samstrugglingwithlife

[samstrugglingwithlife]

APOLOGISING TO THEIR CUTE GIRLFRIEND AFTER NEGLECTING HER

Genre: Fluff, Comfort

Characters: Sakusa, Ushijima

Warning: None??

A/n: It's been a while, friends. But I hope you enjoy. Also sorry

SAKUSA

You don’t ask for much in your relationship. All you want is for him to love you, care about you and when he can, given his busy busy life, pay attention to you fully. You’re affectionate, you can’t help but love and want to be loved.

And for the most part, he was good at being yours wholly, spending time with you and being fully focused on you.

So imagine how disappointed you were when you, his precious love, had barely seen his face for the past week. It’s not that a game was coming or the coach had upped his practice, so why was it that he was spending more time at the gym than with you?

Ever since he had gotten serious with you, Sakusa was pretty good at dividing his time, fairly at that, between practice and you. But lately, you had a feeling that you were being neglected.

One day, after returning from practice, Sakusa finds you behaving ‘unusually’. Normally, you would bombard him with hugs and kisses and then spend the rest of the night talking to him about your day rather animatedly which he loved by the way. Your bright personality was his personal recharge.

Tonight, you barely said hello and you were rather… pouty, almost as if you were mad at him. He racked his brain to figure out what he had done wrong but he couldn’t come up with an answer. The rest of the night was spent with you giving him the silent treatment and him trying to figure out what he did wrong.

Later at night when you guys were turning in for the night and you laid down without cutely demanding for a kiss, Sakusa decided enough is enough and he finally demanded what was making you so mad at him.

You looking at him, pouting, and finally told him how you felt neglected. It all clicked in his head and he pinched his nose, disappointed with himself.

He realized that he had indeed been neglecting you for the past week and you had been patiently waiting for him to realise his mistake. He felt awful!

He sat there, beside you, forming the words in his head. He settled for a hug the one that you love the most, where you feel super tiny and super safe and a simple sorry. The words “It won’t happen again” were not said but they hung in the air.

You forgave him instantly and returned to your cheerful self. He smiled and promised to go on a date with you, despite the fact that he preferred to stay indoors rather than expose himself to the polluted air outside. But seeing you beam like that was enough to ignore all that. I mean he could probably walk through mud for you. No wait, that’s too dirty, he’ll shake hands with Bokuto. That’s worse than mud… he’ll most definitely settle for not sanitizing his hands for a day!

USHIJIMA

He definitely loves you more than volleyball. It’s a crazy thought, I know, but it’s true. Despite th,at however, he sometimes forgets that you exist. It’s mean but volleyball is life my dude.

It doesn’t mean that he hates spending time with you. Not at all! In fact, he likes to be around you so much that he demands that you go with him to all his matches, in and out of the country. You have to be with him at all times.

But he is a sportsman and a very passionate one at that. So when he is engrossed in practice and completely zoned in, driven by his instinctual competitiveness, then he kind of forgets about other things, including you.

Most times, you understand. He has to focus to win, so you get it and wait patiently. But you’re only human, and when the neglect gets too much, you get mad.

This time was no exception either. You hadn’t been loved in a while and you were running low on your affection fuel. Wakatoshi, didn’t really notice, but that’s natural for him given his personality. So you decided it is time for you to express your disappointment.

So, the next day, right before he left for the day, you stood in front of the door, your fists on your hips and a cute but angry pout on your face.

“Y/N?” he looked at you puzzled. “Is everything okay?”

“Everything is not okay.” You replied, which puzzled him even more. You decided to lay it on him and ranted about how you felt neglected and alone.

One thing about you: you’re not intimidating at all, so when you get angry, you look cute, not scary.

He smiled at you, feeling apologetic but also smitten by your cuteness. He pulled you in his arms and kissed you. “I’m sorry, I’ll come home early and then we’ll do everything you like, I promise.” That man never breaks his promise.

You were planning on staying mad a little bit longer, but with a little bit more coaxing and persistence, you had forgiven him. You were still pouting but let him go.

However, just as he had promised, he came home early and then made up for all the time he had ignored you.

And this incident was not repeated for a very long time.

#haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #Ushijima #Ushijima Wakatoshi #ushijima x reader #ushijima headcanons #ushijima imagine #Sakusa #Sakusa Kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #sakusa headcanons #sakusa imagines

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Comforting Their S/O Who Is Burdened With A Ton Of Responsibility

Genre: Comfort

Warning: Nothing really except bad content, absolute dog-shit.

Characters: Osamu, Atsumu, Oikawa

A/N: Oh boy, what do I say? I know I should have done this sooner, it should've been a priority but I procrastinated. I ran out of fuel and sat with my fingers on the keys but nothing to write. It has been so fucking long, and I've always been a shit writer but this is on a whole other level of 'oh baby you need to go back to Creative Writing class'. But this is all I can do rn. Sorry about this and I'll try to get back into the groove of writing and maybe get better. To the anon who sent this request MONTHS ago, I am so sorry, genuinely.

OSAMU

He’s not any better than his brother in the motivating department but he is an excellent listener. You can rant about your worries and stresses for HOURS and he will listen to every single thing without uttering a single word in between. He even rubs your back comfortingly while you talk.

He’ll ask you if there is any way he can help you out or share the burden, which is sweet.

He’ll either make for you or buy you your comfort food and snacks and drinks and this and that; basically, his way of comforting you is through your stomach, he’ll feed you whatever you want. And tbh, it works, when you’re enjoying food, you won’t think about anything else.

Is he at your doorstep at ass o’clock hour with a bag full of treats? Hell yeah! He’ll deliver the snacks and with a few words of encouragement and affirmations and then be on his way. Free postmates.

All in all, he finds that the best approach is to not say much, not because he is a man of few words, and just to give you comfort and relief by just being there and being attentive. He finds that grand words of motivation are not what you need at that moment but rather someone to rely on and just listen as you talk your heart out.

