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Get in loser (my bed) we're going (to take a nap)

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One hid me for years because "no one could know about us", the other one just showed me off because I was an "accomplishment" of some sort... One begged me to take our kisses to the grave, the other one told all our friends even after they were dating someone else...

I only wanted one of them... But got used by both to full fill another check in their list. One checked me off as an experience the other one as the "I kissed her when no one could*

So... To be a secret or be a trophy... The sad part is I just want to love and be loved

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I don't hate you...

But all of my friends even the ones that don't know you do. My mom, who once considered you like her own does. My little sister that used to look up to you too.

Not because I told them to, not because I wanted them to, but because the were the ones that picked me up and put me back together after you left... They were the ones that saw me broken, restless and weak and stayed, they were the ones that saw me crying at 3 am and held me because I couldn't move from the exhaustion of crying for hours...

They hate you not because they have to, but because they chose to, the same way you chose to leave me behind...

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I love you... I still do... Even after you gave me a thousand reasons not to

I love you 💔

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Congratulations on doing the imposible:

You shattered me into a million pieces

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Realizing we were too young, too dumb and too hurt that we destroyed eachother trying to comprehend what ever "us" was

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And it was when i stopped denying Being in love with you that everything stopped hurting and I could Finally move on

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I miss the old you,

the one that cared about me, the one I could talk for hours about everything and anything. The one I called for the good news, the bad news and the boring news.

The one that valued honesty above it all and would get mad at mere questioning of your candor.

I miss your hugs, your "everything will be fine", the way we used to match outfit without even trying.

I miss waking up with you in my bed wearing my pijamas hugging that damn stuffed dog you proclaimed as yours the second you entered my room, the pillow fights, cuddling with you while watching your phone or when you played with my hair and we would end up talking rather than watching some lame horror movies because if we paid attention to it we would fall asleep.

I miss my ride or die, my parter in crime, the one I could cry infront of and would've never judged me... when you listened.

I miss trying new things with you, making breakfast after you had spent the night and how you wouldn't stop bossing me around because I can't cook to save my life. I miss waking up before and making you coffee hoping you'd like it (I remember how happy I was and how you just laughed at my silly dance the first time i got it right)

I miss the girl that was exited about my acomplishments, the one that was my no. 1 fan, the one I knew would be next to the stage once i got down ready to hug me because you knew I would be shocked of what I had just done or when you would Take me away 5 second before going up because you could sense I was nervous just to tell me in private how proud you were of me

I miss seeing you play with my sister, I miss seeing you talking with my mom, dance with my aunt and uncle, taking family pictures at reunions. Now everyone in my family keeps asking about you and I just don't have the heart to tell them the truth.

I could keep going of every single thing I miss, but it all just comes down to...

I just miss you💔

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If you had just said "I'm sorry" Instead of trying to break me after you got exposed...

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my problem is i think everyone's lying

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Get out of my veins...

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My only regret will always be that summer night...

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It's still too soon for us to be friends...

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“A huge amount of freedom comes when you take nothing personally.”

— Don Miguel Ruiz

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I just went to say hi

I saw you holding his hand

And thats when i realized

You'll never be mine

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— Arabelle Sicardi, from “The Year in Ugliness.”