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“Who said I wasn’t allowed to vlog the dorm-- Stay look at this, they’ve put a sticky-note on the door. ‘Don’t film: Chan-hyung is walking around half naked again.’ huh.”
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Source: Sunny’s Moonlight Vlog no.2
“Stayyy,” Sunhee pokes the camera lens with her pointer finger, “Guess what tomorrow is?”
A beat of silence as she struggles to lock the door behind her, grunting and screwing her face up just within the camera shot. With one final tug it closes as her excessively decorated keychain clatters with far too much noise for a typical set of keys.
“Valentines day!” She cheers quietly, starting her descent down the building’s stairs. “Now I don’t know about you guys, but I love giving my friends valentine gifts- back when I lived in Australia I used to make little paper hearts or bake cookies.”
The sun pours onto her face, making her squint and grumble in discontent. “Today, I was thinking, flowers for the boys, what do you think? Boys never get flowers.”
The camera cuts, skipping to another scene where she looks down the lens, beanie tucked over her head and white mask over her face. The walls are coated in greenery and hanging flower displays. She leans closer, whispering. “I feel embarrassed to film, the lady at the register is looking at me weirdly.”
‘Oh, daisies.” And of course her attention is immediately snagged by something else, a very common occurrence. She thumbs one of the dasies in the bucket that sits on a long table spanning the store’s centre. “I think Jisungie would like daisies- do you agree?”
“Would you like help with any-”
‘Ah!” Sunhee shrieked, hands fumbling the camera and barely catching it before it drops to the ground. With the lens pointed at the ground, She can be heard apologising to the worker.
“The nice lady is out the back wrapping up my flowers.” Sunhee slips the mask back and lets out a heavy exhale, dragging a hand down her face, whining slowly from the back of her throat. “Oh- I’m so embarrassed! She asked to take a picture- her son is a fan!”
The pout is pictured clearly as a voice speaks from off camera and Sunhee jumps again.
Source: Sunny’s Moonlight Vlog no.1
She trips over a pair of shoes left in the doorway, tilting forwards and crashing to the ground of the Dorm’s entryway. She says nothing but stares at the camera with wide eyes before looking out of frame.
“Sunhee, are you home?” Accent English accompanied by slow footsteps echoing on the floor as Chan makes his way through the dorm, picked up by the camera that sits on the hardwood, capturing Sunhee’s ‘deer in headlights’ expression. “Yeah.”
“Did you drop something?”
“No- I tripped.”
The footsteps speed up. “What!”
Source: Sunny’s Moonlight Vlog no.4
She’s sleepy, that much is clear by the state of her hair- dark locks ruffled and fluffy from lack of attention. The clothes are just extras she’d had hanging up, not really dressing up for her outing. The camera is tilted in her palm and she frowns at it, adjusting the angle before smiling brightly, pointed canines on display as her tongue pokes out slightly from behind her teeth. “Good Morning Stay!”
She waves a sweater covered palm at the camera, moving through the doom. “You know, I have a lot of errands to run- so I thought I’d take you with me today.”
Well that was sort of true- to a degree. The group had just finished their last set of promotions for NOEASY and thankfully weeks- nonstop, they were on a week and a half break. But as usual, they were required to vlog over their break. Not to mention, they were moving on the last two days, so they had to pack up their dorm. With the revenue from winning kingdom and their latest album, paired with the fact that JYPE debuted a new band under studio J, meant that finally, Stray kids was getting a dorm upgrade.
The plan was to move them into two separate flats in the same building, and each member would have their own room. Sunhee was very excited.
So well over half way into their break, she’d started to get her shit together and actually left her bunk and her pyjamas- a very big task for someone catching up on as much sleep debt as she was. But she figured- why not kill two birds with one stone? Film her vlog while preparing to move dorms.
They’d been given keys and everything, provided with the basics of furniture like beds and a furnished kitchen, but they wouldn’t be taking their clothes and other belongings over for another day or two. Management had informed the members they were free to travel to the new flats- set up furniture for their own rooms etc, and surely, over the break most of the others had. It seemed only Sunhee was procrastinating.