He tries his best to not give you any trouble because you already have enough stress as it is and he wants to take that away not add on to it. 10/10 Silent therapist.

ATSUMU

He’ll tell you to not be stressed and lo! Suddenly all your stresses and worries are gone. You know annoying ass people who say that stuff? Yeah, I’m sorry baby.

He doesn’t get it, to him the solution is simple, if your responsibility is to be a certain way or to do something, he’ll just tell you to just not do if you can’t.

However, when he sees that you’re stressed and overcome with pressure, he’ll realise that he was being insensitive and try to be more understanding and figure out how to comfort you.

He doesn’t exactly know what to say and often he’ll just sound like a motivational speaker. It’s a bit difficult for him to use his words to comfort you, he doesn’t have any. But dammit, he will try!

However, he cares for you deeply and by God he will offer to take away your burden if he can, or share it at the very least. But obviously, that is not possible so he’ll just distract you from it when you’re not engaged in it.

He’ll teach you volleyball or if you already know how to play, he’ll play with you; he’ll go on a rant about Osamu being a pain in his ass; he’ll even have you bleach his hair; anything to keep your mind of off your overwhelming responsibilities, at least for as long as you’re with him.

He’ll send you those #relatable kinda format motivational or just relatable memes. And strangely enough, they are oddly comforting.

He is a good S/O and cares for you deeply, he may be kinda lost in this area because he doesn’t know what to do or say to make you feel better, but he tries and he genuinely wants to be, and is, there for you. 10/10 for effort

OIKAWA

He gets you, he understands what it feels like to be weighed down by the pressure of having responsibilities. He is the captain of a whole ass volleyball team, plus there is an expectation to be the best at what he does and carry his team through.

He’ll sit with you, listen to you for hours until your heart feels lighter, then he’ll tell you the most encouraging things and not the generic “You can do it!” type stuff either, but something that will truly be a motivation for YOU.

When the deep talk is over, he’ll pull you into his arms and hug you nice and tight. Oikawa will take you out to eat or just hang out so you can forget your worries and stresses for a little while and just relax.

At moments when you’re feeling overwhelmed by the pressure of your responsibilities, his main concern is going to be to distract you and help you relax and then he’ll listen to your frustrations and complaints without any judgement; he’d always tell you that he KNOWS that you can get through this, that you are brave and strong and just overall brilliant for the things that you do.

“….. all in all you’re doing great and just go at it at your own pace, you’re so amazing that you give ME strength, just by looking at you, I feel like I can do it all. My S/O is not a weak bitch and let that be known. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk”.

#haikyuu #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #Atsumu #Miya Atsumu #Atsmu imagines #atsumu smut #Osamu #Miya Osamu #Osamu imagines #Osamu x reader #Oikawa #oikawa tooru #Oikawa imagines #Oikawa x reader

[samstrugglingwithlife]

This is coach Nekomata

#sam says shit #facts #Nekomata coach is big daddy supreme #you cannot change my mind

[samstrugglingwithlife]

I think this is such a great idea. May I please request a gif or Photo Imagine of kuroo, bokuto, oikawa and sugawara on a cute study/ cafe date with their GF?

This is so cute

KUROO

OIKAWA

SUGAWARA

BOKUTO

#haikyuu imagines #Sam’s special 1 #haikyuu gif imagine #kuroo tetsurou #oikawa tooru #sugawara kōshi #bokuto kotarou

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Uuuhh, I hope I'm doing this right! FOR THE GIF THINGY- What about Sugawara, Oikawa, Noya and Hinata at the pool or a beach with their S/O?

I gotchu 👍

OIKAWA

SUGAWARA

(I couldn’t find a good enough gif so here’s a picture)

NOYA (Lmao you know that’s him)

HINATA (another silly white folk but that’s all I found lol)

Request a gif/image imagine

#haikyuu imagines #haikyuu gif imagine #Sam’s special 1 #oikawa tooru #sugawara kōshi #noya yuu #hinata shouyou

[samstrugglingwithlife]

I honestly don’t know if anyone is interested but!

I AM DOING A GIF/IMAGE SCENARIO/IMAGINE THING AND REQUESTS FOR THAT ARE OPEN

So here is what you do:

Send in a character or a bunch of characters (I’m gonna limit that to 8 characters maximum per ask for mu own sanity)

Send a scenario with the characters like: such and such character(s) doing this with their S/O

I CANNOT DO ANY NSFW WOOHOO SHIT. Tumblr does not allow that

But I will do mostly anything! Just remember it is impossible to find gender neutral gifs on the internet so specify the gender in your request please

ALSO I AM GONNA BE PICKING THESE FROM PINTEREST AND GOOGLE MOSTLY SO I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO GIVE GREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL GIF OR IMAGE MAKER AND I AM SORRY FOR THAT

Anyway, I think this is a special thing that I’ll do occasionally so I’m gonna tag it

#Sam’s special 1

I hope I start getting requests!!!

Whoo!

#sam speaks #Should I pin this?? #maybe I should link it on the pinned post #tags!! #gif imagine #image imagine #AND #Sam’s special 1

[samstrugglingwithlife]

OHMYGOD THEY KEEP COMING

#sam says shit #anon please stop attacking me #I’ve done nothing wrong

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Oliver sweetie, the image you have put in my head...

Hinata is that little fucking gremlin thing thats obsessed with King Julians feet in the kids movie with lemurs or whatever.

#Reblog #Oliver #put your phone down or so help me god #jk #ily

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Atsumu’s favourite guilty pleasure song is Sexy, Naughty Bitchy by Tata Young

#Sam says shit #haikyuu #Atsumu miya #post mental breakdown thoughts #like the very first thought #after a fun time with my anxiety

[samstrugglingwithlife]

✨My exam is in an hour ahaha✨

#Sam speaks #midterm exam meltdown #yee haw

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Did I just take a nap and wake up at 4 am to study. Yeah I did.

My exam’s gonna start at 11 am... haha will die at this rate.

