♪ "You don't know what you deserve
And that's why you end up hurt
But you never listen
Take my advice as criticism
Then make the worst decisions
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see
The perfect one for you is me?" ♪
Speak up!
"Are you sure you don't want to come with us?" Alexandra said in a hopeful tone, near the door of her and Jotaro's shared apartment, keys in her hand.
Jotaro remained silent, staring at the black screen of the TV while sitting on the couch. He always had a frown on his face, it was basically his normal expression, but that evening was more evident than usual.
"...I can wait for you to get dressed." Alexandra said, leaning slightly her weight on her left leg while fidgeting with the keychain attached to her keys.
"But can he?" Jotaro asked with so much bitterness in his voice while always staring at the black screen, already knowing the answer.
Alexandra and her boyfriend, Elijah, organized an outing in which all of their shared friends could've joined if they wanted to. In the end, none of them could so it was just Alex and Elijah.
He and Jotaro didn't get along at all basically from the first moment they laid eyes on each other in the University. Jotaro always tried to get Alex away from that guy, but then their small group of friends formed and it happened that Elijah was one of the girls' best friend of the group. He wasn't happy about that either.
Jotaro saw how Elijah manipulated all the people around him with his charm and his fake friendliness, but all of the group just said that he thought of that about him just because he didn't like him. Same thing for Elijah: he thought that Jotaro was just some selfish asshole that couldn't even take a joke.
The group simply tried to get them to go along, but failed miserably. They all didn't want them to go away though, so they had to deal with their bickering.
Alexandra and even Kakyoin and Yanyu, who were in the same friend group but went to different Universities, were on Jotaro's side. They believed in him, for sure he wasn't coming up with all of that just for attention. All of them even learned to better analyze the people around them after the trip to Egypt, so they also agreed with Jotaro because they saw the same things.
But since Elijah was particularly interested in Alex, he always spent a lot of time with her and in the end it ended up messing with Alex's mind a bit. Because of their moments together, she wasn't fully convinced that he was the type of guy that Jotaro described. But she still had one eye open for him.
When Alexandra explained the situation to Jotaro, Kakyoin and Yanyu, the first one was the most shocked among the three of them.
But I mean, it's not like he could've imposed his way of thinking on another person. He was just kinda mad and also a little bit scared to lose her childhood friend, who had some difficulties in rejecting people's confessions.
So when Alexandra announced to him that she and Elijah got together two weeks ago, Jotaro didn't have the best of reactions.
"Yes, he can. And if he says something about it, I'll make sure to give him a lesson." Alexandra responded, crossing her arms.
Jotaro scoffed and lowered his head for a moment. Then he got up and headed towards the kitchen.
Alexandra remained in her spot for a moment, before hearing running water coming from the sink. She decided to go check what he was doing: Jotaro was just washing an apple that he took from the fruit basket.
After washing it, he closed the tap and bit on the apple without looking behind him, knowing well that Alex was observing.
"You'd better go. Don't make your fantastic boyfriend wait." Jotaro said sarcastically, slightly emphasizing the 'fantastic' part.
Alexandra sighed sadly at that. She knew that he was upset about them being together, but it wasn't like she had eyes just for Elijah and forgot about Jotaro! So what was he upset about?
"So I guess you don't want to come." She muttered, moving her eyes from Jotaro to the pavement.
"You have such a great intuition." Jotaro said again using sarcasm in his tone, biting the apple again. When he was mad or disappointed, he rarely behaved like he was doing in that moment, so that just made Alexandra more sad.
"Look, I know you hate him, but why are you acting so coldly with me?" Alexandra said with a slight hurt tone, almost cracking her voice, while getting closer to Jotaro who was still turned around.
He again remained silent, stopping chewing the piece of fruit in his mouth for a second before starting again and swallowing it. He looked at the sink, staring at the water drops that moments ago came out from the tap.
His gaze drifted all around the objects in front of him, trying to ignore the stinging sensation in his chest.
He hated hearing that tone of voice coming out of Alexandra's lips.
He hated that situation.
He hated that someone took away Alexandra from him again.
He hated that he couldn't speak out his feelings so easily in all of these years, what was blocking him? Probably the fact that she kept getting a boyfriend, and as selfish as it might sound, it was such a relief every time they broke up.
Was he really the selfish piece of shit like Elijah said for thinking like that? He sure hated seeing Alexandra sad, but the fact that she returned to be single always felt like a happy feeling.