“Today,” she tutted, locking the door as she backed out of it and towards the stairway. “I was thinking about going to Ikea- I need a new shelf.”
Sunhee had filled out the application to borrow one of the company cars- approved the day before- and roped Chnagbin into coming along with her
“Wave to the camera,” She zooms in on the screen displaying the security feed at the store’s entrance, Changbin smiles at it waving and making a little heart. Sunhee gives a hard shove between his shoulder blades and Changbin goes stumbling forwards, out of the security feed and off the screen. Sunhee gives a peace wave at the security camera.
“Ya! Kang Sunhee!”
I think you could fit in here,” Changbin opens the cupboard door under a fake sink. They were walking through the displays, making their way to the warehouse to find the flat-packed version a shelf unit Sunhee had taken a particular liking to.
She assessed the cupboard with a critical look, hand under her chin as she lent on a bench beside it, head tilted in thought. “I donno, I think I might be too tall.”
“Shi- It’s two centimetres!” He closes the cupboard storming off and Sunhee picks up the camera from where she’d set it down, laughing to herself as she filmed his retreating figure.
[ Comments ]
@/lovestaystay: Look at this little clumsy middle child.
↳ @/kppoppee: But have you considered her being the mascot of skz?
↳@/lovestaystay: But that’s jisung…
@/chanslaptop: Chris running when Sunhee trips- and the comedic cut when he screams? Top tier.
↳@/chanichris: Her deadpan and timed humour? underappreciated.
@/straightkids: Sunhee and Changbin are long lost siblings.
↳@/freckleboi: I swear the 99’ line were separated at birth- prove me wrong.
@/babylinnno: can we discuss how in every vlog, Sunhee leaves the dorm and walks past the elevator to take *several* flights of stairs? how have i not noticed she does that?
↳@/chuchulu: your so right- how has no one pointed this out before-
↳@/freckleboi: No way-
@/lixheartu: I will forever scream about Sunhee not filming her giving the boys their flowers.
↳@/straightkids: I’m with you,
↳@/kppoppee: Me too
↳@/igot7loves: me three.
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@/skzgirls: Why was changbin so determined to put her in as many ikea cupboards as possible
↳@/chimichichu: say it with me people, /sibling energy/
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don't blame me - p.js
summary: giving flowers, asking them out on a date, giving them the attention they deserved. these are some things you do for love, right? but how much are you willing to do? how far are you willing to take? well, you wouldn't know if you're not in that situation, yet. so, if you do such crazy and horrendous things for someone you love, everyone can't blame you. love makes everyone crazy. if it doesn't, you're not doing it right.
genre: angst, violence, full fic, jisung x reader
warnings: character death, gun shots, abuse, overall pretty heavy stuff, some typos (i'm sorry TT)
wc: 8.4k
an: this took way too long to make, and i'm sorry TT i recently had a job so i couldn't really focus on writing but i'll make sure to publish more! this story is HEAVILY inspired from taylor swift's 'don't blame me' ;)
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"119, what's your emergency?"
hands shaking, you looked at the situation in front of you. blood splattered, all over the floor, the walls and finally, on your own hands.
you looked at the gun you are holding, while your breathing became faster.
"119, what's your emergency?" the dispatcher repeated.
blinking away the tears, you answered.
"i killed my boyfriend."
•••
"yah! y/n, what the hell is on your face?!" your friend, sunhee, greeted you from afar.
you jusr shrugged and continued to wait for the bus. you knew what she was pertaining at, i mean, everyone can see the big ass sunglasses you were wearing.
"sore eyes." you stated when she went next to you. she approached and almost removed your sun glass but you were quick to dodge.