#Sam speaks #midterm meltdown #yee haw

[samstrugglingwithlife]

About Me

Hey! I’m Sam. I’m 22, Leo.

I’m a Law student in my final year of Bachelor’s Degree, but that’s not important. I made this blog for writing but slowly it has evolved into a multipurpose blog, apparently. Now I’m shitposting, saying random stuff at random times of the day, and interacting with everyone, along with writing.

I’m extremely boring... It’s only sometimes that I have a legitimate funny thought that others also find hilarious. I’m available round the clock except for like three to four hours when I’m not, so talk to me. You can talk to me about whatever you like, I think I said this a while ago but anything and everything goes!

I can get sarcastic so I hope I don’t cause any misunderstandings. I’m nice, I swear!

I don’t know exactly what to say about myself but this is it. This is what I have to offer and I hope you guys can find entertainment in my writings and my interactions. 

I also want to let you know that this is a safe space for you and me; I hope that in times not so good, you can find comfort in this blog and me.

Thanks~

Let me direct you to the masterlist

Sam’s special 1

#Sam speaks #Introduction

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Extremely Shy And Cute S/O That Loves Physical Affection

Genre: Fluff

Characters: Ushijima, Sugawara, Akaashi

Warning: I’ve had six coffees in the past two hours so I have no clue what I just wrote. I kinda blacked out so there may be swearing. Let me know what I wrote.

A/N: I’m really sorry that I used this request to try and get over writer’s block. I hope you like it still and enjoy the headcanons, bulletpoints brain farts, thing types stuff down there. P.s. Reader, whomst the heck gave you the right to be this cute. I am in love.

USHIJIMA

This guy over here looks like he ain’t never felt shit in his life ever, but those who know him, I’m talking about the team, know that mans is whipped for your very existence. How can he not? You’re so cute and soft and cuddly, and you’re so sweet when you shyly scoot close to him so you can feel his warmth.

It’s a surprise, that you, who is so shy and cute, a true definition of smol uwu baby, is dating this intimidating, socially inept, giant, God of War looking guy. Tendou loves to point this out every chance he gets.

You somehow wormed your way into his heart, and now you’re never leaving, ever. 

You’re a cutie, despite being very timid and smol, you’re a very affectionate individual. You love to cuddle, hug, hold hands and wear your boyfriend’s extra-large sweaters. Wakatoshi loves to give you what you want; cuddles? He’s opening his arms wide open, so you can crawl into his embrace and nuzzle into his warmth. You want kisses? Wakatoshi will give you many kisses. You want a hug? He’s picking you up into his arms and hugging you so tight that it feels like nothing in the world can take you away from his arms. He does it all with a smile on his face.

Of course, it wasn’t always like this, the fact the two of you started dating is in itself a miracle, but the real issue is that you’re affectionate, you like to give and receive affection. Ushijima, however, is one dense son of a bitch, he didn’t really initiate any form of physical touch other than maybe holding your hand; you dropping hints did nothing to help, so you had to tell him, using words, that you want more affection and want to give more affection. Your face has never felt hotter and more flustered than it was on that day.

From that day onwards, Wakatoshi has been paying more attention, even though sometimes he fails to figure out why you’re holding your arms open and looking at him like that, but y'know A for effort.

Tendou likes to playfully gag or hoot when during breaks, in between practices, you’re sitting next to Wakatoshi, clung onto his side, wrapping your arms around his bicep and excitedly telling him about your day as he listens and even adds in his two cents to your conversation.

Oikawa hates watching Ushijima enter the competition venue with you walking beside him, his arm around your shoulders and the whole team walking behind the two of you. How come Oikawa keeps getting dumped and that brute Ushiwaka has such a cute little lover, it is beyond him. Oikawa has accused Ushiwaka of black magic and dark arts.

Anyway, my point, mans is learning to give just as much affection to you as you give to him, he has no problems with you hugging him and snuggling to his side, heck! he has no problem if you cling onto his back like a koala bear; you’re his baby and he will do anything for your cute, shy, uwu baby self. I said what I said.

SUGAWARA

Very opposite of the mans above. You don’t have to ask, thank God for that, your shy soul has been saved, Sugawara will coddle you no questions asked.

He is a very sensible, slightly feral, guy. He understands that you love physical forms of affection like cuddling and hugging and kissing, but you’re afraid to ask due to your timid nature; so after some time of getting to know you, he knows just what exactly you want with a single look at your face.

He also enjoys physical affection just as much as you, so rather than him, you should be the one prepared for a barrage of kisses and hugs.

Sugawara finds you extremely cute when you stumble over your words some times or when you get flustered by something and avoid making eye contact with people. 

He feels very protective of you then, and in most cases, he comes running to your aid if you’re having trouble communicating with strangers; however, he also insists that he wants to help you gain the confidence to speak up; only because the you that he knows is so charming that the world is missing out on your personality.

Many times he has to contain his ‘fanboying’, for the lack of a better word, when you shyly wrap your arms around his waist and bury your face in his warmth. He will wrap his arms tightly around your form and sway a little with a content sigh.

He calls you his ‘sweet cocoon’ whenever you show up in your ginormous sweaters, boy can’t contain himself, he has to physically restrain himself from either jumping onto the nearest surface with you to cuddle you to death or fucking kiss you until you want to stop.

Listen, I have this headcanon that one of his types is a soft, cuddly and affectionate lover so yeah. I can write so much more but then I’d just be repeating myself. He loves you, you cute, shy little baby. The end.

AKAASHI

First of all, he keeps malfunctioning because you exist. How are you even real, Y/n?!

Seconds, this dude LIVES for you. You’re so soft and sweet, he has a tough time coming to terms with the fact that you are dating him of all people.

Now that that’s out of the way. Akaashi wasn’t really into physically showing his love and affection, that is until you came along. 

Akaashi thinks you’re so sweet and cute, with your cute little sweater paws and your shy downcast eyes. You’re quiet because of your timidness, but you’re so cute when you finally lift your head to peck him on the lips or when you shyly wrap your arms around his neck in an innocent little hug.