He wanted Elijah and Alexandra to break up so badly; he was her fourth boyfriend, but that was Jotaro's first time acting like he did in those two weeks because of Alex's boyfriend.
He hated Elijah terribly.
And loved Alexandra so much.
It was when the freckled called his name again that he finally turned around, but slowly.
That evening he didn't look at Alex so much, he was minding his own business the whole time she was getting ready, so he only noticed a thing when he was looking at her at that moment.
"I thought you didn't like that shirt." Jotaro said, giving a quick glance to her shirt and then looking at her eyes. It was too revealing for Alex's tastes, and she was even planning to throw it away or to recycle it for something.
She covered herself with her jean jacket more, looking embarrassed at her side. She looked uncomfortable in that outfit, and that clicked something in Jotaro's mind.
"Don't tell me you're wearing it just because he likes it." The ravenette said in all seriousness, lowering the apple from his mouth that he was about to bite.
"What? No! I… I changed my mind. It's pretty cute." Alexandra said, trying to convince not just Jotaro but even herself. She hated that shirt, and sadly what Jotaro said was the truth… She didn't want to admit that though.
"Stop with the bullshit, you know you're bad at lying. Go change into something you like at least." Jotaro said, grabbing Alex from the arm. The dark ginger snatched her arm from his grip, making him frown more and his eyes widen slightly.
The ravenette looked into the girl's green eyes for a long moment.
"What?" Alexandra asked, chuckling drily, and Jotaro started to get more worried about his dear friend.
She learned a lot from Jotaro about confidence, both in just observing him and actually talking about it with him. But she still had to learn that she couldn't be at everyone's service.
She was like that: she genuinely wanted to make everyone happy, that's why she almost never said anything that went against people's desires. That meant also going out of her comfort zone.
It's like she didn't care about herself.
Jotaro sighed heavily. Not because he was disappointed in her, but because he had to somehow cool down from all the anger that was building up in that moment because of her so-called "boyfriend".
He was the selfish piece of shit.
Didn't he notice her discomfort? It was just such an easy and obvious thing to do for Jotaro, probably because he and Alexandra could communicate so smoothly without using words. Not only thanks to the fact that they have known each other practically for a lifetime, but also because using gestures and facial expressions was their only way of communicating as children, so they were very good at it.
But then Jotaro realized that Elijah didn't know Alexandra like he did, so he probably didn't notice how she felt. But still, couldn't he ask her if she was comfortable with wearing such a revealing shirt?
Or maybe he did notice but didn't give a fuck about it?
Also, when did Elijah even have the occasion to see that shirt? Or worse, seeing her in that?
He was about to see her in that revealing piece of clothing again and Alexandra didn't like that.
And Jotaro didn't like that even.
Thoughts came in the ravenette's mind from left to right, and he didn't have any way to stop them.
"You didn't answer my question." Alexandra said, starting to get impatient while covering herself again with her jacket crossing her arms.
"That's not important, you're not going out like that."
"Wha- it's not important?? You've been treating me like shit ever since I told you about me and Elijah! And what does it mean that what's going on between the two of us isn't important?! It is even more important than the relationship with my boyfriend!" Alexandra exclaimed in a hurt tone, squeezing the material in her closed palms to the point of making her knuckles white. "...and I wear what I want, thank you." She hesitantly spoke at the end, almost like a whisper.
My boyfriend.
Hearing those two words hurted a lot.
But the thing that relieved him a bit, is that she used 'it is more' and even emphasized the last word, like it was a fact.
So she really overpowered their friendship over her and Elijah's relationship.
Jotaro took another bite from the apple in his hand, while staring at Alexandra with his stinging turquoise eyes.
They didn't break eye contact for what felt like ages, but he could see that Alexandra was getting more and more uncomfortable with that. So he closed them for a second and inhaled.
"I'm not saying that our friendship isn't important, hell if I thought like that then you were already walking in the streets towards Elijah. What I'm worried about right now is the fact that you are dressed like that against your will."
Alexandra tried to say something to that, but Jotaro put his palm in front of her, stopping whatever she was about to say.
When he was sure that Alexandra took his message to not say anything, he lowered his arm.
"Do you think that I can't see the discomfort in your face? Or in the way you try to cover yourself more?" Jotaro said calmly, making Alexandra gulp.
"Can we not talk about that for a second, but instead talk about you?" Alexandra said using his same tone of voice, but more worried. "Please?"
Jotaro remained silent for the third time that evening, showing again that he didn't want- or couldn't talk about himself.
His feelings.
The two best friends were both so stubborn, putting each other before themselves.
