not submission. I really hate the "My OC, my rules" thing. Cause like, no? Just because they are your oc doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with them. If you want to make your oc suffer and not like them get help, you deserve to lose rights over them. Especially if you only do that stuff to purposely trigger people. Once you do that, your oc no longer belongs to you. they belong to the public who will take better care of them instead
Well, y'know, something something about the patriarchal man gatekeep gaslight manipulative monopolizing confine the only pure light he ever sees - his innocent sister and the experienced old uncle who looks a bit careless and homeless but is actually very gentle and can only look at the prisoned songbird girl from far away…
Some facts/statements I use to remind myself that a day or two eating above your calorie limit is not going to reverse all your progress, even if it feels like it has 💕
-You would have to consume roughly 3500 cal above your bmr to put on 1 lbs/0.5kg. The extra few hundred won't have as drastic an effect as your brain believes.
-The weight you think you've put on so quickly is water retention and if you drink enough water it usually goes away.
-The extra calories sometimes help some people with keeping their metabolism high, meaning more weight loss in the long run.
-I know the extra weight in your stomach feels awful but it will pass eventually. Everything passes eventually.
-You can always exercise some/all of the extra calories off for peace of mind if you can't cope.
-Progress never looks like a straight line. Whether you've binged or not your body is still going to have ups and downs. This is just an up wave you need to try and ride.
-Do your best not to let it tear you apart. Try to distract yourself with something for the rest of the day to keep your head above water. If your head does sink under, on the plus side, crying burns a decent amount of calories.
-You are not a robot. Slip ups happen and they're probably happening because you're lacking vital nutrition. Allow your body a break sometimes even if your mind isn't happy about it. A few hundred extra calories may stop you from passing out and bashing your head on the wall.
-Tomorrow is a new day. If no coping mechanisms are helping, sleep it off the best you can. Sleep burns a surprising amount of calories and you can always start fresh the next day.
-You are not a failure. Just because your mind keeps telling you that you are doesn't mean it's true. It's your survival instincts bleeding through the disorder. It's a reminder that the you from before this is still in there somewhere and you'll find them one day. A reminder that deep down you're still capable of finding enjoyment and happiness in something other than watching numbers fall.
-If you've read this far tysm for taking the time to do so and I wish you the best in this crappy life. Stay safe and remember to be smart about your health through this journey💕
idk how else to explain it to people but it should be pretty fucking obvious why it is absolutely ludicrous to allow the united states fucking government to set the criteria as to who is and is not recognized as native/indigenous/ndn when they spent literal centuries trying to undermine and erase the fact that we exist at all.
it's no coincidence that some of the criteria involved in becoming federally recognized as a tribe requires documentation that the government actively worked to suppress. that they require the tracing of continuous existence back to colonial contact should tell you why it's a bullshit metric. that the fact that you have to have heaps of money to get federal recognition is something that you should take a long, hard look at before calling members of over 400 non-recognized tribes 'pretendians'.
the use of blood quantum as a measurement alone makes their authority null and void.
indigeneity is not about blood quantum or government permission. it is about family, culture, and community. i for one would appreciate it if non-natives fucked all the way off on this topic, and if fellow ndns would stop the infighting over it long enough to realize that all we're doing is perpetuating colonizer violence and genocide by allowing non-natives to set the definition of who we are and what we get to call ourselves.
fuck you. stop doing the colonizer's job for them.