"you'll get infected if you get anywhere near my eyes, dummy." you gave sunhee a little push before going inside the bus that just arrived.
the truth is?
you're wearing the sunglass to hide your black eye.
your room mate, mino, was drunk again. a lot of people see you two as boyfriend and girlfriend but you beg to differ. for months you have been calling him your room mate because basically, the two of you are only staying for the apartment. none of you can pay if you broke the lease, so you basically have no choice.
and mino? well, he like to think of you as his property. he was fine, at first, very artistic and very mature, one of the things you liked about him.
he was bad news for everyone but again, you were 18 and dumb, you thought he was the love of your life. moving out of your house against your parent's will, completely abandoning everyone from your family for him.
but as months go by, he changed.
it started with a slap, and he said he was drunk and he didn't mean it. so you forgave and forget about it.
and then, it became a habit.
it got worse when mino became alcoholic. more nights that he was intoxicated, more nights that he had a reason to beat you. it was rough, of course, having to live like this for a while but you knew you had no one else to go to. mino was the one who provided everything when you turned your backs from your parents so he made it seem like you oew him everything. which from what happened, you kinda did.
and you knew that he would hold that against you for a long time and never let it go.
"you have piano lessons later?" sunhee asked, settling down in her seat.
you nodded, "yep, chenle said today's lessons are free."
you smiled. the only thing that made your life a little bit better is that you get to learn piano. it was your dream since you were a kid.
chenle and jisung, they were 2 years younger than you and fortunately, chenle offered to teach you piano since jisung is learning aswell. he said its better to teach both of you at the same time.
when you entered the school, you had to fake an medical certificate that proves you do have sore eyes. it was very easy for you because this is not your first time.
"what's with the glasses?" you heard shotaro, a friend of yours. he's a japanese exchange student and you two met because the teachers wanted you to guide him throughout the whole semester.
so he's basically with you the whole time and that was the reason you two have been best of friends.
"sore eyes, taro." you smiled at him.
you two talked for quite sometime before you got reminded to put back the books you've borrowed from the library.
shotaro couldn't come with you because of his practice so you had to got by yourself, which was perfect for you because your black eye is starting to ache and it was time to ice it again.
so, once you made sure that you're in the furthest seat of the library, you pull out the ice pack that you've borrowed from the clinic.
"ah." you sighed in relief once the coldness came in contact with your bruising eyelids.
not even a minute had past when you heard someone from behind you.
"sore eyes, huh."
from that voice, you knew exactly who it is.
"sungie." you slowly looked at him with an awkward smile plastered in your face.
he fixed his glasses, as he went and sat beside you. he mittered a curse word before grabbing the ice pack from you.
"you're not even icing it properly." he angrily said before gently patting the pack onto your eyes.
see, you and jisung had grown so much closer after the piano lessons. he started out giving you awkward bows and calling you 'noona' and whispering instead of actually talking to you.
he'a a very shy kid. he grew up rather comfortable, as his father was a senator and his mom was a kindergarden teacher. he was on top of his classes every god damn year and he's also running for the school council.
he's everything you would see in a perfect student. exactly opposite from you.
so, naturally he felt intimidated by you. a free spirited girl who seemed to be a trouble maker. living with an abuser and abandoned her parents.
the difference.
"don't be mad, sungie." you used your cutest voice, as you gave him the sweetest smile you could do. cringey as fuck, but you're comfortable enough to do it in front of him.
"did he do this?" his tone was much serious, which halts your mood.
"jisung, i don't want to talk about it."
"when are you gonna leave him? i told you, i can give you a place to live--"
"no, jisung. you just turned eighteen, and you don't want to be entangled with a person like me. i can handle this."
jisung hated it whenever you brought up age into the argument. he knows he's younger than you, he's aware that he's not educated in some things like you were, and he's tired of proving himself otherwise.
"you can't tell me who's bad for me, y/n. i believe i can decide that for myself." his hands stopped from gently caressing your eyes, and fixtated his eyes on you.
you looked at him, and you swear you can feel your heart burst out of your chest.
you know his anger only rooted from his concern for you, and its totally understandable. i mean, you would probably be worse if he go up in front of you with a black eye from his girlfriend.
but what you're worried about is everything else in between.
if you let jisung into your life, you know it would affect not only your life, but also his. and he has a great future upon him, and you?
you've got nothing to lose anymore.