Alexandra knew that what Jotaro was saying was the truth, but she wanted to let him vent and speak about himself and what's been bothering him. Instead, Jotaro thought that what he felt in two weeks was not as important as the fact that Alexandra had to go out of her comfort zone just for a piece of shit.
She liked trying out new things, but obviously she couldn't like all of them. And she definitely didn't like what she was about to do for Elijah.
"I know you hate being late, so why are you still here? Go change into some-"
"Because I care about YOU!" Alexandra exclaimed.
Well, that was not actually a surprise, but it sure hit his heart in the right places.
But then again, Jotaro's mind drifted into other thoughts: does not caring about being late mean that she actually didn't want to go out with Elijah?
No, it was too thought through. But the tone she used when she asked him if he wanted to come confirmed his theory.
"Can you stop talking about me and actually try to talk about yourself?!" Alexandra desperately said.
"I'd say the same thing to you." Jotaro coldy responded.
Alexandra grunted, because she knew she was being inconsistent. But Jotaro was acting like that too!
"Stop, just stop it!" Alexandra said, putting a hand on her hair while moving around the kitchen. "Can't you see that you're the one with the main problem here?! I don't know how much you can do without words in this case, but if you don't want to use them then at least try to show me what I did wrong to make you act like this with me!" The girl said, gesturing at herself. "You didn't even try to do that in these two weeks, but instead you just kept acting coldly with me like I did something horrible to you! I've been patient for all of this time, and I would've understood your behavior if I did something wrong, but I didn't and all of this is pissing me off!"
Jotaro kept staring at her instead, while she was trying to cool herself down by taking a deep breath.
After all Alex didn't do anything bad to him like she said, so why was he acting like that?
Was it because he was jealous? Probably, he was tired of seeing other people take Alexandra away from him. But then he had to be mad at those people, so why was he treating her like shit?
Maybe because she couldn't see him?
While in his thoughts, he bite the apple unconsciously. From the outside he looked like he didn't give a fuck, zoning out and ignoring her best friend while eating nonchalantly an apple.
But in his mind, there was a big brainstorming going on.
"And stop eating that fucking apple like you don't give a fuck!" Alexandra exclaimed irritably, making the boy avert his gaze from somewhere in the room to the angry eyes in front of him.
Jotaro lowered the apple from his mouth and put it on the counter behind him. Alexandra usually didn't care when Jotaro did other things during their discussions, because she knew that he was always thinking about her same subject.
This time she did, probably out of frustration, because she was sick of the situation they were in.
She simply wanted to know what she did wrong.
"Were you doing it out of spite? Did you really get down to such low levels?" The angry girl asked, putting her hands on her hips.
"Why would I do it out of spite-"
"Ooooh so there's another reason for that?! Like, you weren't treating me like shit just because I made a decision that made me be the asshole's girlfriend, and that was 'a way to make you understand' that my decision was fucking stupid?!" Alexandra exclaimed, trying to mimic a deep voice in between the quotation marks. She started to build up more anger as the time passed, making her speak loudly.
But even Jotaro didn't know why he acted so coldly towards her in those two weeks.
Well, maybe because he wanted her attention? He wanted her to finally notice him?
Jotaro thought that those reasons were too pathetic, so he slightly shook his head to send them away for then looking at Alex.
"So you finally understood that yours was a dumb decision." Jotaro said, ever so slightly raising his voice to make her understand that he didn't like her yelling.
But with that phrase he also did want to try something.
"You- oh my fucking god, so in the end that was out of spite?! Well thank you, I already knew that the time I acted like a fucking weakling when he asked me to be his girlfriend!" Alexandra finally admitted out loud, making her exhale sharply and shaky breaths.
Bingo.
Jotaro shifted position a bit, now having both of his hands in his pockets. He looked down with his eyes closed while he was laying himself against the counter.
He at least managed to make her admit the situation to herself.
He then looked up to Alex, who was staring somewhere in front of her. He could see her eyes getting glossier and reddish, while blinking to focus her vision. Her lower lip instead twitched now and then.
God he hated so much seeing her like that.
At that moment he wanted to hug her, while caressing her head and playing with her long wavy hair and her rebel big tuft that popped out from it.
But he knew that if he acted like that in that moment, she would've shooed him away.
"No, no no no no…" Alexandra whispered to herself with her hands covering her face, while walking around the room a bit; Jotaro's eyes always focused on her movements.
She remained still in front of the window, until she looked up at the ceiling for a second before turning again towards the tall ravenette.