Whenever the two of you are alone, you would raise your arms, silently asking for a hug or cuddles, Akaashi always chuckles and teases you for a bit by purposely asking if you want a high five, or do you want to dance, or are you stretching. However, he never stalls for too long and always relents within moments.

Akaashi always gives you what you want without asking any questions or demanding anything in return.

He feels so blessed that someone as affectionate and giving as you wants to be with him. He completely understands how you’re too shy to say anything, and he always appreciates your efforts when you try to step out of your comfort zone and say things you’re too shy to say.

Akaashi simply adores your timid, cute, loving and giving nature and he has no problems giving you want, that is cuddles and kisses and hugs and holding your hand and calling you cute nicknames. Even if Bokuto and his teammates are teasing him for being this way.

#haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #Ushijima #Ushijima Wakatoshi #Ushijima imagines #Ushijima x reader #Sugawara #sugawara koushi #Sugawara imagines #Sugawara x reader #Akaashi #Akaashi Keiji #akaashi imagine #akaashi x reader #Haikyuu fluff

[samstrugglingwithlife]

Walking To School With The Reserved Male Crush When A Child Calls Him Prince

Genre: Fluff

Warning: Swearing, Children.

Character(s): Ushijima, Osamu, Daichi

A/n: This was such a cute request to write. This like a part two to a previous male reader request. Anyway, writer’s block was a bitch to get over. I hope it’s entertaining to read in the very least. (Reader you’re a cold motherfucker)

Enjoy!

USHIJIMA

Now, you can't walk to school with him as he stays in a dormitory, and you live at your own house.

However, as it was assessment week and you're Ushijima's study buddy, you guys decided to walk to your home together after his practice.

As the two of you were walking home, you caught the eye of a little boy, who was with his mother, just a little ways away. He breaks away from her and comes running to you, "Prince!"

You raise your brows, "Excuse me?" with wonderstruck eyes, the little boy asks you, "Are you the prince from my story book?"

He was looking at you with such hopeful eyes that you didn't have the heart to tell him no, so with slight awkwardness of being put into the spot, you played along, "And what if I am?"

The little kid then looks at Ushijima, who, by the way, was only looking at you; his eyes held a soft gaze, though his expression was still somewhat blank.

"Are you a prince too?" he asks Ushijima. "No," he answers simply. The kid's face drops a little, "Awww". You nudge Ushijima with your elbow, "You could've just said yes," he looks at you questioningly, "But I'm not a prince?" "Obviously".

"I know!" the kid pipes up, "You can marry the prince and then you can become a prince too!" now, you two were taken aback; and perhaps the kid noticed the discomfort on your faces that he questioned you, innocently too, "Will you not marry him, prince?"

You might as well fully fall into character, you smirked, "Hmm..." you pretend to scrutinise Ushijima, as you look at him up and down and then look back down at the boy, "I don't know. Depends if he is worthy," you joke.

The kid giggles, "I think he is!"

You chuckle, "Is he?", you laugh as the kid nods excitedly, "Then maybe I will". As the boy's mother finally notices that he's not by her side, she rushes to take the boy away and apologises to you and Ushijima for her son bothering you.

"Ah no, it's okay," you wave your hands and bow respectfully. You walk ahead, Wakatoshi follows after you; he felt his cheeks heat up as only one thing rings through his head, 'I will marry him'.

OSAMU

You and Osamu never question each other over anything. He didn't bat an eyelash when you almost murdered a classmate for stealing from your lunch; you hardly reacted when Osamu roundhouse kicked the living shit out of Atsumu for some reason. So obviously, you didn't mind much when one day Osamu showed up outside your house, early in the morning, to walk to school with you; you simply greeted him, and soon, walking to school together became a routine for you two.

It was like any other morning, the two of you were on your way to school when out of nowhere, these two little girls show up and start gushing over you.

"Are you prince charming?" one of the girls asks you. "You're Prince Charming, right?!"

The kids looked so hopeful that you'd be their prince that you didn't have the heart to deny it, "Uhhhh, yeah sure, why not," you say with a shrug. "You are?" Osamu asks you, raising his brow. You shrug, "I guess". Osamu chuckles, "Whatever, yer' highness".

The little girls watched the interaction between you and Osama, and let me tell you, kids are smart as shit, they see shit that's not even on the surface.

"Hey onii-chan," the other little girl, shyer than her sister, tugged at his pants' leg. Osamu looks down at the girl and smiles gently, "Yeah?"

Very shyly, in a small voice, she asks you guys, "Are you the prince's fiance?"

Osamu's face flushes a deep red and his words get caught in his throat. You frown playfully, "Now how did ya come to this conclusion?"

"You two are perfect together!" the more confident of the two exclaims. "I'm the prince right?" the girls nod. "It should be up to me whether he deserves my hand or not," you say, smirking teasingly at Osamu. 

"But you look perfect together!" the little girls argued. Osamu was busy trying to contain his embarrassment, so you were the only one dealing with the kids, "Is he? Do I have to marry him?"

"Yes you do!" the kids ordered. You laughed, "Okay, I'll marry hi". Osamu stares at you wide-eyed, "You will?" You lean close and whisper, "Just play along".

You look down at your watch and then kneel down to the girls' eye level, "I have to go now," you say. "We're runnin' late for sc- I mean uhhh, we're late for my princely duties!"

You grab Osamu's hand, "We're gonna go now, my fiance and I... to our palace!" 

The two of you walk away from the children. As soon as you and Osamu are out of his sight, you let go of his hand, "Sorry 'bout that".

Osamu looks at his hand, his cheeks flushed, he closes his fingers around air and sighs. He watches your back as you walk ahead of him, he was in trouble now, he had fallen so in love with you.

DAICHI

As you and Daichi were neighbours, even though you two went to different schools, you two always walked together. Your school came before his, so he'd drop you off before going to Karasuno.