It’s always “yes mistress”, “thank you mistress”, and “anything for you mistress” until it’s time to eat and drink water and go to bed at a reasonable hour. Now all of a sudden we have a problem.
everybody has a different set of beliefs when it comes to manifesting, determining their journey. some believe that nothing unfavourable can manifest for them, some believe that they can get whatever they want even if they react to their outer reality, ... whatever you choose to believe in creates the basis for the way you go about manifesting your desires. therefore, it's always nice to make manifesting easier and more effortless by sticking to certain rules that can protect, guide and make you feel more at ease while manifesting a certain desire.
applying the rules
it's totally up to you: you can make all of these your new rules or just pick a few new ones that resonate with you the most. the way you make these rules "work" is by simply declaring that this is now your new way of manifesting! don't worry, you don't have to learn them all by heart but remind yourself of them in times of manifesting. it's the most affective when you don't overcomplicate it!
here are the rules
whatever i want, wants me more
everything conspires in my favour
i am the only creator in my reality
the world revolves around me
i’m the main character and always get my happy ending
i am destined to win and succeed
everything is rigged in my favour
i easily manifest
manifesting is very easy for me
it’s all in my command and under my control
i am in charge of pretty much everything
there’s only one operant power and that’s me
i always get everything i want in my life
i was made to rule both dimensions
everything always falls into place for me
it all perfectly works out for me
i never chase, i attract
everything i want is easily given to me
i have it all
i’m a master manifestor
i’m a pro at manifesting
whatever i desire is already mine
i’m the blueprint
i’m way too perfect not to have it all
all of my desires are meant for me
i effortlessly manifest the life of my dreams
everything is always about me
i am the prize, everything chases me
i decide what happens next
i am the god of my reality
i’m the master of my destiny
my desires are done deal
everything is mine for the taking
i have my desires simply because i say so
as the god of my reality, it is my right to have everything i want
i get everything i desire since everything i say, goes
life is a game and i keep winning
i never fail to get what i want
it’s impossible for me to fail
not getting what i wish for isn’t possible
“failure” doesn’t exist in my life
others might not succeed but that doesn't go for me
i manifest quickly, effortlessly and instantly
my desires materialise very fast
i always get whatever i want whenever i want it
everything i want is being handed to me instantly
whatever i desire is mine in the very moment
i get whatever i want as soon as possible
i manifest regardless of everything and anything
there is no such thing as “impossible”, “illogical” or “unlikely” to manifest
circumstances don’t matter
the outside world doesn't affect me in any way
nothing can hinder my manifestation process
i cannot not get my desire
no one can stop me from attaining the life i want
the 3D immediately conforms
everything always works out perfectly for me
i am limitless
my abilities are infinite
anything is totally malleable
i can change reality to my liking
the world only shows me what i wish to see
i mould my own world
in imagination, i have it all
regardless of any circumstances, i get whatever i like
intrusive thoughts, doubts or worries cannot influence my manifestations
designed for ships, but can be used for a variety of relationship types. change gendered language/add context to your needs. happy roleplaying !! ♡
❛ it feels so good to be bad. ❜
❛ it really makes me wonder if i ever gave a fuck about you. ❜
❛ give me something to believe in. ❜
❛ i don’t believe in you anymore. ❜
❛ i wonder if it even makes a difference to try. ❜
❛ so, this is goodbye. ❜
❛ one day i’ll wake up & it won’t hurt anymore. ❜
❛ it’s like i can’t even feel after the way you touched me. ❜
❛ you’re everything that i want, but you don’t want me. ❜
❛ am i a regret, yet? ❜
❛ was it worth what it costed? ❜
❛ you make me nauseous. ❜
❛ you’re overrated. ❜
