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I want to write shitty poetry about you,  but not because I'm in love or in like or anything at all.  I just want to capture how it feels,  to wander in the unknown with you,  dancing around weird murky waters.  I could kiss you,  but I won't.  Because that would solidify what this could be, and I don't want to imagine, what it would feel like,  to tear off your clothes,  and leave them scattered on your kitchen floor.  I don't want to imagine,  how it would feel to have your hands around my neck, because that would take my mind too far,  in to this abyss of lust and regret.  But I guess there's no point saying this,  since I'm writing shitty poetry about, the way your eyes would sparkle, as you'd run your hands between my thighs,  and watch me closely when I sigh.  Cos I'd forgotten how green your eyes were, till I saw you again last night,  and you commented on how small I was,  as I bit my tongue and held back my mind.

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I loved and loved enough, fallen apart. My hands are rough. Hollow ribcages carved out of stone, yet my oh my how I have grown. I have loved and I loved enough, the tough gets going when the going gets rough.

love always, g 

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You’re a woman, use it; bring every man you meet to his motherfucking knees

My mother (via raysofthesun)

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I’m struggling under the weight of words I have not yet discovered how to write.

x (via sheispernicious)

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I'm too much where you are not enough. I'm this dissatisfied orb of energy, And you're the still lake below. I'm this immortal sense of clarity, You're the muddied slippery slopes. And I have no name for you; All we got was too close. I have no explanation for you; We nearly touched, almost. And I'd ask you to put your lips As close to mine as you dared. I'd ask you to play the part I wanted; But only if you cared. In the end I woke up to find, That I was better off without you by my side. In the end you woke up to find, That I was broken but free enough to fly. Now I exist in a flash of boldness. And you shy away from the light. I became your favourite 'almost', You became my favourite 'not quite'.

love always, g

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by Regards coupables

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Now I am as I am because you made me.   You doused my insecurities in gasoline,  set them alight in mid July. You threw out all my fears and insanity,  we stood on the edge of the cliffs and screamed "look at me!" as the ocean stole all our calamity. You painted my body with the colours of confidence, and swirled the colour of fearlessness on my cheeks.   And now that I see clear I no longer paint you, in the hues of pain inside my mind. I no longer feel the minuscule details, like your head on mine.  Or the feathered brushstrokes of unspoken words,  so faint they no longer tasted like your tongue on mine.

love always, g

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Cat in a flower bouquet.Tattoo artist: doy

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by pedroyarbide

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To me you put the stars in the sky; hung the moon from nails hammered in to the fabric of space, spun the Milky Way when you dragged your fingertips slowly across my skin. You threw out comets across the kisses you placed, they lit up Cassiopeia in their wake. I became who I was as you littered kisses across my stomach; and you painted the nebulas with your index finger as I fell through time, I discovered new constellations in the muscles of your back, felt the Universe contract as we gasped for breath.

love always, g

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No longer willing to sing your songs, No longer willing to march.  No longer being you needs or your desires, Slipping free of your ever reaching grasp. Yet I'm trapped in the confusing clarity of my own mind,  Seeing above the dense fog of thoughts,  Drowned by the silence that screams so loud at the need to be heard, At the need to be found. Feeling clean but still bound by the words woven between your teeth, Not wanting to want you,  Not wanting to need to,  Not wanting the same feeling of crippling fear and increasing abandonment.  Just wanting to come in to my own.  Just wanting to find myself.  Just wanting to reinvent the girl who dissolved in a shadow of her own self pity.  No longer willing to sing your songs, No longer willing to march,  To anything but the sound of my own beating heart.

love always, g

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