"how about we stop arguing and maybe pack up because chenle will kill me if we're late to piano lessons?" another swift distraction from you, to avoid the topic in hand.
jisung was used to this. he knows you don't want to talk about the things happening behind close doors, but he's sure to himself that he's ready to do everything to make ensure your safety.
**
piano lessons took almost two hours, since chenle had to do other things before hand. you couldn't complain, of course because this lesson was free.
"god, chenle almost broke my fingers. why would he teach that-- wait, what is it?" you asked jisung beside you, you two walking to the nearest 7/11.
"minute waltz." jisung continued, grabbing your chin in the process to wipe off extra mustard from your corn dog.
you two decided to sit at the free bench beside the river, which has the perfect view of the city buildings of seoul.
"i mean, sure it was cool, playing that but my fingers are all tangled." you sulked, looking at your fingers.
you were sure you and jisung was fine, but now, he's silent and looking at complete nothingness.
"jisungie?" you asked, finding his eyes thats staring through nothing. you clapped your hands in front of him and thats when he snapped, looking righth back at you.
"you okay?"
"yeah- uh, i was just thinking." he looked straight ahead to the river again.
"of what?"
"do you.. do you love him?"
thats when you stopped. you were sure about your answer, which was no. you absolutely do not love mino.
yet, you couldn't speak atleast a word.
you gulped. "jisung.."
"do you, y/n? because if you don't, then why are you even with him? he-- fuck, he's fucking hitting you, y/n. he treats you like shit and yet you still go home to him. i -- i don't understand." jisung sounded like he was gonna cry, but he didn't. instead, he shook his head trying to contemplate an answer to his own question since you haven't given him one yet.
"he's.. i can't leave him, jisung." you cannot. god knows how much you want to, but mino will forever be stuck with you.
and if you try to run, there's no doubt that he would really kill you. he already tried once, and you're sure he wouldn't mind trying again.
"leave him, be with me. he can't touch you if you're with me. i-- i love you, y/n."
there it is. the words you wanted to hear, the words you're also scared to hear. three words, that might just pull your trigger.
oh, how badly you wanted to say i love you too. but considering the situation, you cannot. not when you're you and he's him.
not when you've got nothing to offer but chaos in his life. you can't do that to him.
"you can't." you whispered yet you know he heard it. your tears starting to flow, as the words that flew out of your mouth immediately followed by regret.
"believe me, i fucking told myself that. i can't love you, but i have no choice. y/n, please, walk out of that life--"
"jisung, please!" there's very little moments that you raised your voice at him, but this time, your emotions got ahead of you.
so, with realizing what you just did, you quickly toned down.
"please, jisungie, can we just pretend that i'm normal? can't i just enjoy being with you without you mentioning my god forsaken life? can you just pretend that i'm a normal girl from school? your sunbae, your classmate in piano lessons? at least tonight? cuz i'm going home later and i'll have to face that reality again. being with you is the only escape i have, so please. i don't need your pity." you sobbed.
jisung, on the otherhand, was speechless. he didn't know what to do. he wasn't pitying you-- or at least he didn't mean to. he just wanted the best for you.
but he quickly brushed off all of his complaints and quickly gave in, wrapping his arms around you as you cried.
"okay, okay, love we'll do that. i'm sorry, i'm so sorry."
**
you're nervous. your guts told you not to come home tonight but jisung already left and you can't be a burden to him just because you feel weird.
you had thoughts of sleeping in the streets, maybe at the subway, just for the night.
"y/n-ah.." you looked to your neighbor's house and there you saw mrs. hwang, a sweet old lady living under you and mino's aparment.
"mrs. hwang? what are you doing up so late?" you walked to her, usuallu by 7pm her house would be close and she would be asleep, but tonight, you felt like she's waiting for you.
"i don't think you should be up there, your partner, mino-ssi kept screaming, he's drunk and he's angry. he kept calling for your name."
you knew it. he's drunk again.
"i'm sorry he kept you up, i'll.. i'll have a talk with him." you brushed her shoulders to give her assurance, but her grip on your wrist prevented you to go up the stairs.
"no, y/n.. i think he'll hurt you again."