Alexandra stared at him for a couple of seconds, before walking slowly towards him with her index finger up.
"Don't you dare make this discussion about me. Because if you didn't act like an asshole for these two weeks, everything would've been fine between us and this discussion wouldn't exist. But you've created the problem and so we talk about YOU, not ME." Alexandra said slowly and firmly, raising her tone of voice when emphasizing some words.
"Well, this is also about you if you think about it." Jotaro said calmly, making Alexandra lower her index finger and clenching the same hand into a fist.
"Just stop trying to make this all about me!" Alexandra said irritated, lowering her fist with such force that she unintentionally punched her thigh, making her hiss slightly.
"Okay smartass. Since my decision is my own fucking business, you'd better start talking about the problem you've created that involves the BOTH-" Alex said making an imaginary circle in the air with both her hands "-of us!!"
"Do you understand that you're the real source of all of this?" Jotaro said firmly, frowning slightly more.
"ME?! Oh yes, so now I'M the reason for putting myself in a bad situation. And that's true! That's totally true, but I am NOT the reason for YOUR problem that YOU'VE created! And yet here we are!!" Alexandra furiously gesticulated to match her words.
"Yes, you're the fucking reason for my problem!" Jotaro exclaimed, getting out his hands from his gray sweatpants out of frustration. He was slowly getting enough of this situation too.
"Well I'm sorry, but how the fuck could've I know that if you don't fucking tell me why?!"
"Because I-" Jotaro exclaimed, only to stop in the middle of his sentence.
That was a close one.
"Because what? You're jealous?" Alexandra said slowly, emphasizing each word.
"No." Jotaro said, trying to keep his cool.
"Then why?!" Alexandra said exasperated.
But Jotaro remained silent, putting his hands in his pockets again, looking away from the girl.
Alexandra chuckled sarcastically at that. "Oh so you don't even know? That day you just went 'yeah okay I'll start to treat her like shit because why not'!!" She said, making her arms go limp out of annoyance after that.
Jotaro sighed in frustration, running his hand in his hair and staying like that for a moment.
"Okay, no I understand. Well, yeah maybe you get tired of me after like- about 17 years that we've known each other!"
Jotaro closed his eyes and frowned more, trying to contain his instincts. He wanted to tell her that was not true, but it would've come out in an angry tone that didn't want to use with Alex.
But Alex noted that he was being silent after her statement, so she began to brainstorm in the worst way.
"...then probably all of the story that you're 'worried' about me is bullshit! Who knows what I did to you for making you feel like that towards me!"
Why would've Jotaro use an angry tone if he talked to her at that moment? Because he was mad at himself, for what he did in these two weeks and for what he was doing now.
But he kept remaining in silence, because he didn't want to make Alex think that his tone was because of her. He was just very angry at himself.
"Am I annoying? Am I too loud? Too emotional? Too much for you?"
'No, you're perfect.' Jotaro thought. He at least could've said that!
"Why didn't you tell me that earlier? We could've avoided buying an apartment together!"
'But I want to be with you.' She can't read minds, Jotaro!
"Because you didn't want me to 'whine' about it? Well, yeah I would've been sad but I would've respected your decision!" Her eyes started to become glossy again from the tears forming in her eyes.
'What are you talking about?' Come on, just tell her those three words that you always wanted to say to her!
"It was sooo much better that way instead of doing what you did this time!"
If you won't say something now she'll keep thinking that what she's saying is the truth!
"It would've been calmer, we could've talked about it like we usually do!"
You know that what she's coming up with it's not true! So why are you letting her say all of those things?
"It would've been better if you told me that way that you were sick of me instead of creating this situation!" Alexandra's voice cracked and she let tears fall from her sad eyes.
You fucked up real bad.
"But probably you were so sick of me that- I don't you, wanted to see me in tears?! Well, congratulations!" Alexandra said, shakingly gasping for some air. The girl then started sobbing, after seeing that Jotaro didn't even flinch at her words.
He just frowned slightly more, because he really didn't want to make her cry.
But then why wasn't he saying something? Anything!
Was it because he was…
Scared?
Scared of losing her if he said to her those three words?
Alexandra sniffed and turned around, walking fastly away from the kitchen.
When hearing her footsteps, he opened his eyes and snapped his head towards her walking figure.
And then finally, the fear that was blocking him from saying anything was immediately replaced with adrenaline.
He would've totally lost her if he didn't say anything now.
