts in my head, when I am over thinking anything, I will explode, I will get angry about anything in the past, I don't mean to, it's just because I'm keeping things to myself&i feel like I need release something, I guess this is the reason why people say 'don't bottle it all up' if I ever explode on you, just ask if I'm okay, because I more than likely am not&i Just have other things moving cogs in my brain

don't bottle things up - @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

If at night you have company&they try to hold you tight because you can't stop screaming, crying, shaking, please, just let them When you're walking next to someone who really makes you happy, who has brightened up your month, I hope you don't flinch&pull away when they try to find your hand When you're laughing because of something someone said, please don't cover your mouth, they think you are beautiful When this person makes you feel safe&something you haven't felt in a while, I hope to god you don't push them away, I know loving someone all over again is terrifying, but if someone looks at you as if you had put the stars in the sky, stay

advice to a friend what I can't follow myself @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

I did my work experience at a cafe once, I was on my dinner&this customer came&sat next to me, she told me that I had sad eyes&that could talk to her, I told her some of my worries&struggles, she supported me, she had told me that because she had a disability people judged her, from what I saw she was lovely, she gave me a lift home&i never saw her again, but despite that, it’s two years ahead of that&i still think of her, I still think of that moment

be nice to everyone @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

Dear self, I'm sorry that I harmed you, that I've scarred your protective layer of skin, I'm sorry that I emotionally bullied you, put you through self hate, I'm sorry that I deprived you of nutrients you needed to run, I'm sorry for dehydrating you from crying all the time, I'm sorry heart that you often speed up&i can't slow you down, I try, I promise, I'm just sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I have put you through

an apology to me from me @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

I wanted to prove to you that I could do it, I failed at that, I wanted to make you proud, it all went so quick, it's hard to believe that it truly happened, how did I do that, people are saying I have to think positive such as, at least nobody is hurt, but I'm emotionally hurt, I failed you, I wanted to prove to you that I could do it, maybe I wasn't as ready as I thought

first time going out in my own car @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

Anger bubbling inside me with no trigger, seems to be the way I am recently

i don't even know who I am anymore @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

I've read that to help yourself you should surround yourself with positivity, but how can you do that when society has fallen&everyone around you has their own problems going on, i've always been a helper but occasionally i can't help, that's the point when i start to feel helpless, how am i supposed to be surrounded by positivity if society is so fucked?

society is a shit hole @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

Thinking back to old times, that is possibly one of the worst things you can do, every single tragedy you have been through explodes in to your head, your body states to shake, you feel like your going to combust, ‘don’t over think’ people say, they think that makes everything better, maybe people should say ’re live it, I know it’s painful, it happened but it hasn’t changed you in negative way, it’s made you stronger, now talk to me, cry to me, tell me everything, cleanse your soul, I can help you’

- people aren't as supportive as they think @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

People say ‘put on a brave face’ I have no option, I don’t get to decide, I feel everything too much or not at all, but even if I’m feeling everything I can’t show it, sometimes I just want to break down in front of people just to show that I’m not okay, but I can’t, I laugh, I talk

i think there’s something wrong with me @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

I hate this growing up bullshit, I used to go to school, then go to the park after I’ve eaten my tea, everyone who went there was like my comfort blanket, now I go to college, work weekend evenings, work occasional week evenings, even when I’m not working, nobody comes out anymore, I’m slowly turning into a hermit again, I don’t want to go back, its crazy to think how much has changed in three months, shit

the least I can is, I’m terrified @kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

I thought If I tidied my room and took my makeup off before I went to bed it'd make things a bit better, I thought that it'd calm my mind a bit better, I thought it'd make me feel better about myself, I guess that didn't work out. I'm falling again, I'm going down the rabbit hole to the wonderland of insanity, thoughts running wildly through my head, I don't want to upset anyone, I want to be the best person I can, but there's a problem, I'm always lacking energy, I'll have caffeine, over caffeine, with more caffeine, it doesn't help, am I dependant on caffeine? It wouldn't surprise me, I just want to feel healthy again, physically and mentally

health? kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

11:11 wishing I could just be happy with myself, wishing I wasn't so dissatisfied with who I am. Mental health, it's turned my life round, everything was going pretty smooth, things were calm, but all of a sudden I've been going to sleep with my makeup on not being able to see my floor, depression has taken my motivation, I want it back, I need it back..

give back my belongings kel-s-ms

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[kel-s-ms]

It's hard to think that the people who made you are the people who upset you the most, to feel like your mum doesn't except you is the worst, I understand that she loves me, which is why her standards are so high for me, but I am my own individual person, I wish she'd accept that

i am my own person kel-s-ms

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