"fuck you, y/n! you left me!"
you heard mino yelling on top of his lungs. you feel like you should be scared, but somehow you felt like you were used to this.
"no, mrs. hwang. i'll calm him down, i can't let him distrupt the neighborhood. i can't deal with another noise complaint." as if you could control mino. no one can control him.
but you 're the only one who have the guts. no one will do it, it had to be you.
"okay, sweet heart, but yell for me if you need help." you gave mrs. hwang a smile before taking a deep breath and walking up the stairs.
lord save me.
sound of things being thrown was more clearer as you stood in front of the door. mino's voice became stronger and louder.
your fingers shook as you slowly typed your door code.
at the first beep, everything fell silent.
he knows. he knows you're home.
at the last beep of the keypad, the door opens and there you saw mino's figure standing straight, looking at you.
"where were you, my love?" his voice was calmer, which is much more scarier.
"school." you answered, walking pass him to enter the house.
inside was a wreck. alcohol bottles broken all around the hard wood floor, your mini table flipped upside down, basically the whole apartment was trashed.
on an instant, mino grabbed your wrist, turned you around to face him and used his free hand to get a grip on your face. he squeezed you cheeks and forced you to face him closer.
"don't fucking lie to me, bitch!" he screamed in your face. alcohol reeked through his breath.
"i was on school, mino, i promise." you, almost nonchalant, managed to blurt out.
"stop lying, y/n! stop fucking--"
smack.
you heard ringing on your left ear, felt stinging after a few seconds, almost stumbling off your feet.
mino had slapped you.
you held your left side of your face, as you slowly faced him again.
you were used to this. but damn you if you say it didn't hurt. it did. so fucking much.
"i checked your fucking schedule, y/n. you were supposed to go home by five, and guess what time it is, you bitch?! it's fucking nine!" smack.
another slap lands on your cheek. this time, much harder that you lost balance and dropped down to the floor.
you can't tell him about the piano lessons. absolutely not.
mino hated when you spent money else where. if he found out that you have been spending money for piano lessons, all hell will broke loose.
you sobbed. quickly, fixing your hair and finding your way to stand up again.
"m-mino, mrs. hwang can't sleep with you-- being like this."
mino's hand went to the his pocket, and pulled out his phone.
"i don't fucking care about that old hag, how about you explain this, yeah?" he then pulled your face towards him, showing you a picture from his phone.
you were speechless. no, no, fuck no!
it was a picture of you and jisung, from earlier at the river, you two hugging.
"no, mino, please--"
"please, what, you fucking slut?! i have given you everything! every fucking thing and you give me this?!?" he pushed you again, hitting your back at the corner of the table that caused a sharp pain on your lower back.
you yelled from the pain, but mino doesn't give a fuck at all. he was enraged, fuming mad. as he always been.
"this is that park jisung kid, right?! that one kid that follows you around?!"
when mino mentioned jisung, thats when you were distracted from the pain.
he can't know who jisung is. he can't or he will hurt him.
"no! no, mino, please! don't do anything to him!" you plead, kneeled in front of him, pushed your palms together while crying.
"please-- please." you sobbed once more.
mino let out a disbelief sigh, laughing without any humour.
"you're being like this because of him?! staying out because of him?! i'm your fucking boyfriend! you're fucking mine!"
all of it sounds gibberish to you, your mind clouded with jisung. you need to protect him at all cause.
"i'll do anything, mino. j-just-- just don't hurt him."
"you'll never see him again, y/n. or you'll regret it."
***
it wasn't until the third day y/n didn't show up at school that jisung started to worry.
"y/n hasn't been to class in like, three days now?" shotaro, also worried but not as much as jisung.
they don't know your real situation except for jisung, so he had a different reason why he feels sick to his stomach.
not long before the professor walked in, that jisung gets snapped away from his own thoughts.
what the professor said next left jisung unable to speak.