He took long steps and rushed to his best friend that was heading towards the door. He then quickly grabbed her wrist, unintentionally using too much force.
And because of that, she made a hurted moan escape her lips. But Jotaro ignored that.
He was too scared of letting her go.
"What the hell do you want now?!" Alexandra yelled angrily, trying to get off Jotaro's strong grip.
Say something!!
Jotaro pulled her close to him, making her trip. But she fortunately grabbed the material of his black tank top with her other hand, avoiding her from falling on the ground.
Then, at the speed of light, he put his free hand on the side of Alex's face, pulling it closer to his and, from what it seemed like forever, finally did the thing that wanted to do for a very long time.
He kissed her.
Or do something, I guess.
It was a very firm kiss, just lips touching. Alexandra's eyes were wide, and they kept moving around Jotaro's face, which instead had his eyes shutted tight.
The girl felt her face growing hotter within the seconds, and Jotaro could've felt that under his hand. At that, he let his face grow hotter too, and now the two of them looked like two tomatoes smashed on each other.
He finally let go with a loud smack, a sound that made the two best friends more embarrassed.
Jotaro and Alex stared at each other speechless, creating for what was practically the first time in their life, an uncomfortable silence between them.
Jotaro's eyes were wide, and the color of his irids made a nice contrast with the red color of his chiseled face that grew hotter and hotter. Alexandra's eyes were wide too, but she also had her lips pressed together. Same thing goes on with her soft, freckled cheeks.
But another common but also significant thing that was going on between the two of them, was that their pupils were so dilated that they almost made their eyes go black.
They took notice of each other's body language, and luckily from there the silence slowly became a comfortable one.
Alexandra and Jotaro were slightly breathing heavily, because there was a tempest of emotions and realization inside their bodies.
Jotaro's grip on Alex's wrist became loose, but he kept contact with her, never letting her go.
Alexandra relaxed her lips and made her eyes drift lower, to the point of where his hand meets her wrist. She gently pulled it away, making Jotaro's eyebrow slightly twitch in worry. But then, she grabbed his hand and squeezed it slightly, making the boy relax.
The dark ginger smiled softly, always looking down at their hands. She shyly took a step closer to the ravenette, making their bodies almost touch.
Alex let go of Jotaro's hand and tank top and suddenly hugged him, hiding her face in his chest. Jotaro shyly and hesitantly put his slightly shaking and scarred arms around her, hugging her back.
They stayed like that for a couple of minutes, just enjoying each other's warmth, relaxing a bit their emotions.
"You're an idiot." Alexandra said out of the blue, her voice muffled by Jotaro's tank top.
"And you're too creative." Jotaro responded, making Alexandra chuckle. He smiled at that, squeezing his arms around her more, action she returned.
He missed hearing her laugh.
After a while, she raised her face and laid her chin on his broad chest, making him look down. He could finally see, after two weeks, her sweet and beautiful smile on her lips again.
Lips that minutes ago kissed.
That thought made him blush again and he looked away, making the girl in his arms giggle. He looked back at her and let a small smile grow on his lips.
"I'm… I'm sorry for yelling at you like that. And for saying all of that none-sense…" Alexandra said, now laying her cheek on his chest. She then felt a big hand patting her head gently, caressing it and twirling its finger between her soft hair.
"Don't. I'm the one that has to say sorry for treating you like shit for two weeks." Jotaro said in a low voice, starting to caress her small back too with his other hand. "I don't even exactly know why…"
In reality he kinda did, but he didn't want to say that to her. At least not yet. It just seemed like a stupid reason to him.
Yeah he loved her and he's happy that it finally happened, but it wasn't like he craved her attention after seven years of crushing on her.
...right?
"I mean, it happens when you see your crush getting with someone else. You were jelly-jealous this time." Alexandra said, chuckling at the end. That made Jotaro blush again and he grunted lightly, frowning more. Alexandra smirked at that, and Jotaro could feel her cheek rising through the fabric that was separating their skin.
Even with her exes Jotaro was obviously jealous, but he didn't show it. Or at least that was what he thought… and evidently it wasn't like that.
Sure, it made him happy seeing her happy, but there was always that bitter taste in his mouth that made him also jealous.
"Well, but I deserved that for not listening to you. It ended up putting me in a bad situation." Alexandra said softly with regret in her voice, playing with the fabric of his tank top.
"It's not like you didn't listen to me, you said earlier that in reality you wanted to reject his confession. But yet you didn't do it to avoid making him sad..." Jotaro said, bringing his hands on the side of Alexandra's face and gently raising it up to look at him. Her face looked a lot smaller in his big and bulky hands.