You guys always walked through a park every morning, and every morning there'd be a bunch of parents with their pre-schooler kids, waiting for the school bus to get them.

One morning, the two of you were walking through the park, when with loud squeals a bunch of little kids surrounded you and Daichi.

"Prince! You're the prince!" they call out to you, pointing at you and staring at you with awe. Being suddenly surrounded by a whole crowd of hyper-active, three-foot-tall gremlins can scare the living shit out of anyone. You look to Daichi for help, but that mofo was clutching his stomach and snickering at your scared face.

The little monsters caught your line of sight, and soon Daichi too was in the middle of the baby mob. "Are you the knight who saved the prince from the blob monster?" one little boy with a missing front tooth asks. 

Daichi is a sweet guy, he would never break a child's heart, so naturally, he agreed, "I most certainly am!" he even puts his fists on his hips and puffs up his chest.

"Prince! Prince!" one of the kids, a little girl, tugs at your pants. "Uhhh, yeah?"

"You'll marry the knight right?!" she asks. "Huh, no!" the kids all boo, "But he saved you from the blob monster! You should marry him!"

Now, Daichi has the fattest crush on you and the mere mention of marriage has got his head exploding, mans is knocked speechless.

"He's worthy!" one of the boys' chimes. "Is he?" you ask. "I think I am!" Daichi blurts. "Huh?" you look at him, confused.

The kids are soon pulled away by their parents, thankfully. "I think I am," Daichi declares. "What?" you ask him. "I think I can marry you," he tells you, seriously. 

"The kids are gone, you can drop the act," you tell him. "No, but you don't wanna marry me?" he asks you. "That is the strangest question, let it go," you, absolutely unaware of his crush on you, thinking he has just taken the rejection to the heart as a knight, wave your hand dismissively.

"Ouch," he mumbles as you walk ahead.

The two of you walk silently to school. As soon as you reach the entrance to your campus, you turn around and smirk at Daichi, "I might marry you if you become a real knight," you say and walk away, leaving Daichi gawking at the entrance to your school.

#haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #Ushijima #Ushijima Wakatoshi #ushijima imagines #ushijima headcanons #ushijima x reader #Osamu #Miya Osamu #osamu imagines #osamu headcanons #osamu x reader #Daichi #Sawamura Daichi #daichi imagines #daichi headcanons #daichi x reader #haikyuu fluff

[samstrugglingwithlife]

S/O Flinching And Raising Their Arms In Self Defence Due To Past Trauma

Genre: Angst with a good ending, hurt & comfort

Warning: Trauma, anxiety and fear. Heavy topic. Freaking Long ass.

Character(s): Tsukishima, Kuroo, Oikawa

A/N: I should’ve written this one sooner but my own circumstances got to me. I hope this gives you some form of relief and anyone who has these traumas or fears, it is best to seek help either professionally or from someone you trust the most. I am here and my inbox and private messages are always open if anyone ever needs to talk.

TSUKISHIMA

I feel like being as observant as he is, Tsukishima will notice how you react to your parents the few times he has been over to your house. He'd see how you flinch, yelp when they raise their voices, he even noticed your arms twitching as if they are ready to come up and hide your face. He saw everything but never said anything.

Sometimes he'd forget that things are rough at home because whenever you are with your boyfriend, you're always happy and cheerful; You forget all the things bothering you, even when he doesn't exactly put any effort, he just stays next to you.

It was a date like any other date, the two of you were hanging out at a nearby bakery after school, sharing a dessert and drinking your tea and milkshakes. You kept looking at your phone and fidgeting, your leg shaking impatiently; you weren't really paying attention to anything Tsukki was saying, lost in your own troubling thoughts.

Midway through his conversation, he noticed that you weren't paying attention and were lost in your own thoughts with a troubling expression on your face.

Tsukishima frowned as he noticed you fidgeting, "Y/n?" he called out your name. When you didn't respond, he called your name again. You didn't respond even when he called out your name several times.  

He raised his arm and brought it close to your face and snapped his fingers. You flinched and yelped, suddenly bringing your arms up to cover your face. You were quivering in fear. As soon as he saw panic in your eyes, Tsukishima reels back his arm and instantly appears by your side. "Y/n?" He asks as gently as he could, trying his best to hide the shaking of his own voice.

Luckily, there were only a few patrons other than you two in the bakery, so there wasn't a lot of eyes on you guys. 

Listen, Tsukki is also a teen, he wouldn't know how to handle the situation, but I'll be damned if he doesn't try to help you out to the best of his abilities.

He read somewhere that to help someone with anxiety attacks,  its best to remain as calm as possible; he had never felt more grateful to a small fact he had read so fleetingly. 

Tsukki rubs your back soothingly; "Hey, you know I won't hurt you, right?" he tries to keep his voice as gentle possible, making sure that you don't hear the slight panic in his voice.

He sticks by you until you calm down, he makes you sip your drink, and when you finally settle down, he sits back on his spot, making sure to keep his hands out of view.

"I'm sorry..." you apologise, not looking him in the eye. Tsukishima sighs, "It's okay Y/n. This isn't your fault, but you need to tell me what happened," he asks you.

Reluctantly, you tell him how your parents use violence as a form of discipline and punishment; you explain to him that they do not listen to you at all and say a lot of harsh words without a second thought.

To say he was mad was an understatement, Tsukishima was seething, but for your sake, he suppressed the anger from showing on his face. He listened and listened, and with each terrible thing you told him, his heart grew heavier.

When you had nothing more to say, as gently as he could, without a word, he reaches out and holds your hand across the table, rubbing soothing circles with his thumb on the back of your hand.

"Honestly," he begins. "I don't know what to say... What's supposed to be an appropriate reaction to all of this".

"I'm angry, I am furious, I hate what I'm feeling..." he tells you. "Are you angry at me?" you ask. He looks at you as if you've offended him, "No, I'm not mad at you at all. None of this is your fault. I'm mad at your family. I hate them".