❛ when i think of you, i just want to throw up. ❜
❛ all my friends say that you’re toxic. ❜
❛ why does love suck? ❜
❛ love hurts whether it’s right or wrong. ❜
❛ i can’t stop, i’m having too much fun. ❜
❛ you can’t save me, baby. ❜
❛ you never call or listen to me anyway. ❜
❛ where were you tuesday, october tenth? ❜
❛ how is your jacket covered in blood? ❜
❛ how was the party? did you have fun? ❜
❛ i fell in love with the warning signs. ❜
❛ the only time i feel alive is when i’m touching the warning signs. ❜
❛ if you tell me to stay away, i’m gonna dive in again. ❜
❛ my favorite color is red like the flags you fly overhead. ❜
❛ well, i should have known. ❜
❛ didn’t you see it coming? didn’t you see the signs? ❜
❛ i’ll break your pretty face. ❜
❛ bite your tongue & choke yourself to sleep. ❜
❛ you can hold my hand if no one’s home. ❜
❛ do you like it when i’m away? ❜
❛ you’re a pond & i’m an ocean. ❜
❛ all my emotions feel like explosions when you are around. ❜
❛ i am a wreck when i’m without you. ❜
❛ was it something i said to make you feel like you’re a burden? ❜
❛ tell me, is it worth it? ❜
❛ she’s a lady & i am just a line without a hook. ❜
❛ do what you want as long as you stay here. ❜
❛ you’ll change your name or change your mind & leave this fucked up place behind, but i’ll know. ❜
❛ if you ever try to leave me, i’ll find you, [name]. ❜
❛ i’ll be the bad guy, now. ❜
❛ i couldn’t be there, even when i tried. ❜
❛ seasons changed & our love went cold. ❜
❛ i knew that this was doomed from the get-go. ❜
❛ you thought that it was special, but it was just the sex, though. ❜
❛ it’s only me; what have you got to lose? ❜
❛ you should take it as a compliment that i got drunk & made fun of the way you talk. ❜
❛ you should think about the consequence of your magnetic field being a little too strong. ❜
❛ you’re so cool, it makes me hate you so much. ❜
❛ you’ve ruined my life by not being mine. ❜
❛ you’re so gorgeous, i can’t say anything to your face. ’cause look at your face. ❜
❛ i’m so furious at you for making me feel this way. ❜
❛ if you’ve got a girlfriend, i’m jealous of her. but if you’re single, that’s honestly worse. ❜
❛ you’re so gorgeous, it actually hurts. ❜
❛ you make me so happy, it turns back to sad. ❜
❛ there’s nothing i hate more than what i can’t have. ❜
❛ guess i’ll just stumble on home to my cats. alone … unless you wanna come along? ❜
❛ you look so happy when i’m not with you. ❜
❛ i don’t know why i run away. ❜
❛ take me back, ’cause i wanna stay. ❜
❛ i kept my distance ’cause i know that you don’t like when i’m with somebody else. ❜
❛ i couldn’t help it; i put you through hell. ❜
❛ i realize that it’s much too late, & you deserve someone better. ❜
❛ i’m not the best at breaking up. ❜
❛ i like my alone time, but i want somebody to hold. ❜
❛ i get what i want. i keep it for a minute. then i let it go. ❜
❛ i hate it when you’re there for me, but i like it when you hit the spot. ❜
❛ i don’t do fake love, but i’ll take some from you tonight. ❜
❛ i don’t expect you to understand. ❜
❛ i’m ready to die holding your hand. ❜
❛ i can’t hide how i feel about you inside. ❜
❛ i’d give everything up tonight, if i could just have you be mine. ❜
❛ i’d give up everything for you. ❜
ok idk if anyone except me noticed or cared but this is MY BLOG so yall get to hear about it anyways
I've been listening to the Tristamp ost while I've been studying and I've noticed that Vash's character instrument is a harmonica. Most of his character songs/character adjacent songs (Mystery Man, Common Front, Vash the Stampede) have harmonica as a prominent part of the arrangement. It's not solely in "Vash songs", it's actually shared with a lot of other background music/ "regular people" songs (No Man's Land, Jeneora Rock, Hungry). I think this is a great way to show how Vash is invested in the lives of these people. Whereas Knives's piano is almost exclusively for him, which is isolating and adds automatic, recognizable tension whenever you hear it.
Also! There's this cool "Aim, Fire!" backing chorus in a lot of Vash songs that adds an extremely spaghetti western beat, which I adore. (you can hear it in The Jeneora Rock Resistance) Especially since there's lyrics from Vash's perspective in his character songs that make it seem like this is the inside of his head/the energy he's moving with.