"You're too good for this world." Jotaro said, making it almost sound like a whisper. He caressed her cheeks with his thumbs, wiping away the remains of Alexandra's tears on her blushing face.
"That means you're gonna kill me now?" Alexandra said jokingly, making Jotaro snort. She laughed too, placing her tiny hands on top of his.
"Well, it depends on how you're going to react…" Jotaro said, moving some hair from Alexandra's face and putting them behind her ear. "...to this."
Jotaro brought both of their faces close to each other, and he caressed Alexandra's lower lip with his thumb, before leaning in and locking their lips together. The girl slowly closed her eyes, before starting to kiss him back.
Theirs was a long overdue kiss; it was as if Alexandra's lips were a piece of a puzzle that after trying other incompatible ones, finally found the piece that matched hers.
Although Jotaro was apparently a very brusque and rough person, at that moment he was handling Alexandra as if she was a porcelain doll. His plump lips gently lay on those of the girl which were slightly thinner, breaking away from time to time in order to continue giving her many little kisses.
The kisses continued, and every time the lips touched a little sparkle was created, all so quietly and shyly. But a thousand emotions were exploding in their minds and hearts that affected their bodies, making them start to act more eagerly.
Alexandra moved her hands to rest them on Jotaro's muscular forearms, and then slowly crawled up to the nape of his neck, where they rested and with her fingers began to play with his short hair. By doing this she narrowed the distance between the two, making the kiss more intense.
Jotaro moved his hand behind the girl's head, while he let the other wander around her back. He tilted his head slightly to one side, and Alexandra did the same to the other side.
This angle intensified their kiss, turning the little sparks into bigger ones and the two finally let go of their shyness.
Alexandra was the more experienced of the two, so when she bit Jotaro's lower lip it took him a few seconds too long to understand the girl's intentions. But Jotaro did not get them, but it certainly made him snap something in his mind, so he continued to kiss her as he was doing before only more passionately. The girl giggled in the kiss, deciding to lick the boy's lips to give him some more clues.
Jotaro freezed on the spot, flustered by the intimate and sensual action that Alexandra had performed. He began to feel shy, plus the wave of emotions made his mind fog a little and they didn't let him think too clearly.
Alexandra then decided to break away from the kiss, giggling. Jotaro looked at her flustered, repeating in his mind over and over again the feeling of her tongue on his lips.
He wanted to feel it again.
"What? Are you embarrassed?" Alexandra said, chuckling, making Jotaro blush more. She thought that his reaction was really cute, after all that was his first time kissing someone.
But then Alexandra realized: she was his first kiss! This thought made her feel butterflies in her stomach, and she smiled sweetly at him.
"You have a lot to learn about kissing…" Alexandra muttered, while twirling his short curls between her fingers, pulling them just enough to make Jotaro lightly growl. He pulled her against his chest, laying his chin on her head as a way to 'shut her up'.
"Looks like I was the one killing you~" The freckled girl said, making the ravenette's heart beat faster and making heat build up in his cheeks. Again.
He was so embarrassed…
Jotaro initially was so confident in thinking that he could've made her blush and act shy for him, but it turned out to be the other way around.
Instead, Alexandra thought that he was so cute!!
She giggled at his manners, hugging him tightly. Now it was Jotaro who played with her hair, something that she gladly made him do. She then started drawing circles on the nape of his neck, making goosebumps rise on the boy's skin. They again remained like that for a couple of minutes, but this time Jotaro's mind drifted into some thoughts that made him worry.
"What's up, big boy?" Alexandra said curiously, making Jotaro snap out of his thoughts. He noticed that while he was thinking, he was also slightly pulling the girl's hair; probably the reason why she asked him that question.
He let go of her hair, sighing. The boy put his hands on the girl's shoulder, making her break away from the hug. She looked up at him questionably, raising an eyebrow at him. He looked nervous.
"Do you… accept this? Honestly." Jotaro said in a serious tone. He didn't want to put Alexandra in the same situation that she was with Elijah; who knows if the same happened with her other exes too! But either way, he was ready to take no as an answer.
He just wanted to make her feel happy, even if that meant seeing with her another man that truly loved.
...maybe he wasn't so ready to take 'no' as an answer.
But he didn't know that Alexandra developed feelings for him too for a long time, she was just as confused as him. There were moments when they tried to open up to each other in this field, but both of them were just too scared to even start...