Tsukishima squeezes your hand affectionately and with sympathy as you blink away your tears. "What's been bothering your today?" he asks gently, nodding towards your phone. "My mom's mad at me for some reason..." you tell him.

"Do you want to stay at my place tonight?" he asks, you shake your head, "My mom will lose it and she's already super mad right now". Tsukishima thinks for a bit before saying, "Do you want me to stay with you tonight?" 

He sees you perk up and smiles, "I'll stay at your place tonight, cool?" you nod excitedly, "Thank you!"

He orders you another dessert before walking home with you.

KUROO

Kuroo had no idea of the past you tried to forget and hide from everyone. The two of you met as interns at the same workplace, and because you guys clicked with each other so well, it wasn't long until you two became lovers.

If young Kuroo was super intuitive and observant, then imagine how perceptive he would be when he's all grown up and experienced. 

You've never told him about your abusive parents, but he had some idea that there were some traumas in your past that you were unwilling to discuss. He figured that you hated being yelled at and didn't deal well with intimidating people. He's seen you with superiors, you get nervous and antsy when you're doing a task because you're scared to make a mistake, you also stumble over your words in front of the boss, and sometimes just avoid overall confrontation.

He's never said anything. He figured that if you're not willing to share this with him, then you must have a reason. He does, however, always speaks to you in a gentle tone, he never loses his patience with you and tries to never show you the angry side of him, if it isn't directed at you.

But he only human, after all, and sometimes somethings can get the best of anyone. One of the employees, who worked as your's and his junior, had made a major mistake in a very important document; the deadline was right around the corner, and there was very little time to fix the problem. 

It was Friday evening, and you two had just arrived home after work when Kuroo received the e-mail from the said employee. As he read the mail over and over, his temper began to rise.

"Babe, are you okay?" you ask and place your hand on his back, soothingly, as he rakes his hand through his hair. "Fucking HELL!" he suddenly yelled and threw his phone on the couch. With a scared scream, you reeled back and raised your arms to cover your ears with your hands. 

He snaps out of his anger as soon as he sees your reaction; within seconds, he is by your side. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" you're chanting with your eyes screwed shut, ears covered and body hunched over. 

Kuroo wraps his arms around you and brings your face against his chest, "Baby, I am sorry! I shouldn't have raised my voice," he says. You tremble in his hold, crying silently, "I'm sorry!"

Kuroo's heart wrenches in his chest, "Why are you apologising? I should be the one! I am so sorry Y/n, I shouldn't have yelled like that," he apologises. "Even though I knew you don't like loud sounds, I still-" he sighs, frustrated with himself, "I'm sorry..."

You pull away from his chest and look up at him, your eyes still wet and fresh tears threatening to spill, "I-I know you didn't yell at me. I shouldn't have reacted like that..." you say with a shaky voice. "I know you would never hurt me, I'm sorry".

That night, the two of you laid in bed and talked about everything and nothing at all. When you tried to tell him of the past, he stopped you, "Maybe next time..." he said. "I don't want you to revisit those memories right now".

As the two of you snuggle with each other, and you slowly drift off to sleep you can bearly hear the words that Kuroo says to you, "I'll always keep you safe, Y/n. I promise".

You slept without nightmares that night.

Also, extra, but the employee that messed up got an earful in the men's room on Monday, one place where Kuroo knew you wouldn't hear him lose his cool. Angry Kuroo may be hot to the general population (at least, those who found him attractive anyway) but ask that rookie, he had never wanted to die more than in that moment he was getting an earful.

OIKAWA

You had been dating Oikawa since you guys were young, since highschool. He had helped you get through all the tough times and knew what you feared and your trauma. 

He had always been careful not to raise his voice or speak with malice in front of you; he even made sure that Iwaizumi didn't resort to violence in front of you, and that Kyoutani stayed far far far away from you.

Surprisingly, there was no incident or episode outside of your home; but that also meant that he had never seen the extent your trauma and how it affects you.

When you guys were teens, he made you a promise that he will take you away from your toxic home and give you a life without worry and fear. He had kept his vow, and as soon as you two graduated, he helped you get admission in a university in Argentina, and you two moved out of Japan, never to look back on your terrible home and family.

Sometimes, when a long time passes, people tend to forget the promises of the past; the same had happened with Oikawa. Obviously, this didn't mean that he loved you any less, it was just that somehow as life went on that old promise from his young days buried itself in the back of his mind.

Oikawa was getting ready to leave for practice; you were following him around, reminding him of some things he needed to bring on his way home.

"Tooru, we're out of milk". Oikawa smiles, "Okay, babe, got it". "We don't have butter- you dropped your sock- and grapes". Oikawa sighed, slightly irritated, "Okay, Y/n," he mumbled. "Tooru, you're forgetting your sunscreen," "Yep, Thanks". "Put the dirty clothes in the laundry," "Done". "The neighbours wanted to have dinner, I'm gonna tell them we're going, okay?" "Cool, cool".

"You got some mail from the bank, you have to check it". "Will do it when I come back". "Also-" Oikawa growled, "Also what?!" he said annoyed. He didn't notice you flinch, "You've been nagging me about dumb shit all morning!" He turns his glare towards you, "I Just need ONE FUCKING MORNING TO MYSLEF!" as soon as he raises his voice, you stumble backwards and cover your face with your arms. 

The moment he sees you recoil, he is reminded of the promise he made way back. Oikawa is filled with guilt and instantly reaches for you, he feels so much pain when you flinch and move away as he tries to touch you.

Very slowly, he reaches for you again, placing his hand on your arm covering your face. He sighs in relief when you allow him to lower your arm, but he is soon feeling even more guilty when he sees hot tears streaming down your eyes."Y/n, baby I am so sorry," he almost whispers, afraid that you'll reel back if he dares make a sound any louder than a whisper.

"I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, I-I am so so so sorry Y/n, baby," he apologises and pulls you into a hug and allows you to cry into his chest.