"class, i've received instructions from the faculty to inform you all that l/y/n, has withdrawn from all of her classes this semester. the reason is a personal matter. i'm sure you all wondered where she'd been."
jisung's mind went blank. did you just drop out? you? whom just the other week was so excited about the school fair? you who volunteered to help the theatre club for their props? you., the same person who just asked chenle for another free lesson?
suddenly, you wanted to drop out?
that makes no sense. jisung knew something was wrong.
so, with that, jisung went straight to the faculty. he had to know at least if y/n herself dropped out or it was someone else.
"i'm still trying to figure out why'd she drop out? is she moving? did she tell you? ah, y/n-ssi." chenle was also wondering. he was a close friend with you aswell. but, without him knowing your situation, all of his worry are just innocent concerns.
"wait here, chenle." jisung left chenle in the hallway and went inside the faculty office.
he went straight to the dean of y/n's department.
"good afternoon, ma'am. i just wanted to ask, why did y/n drop out? cuz we have this-- uh." jisung stuttered for a reason, after a long pause, "project together and all the work is done by her. i need to talk to her, ma'am."
"y/n dropped out because of some personal matter and i can't really discuss it with you, since it wasn't explained to me aswell." the dean said.
"uh, can i know who called?" jisung.
"it was a man claiming to be her boyfriend, mr. park."
suddenly, jisung felt anger. how could they just agree to something like that because of a man claiming to be her boyfriend? they should've checked on her!
but, jisung being jisung, he didn't speak. instead, he took a sharp breath, fixed his glasses and stood up. leaving a thank you before walking out the office.
he didn't know what to do. should he go and check on you yourself? what if the man's there and jisung can't even throw a proper fist.
call the police? what is he gonna say? my classmate dropped out from school and didn't tell me why, so you should go to her house? ridiculous.
jisung felt pathetic. would he just let the girl he loved disappear like that?
"look, man. i know she has a reason why she dropped out. i'm sure she'll come up soon, okay?" chenle tried his best to calm jisung down, but jisung still felt uneasy.
jisung did not answer, but remained calm and continued walking to the school's drive way where his driver is waiting.
but as soon as chenle walked the other way, jisung's phone vibrated.
he opened it,
[5:08pm y/n: i love you]
with that, jisung stopped, and without thinking, he looked at his driver.
"i'm sorry, i have somewhere to go." jisung didn't wait for his driver to answer, instead he ran the other way.
•••
you barely opened your eyes, but as soon as you opened them, you immediately wanted to close it again.
you just wanted to sleep, since that's the only escape you can possibly do. maybe if you're unconcious, you wouldn't feel the pain. the suffering would end.
but no. you woke up. reminding you that you still need to live this reality. you still need to feel the suffering.
you tried to move, but your left hand was tied to the bed.
"since you ungrateful slut can't seem to keep your hands to yourself, you gave me no choice."
that was the last thing you heard before passing out.
you didn't know why he was so mad, and to be honest you didn't want to know. he'd always have a reason. doesn't matter what it is, in the end you'll be the one that would suffer from it.
but this time.. this time it was different.
mino knew about jisung. mino knew about the man you swore you'd protect.
so you can't just -- you have to do something.
mino had left, saying something about errands, but you're to tired to undersrand anything.
you had managed to text jisung-- before shit went down.
all that was on your head is that you need to get away from jisung. you need to leave him before mino finds him. you need to. he's got a bright future ahead of him and you're not gonna be the person who would destroy it.
so.. before you disappear from his life, you told him what you really feel.
you typed the three words you failed to say in person. with the time you two were together.
i love you.
you cried, and you're planning to cry until you feel tired and hopefully go to a deep slumber again.
but before that could even happen, a loud knock on your door startled you.
what comes after made your heart drop.
"y/n?!"
"jisung..." he's here! he's fucking here!
but wait, what is he doing here ? w-what?
"jisung!!" you shouted. hoping he would hear it and you were right. because the knocking became more panicky, and he continued to call for your name.
"7635! 7635!" you yelled on top of your lungs, your door code.
after a few beeps, there comes the man you love. running through every thing just to get to you.
his horror when he saw you there, tied up like some dirt bag, bruises all over your body. he wanted to scream, to fucking find mino and kill him, but most of all, he wanted to go to you, attend to you and get you out of here.