But after that deadly fight in Egypt with Anubis, Alexandra started to understand more about her thoughts towards Jotaro.
And this moment just confirmed them.
Alexandra smiled softly at him, raising her hand to place it on top of Jotaro's cheek. He was standing still the whole time, while his heart melted at the sight in front of him.
"Jojo… do I look like I don't agree to this?" The girl said sweetly, making Jotaro let go of the breath he was holding. He made his face lean into Alex's palm, and so she caressed his scarred cheek with her thumb; both of them smiling.
Alexandra went on her tiptoes to place a quick and soft kiss on Jotaro's lips, a kiss that he wished that lasted longer. So he leaned his face closer to hers, continuing it.
Her lips and kisses were so addictive, he really wanted to kiss her 24/7. He placed both of his hands on her hips, noticing the fact that he could've almost made his hands touch from how small she was compared to him. That made him feel kinda giddy, and so he smiled in the kiss.
Alexandra placed her other hand on Jotaro's other cheek, continuing to kiss him sweetly. She then soon after broke the kiss again, making Jotaro groan. She smirked at him for that, making Jotaro look away from embarrassment.
"Your lips taste like apples, needy boy~" Alexandra commented with a teasing tone, earning a pinch on her side from the 'needy boy'. She squealed and laughed at that, squishing Jotaro's cheeks and then planting a big peck on his plump lips.
"Yoush like peaches." He said through squished lips. Alexandra chuckled at that and relaxed his cheeks, now only resting her hands on them.
"I have to teach you how to kiss. Not that you're bad at it! You're actually pretty good for doing it for the first time. But there's a next level to what you can do. You're a fast learner tho, so it won't take too long." Alexandra said, letting go of his cheeks to place her hands on his big shoulders.
"What's a kiss?" Jotaro said bluntly, making Alex's mouth open in disbelief. He smirked at her, making her wheeze at his bold attempt of flirting.
"Oh, I didn't expect that! Good one, good one." Alexandra said, shaking her head. "But you're lucky you have a patient teacher for that. You'd better take notes!" Alexandra said, winking and making finger guns at him.
Jotaro laughed lightly at that, ruffling her hair afterwards.
That evening took such an awesome turn.
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FAVORITE PARTS OF YOU
various characters x reader
characters included → bruno, giorno, joseph, josuke, jotaro, kakyoin, mista, polnareff
CW → fluff, mentions of pda, cuddles, spooning, just a lot of fluff
unedited and possible grammar errors
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BRUNO
→ all of you, but he really likes your hands. not in a creepy way, he just thinks they’re pretty.
→ isn’t one for showing affection in public, but he loves holding your hand, especially if he’s anxious about something. having your hand in his soothes him. he’d lightly squeeze it sometimes, either to get your attention or just to make sure you’re there with him.
→ kissing the palm and the back of your hands has to be his favorite thing to do. doesn’t matter where, whether your greeting one another, about to fall asleep, or just sitting down and enjoying one another’s company, he’d always gently grab your hand and bring it up to his lips.
→ when the two of you are laying in bed on the cusp of sleep, he’d trace the lines on your palm or let you run your fingers through his hair. just the feeling of your hands touching him in some way is more than enough.
GIORNO
→ your cheeks. thinks they’re really cute.
→ he loves it when you smile and the apple of your cheeks are most prominent, the sight makes him smile. at times like these, he’d usually sneak a quick peck on your cheek because he can’t help himself, though in public that might not happen as often, just soft smiles as he gazed at you with nothing but love.
→ when you’re hugging each other or cuddling, you’d typically find him nuzzling into your cheek or leaving a few kissing there. he also likes to hood your face in his hands when you kiss so he can rub the skin of your cheek with his thumbs.
→ he won’t pull your cheek or stretch them out but he will poke them from time to time, usually when in private. and he loves it when you lay on his chest with one of your cheeks pressed against him, he just finds your face looking a little squished really cute.
JOSEPH
→ your nose. he LOVES your nose.
→ he’s annoying but he’s so cute. he’d constantly boop your nose or pull “i got your nose” tricks on you while you sit there unamused. you could be just doing something mundane, driving somewhere, or anything really and he’s already poking your nose.
→ on other occasions, he’s giving you little eskimo kisses and normal kisses on your nose and telling you how cute he thinks your nose is. if you happen to be insecure about your nose, he’s the one insulted. he’d be listing off all the things that make your nose perfect—which is everything—and how if anyone ever tried to prove him wrong, he’d kick them in their shit.