He doesn't care if your tears are soaking through his jersey or he is getting deadly late for practice; his first priority is you. "I'm sorry!" you sob, old habit resurfacing after so long.

Oikawa gently moves you back and softly cups you cheeks, wiping away your tears with his thumbs, "Baby, please don't say sorry. I should be sorry! You were only doing your job".

You nod, wiping your tears and gently pushing his chest, "You're getting late," you tell him, your voice sounding wet, a sob threatening to break out at any moment. Oikawa pulls you back into the hug, "Screw that for now," he kisses the top of your head, "I can't leave you like this".

It doesn't take you long to calm down (Oikawa tried to make you laugh, "Y/n-chan! Punch me! You can kick the living shit outta me, I won't say anything, I promise! I deserve it anyway!"). Oikawa holds you close, rubbing your arms with his hands, "And?" he asks. "And?" you raise your brow, "What do you mean 'and'?"

Oikawa smiles awkwardly, guiltily, "You were going to say something before I decided to act like a dickhead". "Oh that!" "Yeah," he confirms.

"I was going to say, 'and I love you, take care'". Oikawa's face contorts with pain, guilt filling through his veins, he pulls you into a tight hug, "I love you too... Y/n- shit! I am so sorry!" You smile into the hug, "I forgive you".

"Fuck practice! let's do it!" "Get out". "Y/n-chan so mean!" 

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S/O Loses A Bet Against A Child And Has To Dress Up

Genre: Fluff

Warning: None? Did they swear?

Characters: Tsukishima, Akaashi

A/N: Ayye!!! Finally! This has been rotting away in my drafts while I was busy being sulky and sad. I haven’t proofread it or anything. It’s not my best work and I am truly sorry for that. Nonetheless, I hope reading this doesn’t waste your time in the very least.

TSUKISHIMA

 Your tired and in need of a vacation cousin begged you to watch her kids on the weekend so she could get some much-needed rest and some quality time with her husband.

You felt sorry for the poor woman and promised to let her two kids stay at your and Tsukki's shared apartment. You completely forgot about your promise and forgot to tell your boyfriend about the weekend plan until Friday night, just two hours before your cousin dropped her kids off at your doorstep.

"Kei~" you sang out his name in feigned innocence. He looked at you from his spot on the sofa with a raised brow. You gulped and nervously padded towards him, taking a seat right next to him and cutely wrapping your arms around his bicep, batting your eyelashes.

Tsukki rolls his eyes and turns towards you, "Y/n, what the hell did you do?"

"Why do you think I did something?!" you say indignantly. Tsukki raises his brows as if to say, 'did you really just ask me that?'

You pout but grin, "Anyway, my cousin's dropping her kids off in about an hour".

"Y/n!" "For the whole weekend". "Y/n!!"

So here you were, on a Saturday morning entertaining the kids as you made breakfast. The sound of their shrill laughter ringing through your apartment.

Tsukishima came out of your shared bedroom, still in his nightwear. He watched as you made the kids holler with laughter with your crazy antics. "I bet I can catch this peanut in my mouth," you wager. "No way!" the young boy giggles. "I can do it!" you argued. "No you can't!" his little sister insisted. 

"Bet," you declare. "If I catch this in my mouth," you start showing the kids a small peanut, "then you guys will do whatever I say, deal?" 

"If you lose you will do whatever we say!" the kids countered. You grin and offer your hand to shake, "Deal".

Tsukishima rolled his eyes, "Don't go teaching kids about betting at such a young age, dummy". He stands next to you as you roll your eyes.

You get in position for the task. Tsukishima smirks schemingly. You throw the peanut up in the air and open your mouth to catch it. You almost do catch it, but Tsukki nudges you, and it misses your mouth and falls right onto the ground.

"Kei!" "Oh no! You lost Y/n, whatever will you do now?" Tsukishima says with feigned, exaggerated sympathy.

You glare at your boyfriend as the kids cheer in the background about how much fun they will have 'dressing you up' as a princess-knight. Tsukki leans close to you with a smirk, "That's for not telling me beforehand, Miss Princess-Knight".

Cut to a few hours later, your sitting on the cold floor of your living-room as the kids assault your face with paint, glitter and make-up. Meanwhile, Tsukki is sat comfortably on the couch, watching your face transform and snickering silently.

"Hey, put more glitter on her face, right there," he encourages the little girl while pointing at your nose. Your niece picks up the little pot of green glitter and dusts your nose until it is sparkling. "Looking great Y/n!" Tsukki mocks. 

You roll your eyes and mouth a cuss word at him, he just winks at you.

The two of you tuck the kids in bed in your guestroom, later that night. As soon you shut the door, your shoulders slump and you lean against the door. 

Tsukishima chuckles, "You know, it's good training for the future". You look up at your boyfriend, confused, "W-what?"

Tsukishima simply smirks and walks away towards the bedroom. "Kei! What did you just say?" 

AKAASHI

You knew that your little sister was a nightmare, but Akaashi didn't need to know that. 

"But mom!" you whined as you followed her around the house while she got ready. "Y/n, this is an important meeting, I have to go," your mother reasoned. You whine again and stomp your feet.

"Mom, I have a date with Keiji!" you cry out. Your mom sighs and half-glares at you, "So call him over, you two can watch your sister together". "Mooommm!!!"

"Sorry Keiji, I know you really wanted to go to the book fair..." you apologise. Your boyfriend smiles and shakes his head, "It's okay. I still get to spend time with you..." he looks down at your younger sister clinging onto his leg and looking up at him with sparkling, awestruck eyes, "... and your sister..." 

I'm not gonna go into the detail of what and how you lost the bet against your little sister. She's just a little devil and you fell right into her trap, and without knowing any better your boyfriend dived right in with you.

"I'm gonna make you look so pretty!" you sister squealed as she powdered your face with a bright pink blush. You sighed and slumped your shoulder, "I give up, do whatever you want". Akaashi smiled and patted your back, "It's not that bad," he tells you as he is covered in colourful accessories from head to toe.