"oh my god, oh my god. i'm gonna kill him!" jisung muttered some more curse words as he helped you get untied.
all as while you just kept staring at him. he's here. he's really here. you didnt know if you're supposed to be happy, or mad that he showed up here.
happy, because he could save you.
mad, because it's too dangerous for him to be here.
and as he slowly loosens the rope, you heard stomps.
your eyes widen.
"ji-jisung, go! go, get out of here!" you shouted. mino's coming! and he's gonna hurt jisung, that's for sure!
"no!! not without you!" jisung protested, but he needs to get out of here.
"please, fuck, please listen to me! i'm begging, just leave!" you cried, pleaded and begged him.
but everything was too late when you heard the beeping noise of your door code.
you forced the loose rope, breaking yourself free and pushed jisung.
"the third drawer in my bedroom nightstand. if he hurt you, use it. go!" you told jisung as you pushed him away.
he didn't know what to do but still followed your instructions.
just as he closed the door to your bedroom, mino came bursting through the door.
"where is he?! where's that mother--" mino was raging as he sprints all over the house.
you grabbed him with all the strength you got, which was almost nothing, but it managed to get his attention.
"w-what are you talking about?" trying to act as if he's spilling nonsense, but you're sure he can't be fooled.
"don't act dumb on me, you bitch. he went here, didn't he?! the people outside had told me of a student walking in here. you're such a fucking whore, bringing him here?! knowing i could kill that son of a bitch?!"
"mino, please! calm..-- calm down." you pulled him back, causing him to stumble. which was a wrong move.
"you! fucking-- fuck! you know what, you slut?!" mino walked into the kitchen, and grabbed the kitchen knife.
"if i can't have you by myself, then no one can." mino's voice was terrifying, as he slowly walked towards you.
from his eyes, you know he's long gone. he'll kill you this time. there's no soul in his eyes anymore and he's going crazy.
you just closed your eyes, waiting for him to stab you, when suddenly, everything stops.
gunshot was fired. mino dropped dead on the ground. ringing filled your ears as you looked at mino's lifeless body.
and slowly, you looked up, jisung, standing behind where mino was earlier, gun still smoking, hands shaking as he cried.
"no.." you whispered.
no, not because mino was dead. but because jisung had killed him. jisung pulled the trigger.
after realizing, you quickly grabbed the gun from jisung.
what you did next was a shock.
you shot mino again, three more times.
"go, run, jisung. run as fast as you can. you didn't kill anybody, alright? i did. i killed him. the gun's mine. run, jisung." you whispered, not looking at him.
"n-no, i won't leave you here." he sobbed, still shaking.
"fucking-- run! please! or i'll-- i'll kill myself too." you didn't have a choice but to say that to him. he needs to leave.
jisung's eyes widen, tears escaping continuously. his pupils shakes, doesn't know what to do.
"you never stepped foot in this apartment, okay? you--you'll run as fast as you can."
"b-but--"
"i love you. so much. now, go."
jisung knew he didn't want to. but something inside him thinks that he needs to. after all, he's still scared. he wanted to go with you, be with you, but he knows this won't end well. you two can't go downhill together. he would sacrifice himself but he knows you won't let him.
"how about you?" jisung asks, answer already obvious but still, he wanted to hear.
"i'll be fine. you can't do anything, ji. i'll be okay. now please. i'm begging you." you cried.
and with that, jisung hugged you so tight, "i love you. i'll wait for you." and he let go. he ran towards the door and left.
with his presence gone, you fall onto your knees. screamed your lungs out.
this is it for you.
after about half an hour, you know jisung is far away now. he should be safe.
you pulled out your phone and dialled 119.
don't blame me, love make me crazy, if it doesn't you ain't doing it right.
"119, what's your emergency?"
hands shaking, you looked at the situation in front of you. blood splattered, all over the floor, the walls and finally, on your own hands.
you looked at the gun you are holding, while your breathing became faster.
"119, what's your emergency?" the dispatcher repeated.
blinking away the tears, you answered.
"i killed my boyfriend."
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