→ he tries to make you smile or laugh best he can so if your ticklish, he’s definitely using that to his advantage. he just like the way your nose crinkles when you smile and laugh. and when your both about to go to bed or you’re already fast asleep, he gives you a kiss on the nose as a good night.
JOSUKE
→ your shoulders and neck.
→ it's kind of weird but not that weird but he loves to rest his head on your shoulder when he hugs you and likes to nuzzle into your warm neck and feel the faint beating of your pulse point. neck kisses are an always, especially if you’ve been away for some time then expect more neck kisses than usual.
→ when the two of you cuddle or spoon, his head always finds its way on your shoulder or in the crook of your neck with his arms wrapped around your stomach. he tends to sleep heavy so you might as well stay in bed for the day.
→ it’s not just in private either, he tends to involuntarily rest his chin on your shoulders in public whether he’s talking to you or someone else, and he usually stays there for quite a while. you could be shopping for clothes and asking if a shirt looked cute right before his chin softly meets your shoulder. he’d kiss the skin of your neck or shoulder before he moves away too.
JOTARO
→ your eyes, simply because they tell him how you’re feeling at the moment and they look cute when you’re looking up at him.
→ before actually kissing you, he’d look into your eyes—one: to check if you’re alright and two: just to admire them—before he gives you a soft kiss. he also leaves kisses in the space between your eyes right before you head off to sleep and just before he leaves for work or at random.
→ he likes cuddling or spooning with you facing him so he can make sure you’re actually sleep and if you’re not he’d try to figure something out to fix that. he also uses contact as a form of confirmation, especially if you don’t feel comfortable verbally expressing that. you could be at dinner or somewhere else and he’d often look at you to make sure you’re comfortable.
→ he doesn’t tell you he likes your eyes, like at all. even if you’re insecure about them he won’t vividly express his liking towards them but to whoever made you think of them that way, they suddenly have a fist with their name on it. he isn’t one for pet names or complements so don’t expect much, but you might hear a whispered “pretty” or “gorgeous” occasionally.
KAKYOIN
→ your stomach.
→ he thinks it’s cute. you’d often find him laying his head on it when you’re watching something together or when you’re cuddling and you might even catch him sleeping like that—his arms wrapped around your waist while he’s resting the side of his face on your stomach, fluffy hair tickling the skin.
→ it’s embarrassing sometimes, like when you start to get hungry and your stomach starts growling. he’d look up at you with raised brows before get up and walking off to find his phone, so he can get you something to eat even if you insist you’re not hungry.
→ when it comes to public affection, he could care less but if you’re uncomfortable with it then he’ll respect your boundaries. so usually when you’re out somewhere, he’d either have both arms wrapped around your stomach or just an arm wrapped around your stomach, in private too especially when you’re doing the most mundane things. if your stomach’s chubby, it’s even cuter to him.
MISTA
→ your thighs. not really in a sexual way, he just likes how soft they are.
→ he pokes them sometime when he’s thinking of things to do for the day. not harshly, if anything you barely feel it most of the time. he also love giving you piggyback rides or just having you on his shoulders so he can hold on to your thighs and rub a thumb over them.
→ he also loves picking you up so that he can feel your thighs wrap around his waist. he kisses like this at times and loves sitting with you on top of his legs face him. he tends to squeeze your thighs absentmindedly, especially when he’s driving with you in the car or when your at dinner and you’re sitting close to one another.
→ he likes to rest his head between your thigh and he goes to sleep between them sometimes. gives you thigh kisses before looking up at you with a soft smile. loves if you card your hands through his hair while he’s between your thighs.
POLNAREFF
→ your lips. he loves your lips so much.
→ he kisses you everywhere but his favorite place to kiss you are your lips. he tries to get you to laugh or smile right before giving you kisses so he can feel you smile into the kiss. he’s not super giddy, he just loves your smile but he can be.
→ he loves how expressive your lips are. he isn’t to crazy about when you’re mad or sad because he starts to feel bad, but when you’re pouting or playfully frowning, he thinks it’s the cutest thing. you’d often find him giving you quick pecks if he catches you frowning. you can’t be sad or mad for too long around him.
→ when you two are cuddling, you have to be facing him. if he doesn’t have easy access to your lips, then you’re not doing it. especially when you’re about to go to bed, you’re facing him. he want to be able to kiss you as much as he wants even after you fall asleep. he’s like “aww, you look so cute. imma kiss you”. he knows when enough is enough, so if you don’t want any kisses at the moment he’s willing to wait.
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