"There all done!" the little girl claps her hand in satisfaction as she steps back and gives her handiwork a quick look. She frowns at you and you raise your brows, "What? What's wrong?" you ask.

"I think I did my best but you don't look pretty at all". You gawk at your sister and then growl in anger as you get up from your position and attempt to chase that little tyke, "Why you little-" but Akaashi holds you back, wrapping his arms around your waist. "Y/n, she's just a kid. I think you look great," he smiles at you.

It was great that your mom came home early, you could finally spend some alone time with your boyfriend. The two of you hung out on the rooftop for the remainder of the day.

"Sorry about my sister, she's a handful," you apologise. Akaashi shakes his head, "It's fine. I had fun". You squint your eyes at him, "You don't have to say that, don't force yourself," you reply.

"I really did have fun Y/n," he says and smiles at you. The two of you watch the night sky in comforting silence. You sigh as you lean back against the railing and watch the sky, "Jesus, I am never letting our kid near make up..."

If Akaashi heard you he didn't show it, but the smile and the faint blush on his face said otherwise.

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There’s Always Tomorrow

Character: Sugawara

Genre: Comfort, Fluff

Warning: None

A/n: This is an emergency request for my sweet @ puppystiles . I hope you like it and I sincerely hope that you feel better my love!

Also I am well aware that the title sucks ass but I really wanted to call it something other than ‘comforting his S/O’ or something.

SUGAWARA

Today sucked. From the moment you woke up to now, nothing went your way, and it was getting to you. It got to the point that you refused to leave your bedroom and bawled your eyes out. You couldn't understand why life had to be such a bitch to you, you were a good person, and you didn't deserve this! It didn't help that Suga was not home at the moment, having left to study for his upcoming college exam in the library. You really wanted him to be here with you, but you didn't want to bother him. Suga was studying in the library, but he was starting to feel uneasy. He couldn't quite place his finger on it, but he was feeling his stomach churn with anxiety. Feeling the need to check up on you, he takes his cellphone out of his pocket and dials your number. You feel your phone vibrate right beside you as you're curled up on the bed and crying into your knees. You check the caller ID and gasp, quickly wiping your tears and repeating 'hello' until your voice sounds like you have not been sobbing into your knees for the past hour, you pick up the phone. "Hey babe!" you say, your tone faux cheerful. "Hey honey," he greets in a low voice since he was still in the library. "What's up? I-is everything okay?" you curse your voice for sounding so shaky. Suga frowns on the other end of the phone call, "Baby, are you okay?" he asks. "Y-yeah! Why wouldn't I be? I-I'm fine!" you chuckle nervously. "Y/n..." he says softly, coaxing you. You feel a lump forming in your throat and your eyes welling up, "I'm sad..." you mumble, your voice quivering as you finally start sobbing. "I'm coming home! Okay? Wait for me!" he tells you as he stands abruptly from his seat, the chair makes a screeching sound and all the other students glare at him, but Suga pays them no mind as he hurriedly shoves all his stuff in his backpack. He slings his bag over his shoulders and all but runs out of the library. He stops by your favourite restaurant to grab some food and reaches home in record time. You greet your boyfriend at the door and are surprised to see him panting. "D-did you run?" you asked incredulously. Suga grins and makes his way to you and instantly engulfs you in a tight hug, "Well the bus was going to arrive ten minutes later, and I couldn't wait!" He pulls back and lifts up the shopping bag to your eye level, "I brought dinner!" he exclaims happily. He serves up the food and watches you eat. Suga notices how downcast your expression is even when you eat your favourite food, no matter how you felt that food always brought a smile on your face, but you didn't even finish it right now. After you ate as much as you could, Suga dragged you to the couch and sat you down. He sat in front of you on the coffee table and took both your hands in his. "What's wrong, Bunny?" he said sweetly, his eyes and voice soft and gentle. You tear up again thinking how terrible your day went, a small whimper leaves your lips as you cry. "Hey, hey, hey. Don't cry! It's okay! I'm here!" he says with soft urgency as he wraps his arms around you and gently strokes your back. "You're okay," he hums in your ear. He waits until you've calmed down and then sits next to you, holding both your hands as you tell him how terrible your day went and how sad it made you feel. "I'm sorry that you had a bad day today, but it's gonna be a new day tomorrow, and you can start fresh!" he says enthusiastically. You snuggle closer into his arms as he kisses the top of your head.

As if a light bulb goes off in his head, Sugawara lights up. "I have an idea!" he says brightly. You look at him confusedly as Suga gets up from beside you and rummages through his backpack. He fishes out his notebook and several pens. Coming back to sit beside you, he tears out several blank pages and gives you a pen, you look at him questioningly. He found your cute puzzled face adorable, so he kisses your cheek. "On these papers, let's write down every complaint we have with today and then let's throw them in a big pot and burn them!" Your face perks up at the idea, "Sounds fun," you say; Suga picked up the small lift in your voice, and he beamed. The two of you get busy writing down all the bad things that happened today. As you scribble on the page, Suga looks at you and smiles softly at your concentrated expression. Once you're done, he brings out a big pot and a box of matches from the kitchen. You follow him to the balcony as he sets it on the floor and motions for you to throw all the papers in, you do as you're told. Then he lights up the match and gives it to you, "Set her on fire, your majesty!" you giggle at his tone and throw the lit match in the pot. As you watch the pages burn in the bright orange flames, you start to feel better bit by bit. It was as if you were burning the bad vibes of the day. "Negativity begone!" Suga shouted and waved his arms as if he was casting a spell. A loud laugh escapes you, and Suga grins, "There it is! There's my happy baby!" he beams as he wraps his arms tight around you and peppers your face in soft kisses. Later at night, when the two of you were snuggled in bed ready to fall asleep, you look at your boyfriend and ask, "You don't usually call me when you're at the library. How did you call me today of all days? How did you know I was sad?" Suga hums and strokes his chin as if in deep thought, "It's because we're connected... by our hearts."

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